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[part iv of sugar, sugar] | [masterlist]
wolverine/logan howlett x neighbor!f!reader
rated e - 4.5k
tags: baker!neighbor!reader, logan pov, soft smut & fluff, oral, fingering, multiple orgasms, manual restraints PiV, creampie, light angst, references to anxiety, guilt, memories of canon-typical violence/ death, logan handling his feelings in his own way
a/n: after finishing part iii, there were two ideas in the back of my mind (this, and then fixing [redacted]) so I am back with a little more đ
Sometimes, it feels as if heâs still waiting for the other shoe to drop. Breath held - bracing for a blow that hasnât yet come, each time the cracks lengthen in his walls. Letting sunlight seeping through.
So sure itâs waiting on the horizon for him, as it always had done. Has been, since that first night you spent together, all those weeks ago.
Finally allowing himself to exhale - for today, at least - in the darkened room.
Itâs late when he twists the handle of the apartment door, easing it open. A habit now, how the keys drop into the ceramic mug on the table just inside, clinking against loose change.
His shadow stretching long across the wooden floor, cast by the light you left on for him in the kitchen. Fingers tug at worn laces, loosening boots that are left next to yours.
Funny how heâs able to navigate this space now, without thought. The old fleece from Wadeâs closet slung across the back of an armchair. His feet taking him to the edge of the couch, fingers idly brushing over the stitching of the folded quilt left out for him.
One heartbeat passing, and then another.
He moves on.
The bedroom door creaks on its hinges, as he nudges it open wider.
Light pouring in, letting him see where you curl on your side. The space next to you open - as if waiting for him.
As if you knew heâd be coming.
All heâs wanted to do since Wade turned the car around was get back to right here.
Something loosening in his chest. Fingers working at the buttons of his flannel, then dropping to the heavy buckle at his waist. Stripped down, when he draws back the covers, and slides next to you.
You murmur his name, curl into him. Canât pretend there isnât a tugging behind his ribs at the sound.
His fingers drift across skin, tracing the strap of your nightgown. You lips curve up, eyes cracking open.
âYou have a good day?â
Logan pauses for longer than he should, turning the question over in his head. Chooses to ignore it, for now.
Chooses to let his head dip, to press his mouth to yours, instead. Letting his mind shut off, letting it go silent for a moment.
Focusing on this, instead.
The tug of your fingers as they slide into his hair. Pulling him close - keeping him there, the sluggish movements turning more lucid as he deepens the kiss. Pliant becoming demanding, and even after the day heâs had, he canât help the chuckle when your hand curls around his shoulder.
Urging, once more. Fully awake now, lips pressing against his jaw as he follows your whims. Settling between your thighs, cock stiffening with the way you nip at his neck. How you roll your hips upward, until he pins you to the bed himself.
âMissed you.â Itâs sighed out.
Something inside his chest thrums, his heartbeat kicking up a notch. The answer coming easily, without thought.
âMissed you too, sweetheart.â
He means it.
Had left a little piece of himself behind when he left early this morning. The echo of your goodbye kiss lingering against his lips, as he had climbed into the car with Wade. Going north.
But he doesnât want to think about that now.
Now, heâs letting his senses take over, an old habit. Focusing on warmth of you beneath him. Eyelids fluttering shut with the sting of your teeth against his throat. A twitching smile as his hands wander - letting you try to mark him as he finds the hem, slips beneath.
Fingertips dragging over bare skin. Rucking the flimsy fabric up higher each time his hips lift. A low sigh when he finally presses against your bare skin, nudging himself against the soft juncture of your thigh.
Your scent washes over him, drowning out the layer of thoughts that have chased after him all afternoon. Vanilla and sugar and you - heâs tried to taste it before, with the wet drag of his tongue.
Sometimes you smell like him, if heâs lucky, in the early morning, still tucked into bed. Cigar smoke clinging, from where you sat with him on the fire escape. Where heâs left himself painted across your skin.
Itâs familiar. Itâs as comforting as the pretty noises you make. Hungry for him, fingers tracing along his ribs. Slipping down the slope of his back, trying to tug you to meet him.
Logan is used to rushing things - wants to, after the day he had - but in the night, when he knows you don't have to get up early, it feels like time stands still.
He allows his movements to slow.
The mattress dips as he inches down it. Palms finding the curves of your tits, a soft squeeze against the giving flesh before heâs finding the taut peaks in the fabric with his teeth and tongue.
The silk darkens, as you squirm. A whine is wrenched from your chest, as his mouth closes around you.
The tip of his tongue flicking across your nipple. His other hand drifting down, hiking your thigh higher around his waist.
âLet me-â It comes from you in a rush, hands tugging at the fabric.
He wonât ruin this one. Knows you like it - instead he balls the fabric from navel to sternum in his fist. Tugs, until your tits slip free.
âFuck, Logan.â Itâs laced with appreciation.
With need, as he sucks a mark against your skin. Another on the soft swell beneath, the pinch of his teeth soothed by the drag of his tongue.
Knowing what heâll find, when he finally moves down. The fingertips that trail down as he kisses your stomach, your hip - ghosting across your folds, coming back slick.
They slide between his lips. An amuse-bouche to the feast laid out before him - unable to resist the urge to taste you, fingers spit-slick when they return.
ââs for me?â He rasps, and a laugh slips from you - the soft, muffled sound dragging out into a moan as he traces your opening - sinking down to the knuckle.
âAlways for you.â
It loosens a breath heâs been holding all day. Coming out as a rough sigh - your thighs inching wider as he kisses your mound.
Hovering then, just shy of where you need him.
âReally did miss me, huh?â
Canât help it. Another unconscious nudge, seeking reassurance.
Your hips lift, seeking. Hands trailing down, fingers drifting over your tits, your stomach. Down to stroke your thumb against the bristle of his beard.
âEvery time you leave.â
He leans into your touch. Eyes focused on the dark glimmer of your own, as he lets your fingers tangle in his hair. Let's you guide him, a low hum as he closes that final inch.
The tip of his tongue stroking against a spot he knows well, as your moan rips through the quiet. His name following with a soft whimper, and itâs then that his eyes shut.
Focused on the way you smear across his tongue. The wet suck of his finger, sinking into molten heat. Trying to grip him already, clenching around what little heâs given you.
A second teases. Slipping inside, as he tongues at your clit. As you pant, whining - nails pricking against his scalp. Thighs pressing into his shoulders, until heâs hiking one over, and then the other.
His hips flexing, rutting himself into the mattress as you surround him. Fingers curling and stroking, until you leaking against him palm. Until the quiet room becomes a chorus, his name a sweet song on your lips.
âLogan.â
Logan, Logan.
A name stamped on a piece of metal, but heâs grateful for it now. Grateful for the way it rushes from you, as if youâve forgotten all else.
As he winds you up - your grip tightening, but it only spurs him on. Your breath shortens, as his free arm bands across your abdomen, leaving your hips to flex uselessly against his strength.
âFuck me.â You urge. A hand kneading the flesh of your breast, the other circling around his wrist. Pleading, with the pinch of your brows, as your fingers flex against his iron grip, âNeed you, Logan. Want, ah-â
âCome for me first.â Itâs close to a growl, his own fingers never stopping. Feeling how you stiffen beneath his arm, on the cusp of something heâs more than happy to give you.
âWant her nice and ready for me.â
You moan at the command. Head tilting back as your body obeys - the âyesâ thatâs chanted over and over, pitching higher each time.
Stringing out, and then breaking. Your back bows, as the pleasure alights within. Coming hard with rhythmic throb he can feel against his tongue, that tight pulse around fingers.
He doesnât let up until youâre squirming away from the press of his mouth. Puffy and slick where you warm his fingers, your arousal already leaking down to the curve of your ass. Swollen with desire, and he swears he feels you clench one last time, when he slips them free.
Another kiss pressed against you, one that has you sighing. Wriggling out of the twist of your nightgown, hooking it around a finger until it pools on the floor below.
Still begging for him as he lifts himself up. Closing the space between you as he shifts forward, palms curving against your hips as he kneels between your thighs. Your eyes drunken with pleasure up close - soft and hazy, your smile coming easily.
His hips rock forward on their own in response, unable to help pressing himself against you. A sticky spot of need left behind, smeared against your skin.
Your fingers pinch against his forearms as you push yourself up to your elbows, eyes dipping down. He knows you can see what he can, as his own head tilts - the swipe of his cock against your folds.
How they part for him, when he teases you - slipping the fat head against your entrance. Knows you imagine it - youâve told him what you think about when heâs away.
How itâs never enough. Never him. Watched you show him how you fit your fingers inside yourself, but you can never reach the places he can.
He sinks into your heat with a slow thrust. Youâre heaven around him, tight and slick and familiar. Teeth clenched as you make room, until heâs buried flush inside you.
Can feel your pulse around his cock, when his eyes close. When he lets all his senses narrow down to the space youâre joined.
Could never last, if he stayed that way. Would get pulled over far too quickly with the way you clench needily around him, trying to coax him to move.
And itâs here, as you beg him for more, that he loses himself. Hands flattening against the mattress as he slips half-way out - the jolt it sends through you, when his hips snap forward.
The gasp it pushes from you, your eyes fluttering shut. A sharp pinch of nails again, but itâs welcome - a low grunt, as he drives home again.
Again, and again. Leaning into the snap of his hips. Your hand reaching, drawing him down to you - mouth tipping up to meet his.
A groan, when you taste yourself against his tongue. Letting his sweep against yours, until youâre panting against his lips. The angle deep, with the way he hovers over you.
His hands fisted in the sheets, now. Using them for leverage, the bed creaking as he ruts himself into you.
A growl slipping from his chest when your fingers start to drift. Knuckles brushing the whorls of dark hair across his chest. Following the trail that leads down, past his abdomen.
The tips ghosting against your clit, just a tease before heâs shifting - a hand curling around your wrist. Bringing it up, pinning it above your head.
âDonât need it.â It comes out ragged, when it passes his lip.
âJust me, right?â
Logan can take care of you. Stoking the lot embers in your belly, coaxing them to a burning flame.
He needs this.
Needs to be the one to give it to you.
âJust you.â The reply comes automatically. Your other wrist offered as you give him the control he desires, lifted to press into the clutch of his grip.
It makes his own muscles tighten. A deep clench, his cock throbbing inside you. Fingers pinching as he sees the way you give yourself to him.
Face tipped up, bare and stretched out beneath him. The pretty jolt of your tits each time his hips snap forward, and itâs enough that heâs closing those last inches of space.
Fitting himself against you, as his nose buries against your neck. Your thigh hooked over his hip as you chase his mouth, until youâre sighing against his lips.
Knows you can come like this, squirming beneath him, as his hips tilt. As he strokes against the places his fingers know well, your lips parting with a cry.
âCome on, honey.â Itâs murmured out. Mouthing at your jaw, the word rasped low in your ear, âOne more and then Iâll give you what you want.â
His other hand drifting - elbow and knees taking the brunt of his weight. Down past your hip until his palm curves against your thigh, hiking your thigh up higher.
Opening you up further, when he bottoms out. His breath hot in your ear, panted out each time his heavy sack kisses against sticky skin.
Winding you up, higher and higher. Your body arching against his - toes curling, a heel pressing into the mattress for purchase.
âOh fuck, keep going,â You beg, trying to meet him - unable to do anything more than take it when he has you pinned like this, âPlease, Iâm so close-â
âKnow you are,â He answers with a rough sound - more growl than words. The flesh at your thigh denting with the press of his fingers, keeping you still so he can pound against the spot that has you seeing stars.
ââve got you. Come for me, sweetheart.â
The whine that leaves your lips pitches high, the rushed plea dissolving into needy sounds. Muscles stringing tight, head tipping back as your breath grows short.
His eyes fixed on your half-lidded ones, your lips parted in pleasure. Feeling the crest of your orgasm - the flex of your wrists in his hand, the grip of your thighs as they press against his hips.
Itâs different, like this. The pulsing clench around his cock, the press of your body against his. The rush that surges through him at the way you come undone for him - always him - how heâs never been able to get enough.
Heâs following soon after, with a snarl.
Unable to get a grip on his restraint. Usually can hold out, needing more.
Another. Another. Another.
Not finished until youâre boneless- pleasure-drunk - and only then does he give in to his own need.
But tonight heâs wrenched over with way you tighten around him. Tendons flexing as the steady saw of his hips grows sloppy.
A punch of metal through flesh, as he throbs - that tightly-wound tension snapping as he spills himself deep inside you with a ragged groan, thrusts going shallow as the tight clutch of your cunt milks him empty.
All those muted thoughts inside his head fading to white noise. Drowned out by the panting of his breath, the thrum of his heart.
The rutting of his hips slow, as he comes back to himself. Always losing control around you. That tight leash slipping between his fingers, piercing through. The pillow tucked under your head shredded, looking as if torn open by a beast.
âShit.â Logan grunts - as he comes back to himself, flesh knitting together, âSorry, sweetheart.â
A groan, as he leans back - only to find his grip on your wrists had loosened. That your fingers lace through his now, careful of the tender spots between his knuckles.
âIâll get you another. Iâm-â Heâs starting, but then youâre smiling.
âGood for it,â You finish for him, breathlessly - face tipping up to meet his, âI know.â
Still so soft and pliant. Legs still hooked around his waist as his lips press against yours - urging him to stay.
So, he does.
He still hasnât moved.
Sometimes, it feels as if heâs still waiting for the other shoe to drop.
Breath held as he braces for a blow that hasnât yet come, each time the cracks lengthen in his walls. Letting sunlight seeping through.
So sure itâs waiting on the horizon for him, as it always had done. Has been, since that first night you spent together, all those weeks ago.
Finally allowing himself to exhale - for today, at least - in the darkened room.
Your nails drag against his shoulders, scratching at bare skin. A little furrow in your brow at the weary sound - unable to help the question that heâs sure has been on the tip of your tongue all night.
âDid something happen at work today?â
Itâs met with silence, one minute bleeding into another.
You always seem to know. An innate sense, or far too observant - and if he wasnât so sure you were human, heâd be think you were like him.
His breathing low and steady as the hours replay in his mind again, a warm exhale against your throat. Still caging you in beneath him, your leg still hooked around his calf.
You donât push him. He knows what heâs like - that youâve learned itâs easier to argue with one of the brick walls in your apartment, or to talk sense and logic with Wade, when he gets in one of his moods.
Only when the scratches of your fingers slow to a halt, does he answer.
Finds it comes easier, this late in the night. In this room - his tongue loosened like the rest of him.
âDidnât go today.â
Itâs accompanied by the shift of his hands. Grasping at your waist with a low hiss as he eases from you - your body carefully untangling, as if youâre expecting him to leave.
Logan doesnât know if he has the strength to, tonight. Instead, he only sinks back against the mattress - his arm sweeping out, tugging you close as you tuck yourself against his chest.
Not knowing where to start, or if he evens wants to - his teeth still pinching at the inside of his cheek. Eyes drifting to the glimpse of the city outside your apartment window. The moonlight that cuts across the angle of his face, a path that you follow with the tip of a finger.
Supposes he could start at this morning.
âWadeâs been talking about X-Force again.â Loganâs fingers catch yours, flattening them against his chest. The words spoken to the ceiling, eyes still unseeing, âKeeps askinâ me to join him.â
You make a low sound at that.
âYou donât have to, Logan.â Thereâs a twitch of your hand beneath his, âIâm sure he means well, I can talk to him-â
Thereâs a bloom of affection in his chest, at how quickly you offer. Trying to protect him - as if you could put yourself between him and the ghosts of his past.
âThatâs not what Iâm getting at.â His eyes drag to you then, crinkling, âThank you though, sweetheart. âs nice of you to offer.â
Unconsciously curling his arm a little more tightly around you when he sees the way you look at him - so fiercely, eyes unblinking. Before he goes somber, loosening his hold on something heâs held close to his chest for a long while now.
âBeen thinking about it.â Logan confesses, quietly.
Youâre silent, processing his words. The weight of your gaze settling over him.
He gets it - heâs felt the same. Hasnât said it out loud before - no more than a non-committal sound, when Wade first brought it up.
âThink I liked being a part of something. Back in the void, it felt⊠good.â
He clears his throat, his gaze drifting from you again. The bob of his adamâs apple as he swallows, fingers twitching against yours.
Had forgotten what it was like. Had rebelled even then - brushing aside the planning until Laura had found him by the fire. Even then he had wanted to discard it. Even as it festered in the night.
But even after everything, he couldnât let them go alone. Not when he could help, this time.
âSo I went today. With him. He was headed up to the mansion, and I thought I could do it. Go in this time, but-â
The sentence hangs, half-finished.
Itâs not the first time heâs gone back.
Went the week after he first started staying with Wade. Needed to see if it was still standing.
If the sky was still blue above, instead of being blocked out with ash.
His body had rebelled the whole drive. Had only gone back once in his world. That time no more than a blur and yet the memories had still crashed over him, threatening to pull him under.
Even with the reminder that this mansion wasnât his rang in his ears, it hadnât done any good. His mind was never one to truly forget. Spent two hundred years watching places, people change. Ones that once existed, ones that would never look the same - they all existed in him, somewhere.
And even after everything - even after those bouts of not knowing who he was - they still managed to survive, broken into bits and pieces. Tearing its way through his skin to be known.
So even if moss grew high, even as it sat there - overgrown - the memories flooded back.
His feet taking root, at the gate. Unable to make himself take another step further - held in place as if by a force heâd encountered before.
Fleeing, like a scared animal.
But heâd gone again.
And then again.
Drawn back - each time moving just a little bit closer.
Each time still a mile away.
Thought maybe he could do it this time, when he wasnât alone. Pass over the threshold and inside.
Maybe theyâd still be there.
ButâŠ
âI couldnât.â He manages.
Logan knew they wouldnât be. It had been another knife between his ribs, when he found out they were still gone. The Logan of this world with them, and maybe it was better that way.
Heâs met a few that live inside, since. Those who still carried on didnât bear the hatred that his world did. Didnât know him like he knew himself.
Didnât know what he did.
Had only told a few, and even they didnât look at him the way he was used to - and he still wasnât sure how he felt about that, either.
Ones like Wade - Wade who had noticed the way he stiffened at the steps to the Mansion.
Grown silent.
If it had been another day, Logan wouldâve had something sharp and unpleasant to say about that. But there was a ringing in his ears. Tunnel vision, narrowing down to the old brick.
The dread hadnât crashed over him this morning. Had been right - Wadeâs presence had muted it. Made it bearable, until his eyes had lifted.
Reading the old placard affixed to the stone. The name - worn away, but he knew each letter, the shape of them, by heart.
But it had him giving into the feeling that he shouldnât be there.
âFive minutesâ he had been told. Didnât know how Wade knew exactly how long five minutes had taken, but he had been back exactly as three-hundred counted seconds had passed.
The afternoon plans dropped - taking him along for a haphazard amount of errands. Laundromat. Grocery Store. Arcade. Discount Outlet. Logan forced to follow, until heâd been able to find himself again. Push down the memories, lock them away, as he always did.
Until it felt like it happened a week ago, instead of this morning. The endless chatter a balm, with its familiarity.
He tells you this now, slowly.
âThought I was done running.â Logan sighs. A hand scrubbing a little too harshly across his face, pulled from yours, âGuess I was wrong.â
Your brow knits. The look you give him is soft, empty fingers curling.
A breath - as if youâre unsure how he will take what youâve about to say.
But then itâs slipping from you.
âI donât think youâre running.â It comes out quiet, but he can tell you believe what youâre telling him.
âItâs okay that youâre not ready. You know that, right? Not everything has to be all or nothing.â
Logan hums.
âMaybe,â You start, carefully. Another breath, and he lets his hand return to yours when you reach for it - resting across his chest.
âMaybe you keep going what youâre doing. Maybe you keep trying. Another step each time.â
Thereâs an age-old urge to rebel - to push your kindness away. To lean into the voices heâs brought over from his world.
But itâs hard to, with his heart thrumming beneath your palm.
âIf you want me to, Iâd-â
It drops off - but heâs certain he knows what you were going to say.
That youâd be there.
Go with him, be by his side - if thatâs what he wanted.
He doesnât know how to take it, your offer. Voice pitching low and gruff, as he twists his chest towards you.
The words coming slowly, and he finds he means them.
âJust knowing youâre waiting at home for me is enough.â
Home.
Thatâs what this place has become, hasnât it? Wadeâs apartment. Yours. This room, with his things tucked among them.
âI will.â You breathe, âAlways.â
Itâs a promise.
Itâs one he thinks he might just believe.
His eyes flick down - and the dance begins once more, as leans into you. Done with words, for now.
The cracks deepen, as his hand slips up your bare shoulder. Cradling the back of your back, as your mouth meets his half-way.
Being the one to keep you close, this time.
Losing himself in you, once more.
Logan wonders sometimes what would have happened if Wade had pulled him into another world.
Would it have been enough, if they had been alive there?
But he might not have met you, there. Things might have not gone the same way, in the journey before. Another path taken, one where he had made it alone into the room with the Time Ripper.
Or worse, if he had been the only one to make it out.
Even those who worked outside of space and time had told him there was no going back.
He couldnât fix what happened.
He could only move foward.
One step at a time.
Logan huffs, a breath of a laugh, as your own gradually slows. The second round and the late hour catching up to you, in the silence thatâs gone soft, and the warmth of his embrace.
So many nights he thought about this. Certain he didnât deserve it. Deserve you.
Always pulling away.
But tonight, your fingers lace through his. Heâs tucked between your back and the wall of painted brick behind him, almost as if youâre protecting him.
Ears keen enough to pick up the faint clattering next door. A low murmur of voices, cadences heâs come to know well.
Maybe once, he can believe heâs safe.
Not everyone gets a second chance. He knows that now, and vows to grab onto it with both hands.
Sink his claws into it, if he has to.
And as his arm tucks around you like an anchor - he finally lets sleep take him.
if you've come back - thank you so much for reading. this series has meant so much to me, so it was very exciting when I was struck with inspiration for two more chapters of their story (exploring some ideas I hadn't yet been able to get to) đ I am planning to post another part next week, and this will be holiday-themed!
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You always have at least a part of Shanksâ attention, so the way you shift uncomfortably and curl slightly in on yourself is not going to go unnoticed.
The cause of his sudden and very dire lack of you is that very same newcomer.
you write shanks so endearingly here, the way he's so head over heels for them đ„°. it's almost childlike in how unabashed he is about it but it also juxtaposes with how insightful he is with him paying attention to reader's moods.
Shanks tucks you in sweetly (well⊠sweetly to a drunk; in all reality you kinda flopped in, but he did make sure you were shoeless and properly under the blankets, and he even shuffled back in to put water, crackers, and medicine where you could reach).
ok but shanks tucking you in is so sweet đ„șđ. bc im a sap im going to imagine he gave you a kiss on the head and a little pat after that.
your mihawk jealousy headcanon made me think too much about how he'd express his jealousy before and during a relationship that it's gonna end up being its own post đâïž (no im not biased whattt)
At first he tries to discourage this lingering with his mere presence. He knows heâs capable of pumping out enough sheer displeasure into the air to knock out a squadron, so he keeps it to his other tools: body language that makes him feel larger than the room and a glare sharp enough to split hair.
mihawk really is the embodiment of âheâs just standing there! menacingly!â you did a really good job at describing mihawkâs body language and mood. i canât help but smile at the image of mihawk staring daggers at the ex (poor marine).
Mihawk can tell that his mood is setting you on edge too - almost anyone would with the perturbed looks youâve been sending his way - but that isnât technically taking your joy, so he doesnât back off.
You would have never guessed that his aim with his nitpicking and praising is to make sure your ex knows for a fact that you are out of their league. They donât deserve you. But he could.
the implication of mihawk being so aloof towards reader that they canât even figure out why mihawkâs so pissy like please đ. mihawk you did this to yourself. also me going đ at the second quoteâs wording âThey donât deserve you. But he could.â like the implications⊠the usage of âcouldâ instead of âdoesâ when it comes to mihawk deserving you.
Mihawk is simply delighted to see your attention going to its rightful place, on him. You should be looking at him with such interest and joy. You should be seeking his approval; not some simpering swineâs.
he is so cringe (affectionate)
His full height set strongly in sharp shoulders and straight spine cuts a devilish figure behind you. Your exâs first impression was that he is haunting you, but thereâs some little whisper in their mind that, no, Mihawk is protecting you.
good ass imagery. i love the contrast between mihawk being ominous and protective, the way his possessiveness seems to take physical form here. itâs bad news for the ex but not necessarily for reader.
also:
âI usually have to pour my own wine from the kitchenâs rack. Whatâs the occasion?â Mihawk takes a sip and the comfort of one of his favored wines coming over his senses coerces him into loosening his tongue. âYouâve been good.â Another sip and he thoughtfully adds, âI could give you more rewards.â
im going to hold back from saying anything too incoherently horny. anyways, i hope they makeout sloppy.
crocodile strikes me as the type of menace to sabotage any dates that youâd try to go on if itâs with anyone else but him. reservations get mysteriously canceled, transport breaks down, that kind of stuff. in true mr. 0 fashion, heâd pretend he had nothing to do with it.
since this reader is his assistant, i can see them being smart enough to figure it out. either their reaction can be indifferent (all those red flags just look like flags when youâre a criminal lol), bothered by the lying, or amused (like, wow, he didnât have to do all that if he wanted them so bad).
It only irritates him even more that you donât notice him until youâre swallowed by his shadow. You even have the audacity to look surprised when you turn to him.
(point and laugh) he liiikes them!
And thus begins the interrogation. You can only watch perplexed as Sir Croc tugs every bit of information he could want out of your ex, making sure to cut off anything he didnât care to hear. That frustrated look and tone become more bored by the second. Every tone tells your ex that theyâre barely worth the breath to speak, causing them to shrink even faster than Sir Crocâs anger did.
this captures his condescending and imperious apathy so well. itâs like itâs beaming a picture of crocodile directly into my brain. giving the same energy when crocodile went âidgaf about your plansâ to blackbeard. heâs the worst đđđ
the metal isnât cold like you thought it would be. It must be warmed from resting on his thigh. You shake away the thought of warming it further.
ok ok ok đłđđ what a nice, subtly sensual detail.
Noting how deep your draw to Croc is, you already feel that that would be a dead end. Well, maybe some time rekindling things would help your daydreaming and wishing for Sir Croc finally start ebbing away.
crocodile is going to be so insufferably smug once he finds out why readerâs been reconnecting with their ex.
When he reaches for his awaiting drink, he notices Daz Bonez come back into the room, wiping his hands off on his pants. Their eyes meet and Daz Bones gives a firm nod before heading back to his other duties for the night.
daz bonez, being an assassin, has definitely killed for pettier reasons but he really just killed the ex with no questions asked. unmatched loyalty! give this man infinite paid vacation days even if heâd never take them.
jealousy headcanons and scenarios r my kryptonite! especially for emotionally constipated characters lol. for shanks, mihawk, and crocodile seeing their crush interacting with someone that turns out to be said crush's ex? there's chemistry between the exes and are those lingering looks he's seeing?! đ«ą
OOOOOOOO GOOD CHOICES GOOD CHOICES đđ»đđ»đđ» I must say I am weak for some jealousy too đ why does it have to be so hot in fiction huh??? Or make me feel wanted????? Rude đ€
Three jealous DILFs coming right up đ«Ą
Jealousy from Shanks, Mihawk, and Sir Crocodile
Your ex comes back into your life and stirs up some feelings - How are these men taking it?
Form this took: started as a bulleted headcanons but then became a scenario/ficlet for each ahsdjajskdajs
Word count: Shanks - 1.1 k, Mihawk - 1.2 k, Croc - 1.2 k
Shanks
The clinging and diverting type
This mf tries to be sneaky about it
Key word: tries
Itâs no secret that Shanks is the jovial sort and that his welcome and cheer extend easily to newcomers. However, something curious happens when the next one joins your large table.
You always have at least a part of Shanksâ attention, so the way you shift uncomfortably and curl slightly in on yourself is not going to go unnoticed. You catch yourself and relax back into your usual posture, but Shanks knows you well enough to see thereâs a posed touch to all your expressions. It tames them from the genuine displays of your thoughts and emotions that Shanks so loves into something more suited to a diplomat seeking favor. Now that had him wary.
It took no genius to notice that each time a great laugh broke out your eyes would sweep to that newcomer to take them in, or how your would flicker your gaze over to them every time you had the spotlight, as if seeking approval.
Gods Shanks hopes that isnât the case
Driven to seek comfort in your presence, Shanks leans into his affectionate nature to keep close to you. You canât think too long on someone else with him constantly leaning into your space to whisper dumb jokes and silly observations. He made those laughs and he gets to enjoy them up close and personal. You may look to others but you always look back to him when he ventures to lay his hand on your shoulder or hand or thigh and give a happy, hearty squeeze before retreating. He relishes in the fact that you had been uncertain of his touch when you first met yet now you trust and even welcome his hand on you.
Shanks is burst right out of his bubble of avoidance when you suddenly jolt and sit straight, separating yourself from his side.
The cause of his sudden and very dire lack of you is that very same newcomer. The newcomer, who is leaning in so close to you. The newcomer, who now has all of your attention. The newcomer, who is giving you a smile that Shanks very much does not like. Itâs very charming and holds a twinge of remorse that Shanks knows from experience would strike straight and true right to your heart
âIâm glad to see you in happier times. You look good,â they have the audacity to say, the words even seeping with honesty. Shanks isn't sure he focused on anything in his life as hard as he does on your reaction in this moment.
Your smile is breathtaking, one he isn't sure heâs seen before, all affection and understanding and a dusting of yearning. It turns his heart to goo right before it clamps it tight and squeezes, because that smile isn't for him. He needs that smile to be for him. His mouth is moving before the thought even sinks in.
âWe do like to keep things cheerful here!â Shanks chuckles to the newcomer. He turns to you, making sure to catch your eye. âLifeâs too short to anchor yourself to your sorrows.â Now back to the newcomer. âAnd this one-â an arm slips around your shoulders, hugging you to his warm side, â-helps keep it that way.â
The smile you give him isnât quite as overflowing with emotion as the one you gave the newcomer, but he loves it all the same.
Unfortunately, thatâs not the end of it and the newcomer actually sits down on your other side and insists on catching up. Shanks is a damn charmer though, and he knows it, so heâs not one to give up on keeping your attention through the night.
He stays in the conversation easily, not deterred by the newcomer outsider bringing up shared memories with you, even though they squeeze at his heart and lungs tighter and tighter. He uses it to get to know more of you, a part of him truly enjoying the new insights. However, a much larger part is simply set on keeping the reminiscing light instead of romantically charged.
As the time and drinks flow, his and the outsider's tactics get more obvious yet you get more oblivious, simply cruising on the comfy fuzz everything had taken on and enjoying the company. Your unintentional refusal to pick a favorite has both of them getting desperate and daring.
Try as they might, the outsider is clearly outmatched
By the end of the night youâre wearing Shanks like a perfume, heâs stuck to your skin at the heart of your body, chest always tight to your back or side, chin often hooked over your shoulder or on top of your head. His slight scruff tickling at your ear when he moves and talks is exceedingly distracting. So is the softness of his hair on your neck when he turns his head to bed his cheek into your shoulder and pull you a little tighter to him, saying its just 'cause he's a little sleepy and trying to get comfy. He unearths himself from his resting place only to seek it again every few minutes.
His arm is always around you when he wasnât using it to drink (of course) or toy with you - tugging at your clothes for attention, tickling your sides to interrupt you, sweetly scratching your scalp to derail your train of thought, teasingly rubbing a thumb into your hip or thigh to feel you squirm.
Shanks is a handsy motherfucker (ironic right-), so you donât take any of this as a proclamation of his love. The most you think is that it has just hit that point in your journey together where his vast appetite for partners has finally swept its way to focus on you.
You end the night giggling the whole stumbling way back to the ship, tucked into Shanksâ side. You manage to stay there despite being at the mercy of both of your swaying, constantly blending whoâs supporting and whoâs slipping. Your ex is far from your mind when Shanks tucks you in sweetly (well⊠sweetly to a drunk; in all reality you kinda flopped in, but he did make sure you were shoeless and properly under the blankets, and he even shuffled back in to put water, crackers, and medicine where you could reach).
Shanks does however have a flash of your ex in his mind when he's happily gloating to himself that he had won.
His last blurry thoughts are of how to make sure you and everyone else unquestionably knows that you are off limits. The unspoken claim understood by the crew while he works at winning you over doesn't seem to be enough anymore. Especially if that pesky ex comes sniffing around again. Maybe they just need a lesson in what staring down Conquerorâs Haki truly feels like.
Mihawk
The intimidating and biting type
Mihawk would likely be the most covert of these three, at least as far as your notice goes
Your ex has no questions about Mihawkâs dislike for them. With his reputation as emotionless and solitary, itâs not guaranteed that your ex will put two and two together to realize that Mihawk's dislike stems from their previous relationship with you. Even if Mihawk hints at it, they'll tell themselves that they're imagining things. Itâs much more likely that theyâll think itâs because Mihawk is that way with all but the Few Exceptions, and they have definitely not made the cut.
It definitely didnât help that they were a marine
Mihawk is already unhappy to see a marine on his doorstep, no doubt sent to yip at him about some nonsense or other that the admirals were in a twist over. That unhappiness quadruples when he hears you tentatively call to this marine by name, and then it multiplies again when the marine responds by breathing out your own name with shock and hope
This pest needs to be out of his castle quickly
Yet he can't bring himself to simply throw them out when you come over so disgustingly happy to see them. There were a few times where he'd interrupted or snuffed out your joy while adjusting to you joining his home, and he found the feeling it gave him insufferable. That's what forces him to let the pest in and guide them with you to the smaller dining room.
Heâd simply have to find what the pest needs fast and expedite whatever catching up you two apparently must do.
That's easier said than done; you and the pest are insistent on taking time between flustered pleasantries to share uncertain smiles and lingering looks of longing in charged silence.
It's giving him the worst mood he'd had in years.
At first he tries to discourage this lingering with his mere presence. He knows he's capable of pumping out enough sheer displeasure into the air to knock out a squadron, so he keeps it to his other tools: body language that makes him feel larger than the room and a glare sharp enough to split hair. Both make the pest cringe and shy away, but the chance to gain your favor makes them push through it. Even though he hates it, Mihawk can't blame them.
Mihawk can tell that his mood is setting you on edge too - almost anyone would with the perturbed looks you've been sending his way - but that isn't technically taking your joy, so he doesn't back off.
In fact, he decides it's time to push even more.
He begins interjecting in your conversation, mostly with little insults to take the wind out of the pest's sails.
You aren't yet tipped off that there's something hiding behind his mood; he was never fond of braggarts so it isn't so out of the ordinary for him to humble someone. Of course, you wouldn't exactly call what your ex is doing "bragging" so much as filling you in on their growing career. They are actually relatively humble about it, clearly just excited to fill you in and not phrasing things to seek your praise.
Then Mihawk starts complimenting you.
Mihawk is not one to dish out praise. You've had to fight tooth and nail to get the mere drops of it you'd tasted so far, so his sudden highlighting of your positive traits trips your sensors. It isn't exactly alarm bells ringing, more it makes you feel like there's something you're missing. You figure it's the sudden disruption and old instincts from his Marine Hunter days cropping up.
You would have never guessed that his aim with his nitpicking and praising is to make sure your ex knows for a fact that you are out of their league. They don't deserve you. But he could.
No matter the reason though, you certainly relish in Mihawk calling you things such as "necessary for [his] castle", "smarter than those inane marine trials", "finally proficient and needing no distractions to ruin that", and "better company than a bunch of sea monkeys". Sure, from most anyone else they'd feel slightly insulting, but from everything you've so far seen of Mihawk that's a glowing review.
The uncanny nature of this whole interaction, from Mihawk's tank in mood to the sudden praise, keeps your focus away from your ever shrinking ex.
Mihawk is simply delighted to see your attention going to its rightful place, on him. You should be looking at him with such interest and joy. You should be seeking his approval; not some simpering swine's.
He figures he's been patient enough (it's been almost a whole ten minutes after all) and it is time to end this farce.
Mihawk stands from his spot and goes to sift through the wine rack. He returns with an above average vintage (even by his tastes) and two glasses. He sets them at the corner of the table so he can deftly open the wine. The silence as you both watch him work elates him.
The first glass is placed in front of his seat and swiftly filled. You watch the action with admiration for his fluid and confident motions. The pest watches with growing envy.
The second glass is filled while still sat in the corner, keeping its owner ambiguous.
The bottle leaves one hand and that glass enters the other, coming with Mihawk as he moves to stand behind your chair.
His full height set strongly in sharp shoulders and straight spine cuts a devilish figure behind you. Your ex's first impression was that he is haunting you, but there's some little whisper in their mind that, no, Mihawk is protecting you.
That whisper gets stronger as Mihawk leans forward over you, getting much too close to be polite while he places the wine glass down directly in front of you. His eyes hold the pest's with an air of warning the whole time.
Mihawk settles back upright, placing a hand on both carved corners decorating the back of your chair. The act seems clearly possessive. But surely Mihawk couldn't have found some special fondness for you?
You are none the wiser to Mihawk's antics behind you, too enraptured by the closeness of his reaching arm then too distracted checking out the color and aroma of your gifted wine.
Having at least enough pieces of a functional brain to pick up on that cue, the pest begins rushing out some excuses and makes to leave.
Kind as you are, you tell them they don't have to rush off, but they're adamant. You're a bit sad to see this chance meeting end so quickly, but your mind quickly settles on thinking it's for the best. Your memories of them are distant enough to be cherry picked and seeing them scamper off so easily reminds you that there are reasons you parted.
Mihawk chases escorts them out and returns to you looking much less belligerent and much more at ease. You figure it best to not risk ruining the positive turn by questioning it, yet you can't help but ask one thing.
"I usually have to pour my own wine from the kitchen's rack. What's the occasion?"
Mihawk takes a sip and the comfort of one of his favored wines coming over his senses coerces him into loosening his tongue.
"You've been good." Another sip and he thoughtfully adds, "I could give you more rewards."
Sir Crocodile
The assertive and analytical type
Despite Croc being a plotter, I see him as being quite direct in this situation
Ok yeah maybe he insists itâs because you can do better and youâre definitely above crawling back to an ex (âyou broke up for a reason didnât you?â)
But maybe he also takes this as his opportune moment to get you into his clutches.
Who could blame him when he feels the threat of such an unworthy little nobody working so hard to catch your eye.
Croc always keeps an eye on you, no matter what else demands his attention. Sure, there's an obsessive edge to it, but he just needs to know what you're up to - has to know you're safe near for when he needs you. You are the best assistant he's ever seen after all, and he's been through an army's worth. He's sure his new organization would've crumbled if you weren't there to balance out the clown and his circus monkeys constantly shooting themselves in the foot (sometimes literally).
Many of those circus monkeys were even stupid enough to try and approach you themselves. Luckily for him, you seem about as enthused on the idea of you having a partner as he is.
Which brings us back to his irritation that you haven't swatted that bug away from you. No, instead you seem to be rather tolerant of their buzzing. Maybe even fond.
That just won't do.
The crowds at this schmooze-fest, thrown to entice more pirates and criminals alike, part easily for his beeline to you.
It only irritates him even more that you don't notice him until you're swallowed by his shadow. You even have the audacity to look surprised when you turn to him.
And you truly are surprised - as far as you know there's no reason for Croc's usual grimace to turn into something so stormy, especially directed at you. It quickly jumps to your ex however and focuses that torrent there.
"I don't know you," Croc states gruffly.
"I'm-"
"Your name doesn't matter," Croc interrupts. "What do you do? Why are you here?"
And thus begins the interrogation. You can only watch perplexed as Sir Croc tugs every bit of information he could want out of your ex, making sure to cut off anything he didn't care to hear. That frustrated look and tone become more bored by the second. Every tone tells your ex that they're barely worth the breath to speak, causing them to shrink even faster than Sir Croc's anger did.
You catch their eye and send them a sympathetic smile, and then Croc moves on to you.
"And you," he starts roughly. He lets you sit in suspense while he drags those hooded purple eyes from the crown of your head to the toes of your shoes and back. "Why are you here?"
You're taken absolutely aback by the question, mouth flapping from a mix of shock and offense. You have quite a list of things you keep your eye on at these parties; did he want you to go down the whole thing? After a deep breath, you try, "To gather informationof and from possible allies and help build relationships?"
"Wrong."
Well, at least he let you finish your sentence. Time to try again.
"To make sure the night runs smoothly," you say much more surely. It's an apt description of your overall job.
"Wrong again." Yep, that grimace is now definitely a smirk. One that only widens when you purse your lips and stare him down. You notice the genuine amusement shining in Croc's eyes and relax a touch, content to let him guide this to whatever destination he has planned.
"Then please, Sir, tell me," you relent. "Why am I here?"
He takes a deep puff of his cigar before pulling it from his lips and watching the smoke swirl out with his exhale. You watch it too - admire how handsome he looks reappearing through the haze. Enjoying how small you feel as he leans over you through its last remnants.
He rarely touches you with his golden hook, always using his hand (you've yet to realize it's because he prefers to feel you on his skin). Now, though, he raises it towards you. You're surprised yet again when the curve touches beneath your chin to tilt your face just a little higher; the metal isn't cold like you thought it would be. It must be warmed from resting on his thigh. You shake away the thought of warming it further.
He takes his time assessing you, giving you your own time to look over his breathtakingly chiseled face, admire his striking scar, forget everything else but his eyes on you.
Without intention, you gravitate towards him, leaning forward enough into him and that golden hook drawing you that you have to catch yourself with a stumbling step. The fond chuckle he gives in response resonates deep and rich and feels like a reward flowing over you.
"You, my dear," Sir Crocodile says with unfamiliar mirth, "are here to keep me happy."
"And how would you like me to do that, Sir?" you whisper back.
At first, that just earns you a smile. Then he's drawing his hook along your jaw, tickling the tip around your ear, drawing it gently across your cheek. It ends its journey on your lips, ever so gently pulling your bottom lip down before letting it flick back up when he draws his arm away. You watch the glimmering gold retreat. He's greedy for more of the longing he sees in your eyes. He leans slightly lower and gives you back that hook, this time in the form of an offered arm.
"With your company, of course," He finally answers. The warmth you hear in the drawl of his voice is beautiful.
You slip your hand into the crook of his arm, happy you can feel his body heat through the soft fabric of his shirt.
Halfway back to his previous spot, you realize that you'd become so distracted that you hadn't even said goodbye to your ex. You had wanted to exchange numbers, maybe truly get back in touch and feel out if things would be better this time. Noting how deep your draw to Croc is, you already feel that that would be a dead end. Well, maybe some time rekindling things would help your daydreaming and wishing for Sir Croc finally start ebbing away.
"Did you see where they went?"
Croc has to hold in his smile at your question. "They scurried off on you. It's for the best though; they were exceedingly unimpressive."
You couldn't help but snort at his assessment.
After guiding you to your chair and pushing it in, Croc settles down himself. When he reaches for his awaiting drink, he notices Daz Bonez come back into the room, wiping his hands off on his pants. Their eyes meet and Daz Bones gives a firm nod before heading back to his other duties for the night.
Sir Croc smirks and takes a heavy sip of scotch.
~ ~ ~ âąâąâą âŠâŠâŠ âąâąâą ~ ~ ~
There you are sweet anon, I hope you enjoyed and that it properly scratched the itchâŁïž Thank you for the ask đ€ Sending much love!!!
Part of a little celebration
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having satoru and your little daughter bring you breakfast in bed (they left a huge mess in the kitchen) and childishly arguing over your head on who should be the first to kiss you and wake you up đ„č
âpapa should be the one, itâs only fair since mama belongs to papaâ, satoru whispers, childishly trying to prove a point.
âyou kiss mama all the timeâ, your little one pouts. âit should be me at least this onceâ
âlook, kiddoâ, he furrows his brows. âyou canât steal mamaâs first kiss of the dayâ
âi am sure you kissed her already, so that wouldnât be her first kiss of the dayâ
which was true. satoru did kiss you softly on the shoulder and then he kissed your hair before leaving the bed earlier this morning.
âhey, that doesnât count. she was still sleepingâ
âand she is still sleeping right nowâ
âbut the intention of the kiss is different, you see â itâs supposed to wake her upâ
âpapa, you canât keep mama all to yourself, thatâs pretty selfish of youâ
âcanât help it, papa just loves mama too muchâ, satoru sighs. resting his cheek against his palm, he looks at you affectionately.
and so does your little one. âbut i love mama tooâ
they both pout, neither of them willing to back down.
after a while of serious negotiations, they finally reach an agreement.
âokay, letâs just kiss her at the same time then â you take this cheek, and iâll take the otherâ, satoru suggests while pointing at your face.
the little one nods.
âalright, we go at 3, 2, 1âŠâ, satoru counts down.
*peck*
and then another, and another, and a fourth one â until you open your eyes and squish their faces against your cheeks.
this happens quite often, especially when satoru has the day off and the three of you sleep in in the mornings. every time you find it really hard to hold back your laughter while pretending to be asleep until their little, adorable fight over you ends in a mutual agreement. they never tire of this, and neither do you.
but as much as you love them, the scolding is inevitable after you witness the chaos they made of the kitchen.
âmama can be very scary, huhâ, satoru whispers while scrubbing the dishes over the sink.
your daughter nods as she dries the washed plates with a towel. âi thought sheâd let it slide this timeâŠâ
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ROOM FOR YOU
â· enhypen hyung line being clingy
day 20 of melodies to memories â p.sh x f!r fluff healing 1OO3
itâd been a whole 3 years since youâd last seen him after you graduated from high school, and only now had you received word from the man himself that he was moving back.
hoon: âiâm coming back to town soon for college, should we meet up?âÂ
you stared at his text wondering how you should feel. the boy was your first friend, first crush, first everything except for anything relating to âboyfriendâ. you wondered maybe if youâd said something before he left if heâd had stayed
little did you know, sunghoon harbored the same exact thoughts and feelings. you were his everything except for his girlfriend and how he wished he could call you his after all the time youâd spent together growing up
good thing sunghoon was thinking the same exact thing after heâd sent the text, wondering if it was the right call to text you back all this time.
the east coast just wasnât made for him and heâd been wanting to go back ever since he got there.
heâd been meeting to call, ask many times âhowâs it like back at home?â or even ask about the lake youâd spent many summers in, dunking each other in, then basking in the fleeting daylight as you dried off.Â
youâd meant to move on, appear strong and say that you were doing better now, and it was for the best, but seeing that textâŠyou werenât so sure.Â
you knew thereâd always be room for park sunghoon inside of your heart whether you liked it or not.Â
y/n: would you have time to call sometime as well?
your fingers hovered over your phone as you hit send, heart pounding like youâd just run a marathon. it wasnât like you to feel so nervous about a simple text, but with sunghoon, nothing was ever simple.
the three dots appeared almost immediately, and you couldnât decide whether that was a good or bad sign.
as if almost immediately, your message was read and he was calling. it was about time you suppose.
âhey,â
âitâs about time you rang,â you force out a small laugh. at least you wanted to think it was forced, that he didnât have you waiting endlessly on the call you asked him to give when he had landed at the other end of the country.
âyou mustâve gotten up early, here itâs almost 10:30,â he continues on after a moment of silence either of you arenât sure youâre comfortable with.
âyeah a bit, didnât mean to wake up, so iâll probably go back to sleep after this call,â you smile appreciating the concern.
âguess i got lucky then,â you hear him smile on the end. god, how you hated that you could predict his facial features just through his voice.
âso,â you started, breaking the silence that threatened to grow too heavy, âwhatâs bringing you back? homesick?â
âmissed the west coast, missed home too much here,â you hear him laugh on the other end. itâs a laugh of carefulness and uncertainty.
you hum, acknowledging his statement, somewhere deep down hoping heâd say he missed you too.
âmissed you,â you blurt out speaking your mind before he could start a new statement.
âi missed you too, not just as a friend, but as an everything,âÂ
his words hung in the air, thick with meaning. you froze, your breath catching in your throat as you processed what heâd just said.
"an everything?" you repeated, your voice barely above a whisper.
âyeah,â sunghoon admitted, his tone softer now. âi know itâs probably not fair to say this after all this time, but i couldnât leave it unsaid anymore. i thought maybe if I told you now, weâd have a chance to⊠i donât know, figure things out when i got back?â
âsunghoonâŠâ you started, your voice wavering. âyou canât just say things like that out of nowhere.â
âi know,â he sighed. âi know itâs a lot, but Iâve been holding it in for three years. i canât keep pretending i donât feel this way about you.â
âyouâre not special you know that right? youâre not the only one who hasnât moved on, so fuck you too park sunghoon,â you laughed in a lighter tone.Â
if sunghoon could explain that feeling, itâd felt like the weight of the world had been lifted off his shoulders and he could never explain how the tightness in his chest dissipated by your words and tone alone.
âwould it be better to talk about this, like when i come back?â he asked unsure if this was the best resolution to a phonecall where he practically said everything heâd been wanting to say for the longest time ever.
âmaybe it would,â you replied, a small smile tugging at your lips despite the whirlwind of emotions brewing inside you. âbut for the record, hoon, you donât get to come back into my life and drop a bomb like that without dealing with the fallout.â
hoon. heâd love to live everyday with you calling him that again, bad or good day.
âi deserve that,â he admitted with a soft chuckle. âi just couldnât wait any longer. i had to tell you.â
âthree years, though,â you said, your voice teasing yet soft. âwho moves to the other side of the country, never contacts their best friend, then decides to come back and let everything out after 3 years? are you crazy?â
âevery single day,â he confessed. âmoving away didnât change how I felt. If anything, it made it worse.â
for the first time in years, you felt the faintest glimmer of hope for what could be. âthen i guess iâll see you soon, park sunghoon.â
âsoon,â he echoed, and the word felt like a promise.
as the call ended, you sat there in the quiet of your room, your thoughts racing but your heart feeling lighter than it had in a long time. three years was a long time to hold onto feelings like these, but maybeâjust maybeâit was worth the wait.
âââ âĄ
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On the Nice List
Captain John Price x Reader
wc: 1.5k words
warnings/tags: fluff, sprinklings of mature content but nothing explicit
He was distracted
Or rather you were distracting him
Already feeling disconcerted, heâd gone and done something he swore heâd never do, something he didnât want to have to do, heâd brought his work home with him
Well, his paperwork at least
Heâd promised you heâd make every possible effort to be home with you on Christmas Eve, and as the 23rd rolled around and heâd glanced at the stacks upon stacks of files waiting for him atop his desk, he knew the only way heâd be making it through the front door in time was with his work tucked snugly into his bag
He knew you would have understood either way, having grown used to the ever changing schedule that the Captain lived by, but all you had asked for was for your lover to be home for the holidays, and how could he deny you such a simple request without at least trying
Now however, sat in his home office with papers scattered haphazardly across the desk along with a pounding headache threatening to form behind his tired ocean eyes, he realizes he should have known it wouldnât be so easy to get through his work unbothered
Heâs got the door more than slightly ajar, the sounds of soft Christmas music carrying throughout the house towards his quiet space, and every few minutes or so, thereâs you, strolling past the crack in the door to steal glances at your husband and pretend youâre doing no such thing
Itâs been nearly two hours since he had told you heâd be nearly finished, but you both knew that was a but of a generous timeframe
Thatâs why you had no issue skipping about the house in the meanwhile, humming carols to yourself, wrapping last minute gifts, youâd even been able to get a head start on the cookie dough mix that had to chill in the fridge overnight, secretly hoping that each time you walked past Johnâs office would be the time he finally pushed himself out of his chair and came to join you
As the minutes ticked by however, you decided that rather than growing impatient, youâd become creative
And so each time you strolled past his door, your pace was slower and slower, and maybe you were wearing less and less clothing, who could really know?
John chuckled to himself, knowing you were up to no good out there, but any remark he might have wanted to make was caught in his throat when you pulled out the next trick up your sleeve
In nothing more than a short silky robe, youâd plopped yourself down in the reading chair perfectly angled for your husband to see you from his office and began reading a book
Innocent enough
Apart from the fact that in your other hand, you were holding an unwrapped candy cane
The seasoned soldier nearly did a double take as he watched you not to subtly bring the candy to your over extended tongue before wrapping your plump wet lips around it, letting out a satisfied hum in the process
To his credit, John did at least try to glance back down to his paperwork a handful of times after that, but seeing you suck on the candy cane in a way that sure to knock you off the nice list, he couldnât help but drop his pen to adjust himself through his pants
You had your eyes closed for a moment as you really tried to oversell it, lips still wrapped around the sweet treat, when your ears picked up on the creaking of Johnâs office chair along with the small grunt of effort he made any time he stood
Feigning innocence you opened your eyes, letting the candy slip out with a âplopâ as you looked up to find the Captain slowly approaching you, a mischievous glimmer in his eyes and a growing tent in his briefs
âYe know love,â he said, not so subtly reaching to palm himself and grinning wider when he caught your eyes follow his movements. âThink ye might end up on the big manâs naughty list with this kind oâ behaviour.â
You smiled coyly up at him, reaching a leg out to poke his muscular thigh with your toes when he stepped close enough. âI have no idea what you mean, Captain.â You added the title, knowing how it stirred something deeper within him to hear it fall from your lips.
âCareful sweetheart,â he warned you, something far more than mischievous flashing through his eyes this time as she smiled down at you. âIf we didnât have company cominâ soon Iâd be havinâ you show me whether youâre naughty or nice.â His large, warm hand caught your ankle and began massaging every inch of skin he could reach.
âUh oh,â You said with a small giggle, leaning further back in your seat to allow him a better grasp on your leg, never one to turn down his affectionate touch. âThink we might have to adjust your list and ask him to get you a pair of reading glasses, my darling. Company doesnât come until tomorrow.â
âThat so?â He asked, the smirk on his face telling you everything you needed to know; heâd just gained the upper hand again. He glanced down towards his wrist watch before looking back to you with a slight raised brow. He gave you a firm pat on the thigh before reaching for your book, plucking it out of your grasp. âMight want to go put some clothes on my darling. Just in case Iâm right for once.â He teased you with a wink of his eye, helping pull you up to your feet.
âThink that might be the first time you ask me to put my clothes back on, John.â You tease him back, slowly making your way towards the stairs.
âDonât need anyone else knowing how good my wife looks. Specially my Sergeant.â He mumbled the last part, but even as you made your way up the stairs, youâd caught the end of his sentence.
âSergeant?â You questioned, now truly confused. You didnât have much more of a chance to question him however, when there was a prompt knock at the front door.
âGo on, love. Iâve got it.â Your husband replied before he disappeared out of sight headed to answer the door. You made your way to your shared bedroom and changed as fast as you could, curious if not slightly bewildered as to who John would have invited over on Christmas Eve Eve, of all days.
Making your way back down the stairs towards the front entry way, you could hear a familiar booming voice echoing through your home.
âOh! Hi Kyle.â You greet the handsome Sergeant with a warm smile. Even though youâre confused as to why heâs here, youâre always happy to see him.
âHey Mrs Price.â He responds with a wave, still standing in the open doorway.
âWhy donât you come inside? I know itâs cold out there.â You offer, going to take his coat from him, but John reaches out to you instead and wraps an arm around your waist.
âAfraid he canât stay very long tonight, love.â John answers, his deep voice rumbling through to you where youâre pressed against him.
âJust dropped by to wish you happy holidays.â Kyle informs you with a smile on his face, which stretches further when you raise a questioning brow at him, knowing he didnât drive all the way out here just to say hello. âMight have something in the truck for ye, as well. Give me a minute.â He says before retreating back down the front steps and towards the parked truck.
You turn to face your husband, a chuckle rising through him at the confusion painted across your expression, his other arm coming around to hold you even tighter against his chest.
âWhat have you roped him into now, huh?â
âOh, youâll see, love.â
Actually, you hear it before you see it.
A small yapping sound growing closer and closer, until the noise is too insistent to ignore, turning away from Johnâs hold on you to face the door again, where you spot Garrick strolling towards you with a surprise in tow.
âYou didnât-â
âOh, but he did.â Kyle says with an all too proud smirk, letting go of the dogâs leash as he steps into your home, sure to shut the door behind him this time. Youâre crouching down to your knees before you know it, coming down to eye level with the furry creature thatâs just strolled into your home.
âJohn how did- when did- what?!â You struggle to form a logical sentence as your eyes dart from your husband, to his accomplice, back down to the âsurpriseâ you certainly had not been expecting.
âHeâs a rescue.â John explains, coming down to his own knees next to you, reaching a hand out to run over the dogâs head. âHeâd been gifted as a puppy a few Christmases ago. Got given up when his owners discovered they donât stay small forever.â
You shake your head in bewilderment, looking into this little guyâs big deep eyes, your own hands coming out to lovingly pet him as well. You and John had toyed with the idea of getting a pet for a while now, but had never been able to commit to the idea, mainly because of Johnâs work, knowing that most of the responsibility for caring for an animal would be falling to you, something youâd promised you had no qualms about.
âOld mate oâ mine works at the pound.â Kyle goes on to add, arms crossed across his chest as he watches his Captain and his wife greet their newest family member. âSaid this guyâs been waitinâ on a home for a while now.â
âI thought we could give him one, love. A home.â John whispers to you, your eyes meeting in a hushed, intimate moment, both your hands still running across the dogâs fur, an unspoken conversation happening between the two of you. Your eyes are starting to well with tears, and Johnâs own eyes are as soft as youâve seen them in a long time, any ideas of paperwork left far behind.
You offer John an enthusiastic nod, worried that your voice will betray the emotions seeping through you should you try to answer him otherwise. You canât help the overjoyed laugh that erupts from you though, when the dog starts licking at your fingers, picking up on the emotions in the room.
âWell what do we name you, huh?â You ask, leaning into Johnâs side when he wraps an arm around your shoulders, pulling you closer to press a kiss to your hairline.
âI mean, Iâm quite fond of Gaz, if I get to have any say in this.â
Certainly not my best work but really wanted to write something for Price and a little something for the upcoming holidays
Almost officially on holiday break! I work the 23rd and 24th, but then Iâm off until the New Year so there should be more consistent uploads coming soon!!! Really hoping to wrap up the âWife at First Sightâ series and post part 3 of âA Stranger is a Friend You Havenât Met Yetâ
Thanks for the read as always
- M đ«¶đ»
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Shen Qingqiu triple trouble!
So, System Possession AU of @artsarasp is going through, stuff let's say. Angsty stuff. So of course my mind was like.
Let's make shen triplets!
The situation is, Shen Jiu has his fatal Qi deviation, Shen Yuan dies by choking on food and all is normal. But, some error occurs, and both Shen Jiuâs and Shen Yuanâs souls are in danger of disintegrating from the Qi deviation. The System notices this and tries to fix it, forcing the soul to generate a body to occupy from basically thin air. But thereâs a problem, since thereâs two souls that are now generating a body, meanwhile the original body is still functional, though has been metaphorically dragged through the mud. Thus, both Shen Jiu and Shen Yuan materialize with new bodies while the System is absorbed into the spare body.
So now we have three Shen Qingqius. And the System is Not Happy.
Neither is Shen Jiu to be honest.
Shen Yuan somehow convinces both the System and Shen Jiu that they should pretend to just be brothers, make some bullshit about trapped consciousness to fool the peak lords, while he wacks his brain to try to avoid death or punishment from the enraged System. Which can still give both points and punishments. The problem is that since he got the short end of the stick in the body lottery, he has to be very careful of exerting the bodyâs limits, so he canât get agitated. And giving punishments is very agitating. Shen Yuan is basically trying to make the System care. If Wall-E can love, so can the System, wouldnât it be better for the story if he becomes an active member? It would also be better to leave the story to develop itself organically, think about all the character development! So the protagonist can have a more round support cast! If he read something like that, he wouldnât have criticized so much the papapa scenes since he could just focus on that! What do you think System-bro?
Meanwhile Shen Jiu is very conflicted, since these, what, fakers? Clones? Some type of demons? Are stealing his face and seem to have some ulterior motive, but both seem eager to âhelp himâ somehow. Granted, the blue eyed freak is creepy as fuck, a fake cherfulness that all his instincts scream to get away from, but heâs mostly⊠nice. The definition of the word, at least. The other fake is snarky, doesnât really back down from a verbal dispute, and, while infuriating, itâs more real. Safer, in a way, more honest. Besides, the blue eyed one is useful when trying to find synonyms while writing or finding the name of a song he couldnât remember well. They can stay, for now.
System is actually scared. They saved the scum villain character, but made a bigger problem while also becoming⊠vulnerable. How could they make sure the story functions if they have a weak and frail body? They are forced to play along, become a more direct support to the characters to make sure they stay in line. But [User02] seems to have other ideas, and while they must punish him, they really canât without suffering themselfs. The original scum villain for the most part follows the script, but he also seems perturbed by their presence, which is fine. All is fine, they should be able to fix it.
Somehow.
The three of them are mostly the same in appearance. The major difference that the peaklords catch on is the mark on the forehead (I donât remember what it is called). Shen Jiu has a lotus flower painted, Shen Yuan has a dot while the System has an empty circle, resembling a zero. Both Shen Jiu and the System have their clothes correctly, while Shen Yuan doesnât really know how any of his layers of clothes work, so he fastened the belt around everyone, even the outer robe. Finally, the System has their hair tight to their head, Shen Jiu has it a little loose to let it flow but staying neat and clean. Shen Yuan just, tries his best. Finally, the Systemâs face is kinda cartoonish, they make faces that shouldn't be possible, stretching his smile wide and making their eyes a little too big. Both Shens donât mention it much, they just say theyâre special.
I donât know what came to me to do this shit, but nowâs here, deal with it.
Spanish rambling when this idea just came barreling through my brain.
#system possession#svsss au#svsss#shen qingqiu#shen jiu#shen yuan#This was all made in like an hour#don't judge me
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ok so this Tim's stuck in B's body
He made sure he was alone in a batcave, he knew he was alone. he didn't want to lose it, and yet, here he was. it's been too much. burying his own body. dealing with never seeing, or, at least, interacting with his friends ever again. becoming a father to his siblings, to Damian, which probably was already way too much. so he sat there. alone. going through it, because in the evening there was supposed to be a gala, and he would have to play Brucie, the role he genuinely hated.
He was alone, he didn't account for someone being there.
"Tim," Dick said softly, and it took everything from Tim to not whip around.
"He is dead, you need to accept it," he said, now grateful for Bruce's gruff voice. Hating that it sounds so deep inside of him.
"I've been around Bruce for twenty years," Dick leant on the Batcomputer table. He was in his civilian attire, "Do you really think I wouldn't notice?" there was a soft smile on his lips, and Tim felt, like he wanted to cry. He didn't.
Maybe he should keep a charade. Keep acting like he's Bruce.
"And even if I'm mistaken," he said, looking away towards the entrance to the mansion. "I"m always willing to give you a hand in case everything is too overwhelming after his death."
Tim didn't feel better, he only could go through his actions in panic, thinking what exactly set Dick off, he needed to fix it, to keep pretending he's Bruce, that's the only way.
"So if you can't deal with the whole plate, I'll help you. I'm just from Damian's teacher-parent meeting, by the way," Tim forgot, Bruce forgot, oh gosh, he forgot. "They still have my phone as their first contact," Dick huffed, like it was funny, like it wasn't a failure on Bruce's - Tim's? - part. "And I can go out as a Bat if you don't feel like it."
"You hate it though," Tim said, it wasn't something Bruce would say.
"You hate it more, baby bird," Dick said and pushed himself off the table. "If anything, I'll get ready for today's gala, I'll tell everyone you don't feel well."
Tim wanted to say something, he needed to say something, but when he turned around Dick wasn't there.
That was probably the worst time to get his hallucinations back, wasn't it.
(let's not make it that angsty and just have it as Dick actually came, but Tim dissociated for awhile, and thought Dick disappeared into the thin air)
Here's one(?) of the posts referencing this AU!
This ask focuses on the premise that Bruce and Tim switch bodies, don't tell anyone, and then Bruce dies in Tim's body forever trapping Tim in Bruce's body (while no one else knows).
This is magnificent, my friend. A beautiful addition.
I like making Tim suffer through his problems alone, but you are absolutely correct.
Out of all of the batkids, Dick *would* know Bruce best (unless it's Bruce *about* Dick). It makes perfect sense for him to notice that Bruce isn't acting like Bruce would.
There are reasons he wouldn't notice (he's busy, out of town, distracted, Tim planned for that, or Dick is grieving/spiraling), but it's more likely that Dick would notice than not.
Also, can you imagine the conversations they'd have? The debates? Is it better to let their family members know that *Tim* is inhibiting Bruce's body or to let them grieve Tim instead? Just Dick and Tim constantly fighting about what's best
[Including a very painful remark from Dick about how Tim is turning into Bruce because the younger one refuses to let anyone else know]
Anyways, this could result in Dick supporting Tim and being there for him.
On the other hand, here's some angst ideas instead:
Tim starts hallucinating more to deal with his loss of identity meaning that Dick was just a hallucination (and soon Tim starts seeing both himself and Bruce haunting him)
Dick knows that whoever is wearing his dad's face *isn't* Bruce, but he doesn't realize it's Tim (especially because Tim is "dead" and Bruce is "missing").
When Bruce dies in Tim's body, Bruce's soul returns to his body but Tim stays stuck in there as well :D
When Tim's body dies, Bruce's body starts to slowly deteriorate without Bruce's soul
I think that's enough angst for now :)
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Can you write a lyrason fic,they in the grayson's birthday please.
yes sure! I decided to combine this request with this one and also change it a bit (oops!)
(yes I know I did spin the bottle instead of drink or dare) (im sorry that itâs bad)
spin the bottle!
Lyra and Grayson werenât exactly dating, at least not in a way that the definition of the word dating covered. They tiptoed around each-other, sneaking longing glances, and maybe one or two more stolen kisses. Or three.
If Lyra was honest, sheâs a bit tired of the game. Maybe she does just want Grayson, the arrogant asshole he is, to be her actualâŠboyfriend.
Graysonâs birthday party wasnât planned by him, which was obvious if youâd ever met him. His hatred of people would have never allowed something like this. Clearly, his brothers had planned this as some kind of cruel joke on him, and now he had to stand there like a puppet in his thousand dollar suit and greet everyone they invited to the party.
Honestly, Lyra was pretty happy about her invitation. The party was actually fun. Sheâd never been to a rich person party before, and it was certainly something else.
Maybe the most fun part, though, was watching Grayson stand there uncomfortably, his strong shoulders stiff and his back as straight as a ruler. He greeted the weird rich people who walked past him into the surrounding area, full of fairy lights and tables and food. Whoever had designed this backyard pool type party was a genius.
Lyra sat at a table by herself, sipping some weird rich people drink she assumed had alcohol in it but wasnât entirely sure about, and she watched the blonde Hawthorne pretend to be a people person.
Itâs funny how he tries to hide his awkwardness, she thought.
Someone slid into the seat across from her, and it was none other than the Hawthorne heiress, holding a champagne flute. Her brown hair cascaded down her shoulders and she looked dazzling as ever.
âYou should go over and talk to him, you know,â Avery said, looking down into the depths of her drink.
âAnd why would I do that?â Lyra crossed her arms and leaned back in the cushioned outdoor chair. Man, these things are comfortable.
âBecause you like him. And he likes you. And this forced birthday party is a really good chance to make him less uptight.â The heiress took a sip of her champagne and wiggled her manicured eyebrows.
âNo way,â Lyra picked at her nails. ââŠDo you really think so?â
It was no secret that Avery and Jameson and most other Hawthornes and Hawthorne adjacents shipped Grayson and Lyra, but Lyra wanted to hear confirmation from the girl sitting beside her.
âTotally!â Avery leaned forward. âDo you see the way he looks at you?â
Lyra bites her lip. âYeah.â She says, but quiet enough that itâs possible Avery didnât hear.
âJustâŠgive it a shot, Lyra.â Avery stands and walk back towards Jameson, whoâs talking to Xander by the pool.
Lyra takes a deep breath and one more drink of her maybe alcoholic drink and stands to walk towards the stoic blonde.
I can do this. I can do this. Lyra played encouraging messages on a loop in her brain.
âGrayson.â
âLyra.â He turned to her, the barest of smiles on the corners of his lips, but that was often the best you could get out of Grayson Hawthorne.
âI-â Lyra cut herself off, realizing she didnât actually know what she was going to ask.
Her eyes scanned the area around them, landing on a group of younger attendees playing spin the bottle on the grass. Lyra wasnât a particularly crazy party type person, but she did enjoy taking risks from time to time.
A smirk appeared on her face. âCome here, Grayson.â She grabbed his arm and led him over the group.
âCould we join, please?â
âYeah, sure!â A girl in beautiful designer gown that was definitely getting grass stains at the moment said without looking up. When she did, she seemed absolutely shocked at the man standing with Lyra. âAndâŠhim, too?â
Lyra couldnât blame her; no one would expect Grayson Hawthorne to play spin the bottle.
âNo, no.â Grayson backed away shaking his head. âSorry. There must have been a misunderstanding.â He gave Lyra a glare.
âSorry, heâs shy.â Lyra smiled sweetly at them, then turned to Grayson.
âCould you please, please, please, please play?â She put her best puppy dog eyes, the ones she had only ever used on her mom for extra dessert. âFor me?â
She didnât give him a choice or a chance to respond. She simply dragged him to the ground beside her, in the empty space left in the circle and said âWeâre playing.â
If Lyra could have taken a picture of Graysonâs surprised face in that moment, she wouldâve framed it and hung it on her wall.
She gripped onto his hand as tight as she could, her knuckles going white. She would not back down, sheâs gone too far. If she doesnât commit, sheâll be just as much of a coward as she was before Avery convinced her.
Grayson kept trying to pull away, but she refused to give in.
The bottle was spun in the middle of the big circle. It landed on two random people, two more random people, and thenâŠLyra.
Her breathing sped up. I did not think this through, did I?
This might be the day Lyra becomes a devout worshipper, because only God could have given her the luck it required to have the bottle spun again and land on the man beside her;Â Grayson Fucking Hawthorne.
Lyra didnât want to waste time, but she did stall a bit while turning to him. Even though they had kissed before, she was still inexplicably scared.Â
Her courage came in remembering Averyâs words. She liked him and he liked her, and she could make this mean something.
She grabbed his face and kissed him to the sounds of the group cheering them on. He was silent before, but his lips were anything but. Grayson kissed her back fiercely. He kissed her like no one else was there.
When Lyra pulled back, she giggled, and she looked over to see Grayson having that familiar almost-smile on his face.
âBirthday boy!â The boy sitting beside Grayson clapped on the back and laughed. âNice, man!â
Grayson didnât respond to him or any of the others in the group cheering on his sudden break of character, instead just looking intensely at Lyra. All these people here knew him as the stoic business man who takes himself too seriously. So to see Grayson Hawthorne make out with a girl? In front of a crowd?
Well thatâs a once in a lifetime chance. Thatâs something.
And when Lyra led him away and they went behind a wall and kissed again she knew it was something. When they kissed for so long they forgot where they were and her head was spinning and people were looking for Grayson to sing happy birthday, she knew it was something. When Grayson walked out with her, holding her hand and not even telling her to fix her smudged lipstick, she knew it was something.
#grayson x lyra#lyrason#lyra kane#lyra catalina kane#grayson davenport hawthorne#grayson hawthorne#avery grambs#xander hawthorne#the hawthorne legacy#the hawthorne brothers#jennifer lynn barnes#jameson winchester hawthorne#avery kylie grambs#the inheritance games#the final gambit#games untold#the grandest game#nash hawthorne#averyjameson#jameson hawthorne
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I wish it would go that smoothly! (could I make that happen? yes. will I? no!)
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âYou?â He mock gasps. âYou have been causing trouble?â
âSheâs too young for this kind of humor,â Eddie shakes his head, lips quirking into a smile. âSheâs too young for silly faces, even.â
Buck shrugs. âGiving her a head start on eventually being funny.â
âOh, does she need that?â Eddie asks. âMaybe I should send her to ChimâŠâ
âHey!â Buck complains.Â
But heâs not actually upset. Heâs accomplished his goal. To break Eddie out of this spiral. So while Eddie chuckles, Buck circles back to a solution.Â
âYou take it easy tonight,â Buck says. âGo to bed early. Drink all my beer if you want. Iâll take care of the baby. Weâll have a lowkey night. You can sleep.â
Eddie takes a deep breath. Buck can see the want in his eyes.Â
âAre you sure?â
âTotally,â Buck says. âLeast I can do.âÂ
âItâs really not,â Eddie replies. âItâs⊠Iâd really appreciate it.â
Buck takes a step forward to give him a quick kiss. âAnytime, okay? I mean it.â
When Eddie finally sits down, sighing out a good amount of his stress, Buck feels hopeful. He thinks everything is going to be just fine.Â
iii.
When Shannon wakes up after a night alone, she feels strange. Not bad strange, but strange. Sheâs well rested. Slept like a corpse. Itâs not enough to catch up on all sheâs missed in the past two weeks, but itâs something. She feels like she can make it through the day.Â
She misses her kids. Being away from Jane is hard on her emotionally and physically. She wants her home. Texts Eddie as much. Apologizing for her behavior and asking him to bring Jane home. She misses Chris, too. Itâs not the same primal ache, but sheâs grown accustomed to spending every night in the same house as him, and likes waking up knowing heâs near. Heâll be home later today.Â
Eddie responds quickly, saying theyâll be home soon. Shannon showers and dresses and thinks about why she was so upset. Having them all here hurts. Not having them there hurts worse. So she needs to figure out how to process this. How to get over it. The past wounds that feel like theyâre ripping open.Â
She needs to book a therapy appointment. She hasnât had one since Jane was born. Who can blame her? She hasnât had a free moment to herself. Maybe⊠Maybe asking for one yesterday doesnât have to be a bad thing. Maybe she needs it, every once in a while. She doesnât feel as tight with pressure this morning.Â
Shannon is brushing through her wet, tangled hair, thinking about small acts of self care she might be able to take to survive this, when the doorbell rings. Strange. Theyâre not expecting anyone. Maybe Eddie is carrying too much to unlock the door? Though, thatâs a her thing, usually. Heâs a bit more sensible, in this one way.Â
Confused, Shannon puts down her hair brush and hurries down the hall towards the door. She looks through the peephole before she opens, and the sight that greets her is one of the most horrifying sights she could have ever conjured. Ramon and Helena Diaz.
If Shannon could actually puke her heart out of her throat, she would.Â
These are the last people on earth she wants to see right now. Or in general. But especially right now.Â
She panics. She doesnât know what to do. Can she pretend no one is home? Do they have a spare key? No. No, Eddie wouldnât do that. He doesnât want them around like that. Like this. At the drop of a hat.Â
âHello?â Helena calls.
Fuck. She can tell someone is here.Â
Shannon takes a deep breath and opens the door. All she can think about is what of the kidsâ things she didnât put away before bed yesterday.Â
âShannon,â Helena says when she sees her. Her tone is mostly neutral. Less frosty than Shannon might have expected.Â
âMr. and Mrs. Diaz,â Shannon says. âI didnât know you were coming to town.â
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"Your dad really said that?" Dimi asked, an amused smirk on his face. "He must be a cool guy then. Don't get me wrong, when my dad found out I was bisexual, he was totally on board with it. But he never had sayings like that - your father is a wise man." Dimi was glad to have casually worked into conversation that he was receptive to whatever was happening here, even if it was just innocent flirting. Jack was cute and funny, and Dimi was definitely enjoying the conversation with the man. "If you're looking for a handsome man to hang your hat on, I'm sure we can find someone here," Dimi teased, pretending to look around the bar before turning back to Jack and laughing. "Sugar?" Dimi asked, smirking once more. He kind of liked how that sounded. "You're full of compliments tonight," Dimi went on. "Careful because it might go to my head." Adjusting the hat slightly, Dimi asked, "Do you think I should go the full cowboy route? Chaps and the whole deal?" Yes, Dimi wanted to put the image of himself in chaps into Jack's head. It was a little shameless, but only a little.
Once on the dance floor, Dimi was feeling a little self-conscious. He started off stiff, trying to find his rhythm, but Jack had a way of making him feel more comfortable. Soon he was falling into line a little bit with the other man, loosening up a bit, and it helped that Jack was touching him. There was definitely some heat between them. Whether or not it would go anywhere remained to be seen, but even if nothing happened, it was still nice to flirt and talk with a handsome man. For Jack's part, he was moving with so much grace, like he'd done this a million times, and Dimi was transfixed; there was something about the way the man moved his body that was so enticing, and for a moment he stopped dancing and just watched. Yeah...Dimi was in trouble.
They kept dancing and talking until eventually Jack grabbed his hand, moving in close. Dimi had a few inches on the man, and he turned to face him, looking down into his eyes and smiling. They weren't quite dancing anymore, not line dancing at least, but Dimi didn't much care right now. "Photographer, yeah," he confirmed. "Well my passion is more landscapes and the natural moments. Basically I like capturing images of things the way they really are, finding beauty in the reality of things. But admittedly photoshoots for things like weddings and graduations and other special events is what pays the bills." Dimi laughed, and he did like taking those kinds of photos. It just wasn't his favorite thing. "What about you, Jack?" Dimi asked, looking at the man and smiling still. "Would ever want me to photograph you?" Dimi was pretty sure he could find the beauty in Jack without even trying.
After they danced for a bit longer, Dimi was feeling much more fluid in his motions, and he was having a good time with the other man. Still, the dance floor wasn't the best place to have a conversation, so Dimi asked, "Do you want a drink? I'll buy?" And then he grabbed Jack's hand, warming to the touch, and he led him back to the bar. Sitting in a stool, Dimi asked, "What are you having?"
Jack grinned, his hand resting casually on Dimiâs shoulder as they made their way toward the dance floor. "My old man used to tell me that there was nothing better than finding a handsome man to hang your hat on." Or, maybe he would have if Jack had a father and not some series of stories and lies wrapped up to be a father-figure. It was fun for him, to delve into the what-ifs and could have beens with no shame over what truly was. Jack appreciated that Dimi wasn't going to be a stick-in-the-mud and refuse to dance. Jack would have let him refuse because he had learned that there was only so far he could push someone, but he liked when people gave into his little nudging and playful invitations.
âOh tink's tits - not magic.â Jack laughed, letting his drawl linger as he tossed his head back and laughed. âFuck, every person wants a magic spell or somethin' as a reason why they look good. Maybe, Sugar, you look good because you look good and the hat only helps you along." The honky-tonk bar had seen better days, and the floor was worn with the slide of boots and stomp of heels. It was why Jack liked it so much. There was history in the walls, in the dingy lights and hap-hazard decorations that looked like they came from a flea-market which had specialized in grandfather's barn chic.
Jackâs hand lingered a moment longer before he stepped back to give Dimi some space. There was an art to flirting and being the center of attention. Too much contact and you're needy. Too little and you're not interested. Just enough to keep the person interested -- there was the balance, and he caught the subtle way Dimi leaned into his touch. There it was. Like a fish on a line, Dimi was caught ... at least for now. "Come on, Cowboy." He said, hooking an arm around Dimi's waist. Line dancing wasn't so much an art, but it could be fun. He could prop his chin on Dimi's shoulder; Dimi's back pressed to his front -- he could, even, press a coy kiss to the exposed line of his neck before he stepped away only far enough to where he wouldn't tangle his legs with the other man's.
"Line dance. Two step... what's it matter, really?" he asked, catching the beat with ease. He wasn't a professional, there was no teacher-trained perfect lines. There wasn't any kind of rigidity to his steps, only the smooth moves of someone who had learned that music could fill the soul and infuse the bones -- all he had to do was trust that his bones could pick up the rhythm.
"Photographer, you said?" he asked, as he caught Dimi's hand and stepped in close instead of pulling the other to him. He liked to give and take in things. He spun under Dimi's arm only to settle back against him. "People? Places? What's your poison?" he asked.
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Whatâs baffling to me is that according to what western governments/media said these past days, hamas shouldnât have attacked civilians in response to the violence theyâve been suffering for decades because it violates international laws, and I agree, civilians shouldnât have been victims of an attack like this. However now, according to those same people, Israel has the absolute right to defend itself and have no other option but to respond aggressively, no matter how many civilians get caught in the crossfire, and thus also violating international laws? Iâve been racking my brain to see if Iâm missing something, or if all of these politicians and journalists are intentionally contradicting themselves in order to please each other?
#Iâm sorry I know I keep going back and forth with the topic but 1) I genuinely canât stop thinking about it#and it feels wrong to stop thinking about it#and 2) Iâm truly trying to understand how they can get away with lying and openly saying#âweâre okay with the ethnic cleansing of palestiniansâ#i understand the reason on their basic level (they do not care about brown people)#but surely they should at least pretend that they do?#I donât know I feel like Iâm being gaslit on a global level rn#because I know that as brown/muslim people we are never 100% safe in the west but this feels like itâs on another level#palestine
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redesigning lucyâs stardresses (because she deserves to have actually somewhat useful transformations and not a bikini for every single one) ALSO the pole is an axe i forgot to label it
#fairy tail#fairy tail 100 years quest#fairy tail fanart#lucy heartfilia#sheâs mine now#legally thatâs a joke#pretty sure thatâs what archery gloves look like#i think her taurus star dress should have armour but i was too lazy to draw it lol#at least leather arm guards or something#pretend thatâs what the gloves are LMAO#also idk how many others iâll do just as a warning lol#azriaann
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âSheâs tolerable, but not handsome enough to tempt meâđ€đ€đ€
(Regency AU with Eloise and Sebastian inspired by my slow trek through Bridgerton these days & @bassicallymaestra âs AMAZING regency inspired artđźâđšđđ)
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âValeryian steel armour felt like something Aegon the conqueror would have had from his time in old Valeryia.â - Ryan Condal
Guys.. whoâs gonna tell him?
#Ryan I say this with kindness but please stop doing interviews and pretending youâve read the source material#he reminds me of those kids who would pretend they did their lit homework by bullshitting their way through questions about the book#asoiaf#house of the dragon#aegon the conqueror#anti ryan condal#btw for any fans that donât already know Valyria fell many years before aegon was born in dragonstone - he never went there#pretty sure the main show or at least the main books told us that#george really should have chosen showrunners who are willing to read the books (or listen to the audiobook)
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#it's been literally 7 years since my last post#so an old meme is only fitting#my life has again spiraled to the point of me rediscovering this torturous game#i'm sure there will only be like 2 people who will ever see this#1 of them being me#not only do few people still use tumblr#but even fewer are still active fans of mm#i can't imagine i have any active followers...#but i figured i should say something before i start up again#to commemorate my fall from grace back into the rabbithole#it's also seemingly impossible to find the content i want with tumblr's new search system#maybe it's old by now but it's new to me#looks like i have tons of old posts in my drafts tho so maybe i'll post some of those later#i should probably change my theme and icon but i'm too lazy for that rn#if this post does happen to grace another's eyes#feel free to unfollow#i understand not wanting unhinged nostalgia cluttering your dashboard#personal#ALSO#i was absolutely delighted to find out they not only created a v route#but one for saeran too#i am now too old for the latter#but i'm pretending he's at least 25 so i can play his route and not feel like the biggest creep on the planet#wild to think the eldest characters would now be 35...
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Apparently I can meet my goal of roughly 400,000 words in 6 months if I just somehow write at least 2,200 words a day ghbjh... Almost 2,500 today... huzzah...
#Definitely not going to be able to stick with it just due to like... being realistic about my energy levels and etc. ESPECIALLY as we#enter the Evil Summer and it becomes hot all the time. But... one can attempt.. at least...#I'm also a very slow writer since I tend to re-read and edit while I write. and only move onto the next section once what I'm writing#seems okay. Which is easy for visual novel type stuff. since ''sections'' of a conversation are more clearly marked (like if you#have a menu option with 5 different dialogue choices. finish the character's response for choice 1 before moving onto 2. etc.)#Especially since when I'm done with a whole quest I always follow it up by playing through it and picking every option and making sure it#actually all works okay and etc. So I am already going to see it all a second time. Then I can go back and reorder a few words or remove#certain sentences that don't sound natural when I read them out loud (I always read it all outloud to myself since it is... just peple#talking.. it should sound like natural dialogue in their voice. etc). But my ''first draft'' is kind of not as first drafty since I pause t#edit a lot as I go along. So it also takes longer probably than it would take other people who I think treat a first draft as more#of a loose guideline or something. AANYWAY...#80F in my bedroom right now again... huzzah... I did end up finishing and recording that sims build video before the heat wave (or is#it really a heat wave if it's just summer..?? lol) came in.. but now... augh.. the editing... plus the costume photos and all else... Much#to do as always.. Often such a long todo list.. a giant scroll hung upon the walls of the evil hermit wizard tower..#Anyhow.. I hope I can finish getting ready for bed early in time to reward myself with a game of tripeaks solitaire whilst I snack on#cheddar cheese and some of those preserved artichokes in a jar. hrgm... I actually have nasturtiums (ultimate best flower) on the#deck again this year but I had to move them all into a corner today because the leaves were getting burnt by the sun lol.. Also am now more#cautiously weaving through social media to ignore all dragon age news. NOT bc of spoilers (I actually love spoilers/literally never play#any game until there's full guides on it I can read to plan my entire playthrough based on knowing exactly what I want to happen lol + mods#and etc.) but just because I'm so busy with my ownprojects I simply do not have the brainspace to dedicate... Yes I love to think#about elves and fictional universe lore. but no.. I pretend I do not see it. Does not exist to me actually. ghgj.. OHH also took som#cool pictures of flowers in the garden section of a store and I wanted to do like.. character designs based on the colors of the flowers o#something. but that might just be another unnecessary project to add to the pile.. I want to commit to the daunting task of dyeing my#hair again some time.. hrm.. this is all of the updates I can think of. As if a bunch of random tags make up for never posting anything for#weeks on end lol.. alas.. too warm to think properly I suppose.. .. I neeeeeed a long lost relative to leave me some million dollar#estate in their will so I can have the resources to move to a colder climate or something ..augh#.. but for now.. I shall toil away in my little wizard tower trying to write 2000 something words a day whilst sweating and such ghbj
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