#but still. wweh

[orcelito]

Losing my mind at how when Sasuke almost dies, he's remembering his relationship with Naruto, INCLUDING when they (accidentally) kissed. Like, that is a noteworthy enough memory for him that he's thinking of it as he thinks he's dying. Come On Man.

Then Naruto cradling Sasuke to his chest as Sasuke laments not getting his revenge, then tells Naruto not to die... and then Naruto loses his absolute SHIT......

Like what do you MEANNNNN this isn't a tragic romance 😭😭😭😭 I'm losing my Mind !!!! 😭😭😭😭😭

[twotriickhoofbea2t]

i know it's fandom nature to go crazy = hot and mediocre = horrible. but it really is wild how much HS fandom warped this perception to the point that the NARRATIVE ITSELF was claiming eridan (and dancestor eridan who's name i can't be assed to recall) was the go-to-worst person because he did some fucked up shit, but more importantly because he was Weak and Lame about it.

then turn around and fall ass-backwards over Gamzee who, and this is gonna be an unpopular opinion, is So Much Worse than eridan by the story's end. anything eridan coulda done gamzee did do but more nauseating and bad.

[pir8]

not gonna do dex tomorrow, SAD ! having dinner with my parents and i need to definitely be good to drive

[lizadale]

I must confess that your Dimigi stories are the reason I even started a Tumblr Account and ever since then, I have not regretted one bit, especially with how it's going now, so thank you for that.

I really love how you have constructed your own version of Dimentio and how you portrait his relationship with Luigi, who speaking of which, I love how you have made Luigi fear, hate, highly tolerate yet still love Dimentio all at once, it's amazing and addictive in a way.

I also really like how your have made a chaotic normalcy with them that they both adapted to, it's really beautiful. Especially when other characters join in like KB or Antasma and even Daisy who's her own version of chaos.

(I also really like your Shadow Queen, I'm obsessed and need more which makes the Shadow Prince AU a big fav of mine alongside Mafia)

wweh ;u;

[solace-saphylos]

tl:dr fanfiction author personal woes

Almost a year ago I started writing this post-canon bg3 fanfiction about Barcus Wroot. At the time I couldn't show it off to my bf because he hadn't finished act 3 yet. It was no big deal, just didn't want to spoil his experience of the game of the year 2023 and all that.

Only it was a big deal. Concord is one of the best things I've ever written, and I'm clawing at the walls for my beloved to read it.

So now, almost a year later, he is finally at a place in life to sit down and play the damn video game. I have to admit I'm near exploding with excitement for him to blow up the foundry and see the gnome questline culminate in its full glory of terrorism, heartbreak, and avoidable genocide-

ONLY HIS SAVE IS BUGGED! THE IRONHAND HIDEOUT IS CLOSED!

He's as confused as I am since he remembers breaking Wulbren out of jail, seeing them have their toxic yaoi at Last Light, AND them talking to him after Ketheric got killed. Who knows how, but in a year of patches, or some freak computer ghost that does not want me to be happy, his access to Barcus and Wulbren's story has been cut off...

After recovering from my initial breakdown I "calmly" showed him the scene he was missing in the hideout with a walk-through video. I will drip feed him the context as he goes. Once Zanner is free (with no opposition, huh) I'll show him the regular standoff. Knowing him he will still get it. Then all he has to do is finish the game.

Then he can read my fanfiction. A year later.

Wweh.

[laurelnose]

last month one of my regulars gifted me an ARC of Amal El-Mohtar’s solo debut The River Has Roots because, despite the fact that he hated This Is How You Lose The Time War, he remembered that Time War is one of my favorite books. wweh I love my people.

anyways I got around to reading it and god El-Mohtar’s prose is still so fucking gorgeous. spoilers below cut

the little punny turns of phrase around grammar (the fundamental unit of magic here) are a delightful piece of worldbuilding, if not particularly deeply fleshed out. it works perfectly well since the book is a fairytale and wouldn’t have benefited from magic system crunch, i’m just always hungry for more details on a worldbuilding conceit i like, and i like this one! it feels like a fresh take on “words are magic” — here the emphasis is on syntax as magic. context matters. mm, themes. I really enjoyed Esther & Rin’s courtship, the fairy traditions Esther finds ways to participate in. it’s fun when stories where the draw to fairyland and a fairy lover are a metaphor for being queer and the rejection of a heterosexual life are also non-metaphorically queer.

notably, i have never once read a novella that I thought was better than “eh, pretty good.” my usual beef is that novellas often feel like the wrong size — too drawn-out to pack the punch of a short story, too short to develop the emotional payoff of a novel — but River is beautifully paced. exactly the right length.

alas, it doesn’t really stick the landing. forcing Esther to pick between death in the real world and justice for her murder vs life in fairyland and a break with her mortal connections, and then when she picks death and justice, letting her have life in fairyland and contact with her sister and her sister’s children anyways is CHEATING. don’t present me with an awful bargain if you’re not going to keep your promises!

if you’re one of the people absolutely starved for queer fairytales with happy endings, River will treat you just fine. but I wanted Rin to disappear back into Arcadia with their harp and let it be ambiguous whether they ever got to hold Esther in human form again. the actual ending is sweet but feels kind of toothless. so unfortunately this novella is also still just “eh, pretty good”

[kitty-chewtoy]

FAT IS SO ATTRACTIVE REGARDLESS OF GENDER

"Wweh weh biological laws of attraction" You fucking clod, there is more to love and attraction than breeding, but let's go there - you want the person carrying your baby to have body fat so they have energy to grow and feed an entire person and are also protected from severe injury. And hey if it's all about hormones, why don't all the Hollywood heartthrobs have male pattern baldness?

"Wweh weh health and longevity" Having a larger body is not an illness and in fact has a higher chance of making you live longer, as well as recover faster from injuries and illness. Fat people often don't go to the doctor until their symptoms are severe because doctors don't take them seriously, and then those problems are still blamed on their size. Many ailments thought to be obesity-related are also attributed to fluctuating weight that comes from a life of dieting - the belief that fat makes you unattractive hurts fat people's health!

"Wweh weh gross" Are you fucking kidding me, man?? You don't like a squishy partner? You don't like having your fingers sink in when you grab them? You don't like the way they jiggle when they walk? You don't like ramming against warm, jiggly softness when you fuck them? Are you okay?? Do you need help??

Stop drinking the diet cult kool-aid and open your eyes!

FAT IS HOT!!

[coiled-dragon]

On another brief lull in writing mostly because waking up earlier for work hampers me wweh. I have stuff I wanna write still.. I fully plan on pulling Dracfield into 2024

[roughentumble]

noooo might have to get a second blood draw, there was one test order that may or may not have gone thru. the dr is waiting for the results to come thru to see if everything he was looking for was covered. its not a huge deal but its a lil annoying. the most annoying part is that i got a message abt it while in the waiting room but i didnt see it, so if i'd gotten a notification i couldve covered it before the blood draw, but i didnt see it until i was in the parking lot. wweh. oh well

still have two calls to make today and another appointment to go to tonight but one thing mostly off the list

[sadpurpleblood]

literally everyone has it worse than me and im still all "wweh i got no motivation so so sad and want to kms" just shut the fuck up me.

[scare-ard--sleigh]

in love and death bc i still have social media shit to do wweh

[orcelito]

Managed to do my little trip fine. Not my best driving, but I didn't wreck and didn't get close to wrecking, so it's fine in the end.

They sent me home with 3 pill packets for Tally, except I opened it up and two of them are EMPTY... so I'm gonna call them in the morning like "hey so uhhh about that". I'm out of town now tho so I'm gonna see if they can transfer it or at least refund it. Bc I spent $17 fucking dollars for these meds and it'd piss me off to spend that much for ONE pill. Gave Tally the one at least and she seems to be doing alright rn. It's just pain meds anyways, not gonna kill her if I don't get more of them, tho it does suck :(

For something tangentially related, I just remembered smth from today. So when doing anything with my cats, I'm used to being called their "mom" or whatever. Like when the vet is being friendly and talking to the cat, they're like "and now you can go home with mom!" Like that kinda thing. And I just let it be bc im stealth about my gender irl and I kinda just don't care to have that convo a million times over thru my life. But today the vet assistant did the same sort of talk to Tally but she called me her "parent" instead of mom. And idk I just think that was a nice little thing.

[shymaidxn]

toestalucia replied to your post ““It’s just bleeding a bit, I’m fine.” !”

dianthas a hero

Diantha, knowing by now that her boy is v not into self care: *shoves self care into their face*

[smol-n-weepy]

I habe a head hurty

[goatdust]

insurance shopping is terrible i hate america

[coiled-dragon]

yeeeees, let the dracula/jonathan and seward/renfield thoughts fester and grow 😈

WWEH,,, we will see. I'm still far more partial to Dracfield over all of them but honestly Sewardfield has at least one train of thought I might (key word being MIGHT) write when my muse ever decides to get its lazy ass back up (idk how long it'll be, it's pretty exhausted from the 6 months of writing.... so, so many fics.... dfgsgdfhfgd but I wanna write MOREEEEE)