#but still. i crave more.
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
hihi, deleting later but can anyone give me some tasty manhwa recommendations? historial romance / transmigration is fine, but i like action n bl too <333 f
or reference something like tcf or the great mudang saga would make me give you kisses forever pretty please
#ā
ĖĖĖ melonrambles!#begging anyone who sees this#on my knees#ive read too many#but still. i crave more.#I HUNGER.#I AM RAVENOUS.
36 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
Girl Help, I can't stop thinking about Stan's drifter years
#gravity falls#stanley pines#stan pines#mullet stan#tw blood#a ridiculous amount but still#also uuhhh tw nip nop ig#certain angsty fan fics sure aren't helping my case#and yet I crave more#MOOOOOOOOOOORE#send recs if you have any BLS
4K notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
i want yuu to show her spoiled behaviour sometimes (he just went home from long period of duty accompanying malleus)
#twst#twisted wonderland#hhh#sebek zigvolt#twst yuu#twst mc#fanart#thinking how he send u letters when he could and they make u long for him even more#i like to think he is being gently romantic on letters when in real life words come out faster than he think; so#his letters are so tender#a plus if in the end of letter sometimes he describes his craving for u; still in a very tender way; lovingly . . . ; damn
1K notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/d0603ea7be16359b9e5ceb63114c5183/fda5c2e3ad066521-c8/s540x810/322775d78708953e6ffebc7e0ba910de07fba618.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/9838ff45b770143c28a072fc37ee680f/fda5c2e3ad066521-fe/s540x810/006c39e2ba1ec70a4b39b013a9d5bbdb5f827931.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/e5c8bb7dd6eab472050bc7127aa43bb7/fda5c2e3ad066521-6f/s540x810/e0d4fabb8323444fc5244b8e0748790e3848a76d.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/f60a41acd2f727fa45f2ff39b78b8961/fda5c2e3ad066521-d0/s540x810/ceb9623b2c0404f775eac65f30750e7dffe57edd.jpg)
So umā¦ For those who donāt knowā¦ I caved š I got the plush wonderland Rollo-
IT WAS OUT OF SPITE CAUSE NOT ENOUGH PEOPLE FOR ROOKāS INTEREST CHECK TO BE MADE- CALL IT HATE BUYING
Bonus J*ngle B*lls doodle for the select fewā¦
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/929682af0a6180a53853571a4ddbb5e2/fda5c2e3ad066521-8e/s540x810/90642e7b5b64070053a388bfff8c7eb779168256.jpg)
#rook is still my number one-#sometimes I just crave a different dynamic yknow???#ā¦one more week til freedom š„#cat scratches šø#jingle bells šš#twisted wonderland#twst#twst oc#twst rook#rook hunt#twst rollo#rollo flamme#twst yume
702 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
"Yandere x reader twst characters!" "Yandere first years!"
No, I just want a twst au where the first years decide to test how far they can go with insanity with how many horrors they deal with in one school year. Yuu included.
Yuu should act like the leader they were meant to be instead of being just a background piece.
Ace may not have a UM of his own and constantly gets underestimated, but knows how to put his wits and misdirection to good use.
Deuce may be slow when it comes to learning new things and is trying his best to be an honor student to make his mom proud... But he now knows that an honor student doesn't have some other qualities of his and that it can help him in more ways than one.
Jack may be a person who follows his principles well, but maybe,Ā a little bit of personal justice wouldn't hurt.Ā Especially when it comes to his pack.
Epel isn't going back to his old days, he swears! Even if it is tempting sometimes. But ever since he finally started to understand what Vil meant after that conversation with Deuce from VDC, as well as some tips from Yuu... Playing the "poison apple" is quite satisfying once he got used to self-restraint.
Ortho might act optimistic and innocent most of the time because his personality was set to be that of a child, but he's also... very overprotective of those he considers family. He's constantly learning more about the world around him, which also extends to the people he surrounds himself with! So, he shouldn't have much of a problem with... terminating threats to those he cares about. The line between right and wrong is blurry in NRC, after all!
Of course, there's nothing like murder or anything like that!... But the psychological damage/reputation/injuries are enough to scar anyone who goes far enough to do anything funny is quite... unfortunate.
The best-case scenario is when you get spooked enough as a warning! But I don't recommend trying again though. :D
You don't want to be one of the people who are foolish enough to do the same despite having a clear mind, unlike those who Overblotted, do you?
I may or may have not randomly written this after remembering the english lyrics to this song exist.
#twisted wonderland#twst#twst yuu#ace trappola#deuce spade#jack howl#epel felmier#ortho shroud#twst first years#twst mc#firsties centric#twst traumatized first years#Insane firsties twst#im just craving more platonic yandere firsties content tbh#or just twst characters going insane#Crowley's danger levels ^^^#even tho they should've chosen a healthier way to release negative feelings from trauma#OB gang is excused via not dangering people as 'themselves' at the time#we need more of Ace getting his spotlight#Deuce is still best boi#just a bit more unhinged#Jack too tbh#does this count as horror au?#nah we're just ruining them psychologically#dunno what I could've done for Jack's part tho#Octavinelle if there were no shady dealings but just fear and silly hangouts#Spotify
175 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
part 1 of a little comic / art sequence that i've been working on! :D it's part tribute, part experimenting with brushes n colors and trying new thingz :]
| 1 | 2 | 3 | ... |
and thus continues my endless quest of spreading the carrot fics like a plague! if you've seen my art floating around you probs already figured that this au holds a very special place in my heart, forever and always!!
if you haven't heard of it, it's a fic series by @crowned-ladybug called carrot soup!! it made me wish i could speak colors and i need more people to share my struggle xd
go check it out if you're into sweet voice lore and qpr level gayness and just wanna feel warm and soft and warm (hurt/comfort my beloved) <333 there are some heavier themes cos everyone's traumatized but they're working through it! be sure to check the tags and stay safe! <3
#hlvrai#half life vr but the ai is self aware#frenrey#carrots au#<- gotta remember to tag the other ones as well#yippie im so excited to finally start sharing these with people!!!#there will be at least 5 parts in total maybe more idk#i just wanted to illustrate this little snippet of the first fic#maybe i'll draw more of these if i get another vision#i am still trying to work on the animatic so that would probs include most of my visions anyway#i think im gonna post a wip sometime soon just in case i lose interest#also i crave validation and reading people's tags and comments makes me so so so happy!!!><#btw it kinda feels nice posting something like. after a while#cos it's been quite a bit since i finished this first.. part? page? thingy#and it's nice to finally stay out of the whole instant gratification thing#please do still go crazy in the tags tho? if u want?#mkay enough rambling for today i've got things to do#like be cozy n read fanfics n drink water n stuff yk?#all the important thingz#and who knows maybe i'll even make some progress on.. whatever it is that piques my interest today#bye for now!!! take care and have a very orange day <3#art tag or whatever
161 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
Home | Leon S. Kennedy x gn!Reader
ā¾ summary ā¼ Leon just came back from a mission and you missed him.
ā¾ content/warnings ā¼ fluff, canon world, mentions of bruises and cuts, suggestive (MDNI)
ā¾ wc ā¼ 750ish
The sound of muffled thumping coming from Leon's office wakes you up from the sofa where you had fallen asleep on. Instead of the movie you had playing in the background, the TV was off. Now, soft acoustic instrumentals sing through the record player in the corner.
Your eyes pop open as you're suddenly pulled out of your sleepy stupor and sit up quickly. Your neck turns to see the office door ajar, a faint yellow light glowing through the crack.
The blanket you were wrapped in falls to the floor as you stand. With new vigor, you start stepping towards the hopeful light. When you push it open gently, your heart skips a beat.
There he was, Leon currently organizing miscellaneous papers with a wary look on his face. A few day old scratches and bruises mar his pretty face but he was there, and he was whole. At the movement of the door, he looks up. Those blue eyes of his light up at the sight of you.
āHey there, sweetheart. I didn't want to wake you.ā Leon says with a lopsided grin.
You don't say anything. Instead, your face pulls into a large smile as you make your way over to where he sat behind his desk. He knows you well enough to pull away enough so that you can crawl into his lap, allowing you to wrap your arms around his neck and his arm around your waist. You nuzzle into his neck and sigh in relief.
Leon must have just gotten home because he still smelled of blood and sweat and his combat uniform still covered his body. Even the holsters were still in place, though now devoid of weaponry which is no doubt locked up safely in the hidden compartments of his office.
āMiss me?ā Leon chuckles, the low rumble of his voice vibrating against your body. He starts to slowly rub circles on your back in a soothing manner. You nod slowly, wrapping your arms around his neck tighter. As you hold on to him, you can feel him start to organize his mission reports.
Leon had been away for about a few days, which isn't long compared to his other missions, but the importance of the mission had you biting your nails down to the quick and wishing he was home instead. It's not every day when the assignment consists of rescuing the president's daughter in rural Spain.
āHow did it go?ā You eventually get out after a few minutes. Your soft voice comes muffled against his warm skin.
āThe usual. Got my ass handed to me a few times, but I survived.ā Leon jokes, pressing his cheek against your hair.
You pull away a little to be able to see his face better. You inspect every part of it from the side profile, and even more when he looks down at your sleepy face. The bruises were starting to turn yellow and the cuts were scabbed, not as angry red as you imagine they were at the beginning. The little freckles that dot his face, his captivating blue eyes that narrow in focus.
āThank you for coming back to me.ā You whisper softly, raising your hand to touch Leon's cheek. You pull him down until your lips press against his. He smiles into it and puts down the file he was holding so that he can hold on to you instead. He wraps his arms around your waist and pulls you into him as his kiss lingers.
Leon pushes himself away from the desk and stands up, carrying you bridal style effortlessly. As he does, he starts peppering your face with kisses, eliciting quiet giggles from you.
āI missed that sound. I wouldn't leave that for anything in the world.ā Leon mumbles in between each kiss. He starts down the hallway where your shared bedroom lies. You can't help but squirm as your laughs get louder. He heads straight to the bathroom. āWanna know what other noises I missed?ā Leon looks down at you with a smirk.
āLeon!ā You playfully slap his chest. āYou just got home, get cleaned up first.ā You chastise, but you can't help the bright smile.
āOh, I intend to. And you're coming with, baby girl.ā Leon suddenly shifts you so that you're thrown over his shoulder, then he slaps your ass playfully. The bathroom door closes in front of you as Leon kicks it closed.
#this is my first writing for leon#you can tell what my new hyperfixation is when i start writing fanfiction to ease my craving of this man#i will be writing more by the way#leon kennedy#and also i'm still working on porting my other writing as well as the last few requests in my chaotic-on-main inbox#leon s kennedy#resident evil#resident evil 4#x reader#leon kennedy x reader#leon s kennedy x reader#leon posting#leon kennedy fluff#suggestive
372 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
Initial drawings of that old manā¦ I literally, I havenāt finished reading the book of bill yet!!! I had to stop and take a break for a week to feverishly draw fanart of myself petting fords floofy hair and giving him attention and shitā¦!!!! The urge was too greatā¦.!! Iāve literally. I had a crush on this guy the instant he was first REVEALED in the show, but I did not have the artistic prowess to draw good looking old men back thenā¦ but I do nowā¦ thank godā¦ thank fucking god
#gravity falls#ford pines#stanford pines#self ship#self insert#si x canon#it me#doodles#I got a haircut! so my hair looks different now.. as haircuts tend to do lol#anywayā¦ yeahā¦ I LOVE HIMā¦ GRAHHFJH#the confirmation that he rlly is just sad and lonely and insecure and craving attention and validation#OHH FORD BBY.. WE R THE SAME#likeā¦ ghghg i loved him already just w his prickly nerdy outer shell but knowing more about the vulnerable center is GREAT. ITS AWESOME#also hes a smart nerdy guy who can do science and expirements and shit which is ONE OF MY FAVORITE THINGS FOR A CHARACTER TO DO#u kno im all about scientistsā¦.#I couldnāt draw ship art back then 1 cuz I didnāt kno how to draw old men and 2 cuz I was like 13 lolā¦ which would have been wierd#but Iām an ADULT NOW. GET OVER HERE FORD#also it didnāt even rlly cross my mind TO draw that stuff cuz even tho I did love ford#self ship and x reader sorta stuff was not NEARLY as popular back then.. like I specifically remember it like. booming in popularity#at some point. but being pretty rare before that. anyway. thank u passage of time and trends and new gravity falls book for introducing#me back to fictional man I love. so I can now draw myself smooching him and shit#hell yeah.#13 is probably not actually correct I do not remember exactly which year fords reveal was inā¦#but I was probably older then 13.. but still#the point remains lol.#also omg. the bit in the book w the goth moth. āur probably into this sorta thing right?ā#I AM INTO THAT SORTA THING FORD. thank u book of bill for being written specifically @ me. the immersion itās great.#like ur so right ford I AM edgy and goth howād u guess that tee hee. eyelash flutter#aLSO PLS IGNORE MY FINGER BEING IN FRAME IN THE LAST PIC. I was drawing in a tiny bound sketchbook#so I had to hold the paper down to keep it flat. and. I didnāt feel like censoring my fucking. pinkie finger out of the image
156 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
I think the voice of the cold intrests me as a character so much because he's such a real and visceral response to their circumstances. Which is true for all the voices and each is intriguing to dig into in a different way, but this post is about cold the others will get their turn (probably)
Imagine with me, for a second, you've only just learned what it means to exist and you've already been discarded.
You've done everything you were told without question. This is your purpose and you were promised Good at the end of it and you do it and you do it well. Your guide, and authority figure you should be able to trust who is seemingly so much more experienced in this world than you even seems happy with you. You must be doing it right
Then you're abandoned. The only Good for you is an eternity of nothing. The only way you can be Good is to hurt others and to not exist at all.
Wouldn't that leave you empty? Hurt, clawing for something, anything to fill that void. You had Purpose and it turned out to mean nothing, you had a vague promise of Good and it turned out to be nothing.
You can't be Good, can't fulfil that Purpose when all of it means nothing, when you've been lied to and led to be locked in a box for the rest of time. And rather than feel that hurt, you claw it out of yourself with your own two hands, and the same implement you'd used to fulfil your Purpose.
All he wants is that Good he was promised, and to him that's the opposite of that box. It's the opposite of Nothing. It doesn't matter if it hurts him, if it hurts somebody else, if it feels good or feels bad, he just craves something that will make him feel. That will make everything worth it in the end, that will free him from the monotony and inherent stagnation of the situation he's in. What use does he have for morality in pursuit of this? What use is morality in this situation anyway? Where everything is being presented with such grand consequences, where everything is both right and wrong, where these consequences never seem to quite stick for him regardless? So he simply encourages action, in whatever form that may take.
Because it's so much more intresting if it's an active choice. Something is always better than that empty cabin surrounded by nothingness all around he's subconsciously running from. Because cold is most aware of their godly nature, and so is most aware of whats always missing no matter what they do. Who tries to fill that emptiness, first with Purpose then with Action.
For a voice that claims to feel nothing at all a lot of his drive is purely emotional. He wants to be intrested, he wants to be engaged, he wants to feel something even if it hurts. He wants to feel connection to this body the same way the other voices do, and yet criticises them for feeling in that way.
At the core of it all, he wants back what he's lost. And by his very nature he cannot have it.
#slay the princess#stp#stp spoilers#voice of the cold#ill probably talk about more of the voices at somepoint#maybe some of the princesses too...#the opportunities are endless#cold is so facinating to me though#oh to have the Purpose bestowed upon you torn away#to feel that betrayal so deeply#you stop feeling anything at all#to have such a nihilistic perspective of nothing āi do mattersā#this body doesnt matter#but to still crave for it to matter#to still whole heartedly believe the narrators line about being special
135 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
Random urge to draw Tech in a suit so-
#the bad batch#TBB tech#my art#this what happens when I crave a whole season but wasnāt fed much#brain telling me to draw more of him#still trying to get used to it tho#I find I draw him too serious when heās not a chibi#oh I miss him#excuse me#Iām just a simple newbie fan
262 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
"I was gonna say you're like a son to me.. but you're more than that."
"It ain't that complicated!"
How quickly that shoulder pat of comfort turned into a condescending one.
#he makes me feel so emo#this life was never meant for you but your fate was forced#the way dutch (and hosea) talks to arthur like he's stupid will never sit right with me#like they've been by his side over 20 years they KNOW he isn't stupid because if he was he would have been gone a long time ago#not only is arthur incredibly emotionally smart but he's a trained conman vault breaker gunslinger horse rider you name it#the fact that his own adoptive parents break him down like that hurts#it's a manipulation tactic on dutch's end - break your victims self esteem to make them chase your praise and approval#hosea I believe has just gone along with that kind of attitude but in a different way he just likes to jest lightheartedly#arthur doesn't see the difference though and it's understandable but he takes it to heart#the worst part is that hosea sees through his tough guy act and has called arthur out on it#his act is a defence mechanism to protect himself from being too vulnerable - in arthur's mind#and it isn't a sudden thing it's very likely something that has built over the years given the life he has lived#and hosea notices he knows this#but they still jab at arthur#oh it hurts#is he your son dutch? or is he your guard dog? your personal workhorse?#playing through the second time is opening my eyes more and more#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#mick squeaks#mick rants#mick gifs#arthur morgan#dutch van der linde#liveblogging#you guys gotta understand - arthur seeks and longs for dutch's approval he'll never say it but it's the key motive behind his loyalty#and arthur *rejects* dutch's comfort#he doesn't *want* dutch to pat him on the shoulder because he knows dutch is digging them an even deeper hole#he doesn't want that touch he craves#it's so insanely monumental for such a small scene because it shows us how arthur feels without telling us
278 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
im an idiot who thinks about idiots and loves said idiots
lil bonus:
#digital art#my art#fanart#pokemon#pokemon drawing#pokemon art#pokemon fanart#pkmn art#pkmn fanart#pkmn#pokemon scarlet and violet#pokemon scarvi#i need help these two havent left my mind for a good while#i always wanted to make a comic like this w my otps but they took that place now and im glad lmao#yea shes flippin grusha off affectionately#thats probs how their relationship works at first but then they be a bit more lovey#but they still piss eachother off bc couple goals#wedding concept soon??? dunno šš#rika pokemon#pokemon rika#elite four rika#grusha#grusha pokemon#pokemon grusha#gym leader grusha#grusha x rika#permafrostshipping#i am craving content of these two i need more of them please.......
333 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
vampire bats share mouthfuls of blood to other bats theyāre close to if they werenāt able to feed and now i need old vampire!ghost sharing a bloody kiss with fledgling!soap, giving him mouthfuls of blood bc his fresh fangs are too sensitive to bite with
itās been so long since he was turned that ghostās forgotten the deep ache that comes with growing fangs and he almost worries when johnny goes to bite into the meal heās brought him only to whimper and pull back; only the slightest pinpricks of a bite left in the manās neck, barely enough to bring blood to the surface
itās only when johnny whines and massages at his gums that ghost realises his oversight; crooning at his sweet mate in reassurance. heās not upset that he couldnāt feed, at the unintentional rejection of his offering. heāll make the pain stop
ghost pulls the man to his mouth and sinks in his fangs, sucking in a heavy mouthful and drops the now paralysed prey back to his feet; his throat steadily gushing with blood and spilling over his body
he cups johnnyās face, looking into his eyes, teary with pain and hunger, and purses his lips to carefully drip the blood into his mouth. the pain immediately vanishes from his eyes, replaced with pure bliss as he opens his mouth wide; curling his tongue to catch every drop. ghost presses his mouth to his in a hungry, blood-filled kiss; tongues twining together as they share the taste
johnny sucks the last of it from his lips and ghost guides him down to lap at the preyās neck; licking up the blood he was too weak to draw himself. heās ravenous with it, his whole face covered in red as he licks up the spill and suckles at ghostās bite
ghostās filled with an overwhelming pride at having provided for his mate in an even deeper way than just hunting for him. he spilled the blood johnnyās drinking; fed him in the most intimate way their kind knows and heāll do it a hundred times over for his love
#pet peeve time i hate the vampire ālicks a bite to stop it bleedingā trope bc it biologically doesnāt make sense#if anything a vampireās saliva would have an anticoagulant effect to /stop/ a bit from clotting so they can drink more#anyway back to bloody kisses lmao#thinking about the actual biological difference between humans and vampires and how much it would /hurt/ to grow a pair of fangs#like the human mouth isnt meant to have teeth that big or muscles strong enough to to support them#or the increased bite force they need#so not only are they growing new teeth theyre also growing bigger muscles and their mouths are having to adapt to them#that would cause so much pain#you ever grown in a wisdom tooth? it sucks and that nowhere near this level#on top of all that youre also starving and have an unquenchable need to feed#the intimacy of a sire feeding their fledgling from their own mouths#weaning them off their blood but still so dependent on them#and even after johnny can bite and feed on his own he still craves the closeness of being fed from ghosts mouth#and ghost never denies him#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#soapghost#ghostsoap#ghoap#simon ghost riley#ghost cod#john soap mactavish#soap cod#save post#weāre a team. ghost team
188 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
Culture Shock
[First]Ā PrevĀ <ā-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#xiao xingchen#xue yang#a-qing#As I sit here and type out my thoughts I realize that the last panel looks like A-Qing is crushing XY's candy...oops.#she's supposed to be crunching her *own* wrapper for dramatic effect. XY's candy is still in XXC's hand.#Hes still standing there. 180 degrees out of frame. Which is where your heart is! MEANING: XXC is in your heart right now#holding out a little piece of candy that has yet to be taken.#This comic was so close to being on the chopping block. Honestly I'm still not sure I should have kept it in#but I liked this scene a lot*** and tbh the yi-city arc isn't around for much longer. Let them have fun while it lasts.#not to mention I have few opportunities to build up spanish speaking XXC. And we are close to the pay off.#XY is in his 'oh god I need to start learning the basics of this language or I will drown' phases. Lets see how well he does!#***The candy represents so much! It's a symbol of unobtainability! Of comfort and status! Both A-qing and XY crave candy as much as they-#-crave those 'unobtainables'! XY has money to by candy (part of status) but he lacks love and comfort is his life!#So XXC offering them this little piece of candy is more than just a treat! It's a piece of love!#But as sweet as candy is....it cannot last....#(this also makes the scene where XY disrupts A-Qing's comfort by offering candy very interesting to analyze)
1K notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
what i like the most about that slight eun-ho's pov revelation is that even he himself felt he had enough on his plate that the idea of liking someone sounded unimaginable; how despite so he found himself gradually falling for ji-yoon to the point of no return and, maybe the best point taken of all, how love can take someone off guard and left one's defenseless, even in an outwardly collected person like eun-ho
42 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
some of u will not understand this and thatās okay but in my mindās eye suguru is a selfish lover in a sweet way and satoru is a selfless lover in a sad way
#trusting this post to cross the dashes of the right people#i know some of you will get meā¦ā¦#ITāS LIKE#suguru loves . very selfishly.#he chooses who to love and how to love them very selectively#he cares for you deeply and tends to you always but sometimes itās almost more about him than you#because he NEEDS to see you happy. he needs to take care of you#itās less of a want and more of a craving#itās important that his selfishness is sweet but itās still . selfishness#if that makes sense#i think gojo is more detached and sad in the sense that he wants to see you happy#he wants you to be the happiest you can be#and if he doesnāt think he can give you that heāll keep his distance.#suguru would probably still cling to you even knowing heās not enoughā¦#idk :ā) iām thinking about them today#i love my boys#ari noises ā©
121 notes
Ā·
View notes