#but still. i crave more.
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mondaymelon Ā· 1 year ago
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hihi, deleting later but can anyone give me some tasty manhwa recommendations? historial romance / transmigration is fine, but i like action n bl too <333 f
or reference something like tcf or the great mudang saga would make me give you kisses forever pretty please
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cartoonsinthemorning Ā· 5 months ago
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Girl Help, I can't stop thinking about Stan's drifter years
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ryllen Ā· 11 months ago
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i want yuu to show her spoiled behaviour sometimes (he just went home from long period of duty accompanying malleus)
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robo-milky Ā· 8 months ago
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So umā€¦ For those who donā€™t knowā€¦ I caved šŸ˜” I got the plush wonderland Rollo-
IT WAS OUT OF SPITE CAUSE NOT ENOUGH PEOPLE FOR ROOKā€™S INTEREST CHECK TO BE MADE- CALL IT HATE BUYING
Bonus J*ngle B*lls doodle for the select fewā€¦
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3lliesan Ā· 3 months ago
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"Yandere x reader twst characters!" "Yandere first years!"
No, I just want a twst au where the first years decide to test how far they can go with insanity with how many horrors they deal with in one school year. Yuu included.
Yuu should act like the leader they were meant to be instead of being just a background piece.
Ace may not have a UM of his own and constantly gets underestimated, but knows how to put his wits and misdirection to good use.
Deuce may be slow when it comes to learning new things and is trying his best to be an honor student to make his mom proud... But he now knows that an honor student doesn't have some other qualities of his and that it can help him in more ways than one.
Jack may be a person who follows his principles well, but maybe,Ā a little bit of personal justice wouldn't hurt.Ā Especially when it comes to his pack.
Epel isn't going back to his old days, he swears! Even if it is tempting sometimes. But ever since he finally started to understand what Vil meant after that conversation with Deuce from VDC, as well as some tips from Yuu... Playing the "poison apple" is quite satisfying once he got used to self-restraint.
Ortho might act optimistic and innocent most of the time because his personality was set to be that of a child, but he's also... very overprotective of those he considers family. He's constantly learning more about the world around him, which also extends to the people he surrounds himself with! So, he shouldn't have much of a problem with... terminating threats to those he cares about. The line between right and wrong is blurry in NRC, after all!
Of course, there's nothing like murder or anything like that!... But the psychological damage/reputation/injuries are enough to scar anyone who goes far enough to do anything funny is quite... unfortunate.
The best-case scenario is when you get spooked enough as a warning! But I don't recommend trying again though. :D
You don't want to be one of the people who are foolish enough to do the same despite having a clear mind, unlike those who Overblotted, do you?
I may or may have not randomly written this after remembering the english lyrics to this song exist.
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amogus-real-not-clickbait Ā· 3 months ago
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part 1 of a little comic / art sequence that i've been working on! :D it's part tribute, part experimenting with brushes n colors and trying new thingz :]
| 1 | 2 | 3 | ... |
and thus continues my endless quest of spreading the carrot fics like a plague! if you've seen my art floating around you probs already figured that this au holds a very special place in my heart, forever and always!!
if you haven't heard of it, it's a fic series by @crowned-ladybug called carrot soup!! it made me wish i could speak colors and i need more people to share my struggle xd
go check it out if you're into sweet voice lore and qpr level gayness and just wanna feel warm and soft and warm (hurt/comfort my beloved) <333 there are some heavier themes cos everyone's traumatized but they're working through it! be sure to check the tags and stay safe! <3
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spicerackofblorbos Ā· 1 year ago
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Home | Leon S. Kennedy x gn!Reader
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ā˜¾ summary āž¼ Leon just came back from a mission and you missed him.
ā˜¾ content/warnings āž¼ fluff, canon world, mentions of bruises and cuts, suggestive (MDNI)
ā˜¾ wc āž¼ 750ish
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The sound of muffled thumping coming from Leon's office wakes you up from the sofa where you had fallen asleep on. Instead of the movie you had playing in the background, the TV was off. Now, soft acoustic instrumentals sing through the record player in the corner.
Your eyes pop open as you're suddenly pulled out of your sleepy stupor and sit up quickly. Your neck turns to see the office door ajar, a faint yellow light glowing through the crack.
The blanket you were wrapped in falls to the floor as you stand. With new vigor, you start stepping towards the hopeful light. When you push it open gently, your heart skips a beat.
There he was, Leon currently organizing miscellaneous papers with a wary look on his face. A few day old scratches and bruises mar his pretty face but he was there, and he was whole. At the movement of the door, he looks up. Those blue eyes of his light up at the sight of you.
ā€œHey there, sweetheart. I didn't want to wake you.ā€ Leon says with a lopsided grin.
You don't say anything. Instead, your face pulls into a large smile as you make your way over to where he sat behind his desk. He knows you well enough to pull away enough so that you can crawl into his lap, allowing you to wrap your arms around his neck and his arm around your waist. You nuzzle into his neck and sigh in relief.
Leon must have just gotten home because he still smelled of blood and sweat and his combat uniform still covered his body. Even the holsters were still in place, though now devoid of weaponry which is no doubt locked up safely in the hidden compartments of his office.
ā€œMiss me?ā€ Leon chuckles, the low rumble of his voice vibrating against your body. He starts to slowly rub circles on your back in a soothing manner. You nod slowly, wrapping your arms around his neck tighter. As you hold on to him, you can feel him start to organize his mission reports.
Leon had been away for about a few days, which isn't long compared to his other missions, but the importance of the mission had you biting your nails down to the quick and wishing he was home instead. It's not every day when the assignment consists of rescuing the president's daughter in rural Spain.
ā€œHow did it go?ā€ You eventually get out after a few minutes. Your soft voice comes muffled against his warm skin.
ā€œThe usual. Got my ass handed to me a few times, but I survived.ā€ Leon jokes, pressing his cheek against your hair.
You pull away a little to be able to see his face better. You inspect every part of it from the side profile, and even more when he looks down at your sleepy face. The bruises were starting to turn yellow and the cuts were scabbed, not as angry red as you imagine they were at the beginning. The little freckles that dot his face, his captivating blue eyes that narrow in focus.
ā€œThank you for coming back to me.ā€ You whisper softly, raising your hand to touch Leon's cheek. You pull him down until your lips press against his. He smiles into it and puts down the file he was holding so that he can hold on to you instead. He wraps his arms around your waist and pulls you into him as his kiss lingers.
Leon pushes himself away from the desk and stands up, carrying you bridal style effortlessly. As he does, he starts peppering your face with kisses, eliciting quiet giggles from you.
ā€œI missed that sound. I wouldn't leave that for anything in the world.ā€ Leon mumbles in between each kiss. He starts down the hallway where your shared bedroom lies. You can't help but squirm as your laughs get louder. He heads straight to the bathroom. ā€œWanna know what other noises I missed?ā€ Leon looks down at you with a smirk.
ā€œLeon!ā€ You playfully slap his chest. ā€œYou just got home, get cleaned up first.ā€ You chastise, but you can't help the bright smile.
ā€œOh, I intend to. And you're coming with, baby girl.ā€ Leon suddenly shifts you so that you're thrown over his shoulder, then he slaps your ass playfully. The bathroom door closes in front of you as Leon kicks it closed.
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pepperpixel Ā· 5 months ago
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Initial drawings of that old manā€¦ I literally, I havenā€™t finished reading the book of bill yet!!! I had to stop and take a break for a week to feverishly draw fanart of myself petting fords floofy hair and giving him attention and shitā€¦!!!! The urge was too greatā€¦.!! Iā€™ve literally. I had a crush on this guy the instant he was first REVEALED in the show, but I did not have the artistic prowess to draw good looking old men back thenā€¦ but I do nowā€¦ thank godā€¦ thank fucking god
#gravity falls#ford pines#stanford pines#self ship#self insert#si x canon#it me#doodles#I got a haircut! so my hair looks different now.. as haircuts tend to do lol#anywayā€¦ yeahā€¦ I LOVE HIMā€¦ GRAHHFJH#the confirmation that he rlly is just sad and lonely and insecure and craving attention and validation#OHH FORD BBY.. WE R THE SAME#likeā€¦ ghghg i loved him already just w his prickly nerdy outer shell but knowing more about the vulnerable center is GREAT. ITS AWESOME#also hes a smart nerdy guy who can do science and expirements and shit which is ONE OF MY FAVORITE THINGS FOR A CHARACTER TO DO#u kno im all about scientistsā€¦.#I couldnā€™t draw ship art back then 1 cuz I didnā€™t kno how to draw old men and 2 cuz I was like 13 lolā€¦ which would have been wierd#but Iā€™m an ADULT NOW. GET OVER HERE FORD#also it didnā€™t even rlly cross my mind TO draw that stuff cuz even tho I did love ford#self ship and x reader sorta stuff was not NEARLY as popular back then.. like I specifically remember it like. booming in popularity#at some point. but being pretty rare before that. anyway. thank u passage of time and trends and new gravity falls book for introducing#me back to fictional man I love. so I can now draw myself smooching him and shit#hell yeah.#13 is probably not actually correct I do not remember exactly which year fords reveal was inā€¦#but I was probably older then 13.. but still#the point remains lol.#also omg. the bit in the book w the goth moth. ā€˜ur probably into this sorta thing right?ā€™#I AM INTO THAT SORTA THING FORD. thank u book of bill for being written specifically @ me. the immersion itā€™s great.#like ur so right ford I AM edgy and goth howā€™d u guess that tee hee. eyelash flutter#aLSO PLS IGNORE MY FINGER BEING IN FRAME IN THE LAST PIC. I was drawing in a tiny bound sketchbook#so I had to hold the paper down to keep it flat. and. I didnā€™t feel like censoring my fucking. pinkie finger out of the image
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perpetuallyscreamingbird Ā· 23 days ago
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I think the voice of the cold intrests me as a character so much because he's such a real and visceral response to their circumstances. Which is true for all the voices and each is intriguing to dig into in a different way, but this post is about cold the others will get their turn (probably)
Imagine with me, for a second, you've only just learned what it means to exist and you've already been discarded.
You've done everything you were told without question. This is your purpose and you were promised Good at the end of it and you do it and you do it well. Your guide, and authority figure you should be able to trust who is seemingly so much more experienced in this world than you even seems happy with you. You must be doing it right
Then you're abandoned. The only Good for you is an eternity of nothing. The only way you can be Good is to hurt others and to not exist at all.
Wouldn't that leave you empty? Hurt, clawing for something, anything to fill that void. You had Purpose and it turned out to mean nothing, you had a vague promise of Good and it turned out to be nothing.
You can't be Good, can't fulfil that Purpose when all of it means nothing, when you've been lied to and led to be locked in a box for the rest of time. And rather than feel that hurt, you claw it out of yourself with your own two hands, and the same implement you'd used to fulfil your Purpose.
All he wants is that Good he was promised, and to him that's the opposite of that box. It's the opposite of Nothing. It doesn't matter if it hurts him, if it hurts somebody else, if it feels good or feels bad, he just craves something that will make him feel. That will make everything worth it in the end, that will free him from the monotony and inherent stagnation of the situation he's in. What use does he have for morality in pursuit of this? What use is morality in this situation anyway? Where everything is being presented with such grand consequences, where everything is both right and wrong, where these consequences never seem to quite stick for him regardless? So he simply encourages action, in whatever form that may take.
Because it's so much more intresting if it's an active choice. Something is always better than that empty cabin surrounded by nothingness all around he's subconsciously running from. Because cold is most aware of their godly nature, and so is most aware of whats always missing no matter what they do. Who tries to fill that emptiness, first with Purpose then with Action.
For a voice that claims to feel nothing at all a lot of his drive is purely emotional. He wants to be intrested, he wants to be engaged, he wants to feel something even if it hurts. He wants to feel connection to this body the same way the other voices do, and yet criticises them for feeling in that way.
At the core of it all, he wants back what he's lost. And by his very nature he cannot have it.
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timethehobo Ā· 9 months ago
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Random urge to draw Tech in a suit so-
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arthursfuckinghat Ā· 11 months ago
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"I was gonna say you're like a son to me.. but you're more than that."
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"It ain't that complicated!"
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How quickly that shoulder pat of comfort turned into a condescending one.
#he makes me feel so emo#this life was never meant for you but your fate was forced#the way dutch (and hosea) talks to arthur like he's stupid will never sit right with me#like they've been by his side over 20 years they KNOW he isn't stupid because if he was he would have been gone a long time ago#not only is arthur incredibly emotionally smart but he's a trained conman vault breaker gunslinger horse rider you name it#the fact that his own adoptive parents break him down like that hurts#it's a manipulation tactic on dutch's end - break your victims self esteem to make them chase your praise and approval#hosea I believe has just gone along with that kind of attitude but in a different way he just likes to jest lightheartedly#arthur doesn't see the difference though and it's understandable but he takes it to heart#the worst part is that hosea sees through his tough guy act and has called arthur out on it#his act is a defence mechanism to protect himself from being too vulnerable - in arthur's mind#and it isn't a sudden thing it's very likely something that has built over the years given the life he has lived#and hosea notices he knows this#but they still jab at arthur#oh it hurts#is he your son dutch? or is he your guard dog? your personal workhorse?#playing through the second time is opening my eyes more and more#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#mick squeaks#mick rants#mick gifs#arthur morgan#dutch van der linde#liveblogging#you guys gotta understand - arthur seeks and longs for dutch's approval he'll never say it but it's the key motive behind his loyalty#and arthur *rejects* dutch's comfort#he doesn't *want* dutch to pat him on the shoulder because he knows dutch is digging them an even deeper hole#he doesn't want that touch he craves#it's so insanely monumental for such a small scene because it shows us how arthur feels without telling us
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kogglyuffs Ā· 9 months ago
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im an idiot who thinks about idiots and loves said idiots
lil bonus:
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s0fter-sin Ā· 10 months ago
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vampire bats share mouthfuls of blood to other bats theyā€™re close to if they werenā€™t able to feed and now i need old vampire!ghost sharing a bloody kiss with fledgling!soap, giving him mouthfuls of blood bc his fresh fangs are too sensitive to bite with
itā€™s been so long since he was turned that ghostā€™s forgotten the deep ache that comes with growing fangs and he almost worries when johnny goes to bite into the meal heā€™s brought him only to whimper and pull back; only the slightest pinpricks of a bite left in the manā€™s neck, barely enough to bring blood to the surface
itā€™s only when johnny whines and massages at his gums that ghost realises his oversight; crooning at his sweet mate in reassurance. heā€™s not upset that he couldnā€™t feed, at the unintentional rejection of his offering. heā€™ll make the pain stop
ghost pulls the man to his mouth and sinks in his fangs, sucking in a heavy mouthful and drops the now paralysed prey back to his feet; his throat steadily gushing with blood and spilling over his body
he cups johnnyā€™s face, looking into his eyes, teary with pain and hunger, and purses his lips to carefully drip the blood into his mouth. the pain immediately vanishes from his eyes, replaced with pure bliss as he opens his mouth wide; curling his tongue to catch every drop. ghost presses his mouth to his in a hungry, blood-filled kiss; tongues twining together as they share the taste
johnny sucks the last of it from his lips and ghost guides him down to lap at the preyā€™s neck; licking up the blood he was too weak to draw himself. heā€™s ravenous with it, his whole face covered in red as he licks up the spill and suckles at ghostā€™s bite
ghostā€™s filled with an overwhelming pride at having provided for his mate in an even deeper way than just hunting for him. he spilled the blood johnnyā€™s drinking; fed him in the most intimate way their kind knows and heā€™ll do it a hundred times over for his love
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poorly-drawn-mdzs Ā· 2 years ago
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Culture Shock
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unguarded-castle Ā· 16 days ago
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what i like the most about that slight eun-ho's pov revelation is that even he himself felt he had enough on his plate that the idea of liking someone sounded unimaginable; how despite so he found himself gradually falling for ji-yoon to the point of no return and, maybe the best point taken of all, how love can take someone off guard and left one's defenseless, even in an outwardly collected person like eun-ho
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twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat Ā· 6 months ago
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some of u will not understand this and thatā€™s okay but in my mindā€™s eye suguru is a selfish lover in a sweet way and satoru is a selfless lover in a sad way
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