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laufire · 10 months ago

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you gotta admire the commitment genre creators have when it comes to using black people as the stand in for the bigot in their allegories of racism (or gay people in their allegories of homophobia). I very much doubt a single person went to them and praised them for how smart and revolutionary and NEVER DONE BEFORE these storylines are (less due to enlightment than to indifference, probably). yet they keep at it.

#this is about #charles pike #but also about gordon in spn and bill in tvd #and many such examples añldskfjaf #i will concede that pike is different than gordon in this regard #(i liked gordon a lot but i credit the actor more than the writing for that one)#but still it's hmmmm. something.#then we eventually get to lincoln's murder and how the timing of it related to real world events and we're again entering a really shitty t #stacked100 #talking to the void #my thoughts #t100 thoughts #the 100 3x04 #the 100 #bitter lau tag

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vagueconfusion · 8 months ago

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Feeling real ridiculous for not having realized that Baron's "stark father" was the Nightmare King until now

#dimension 20 #fantasy high #fhjy spoilers #also #love cassandra's gender situation going on here tbh #hell of an episode. i am totally normal about it (they are in fact. not normal about it at all.)#am willing to explain my thought process here if need be #there is a slight temptation to write something about the possible relation between cassandra and baron now though #did cassandra know that was where baron was like she could always summon kalina?#the creator and creation (the thing you made at your worst)#father and son (you can barely sustain yourself. let alone others)#you were once a god and then you weren't and you made this being and now you are a god again and it still exists #hmmmm #hm!#things to think. thoughts to ponder.#sorry i keep adding tags. i keep having Thoughts

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sforzesco · 6 months ago

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I love how much Lucullus can't stand Pompey, and also this

Pompey the Great: A Political Biography, Robin Seager

with something from this thrown in for extra flavor

Crassus and Pompey, on the other hand, ridiculed Lucullus for giving himself up to pleasure and extravagance, as if a luxurious life were not even more unsuitable to men of his years than political and military activities.

Plutarch, Lucullus

⭐ places I’m at! bsky / pixiv / pillowfort /cohost / cara.app / tip jar!

#there were going to be more citations for fun and whimsy but the laptop im borrowing can't handle running any kind of applications #right now and ctrl+f searching in a browser/webpage is also taking quite literally forever so I'm DONE for tonight. i need #to lay face down on the floor and scream for a minute #whining aside. i was watching etiquette for mistresses because i thought it was going to be something else than what it ended up being #but the title slaps and im thinking. hmmmm. thoughts. sulla's nightmare collection of fucked up guys. as a kabitserye type thing #which i will be fully honest. kind of doing that anyway. but i mean REALLY lean into it. embrace it.#they would all be SO awful it would be SO good. 200 episode drama material #komiks tag #lucius licinius lucullus #marcus licinius crassus #gnaeus pompeius magnus #roman republic tag #drawing tag #tris homines #ACTUALLY ANOTHER UNRELATED THING. pompey's whole thing about trying to get the upperhand over crassus #but when milo kills clodius he throws out milo. which honestly. that's about other things. but still! symbolically! it's something!#i'll unravel that thought later

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nenoname · 3 months ago

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still love how the book starts out with stan beating up the statue and taking ford's discarded one dollar bills and then ends with stan completely destroying bill and ripping up money just to spite him

#gravity falls #stanley pines #book of bill #when bill directly taunted the reader before about how they wouldnt rip up a note......#im so curious if stan was hiding details about the version of the BoB that was shown to him....#like the ripped up note and the coded message to ford might just be stan being stan but im still going hmmmm #oh also bill flat out saying ominous stuff in the poem too lmao #especially when we know how much bill hates him like what would he say to stan with that direct connection of the book??#he knows that money isnt that important to him he literally made that offer when stan was about to kill him #also im still so fond of how the wheel of shame is a website thing #cos that level of interactivity vs just flipping pages on a book #where you don't even see the wheel immediately and need to keep spamming stan's name #to even see that page in the first place #that you have to discover that you can poke and prod and keep pushing bill's sore spot and keep doing it until he finally breaks down #and then gives us something that directly contrasts with the axolotl's poem #anyway thats it im making my bill+stan tag #two sides of the same dollar bill

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averlym · 1 year ago

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fairest of the fair

#hi! im alive and back and etc.#six the musical #six the musical fanart #katherine howard #thinking of that post going 'i think eventually you become the person you needed most' and like maybe that's the thing with my art #this started out as a redraw and <improvement meme> i think i've finally reached the stage where i'm making the things that my younger self #aspired to create. like i can do this now! i've reached That level of technical skill! tiny me would be so proud. it's very gratifying #redraw from august this year actually. i've made a surprising amount of improvement HAHA maybe it was the adamandi stuff getting me #back into digital rendering. i think that obsession has quietly slipped away but yknow. one never truly leaves a fandom. just less intensit #also speaking of old fandoms! we're back with the six stuff haha. as of writing i'm in the midst of blog revamp- figuring out how to chill #multifandom status doesn't mean ditch all the old stuff ! but i do feel much freer and less stressed. i think hiatus has been good for me #notes on this piece particularly: redraw about cutting hair and thinking of the lyric above. also lowkey &j ref + pinterest poem excerpts #of female suffering. and maybe a dash of amanda heng let's walk inspo. this work is really just full of contradictions..#1. the mirror and cutting hair as an act of self liberation 2. the & is part of the lyric but also a nod to &j (in another iteration it was #pink but the white looked better) and like. &j is really all !!! girl power!!! etc. and i was like hmmmm. also matching pink shiny aes #3. the frame as a cage; the mirror as a self reflection idea (ie. saville's propped insp) but also as a sign of vanity. 4. sparkly costume #and pretty pose- read one too many poems about women feeling like they have to be pretty even in their suffering. something i wanted to #explore. and also in 5. the show itself... all you wanna do is. despite all the dancing and pink and sparkly the content of the song is #darker. and even though it's a story of her suffering it's still presented as a shiny fun pop song and ajshdhfhfh ok... 6. the lyrics fall #outside the frame. sort of a caught inbetween. sort of a trapped in the narrative and yet #within the frame it's all. vaguely handwavy breaking free vibes. like i said contradictions?#7. cutting off the long ponytail vs the pull my hair lyric at the end. yeah #8. the blocked off & looks a bit like scissors. positioned to cut right at the neck #anyways yeah irl remains hectic! but if i get around to more doodles they'll appear here :)

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cuntstable · 8 months ago

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its like if youre gonna use sa as a repeat Thing that happens in your story, thats more or less an inescabable thing for the characters (particularily women) in it then one would hope you as the author would have like something to say about the subject. like maybe a point to make about it or the lasting trauma of it or the process of recovering from it. if the characters it keeps happening to just sort of freak out and then move on OR their struggles with it are off screen while the actual assault was shown in full detail then idk. is it worth putting in there? death and hell on you as a writer

#its like. hmmmm. how do i say this with out people getting mad. im even like more forgiving Personally of stories that do overuse sa and do #misshandle it at times that still OCCASIONALLY or Generally have like something insightful or compassionate to say about survivors and the #aftermath of that trauma. like even something like berserk for example #but when has ARAKI ever ever in his life written something compassionate and insightful in regards to sa. even fugos backstory which is lik #the bare minumum wasnt written by him. like its just a Thing he throws at WOMEN and goes anyway lets move on #the same way he throws idk. getting beat up by bullies at men. like hey i dont think he understands the difference…

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angeart · 1 month ago

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Boatem Circus.... Thoughts cycling through my head about your Wonderful au. These thoughts might not make sense but. You're cool!

I think what breaks me the most (at this moment) /pos is that Scar, when he built up the circus with his own two hands, after coming from wherever he had come from, had to teach himself how to bring salvation to others. How to show others safety and warmth and show them that things would be okay. He had to teach himself first how to take care of others. And then after elegy he realizes that everything he taught himself can be like- applied to him, too, because he's not alone anymore and the others are gonna show him and teach him and save him and it's so 🥹 love. Found family. Yummy.

(Also while I'm here 👉👈, am I allowed to ask who the very first person to join Scar's circus was or is that like spoilers-?) hope you have a lovely night and day

boatem circus!! 💕

you are so very right about scar. he didn't have other people show him kindness, but he still decided to extend it to others. he had to learn, and by doing so, he wasn't even aware he's teaching the others too!

and gosh when they turn it around on him 🥺 my heart.

found family!!! i love boatem circus crew found family so so so much.

you are allowed to ask! it's not a secret or a spoiler or anything! it just genuinely wasn't something i had figured out, but your question prompted me to go bug stiff and i think we got it now :3c ...

the order in which people joined the circus*:

scar > impulse > gem > jimmy > ren > pearl > cleo & doc (separately but at around the same time) > mumbo > joel > grian > [events of elegy] > skizz > tango > ???

... so. impulse. our beloved impulse was first.

he was running away from some people and he hid at where scar was building stuff. and scar came across him, with his typical "well hello there :J"

and impulse was scared! and he could've lashed out with fire in his fear. but— he didn't. (he is a teddy bear and genuinely doesn't want to hurt anyone, ever.) (there might be a backstory buried there that makes elegy so much worse :3c just saying)

he wasn't used to people regarding him without fear. he wasn't used to being just... accepted. or to be allowed to stay anywhere. he actually fully expected that's what the rest of his life will be: endless wandering, being chased off, forever running away. and yet.

and yet.

scar offers him a place to stay. so easily. as if it didn't cost him anything.

#ange answers #boatem circus au #found family #* the exact order of everyone joining might still be a subject to change #as not all of the backstories are fleshed out and ready yet #for example i'm blanking out on ideas for... i think ren doc joel and pearl rn #and only have scraps for some of the others #tango i also don't know what to do with #don't exactly want another fire themed hybrid after this whole disaster hmmmm #maybe cold fire or ice or something?#the list tapers off after tango but if u have any ideas for other people you'd love to see #and what kind of hybrids you might want them to be #feel free to throw it at me!!!#:3 #also there's something to be said about how impulse experienced people fearing him for what he is his whole life right?#but not at the circus #not there #(.... not until grian)#i made it angstier oops #sorry impy #anyway yeah feel free to ask anything!#some questions might not have answers yet but you can always give it a shot

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triglycercule · 4 months ago

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so dust keeps his hood up to keep dust out of his face (kinda dumb reason because what is a hood gonna do???) but what about horror keeping his hood up to cover up that nasty head hole. what about horror with the classic "dust hoodie shadow" over his head so he can cover up that eye that isn't his.

dust has the privilege of looking mostly similar to classic and even being able to just have normal white eyelights but horror doesn't. he's stuck with the giant crack in his head and eyes that are permanently fucked up. he'd probably hate that there's a permanent reminder of un(dick)dyne's robbery of his eye and the fact that he can PHYSICALLY never go back to just being sans. so he wears the hood to cover it up because he doesn't wanna see it.

also it would look kinsa cool like dust's red and cyan eyes peeking out from the shade but instead it's this giant big red eye constantly staring at you from under the shade. idk just an idea

#horror sans #dust sans #og my god ny spelling is abbysmal jesus #qhen you break a nail and yiur hand has to adhust its muscle memory to acciunt for no nail #god horrordyst vraunrrot is real.... i love hirrirdust STOP!!!! stip consuming my breain your freaks #with everyone else making killer content that means i don't have to think about him 24/7 #and then i can think of horrir and dust more...m. teeehehee #hirrir would kill to have dust's lyxury of looking fairly normal #he gets pissed when dust still keeps his hood up with the white eyeelights because why is he acting as if he has something to hide #dust lioks NORMAL and horritr doesnt. so why hide your face when he's really the one with the permanent fucking mark of clearly not classic #murder time trio #bad sans gang #bad sanses #nightmare's gang #what tricule tag category does this go in hmmmm hmmmm #tricule hc

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wraithsoutlaws · 6 days ago

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i am thinking about dum dum using echolocation again 🙂‍↕️

#lil bat.........#i just like that idea so much kdmxjddjdkmd #like he can get really aggressive headaches from his optics so he still has means to see even when he needs to shut them off #prolly has some built in tech that produces the noise on a very specific frequency synced with his cyberware that others can't hear #dagger likes to test it he always thinks he can sneak on him. fails every time 😔✌️#also. dragula having an affinity for bats hmmmm. this means something...

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perenlop · 3 months ago

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kinda wanna switch my creative attention from starfall to something else tbh. feel like ive been in a stump with it for a pretty long while and i keep going over the same scenes in my head rather than getting ideas for new ones.

#might shift my focus to either my (potential) gti/psmd adaptation or my nuzlocke. although ive been kinda unmotivated to play through #the latter #im at the part in hgss where i get dangerously close to getting bored and ditching the run #buuut these are also stories where the basic outline is already there #which is good practice for when the creative juices just arent flowing like i want them to #idk i kinda wanna get to posting actual stuff #echoed voice #but also my brains still in autism mode for my pmd ocs hmmmm #also gotta pick if i wanna adapt gti or psmd #ik i can do both... but idk #psmd is the one i have more ideas for in terms of changes and themes... but gti is also one id like to delve more into #a pmd2 comic might also be fun bc thats my favorite but like. lots of people are already doing that slkdfjksldf i wanna do something differ #different

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teddybeartoji · 27 days ago

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okay i need to go and find smth to eat now i think i'm done with the asks for today everybody cheers yay

#i still have . so many #hsadhgsadhghsadashhgq #mickey accomplished something very easy everybody cheers #lmao #anyway yeah i eat now and then . we'll see #maybe game maybe write #hmmmm #mayor of loserville

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abrielarnold · 11 months ago

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2023 Art Summary

I'm a Graphic Designer by Trade, but an art nerd at heart.

I like to make fanfic fanart, and once a year or so I'll try a daily drawing challenge.

✨ my carrd

✨ my ko-fi (shop/ commissions)

links to each piece below!

jan | feb | mar | apr

may | jun | jul | aug

sep | oct | nov | dec

#2023 art summary #abrielart #(wow i really like making the subject the same colour as the background. hmmmm.)#this is my first time making one of these!#i didn't know if i had completed something every month #but i did! woo! (i also found out that i drew a Lot in april and may #and have a few wips that i still want to finish... next year hopefully!)#experimenting with pinned posts continues...

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mariemariemaria · 11 months ago

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Does anybody else feel like mental health awareness has done very little to help them in material reality

#i was gonna say done nothing to help but that seemed too harsh #like there definitely is more knowledge about it now. maybe more people feel comfortable speaking about it which is good #but personally i don't feel that. like idk. workplaces will post about mental health awareness and then do nothing to help employees #the same w universities. my uni cut back the already meager mental health support #and then the government is doing absolutely fuck all as well #like idk im just back in a place i thought id gotten out of long ago and i still don't feel comfortable talking about it with people #maybe that's a me problem or maybe it's cultural or something idk. but in the 10 years ive been depressed (🫠) i don't think it's gotten a #whole lot better. teenagers are still dealing with the same shit i did and they're still not being taken seriously #women's mental health is not even spoken about.....anxiety depression sh eds etc are still ignored or seen as hysterical behaviour in women #or just normal esp with disordered eating. society hasn't changed people still want women to be stick thin and weak #like i know 10 years is a short time and there has been massive improvements in mh awareness if we look back over the past 50+ years #but idk i just think that it hasn't gotten better for a lot of people #i think specifically of belfast and like god. the amount of trauma there is the amount of homelessness the amount of substance abuse #drug abuse in particular that has gotten visibly worse over the past decade or so*#and i connect the dots n see the 2008 recession + a tory gov defunding the nhs + dehumanisation of homeless people & addicts + the troubles #+ ptsd + generational trauma + a negative peace + classism + paramilitary drug dealers + parties linked to those paramilitaries #and its like hmmmm i think we live in a society. and a mental health approach based on individual actions like journaling and meditation #isn't the way to go. or at least is not the be all and end all which is what a lot of mental health awareness raising seems to promote #*visibly worse on the streets. it was always a problem ofc but even a decade ago my parents never imagined it would be as bad as it is now #and it's become so normalised. i do think there's less individualism here than there seems to be elsewhere which can be good and can be bad #but i think we are becoming more and more individualistic. slowly. there's still a sense of community here but i do think it's changing #and callousness towards homeless people is one of the most obvious examples of this.#love when i put a wee asterisk in the tags of a post. like i have A Lot To Say lol

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bakafurai · 1 year ago

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Remembered someone saying that Desuhiko blushes when Yuma says he's impressed with him in his 3rd Gumshoe Gab and I thought "they don't mean that literally right?"

Well.