#but sometimes that leaves me with only understanding sex thru fanfic and that being my only way to like. think it through
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ok i wrote this and drafted it and now im rewriting it, it just sounds fucking stupid but whatever anyway i need to stop like. moral freakouts over fanfiction. like i know why i do that it's a long story but it's kinda fucking asinine to be like, mare you read m rated fic abt rpf what is wrong w you. when its like. i think i know where my morals are because i live with myself and also like i do activelyy important things as a human. which isnts like a bragging point but more like... yeah man im not pulling up to the community potluck w folks i work with and people going like rate 1-10 how ethical your fic reading is we're like trying not to get people evicted like we dont really gaf. this is stupid and a bad example i dont really know how to explain what i mean
#neg#im kinda skirting the issue to explain the issue does this make sense#idk. lately i think abt the fact that fanfiction is like the only way im able to process a lot of the messier parts of like#s. trauma b/c like. obviously i process a lot by talking about it out loud but we don't really live in a society that loves that#snt that weird. like. i dont know. i have so many fucking thoughts abt being a victim of s trauma and where that leaves me#but sometimes that leaves me with only understanding sex thru fanfic and that being my only way to like. think it through#and it feels fucking embarrassing when youre in college and you try to be transparent about that but like#shit's hard right like. sorry im not getting field experiments in blowing or fucking im trying not to kill myself#<- that's actually bars im ngl#suicide joke#does this make sense. i feel insane when i talk about this always but thats such a me thing too
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BTS fanfic rec
I’ve been reading a lot and I feel like I should share some masterpieces with you!
You Stir up a McFlurry in My Heart - yoonkook
Summary:
Jungkook is completely and utterly screwed the moment he develops a crush on the voice behind the McDonald’s Drive Thru speaker.
to whom it may concern - vmin (this is literally the best vmin fic I’ve read in like forever?)
Summary:
Taehyung believes in soulmates. He believes in soulmates to the moon and back, with the sort of fervor reserved for children and lunatics.
Jimin believes in soulmates. He’s just not sure he wants his.
Just Casually - taekook (Boo is like great at making my heart feel things, their works are total masterpieces)
Summary:
Two super chill boys be super chill together.
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For those who are cold and need something warm to cuddle up with. For those, like me, who are warm and need something relatable during the winter.
Wherefore Art Thou Romeo? - taekook
Summary:
In a neighborhood where the Kims and the Jeons are mortal enemies (or at least make plenty of disparaging comments about the others' lawns), of course Jeon Jungkook ends up falling in love with Kim Taehyung.
Or; "we live in the same neighborhood and our families are sworn enemies but we've been secretly dating for ages, and now we're at the neighborhood Christmas party making out in the closet and - oh shit is that the door opening?"
cheer up - vmin
Summary:
Taehyung's date doesn't show. Jimin comes to cheer him up.
Honestly, a date with Jimin will always be better than a date with anyone else. Taehyung knows this, yet he still keeps trying. It’s probably about time to give up.
I Surrender Dear - taekook
Summary:
Taehyung hates group therapy, he hates it, he hates it, he hates it. It hasn't even started yet, and he hates it. For starters, there's a guy who looks like he wants to kill him, a girl who won't stop rubbing his leg, and the leader who apparently has rainbows coming out of his ass. Then there's Jeon Jeongguk, someone who seems to bring all the light back into the room, and Taehyung's life, despite Taehyung wanting to stay in the dark.
whatta man (good man) - taekook
Summary:
Out of all the kinds of blogs Jeon Jeongguk could have run, never in a million years Taehyung would have expected him to have a porn blog.
(Or, Jeongguk runs a porn blog and Taehyung not so accidentally finds it.)
the sound of your heart - Series - Yoonkook/vmin/taegi/taekook/a fucking mess. Read it. I wailed for hours
I Said Without Hesitation - yoonkook
Summary:
Min Yoongi is the reason why Jungkook is spoiled and insufferable, but that doesn't mean he's not going to spend more on a pair of shoes than most college students spend on rent.
A series of non-linear tales of Yoongi and his boyfriend, or sugar baby (some days he's not really sure which category Jungkook falls into.).
Understand the following works contain mature and sometimes dark themes. This is no longer the sfw-romance section.
But I'm breathing, I'm believing, and I stand alive - Taegi (not finished)
Summary:
A suicide survivor support group is not the ideal place to meet someone new.
A suicide survivor support group is not the ideal place to accidentally become friends with someone-- just friends.
A suicide survivor support group is not the ideal place for the "just friends" to become so important to each other.
Please, don't... (BTS Members sex slaves) - jikook/taegi/idk i bet namjoon if you really want to?/2seok probably???
Summary:
Yoongi watched Jin's calm facial expressions as he spoke to him. "I'll just be direct with you; you were brought here by Master Namjoon to be his personal slave..."
When Yoongi wakes up in a strange place, he finds out that he's been kidnapped and brought to live as a sex slave in Namjoon's penthouse with other boys. The only thing on mind is escape. He soon finds out that Namjoon is a very rich powerful man with endless amounts of money and a very abusive streak . Can Yoongi find a way to leave his prison without being killed? And what secrets will unveil themselves when he starts to gather information from the other slaves...
Important note: This is some triggering stuff with sexual and physical abuse, violence, kidnapping, mafia... fucked up shit. This is not your romance thingy. I had a panic attack while reading it once. If it’s your cup of tea, read it. It’s thrilling and I LOVE it. It’s almost finished also.
Sick Temptation - vmon
Summary:
The 16-year-old Taehyung is an exchange student living in the US. He's found himself a great family to live with for two years and a great best friend in his host brother, Jimin. But against all odds, Taehyung finds himself falling for Namjoon -- his host father and Jimin's loving dad.
The Iverson Club - taekook
Summary:
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Truth: Taehyung is the new kid.
Truth: MGU (Montgomery University) is the best university in the world.
Truth: Taehyung makes some hella awesome friends.
Truth: Things get weird.
One of these is a lie.
The Smiler - yoonseok
Summary:
When you meet your soulmate, their name is burnt onto your wrist. Some people can see their soulmate in their dreams, some already have their soulmate's name written lightly on their wrist, others can look at their reflection and see how far away their soulmate is.
Yoongi tries his best not to go to sleep.
House of Virtues and Vices - series - taekook/yoonmin/i’m not sure about anything else
Description:
The tale of France's Prince, Jungkook, and the adventures he has with his new group of friends.
Note: Again, this is by Boo. It’s some dark shit. But it’s some good dark shit
#owl's hooting#text#bts fanfic#fanfic recommendation#fanfiction#fic rec#fanfic rec#taekook#yoonmin#vmin#yoonseok#yoonkook#taegi
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