#but she woke me up to a big breakfast she ordered in like ''hey it made me sad that you were hungry jn the night-

[maraeffect]

okay today was like the first time since surgery that i've been able to exist as a human outside my house!! and i had a great time even though i am PAYING FOR IT. HEAVILY 💀

[damiansgoodgirll]

imagine being jey uso girlfriend and finding out you’re pregnant, how would he react?

this is so cute!

are you pregnant?

you’ve been sick for over a week but you couldn’t understand what was wrong with you. it started as a simple stomach ache but from day to day it got worse, especially in the morning.

you woke up nauseous and even if you were hungry you couldn’t eat anything, even the smell of food made you sick.

one morning you texted your best friend telling her that you had to cancel breakfast with her because you kept feeling sick. of course she understood but something started growing inside of her mind and that’s how you found yourself being stuck in your home with your best friend at 9 am.

“i got something for you” she said making her self comfortable on the couch. you were lucky jey was training otherwise he would have scolded her for the lack of good manners.

“what did you get?” you asked her before she handed you the package.

“open and you’ll see” she smiled.

you were speechless when you saw the pregnancy test in the little box.

“why did you get me a pregnancy test?”

“because i’m pretty sure you’re pregnant…the morning sickness, the nausea? c’mon, connect the dots, plus you told me your period is late this month…” she said and everything that came out from her mouth started making sense.

“oh fuck…”

“okay before you panic you better take the test…go girl, i’ll be waiting for you!” she gave you a warm smile before you went to the bathroom.

you did everything you had to in order to take the test and now you waiting, sat on the cold marble floor of your bathroom.

positive

you were fucked.

your best friend knocked on your door when she saw you wouldn’t come out.

“honey? are you okay?” she asked a bit worried.

“can you come in please?”

when she saw you sat on the floor she immediately joined you, probably knowing the answer to the test.

“how am i going to tell jey?” you asked her “we’ve never talked about kids…i’m not even sure if he wants to have kids, you know with everything that’s going on with his work” you started panicking.

“just tell him in the most rational way, like two adults. no surprises and no video for tiktok” she joked “but seriously, just be you…”

“okay…”

“and whatever happens you know i’ll always be here for you” your best friend said. you thanked her and walked her to the door. it was only you and your thoughts now.

you were impatiently waiting for jey to come back home from training and after lunch time he came back home.

“hey babe” he greeted you with his big smile and wrapped you in a big hug.

“hi…” you smiled but he immediately knew something was off.

“is everything okay love?” he asked.

“can we talk?” you asked without answering his question.

“sure…” he got worried, you never acted like this.

once you were both on the couch you weren’t sure how you were going to tell him that you were pregnant.

“okay so…there’s something i need to tell you but i don’t know how you’re going to react so…” you started saying.

“baby are you okay? are you hurt? did something happened?” he immediately got worried.

“i’m not hurt i promise but something definitely happened…jey give me your hands” you said and brought his hands into your smaller ones “there’s a thing…we’ve never really talked about it but it happened” you whispered the last part while his eyes were focused on your face “i’m pregnant” you said, the bomb was out.

“you - what?” he was shocked.

“i’m pregnant jey…”

“this means? it’s mine right? i mean of course it is but - we’re having a baby?” he was thrilled. you thought he was going to be mad or something because in this past year of relationship you’ve never discussed on starting a family so his reaction surprised you.

“yes baby, we’re gonna be parents…” your eyes full of tears of joy when you saw his face. he was crying and looking at your belly, already thinking about the life inside of you.

“i can’t believe we’re gonna be parents, this is the best thing ever” he said touching your belly “i know you’re the size of a popcorn right now but i want you to know that you’re already so loved, mom and dad can’t wait to meet you love” he talked to your belly and that made you cry harder.

of course your baby was going to be loved, jey was the best man you could have by your side and now thinking about the fact that he was going to be the father of your baby made you feel complete, you had the perfect man to grow a family with.

[livsbrutalitys-blog]

Unfinished business

pt. 1 | pt. 2| pt. 4 (i highly recommend reading the previous parts first <3)

pairing(s): Rhea x f!reader, wwe x f!reader, not really but aew x f!reader

a/n: the song that’s below is gonna be the entrance music for y/n if you don’t like it thats totally fine we don’t all have the same taste so i recommend you play whatever music you choose. don’t play it just yet I will make a note letting you know when to play it :) Also this part is probably gonna be the shortest of them all.

use of y/n

tw: eventual smut, cussing, physical violence (y’all this is wrestling what’d you expect), idk if there’s more lmk if you see any

rm: @floweirala if you want to be added or unadded just message me

Today was finally the day you and Liv had been waiting for. You were finally going to see her. You woke you before Liv and now you were just laying in your bed, staring at the ceiling thinking about how the day is gonna go.

You were suddenly pulled out of your thoughts by a blaring noise coming from the opposite side of the room. You turned your head to see what it was and it was Liv’s alarm going off. You got up and walked over to her bed and gently shook her arm to wake her up. When she did finally wake up she grabbed her phone and shut off the alarm.

“Good morning, it’s the big day!” you said trying to sound more excited to encourage her to get out of bed. “Oh my god!” is all she said as she sprung out of her bed suddenly remembering what today was. You laughed at her and she giggled at her own antics.

“I was thinking maybe we go grab some breakfast before we get ready or we can order room service?” you suggested and she turned to look at you considering your options till she finally decided what she wanted. “Room service would probably be better since it’s probably crawling with fans out there and we don’t wanna be spotted” she said and you nodded in agreement, you didn’t even think about that.

WWE was so much different than AEW in so many was but the biggest thing was the size of the fan base. You knew it wasn’t gonna be the same as your last company but it still amazes you how big the actual fan base was compared to the other company. But they shared some of the same fans so they’d definitely know who you are if they saw you out on the streets.

Once you two got done eating and cleaned up you both decided that you should go ahead and start getting ready since your call time to be at the show was 1 pm and it was now 10:30. You were dressed and Liv was putting the finishing touches on her make up while you waited. You didn’t do your makeup just yet since you’ve always preferred doing it last so it looked as fresh as possible for the TV and the love crowd.

You grabbed a hoodie to wear over your outfit and a mask so that way when you were out nobody would spot you and give away the surprise. Liv did the same as you, You felt your phone start to buzz in your pocket. When you grabbed it and looked at what it was you weren’t surprised to see that it was Stephanie calling you. You answered the call.

“Hey Steph” you said now feeling comfortable calling her by her nickname since you had been working with her very closely for the past 6 months leading up to today. “Hi y/n, are you and Liv ready to go?” she asked “Um I am let me check on Liv really quick” you muted your end of the call in case something personal or embarrassing was said but mostly it was just a habit you formed.

“Hey Livy, Steph’s on the phone wondering if your ready. Are you good to go or do you need more time?” you asked stepping into the bathroom halfway to get a look at her. “Yeah I’m good to go if you are” she said with a big smile you could see in her eyes how much today meant to her. You smiled at her because seeing her this happy made you just as excited and happy as her. “Yeah I’m good” you said while unmuting your phone. “Yep we’re both good to go” you said with audible excitement. “That’s awesome, Ok there is a car waiting for you downstairs, remember to wear the covering you don’t wanna spoil the surprise” she said she was also very happy for you two.

You finished the call with Stephanie and you were now headed down to the ground floor of the hotel. Totally covered nobody could tell who you were which was a good thing right now. Now both of you were sitting in the back seat of a big suv on the way to the arena. You were, again, lost in your own thoughts about Rhea and the whole rest of the day ahead of you. You felt something touch your hand. You looked over at Liv and her face said all that you needed to hear. She was sympathizing with you in that moment, you didn’t let go of her hand as it was the only thing keeping you from spiraling in that moment.

“Liv I cant thank you enough for being through all this with me” you said breaking the silence. “Y/n you don’t have to thank me your basically my sister now, I love you boo, I got you, always” she said and you were really truly grateful for her. You don’t know how you would’ve made it through these past couple months with out her support and ungodly amount of enthusiasm. You smiled at her “I love you too Livy and I’ve got you always” she smiled at you.

You finally arrived at the arena and the driver came to open Liv’s door and she hopped out first, turning to face the inside of the car to adjust her disguise and ask you to make sure she was covered you let her know she was good and asked her the same for yourself. You hopped out right behind her and you two sprinted to the door and ran inside quickly to avoid any spying eyes. You were immediately rushed to a room and told that you would be told when it was your time to come out but to stay in that room for the time being and you both did.

You grabbed your makeup bag out of your bigger bag and sat down at the vanity that was set up in the room. You were halfway done when you heard something. Someone. A deep Australian accent vibrated through the hallway outside your dressing room. You couldn’t make out the words but you knew exactly who it was. You stared at the door for whatever reason it’s like you froze in place as soon as you made the connection of the voice and the person. Liv noticed and said your name to get your attention “huh, what is it?” you said still kind of lost in thought but now looking at her blankly.

“Don’t worry about her your gonna get her soon, your gonna make her regret hurting you like she did” She said with a sense of anger. “I’m not worried about her I’m just a little overwhelmed this is a lot y’know” you said now suddenly out of breath and feeling panicked for no reason at all it seemed. “God Liv I can’t get a good breath” you said holding your chest now feeling like tears are gonna come at any given second. “Hey Hey Hey look at me, you are fine, you are safe and you’re gonna be amazing out there everyone’s gonna freak when they see you even her she’s not gonna know what to do with herself and i mean it’s not like she can run anywhere” she said while holding you face and fanning you to calm you down and it worked. You nodded at her words signaling you heard her.

Once you finally calmed down you finished your makeup and sat on the couch with Liv watching the match happening right now on the TV. Rhea’s match was next and you heard the door knob giggle before it finally opened to reveal Stephanie. She snuck in swiftly.

“You girls ready for the best moment of your lives” she said with a beaming smile. You and Liv jumped up shrieking as you both said yes at the same time. “Alright well come on let’s go to gorilla” she motioned you to walk out. You both kept your disguises on and it brought some attention from the other wrestlers to you both. They knew what was going on just not who it was.

“Alright it’s gonna be Liv first then Y/n you’ll go out last and join her” she said hugging you both feeling so proud of you two. “ok ok that sounds good” Liv said trying to do breathing exercises to calm herself down and you were copying her. “And y/n you’ve got the microphone” Stephanie said, you weren’t surprised as you and Liv both practiced the same promo but Liv didn’t really like doing them it wasn’t her thing and you were completely fine with that you always enjoyed talking shit especially on the mic.

Rheas match was happening and you were getting closer to going out. You heard Liv’s cue to go out. She was waiting in front of you just behind the curtain now. Her music blasted and you screamed at her “you got this bitch” and more encouraging words. She whipped her head around to give you a quick air kiss and then she was gone. You glanced at the monitor that was set up backstage and you’ve never seen the crowd get that excited and loud it was almost deafeningly loud.

(play the song now)

Your music hit and it pulled you out of the trance like state you were in while watching Liv and the crowd. You inhaled deeply, pushing all of your anxiety down. Making your way to the ramp you walked with purpose and cockiness. As soon as the bright lights hit your eyes and the screams and chants hit your ears. You smiled slightly, taking a moment to take the moment in, looking around at all the faces looking back at you. You turned your attention to the task at hand, you finally saw her after all this time, all you had to do was look at her to know that she was not the same person you knew.

As you looked at her she turned her head slowly as she was laid out on the mat, exhausted and in pain. Her face shifted from a painful wince to a confused and furious look. You looked at Liv, making eye contact at the exact same time. You two both shared a look and it was like you read each others mind as you both ran to the ring quickly.

Liv jumped up on the apron and got the ref’s attention as you slid in the ring and took Rhea out with brass knuckles you had put on when you were making your way out to the ramp. When your fist made contact with her face you felt a sense of regret and felt a little guilty for taking her out like that. But there was no time to waste because the ref’s attention was slowly being drawn back to the match that was supposed to be happening behind him. You looked a Charlotte and motioned for her to come over and pin her opponent while she was down and she did.

You tapped the ref on the shoulder and shouted at him, “Come on count, hurry, hurry!” you shouted “one, two, three!” the arena shook on the last count as everyone was counting with the official. “And here’s your winner and new Women’s World Champion Charlotte Flair!” Samantha shouted into the mic there was a mix of disappointment and happiness that filled the arena.

“Rhea” you spoke into the mic was all you said as you knelt beside her. “you’ve gotten to confident haven’t you?” you looked at her shaking your head in a disappointed fashion. “we’ll don’t worry because Me and Liv here are gonna out right back where you belong” you said as you got up to walk away but you stopped for a second a glanced back at her before kneeling beside her again to say one last thing this time not on the mic. “And believe me you deserve it. Don’t forget what you did to me” you said with anger and hurt.

Rhea jumped up, startling you as you stepped out of the ring now on the apron beside Liv. “This isn’t over!” was all you heard from her as you walked back up the ramp, giggling with Liv. On your way back you slowed down to sign some posters, take quick pictures and just meet some of the fans for a brief moment.

When you got back to the top of the ramp before you went through the opening that led to the backstage area you turned around and blew a kiss to the woman in the ring who was fuming while staring at you.

a/n: i’m so sorry this took so long for me to post but here it is and i hope you enjoyed this part even though I know it seems a little rushed.

[missmarveledsblog]

Hand on heart (Jake Seresin x SingleMom! Reader )

Chapter ten:

Summary: While Rooster is stepping in Deployment is only making things harder to deal with for Peach It is the decision she doesn't know if it was right or wrong to make, jake is missing the home he made but when advice from a surprising source makes things clearer well peach can only wait and hope she not too late to fix her mistake

warnings : angst , hurt / comfort , fluffy goofy moments , mentions of toxic parents , toxic childhood .

previous chapter

Two weeks and it felt like apart of her was missing. She still woke up waiting for that knock on door in morning like every other before it. waiting to see the tall blonde on her porch, coffee in his hand calling her various fruits. she even notice belle going to the front door, her little head tilting confused at sudden change of routine. maybe she decided the right thing , maybe it would be too much for little belle to have him around in a different way and then gone for periods of time , yet it didn't stop that feeling like she had made the biggest mistake of her life. the sound of a knock on her door snapped her back to reality and the sounds of belle shouting jakes name broke her heart even more. pulling the door open to see rooster standing coffee in his hand .

“ wont take that to heart miss belle “ he chuckled.

“ what you doing here ?” her head tilting .

“ jake emailed me to telling me to get you coffee in morning say he noticed your in better mood after he does it ” shit even that hurt her heart.

“ your killing me bradshaw “ she took the cup letting him in heading to get belles clothes for the day .

“ i didn't say anything , belle can you help me out here” .

“ no no mama “ she cheered.

“ thanks little lady come on i got you a croissant “ he chuckled lifting her up.

“ how you know … damn it” she sighed as he gave her pointed look .

it was torture , the hanger was torture especially given the mornings he was usually accustomed to. by now he would be sitting at the island listening to peach talk and belle babble over baked goods or breakfast peach made but no here he was in the cafeteria , the buzz of chatter all around the room. the rest or the part of the dagger squad didnt help either bringing up the two that he missed the most . instead of looking across to see y/n beautiful face , it was bob talking about training drills they had coming up.

“ Hangman ?” the voice called looking up son of gun the world was not as big as it was made to be.

“ Isn't that ?” nat whispered.

“ prince hey man” he stood shaking the mans hand .

“ That's peaches brother right?” bob asked .

“ The very one , they call me prince “ he chuckled, shaking their hand , his gaze lingering on nat a little longer than the others .

“ looking good phoenix” he smirked . “ sorry i ain't introduce myself sooner they got me on location , how y’all finding it ” he sat .

“ be better if he wasnt moping over your sister “ paypack snorted.

“ yeah benny told me about that you two together?”.

“ she friendzoned him” bob winced .

“ She's just scared” nat shrugged.

“ yeah let's just talk about my life here “ jake rolled his eyes.

“hey i've been here six months spill it all “ kai laughed as they did just that , listening intently , he'd only know what benny had told him but then again they were trying to navigate what the Simpson situation . “ i aint saying get your hopes up but don't give up just yet man” he nodded, going to say more only for them to be called to attend training. this wasn't the morning that jake wanted but it made him miss and appreciate his morning back in san diego back where home was .

one month down and it was more clear what she wanted , she wanted to be sane again for ger head not to be such a mess between all the different situations would just stop . standing in the hard deck pete mitchell and amelia showing on her front step to order her to have a night to just relax and yet she stood in the hard deck and nothing could stop it . she tried to be present and yet every part of that bar just screamed jake seresin.

“ hey i just need air “ she smiled sweetly to the guys who could only nod. heading out back it was the cold air on her skin , her eyes closed breathing in and out just to ground herself. the smell of the sea air , the sound of the waves crashing , the moon high in the sky .

“ hey you ok “ god she felt like she couldn't catch a break .

“ I'd like to be alone … please bowi… beau “ she sighed turning to see the man standing there .

“ kid your not alright come on just tell me whats going on ?”.

“ you really wanna know , ok thanks you you and my mom and that man that called himself my father i am terrified to actually love someone because everyone fucking leaves “ she snapped . “ what make it worse i'm trying to convince myself that this is for the better but it is tearing me apart” her voice cracked, unable to hold her feelings in , things she convinced herself weren't a problem but it was the root of everything . What could he say she wasn't wrong the lasting effects of their action was visible in the now grown woman .

“ i know i have no room to give advice but don't make the mistake i did the pain of that is everlasting you dont ever have to listen to me again but don't live life with regret or you could miss out on the best thing in your life like i have” he stood forward cautiously putting his arm around her shoulder surprised she let him comfort her.

“ i dont want belle to go through what i did ? wanting people to come back , not feeling good enough when they don't “ she sniffled unable to stop it coming from her mouth and she didn't think she wanted to either.

“ you were always good enough” beau felt his own tears gathering at the real weight of the damage of it all . That right there was the reality of his reactions , the reason that no apology or excuse would even come close to being good enough . “ You are the smartest , most beautiful woman and you did all that on your own and seresin he's not like them …. he's not like me , that man has a perfect record . the navy dream and he was ready to risk it all to make sure you were ok and safe and yes deployments are hard but i doubt there is nothing that wouldn't stop that man from getting home to you both”.

“I'm scared” she finally spoke, taking his words in .

“ well peach love is scary , it a lot of work , it's not all sunshine and rainbows but you'll regret it even more if you don't try” he smiled sadly.

“ peach ? you ok?” penny called brow arched as she looked between the two .

“ i'm ok … i think i know what i'm gonna do “ she smiled wiping her tears. “ thanks bowie “ she walked back into the bar .

“ your welcome “ he beamed .

“ Hey, it's a start, “ Penny smiled at the man. “ You hurt her and not even the navy will save you “ she added before closing the door.

“ hey whats wrong , why you crying” rooster stood forward looking around.

“ i was talking to beau…”

“ where is he “ they three men stood .

“ woah slow your role , he actually help and i need y'all to help “ she looked at the men before her . “ i made a mistake and i need to fix it , i need to tell jake i dont wanna be friends “ she smiled brightly.

“ oh thank jesus i honestly thought i was gonna be dead before you came to your senses “ the man theatrically grabbed his chest.

“ So how are you gonna do this “ javy smirked.

“ i have a plan but we gotta wait til he gets back, “ she winced .

“ hey we waited all this time , we can wait a little more” fanboy smirked .

“ lets hope i aint too late” .

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[peanutpinet]

Taking Care What Is Mine - Idol! Jaehyun x Staff! Fem Reader

[8:22 am] - waking up to the early beautiful morning in Milan, Jaehyun stretched his arm and ruffled his own hair as he noticed the adorable young woman next to him who was wearing his sanrio pyjamas and still fast asleep, slightly drowning under the heavy bed covers.

Smiling to himself, Jaehyun felt that he was very lucky that the confession the other night went very well and that he finally got the girl he had been chasing and pinning on for a year. That he can finally call her his just as much as he is hers.

Smiling contently, Jaehyun turned and put his weight on his left arm as he watched his girl sleep soundly. Careful, Jaehyun gently stroked (y/n)’s hair as she slowly eased into his touch which warmed Jaehyun’s heart.

Crouching down slightly, Jaehyun softly whispered to (y/n) that he was going to go to the gym just for a while. “Hey peach, you might be off in dreamland and I might still not be back by the time you wake up but know that I’m only going to the gym for a bit. You told me how you hate seeing me overwork myself and eating less so I’m trying to be better for you okay? I promise I’ll eat a big breakfast with you by the time you wake up”

After changing into his gym wear, Jaehyun went over to (y/n) and softly kissed her forehead. “I’ll be back peach, I promise” Jaehyun mumbled, leaving his new girlfriend to sleep in his bed as he left to the gym

Sometime after Jaehyun left, (y/n) finally woke up from her slumber and stretched for a bit before checking her phone which was filled with messages ranging from the other nct staff, some of the neos, her mom and especially from Jaehyun who looked to message her every 10-15 minutes.

Attachment picture of Jaehyun at the hotel’s gym

“Morning peach, are you awake yet? I’m already at the gym”

“I promise that I’m only doing some light workout because you don’t like it when I over workout”

*Attachment picture of Jaehyun by the benchpress*

“Hi peach, hope you have a good night's rest. I hope that last night was as magical for you as it was for me”

*Attachment picture of Jaehyun with Jeno*

“Jeno came to the gym as well. Hope you don’t mind me staying out a bit longer. I’m ordering breakfast room service for us. It should arrive within 30 minutes which is when I’m done”

Giggling to herself, (y/n) replied to all of Jaehyun’s messages and how she too was grateful for the other night and how she told Jaehyun that it’s alright to take his time and she was just going to freshen up which she told Jaehyun beforehand that she was going to borrow his bathroom and some toiletries and Jaehyun was more than okay with her using his things.

As (y/n) was in the bathroom, freshening up and using the toilet, she suddenly heard the door to the room open and before she was about to call out, she heard a fairly high-pitched voice. Despite the voice being mumbled, (y/n) clearly could tell that it wasn’t Jaehyun nor any other SM/NCT staff.

Worried, (y/n), decided to call Jaehyun but kept his end of the phone call at the lowest setting possible so that whoever broke into the room wouldn’t notice anything. Despite being nervous, (y/n) knew that she had to do something, otherwise, this situation and Jaehyun’s reputation could get worse.

Slowly going out of the bathroom, (y/n) quietly crept up on the person who broke into Jaehyun’s room and when she saw who it was, she was both surprised but not at the same time because it was none other than the infamous sasaeng, Skyla.

Without thinking much, (y/n) confronted Skyla and told her that this could all end in a much civil way if she were to stop the recording and delete everything that she recorded or captured. But being the sasaeng she is only saw (y/n) as something she wants to capture and expose even more.

Noticing that Skyla has no intention on backing down, (y/n) did the only thing that she could and was to fight back. Within seconds, (y/n) launched herself at Skyla, making Skyla drop her phone and (y/n) instantly kicked the phone away before going back to fighting her.

On the other end, when Jaehyun received (y/n)’s phone call from a different voice on the other end of the line, he knew something was wrong. Regardless of what was happening, Jaehyun told his manager to get the security guards and meet on their floor.

Rushing back to his floor with Jeno, Jaehyun’s wasted no time in barging into his room without his security because he didn’t want to waste any more time leaving (y/n) alone with some creep.

Inside his room, Jaehyun instantly pulled whoever he saw that wasn’t (y/n) before seeing (y/n) on the ground, some blood was flowing from her head and on the wall close to her. Observing the room around him, Jaehyun knew what happened.

“I really thought you couldn’t get any worse than this” Jaehyun growled, getting up and turning to see Skyla who was in fear for the first time in her life

“You wanted information? Let me give you something newsworthy then. You’re going to get famous, for sure. But in the wrong way possible. And I’m going to make sure that whatever news regarding me and my relationship is out in the public, I will find and release every disgusting behaviour that you have done to the point that every single person who knows K-pop, regardless if they’re a fan or not, would know who you are and what you’ve done. I’ll make sure that the news about you as a person and obsessive stalker will be the first thing everyone finds when they search for anything K-pop related. To the point that whatever rumour of an idol will be drowned by you. I will make sure that you serve your time behind bars for as long as possible. I will make sure that you will never get accepted anywhere for education or work because of what you’ve done” Jaehyun threatened, cornering Skyla as he lightly choked her when threatening

“Jaehyun!” Doyoung’s voice was ringing in the room as he, their manager and security came to take Skyla

“Hyung, let’s get (y/n) to be treated before her condition gets worse” Jeno mentioned, carrying (y/n) in his arms as the security secured Skyla and the specialists were investigating the scene

“I hope you get one more chance to say what you want to say to your little obsessive friends because I will make sure that I and other idols will be able to take legal action and punish you all for the trauma that you have put us all through” Jaehyun snapped as the security brought a now depressed Skyla out of the room.

By the time (y/n) woke up, she was already in the VIP hospital room. Noticing her slowly getting up, Jaehyun rushed to help her sit up and get her something to eat and drink before they actually talked.

“Are you alright? I’m so sorry that you got hurt” Jaehyun mentioned

“It wasn’t your fault Jaehyun. You didn’t know. None of us knew that she would be here” (y/n) replied, placing her hand on Jaehyun’s cheek, softly caressing it as Jaehyun grabbed her hand and kissed it

“I know. But I’m still sorry. You don’t deserve to get hurt; especially like this. I promised you that I would protect you from any kind of harm that might come from dating me” Jaehyun uttered, his eyes were slightly watery and soft after seeing (y/n)’s state

“I’m okay Jae. I’m alive and I’m here with you. Just make it up to me by not hurting yourself and taking care of me?” (y/n) requested, making Jaehyun smile again

“Always. I will always take care of you because you’re mine” Jaehyun replied, softly bumping his head on (y/n)’s as their noses touch each other

A/N: hi guys. Just thought I drop by to write this little fic because the idea just popped into my head the other day and it's a very quick one. I just felt the need to write something since it's been a while and I have just resigned so hopefully, I am able to write a bit more as I try to figure out the next step of my life. I hope that you all stay happy and healthy :) xoxo pinet

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Synopsis: You are the only neighbor in the neighborhood who is made of porcelain. You work in shoe-making. And unfortunately you have a giant paranoia. Everyone in the neighborhood knows that you sometimes accidentally break because of it. So everybody is careful with you. And you woke up this day, thinking it was going to be normal and fun. But you saw something you weren't supposed to see. And it had nothing to do with your paranoia.

"Good morning everyone! Today is a beautiful day to get up. It's half past seven in the morning, with the sun lighting up the neighborhood!" Said the broadcaster with a happy and loud voice.

You are freshly up and in a ready mood to get down to business. But first, daily chores. Taking bouncy steps to the window, you unlocked the lock and quickly took in the view. It was beautiful, as always. Your eyes glanced at the watering can next to your window, you picked it up knowing there was still liquid inside. "And here's your breakfast!" You joked, turning the watering can over the flowers on your window.

You mumbled along with the music that started playing from your home radio, next to your armchair. With a bounce in your step, you went to your workbench and tidied it up since yesterday you left it cluttered with shoe sketches. Working on creating shoes was exciting but time consuming. But the end result was one to be very proud of.

Ohh, speaking of shoes, you remembered. You bent down to retrieve a pair of shoes from under the workbench, one that you finally finished. "Oh, Sally will be so happy to know." You took the finished shoes to the kitchen table. It was a pair of well-decorated red shoes made from the finest fabric. You remember Sally asked you once that she needed a new pair and even joked that she would order new ones from you. Ah, little does she know that you are going to give her these new ones as a gift.

Finishing the little daily cleaning around the cozy little house that you adore, you noticed through the open windows that some people have already started to leave their houses and go about their daily routines. You saw Frank with some gear walking along the colorful tile path. Taking a hand off the broom you happily waved at him, not expecting a response.

Surprisingly, he spotted you and responded by nodding his head once, continuing on his way. Well, that day seemed like a day you would have fun!… Suddenly snapping you out of your thoughts, your cable phone rang. Leaving the broom resting beside the table, you walked happily over to the phone, curiosity on your face. Picking up the phone you asked. "Hey oho, this is (Name)." "(NAME)!! Good morning!!" You smiled big hearing your best friend's voice. "Sally! Good morning, what do I owe you the pleasure?" You joked with a big smile on your face. You heard Sally's giggle from the other end, knowing you're playing formal with her when you don't have to. "Oh my stars, I have to tell you this news now! Like NOW." You laughed with your hand over your mouth, shaking your head you leaned against the telephone table. "Really, is that why you decided to call instead of visiting me?" You joked knowing that you live between Sally and Poppy's houses. "Uuuh, well look out the window." Sally said, her voice farthest from the phone. You were confused, but when you looked to the side, a smile soon rose on your face. Sally was at her house, at the window waving at you. You laughed with your eyes closed seeing that her phone cord didn't reach the window properly, so she had her arm outstretched holding the phone. "Hah, my. What would be important and urgent, Sally?" You asked and Sally quickly walked back to where the phone wasn't stretched out. Out of sight. "Guess what? Guess what!" Sally excitedly asked you, you chuckled. "Hm, you decided not to set your sets on 'fire' anymore." Sally started to say no, but then paused as she processed what you said. The line was silent until Sally broke the silence with an "Uhh, no… But it's something similar like that!"

"Similar? Oh my, you didn't decide to set the characters on 'fire' did you?" Sally gasped in mock offence. "How dare you think that of me? I'm almost flattered!" Laughter was shared between the two. "But listen." Sally got your attention after the giggles. "I finally finished the script for my new scene!" Sally told you the surprise and you quickly congratulated her happily. You remember that you helped her with some parts. This was very important to her. You're happy for her. "Ah, can you come by the house later? I want to show you in person!" Sally asked you with enthusiasm and you agreed with the same level of happiness. "Of course! I'm happy to hear your story. Maybe even act it out?" The two of you chatted until you agreed that you still had things to do. Returning the phone to the hook, you smilingly celebrated your best friend's work, and were even excited to take along the newly made shoes for her, Sally would be so happy! While you were celebrating, you heard knocking on your door. Observing your colorful door, you decided to go to it and open it, assuming it would be the mailman Eddie, since that was the normal time he appeared.

Opening the door, you saw a package on your porch floor, addressed to you. You instantly recognized that the package contained the new faux leathers for shoe making. Smiling when seeing the order. You looked at Eddie the mailman closing your mailbox after putting some letters in. Eddie saw you standing in the doorway and decided to say hello. You happily bent down and took the box in hand, lifting one up to wave at Eddie. Thanking him for the delivery. He smiled, tipping his hat slightly. He soon left as he had more deliveries. You saw that you had letters in your mailbox and decided to leave your door open. Entering the house to leave the heavy package on the table. You took off your fluffy slippers and put on your normal shoes to go outside. Passing by your porch, you went down the stairs and walked to the mailbox, lifting the tiny door you observed some letters inside. You heard some steps near you, taking the letters in hand, you looked to the side and saw none other than Wally. He stopped walking and looked at you. Noticing the presence of the puppet, you soon smiled greeting him. "Oh. Greetings, Wally!" You raised your unoccupied hand to wave at him. The puppet looked down at your hands full of letters and softened his gaze. "Good morning, (Name)." Wally greeted you with a nod of the head. "Beautiful day, isn't it?" He said taking his eyes off you, looking straight ahead. You looked where he was looking and saw the blue sky with the sun illuminating the place, at the end of the tiled road there was Julie, throwing a pebble on the ground. "Yup, perfect for relaxing, playing or just reading a book in general." You smiled placing your other hand on the letters. You heard the man in blue hummed in agreement. At the end of the road Julie ended up getting your attention with a very aggressive wave of her hands.

Someone was excited. You chuckled, greeting her with a calmer wave. Wally said goodbye and continued on his way, going to Julie. You watched the two puppets at the end of the street start talking, Julie making a lot of movements as she spoke, and the other one stayed in the same place, moving only his head. Smiling you looked down at your hands, happy to see some colorful letters. You took one last look inside the mailbox, and a quick glance. Out of the corner of your eyes. You looked straight at Wally's house.

. . .

Why did you do that?

. . .

You froze.

You stopped your gaze at the tree behind Poppy's house. But that wasn't what made your fragile heart stop.

Moving your eyes to Wally's house, Home. You thought you saw things. You thought your imagination was playing tricks on you. That what you saw at a glance was a mistake.

But stopping your eyes at the window on the side of Wally's house... You can say that the world has stopped. That the silence was so great that it seemed deafening. You inadvertently twitched your hand with a quick movement, not even realizing that your letters were all on the floor now.

You twiched your eye, not realizing the shock this gave you. As soon as you got back to thinking. You withdrew your gaze from the house and looked across to where Wally was. He was there. Quietly talking to Julie.

How? How? How??? You saw it! You saw it! Wally was inside the house staring at you. It wasn't Wally, was it? It wasn't possible. It wasn't possible. You saw two Wally's. You ARE seeing two Wally's! Looking at the red house and between the end of the street you just couldn't stand to be out there. It was too much for you. Running inside, you closed the door and leaned against the wall beside it. Covering your mouth with your hands, you felt out of breath. Breathless. That earlier radio that hummed upbeat songs was now nothing more than static. It was too much. You had your paranoia. You knew some things were too good, you scare easily, yes. It's complicated on your part, but you always had good friends. That they were careful and knew that you were very easily startled. That you thought too much about certain things, like unusual noises. And you knew your 'Wally' paranoia. You knew he also had a specific way about him, everyone knew. But for some reason sometimes you couldn't swallow some things related to him. And now what you saw outside has left you in complete despair. Wally has always been a good neighbor and friend. It made no sense that you would feel that way about him. That something bad, really bad was happening. Just like everyone else, Wally was there for you anything you needed. Same thing with others. So with a few silent minutes, you managed to regain some of your focus, and changed your way of thinking. It was a mistake. It was definitely an error that you saw something that wasn't there. With a shaky sigh you opened the door quickly, mentally regretting it. But when you looked at the house, there was nothing there. Would that be a good sign or definitely something to be concerned about? Because if you accidentally mistook for something, then something must be there. But there was nothing. Looking at the end of the road, you also saw no one. Not Julie, not Wally, nobody. Frowning with wide eyes, you looked at the ground in front of your house. Spotting all the papers and letters scattered across the floor. With the frown that remained on your face. You cautiously left your house. Going to the mess you made. Pausing by the mailbox, you sighed shakily, watching the floor. With your eyes starting to fill with liquid you raised your hands to your face. Why are you so paranoid that you torture yourself? "Hello, neighbor."

. . .

In pauses, you lifted your head forward. Slowly, you turned your head to the side, still leaving your hands in the same place. Your eyes stopped to see none other than… Wally. You couldn't figure it out if you stared at him with wide eyes for more than five minutes. But you know he cut the silence by saying "Oh, what's with that face? You look like you've seen a ghost." He said with a smile on his face. You know he's just kidding, but it still makes you unwilling to act. Turning your head to the side, you look at the ground. "You have no idea." At this point, you don't know if you want to communicate about what you were going through, you didn't want to be there.

Suddenly a hand touches your shoulder. You don't react. Just look at it. Wally looks at you more closely, his eyes were half open, his monotone voice was… strange. It wasn't the same as earlier. "What's the matter, neighbor? You don't normally frown." You pause. Really thinking about telling him what you saw.

"I…" You open your mouth, and without much thought you tell Wally what you saw, and how it affected you. You didn't want that. "I saw. Two of you. I saw you with Julie. But I saw someone at your house. You? I…I-I don't know what to think. I know I think too much, I see things that aren't there because of this and it's messing with me- I-." Suddenly you feel a hand on your cheek, you stop talking to look at the man in blue beside you. Wally leaned in close and looked at your cheek. You stood still. "Hm, you cracked again." Wally said watching the tiny cracks made in your porcelain skin, you didn't even notice. He took his hand off the crack and took your hands in his. "At my house, you say? Hm." He thought humming. You just watched him. "Would you be calmer if I showed you that there's nothing there? That maybe there was a misunderstanding?" Wally proposed this idea calmly, raising your hands together with his. "I…I think…" You thought about it for a moment. There was Wally again. Being friendly and welcoming. How could you think that Wally had something bad going on? The same continued to speak. "And I can't leave you here with a crack without anyone either. It wouldn't be very neighborly of me." Wally said with a friendly smile on his face, his eyes still half open. "I suppose…" You commented quietly, a smile slipping slightly. Now a little quieter and not as hectic as before. Wally noticed this. "Oh, there you are." He commented watching your smile form. "You look so much better with a smile, neighbor." Wally complimented you, you laughed weakly and low. "Now, should we go?" He offered you his hand, you rubbed your hand over your eye, still uncertain from the fact of what you actually saw, but Wally's behavior made you a little calmer, so you got a little bit of courage to go along. Taking his hand. "That crack isn't going to heal on its own. Luckily I always have some glue, just in case." Wally said in his monotone voice, even though he had a smile on his face. He walked with you. To his house. Where you had seen things.

. . .

At the other end of the sidewalk, where Julie and Wally were last, there was a catch. Something you haven't seen. It was the fact that Julie and Wally were still talking, but they went to Julie's garden to talk and see the spring flowers.

. . .

It was simple to say that you walked on your own to something you weren't going to get back.

-Wooah, I had this idea in the middle of nowhere. And I enjoyed writing it. Despite the ending. :) Idk if I'm going to start a series with this theme, I kinda like it-

[jaydizzel2844]

Marie x Jordan Drabble

(NSFW)

No. 5

Marie is having a pretty good day. She woke up feeling refreshed to a text from Jordan wishing them good luck in their exam today with a gym selfie from their morning workout. Marie shamelessly enjoyed the picture of their partner sweaty and flexing in their smaller form before heading out.

She skipped breakfast to go straight to the lecture hall her exam’s in to get a bit of last minute cramming in which worked out brilliantly cuz the section that she went over happened to what half the exam was about.

She left the exam feeling like she definitely passed and maybe even aced it. The hunger from skipping breakfast started to set in and just as she was trying to remember if there is a vending machine between her and her next lecture hall that she could hit up in the 10 minutes she had before her class; her amazing partner appeared, holding a Vought burger breakfast sandwich.

“Hey, you mentioned that you were skipping breakfast so I thought you be hungry. “ they said, striding over to her. An anxiety seems to hit them and they continue with. “Sorry if this is weird, you don’t have eat it.”

Marie quickly cut off Jordan’s rambling with a kiss. “Thank you so much, you’re to good to me.”

“I have to go to class but… um… you have a good have a good day.” They said, lightly blushing with their big, toothy grin.

“I will,” Marie said, holding up the sandwich “thanks to you. “

The two parted ways, with Marie scarfing her sandwich on her way to class. Any food would have been appreciated but Jordan got her breakfast order perfect (Eggs, bacon and sausage in a role with extra ketchup and a dash of mustard) so an extra thank you was due.

The rest of her day went similarly well, classes were interesting, she didn’t get much homework and she had a great chat with Emma over lunch.

So yeah Marie was having a pretty good day and hoped to end it with some special time with her boyfriend-girlfriend-themfriend.

***

To Jordan 💙🤍

Hey, I’m done with class for the day. Would you like to hang out?

From Jordan 💙🤍

Ye

im just hanging in my dorm

To Jordan 💙🤍

Omw

***

Marie let herself into Jordan’s room (she knows the password) to find Jordan sitting on the couch, furiously pressing buttons on their PlayStation controller.

“Hey, two secs.” They said not taking their eyes off the screen.

“Take your time.” She said, taking off her shoes and putting down her bag. By the time she was done, Jordan had finished and put down the controller.

“Hey, what do you want to do?”

“I’ve got some ideas.” Marie said as she straddled Jordan on the couch, running her hands through their shoulder length hair.

“I like your ideas.” Jordan said smirking. They switched, unsettling Marie a bit as the lap beneath her raised and widened before leaning in for a kiss.

Jordan’s hands quickly found their way to her ass as her own cradled their face.

“You were very good to me today,” Marie said as she made her way to Jordan’s neck, kissing as she goes. “Taking care of me, bringing me food, even got my order right without me having to tell you. You’re so considerate and you pay attention. You’re honestly just the best. I’m so lucky.”

Jordan moaned as Marie kissed these words into their jaw, neck and collarbone. Marie could feel Jordan’s blood rushing south through her powers and reached a hand down to check.

“Someone’s excited.” She smiled, feeling the tangible evidence of her effect on Jordan.

“Yeah, well…”Jordan blushed and looked away. “You’re grinning on my lap and saying nice things to me. What do you expect.”

“I should say nice things to you more often,” she said kisses their cheek. “It wouldn’t be hard, complementing someone as good as you.”

Jordan wimped.

Marie lightly squeezed their crotch, it was fascinating to feel the blood moving beneath her hand. Rushing into the tissue to expand it, pushing the appendage up against the forces of gravity and Jordan’s jeans. She gets a bit too entranced by the sensation and just sits there, feeling it, for a while.

Jordan cleared their throat. “You ok?”

“Yes. Sorry. The blood flow… it’s interesting. Anyway I shouldn’t just sit here holding your dick, that’s weird.” Marie stammered out, blushing furiously. ‘Why do I have to be so fucking weird’ she thought to herself. ‘I’ve exploded the blood in a dick before. This is probably freaking them out. I need to get off them and leave right now.’

“I’m actually totally ok with you holding my dick.” Jordan said with a laugh, their hands on her ass tighten a bit as though they could tell she was about to make a break for it. “You can do whatever you want, I trust you.”

Marie leaned her forehead against Jordan’s, taking a deep breath. “Thanks,” she said, trying to get things back on track as she began to slowly unbutton their jeans “why don’t you show me exactly what you’d like me to do with your dick?”

“Oh I’d be delighted to.”

[soul-p1tato]

Bear hybrid Beomgyu x bunny hybrid (male) reader

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You moved the big white ear out of your face for the millionth time since you woke up.

"you'll grow into them" your mom had told you for the same amount of times as you had pushed them back. You are almost nineteen and you still can't see past them.

You just sighed as you pulled them into an awkward ponytail and looked out the window. The further we drive the more your stomach twisted in knots.

Your first year at an all hybrid college, you had checked and that meant predators, lots of predators. You could feel yourself feel even more sick at the thought.

"mom... How do we know they won't..."you didn't even want to say it, it was one of worst things that could happen to prey hybrids.

"y/n they won't I swear"she smiled and rubbed your shoulder, all you could do was nod.

It all felt like a daze as you walked into the building, but you were quickly snapped out of it when you saw your new roommate. A bear. Anything but a bear.

"hello, I'm beomgyu"he introduced politely. You quickly looked around, spotting the bathroom door cracked open and made a break for it.

Your adrenaline ran fast and you were sure the bear hybrid could smell it. It wasn't long before your mom knocked on the door.

"y/n all your stuff is here, beomgyu is a very nice young man please talk to him soon" her voice was the same trusting one as always. When you heard her stepping away you were quick to push your ear up so you could hear what was going on.

"y/n's always been terrified of predator hybrids, he's a good kid so just work slowly with him"

"of course ma'am, do you perhaps know a way for me to get closer to him?" His voice was soft and polite.

"food, he loves food"

You pulled your ear away and stood up.

Hours past and your stomach growled.

"should have had breakfast" you growled at yourself before walking out, peering around and sighing as I walk out fully.

You begged silently for him not to walk out -your prayers were left unanswered-

"hey little bunny" he hummed as you opened a drawer

"fuck" you mumbled before turning to him, glancing around fast.

"no, no, don't run, look I can order you food just stay... Please" his eyes were big and as scared as yours.

"anything?" He nodded and slowly you moved closer, still out of reach but more comfortable.

"yes, yes, anything"

"ramen..." You mumble and he quickly fumbles with his phone and orders it.

You end up sitting in the furthest sides of the couch, the air tense and awkward.

"your name is y/n right...?" You just nod and he quickly stands up, stopping when he sees you flinch.

He slowly walks to the door and grabs the food, setting it on the coffee table. You smile a little as you open the bag, moving fast to get to the food.

You opened the ramen and smiled, he got the one for bunny hybrids.

"thank you" you mumble as you two eat.

As the night dragged on the thought of staying in the dorm didn't repulse you as much this morning.

"so why are you so scared of predators?" He asks, leaning back comfortably.

"open your mouth and you'll know why" Sarcasm laced your voice

"i-... I wouldn't hurt anyone... Definitely not someone I think is cute" you could practically feel his eyes burning into your skin.

"really?" Your eyes search deep in his, deep enough to be able to tell if he's lying, ignoring the way one of your ears covered your eye.

"yes little ears." The nickname, ironic but absolutely heart fluttering. His hands move to pull my ear out of my face. my cheeks heat up at the soft touches.

"beomgyu..." You whisper softly

"fuck, i- I'm gonna go to my room" he mumbles before practically running to his room.

"what the fuck" you grumble as you finish eating before moving to your own room, the boxes completely unpacked.

You quickly walk to Beomgyus room, standing there for ten minutes before leaving for my room again.

"fuck fuck fuck fuck" you repeat as you lay in the fully made bed.

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Months pass like this, slowly getting used to each other's casual habits. You too actually had gotten quite close, hanging out casually and staying together for study sessions.

"Beomgyu" You call as you get home from your morning classes, he was lazily drapped on the couch.

"gyu" you giggle again as you move to his chest, laying comfortably. It wasn't long when you figured out you were light enough to jump on him whenever you want.

"ngh little ears" he grumbled holding you tightly, rubbing your sides slightly.

"I'm hungry" you pout as you rub his pecks absentmindedly.

"aren't you always"

He laughs as you dramatically fall onto your chest, whining a little. He rubs gently, his hands slow and cautious knowing your fear runs deep.

"here" he hums as he hands you a carrot

"not funny" but you still grab it and eat it.

"little ears... You look cute like this" his hands are soft, moving up. There's a different look in his eyes today, more heat.

"gyu?" Your voice is soft and confused as you press your hand to his forehead.

"fuck sorry little ears... Haven't really gotten any for a little" he lifts you softly off his lap with an embarrassed smile.

"I get it, bunnies usually don't go too long without mating" you admit and for a second you stare at each other, with hot red cheeks.

"I'm gonna go to my room" he quickly says before running away, making you groan and hit your head on the back of the couch.

"fuck him, he got me all hard and shit" you grumble as you move to your room deciding to fix your problem.

An hour or so later you're in the same position, resting on his chest as you watch TV. Him leaving so fast had been running in your mind since it happened.

"gyu... Why'd you leave so fast?" Your voice is small, small enough for him to not hear.

"I wanna go slow... I don't wanna ruin anything"he mumbles clearly not thinking of it.

"really now?" You hum with a smirk.

"i- I mean not-" he's cut off with a kiss. He practically melts into the kiss as he sucks on your bottom lip.

His hands move lower, gaining more confidence as he takes power in the kiss.

"your room or mine" he mumbles into your lips

"anywhere" he smirks into the kiss and carries you to your room, mumbling something about his room being messy. Your lips softly moved to his neck as your hands moved to his ear.

He sat down on your chair, pulling away to admire your face.

"I'm gonna take my time with you, I don't want a quick fuck y/n... I want to make love to you" Your whole body seems to heat up.

Your hips rub against his, feeling his hardness. He kissed and sucked your neck, letting droll cover your neck. His large hands grip your ass, jiggling it happily.

You look down as his hands move to unbutton your pants. He moves to look in your eyes, his hand cupping your cheeks.

"you're so pretty" he growls as he helps me out of my pants.

"I wanna do this on the bed" he chuckled and carried you to your bed.

His hands rubbed your hips as he went back to making out. Before you can fully process it, your boxers and shirt are thrown randomly around the room both of you deciding to save looking for it when we have to soak in the after math of this rendezvous.

Your eyes move away, to the ceiling. His growl makes your heart sink as you look at him, fear racing through you that sent an odd strike of pleasure to your tip.

"you like that don't you, little ears?" His voice made you whimper, embarrassment raking through your body as you twitch.

He lets out another low growl, this time a thick bead of precum slips down the tip. His face moving to peck your lips.

"you stretched out?" He hums softly

"a little" beomgyu smirks as he slips his pants off, chuckling when your small hands clumsily try to get his shirt off.

You watch carefully as he slips it and his boxers off. You sit up on your elbows, carefully watching him as he spits on your pucker, it winking lewdly at him.

"can you take it, little ears?" He asks kissing your cheek. Quickly you nod, your small nose twitching gently as he rubs his nose against yours.

Whimpers fill the room as his hard tip against your hole. Slowly he pushes inside, holding down your hips softly as he littered your face with kisses.

"feel that? Feel our bodies connecting? Our souls connecting" he growled as he finally bottomed out.

His body pulled out and pushed back inside, your leg wrapping around his waist. You look up at him, his cute bear ears twitching as he slams into you.

Your eyes trail his cheeks as the sweat from you body mixes, pleasure rushing up your spine at every thrust. His murmurs mix with his growls as he slams into you, his hand moving fast to your aching cock.

"I want my little bunny to cum first, please" you nod fast as the tight knot in your stomach unravels, your legs shaking as you moan

"coming... Fuck 'm cumming" you moan as your body convulses, thick ropes of cum spurting out of you.

"where do you want my load handsome?" Beomgyu groans as his hips snap faster.

"inside, inside, inside" you mewl as he pumps you full, your legs tightening so he can't leave you. His growls and moans filling your ears.

Soon his body collapses against yours, his lips softly pecking all over your face making you giggle.

"handsome man~" he purrs as he pulls us both up to the headboard, his hands soft as they rub my thighs.

"so does that mean we're... Y'know... Together?"

"I would love to be your boyfriend" beomgyu giggles as he nuzzles your chest, holding you tightly.

Slowly both of you sleep calmly in each other's arms.

Your last thoughts sweet and calm

Maybe predators aren't so bad.

[cuttergauthier]

Enchanted By You | Chapter Two

Series Summaries: In which a hockey sister falls for an Formula 1 driver... Sadie Hughes Moves to Monaco to get away from the hockey world and falls in love with Ferrari driver Charles Leclerc...

Word Count 1.1k

Au Sadie Hughes x Charles Leclerc

Social Media | Real Life

National Hockey League | Formula 1

Enchanted By You Masterlist

Warning: This Story will contain Mature Language, Alcohol consumption, Cyber Bullying

May 2022

⭐︎ R e a l  L i f e ⭐︎

I woke up with the sun shining in my room, I squinted my eyes to see where my phone was on my night stand, I picked it up to check to time, it's only 8:00 a.m. i rolled over and looked out my window. i threw the bed sheets off my body and made my way to the bathroom to get ready for the day.

I took a warm shower, once I was done i dit some light makeup and curled my hair into beach waves before making my way back to my bedroom. I live in a two bedroom apartment since it's only me I didn't need anything that was too big.  I decided to wear a knee length green skirt with flowers and a white straight  neck tank top and pair it with my white airforces.

When I was dressed i made my way to the kitchen to make myself some breakfast. I made myself some avocado toast, and sat down at the dining table to eat.

I decided to scroll on my phone at the same time i ate.

It's still very early back home so No one was awake yet.

i finished eating so I washed the dishes so i don't have to do it later. it's now 11:00 a.m. when i was done so i thought i would go explore Monaco more, i explore a little bit with my mom a bit ago when she helped me move in. I grabbed my purse and keys and made my way out of the apartment.

I walked downtown Monaco It's so beautiful here. I should probably try and make some friends, i saw a caffe where you could sit outside so i made my way in to order myself a coffee.

once i got to the counter the barista smiled at me.

"Bonjour" she said happily. I smiled at her.

"Bonjour, could I get a (Favourite coffee)" i asked nicely.

"Of course, that will be 5 dollars" she said with an accent. i paid and gave her my name for the order, I made my way to the waiting area.

It went fast.

"Order for Sadie" the barista said.

I made my way over and took my coffee, i gave her a smile.

"Thank you, have a wonderful day" i said.

i made my way outside hoping to find an empty table.

luckily for me theres one left. I sat and and took a sip of my coffee and scrolling on instagram.

"excuse me?" I heard someone say. I looked up to find a girl looking at me.

"Oh hey" i said smiling.

"Do you mind if i join you? I wanted to enjoy my coffee outside but every table is already taken" she asked smiling.

"Yeah of course."

"Thank you so much" she said as she sat down at the chair across from me.

"It's not a problem, I'm Sadie" i said introducing myself.

"I'm Francisca but everyone calls me Kika" She introduced herself smiling.

"I love your name" i said.

"Thank you, that's so sweet, Where are you from sadie?" she asked.

"I'm from Orlando, Florida but I grew up in Michigan, what about you?"

"That's so cool, I'm from Portugal but I spend most of my time here in Monaco or traveling"

"I've always wanted to visit Portugal"

"It's a lovely country. are you in Monaco on vacation?"

"No, I just moved here actually, i wanted a change of scenery and I visited Monaco a few years ago and i loved it so I decided to move here" I said smiling.

"Thats amazing, you're going to love living here"

"I hope so, one day I just told my parents i'm moving to Monaco, they looked at me like i was crazy but they supported me anyway." I said which made her laugh.

"I mean it is a big decision but Monaco is a beautiful place to live." she said smiling.

"I've only been here for a week and I'm already in love with this place."

"I bet, I have no plans for the rest of the day, is there any chance you would like to explore the city with me?" she asked.

"I would love too" i said smiling.

we finished our coffee and continued to get to know each before we started to walk around and explore some more.

"are you a student?" she asked me.

"No, I graduated form University of Michigan in business last year, i'm a model and social media influencer but i am currently working on starting my own swimwear line for both men and women"  I said happily. her eyes and smiled widen.

"Omg that's amazing. let me know whenever that swimwear line is out, I'll definitely be checking it out" she said smiling brightly.

"I definitely will, what about you? what do you do?" i asked curiously.

"I'm a model, but I do it less now then i used to, my boyfriends travels a lot for work during this time of the years around different countries, and since I love to travel sometimes i got with him, unless i have a photo shoot or something then i stay back, like right now, I had a photoshoot yesterday while he was in Spain, so i stayed back, he'll be back here tomorrow morning and i can't wait to see him" she said happily when she talked about what she does and her boyfriend.

"That's awesome, two of my brothers also travel a lot for work expect for them it's around Canada and the United States, I think if they traveled around the world I would follow them" i said chuckling.

" How many siblings do you have?" she asked.

"Three, my twin brother Lives in Vancouver Canada, my middle brother lives in New Jersey, and my baby brother still lives in Michigan, he's still in University" i said smiling thinking about them.

"Wow you guys are really all over the place" she said making me laugh.

"Yeah i guess we are, what about you? any siblings? "

"two, a half brother on my mom side, and one half sister who was just born a few months ago on my dads side"

"I'm sure when they grow up there going to come to you for all the advice" i said making her laugh.

"Probably"

"You are my new best friend" she said happily.

"Same here, i'm so glad you asked to sit with me today" i said smiling

"Me too"

We spent the whole day together exploring, once it was getting late we exchange numbers and promised we would hang out again before we both made our ways to our homes.

i'm happy I was finally able to make a friend, and Kika is so sweet, plus we got along great.

taglist : @luciaexcorvus​

[jacksdinonuggets]

#8?

Big Kid's Get Little Breaks

Summary: Vaggie regresses voluntarily after not regressing for a couple of months. barely any angst at all. manly just fluff.

It has been 2 months since Vaggie had last regressed. The Hotel had been very busy with new guests and Charlie was busy with new ideas. There was barely any time to even cuddle. With her plushies or with Charlie, there was still no time. But that wasn’t the only part of it. She really wanted to regress, but she’d only get about 1 hour of free time. That was barely enough time to get into her headspace and then get out of it. Besides, she needed to figure out some other coping mechanisms. Like flying! Charlie would have to watch her and she would only be able to fly for about 15 minutes before getting tired.

However, Charlie noticed Vaggie getting a bit tired and overwhelmed. Everyone was. But she knew that her partner needed some extra support. So one night, as they were winding down, she decided to bring it up.

“Hey hun?” Charlie asked after an extravagant conversation about the process of Pokemon evolution. 

“Yes, Charlie?”

“When was the last time you regressed?” 

Vaggie was a little hesitant. She didn’t want Charlie to be disappointed in her, but she should always be honest with her partner. It was good for their relationship. She reminded herself that Charlie would most likely not be mad or upset. 

“Umm, like 2 months ago I think?” She answered truthfully, “Haven’t had the time,” 

Charlie frowned. Had she been giving Vaggie too much workload? Or has she been overworking herself? The princess was concerned for her partner. Freaking out wouldn’t do any good though.

“That’s not good or healthy… How about I schedule some time tomorrow for you to regress?” She suggested.

“I- I guess. As long as I won’t be stressing you out.” Vaggie said. She didn’t lie, it sounded really nice.

“Don’t worry, you’re not. I love taking care of you and it's a coping mechanism for me! How about after 1 pm?” Charlie asked.

“Sounds good, hun. Lets get some rest now, I’m pretty tired,” She replied and turned off the lamp, darkness suddenly enveloping the room. 

The next morning, Charlie started the day by getting up a little early and shutting off Vaggie’s alarm before it could go off. But knowing she’d want to wake up a little bit on time, she changed the alarm to go off in 45 minutes. She got dressed as quietly as she could and pulled out her partner’s clothes and put them on the dresser. It was nice to help her partner get ready for the day, even though she wouldn’t be there physically to help her.

Vaggie woke up a little later than she had expected. Usually, it would make her really panicky and freaked out but luckily, there wasn’t anything super important planned early that morning. She got up and noticed that her clothes were already set out for her. She smiled and quickly changed before going downstairs.

“Good morning, Sweetheart!” Charlie greeted her, immediately setting down a plate of eggs and bacon in the shape of a smiley face, in front of her little one. “I made you breakfast and cleared up the schedule for this afternoon. Mommy’s got to work a bit this morning so I hope that’s okay,” 

Charlie knew what she was doing. She was using her caregiver name in the 3rd person to help Vaggie feel small so it would be easy for her to regress later. Vaggie wanted to be little right then and there but knew she had to wait until afternoon.

“Oki, That’s fine, M- Charlie. Thank you for making breakfast!” She replied, starting to eat her eggs.

Charlie got right to work after making Vaggie breakfast. In order for her to clear her schedule, she needed to get some more work done that morning and would need to get it finished either later that night, or the next day. So she went into her office and started working.

Later that day, after lunch, Charlie emerged from her office. Almost all of the day’s work was done and she now needed to find Vaggie and get her ready for her little time. Luckily, she found her almost immediately as she was in the lobby, working on schedules and getting paperwork filled out. Charlie snuck up behind and picked her up.

“Vaggie~ it’s baby time!” She gave her a kiss on the cheek and cradled her. Vaggie giggled, loving being babied by her.

“Okay, Charlie, let me just get this done-”

“Nope! Babies don’t do paperwork. Alastor can get it” Charlie declared, carrying her to the nursery. Vaggie wanted to argue so she could finish it, but she wanted to be little way more. So she let her Mama carry her to her nursery.

“Alright, little one~ Let’s get you changed first,” She placed Vaggie down on the changing table, “Do you want your paci and a fidget?”

“Mhm” She replied. Charlie smiled and grabbed a clean pacifier and put it in her mouth and handed her a baby fidget cube.

As Charlie started to change her into a cute and fluffy diaper, Vaggie’s baby brain immediately switched on. She really did feel so small and tiny and just a little baby. Once it was taped nice and snug, Charlie changed her into a onesie and long fluffy socks. Vaggie babbled incoherent words and was all smiley and drooly.

“Aww~ someone really slipped fast, huh?” Charlie said, picking her up. The little one giggled and grinned. 

“Alright well, is my wittle Vaggie feeling energetic, tired, eepy, or playful?” She asked, bouncing her on her hip.

Vaggie made both her hands into Y’s (basically like the hand symbol that stereotypical surfers do) and shook her wrists twice, signing the word “Play”

“Oki-Doky! I can get your blocks, or your baby bouncer, or the toy box? Ooh, or we can draw?” Charlie started listing off plenty of activities they could do.

“Bah!” Vaggie babbled, pointing to her baby bouncer with the activity board on it. Due to her smallness, it was a little harder for her to speak. When not regressing for a while, she tended to be very small.

Charlie smiled and placed her into her bouncer. She played with her with the activity board while she bounced. She kicked her legs and squealed, loving playing with all the fidgets and bouncing up and down. They happily played until Vaggie got a bit tired and a little hungry.

“Are you hungry, sweetie? Did you not eat lunch?” Charlie asked, taking her out of the bouncer when she heard her stomach growl. Vaggie shook her head, telling her she didn’t eat lunch.

“Okay, little one, there should be a bottle with some formula in here,” She put her on top of the changing table to sit as she went over to the minifridge. Sure enough, there was a baby bottle full of adult formula. 

“Warm or cold, baby?” 

“W-wam,” Vaggie babbled. Charlie nodded and took the cap off and put it in the microwave to heat it up. Once it was done, she placed the cap on and shook it a little. She picked her up again and put down the crib bars and sat down. After Vaggie got comfortable in her lap, she started to bottle feed her, watching her get more and more relaxed by the second.

Once the bottle was all finished and not a single drop of formula left, Charlie was about to tuck her into bed. However Vaggie started pouting and whining.

“Not sleepy, baby? Do you want to do a less stimulating activity instead?” She asked. Vaggie nodded.

“Okay, lets snuggle for a bit and read a book,” Charlie set her down in the crib (which had a ton of stuffies in it) and went to grab a few books.

When she came back, Vaggie was cuddling a bunch of stuffies. It was adorable and she gave her a small smile. The princess sat down next to her, and snuggled up with her. Since it was getting close to winter, she pulled a blanket over them and opened up the first book.

Charlie put on a bunch of funny voices and acted some of the scenes out while still cuddling. It was enough to entertain Vaggie but not enough to overstimulate her small tiny brain. So Charlie decided to slow down on the action and calmed down. It made Vaggie start to get sleepy and her eyes got droopy. When Charlie was absolutely sure that she had fallen asleep, she slowly crawled out of the crib, tucked Vaggie in and put up the crib bars. 

Charlie knew Vaggie would wake up within 45 minutes, still regressed, but that’s why she cleared out the entire afternoon. And the hotel residents are okay with little Vaggie having dinner with them if she’s still small by then. Charlie realized that she probably needed a break as well so she sat in the rocking chair and scrolled on her phone. Even though caregiving is a way for her to feel really good about herself and could sometimes be relaxing, she deserved a little phone time. Everyone needs a little break every now and then. It’s better to give yourself a break than wait until you burnout.

[dilemmaontwolegs]

Running from the Flames {5}

Pairing: Pierre Gasly x OFC Warnings: 18+ only, fluff - this is a work of fiction and the events are not based on reality. Chapter: One || Two || Three || Four || Five || Six || Seven || Eight || Nine || Ten || Eleven* || under construction

The day dawned bright and I woke up feeling lighter than I had in years. I felt the sunlight warm on my face like I had washed away the masks I had hid behind in a state of numbness. The same person I had gone to sleep thinking of was the same one on my mind when I woke up and I wasn’t the only one.

“Morning, mama,” Addie mumbled as she rubbed her eyes and climbed into my bed. “We see Pear now?”

“Not yet, babygirl, he’s got a big race to concentrate on today,” I said, tickling her when she began to pout. “But, when the race is over we will find him and congratulate him okay?”

“Okay,” she huffed, clearly not happy with having to wait.

I checked my phone while we lay in bed waking up and stared at my home screen for a minute thinking it looked odd until I remembered I had deleted a bunch of the apps that normally filled the page. Forgoing my normal routine of reading the news and scrolling through instagram for a bit, I opened the messages I had received to see my dad had invited us to breakfast. 

“Get dressed, sweetie, Grandad’s going to meet us downstairs.”

Addie tumbled off the bed in her haste but quickly got to her feet and rushed to change out of her Frozen pyjamas. I was a little more sedate as I got up and brushed my teeth before struggling to pull a hairbrush through my hair. By the time I had managed to tame the mess and tie back from my face Adelaide was dressed with her leggings inside out and mismatching socks so we fixed that up and made our way down to the restaurant, Le Limùn.

The restaurant was already quite full and from the lanyards hanging around the majority of necks they too were here for the Monaco Grand Prix. From the quick glance around I hadn’t been able to spot my dad so I stopped in front of the maître d'hôtel.

“Bonjour madame, je peux vous aider?”

“Oui, there should be a reservation for Damian Vowles.”

The hostess looked at the bookings before leading the way to a table overlooking the water. “Would you like a high chair for a mademoiselle?”

“Merci,” I said with a nod and took a seat with Addie on my lap while we waited when my phone vibrated.

From Pierre: I found another one for Addie to steal.

A second later an image came through and I smiled at the selfie Pierre had taken with an Alpine hat identical to the one Addie had left in her room.  

To Pierre: What if I want one to match too?

From Pierre: Sorry gorgeous, it’s our thing, she might get jealous. 

“That smile wouldn’t have anything to do with a certain F1 driver, would it?”

I shoved my phone face down on the table as Addie climbed off me to hug her grandad and I rose to give him a hug too. 

“Hey dad, how have you been?” 

“Trying to put out fires with the press,” he said with a knowing look as he put Addie into the high chair that had arrived and took his own seat. “You’re lucky Addie was in most of the pictures with you and Pierre, they can’t publish any photos of minors without signed release forms.”

I breathed a sigh of relief and reached over the table to grab my dad’s hand. “Thank you. I’ll be more careful.”

“He’s a racer, sweetheart,” dad said, his fading American accent thickening with his emotions. “They run as fast as their cars and never stay in one place. That’s not what you need, you need stability.” He nodded his head to Addie. “For her sake and yours.”

I sighed and was grateful that the waiter arrived to take our orders, giving me a second to think of my reply. All too soon he was gone and my dad looked at me expectantly. I felt like I was a child again and not the 25 years old that I was.

“I grew up in this very environment and yes we moved around more often than not, but I wouldn’t call it unstable. Do you have an issue with me making friends with a driver or specifically Pierre?”

“Is that all it is? Friendship?”

I shrugged. “We are just getting to know each other. Beyond that, I don’t know.” 

Dad sighed and sat up straighter, flattening his blue tie against the FIA issued white dress shirt and standing. A stranger in the same kit greeted dad by name and shook his hand before handing over a folder I had seen many times before - a protest had been submitted to FIA and dad would have his hands full. 

“I’m sorry, sweetheart, I have to go,” dad said regrettably before giving Addie a kiss on her head.

“It’s fine, go.” I gave him a smile so he didn’t worry about us but given how grey his hair had gone in recent years I don’t think it worked. “I’ll come home for a visit when the season breaks, we can catch up then.”

“I’d like that, and call your mother, she’ll be worrying when she sees the papers.” 

“I will.” I turned to Addie. “Say bye bye to grandad.”

“Nooo,” she started to whine, reaching blindly from the high chair as she tried to grab him. 

“Behave for your mum, be a good girl,” Dad said to her with a bop on the nose. “I love you.”

“Love you too,” she mumbled before her food arrived and she was distracted from his departure.

He stopped beside me and kissed the top of my head too. “What I have heard of Pierre is that he is a good man, I just worry about you. I’ll always worry about you, even when you are 50 years old.”

“I know, I understand that now,” I said as I looked at my own daughter. “Love you, dad.”

“Love you too.” He started to walk away but turned as he remembered something. “Oh, and tell Otmar to watch his back.”

I bit my lip to stop the laughter escaping. “It wasn’t his fault.”

“His driver, his responsibility,” he pointed out before leaving the restaurant and heading back to the FIA headquarters set up in the paddock. 

“Your grandad is unbelievable,” I muttered to Addie before picking at the fresh fruit that came with my croissant and offering her some. “Want some pear? Shit.” 

I swiped my phone from the table, forgetting I had been interrupted from replying to Pierre.

To Pierre: Sorry, I just met my dad for breakfast before he had to get back to HQ. I can’t believe you are making me jealous of a toddler.

From Pierre: I’ll make it up to you. 

To Pierre: I’ll hold you to that. What time are the pre-race interviews?

From Pierre: 11. What time are you coming to the paddock?

To Pierre: Given how excited Addie is to see you, very soon. 

From Pierre: And what about you?

I probably looked half crazy as I smiled at my phone.

To Pierre: Even more so.

I shoved my phone in my pocket and signed the check to have breakfast charged to the room before helping Addie from the high chair.

“Are you ready for the big day?” I asked her as we rode the elevator back to the top floor. “There’s going to be lots of cars zooming around the track.”

She clapped excitedly and she ran out of the opening doors ‘zooming’ her way along the corridor until I called her back to our door.

I had thought it was busy during the qualifiers but race day was a beast unto itself. Thousands of spectators filled the streets as they queued up to catch a glimpse of the drivers, their merchandise waving around in the hopes of a signature if they were lucky. 

I almost had to use Addie’s stroller as a battering ram and I was grateful I brought it from home because I might have easily lost her in the crowd with how slippery she could be. 

Breaking away from the masses, I made my way to the teams’ entrances and scanned my ID to get through security. With my hair down and sunglasses on I hoped I was incognito enough but the small whisper among the reporters waiting in the paddock grew the closer I got to Alpine.

Not trusting the invasive photographers, I pulled the sunshade low over Addie’s face and she complained she couldn’t see but I held it in place. “Just for a little bit, sweetie, then I’ll lift it up.” We didn’t need to have her face added to the media hype.

I was practically jogging down the footpath by the time I reached the blue and white pop-up garage and ducked inside with a sigh. Addie pushed the visor back before growing frustrated that she was still buckled in and not moving so I unclipped her and set her feet down on the floor. 

“Mama, come on,” she begged as she tugged my hand, remembering the way into the garage where Poppa and Pierre would hopefully be. “Hurry.”

“Are your manners on holiday too? That’s not how we talk.”

“Pleeeeeease.”

I let her lead the way past the offices and empty driver rooms, through the racks of spare tyres, and out into the pit where most of the team had gathered. The mechanics were making last minute adjustments to the tuning and checking their diagnostic tools. The pit crew were warming up and practised synchronising their roles so they were one cohesive unit out on the asphalt. Otmar was busy listening to his advisors, nodding along with what they were saying. And Pierre, he was at his locker putting the cap back on the tube of teething gel I had given him yesterday. 

I made my way through the crowd to him but Addie gave away the surprise when she shouted out excitedly and nipped between the tighter spaces I wasn’t able to. I saw the moment he heard her as a smile grew on his face and he turned in our direction, already dropping to his knees with those lightning reflexes so he could meet Addie’s hug with his own. 

“Look, look!” She pointed to her cap and then his. “I have one too.”

“I see that and it looks much better on you. Are you going to be cheering for me today?” he asked, grinning wider when she nodded eagerly. 

“Maybe Poppa can find an Alpine shirt for you to wear,” I said, nodding my head in Otmar’s direction since he had finished his discussions. “Why don’t you go ask him?”

She ran off and Pierre stood up, opening his arms slightly to give me a choice and I stepped into the embrace. I knew it was lasting far too long to just be considered a friendly welcome but his cologne smelled divine and the crook of his neck was the perfect height to tuck my head into. 

“Did you sleep well?” he asked as he rested his cheek on my hair, neither of us willing to break apart just yet.

“I did, Addie slept through the night and after everything on the boat I was absolutely drained.” Telling Pierre what had happened with the paparazzi was like unloading a tonne of baggage I didn’t know I was carrying around and I had slept like a log. “You?”

He shrugged and I looked up at him concerned but he gave me a small smile and he ran his hand soothingly up and down my spine. “Just pre-race nerves. It’s fucking Monaco. It never gets easier.”

“You’ll do great,” I said as I gently squeezed his narrow waist and begrudgingly stepped back. “Looks like you are needed.”

He looked over his shoulder at his personal trainer just in time to see the tennis ball flying at his head where he swiped it out of the air. He tossed the ball into his other hand, sending a wink to me as he backed away. “Back to it.”

I drifted over to Otmar where he was entertaining Addie but my attention remained on Pierre. His focus was absolute and his speed was staggering, it was incredible to watch and I couldn’t tear my eyes away. It also didn’t hurt that the Alpine shirt he was wearing was skin tight and showed off every muscle as he moved.

“Napkin?” Otmar offered, pulling a handkerchief from his pocket. “You look like you’re going to drool.”

I pushed his hand away with a roll of my eyes. “Was not. I was just admiring the athleticism of your drivers.”

“You haven’t even noticed Esteban over there.” I looked around the room and spotted the other driver with his own personal trainer, proving his point and making him chuckle to himself. “Oh, to be young again.”

“That reminds me, I saw dad this morning and he said to watch your back.” I grinned as Otmar crossed his arms defensively. “I think you are both too old to wrestle, you might break a hip.”

“It’s how we have always worked our way through disagreements,” he said before his head whipped back to me. “Hang on, we aren’t old!”

“Sorry, just immature,” I teased. 

The rest of the morning flew by while the drivers started their pre-race routines but it all came to a stop when the call came out to head to the interview stage. Pierre jogged over after finished up with his neck stretches but he was intercepted by a young woman armed with hairspray and brushes. 

He shifted in his feet impatiently as she styled his hair for the media and ducked out of her reach when she pulled out a makeup brush. It looked like a common occurrence given the sigh she gave before walking away and he finally made it over to me.

“You’re not too bored hanging around here?”

“This was the first 16 years of my life. It’s like coming home to me,” I reminded him. “Plus, the view is alright too.”

The smirk on his face grew and he looked down between us, taking my hand in his. “Just alright?”

I was beginning to learn that Pierre was the physical type, not just with me but everyone he met got hugs or he draped his arm over their shoulders, it was just how he expressed himself. The constant small touches felt natural and after being touch starved for so long I was starting to crave more.

Rising on my tiptoes with a burst of courage, I kissed his cheek. “Better than alright. Now go feed the hounds.” I gave him a nudge towards the inpatient coordinator waiting to lead him and Esteban away. Otmar handed Addie over since he would be going with the men to the principal’s interview and I waved to Pierre as they left.

“There’s a seat here,” a guy from the pit crew offered as they turned the tvs on to watch the interview and I sat with Addie on my lap. “You’re Damian’s daughter, right?”

“Yeah, Brianna.” I shook his gloved hand and turned my attention to the screen as Pierre took a seat beside Esteban.

“Paulo,” he replied with a shake of his head. “I hope you know what you’re getting yourself into.”

“What do you mean?” I asked with a frown but he just pointed to the screen as the interview began.

Click here for chapter six.

Taglist: @my-only-way-tocooperatewithlife

[lost-walmartbag]

Kenny x Reader pt 5

Warning: Swearing

Background: The morning after your night with Kenny you choose to relive old memories with him and Karen.

Status: Ongoing

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'Hangover breakfast'

When you woke up you felt Kenny's arms still wrapped around you. It felt great you almost didn't want him to let go but you knew he had to. You look back and saw that Kenny was awake just burying his face in your back.

"Come on Ken you have to let go.." You say quietly making him let out a soft groan.

"P-please don't make me." He whispered as his grip loosened.

"Ken please don't make this harder for me." You beg quietly.

"Why does it have to be like this? I know you still love me like I love you. Y/N I'm sorry for everything but please just give me a chance to show you I would never hurt you." He said looking up at you and pulling his arms off of your body.

"Kenny..I...I know my worth." You say sitting up and looking down at him. "What you did...I just can't be with you...I don't know if you'll hurt me or not."

"I.." Kenny started and sighed looking up at the ceiling. "I understand. But that won't stop me from trying."

You wanted to be upset by that but you couldn't. A small smile crept onto your lips. You looked at him and nod.

"I wouldn't expect anything less. Now do you want me to take you home?" You ask softly as you get out of bed.

"No, it's ok I can walk home." He said getting out of your bed and stretching.

"You sure? Don't you have a hangover?" You ask walking closer to him. "I don't mind."

"I don't want to bother you." He said looking down at you and making you frown.

"Come on get in the car I can pick up some food for you and Karen." You said grabbing your keys and walking out of the room.

Kenny couldn't help but follow you. He loved the way took care of him and Karen. You two got into the car and you drove to a random fast food place. You ordered enough food for you, Kenny, and Karen. As you pulled up to get the food Kenny handed you his card.

"Hey no don't worry I got it." You said refusing to take it.

Kenny didn't say anything just moved his body over yours and handed his card to the worker at the window. You couldn't help but laugh as you felt his body weight on you. He sat back down and smiled showing off his tooth gap that you always loved seeing.

"You never change." You said quietly.

"I told you I'm not gonna stop trying." He said as you handed him his card and the food.

You blushed a bit as you drove to his house. Once you parked in front Karen came out of the house and got into your backseat.

"Hey, girl." You say turning in your seat to look back at her.

"Hey Y/N I missed you." She said leaning forward to hug you.

"Aw, I missed you too babe. I got you your favorite~," You said as she pulled away and sat back down.

"Big breakfast burrito extra salsa?" She asked.

"And a medium sprite." You say handing them both to her and making her smile brightly.

You'd known Karen for a while and were pretty close even before you dated Kenny. Once you started Kenny she was beyond excited because it meant that one day you'd two would actually be sisters. You knew each other well, but when you broke up with Kenny you distanced yourself a bit.

"I love you so much," Karen said digging into her food and letting out a groan.

"Don't make a mess," Kenny said handing her a napkin but she just shot him a dirty look.

"And where were you last night? You're hardly home anymore and you wanna be telling me what to do?" She asked raising an eyebrow.

"Look I'm sorry Kare.." Kenny said with a groan as he began eating his own food.

You just giggled as you quietly ate as you watched them bicker. Karen had been pissed when she caught wind that you two had broken up. Of course, she blamed it all on Kenny as you could do no wrong in her eyes.

"Don't be too mad at him Kare. I took him to my place last night so he could sleep. You can be mad at me." You said giving her your puppy eyes.

"Oh Y/N it's not your fault. It's his for getting drunk. He's just been a mess since-" She started before Kenny cleared his throat and shot her a dirty look making her be quiet.

"Look let's not be mad let's just enjoy our breakfast like old times." You say with a smile and raise your drink for them to toast.

Kenny and Karen both toast with you with a smile. "To hangover breakfast." You all said with a smile

You all ate and talked about anything you could think about. These breakfasts didn't happen often but when they did you all loved it. It was a great way for Kenny to handle his hangover and a good time for you and Karen to catch up on your weeks. When you are all finished you start your car again.

"Aw, do you have to go so soon?" Karen asked with a pout.

"Come on Y/N has things to do." Kenny said taking all the trash and getting out of the car and shutting the car door.

As he walks to the trashcan Karen takes the opportunity to talk to you alone.

"I know he's a fucking idiot but you two were good together. I still want us to be a family. You were honestly the only good thing in our lives." Karen said leaning closer to you.

You stay quiet for a second and let out a sigh. How could you say no? It's not like you didn't want to date Kenny again. You just didn't know how to get past what happened.

"I don't know what happened between you two and I get it that neither of you want to tell me...but I know you both want to be together. But even if you two don't that doesn't mean we don't have to stop hanging out." She said taking your hand. "Sisters right?"

"Sisters." You say softly squeezing her hand.

Kenny opens Karen's car door and grabs her other hand pulling her out. "Just think about it ok?" She said as Kenny pulled her out and poked his head in.

"Thanks for everything Y/N." He said with a smile. "I'll make it up to you ok? Drive safe."

Before you could say anything back he closes the door and waves as he and Karen go inside their house leaving you there to think. Once you drive away you try to actually take Karen's words to heart. Should you give him a second chance? Would that make you stupid? Would you be stupid not to? Thinking about all this was torture and Kenny's lingering cologne wasn't helping. As you were lost in thought you hadn't even noticed that you had rolled through a stop sign and another car was speeding towards yours.

A/N: Hey guys hope you liked it also I'm trying to schedule when I post rather than just trying to do it when I finish it so we can all know what to expect so I'm thinking of giving each person their own day of the week like Kenny stories being on Wednesday or something. I hope that made sense lmao. But anyway hope ya'll liked this I hope I get out of my little funk because girl I fell asleep at 10am yesterday for a little nap and woke up at 5pm 😔. But ye love yall thank you so much for reading. 🩷

[taterstories]

The Debt (part 2) written by: Tater

In the morning, I woke up in Jeri's bed alone. She had left a note on the nightstand, and it said to come down to the Java Lava for breakfast when I woke up. So, I got out of bed and put on my suit from the night before except I did not put on my tie and did not tuck in my shirt I looked like a slob or like I was doing the walk of shame, so I decided to at least tuck in my shirt. I went downstairs and put my suit jacket and my tie in my car. Then I went into the Java Lava and first thing I see is the beautiful Jeri behind the counter making coffees for her customers. She turns around and we make eye contact, and she gives me a smile I did not realize it, but I had a big smile on my face as well. I walk up to the register, and she says, "Good morning sweetie what can I get you." I order my usual coffee and I get a muffin. She turns around to get my order and says, "No need to pay, you will need your money to pay Donte back." I had forgot about paying Donte back. Jeri brought me my order and I sat down enjoyed my food and watching Jeri work. I still can't wrap my head around the fact that she is trans. I'm not gay but I am really attracted to her, and I feel like I could get past that minor thing about her. She is pretty amazing I really could not stop thinking about her and the events that went down in her apartment. When I am done with my food and coffee I go over and tell Jeri I will call her later.

I go home and I remembered I need to figure out how to get another 50k before this afternoon. I make several phone calls and everyone that I thought could help me laughed at me and hung up on me. I was definitely screwed. It was five pm and my phone rings, it's from a number I don't know I answer, and it is Donte. "Hey, my boy Brandon you have my money 100k?" I respond trembling, "I have half with you take that as a down payment and I can get the rest by Friday." He says, "Wire the money to me and I will find you on Friday, and if you do not have my money, you will owe me 300k from interest and you can work that off." I hang up the phone and go to brainstorming how I could come up with 300k by Friday. There is no way it's impossible I'm fucked. I do not know what to do. Then I thought I know what will make me feel better. So, I open my phone and call Jeri and she answers, and I am put at ease. She says, "Hey Brandon, I have missed you today, what is going on?" "I am so worried about my debt with Donte I don't have anywhere else to go I guess I will have to just work it off." She gives me a concerned sigh, "I feel so back honey can I come over and make you feel better?" "Yes, I would like to see your beautiful smile." She sounded excited and says, "Ok, Sweety I will be there in a few just send me your address." I tell her it's the Omega building and I'm on the top floor. Then we hung up the phone and I called the security downstairs and told them to let Jeri up when she gets there.

It was about a half hour and the security guard called me and told me Jeri is on her way up. About 5 minutes later the elevator door opened to my apartment and there is beautiful Jeri. I am stunned by her smile she is great; she walks to me and kisses me on the lips passionately. We then walked into my living room, and she says, "Look at this place it's amazing I don't know how you don't have to money to pay Donte off." I only have 50k because I just moved here for this promotion, so I am tapped out of money." We sit on the couch, and she kisses me again and says, "Its ok let me help you feel better." Then she starts to rub my dick through my soft pants I have on and immediately I got a boner. She pulls out my dick and strokes it as she is kissing me on the lips. Then she says we should go to your room, and we can have fun. So, we get up and I lead her to my bedroom she tells me to get undress and she does too. Then we climb in bed, and she started to suck my dick. Her ass was net to my head and but before I knew what happened we were in the 69 position I opened my eyes only to see her big cock in my face. I thought a minute and I just went with it, and I took her cock in my mouth. It is big and she was starting to fuck my mouth. I tried to stop her I do not want her to cum in my mouth, but her mouth felt so good on my dick that I was helpless. She is fucking my mouth and sucking my dick for what seems like forever, and it's only been a few minutes and I start to feel it her cock starts to swell. Before I could protest, she blew a huge load of cum in my throat. I was trying to resist throwing up even though it didn't taste that bad then my brain went right back to her sucking my dick and the next thing she stuck two fingers in my ass and press against my prostate and I came in her mouth. Then she pulled her cock out of my mouth and rolled off of me, turning around to cuddle up next to me. At that moment I did not care that she just came in my mouth I am in love with her. We cuddled all night and fell asleep.

The next morning, I woke up and we are spooning, and I am the little spoon. She had her morning wood resting between my ass cheeks. As I came to, I felt something moist and cold squirt between my cheeks. Jeri then positioned her cock and pushed it into my ass. I just laid there and took her cock pounding my ass. She has been fucking my ass for twenty minutes I was starting to get sore. Then I felt the same feeling I felt in my mouth last night she blew a huge load of warm cum in my ass. After she came, she did not pull her cock out of my ass just left it there, I could feel her getting soft and eventually slipped out of my ass along with a big glob of cum that ran down my ass cheek. She had been asleep since right after she came, and I soon fell back asleep as well. All day we napped and fucked. Today was such an amazing day. I had finally gotten late, and we had ordered some sushi for dinner. Jeri told me she needed to go home so she could be at the Java Lava in the morning. We kissed at I pushed the button to call the elevator. When it arrived, she walked on and blew me a kiss as the door shut.

[smolwritingchick]

The Bangtan Gal Chapter 38- I'm Lacking

Chapter Summary: BTS film Season's Greetings. Jen supports GFriend's debut. The Anti hate begins to get to Jennie harder than before as she begins to push herself. She learns the hard way what happens when she wants to work 24/7.

Words: 6,000+

Genre: Fluff and also angst with more hate comments and racism.

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When Jennie woke up, it was past 9 am, and she somewhat felt disappointed at the loss of heat from Jungkook when she got out of bed to stretch. She had a great night’s sleep thanks to him and she planned to spoon more often if he was okay with it. He was comfortable to sleep with and not to mention, warm.

Glancing at the bed, she smiled at the cute sight of the puppy curled up in a ball, next to him. Gently picking up the sleeping puppy in her arms, she placed the covers on Jungkook and set the puppy back to sleep next to him.

When she went out of her room, she was met by Jin, Yoongi, and Jimin eating breakfast. 

“Morning!” She took a seat next to Jimin as she was greeted back.

“Where’s Kookie?” Jimin asked.

“He’s in my room.”

Her statement caused Jin to stop eating and immediately turn to her. “And what is he doing in your room?” He asked with his voice filled with panic.

“Here we fuckin’ go...” Yoongi put his headphones in, blasting music so he wouldn’t hear another freak out of his.

“What is he doing in your room, Jennie?” He repeated.

Confused at his sudden questioning, she replied in a calm tone, “Jin, relax-“

“JEON JUNGKOOK!” He screamed, standing up from his seat.

“H-hey! He’s sleeping!” She jumped on her feet, trying to stop him, but ended up getting picked up over his shoulder and placed on the couch. “Jin!”

“You might as well just leave him, Ennie.” Jimin laughed as they heard Jin’s shouts and Jungkook’s yells of confusion. 

The puppy ended up running out of the room until it found Jennie. She picked it up and held it in her arms. She felt the puppy shaking in fear as she began to soothe it by gently petting its head. 

“Jin! You scared him!” She scolded as he dragged Jungkook out of the room by the ear.

“How heartless,” Yoongi commented after taking off his headphones.

Jungkook sat on the couch with her, rubbing his ear, lowkey annoyed at how his sleep was interrupted. 

“Hyung, was that really necessary?” He complained. “And you scared Tony.” He frowned and turned his head to the shaking puppy in Jen’s arms.

“It’s okay.” She cooed as the puppy whined. “Hey, hey. Shh.” She hugged it close as it started to calm down.

“Let me see the little guy.” He requested as she placed the puppy in his hands. Jungkook picked him up and turned the puppy to face him. “Jin is mean, isn’t he, Tony?”

“A big meanie for scaring you.” She added as she smiled at the puppy.

“Don’t be scared, you’re safe with Kookie and Jennie. We’ll protect you.” He whispered gently.

“We won’t let anyone hurt you.”

“Yeah, so have no fear, little guy.”

Jimin watched them both with the puppy. It was like they were taking care of a baby. It was cute to watch them together like this as a smile came across his face.

“Was that your Christmas gift, smartie?” Yoongi asked.

“Yes. We’re taking care of him together.” She answered.

“We’re just in a disagreement about if it should be a Captain America based name or Iron Man based.” Jungkook playfully narrowed his eyes at her as she rolled her eyes.

“I didn’t mean to scare the puppy.” Jin tried to explain.

“Too late, you already scared the poor puppy! How dare you?” Jimin called him out. “At least his parents are there to calm him down.”

After the puppy calmed down, it began to act hyper and happy again, putting smiles on its owners’ faces.

“I don’t feel comfortable with you two in the same bed together, all right? No more going in each other’s rooms.” Jin ordered.

“Oh, you have got to be kidding me!” Jennie complained. “We’re just sleeping!”

Jimin giggled at her statement. “Yes, friends sleep with each other, I don’t see anything wrong with that.”

“Thank you! We sleep with each other a lot.”

“What-what-WHAT!?” Jin shouted.

Jimin couldn’t hold in his laughter as he began to giggle out loud, banging his fist on the table. Yoongi smirked in amusement and shook his head.

“What is so funny!?” She exclaimed, turning to Jimin.

“Nothing, nothing. You can carry on.” He gestured.

“I think you two need to write a report of the things you do together. Should I get hidden cameras?” Jin suggested.

Jennie glanced at Jungkook and they both turned to look at Jin, unamused. 

“All right now you’re outta pocket.” She declared.

“What does that mean!?” Jin looked confused.

“It means you’re getting old...” Yoongi bluntly replied.

“I am not old!” Jin shouted, as his ears began to get red.

“Jin, you really need to calm down. Let the kids live.”

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Their season’s greetings took place in a studio in Gangnam as the members began to walk in, greeting everyone while they were filmed. Jen’s hair was straightened with curls at the end while wearing a hoodie, jeans with gingerbread earrings and black Nikes.

She waited patiently for her turn to take individual photos as she sat with V who played around with the dogs.

‘Are you wearing Nikes today?’

She was asked as a huge grin came across her features. “Oh well, you know I have to represent Nike. Like, Nike is life. Look at these sneaks!” She pointed to her black and white Nikes for the camera as it panned down. “Look at em! Dayum~! Some nice sneaks, right here.”

‘Miss Bangtan seems to be in her own little world with Nike.’

When it was finally her turn, she walked into a bedroom filled with teddy bears and other stuffed animals.

“I’m on the November page since my birthday is in November. Let’s go!” She shot the camera a thumbs up. 

Making her way to the middle of the room, she sat on the floor with the stuffed animals all around. She was told to act cute, so she grabbed a bottle of bubbles on the table, blowing bubbles around as the photographer snapped away. Afterward, she sat next to the huge brown teddy bear on the floor, hugging it from the side. She then sat in front of it, holding onto its big fluffy arms, wrapping around her.

“Whoa!” She laughed as it fell on top of her. 

The photographer caught her mid-laugh, it looked candid, deciding to keep it. She then posed in a chair drinking hot chocolate and cozied up.  

As the rest of the members took their photos, Jennie sat with Jimin, who decided to interview her. 

“Jennie, welcome to Jimin TV. Let’s do a 30 second fun fact session. Ready? Go!”

“Oh okay, well, I have you know that Miss Bangtan speaks four languages.” She revealed to the camera recording them.

“Whoa. What are they?”

“English. Korean. Sarcasm and Profanity. I’m not sorry, mom.” She grinned sheepishly over Jimin's giggles.

“What are your goals for 2015?”

“This is a long-term goal but I want K-Pop to be recognized more in America. I hope we’re able to achieve that goal, soon. And I want to improve my singing and dancing skills.”

“I believe we can achieve these goals together. 2015 will be a good year.” He reassured.

“Fighting!”

“Fighting!”

Standing up to stretch, she turned to see Jungkook with big Mickey Mouse gloves on his hands, fooling around. 

“Hey, Jungkook, give me a combination. Let’s test your skills.” She put her palms in front of him, pretending to train him in boxing.

“You got it.” He hit her palms with a fast combination. The speed of his hands caused her to turn to the camera, impressed.

“Ladies and gentlemen, I believe he’s ready for the championship.”

After the series of photoshoots with all the members, acting bright and cheerful, they head off to the next studio. Once arriving, the members begin to play around with the rocking horse prop.

Sounds of laughter came from J-Hope, Jin and Jennie as J-Hope began to ride around on the horse after Jin.

“Even the tail is moving.” Jin pointed out.

“Let me try.” She gets on the horse after him. “WEEEEEEEEEE!” She yelled, rocking back and forth. “I’m getting Rookie King vibes.” She let out another laugh with the members.

After she got off, she tried to stop V from sitting on the small toy hippo. 

“V! That’s a hippo!” She grabbed the stuffed toy away from him before he could sit on it. “Do you see how tiny this thing is? Hippo, I am so sorry, you’re safe now.” She held it against her chest protectively. 

The only response she got from him was a fit of giggles as she shook her head in amusement. After changing into a red sweater dress and black thigh-high boots, Jen watches Jungkook take his individual photos. 

“Hehehe, he has cute rabbit ears.” She giggled at the sight. “He’s cute and awkward. I think that’s what makes him so adorable.”

After his photo shoot with the rabbit ears, the stylist placed Mickey Mouse ears on him.

“Cuteness overload! This is too much cuteness in the morning.” She beamed.

After a few more photos, Jungkook gestures for her to come over and take photos with him. 

“Come on, Jennie! I’m not Mickey Mouse without my Minnie.” His cute bunny smile made it hard to resist his request.

Chuckling at his cheesiness, she obliged his request. One of the stylists placed a Minnie Mouse headband on Jen’s head and retouched her hair and makeup. After she was done, Jungkook and Jennie began to shoot.

“97 Line all day!” She cheered

The two of them take various poses such as putting up the peace sign, showing off their cheesy/bunny smiles, and Jen putting her arms around his neck from behind while they grin happily. They even both posed by simultaneously making a punch to the camera.

’97 Liners make the cute concept look easy’

As they stood back to back, Jungkook leaned forward with his hands in his pockets while Jen leaned back, keeping her back against his as the photographer snapped away. Once Jennie was left alone for her individual shots, she took photos with a blown up candy cane. She jumped up in the air, posing with it like she was playing the guitar. Going to the camera to go see how her shots came out, she was pleased to see how great the air guitar pose looked.

“Keep it! Put it in! I love it.”

Once she finished her shots, she worked on her New Year greeting for the fans by drawing ARMY in bubble letters with hearts around. Under it, she writes the caption, ‘#ARMYXBTS2K15! Let’s slay 2015 together! ❤ ❤’

All the members regroup to take group photos with a mischief concept. From Jimin throwing cheeseballs at Jennie as she aimed to catch them by her mouth, to her putting on Jungkook’s Mickey Mouse gloves to add to her Minnie Mouse concept, the concept went well as everyone was in high spirits. Jimin and Jungkook picked up V while Suga and J-Hope picked up Jin as Jennie and Rapmon were the refs, watching the chaos unfold.

It wasn’t even a photo shoot anymore because it was all filled with laughter as V and Jin tried to grab onto each other. It was nothing but chaos as Jen and Rapmon looked around for help. After their last shoot with red noses on their noses, they all applaud and cheer that the season’s greeting photoshoot was successful.

“Thank you for your hard work~” Jennie grinned at the camera.

“Please support our next year’s season’s greeting and look at our beautiful faces,” Jin added with a smile.

“Today’s photo shoot was really fun.” Jimin grinned.

“Leave no, leave.” Suga shoved him away.

Jimin continued to talk despite Suga continuously shoving him. “Thank you for supporting us until the end. Please keep loving BTS in the future.” He giggled as Jin placed a hand on the camera.

Pulling Jin’s hand away from it, Jimin placed a kiss on the camera.

“I hope you look forward to next year’s Season’s Greetings!” Jennie went on as Suga turned the camera to him, getting all up close.

“I’m back~!”

“Aye! I wasn’t done!” She pushed him away with J-Hope. “Look forward to next year!” She happily shouted before getting put into a headlock by Suga.

“Please look forward to season’s greeting!” J-Hope grinned.

“Why do we always interrupt each other? We should help each other.” Jimin pondered. 

It seems like he had the most sense around here.

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At the KBS Song Festival, Jen was already dressed for the It’s Tricky stage with the rest of the members.

Leaving the dressing room, she found herself in the mix of all the business of the show and various groups preparing for their stages. She didn’t want to be stuck with the members, she was always with them. She wanted to find some familiar faces and if not, make a few new friends.

“Hey, hey.” She heard a familiar voice and turned to see Taeil from Block B.

“Taeil! It’s been a while.” She pulled him in for a hug. 

The last time she saw him was at the MAMA Awards. She was pleased to see him doing well.

“It has. Good job performing Danger earlier.”

“Thanks, I’m looking forward to your stage, tonight.”

“It’s gonna be a fun one. I’m surprised you’re not with the members, right now.”

“I’m trying to make some friends here.” She sighed.

“I think I see Bora, from Sistar is over there.” He pointed out to her at the refreshment table.

“I see her. All righty. I’ll see you before the show is over, all right? Tell the guys I said hey.”

“You got it.”

Turning her attention to Bora, Jen made her way to her. “Excuse me.”

“Yes?” Bora turned around with a smile.

“Bora, right? From Sistar?”

“That’s me. You’re from America, right? BTS’ Bangtan girl?”

“Yeah, it’s nice to meet you. I was wondering if we could hang out or something. I’m trying to meet new people.”

“And get away from the boys?” She teased.

“That too!” She shared a laugh with her.

“Well, of course, we can hang out. Dasom, she can speak English too.”

“Oh really? Nice.”

“Yeah, I’m sure she’ll love to talk to you. I was on my way back to the girls. Follow me, I’ll introduce you to them.”

Meeting Bora and the rest of the Sistar members went smoothly for Jennie. They were extremely sweet and Dasom was eager to speak with her. After hanging with them, she bumped into AOA’s Jimin, Mina and Choa. Jen thought that Jimin’s voice was unique and complimented her and even found out that some of the members played the guitar, eagerly suggesting that they should play together something. Maybe she could learn a few things from them. Networking was always a great thing.

Walking around backstage, she went back to the refreshment table, to grab a small plate of cookies.

“Hey, Jennie!” A deep voice filled her ears.

She turned to see a guy smiling brightly at her. 

“Hi!" she greeted happily. "You look familiar...you wouldn’t happen to be a part of GOT7, would you?”

“You’re correct. I’m Jackson Wang. It’s nice to meet Miss Bangtan.”

“It’s nice to meet you too! I have been trying to get to know some new people. Get away from the guys.”

“Hahah, I wonder how they’ll feel about that. You know, I have a friend who’s really infatuated with you. He talks about you all the time. Now I see what he means about you having a cute smile.” He blurted out before getting smacked in the head by Mark who stood behind him. “Ow!”

“You are so gonna get killed now. You blab too much.” He scolded and turned to her. “Sorry about that. Ignore him. I’m Mark.”

“Jennie. Nice to meet you. Well, Jackson, whoever your friend is that’s infatuated with me, I’m flattered.”

“Friend? What friend? I said too much, ignore what I just said.” Jackson laughed nervously. ‘Oh, he is gonna kill me.’ He thought to himself.

Back to the boys in the BTS dressing room, Namjoon was on his phone, as usual, scrolling through Twitter until he found photos posted by Jennie, with the caption, ‘Friends!! Having a great time tonight! #Jen’

The photos consisted of her posing with Sistar, the AOA members she met, and Block B. ARMY was already tweeting how awesome it was that she was with them and how happy they were that she met them.

“Unbelievable...” He let out a chuckle. “This little girl is friggin’ everywhere. She’s gonna end up knowing everyone if she keeps this up.”

“She’s trying to get away from us.” Jimin pouted as he checked out the photos on his phone.

“Well we’re all guys, I’m sure she wants to be around women.” Jin reassured.

“She was just with Block B, hyung,” Jungkook informed.

“Oh.” Jin paused. “Never mind then. She’s trying to get away from us.”

As the night continued, the boys were on standby, getting ready to perform. Jungkook adjusted his USA hoodie and turned his head, only to frown at who Jennie was talking to.

The sound engineer guy? Again? Now, what did he want?

Jimin and Tae were joking around, while Jungkook continued to scowl, watching his every move.

“Hyung.” Jungkook spoke, catching their attention.

“What’s up, Kookie?” Jimin asked.

“Isn’t it that guy?” The Maknae pointed out bitterly. Tae and Jimin looked his way to find the guy getting a little too cozy with her.

“Unfortunately...” Jimin let out an annoyed sigh. “Now what does he want?”

Jennie stood with Shin as they caught up on how they were doing in their lives.

“I’d like to take you out on a date.” Shin’s sudden statement almost made her choke on her spit as she stared at him in disbelief. 

“Date? Me? Uh, I dunno.” She nervously laughed it off.

“I’m serious. I really want to get to know you better. You’re really cute.”

“Ah, um, well, I think it’s best if we remain friends.”

“For now?” he smiled, hopeful.

“Jennie. We gotta go.” Jungkook suddenly popped up and grabbed her by the hand, staring right at Shin, unable to hide his irritation. Shin glanced at their hands and back at Jungkook as his smile went away.

Regrouping with BTS, Jen and Jungkook stood by each other. All that was on his mind was Shin and he couldn’t stop the urge from asking Jennie, “Are you...interested in him?”

“I mean, he’s cute. But I only think of him as a friend.” She shrugged. “You think I should give him a chance?”

Jungkook looked down at his feet, pausing before answering. “If the guy you’re with makes you happy, then I’m happy.” 

Chuckling to herself, she shook her head. “You don’t want me to date him, do you.” She declared.

“I-I just...I...”

“Hey.” She placed a hand on his shoulder as he met her eyes. “I trust your judgment. If you think there’s someone better out there for me, well I’ll go with your judgment and wait for the guy. I’ll turn Shin down gently.” She turned to watch Ailee performing on the screen as he stared at her.

She watched Ailee perform with admiration and love in her eyes. “Oh mah God, this woman is a goddess. I would love to perform with her one day.”

Her statement made Jungkook smile. 

“You are such a fangirl.” He teased.

“Do you hear how beautiful she sings? How amazing she is?! Do you know what an honor it would be, to be on the same stage as her? Singing with her? Think of IU. You’ll understand.” She said as he nodded.

“Why don’t you introduce yourself?”

“Oh no, I’m nowhere near ready for that big step. I’m not worthy.”

“Oh stop.” He laughed

“That’s like me meeting Beyoncé. I’m not prepared to be slayed. One day. For now, I want to try to cover one of her songs. But my vocals need extreme improvement to be able to be on her level. I bet it’ll take me a few years.”

“Hey, don’t be discouraged. Whatever song you choose to sing of hers, just make the song your own. Don’t try to sound just like her.”

“Yeah, you’re right Kook.”

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2015 started pleasantly as Jen stood backstage at KBS Music Bank, walking around to find GFriend’s dressing room. It was January 16th, the day of their debut. 

When she finally got to the room, she opened it, while saying, “Hey, hey!”

“Jennie! You’re here!” Hayoon rushed over to her.

“You bet I am!” 

“Jennie! Glad, you could make it!” Eunha happily greeted and she went to hug her with SinB. 

Jen was well acquainted with the two of them because they were former Big Hit trainees. She was elated to finally see them debuting.

“How are the guys?” SinB asked.

“They always wonder how you two are doing. They’ll be thrilled to see you.”

The other members stared at Jennie, smiling politely. “Oh, I’m sorry. I’m Jennie from BTS. I wanted to support Hayoon, Eunha and SinB in GFriend’s debut. They're friends of mine. It’s nice to meet you. I came here with some goodies. You can eat them after the show.” She handed them small goodie bags.

“Aw, you didn’t have to do this.”

“I was bored so I decided to go shopping and make small goodie bags. No big deal.” She shrugged with a smile. 

GFriend was already dressed up and ready to go. They were nervous, but with Jen there for encouraging words, it made them happier.

As Jen was backstage, she watched GFriend’s interview as they were in the waiting room. Hayoon stood in the back, looking adorable as ever with her hair in a high ponytail. 

Jennie had high hopes for GFriend and hoped the members’ careers in the group would be nothing but successful. When they finally performed Glass Bead, she was blown away at how in unison they were with the dance moves. 

“Oh, I sure as hell am not gonna be able to dance like that. Hayoon, what the hell?” She chuckled to herself.

“Yas, girl, get your lines!” She soon said as Hayoon began to sing.

After they headed backstage, Jen met up with them, gleefully celebrating with them on their successful debut. 

“Now that is what I’m talking about! Amazing job. You ladies did well.” she cheered.

“Thank you so much for being here. You have no idea how much this means to me, to have your support.” Hayoon hugged her tightly.

“Of course, Yoon. How do you feel?”

She pulled away. “The butterflies are gone. I’m so happy. I feel good.”

“I was nervous during my debut as a member of BTS. You’ll get used to performing. Now, about this dance though...okay, Hayoon, there is no way I can dance that dance.”

“Hahah, Yes you can. I’ll teach you soon.”

“Eh heh heh, no, I’m gonna look like an awkward person. Like how the heck did you do those kicks? And act all cute like that? Ya’ll did that. That was a great debut.”

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Next Wednesday, at SOPA, Jen sat in her seat, waiting to see what her score was on the English test she took last week. As the teacher handed the papers out to the students in her row, she looked up, surprised at the frown on the teacher’s features.

“I’m surprised at your test score, Ms.Walker. You’re usually our A student in this class. Is everything all right?”

Confused, Jennie took the paper but automatically groaned in disappointment at the failing grade she received. 

“I’m fine, I guess I didn’t study enough. I’ll do well next time. It’s not the end of the world. It’s just one bad grade.”

The teacher nodded at her response and continued to give out the rest of the tests. Jen looked back at her score. 

A 33%? What went wrong? She studied.

For lunch, sitting with her group of friends, Jen sat across from Hayoon while the rest of the students, including Eunha and SinB, were engaged in their individual conversations, studying for a test during the next period and getting their homework out the way.

Hayoon watched Jennie with concern as she played on her phone. “You are not okay. You’re getting faint dark circles. Are you all right?”

Looking up, Jen shrugged, bluntly replying, “Nothing but a little bit of insomnia.”

Hayoon frowned at her response. “Why aren’t you sleeping? And aren’t you going to eat?”

“Eh, I’m not that hungry.” She replied nonchalantly.

“Jennie, you haven’t eaten all day. You should eat something. Don’t do this to your body like that. Especially as an idol with constant scheduling.”

“Yoon, I’m fine.”

“How many hours of sleep did you get?”

“I guess two hours? I don’t remember.”

Hayoon gaped at her in disbelief. “You’re overworking yourself for your next comeback?” She declared. It sounded more like a statement than a question.

“I don’t call it overworking. I call it pushing myself.”

“And where exactly did you get this pushing from?”

“I...people’s expectations.” She admitted with a sigh.

“Jennie, you’re good at what you do, don’t overwork yourself because of some ‘fans’ expectations.”

“It’s not just that, the hate is getting a little worse, unfortunately.”

“Didn’t Rapmon tell you to ignore it?”

“Easier said than done.” She snapped, taking Hayoon by surprise before she understood what was going on.

“Insomnia? Irritation? Lack of appetite? You’re stressed and you’re exhausted but you don’t want to admit it. Your body can’t run 24/7, Jen.”

“I’m not stressed... I just have a lot on my mind...”

“The hate is on your mind.” She declared.

“I just...I’m really getting targeted these days, ever since that Instagram dispute.”

“I hope you know that none of what they say is true.” She handed Jennie the rest of her lunch. “I had a big breakfast, so I’m not that hungry. Please eat.”

“Hayoon, I’m not-“

“EAT.” She demanded in a stern tone.

Letting out a sigh, Jen took her chopsticks and popped a dumpling in her mouth. 

“Happy?” She asked with her mouth full.

“Manners.” She reminded her. “I’m glad to see you finally eating. Let’s talk about something more positive. How was the Wake Up Tour?”

Recently BTS has a small Japan tour. Although she had no idea how to speak in Japanese, there was a translator for her and she spoke in English apologizing for the language barrier. She promised the fans that she would try her best to learn more Japanese so she could be prepared the next time BTS went to Japan. The Japanese fans were respectful and supportive of them, and she had a blast.

-----

As soon as the opening beats came on for Wake Up, Jen swayed side to side to the beat, in her groove. Looking at the crowd, who waved their light sticks side to side, she smiled. Their Japanese tracks were fun to perform.

“Aye!” Rapmon shouted.

“Wake up!” She sang with Jungkook as they all waved their hands side to side with the audience.

“Wake up. Wake up. Wake up.”

“Let’s go!” She heard Rapmon say as he began his rap. She danced along to the groovy beat, having the time of her life with the rest of the members as she stood in between V and Jimin

Bankan ga tsutsumu asa o

Subete owareba yoi to sura omoi

Mata michi hazushisou ni natta sono toki

Kikoeru oya no koe “okinasai, mou!”

Singing under his rap, Jen harmonized, “AIGHT MOM saa, ima tatsuze MA FAM, MA FRIENDS sore ni MA FANS.”

As Rapmon continued his rap, Jen looked around. All those fans that came to see them perform. She’ll never get used to it. Their energy was infectious.

Karawanai asa JUSS KEEP ON & ON & ON &

Juss keep ON & ON & ON &

Juss keep ON & ON & ON &

Juss keep ON & ON & ON & ON & ON & ON & ON, let’s go!

“Wake up.” She sang, waving her hand side to side with the rest of the members.

Me o samashite, hora

“WAKE UP”

Minna ga matteru no sa

“WAKE UP.”

Jikan wa naikara.

“WAKE UP.”

Hitasura hashiru no sa

GOTTA LIVE MY LIFE

GOTTA TAKE MY PRIDE

GOTTA SHINE MY LIGHT

“WAKE UP! WAKE UP!” She sang with the rest of the members.

GOTTA LIVE MY LIFE

WOAH OH

GOTTA TAKE MY PRIDE

WOAH OH

GOTTA SHINE MY LIGHT

WOAH OH

“WAKE UP! WAKE UP!”

As Suga rapped, Jen continued to nod her head to the beat of the song. She was sweating just like the rest of them from the previous performances. Some of her hair stuck to her face, but the smile never left.

WAKE UP

Me o samashite, hora

WAKE UP

Minna ga matteru no sa

WAKE UP

Jikan wa naikara

WAKE UP

Hitasura hashiru no sa

She waved her hand side to side again with the members, singing in a low, smooth voice, “Gotta live my life.”

“Life~” She heard Rapmon in the background

“Gotta take my pride.”

“Pride~”

“Gotta shine my light.”

“Light~”

WAKE UP

WAKE UP

“Gotta live my life.”

WOAH OH

“Gotta take my pride.”

WOAH OH

“Gotta shine my light.”

WOAH OH

WAKE UP

WAKE UP

WAKE UP hi, nobotte

Odoroku ryou kyou no yotei

Shinshin tomoni mou kakousen

BUT, itsu no ma ni ka ishou matotte

GO MAKE UP, NO BREAK UP

Getting into J-Hope’s rap, Jen continued to dance around. As the chorus came on again, Jen sang with Jungkook for the rest of the song as their voices clashed for a harmonizing sound, “WAKE UP.”

Me o samashite, hora

“WAKE UP”

Minna ga matteru no sa

“WAKE UP”

Jikan wa naikara

“WAKE UP”

Hitasura hashiru no sa

“Gotta live my life. Gotta take my pride. Gotta shine my light.”

WAKE UP

WAKE UP

“Gotta live my life.”

WOAH OH

“Gotta take my pride.”

WOAH OH

“Gotta shine my light.”

WOAH OH

WAKE UP

WAKE UP

As the song began to end, Jen and Jungkook spent the last of the song harmonizing again together, “ Ooooooohhhhhhhhh.”

Juss keep on and on and on and

“Ooooohhhhhhhhhhhh~”

Juss keep on and on and on

“Oooohhhhh~”

Juss keep on and on and on

“Oooohhhhhh~”

Juss keep on and on and on and

-------

Smiling at the memories, she put another dumpling in her mouth. “The concert was everything.” She answered.

After school, Jen found herself in an unoccupied practice room, alone at the Big Hit building. She was panting, sweaty, and exhausted from overworking herself once again with the I Need U choreography. Her whole body ached, begging for her to stop and rest. Punching the dance floor with the side of her fist, she let out a sigh of frustration. 

“Why am I not getting this right?” She sat up pretzel style, running her hands through her hair that was tied in a bun.

She was frustrated at herself because she couldn’t get the emotion of the dance, while the rest of the guys seemed just fine. Hobi helped her and she even stayed with Mr.Son for more help but she felt like she was a lost cause. Maybe she should sit out of this comeback while the boys take over.

She had a lot on her mind for the past few weeks. Maybe she wasn’t getting it because her mind wasn’t on the dance, it was on other things.

‘She’s so slutty for dancing like that. Like really? That’s not cute, she can’t even dance. Why is she in the group? So tacky. She’s nothing without Amity’

She shook the negative thought out of her head. That fan comment made her want to change her War of Hormone lyrics to say her and she instead of I and my. And why she didn’t want to dance with Jungkook anymore. She’ll never get over the disappointment on his face. She felt so bad. 

She couldn’t help but notice the sadness in his voice when he murmured, “You don’t want to dance with me, anymore?”

Mr. Son was genuinely surprised that she didn’t want to go through with the dance with Jungkook as well. He enjoyed watching them dance together because their chemistry was something he hadn’t seen from anyone in a long time and they both had a blast together. Ever since the Instagram fight, it looked like the Hailey and other bitter Amity fans were coming after her, calling both Angelina and her angry black women who are jealous that they aren’t a part of the group anymore and of Amity’s success without them. They even went on a full rant on how unprofessional they acted and what example they were showing for younger girls.

To see people say she’s nothing without her old group pushed her to work harder because she felt like she wasn’t at the level she should be. That she was more than just the cute baby of Amity. She had a lot of talent up her sleeves, and Big Hit was the company for her to showcase them in the future when she was good and ready.

‘All those pretty female K-Pop stars and then there’s Jennie...’

‘I swear this girl tries too hard. She’s really forgettable in the group’

‘Every time I hear her sing, I lose brain cells. And she wants to rap? Please just no. Stop while you can.‘

‘Where does she get her confidence from if she’s the ugliest member of BTS?’

‘Oh wow, so Jennie can apparently, DJ now? So boring. Next thing you know, she can fly.’

‘Can she be kicked out of BTS? No gorillas allowed ugh’

‘Why does her hair look so nappy? Does she have a comb? Like ew, unattractive’

‘She’s so annoying. Her laugh is annoying. Her smile isn’t cute at all. Why are we supporting this troll?’

‘She’s the least pretty of the group. Maybe she should get plastic surgery and fix her face’

‘I guess they’re just putting anybody in K-Pop groups these days...’

‘She’s a wannabe K-pop idol. Why is she even here?’

‘When are BTS going to disband? They’re a flop. Having that stupid girl in the group isn’t going to help them either. Did they make her a member for publicity since she’s black?’

“Why am I even here...?” She murmured as she looked at herself in the mirrors in front of her. 

It was overwhelming. She never dealt with any of this stuff before until recently and it was starting to become hard to handle. It was getting hard to ignore because everywhere she went, she would see it on social media.

There will always be haters. But why did these anti-fans have to be so harsh and waste their time writing hateful things? Didn’t they have anything better to do?

Jen knew she wasn’t the only member dealing with hate. It broke her heart to hear that people called Hobi and Namjoon ugly. And even wanted Hobi to be kicked out of the group.

“And I guess I’m the next victim...”

It was harder than she thought to be an idol. But something told her to keep going. 

She snapped a photo of herself, in the mirror and tweeted, 'I feel like I should push myself harder...I’m lacking. Please bear with me. #JEN’

Not even five minutes later, she looked back at the Twitter account to see that the members had replied, along with the spam of ARMY giving her encouraging tweets and I love yous.

‘Fighting Jennie! #JIN’

‘I have smarties waiting for you back at the dorm. I’m always proud of you. #SUGA’

‘Have strength, Ennie! ChimChim loves you! You’re important and valued. #Jimin’

‘I love her more! I met her first! Go Jennie! I’ll always support you my Nike loving friend! #V’

‘Don’t be discouraged, just keep swimming. #JK’

‘Munchkin! Don’t give up! Keep going. #JHOPE’

‘Even during our darkest moments, we must find the light. Stay strong, JW. #RM’

Jen smiled at their sudden responses and exhaled. 

“I’ll be okay...I hope..."

Back at the dorm, Jen was greeted by the members who were watching TV in the living room.

“Munchkin! You want your smarties?” Hobi beamed.

“Ah, no thanks.” She smiled apologetically as the members sat there dumbfounded at her response.

“Something is up. She never dismisses smarties.” Yoongi murmured as she headed into her room.

After taking a shower, Jen laid on her bed and heard a hard combination of knocks on her door.

“Come in!”

There stood Jimin with a bright grin on his face as he shut the door and took a seat on her bed.

“Now you know we’re gonna have a conversation after you rejected smarties. You’re stressed.”

“No, I’m not.” She let out a sigh.

He suddenly placed a hand on her cheek, examining her face. “Developing dark circles.” He observed. “Are you sleeping?”

“Kind of. I nap.” She shrugged. 

“You’re not sleeping.” He declared. “What’s going on, Ennie?”

“Okay, I’m a little stressed.” She admitted.

“When’s the last time you ate a full meal?”

“I don’t recall-“

“That’s not good.”

“I’m okay. I’m not hungry. I can’t force myself to eat.”

“Come on, Ennie. Please, you gotta eat. I don’t like seeing you like this. It makes me sad. I want you to be happy.” He pouted

Suddenly, she felt her eyes start to sting as she attempted to wipe the developing tears. “I just...”

“Please tell me. Vent to me. I don’t want you to be sad.”

“Everything is starting to get overwhelming. I have too much stuff on my mind. I want to make sure I’m at my best for this comeback, but all this hate coming at me left and right recently is starting to distract me. I don’t understand why I’m getting all this heat from these antis. People said they want me beaten, hanged, even worse. Why? What have I done? Cause I know damn well if I was lighter, they wouldn’t say half the things. And maybe if I didn’t leave Amity on bad terms, some of the fans wouldn’t be so resentful towards me. I understand racism is gonna be everywhere, unfortunately. But my gosh, hanged? Next thing you know I’m gonna get even more death threats. What have I done? What have I done wrong to deserve that?”

“We are definitely gonna talk to Bang PD about this. Threats are not okay. None of this is okay.” He responded in a serious tone as he held her hand, giving it a tight squeeze.

“I just wish I was mentally stronger. I don’t like to surround myself with negativity like that. That’s why I took a break from social media. I haven’t updated since my Instagram of getting followed by EXO.” She went on. “It’s like every time I go online, it’s oh how much I hate you, people creating photos of me getting hanged, like that is truly disgusting. It is 2015, why are we still at this level of hatred? I just have so much to prove, I’m working as hard as I can but it’s always underappreciated. It makes me think that I’m lacking.”

“Do you feel like you’re lacking? Or do you feel like you’re lacking because of some haters saying you’re lacking?” He suddenly asked, which got her to ponder.

"Was this all worth it?”

“Jennie, don’t say things like that. Everything you went through, got you here. To be a member of BTS. You wanted to do this. Don’t give up now just because of a handful of bad seeds trying to discourage you. You didn’t join BTS as a publicity stunt. You’re just as important as the rest of us. Just like when Hobi went through with the hate, you will get through this just like he did. Me, the members, Big Hit and ARMY will be there to protect you from anything. Trust in ARMY and believe in their love for you.”

She nodded and took his words in. Jimin was always such a sweetheart. His selflessness was always appreciated.

“Thank you, Chim.”

“Always. Now, enjoy these smarties with me.” He let her go and took them out of his pocket, handing her a few rolls.

“It’s been a while.” She grinned and popped three pieces in her mouth.

“There’s that smile. Now come on, you have to eat something.” He grabbed her hand and took her out of her room.

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Next Monday, waking up earlier than the others, Jen headed to practice early for a head start on cleaning up the I Need U choreography. Her insomnia seemed to get worse because she hardly slept last night as she kept thinking about what she needed to work on for the next comeback.

She just wanted to be on the go 24/7, but failed the realize how much of a toll it was taking on her body.

Today she would learn her lesson.

Two hours later, the rest of the members came in as they began their long practice for their upcoming comeback. Throughout the whole morning, Jennie began to have a headache. It was irritating but she chose to endure it and dance through it.

“Jennie, you’re getting sloppy with your movement. You all right?” Mr. Son called her out, looking concerned.

“Sorry. I’m good.” She reassured, trying to shake off the sudden dizziness.

As they all get back in position, they begin the dance once again, starting from the chorus.

I need you girl

Wae honja saranghago honjaseoman ibyeolhae

I need you girl

Wae dachil geol almyeonseo jakku niga piryohae

Neon areumdawo

I need you girl Neomu chagawo

Holding her head, the dizziness and pain began to be too much for Jen’s body to handle, and started to shut down.

'Oh no...not again...' she thought as she ended up collapsing on the dance floor and began to feel herself losing consciousness. 

Meanwhile, the boys heard a loud thump over the music and turned around to see Jen knocked out on the floor as they scrambled around to her in panic.

“Jennie!”

“Is she okay!?”

“Let her breathe!”

“What happened!?”

“Give her space!”

“Call 119!”

“Shit! Jennie! Hey! Stay with me!” She faintly heard Namjoon shout as everything faded to black.

[mrs-johansson]

Strangers in the night - Scarlett Johansson x Fem!Reader

Part 14:

Waking up to the sound of knocking wasn’t the way I was expecting to wake up, not gonna lie. Rolling on my back, I covered my eyes since the blinds were already up and the room was bright as ever.

“Hello, good morning. Thank you, have a great day,” heard Scarlett’s voice, which was still a little tired. “What are you doing up?” I murmured as soon as she closed the door. Pulled the duvet over my shoulders and basically buried myself in the bed.

“Sorry that I woke you, I thought I’d order some breakfast because I’m sure you don’t eat that much on set.” “That is absolutely not true, ask anyone,” I whipped my eyes and finally sat up in bed. Yawning and wrapping the blanket around myself, I looked at Scarlett. My amazing and most beautiful girlfriend.

Her hair messily slicked back, oversized sweatshirt covered her upper body but left her pearly neck exposed. Simple gray leggings indicated her perfectly shaped thighs.

The sun lit the side of her face as she was making both of our coffees. She glanced up at me once and before she looked back down, a small smile pulled her lips upwards. “What?” “Hmm… Nothing. I’m gonna brush my teeth,” I got up and quickly did that before joining Scarlett again.

She handed me my coffee and leaned in which I appreciated a lot and gave her a kiss. “You slept well?” I asked as I snuck an arm around her waist. “With you, always,” a small kiss on my head was a big hug to my heart. Putting my cup on the smaller roll-in table, I wrapped both of my arms around Scarlett and leaned my head on her shoulder.

A cute giggle made her skin buzz against mine. “Everything’s okay?” Her arms came around my back. I lifted my head just so I could look at her.

The small freckles on her nose made her look young and fresh. Her eyes were so blue at the moment, and gold flakes were swimming in them as the sun shone on her face. Eyebrows plucked to perfection and skin flawless as always.

Should I say? Am I going too fast? Maybe she wouldn’t even say it back. But I do know that this feeling… this is something that you only feel once and one time only in your lifetime.

“Hey, baby. What’s up?” The next second I zoned back her hands were cupping my face. “I’m sorry, you just mesmerize me, I can’t help it,” I sighed and her cheeks rounded up, blush covering them. “You get distracted very easily, you know,” said Scarlett. Hands slipping down onto my shoulders and then around my neck. “Well, you’re making it very hard to focus, sorry. I can’t help that I have the most beautiful girlfriend in the world,” kissed her soft smiling lips then her cheek. “And most talented,” than her other cheek. “And the smartest,” her nose, her giggles increased with each peck, creating a zoo in my stomach and giving me goosebumps.

“And the sexiest woman ever,” trailed down the kisses onto her neck, then kisses turned bites and licks, and giggles turned into moans and heavy breaths.

***

“So I was thinking, maybe we could go to Disneyland this week. I haven’t been there in a while and I thought it could be fun,” I offered as we were getting ready to go out for lunch. “But also I could be suspicious that it’s only the two of us, so I was thinking maybe we could invite Chris and Léa but then we have to tell them, so I don’t know. What do you think?” I stepped out of the bathroom and waited for Scarlett’s reply who was currently doing the button of her jeans.

“Of you or the situation? Because the way you’re standing there is very confusing,” she said with a small laugh. “Of the situation, but how do I look?” I spun around and then faced her once again. “Delightful as always,” with a smile I sat next to her on the bed while she finished dressing. “Apart from that, I think they would be respectful of our privacy and wouldn’t gossip about it to anyone. So it should be fine I think. It’s common for you three to be seen together, I don’t feel like you should worry,” she turned around and squatted in front of me, taking my hands in hers and giving a kiss to each.

“We can’t be hiding between the four walls forever. We need to take the risk of this, but it’s not like we’ve done anything wrong. Obviously, we won’t be making out in the middle of Disneyland but we’ll have fun and enjoy our time together, okay?” I nodded and leaned down to kiss her before we finally made our way out.

***

“Did you always want to be a mom?” I asked as we were waiting for our food. Scarlett started smiling and I could see she was taken aback by the sudden question. “Yeah, I think so. I grew up with three siblings so it was you know… pretty hectic and I guess it was always a plan to have kids.” “And do you want… more?” Looking down at my glass I was kind of scared of the answer, even though we’re so early in our relationship and we don't know what the future holds.

“Yeah, I think so. Rose would definitely love a sibling,” I looked up quickly and her face was just priceless. “And do you still want kids? You’ve been with Rose for a fair amount of time already,” came back the question.

“Yes, I’m sure by now. In a couple of years, when my career settles down a little. I want to be a mom. Just by seeing you and Rose have this incredible bond… it’s something you can’t miss out on in life.” The warm smile on her lips and the soft pinkness on her cheeks made her even more beautiful. “You make it kinda hard not to kiss you,” I whispered as I leaned forward so she could hear me.

Her laugh made me smile and feel warm, and this, this is something that I’ve never felt.

“You make me feel things I didn’t believe in anymore,” her sudden confession made me stunned for a moment, but then I felt the responsibility of her words at the same time. But also the proud feeling and my ego being patted. I make her believe and hope. I only wish she knows that she makes me see what real love is and how she opened my eyes with only just existing.

“Am I your last hope?” I asked with a sorrowful look and she looked down at her cutlery that was prepared for us then back at me. “I wouldn’t say last hope but definitely the light at the end of the tunnel. Dating is hard, especially after the divorce and-year-old. Not many people are open to being step-parents.”

Honestly I’ve been curious about her previous experiences with women because we haven’t really talked about that. Of course she knows that I’ve dated women but I know nothing.

“Were there… women too? A lot?” I asked not even looking at her, not sure if she’d be open about this topic. “Some. Mostly men, I haven’t met anyone who I could… you know, get involved romantically.”

Okay that’s a relief but basically she was fucking around with women. That’s better, right? She got with me romantically.

“None of them were my girlfriend though, so don’t overthink it,” I looked up and the smirk on her face made me straighten up. “I’m not overthinking,” I cleared my throat. “Okay, then you’re just jealous,” she shrugged and my mouth fell open.

“I’m not jealous, I’m just simply curious about your dating history with women.” “You frowned through the whole conversation.” Scarlett basically stated. “No, I didn’t,” I swear I didn’t feel it. “Yes, you did. You do it every time when there’s something you don’t like.”

Well that’s a possibility. I’m well known for my facial expressions and not just for smiling, my resting bitch face in interviews is very common.

“It was an unconscious thing… I wasn’t jealous,” I murmured the end and Scarlett just shook her head with a small smile.

***

“So we tell them. Over a call or what? It’s gonna be suspicious if they find out that you’re already here but we say nothing.” I said, laying in bed, my head resting on Scarlett’s stomach. “I think Chris will be happy but not gonna lie I’m a little scared of your sister. I’m gonna get the ‘if you hurt my sister…’ talk at some point and she’s a lawyer, she would get away with murder,” Scarlett let her phone drop to her side and let out a sigh.

Moving my head so I could see her I smiled. “Unless you have intentions of hurting me, which I doubt, you have absolutely nothing to worry about. And besides, you have three siblings, it’s gonna be a bigger issue, well not an issue but you know,” I intertwined our hands and laid it on my stomach.

“I say we call Chris now, he said yesterday he’s gonna be with your sister anyways.” “I’ll call him,” I reached for my phone and found his contact. Sat up and put the phone between us and pressed call.

As we waited for him to pick it up, I picked on my nails, impatiently lingering.

“Hey, dude! What’s up? How’s filming going?” I picked up my head from Chris’ voice. “Hi, it’s good, I’m off today but it’s nice, yeah. How are you, with my sister at any chance?” I looked at Scarlett who had a small, barely recognizable smile on her lips.

“Yeah, we’re just at home, watching movies.” A small nod from Scarlett made me take a deep breath. “Actually I wanted to talk to you guys, and Scarlett’s here with me by the way. She’s visiting.” “Hey, Evans,” Scarlett said. “Heey, what do you want to talk about?” Chris went back to my sentence. “Can you get Léa for this too, please?” “Sure, everything’s okay though?” He asked. “Yeah yeah, nothing to worry about.”

“Hey guys, what’s up?” Léa’s voice joined the conversation. “Hi, okay I’m just gonna say it, don’t freak out just be nice,” I said. “What is it?” “We’re dating!” Scarlett spoke confidently, taking the words out of my mouth. “Y/n’s my girlfriend and you guys are the first ones to know. So please keep it private, no parents or friends,” she continued. “Oh my god finally! Here’s your 20 bucks,” Chris said loudly. “Did you bet on us?” I interfered. “You guys are literally the worst. You guys basically had your first date in what, November? And now it’s April. I almost started thinking you won’t even start dating,” Chris explained. “You two have waited over two decades I think, so don’t even start Evans,” I pointed at the phone. “What was the bet?” Scarlett laughed and took hold of my finger. “That you guys will get together by the end of spring. I said yes but Chris was sure that you would take a while. Congrats by the way. Sis you finally found someone mature,” Léa said and I raised an eyebrow. “That wasn’t personal but okay, thanks I guess. Anyways, now that we’re over this, we wanted to go to Disneyland this week and thought you guys could join us, it could be fun,” I suggested. “Which day? I have to be in Boston by the end of the week,” said Léa. “Wednesday then?” “Perfect.”

After arranging everything, we hung up. With a big sigh I laid down and cuddled into Scarlett’s side. Her arms automatically wrapped me up in a hug. “See, everything went well,” she gave a kiss to my head then leaned hers against mine. “Everything's better with you. My previous relationships were never this… I guess it's easy but I don’t know. It’s better for sure.”

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y/ncole sometimes I feel like I live in a non toxic Lana Del Rey song🍒🖇️

[manestjerne]

Let me save you pt. III

Juice Ortiz x female

Word count: 3.3k

Warnings: mention of a toxic relationship, blood, mentions of crimes

The first thing I did when I woke up in the morning was laundry. After breakfast, coffe, cigarette and all other parts of my morning routine I went to get some gas. After doing everything I had planned for today I still had plenty of time, so I started thinking. Should I do something about what happened yesterday? Well, basically nothing happened, but for me it wasn’t nothing, and I was sure he had the same thoughts. But he’s just a biker, probably have tons of girls like you and hundreds of promise rings left to give away. I tried to put my mind at ease and not text him, so I went running, cleaned my whole apartment and it was finally time to go to work. I can drive there today. Technically yes, but I’d use a walk, I should lose some weight. Actually that wasn’t necessary, but a 15 minute walk is better than 5 minute drive. Less time to think about him, more to sing some songs in my head. Great idea.

The place was crowded as always during the weekends, so I didn’t have much time to think about him, but still enough to look at the door from time to time, he never showed up. When we finished cleaning Nat asked me to stay for a beer or two. I didn’t have anything better to do, so we closed the door and sat at the other side of the bar gossiping about our other coworkers. I actually liked them, but Nat was my best friend now. Basically an only friend, but she was caring and fun at the same time, we really got along well.

- Okay, and what about your biker? He didn’t show up today.

- His not “my” biker. Just a biker, he’s nice.

- Just a biker? Then what’s that? - she grabbed my necklace but I instantly put it back under my shirt

- That was a joke and, as you can see, he’s not here, so it’s nothing big. Leave it.

- Okay, just be careful, huh? I know it sounds funny, but I don’t want you to get hurt, you’ve got enough from your last relationship. I mean, he seems nice and he’s not hitting up on any other girls here, just you, but still be careful.

- I know Nat, thanks.

- You know where’s he from? I haven’t seen a charter town on his cutte.

- Nah, but he’s not from here.

- That’s a good sign, he’s driving all the way from another town just to spend some time with you everyday.

- Yeah, everyday… maybe he’s not trying to get someone in his hometown because he has someone and people know them there and-

- Hey, don’t be such a pessimist.

- You started that - I laugh

- But not every guy is a prick, don’t push him away, just be careful - my phone buzzes - talking ‘bout pricks. Mark’s not leaving you alone again? Give me the phone, I’ll tell the son of a bitch to-

- No - I interrupt her - it’s Juice.

- What did he say?

- He asked if I got home safe.

- What? Okay, that sounds like he actually cares.

But I wasn’t listening to her, just texted him back.

Not yet, I stayed after hours to get a drink.

Alone?

Nat’s with me.

Good to hear that.

Please don’t walk home if you get drunk. You can call me when you get in the taxi.

If not just please text me when you get home.

I must’ve stared at my phone for a good while, because Nat snapped her fingers in front of my face.

- Hey, everything’s good? - I passed her my phone to look though the conversation - damn, that’s actually pretty sweet.

- Nat?

- Huh?

- Want to go to my place? I’ll give you some clothes for tomorrow. And we can get a few more on our way there - I looked at our empty glasses.

- Only if we also get pizza.

Nat was ordering food at the counter when I took my phone and opened the conversation.

When will you come by? Wanted to give you back your shirt.

You can keep it :)

So he’s not coming back. We took our food and headed to my apartment. As always we put on a movie just for some background sounds and started talking before going to sleep on the couch.

- You texted Juice?

- Yeah, he left me on read.

Whole week went by and I haven’t seen him. It was also impossible to forget him because of the texts I got every night. Every single night. Juice wasn’t the only one texting me, but the only one who I wanted to hear from right now. I was pissed and upset, but also worried. When I saw him coming to the bar I was actually stunned.

- Hi.. - he started awkwardly - What’s up?

- I’m okay.

I really wanted to ask where he was and what was he doing, but I knew I couldn’t, firstly that would seem desperate and secondly, he probably can’t even tell me. I looked at him, tired and not as joyful as always. I handed him a beer.

- Look, y/n, I’m sorry. Really. Can I take you somewhere to make it up to you?

- Make up for what? - I forced a smile and tried to look carelessly

- I wanted to come see you, but I had to get out of town for a while, club business. Let me take you for a dinner, let’s talk. I really like you and don’t want you to be upset because of me.

- Juice, it’s fine. You didn’t do anything bad.

- So you’ll come? - I wanted to say no, but the sparkles in his eyes made me rethink my decision

- Well, I have a day off tomorrow, but first I have a question.

- Ask away, anything.

- Would you kill somebody in a restaurant?

- Well, no. I don’t think so. I’ll pick you up at 4?

- Sounds good, I’ll bring your t-shirt.

- I didn’t say you can keep it because I was planning on not seeing you again - he said with a smirk

I woke up at 6 and there was no chance for me to fall asleep again, so I tried to stay entertained. A day felt like a week and I didn’t know what to do with myself. Couldn’t focus on reading a book, didn’t have enough energy to exercise, just sat at the balcony with a coffee and a pack of cigs when I heard a text. Scared that Juice’s gonna bail on me I slowly picked up the phone.

Can you send me your address?

You can pick me up from town centre, I have something to do there.

I didn’t, but I also didn’t want to just give away my address to random people. He’s not a random person. But I prefer to stay careful.

I left an hour early, got some coffee to go and went on a walk to clear my mind. I sat on a bench near the place where we’re supposed to meet and just waited. He showed up a few minutes later and I got in the car.

- I thought you ride a bike.

- Yeah, but I still have a car, I guess that’s more comfortable. Why? You’re into bikers?

I gave him a blank stare.

- Too early for that kind of jokes? Sorry, my bad.

I laughed and we sat in silence, just listening to music the whole way there. He hopped out of the car right after he parked to open the door for me.

- You don’t have to do that.

- But I want to, still have some sins to make up for.

He chose a cosy place right out of town, we sat down and ordered our food.

- So, biker. Tell me something about you.

- Well, I’m just a mechanic, in my free time I enjoy riding, I also read books and listen to classical music. My other hobbies are dancing-

- Okay, stop - I laughed - now really.

- I really am a mechanic and I really am a member of a motorcycle club.

- That’s it?

- For now. What about you? How did a nurse from LA end up as a bartender in Lodi?

- Starting a new, peaceful life - I raised my eyebrow

- What? Am I a problem? - he smirked

- You don’t seem peaceful.

He rested his head on his hand. In this light I could see all the bruises and scratches covering his face and muscled arms.

- And why wasn’t your “old life” as peaceful as you wish?

- There was a lot going on, much more than you could imagine.

- Let me guess - he looked around acting like he was thinking about it - a toxic boyfriend who wouldn’t let you alone? Toxic friends that would make you go out every weekend? Parents who sent you too much money every week?

- You think you’re the only one here with criminal records?

His face got more serious for a moment but then he started smiling again.

- Shit. You’re kidding.

- Maybe…

- Okay, you’re not. What did you do?

- I won’t tell you.

- Oh come on.

- A secret for a secret, sweetheart.

We kept talking for hours, after food I got some drinks and he kept asking me about my past from time to time. When it was finally time to come home he offered me a lift again.

- No Juice, I’m gonna take a damn taxi, so just leave it - I said firmly

- I know why you didn’t want me to pick you up at your house, I’ll accept that, but promise to text me when you get home, okay? - he wasn’t pushing and let me decide, that’s something new

- Okay, promise. See you again?

- Definitely.

He hugged me gently and waited until I got in the taxi. First minutes seemed okay, but then I saw the driver constantly looking at me in the mirror.

- So were you headin’ girl? Home? - I instantly felt shivers going down my spine

- Rented apartment, I’m just staying here for a few nights.

- Alone?

- Nah, my boyfriend and my sister are waiting for me, little family vacation. Why? - I asked calmly but took the phone out of pocket and texted Juice immediately

Hey, something’s off. Can you call me?

Now.

Please.

I made sure my phone wasn’t on mute and didn’t have to wait long for it to call.

- Hey babe, what’s up? - I tried not to sound panicked

- Babe? Y/n what’s wrong?

- Oh I’m just heading home, what do you need?

- Are you safe?

- Oh well, I don’t know, but I can stop by a shop if you really need it.

- Where are you?

- Really? Yeah, that would be great, I could save some money on the taxi. See you there!

I put my phone down but didn’t hang up.

- Sorry, could you just leave me here? I need to get some groceries - he started looking around

- Yeah sure, you want me to wait here for you?

- Oh no, you can go, my boyfriend offered to get me back home, but thanks! - I said as cheerful as I could while he pulled up to a parking lot

I told him to keep the change and left as fast as I could, walked into the shop and put the phone back to my ear.

- Hey, you still there?

- I’ll be with you in a minute, are you okay?

- Sure - I looked out through the window - but he didn’t leave, so I’ll just stay here for now.

- Just don’t hang up.

I put the phone in my pocket and decided to actually get some groceries since I was already there, but Juice pulled up much quicker than he should. I walked up to him and fell into his arms, feeling his body tense under my touch, so I quickly let go.

- Jesus Christ, I told you you would be safer with me than with a random man.

- He didn’t actually do anything bad.

- If he didn’t, you wouldn’t call me - he looked at a bag in my hand - You actually went shopping?

I melted under his smile, and when he touched my hand to get the bag my knees got weak. We walked up to his car.

- Is he still here? - he asked looking around

- No…

But he saw the taxi and was ready to go there, but I grabbed his hand.

- Juice, just get me home, okay?

He stood like that for a while but finally let go and opened the door for me. I put my address in the navigation and just sat there, wanting to be home already. When he parked I saw him gently massaging his ribs, right where I touched him before.

- Are you okay? - I asked softly

- Yeah, just and old wound not healing properly, but I’ll be fine, thanks for your concern - he looked me in the eyes with a wide smile

- That’s not funny, if it’s not healing then something wrong, and I know well you can’t go to a hospital. You already know where I live so you you can as well come with me and let me help you.

- That’s really not necessary.

- But this bag is so heavy…

He laughed and shook his head.

- An hour ago you refused to tell me where you live and now you want me to come inside? That’s a quick change.

We got to my apartment and I told him to sit down and take off his shirt.

- Well, it really develops quickly - he said folding his shirt neatly and putting it on the table

- You want me to be scared of you again - I said not looking at his face, but I still knew he was smiling wide

- There’s nothing to be scared of, trust me.

I looked at the poorly treated wound, bandage soaking with blood. I took it off and saw a nasty cut.

- Damn, that’s deep, what was it? A fucking machete? You need to be patched up.

- Can you do that?

- Not today - I looked up at him - I don’t have such stuff at home, I can try to stop the bleeding and finish it up tomorrow. And I know it’s not an old wound - I raised my eyebrow

- Sorry, I know lying is not the best option, but I didn’t want you to see that.

- You didn’t, huh? - I looked at him, sitting there half naked, still looking really confident - Just stay here.

I went to the bathroom to get the stuff I already had and started to dress his wound, we sat there in silence interrupted by his quiet growls. I was almost done when I said

- Car races.

- What? - he sounded interested and worried at the same time

- My records.

- You took part in illegal car races in LA?

- Well, it was legal at first, but the money brought me to the wrong side.

- I almost killed a man last week.

I stopped what I was doing and looked him in the eyes. He was serious. I rested my hand on his knee wanting him to go on.

- I wasn’t gone all week, but I needed to be alone for a while, clear my mind and not bring you any trouble. But I did that anyways.

I finished what I was doing and stood up, hugging him softly I rested my cheek on his forehead. He wrapped his arms around my back and pulled me in gently. I stroke the side of his head with my fingers trying to calm him down.

- Was he a bad guy? - I asked jokingly breaking the silence

- He tried to kill one of ours.

- Then why didn’t you- why didn’t you do that? - the word “kill” couldn’t get past my lips

- Someone did it for me - his arms wrapped even tighter around me

- How far away do you live? - I tried changing a subjects after hearing his voice breaking

- Not far, about 30 miles.

I pulled away to look him in the eyes.

- You came 30 miles every time you wanted to see me?

- It’s really not that far, a professional driver should know it - I shook my head

- You can stay here if you want. So I can finish what I started early enough to not be late for work.

- You sure?

- Yup. I have extra covers and a free couch. I can get you a shirt to sleep in, we’ll be even - I said heading towards the bedroom

I went through my closet to find a T-shirt big enough and when I turned away I saw him just standing there, leaning on the door frame. He was really well built, I haven’t noticed that earlier, too focused on the cut. No wonder why he was so confident, there’s no reason to act shy when you look like that.

- Jesus, don’t. Don’t do that.

- What? - he laughed, full smile again

- Don’t. Don’t stand like that. This one should fit - I threw a shirt at him - go get dressed.

- Yes ma’am - he bowed and went back to the living room

- Wanna watch something? - I asked while sitting next to him on the couch

We picked a movie and watched for about 30 minutes in silence. I felt him looking my way from time to time, but couldn’t do anything. Even tho I wanted to do something.

- I don’t care, you know? - I broke the silence

- What do you mean?

- People do dumb and bad shit sometimes. You should know that. I risked somebody’s life once too- I stopped for a second, thinking what to say next, trying to calm down. He didn’t interrupt me, just waited - But you shouldn’t be left alone with your thoughts. I know you’re not supposed to talk about it, but I’ll listen.

He sat closer to me and put his hand behind my back hugging me. I rested my head on his shoulder and wrapped my arms around him.

- I didn’t mean to do that, y/n. I never wanted to pull you into this, but it escalated quickly. I’m sorry.

- I know, but you shouldn’t be. You can talk to me. Whatever happens.

We watched the rest of the movie in silence interrupted only by notifications on my phone, but he never asked about that and I was glad he didn’t. When I woke up next morning and went to the living room, he was already up making breakfast.

- I can’t do anything more to thank you. For now.

- So we’re thanking each other for everything now? How much do I owe you for gas and dinner?

- Oh come on - he laughed

I treated his wound and reassured him that he can really talk to me before he left. That was a really peaceful morning, even with this amount of blood I felt more relaxed after waking up than ever. When he left I looked at all my missed calls and unread messages, deciding it’s time to cut him off totally. I’ll do that whenever I get my next chance, but my phone was silent the whole day, only interrupted by Juice’s evening text.