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hiii, can you right something like jealous Niki??
i love how you write btw🤍
Thank you for the compliment so muchhh, and ofc I can 🫶🫶
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Requested?: yes
Warnings: none
Riki was lounging on the bed, cross-legged, watching you in the mirror as you twirled in the skirt he had picked out for you. It was cute, short, and fit you perfectly, making his stomach flutter in a way he didn't quite expect. The way it hugged your hips had his focus entirely on you
You turned toward him, catching his gaze “How do I look?” you asked, a teasing smile playing on your lips
Riki leaned back, his gaze scanning you carefully, almost too carefully “You look great,” he said, though there was a hint of something in his voice “I’m just trying to decide if I like it on you… or if I should be worried about other people seeing you in it”
You raised an eyebrow and stepped closer “Worried? Are you jealous already?”
Riki smirked but didn’t say anything at first. His hand tugged lightly at the hem of your skirt as if trying to pull it down just a little “Maybe I just don’t like how everyone’s gonna look at you when you walk out there”
You couldn’t help but laugh, your hand resting on your hip “I’m sure you’ll survive. Besides, it’s just a skirt, Riki”
Riki’s eyes softened for a second, then he raised an eyebrow “Yeah, but it’s your skirt,” he muttered, more to himself than to you
You blinked at him, still grinning “I didn’t think you cared that much.”
His expression softened again, though there was still a hint of something on the edge of his smile “I care more than you know,” he said quietly
Before you could respond, a knock at the door interrupted you. Riki gave a soft sigh, and you shot him a look “Seriously?”
But you didn't have time to question him because the door opened, and in came Sunghoon, Sunoo, and Heeseung. They all froze for a moment when they saw you, eyes flicking to the skirt before quickly shifting back up to your face
“Woah, Y/N, you look stunning!” Sunghoon exclaimed, his smile wide
Sunoo, always the flirt, added, “Yeah, you should wear stuff like this more often.”
Riki didn’t miss the way their eyes lingered a little too long on you. His hand tightened on the edge of the bed, his gaze narrowing just slightly as they continued complimenting you. The others didn’t seem to notice, but you could feel the subtle shift in the air
“Thanks,” you said, trying to keep it casual, though you caught Riki’s mood shift. He wasn’t saying anything, but the tension in his shoulders was obvious. He gave a small smile, but you could tell it was forced
Heeseung chuckled, “Riki, your girlfriend’s definitely turning heads, huh?”
You smiled awkwardly, but before anyone else could say anything else, Riki’s hand shot out to wrap around your waist, pulling you closer to him. The move was smooth, but his grip was tight
“Y/N, can we talk for a second?” he said quietly. You blinked, surprised by the sudden shift in his mood "Uh, sure?"
Without waiting for a response, Riki guided you out of the living room, his hand never leaving your waist. As soon as the door to the bedroom closed behind you, he let out a breath he hadn’t realized he was holding
“Riki, what’s wrong?” you asked, your brow furrowing as you sat on the bed
He stood there for a moment, running a hand through his hair “It’s just... the way they were looking at you. It felt... I don’t know, like they weren’t just complimenting you. Like they were really looking”
You could see his frustration building, and though you understood his reaction, you reached out, placing a gentle hand on his arm “Riki, they were just being nice. You’re overthinking this.”
“I know, I know,” he muttered, but his voice still had an edge to it. “I just... don’t like seeing them look at you like that. Especially when you look this good”
You sighed softly, standing up to stand in front of him “I get it, you’re protective. But I’m not going anywhere”
Riki finally met your eyes, his expression softening “I just don’t want anyone thinking they can have you. It’s not about trusting you. It’s just... I don’t want them thinking they have a chance”
You chuckled softly, stepping closer “You’re the only one I want, Riki”
He gave you a small, relieved smile, though his hands still rested on your waist like he wasn’t quite ready to let go “Good.. i love you..”
You smiled, planting a gentle kiss to his lips before snuggling in his lap "I love you too.."
#niki nishimura#nishimura riki#riki x reader#enhypen niki#ni ki#requested#riki fluff#jealosy#niki fluff#thanks anon!
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The courtyard is small and square, a scant span of paving tiles boxed in on all sides by the austere concrete walls of the building. Although sunlight glints off the windows of the highest floor, none reaches the ground. In the centre, a square bed of weathered and greening wood supports a clump of struggling, anaemic greenery.
There are two benches, their design functional to the point of brutality. The first hints of rust are just starting to set in where the grey paint begins to chip. On one of them sits a girl with her knees drawn up into the body of her oversize hoody. Sky blue sneakers peek from under the hem. She is reading a slim paperback, its corners crumpled from rough handling.
The general is a tall woman with steel-gray hair. The decades have added fat beneath her chin and around her middle, but her back remains straight as an arrow and her brisk walk does not tax her stamina. The sharp shoulders of her uniform jacket do much to conceal any softness beneath.
The girl only looks up from the page when the general stops directly in front of her.
“You are Nikef,” states the general. “Called the Annihilation.” “That’s my name.” “I am General Dejhain. It was my understanding that you are to be supervised at all times.” Wordlessly, the girl points at the camera affixed to the side of the building, its unblinking lens watching over the courtyard.
“You will be part of the Andrazh counter-offensive,” the general continues. “Yeah.” “That places you under my command.” The girl has not moved from her position. The book remains open in her hands. “Are you looking for my handler?” she asks. “No. I came to speak to you, Nikef.” “I don’t really do that.”
“I make a point of speaking to as many of the people under my command as possible. Especially the exceptional. And you are the most exceptional that there is.” Her tone does not make it a compliment. Exceptional – an exception, an abnormality. “All my orders go via my handler. That’s the protocol.” “I understand the protocol. I’m not here to give you orders. I’m here to understand you.” “That’s not part of the protocol.” “It is my protocol.”
The girl closes her book. It disappears into the voluminous front pocket of her hoodie.
“You want to understand me? Go watch the Tempest footage.” “I have studied the failure of the Tempest Project. I have seen the footage. You are very impressive.” “That’s not what most people call it.” “I am a military woman. I am not squeamish, and I know the value of a weapon when I see it. You are very precious, Nikef.” The girl’s upper lip twitches, but she says nothing. “Or did you expect me to be afraid of you?” The general’s smile is a thin, worn thing. “I’m not afraid. You are a patriot. A hero. I have no intention of abusing you.” “Glad to hear it.”
For a brief minute, there is silence. The general has the unmoving parade-ground posture of a lifelong soldier. The girl has a different stillness. She still sits casually, knees against her chest, hands buried in her pocket with her book. But there is a wariness in her, the subtle tension of an animal poised to flee – or to spring. Her eyes never move from the eyes of the general.
“Come,” the military woman breaks the silence. “Walk with me. It’s warm inside, and the cafeteria has snacks.” “Aren’t you worried about disrupting my diet?” The general quirks an eyebrow. “I’m not aware of any dietary restrictions.” “Maybe you should check with my handler.” “I’m sure you’re perfectly capable of selecting your own food. Or abstaining, as you prefer. Come on.”
Reluctantly, the girl slides her legs out from under her hoodie and stands up. Above her brightly colored sneakers she wears plain, dark sweatpants. The general turns, and doesn’t look back, fully confident that the girl will follow. She does, but she casts a long look over her shoulder at the watching camera as she does.
“I’d like to get to know you a little,” the general says once the outside door has closed behind them. “You’ve read my file. You’ve seen the tapes. What else is there to know?” “Your loyalty and your commitment to your duty are remarkable. I get the impression that you aren’t often acknowledged for this, but you should be. You are an example to us all.”
The girl remains silent, trailing several steps behind the general. Soldiers stop and salute as they pass.
“I’d like to understand what motivates you, if you would be willing to share.” “It’s very simple.” The girl shrugs her shoulders, although the general is not looking at her. “I’m a weapon, there’s a war on. What else would I do? Hide under a bed until the enemy come for me?” “After what was done to you, it would be difficult to fault you for turning your back on military life.” “I think most people would find it very easy to fault me.” “Well, perhaps. It’s as simple as that, then?” “It’s as simple as that.”
“Would you like anything to eat?” the general asks as they approach the double doors of the cafeteria. “Or a beverage, perhaps?” “Nah,” the girl says. “I ate already.”
The general continues on. The girl hesitates, falling a little further behind, but she follows until they come to a single door flanked by a pair of soldiers. They salute smartly.
“What is this?” the girl asks. “An office I have appropriated for the duration of my visit. Don’t mind the honor guard, their presence is a matter of formality. I thought a little more privacy might make our conversation more comfortable.” At a gesture, one of the soldiers opens the door, and holds it open for them. The girl hangs back. But after a second, she follows.
The general pulls up a chair and sits not behind the desk but to one side, inviting the girl to do similarly. The girl does not sit. She watches the door close, then turns dark, untrusting eyes back to the general.
“I can see that I am failing to set you at ease. Is there anything I can do to make you more comfortable?” “Talk to my handler instead?” the girl suggests. “I have a question that I would rather ask you directly. It is a little personal. I would wait until I knew you better, but I’m not sure when I will next have the chance. I am only here for the afternoon.”
More silence.
“Perhaps I should cut straight to the point.” The girl says nothing, but she tilts her head very slightly. “Have you put any thought toward the topic of reproduction?”
The girl blinks. “What?” “Reproduction. Having children. I know it is early.” “I’m fifteen.” “Not too young to have thought about it. Many girls your age already know whether they want children. Do you see that being a part of your future?” “I haven’t thought about it.” The girl’s tone is flat. “I would like you to think about it. Not to put too fine a point on it, it is a matter of national military interest. It’s likely, after all, that your children would inherit at least a portion of your exceptional ability.”
Very slowly and casually, the girl slides her hands out from the front pocket of her hoodie to let them rest by her sides instead. “I want my handler,” she says.
“I’m not asking you to make any decisions now. And obviously you are still too young to bear a child. I would just like you to think about your options.” The girl is silent, and very still. The general appears to take her silence as a cue to keep talking. “If you have no interest in raising children, you also have the option of contributing your genetics without needing to have any involvement at all with the children. There are medical procedures to extract eggs from the body – it’s a very small and safe surgery, nothing to be worried about. Your medical records indicate that you’ve reached reproductive maturity, so you could contribute your eggs at any time, if you so chose.”
“I want my handler,” the girl repeats.
“No one is going to force you to do anything. I merely wanted to make you aware of the option.” “I will not accept surgery.” “Of course, I understand. You could be awake for the entire procedure, if that would make you more comfortable.” “I’m not going to have surgery.” The girl’s voice is clipped now. “Any surgery. I’m not going to make children for you. I’m not going to give you babies to make – a new Project Tempest, to cut open, or whatever you want to do to them. No. No way.”
The general remains unruffled. She does not frown, but she exhales slowly through her nose.
“I see,” she says. “I must say I am disappointed. I had expected a soldier of your commendable loyalty to understand the importance of your unique abilities to this nation. We must all make sacrifices–”
Blue-white light floods the room as the girl lights up from within. The nerves beneath her skin glow blinding-bright Cherenkov blue.
“Do not talk to me about sacrifice,” she growls.
The general begins to raise her hands in a gesture of placation.
The door behind the girl is thrown open.
The girl does not turn, but before the soldiers are even inside the room, slivers of steel have begun to peel from the barrels of their guns, rising as dust into the air like twisting plumes of candle-smoke.
One drops the gun immediately. The other cries out, but keeps a hold of the disintegrating weapon.
“Touch me and die,” the girl says flatly. “No one is going to touch you,” the general insists. “No one is going to force you to do anything.” “I want my handler. Where is my handler?”
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Content: Eldritch horror bs, subtle yandere, GN reader
You didn't mean to get yourself involved with a serial killer. You didn't mean to enter his unlocked hotel room. You didn't mean to catch him strangling that woman.
But one thing you really mean was pleading for him to spare your life. You'd feign ignorance if it meant he'd let you go. And he did let you go under the condition that you must never turn down his messages and calls. The two of you exchanged phone numbers with the woman choking for air while you trembled until your teeth gnawed on your mouth. The two of you were under his mercy and only one survived the night.
He ushered the drunk you out of his room, giving you one last wink. You immediately ran to the room next to his and placed your ear on the wall, the alcohol didn't hinder you from hearing the woman's groans. You couldn't have heard anything because of how thick the wall was and even if you did, you would only think of it as a loud sexual moans.
But you could hear it clearly now. The nails scratching the carpeted walls and digging inside his wrists, the gagged mouth, the frantic breathing, and the image of the woman's scared face flashed into your brain clearly for a split second.
You jumped away from the wall and hid yourself under the blanket. Was it the alcohol and drugs taking a toll on you? You squeezed your eyes tight and counted back from 100, wishing it was just a fleeting nightmare or hallucination from the narcotics.
But it wasn't. You saw the recently added contact in your phone. 'Nyarla'.
It wasn't hard at all to remember his appearance. You remembered his one-pointed fang the most.
Suddenly your phone vibrated and it showed a text from Nyarla.
'Finally awake? Make sure to check out before 2 PM.'
You looked at your surroundings, frantically searching for any sort of cameras in the room, and found nothing. There was nothing yet the room felt so cold and damp. It felt like the room was suffocating you. Your stomach churned and you rushed to the toilet, throwing up last night's remnants. Alcohol, narcotics, and guilt. You should have called the hotel staffs or the authorities.
Another text came in,
'Didn't you promise me to always reply to my messages?'
You frantically texted him back. The conversation went on until a hotel staff rang your room's doorbell. They were here for clean up. And judging from their direction, they should have cleaned the crime scene next to you. Your phone buzzed but you paid no mind to it.
You swallowed before asking the staff in a hushed, low voice, catching their attention from their phone.
"Have you by any chance cleaned the room next to me?"
The staff cocked their head to the side and glanced at it.
"Yes."
Even though you couldn't see their face properly because of their head cap and face mask, you found their golden gaze eerie. Their focus returned to their phone again and you wiped the sweat that was on your chin. Another buzz.
You paid no mind to it and asked the staff one more time,
"... has the guest next door checked out?"
Another buzz.
"I think you should check your phone, it won't stop vibrating."
You wished you could walk out of the room right now if not for the cart and them blocking your way. They showed you their phone's screen, a conversation with your name on it. They sent another text and your phone buzzed.
"Going back against your promise now?" They took off their face mask and you could see the pointed fang.
Nyarla has sent you three messages.
Just before you could make a hasty escape from him, something caught your ankle and it slammed you back inside the room. You thought you would break your tailbone but it was awfully kind of him to slam you gently on the bed.
Slam...? You peeked at the thing restraining your ankle and it was a black, liquidlike thing with eyes all over it.
You looked back at him, now dressed in the suit you saw last night.
"I suppose new things like you always need a bit of teaching to understand just how heavy the word 'promise' is."
The moment you blinked your eyes, you were already somewhere else. The bed was cold ground and the only source of light was his golden eyes. The eyes on his limbs.
"I juuuust loooooove new things like you, so fun to be played with, like a chew toy."
Apparently, this weird handsome man found you worthy of his attention and time instead of having you shredded into his dinner.
#Love Crafts Horror!#CatboX#yandere x reader#x GN Reader#Yandere OC#HP Lovecraft#Yandere Eldritch Horror#Nyarlathotep
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Boyfriend Togame Jo removes your makeup
You and Jo had a problem. Well you did- You had come home after a long day. Jo had coaxed you into laying in bed with him with the promise of no napping. just cuddling for a moment to help you wind down. How could you deny the warmth and comfort your boyfriend could only provide you after such a taxing day?
Of course you should have listened to the rational side of your brain knowing that laying in each others arms always led to you two staying in each others arms for hours as you both end up asleep.
Said problem now is that you still had your everyday makeup on wanting to take it off but being to lazy to get up to do so.
Jo opens his eyes when he feels you let out a deep sigh and looks up at you from his position of acting like a personal heavy weight blanket on top of you. When he asks what’s wrong you tell him about your predicament.
He chuckles when he hears you blame him for said predicament. “Let me make it up to you then,hm?” He pushes himself up on his hands, hovering above you. “I’ll go grab your stuff” you look at him slightly amused at how he is willingly getting up from bed right now. “Really?” He pecks your forehead. “Yeah, if it gets you to stay in bed for the rest of the night with me” he smiles thinking it’s a win-win scenario.
I think Togame would be waiting for the day he could take off your make up. As it’s Another way he could display his love in acts of service to you. So when he gets the chance he’ll be on it each time.
Is very gentle with removing your makeup having to go over your eyes a couple of times. He tries to make it as relaxing as possible for you.
Knows the products and brands you use but won’t necessarily know what product does what at first but learns quickly!
“Seems like to much work to put on and take off everyday, if you ask me. You could be staying more time in bed with me. But you enjoy putting it on, right? So i guess its okay” he mummers next to you, swiping the cotton pad across your skin.
He would compliment your makeup. He wouldn’t know what you did differently exactly… added blush? More eyeliner?…. but he would notice something is different.
“There, glowing like an angel, Angel” he gives you a lazy smile. “It’s the products” you say dismissively but pink dust starting to rise on your now fresh cool cheeks at his sights on you. He shakes his head before kissing your lips “no, it’s all you”
#Enero’s thoughts#togame x reader#jo togame#wind breaker satoru nii#wbk togame#wind breaker togame#wbk fluff
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can you do kix x reader where kix sees reader talking with keeli and gets jealous but reader is actually asking keeli about his twin kix?
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Summary: Jealousy is not the best look for a man of his temperament, but when he catches the woman he’s been crushing on for months flirting with Keeli, there’s no stopping the burn of jealousy.
Pairing: Clone Medic Kix x F!Reader
Word Count: 1352
Warnings: Reader is described as having long hair, reader is described as getting a perm
A/N: This was fun to write! My sun lamp is working and I can focus a little better.
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“I’m so glad to be back on Coruscant!”
Kix tosses a grin towards the woman lounged, dramatically, on one of the beds in his medbay, “What’s wrong? You didn’t enjoy the swamp?”
She sits up and points at him, “I am far too young to enter my swamp witch phase.” She drops her hand, and pulls her hair out of the strict knot she normally keeps it in while she’s working, “Besides, that place was awful. I’ve never seen so many men get so sick from pollen before. I thought you all were immune to allergies.”
“So did I,” Kix replies with a laugh, “Guess the long necks didn’t cover everything.”
“Guess not.” She combs her fingers through her hair, and Kix can’t help but watch the way her hair tumbles around her shoulders. She might be the most stunning woman he’s ever met.
She should wear her hair down more often…but also, he’s glad she doesn’t. He’d never accomplish anything if she did.
“Anyway,” Kix shakes himself from his daydream (which involves her in his bunk, her hair spread like a halo around her head-) “What are your plans back on Coruscant? Bar hopping? Clubbing?”
She laughs, and Kix falls a little harder for her, “Do you really take me for the bar hopping type?”
He laughs softly, “No, not really. Especially since you shy away from Hardcases’...uh…chemical genius.”
“I’m fairly sure that what he brewed should be classified as a chemical weapon, rather than a drink. I can’t believe you drank it.” She folds her arms, “You deserved that hangover.”
“Yeah, but you’re a paragon of kindness and mercy and nursed us all back to health.”
“You’re lucky that Rex begged me to help.”
“Rex was just as hungover as we were.” Kix points out.
“Ugh. I work with a bunch of children.”
Kix laughs again, “We’re not so bad.”
The look she shoots him is slightly exasperated, though it quickly morphs to a grin, “I suppose you could be worse.” She finally hops off the bed, and stretches her arms in front of her, “Are you all packed?”
“Are you? I keep most of my stuff here.”
She makes a face, “Oh yeah.” She pauses, “But I do have everything packed.”
The familiar feeling of the Resolute settling in drydock rattles across the ship, and Kix smothers a quiet sigh. He’s going to miss seeing her everyday. Sure, he’ll still see her at the base, but it’s not the same.
He likes eating breakfast with her. She isn’t able to function without a cup of caf, it’s hilarious. He also likes needling her about her breakfast habits.
As the ship comes to a stop, and the announcement comes over the intercom announcing that all of the civilian employees can disembark, she grins at him and grabs her bag from the floor, “I’ll see you in a few days?”
“Yeah, of course.” Kix wants to say more to her. He wants to confess, or to ask her out on a date, but the words seem to stick in his throat. So, instead, he offers her a small smile and an absent wave, as she leaves the medbay.
It’s only a few days.
Maybe he’ll work up the nerve to ask her out the next time he sees her.
The next time Kix sees her, it’s a whole week later.
He almost doesn’t recognize her when he sees her across the massive room. Her long hair has been cropped to her shoulders, and dyed a deep blue that is the same shade as the blue on his armor. And, as he moves closer, he sees that she has a new tattoo on her left shoulder.
It looks like an array of flowers wrapped around the medic symbol.
It suits her.
He weaves through the throng of his brothers, there are several battalions here, so he’s able to get to her, though he slows when he sees her talking to Keeli.
He slows his walk and he just watches them interact.
She looks…delighted. Laughter written clearly on her face, leaning in so she’s able to hear him better, reaching out to lightly touch his forearm when he says something.
And Kix burns.
He’s never been the jealous type, at least he never has been in the past.
But watching this, Kix realizes that maybe he just never had reason to be properly jealous before.
He takes a deep breath and swallows his jealousy, before he continues walking over to the pair.
“There you are,” Keeli folds his arms, “You’re late, vod’ika.”
“Come off it, we were decanted at the same time.” Kix counters, “And I wasn’t late, anyway. I was just on the other side of the room.”
“Hey Kix!” She grins at him, “Did you really dare one of your batchmates to jump into the ocean when you were a cadet?”
Kix blinks at her, and then turns an accusing glare on his twin, “Really?”
“Really.” Keeli agrees with a grin, “Anyway, my General is calling. See you later vod, Doc.”
Keeli saunters off, with Kix glaring at his back, and then he turns to look at her, “You shouldn’t believe anything he said about me as a cadet, he’s a horrible liar.”
She laughs, “I’d believe that if you weren’t blushing, Kix.” She brushes a blue curl off her cheek, and favors him with a grin, “It’s alright, everyone does dumb things as kids. It’s a side effect of being a kid, you know?”
Kix flashes a tiny smile, “Yeah? What did you do?”
She shrugs, “I tried to sell my brother for a handful of credits. And then mom found out and I was grounded for three years.”
That makes him laugh, “Well, I suppose I’m less embarrassed now.” He reaches out and tugs on one of her curls, “This is new.”
“Yeah, I wanted something new, so I got a perm and a dye.”
“And a new tattoo.”
“Yeah,” she pauses, “What do you think?” If he didn’t know any better, he’d say that she sounded a little self-conscious.
“Well, you look like you belong with the 501st now,” He teases, though then his smile softens, “I think you look great. But I always think you look great.” A blush rises on her cheeks, so Kix continues, “You make the rest of us look bad.”
“You’re exaggerating. You and your brothers are very handsome,”
It’s the first time Kix has ever heard her make a comment about his appearance, she normally sidesteps the question when someone asks, so he inches a little closer, “You think I’m handsome?” He asks with a grin.
“Are you going to make this a thing?”
“Am I more handsome than Keeli?”
She stares at him and then she sighs, “I know you better than I know Keeli, so yeah. Stop being jealous, it’s silly.”
“...I’m not jealous.”
“You are. It’s kind of cute, and totally ridiculous.” She stretches her arms over her head, and then, without looking at him, continues, “After all, everyone knows you’re my favorite.”
Unlike the way that he burned earlier, at the thought of Keeli flirting with her, now he just feels pleasantly warm. “That right?”
“Yeah, it is.”
He hesitates for a moment, and then bumps her gently, “You know, there’s a botanical garden not far from here, it’s home to the most poisonous flowers in the galaxy. You wanna go?”
“Kix, are you asking me out on a date?”
“Yeah, I am. If you want.”
A bright grin crosses her face, “It’s about time,” She finally turns to look at him, “Yes, please. I’d like to go on a date with you.”
The pair fall into a comfortable silence for a moment, and then Kix glances at her, “You know, you could have asked me on a date.”
“Jesse said that you would prefer a more…traditional relationship.” She shrugs, “I just trusted his word.”
“I’m going to kill him.” Kix grumbles and then her words fully register, “Wait, relationship?”
“Yeah, Kix. Relationship.”
“Huh.” He stares at the side of her head, “I can work with that.”
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#star wars#tcw#clone medic kix x reader#kix x reader#star wars fanfiction#x reader fanfiction#f!reader fic#answered asks
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If I don’t draw I’m going rot away for real
#I am in a god awful mood again and have a headache and it’s midnight and it’s another exhausting day in an exhausting month#and I want it to be a fast whip smth out in 90 minutes night but it won’t be#but I feel miserable that I haven’t drawn in so long#but really I should go to bed but that’s adding to it#I’m also in a headspace of being very nasty to myself so that is not helping the decision making#and I promise I’ll stop making these fucking posts about wanting to draw at midnight bc who gives a shit#but I spend all day telling myself I’ll draw tonight and then I’m exhausted and without clear ideas#and I don’t even go to bed early I just watch YouTube videos on silent for an hour to stay up#things will be better next month I’m just in the middle of about 5 exceptionally difficult weeks of my life#and things aren’t even that bad they’re just hard.
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have cut out lining for pixie hood. main fabric is unfortunately in a box on top of my wardrobe where I am scared to climb but MAYBE I'll do it after posting this just because I'm so so brave
#it also hasn't been washed yet which is very sad and means this project will be a drawn out one#because i do not currently have the spoons for laundry#UNLESS i bring it down and discover i have in fact washed it#that OR i decide i'll simply never wash this unspecified wool mix so i don't need to prewash it#... maybe i'll do it in the sink?#idk thinking out loud here#applied faunology#sometimes i sew#i really want to go to bed but my hair is wet so i should consider the hairdryer but im too tired to use the hairdryer so i wanna go to bed#etc ad nauseum
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Me seeing someone with a cool name: oooooo, what if
Another part of my brain: no. we spent enough time getting to Jonah. we’re not doing it again
#occasionally I get the urge to just hoard names#I think it would be neat#but also like how would I even tell people that#like here’s a list of random ass names that I think sound kind of cool don’t even know if I like them for myself yet#also sometimes it’s a name that’s typically a girls name and if I went hey I kind of like this name I feel like I would end up getting#misgendered and I don’t want to deal with that#it’s so funny because I’ve always wanted to change my name and I wonder how much of that was trans stuff and how much was I just like other#names#like honestly there are points where boneworms feels like more of my name than Jonah#whatever that says about me#I think I got off the point but whatever it’s almost two am#j rambles#coming back to this to rant more in the tags#so like the current names I’m rotating in my head are Silas (not my favorite of the three and I already have a character named this but#still it’s cool) also Sylvester specifically to be called the nickname syl#and nova which I know is a more feminine name but also presenting masculinly with a feminine name would be very gender#love having a weird gender but I feel like other people would be weird about it in a bad way#it’s not like a don’t like Jonah but I think I’ve gotten too used to it if that makes sense#like yeah it’s my name but it’s not as fun anymore#I’m back again#silver is also a cool name#I should really go to bed instead of just adding to the notes of this post#wait wait wait wait#sylver#okay I’m done now#probably
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YES FELLOW KAEYA ENJOYER 🙌🙌🙌🙌 I woukd LOVE to hear your thoughts its so hard to find anyone talking about all of kaeyas lore and implications
HI FELLOW KAEYA ENJOYER!!!!
Thank you so much! I have actually started the process of writing down my thoughts and even realized that, because of how much all of Kaeya’s lore and implications and references connect together, a mind map might actually be a better format for listen all of my thoughts than just a text post. But then, ah…I started the VERY rough draft for this mind map and I’m realizing it’s already getting so huge and complicated, I’m actually worried about whether or not I’ll be able to make it cohesive and readable.
I think that might be why it’s so hard to find anyone talking about ALL of Kaeya’s lore & myth connections & implications. THERE’S JUST SO MUCH!!! Kaeya, you have so much going on!!!! And, like, good for you, beloved, but it’s not easy for the theorists!
Anyways, in case anyone is curious, here’s a look at what I’ve got so far for the super-rough draft of a mind map for all my unhinged Kaeya lore thoughts:
Thank you for the nice message, anon!
#genshin impact#genshin kaeya#kaeya alberich#kaeya#I hope the text in that mind map is legible#I think it should be if you zoom in on it enough#there is so so much still missing#explanations connections sources other topics just a bunch of stuff I haven’t been able to put it yet#I could’ve probably added more but it’s late and I’m tired and my brain is fried as it is#if anyone has any tips on how to clean up a mind map so it’s more legible I’d be so grateful#or any alternative apps or websites for making mind maps#I’m using mimind so far and it’s pretty nice but not perfect#the fact I don’t have it on desktop bothers me because I can’t type as fast#this may have been a bad idea#this post of all my Kaeya lore thoughts will probably take so long#but it’d be worth it for him#anything for the blorbo#I really hope I don’t offend anybody with this#I probably don’t have reason to worry about it but I can’t help it I’m a socially anxious people pleaser#okay I’m going to bed now the brainpan needs recharging
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Imagine bro…
#frenesi#shibuya kei#フレネシ#キュプラ#ahhhhh#yea#fanart#frenesi i love you im sorry for butchering you like this#machine girl#yea this is the girl machine girl sampled#yea.#that’s enough tags my dear go to bed its 2am#pff yea I probably should fucking sleep#you really should mikey youre slowly going insane.#what in the actual fuck is happening rn#sleep#sleepcore#why am I still adding tags wtf#SLEEP ALREADY YOU DUMB BITCH#FINE FINE JESUS CHRIST#GOODNIGHT. HOLY SHIT.
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Basil (the herb) is a whore and you should know that before your second year with it in the flower bed
#emma posts#so is cilantro#my mom was like ‘oh you can have a few plants I want to use in the kitchen. right?’#and I was a teenager and my raised beds are on family property so I didn’t really have a choice#but. while the kale was pretty normal. THE CILANTRO AND ARUGULA WERE WHORES#whores I did NOT sign up for#I wanted the basil myself so dealing with that is annoying but whatever#but the worst part is that my mom didn’t even eat the plants she had me grow!!!#she ate ones I decided to grow because the family likes strawberries and raspberries#I need to get mint again#and sage#but ANYWAY#I did know that all of these plants were whores#i just wasn’t there when they first started sprouting#I’m going to be going home more often this month and my mom wants the yard looking good for my brothers graduation party#so today was my first garden day of the year#it was nice but my back hates me and I really should have worn gloves (I didn’t know where my mom put mine)#but I hope the plants do well while I’m gone#the basil should be fine. I’d be genuinely surprised if that hoard all died#but the new plants i added for it to look better. those I’ve never had myself#although I’ve wanted to#don’t think I have a green thumb. it’s maybe greenish but half the work is done by the dirt here#it’s just like ‘on it boss 👍’#I should move some catnip into my garden#the stuff in front of my parents house could use some seperating#my strawberries were little bitches last year though so I have to be extra careful this year#I like the variety I have and I don’t know what it’s called so if it dies I’m out of luck#it’s a really cool variety. it actually blooms twice a summer#I can’t keep plants alive inside very long though:(#except my current African violet that takes anything I throw at it
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homestuck fans when theres no rhyme or reason to the trickster designs and its literally just a jumbled mess of hideous colors and vague candy themes which means theres no consistency to analyze to help with making fan designs
#now imagine if you will a very distraught face. because i cant be bothered adding an image#ANYWAYSSSSSSS i wanted 2 try making one but god its just so hard bc theres so many fucking colors and i suck at coloring anyway#i tried analyzing them to the best of my abilities to see if there was any consistency i could go off of......... but no theres Nothing#the only thing is that their cheek swirls are the same color as their pestechum colors. and thats it#even the outfits are different it seems to be slightly altered versions of their original outfits?#like roxy was wearing her purple knit dress when she got bonked but it was still her original outfit afterwards#their hair colors dont make sense their shoe colors dont make sense their head ornaments make a LITTLE sense..........#jakes and dirks are the most obvious. pumpkin and orange soda its like their thing i guess#janes being a muffin makes sense cuz crockercorp baker etc etc#roxys makes the least sense...... i dont think there was ever any mention of cotton candy for her aside from when caliborn wanted his weird#smut to be color coordinated for whatever reason#whenever i make otufits its usually just varying shades of the same 3 or so colors so trickster designs are a nightmare#even my old trickster mode trollsona was like. 3 colors total LOL#not to mention i wanted to make this design for my trollsona. and we only ever saw humans in trickster mode#and looking at older fanart didnt help cuz everyone had decided unanimously that the canon designs sucked ass (they did)#and in the future we should all give each character a food or somthing similar to base the whole design off of (good decision)#blehh. i give up its too much of a pain-_-#anyway. maybe i really am sick i think i need to lay down#already slept literally all day but im still so tired..........#i took painkillers and allergy meds in case of cat hair on bed but i still feel groggy as fuck#well whatever. itll probably go away soon i never really stay sick for long
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not to put fandom discourse on you brog but are you a grandpa joe supporter or hater
ummm supporter
#we're talking book version right#ask#honestly i do not see the problem about him getting out of bed like. the whimsy okay#all of them get up in the second book btw#now grandpa joe from the adaptations?#ermm thumb down sorry#i don't think him being a past employee really added anything#besides idk explanation of why he should go instead of mr bucket but still?#and the whole military thing going on in the musical no rhanks what are you wearing man#in the 1971 movie like okayyyy but i forever disapprove of the fizzy lifting drink scene sorry.#anyway overall supporter#hope this helps
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working on something that will probably never see the light of day.. BUT IT LOOKS SO NICE i’m so sad.
#HSR is such a comfort for me i’m going to be honest#especially with huohuo being added?#like idk it’s just. giving me nostalgia to when i first started really getting into genshin#because the first character i ever wanted was hu tao#and they’re both.. spooky yk#augh.. i am so sad tonight for like no reason#i think i should just go to bed tbh that’s probably the issue#if anyone’s curious it’s a HSR network. because. i can’t help myself. but i am trying to help myself bc i already have st pavlov foundation#and the steambird (which isn’t a network but still) and i really… do not….. need to make another network…….. but i really want to#it’s something almost innate for me. every time i’d ever play a game with like#groups or guilds or clubs or whatever#any sort of thing like that#i would aaaaaalways make one. and i would have so much fun w it too.#it’s bled over into my tumblr life helppp#it was always a little bit unhealthy though.#like i would get SO invested into it that it would like. cause me stress.#which like.. isn’t good.#but i haven’t seen any purely HSR networks except for like 2 inactive ones and…#someone stop me actually. it’s the middle of the night. the sun is gonna come up soon. i need to sleep. not make choices.#i’m just gonna embarrass myself bye#especially if i keep rambling in the fucking TAGS ok i’m shutting up now#sorry followers/moots#byebye#me talking to myself like “see .. u literally have this in ur drafts rn.. u could just delete it” but then i go “but i already spent#x amount of time rambling and ppl could just like.. skip over this if they want to so why does it matter”#haha x amount of time. like x from the game reverse 1999#stop i’m so tired goodbye I’M SO SORRY
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Chapters: 1/? Fandom: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018), Guild Wars 2 (Video Game)
HEY GUESS WHO’S FINALLY POSTING THE FIRST CHAPTER OF THE CROSSOVER FIC I’VE BEEN WRITING!!! HAPPY HALLOWEEEEEEEEN
#rottmnt#gw2#fic#i was admittedly hoping to do more for halloween but i need to uh. go to bed now#also i have more chapters written but i wanna make art for them#and also see how this does#and also see how many people are in both fandoms because I have literally no idea how much intersection there is between the two#maybe for christmas i'll post the psmd/apocalypse rottmnt crossover. Or at least the art for it#don't have a lot of actual writing for that one yet...#...and I'm also not even close to done with /this/ one but the plot is so vaguely defined rn I'm not sure if I'll ever really#truly be /done/ with it. But there is kind of sort of a plot in motion#I dunno m8 we'll see how this pans out ig#anyways as usual please please ask if you want tags added to this post or the fic#.....I should make a rottmnt style ref for Lovi huh
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"Im gonna go to bed no"
WRONG! PFP UPDATE!
#RAHHH ADDED MY SAW X RATS😍😍#that was the only pic of Valentina i could find i hope when it gets out of theaters she'll have more on her tag :((#i freaking love Val#<333#“did you change the picture for Tanya-” YES YES I DID LISTEN#that old image? yeah its Haunting me.#i just needed to replace it ok I JUST NEEDED TO.#added the other pathetic rats that are the t's <3#and of course our “should-of-been-saveable-and-playable” queen Clarice Stokes😍😍😍#im just slowlh adding all of Elenis characters really#i fuckin love her characters#okok anyways im going to bed FOR REAL now
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