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I bet those wings are gonna rip themselves right out of his back and I bet it’s gonna hurt like heck and I bet he’s gonna scream it’s gonna end me on the fucking spot
#those look cool#but painful#not the alien baby oh no#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sonic x shadow generations#black arms#king of black
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Moon star au~🌙💕
Realizations
Her:
Wants to be in a relationship but is incredibly anxious and insecure, thinks aside from her appearance and class status no one would ever truly love her. Thinks she’s boring, with her talk of politics, birds and botany
Him:
Desperately wants to be in a romantic relationship but has enemies that won’t hesitate to hurt him and the ones he loves. He doesn’t want to risk falling for someone he could lose so soon
#fanart#my art#lego monkie kid#tmarie art#Monkie kid#my ocs#Chao xing#six eared macaque#moon king macaque#moon star au#moonstar au#ah love#ain’t it grand??#:D#disaster pining#oc x canon#mutual pining#but painful#slow burn
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told yall we wouldnt be getting year 3 from allegory
#magic and mystery#allegory_for_hatred#m&m coil#m&m#coil#lmao#but yeah rip original m&m series#hope allegory is doing well#and im sure this fandom will make it's own year 3s anyway#the ending was painful tho#ouch#thank god it wasnt snape tho lmao#i thought it was at first#yeah we're fucked#anyone who continues the series pls know you are legally required to give a happy ending in the end#m&m as a whole cannot end depressingly#it would destroy me#technically coil did but id say that unles a happy ending comes before year 7 then we have until year 7 for a happy ending#ended well tho#godddd m&m is so well written#but painful#but yeah#i hope blaise is okay#he must be dying from guilt#i dunno how dazai would be able to uphold his promise to blaise of writing#but if he doesnt and blaise and him commit murder together#and blaise doesnt even have dazai to talk to...#itd just be rlly sad#luna kinda joined the gang at the end there tho#uhhhhh plently of stuff to talk abt but im rlly sad so im gonna let it marinate and then come back
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I guess it is what it is
have some angst right before valentines day lol
#song is it is what it is by jamie miller#tome#terrain of magical expertise#zetto#kizuna#my art#kizetto#but painful
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If I were to say soft pain would you know what I mean?
If I were to ask to read a soft pain story, to live a soft pain story, to exist in a soft pain world, would you know what I mean?
Would you want to? No one likes pain. Soft pain doesn’t sound any better than what we have. What’s the different between pain and soft pain? Is there a hard pain?
Or do you understand what soft pain means? Do you understand the desire, the need to have soft pain? Do you understand the emotions that come with soft pain? When the Haiku bot responds not with an echo but with love? When a friend or ex moves on from you? The way it feels when a characters dies, but dies smiling and in love? Do you know what soft pain feels like? Do you know why I crave it?
Soft pain brings joy and smiles, tears and anguish. But it’s so much more than pain.
Soft pain is being rained on while walking home. Soft pain is missing the train and people watching to past the time. Soft pain is losing an award to your best friend. Soft pain is pain. But it’s so much more.
Soft pain is life. It’s how you live, how you die. It’s all the negatives of life, all the sobs yet all the smiles. Soft pain is not pain, because it’s so much more.
Or do you not understand what I’m saying? Soft pain is knowing that there are people who do not understand why I crave soft pain.
Because the world is so much more beautiful when I see the soft pain.
Because the world is beautiful.
Because the people are beautiful.
Yet I crave soft pain. Because I do not live in a world where the pain is soft.
I crave soft pain, because soft pain is not pain. It is not the pain I’ve lived my life in.
It’s so much more.
#im sorry I don’t know what came over me#I just#it was that Haiku bot post#the one where it says I love you to us#it’s the pain of knowing that#a bot#something that shouldn’t feel#loves us#it’s the pain#of knowing#that the love shouldn’t be real#but knowing that it is#it’s love#but painful#it’s soft pain#maybe that’s what im trying to say#I want painful love#because im tired of the two#being separated#I should live in a world#where even the pain#there’s love#even the pain#there’s beauty#because there’s so much beauty that we aren’t allowed to see#because the world doesn’t want us to#but I love the world#I love you#all of you#even the ones I’ve never met
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Guess who's at the hospital rn
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@ my homies with pain disorders, if i described a pain as hollow and feels the way metal tastes, do you know what i mean?
#its my main type of pain other than just a basic ache but my family thinks im nuts (lovingly)#my dad and my sister both have chronic pain and my sister kind of gets it but no really#it feels exactly like a hollow metal bar inside my body that youve licked#but Painful#i had a pain flare today#all in my back and ribs#it came on so damn sudden i got up to make dinner and within five minutes i didnt want to move so it wouldnt get worse#i had my compression belt on so thought that might be making it worse so i took it off#turns out that was definitely the wrong choice and i immediately tanked even harder#i woke up way to early and spent the day on the couch so im not surprised#and its also march and i always flare in march#any other potsies or dysautonomias get march flares?#i know the october slide is a thing and its Very real#but i flare every march like clockwork too#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#spoonie#pots#chronic pain#dysautonomia
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Someone should have warned me that outlining was gonna be this intensive. >:(
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What I mean when I do not control the hyperfixation.
#adhd#undiagnosed adhd#actually adhd#undiagnosed autism#autism#neurodivergent#hyperfixation#audhd#actually audhd#ms pain#ch33zart#chrambles
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wish the human body had like a crash log or something so I could pin shit down. Why am I having a sudden spike of anxiety when I’m just sitting here? Well it looks like there’s a conflict here between my medication and the better foliage mod
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i started playing Disco Elysium and last night (the same day i started playing) i woke up to my stomach hurting so bad that in my delirium i thought it had to do with something from the game.
and looked it up…
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i thought this was completely normal until waking up later after the pain was gone.
#what was i on#disco elysium induced stomach pain#not a second thought#or a brain cell either#wow so harry du bois core…#disco elysium#harry du bois
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I need to say something and I need y'all to be calm
if it isn't actively bad or harmful, no representation should be called "too simple" or "too surface level"
I have a whole argument for this about the barbie movie but today I wanna talk about a show called "the babysitters club" on Netflix
(obligatory disclaimer that I watched only two episodes of this show so if it's super problematic I'm sorry) (yes. I know it's based on a book, this is about the show)
this is a silly 8+ show that my 9 year old sister is watching and it manages to tackle so many complex topics in such an easy way. basic premise is these 13 year old girls have a babysitting agency.
in one episode, a girl babysits this transfem kid. the approach is super simple, with the kid saying stuff like "oh no, those are my old boy clothes, these are my girl clothes". they have to go to the doctor and everyone is calling the kid by her dead name and using he/him and this 13 year old snaps at like a group of doctors and they all listen to her. it's pure fantasy and any person versed in trans theory would point out a bunch of mistakes.
but after watching this episode, my little sister started switching to my name instead of my dead name and intercalating he/him pronouns when talking about me.
one of the 13 years old is a diabetic and sometimes her whole personality is taken over by that. but she has this episode where she pushes herself to her limit and passes out and talks about being in a coma for a while because of not recognizing the limits of her disability.
and this allowed my 9 year old sister to understand me better when I say "I really want to play with you but right now my body physically can't do that" (I'm disabled). she has even asked me why I'm pushing myself, why I'm not using my crutches when I complain about pain.
my mom is 50 years old and watching this show with my sister. she said the episode about the diabetic girl helped her understand me and my disability better. she grew up disabled as well, but she was taught to shut up and power through.
yes, silly simple representation can annoy you if you've read thousands of pages about queer liberation or disability radical thought, but sometimes things are not for you.
#long post#long text#disability#chronically ill#chronic pain#cripple punk#cripplepunk#chronic illness#disability activism#trans#transgender#queer theory#queer punk
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I would like to see more people talk about how jobs treat disabled employees.
I used to prep, wash dishes, and cook at mellow mushroom. I had chronic pain that wasn't NEARLY as bad as it is today, but it was still very debilitating. I told my employer "i cannot stand more than 4 to 6 hours. I CANNOT do shifts longer than this due to my illness." And even though i made my boundaries VERY clear, everyday i worked it was 8 hours at the least and 10 or 12 at the most. I would go up to my manager and say "look i really need to leave, my shift is over, my chronic pain is killing me." And he'd say "we really need to here, you HAVE to push through." And so i did, and after one, ONE month of that job my crps got incredibly worse to the point where i could no longer walk my dog around the block which was .5 miles. I quit, and that was FOUR years ago, and ever since that day I HAVE BEEN BEDRIDDEN AND HAVE TO USE A WHEELCHAIR. It is my biggest regret in life.
My best friend who has seen my whole journey has recently developed undiagnosed chronic pain, and she is in the EXACT same scenario i was 4 years ago. Busting her ass at a pizza place with extreme pain that hurts her so much she tells me "im in so much pain i don't even feel like a person." She doesn't feel LUCID. And her manager and coworkers are saying the same thing "if you don't help us you will let us down, we'll be in the shit."
That job thats hurting you isn't fucking worth it. I promise you no money is worth losing all your physical abilities and never getting them back. Your coworkers and boss do not give a shit about you, so don't you dare suffer for them. They will never understand your struggle and they will never try. They truly think being understaffed is worse than whatever pain you experience. They would rather you permanently damage yourself than inconvenience them. FUCK THEM. DON'T FUCKING DO IT!
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Finally now that the comic is fully public on comicfury, I get to share it with all of you here, too <3
If you enjoyed, please consider supporting by buying a PDF of the comic on itch.io: https://tawnysoup.itch.io/home-in-the-woods
#I'd rather not clutter the caption so I'll ramble a little in the tags#HitW is short but special to me as it represents and encapsulates some hard life experiences I was going through at the time of its creatio#Ofc in a more metaphorical manner! but. I have been very much enjoying reading people's comments and speculation as its been posting#the interpretations are so meaningful and varied and i love that and really want to encourage anyone to reflect on what it means to them#for me making this comic was a way to process and move past trauma. i feel like it ends anti-climactically but i wanted to be true to#where i thought things were actually going in my life moreso than to veer towards impact. ultimately im glad i managed to finish it#and for it to finish going public right before the new year? maybe i can see this as shedding that old pain in time to become something new#so thank you for reading for supporting and for still being here. lets wake up to 2025 with wind in our sails#Home in the Woods#my art#my comics#original comic#cw guns#cw blood#cw body horror
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Girl failed the med school exam like 8 times I dont think she'd do all too well when faced with the burnt crisp of her captain
#mouthwashing#anya mouthwashing#i think anya should be allowed by the fandom to not be the best at her job#i find her more interesting as someone trying to reach a goal but unable to make it#curly being kept alive is less so an impressive feat and more so the torment of keeping someone alive but never aleviating their pain#also itd make jimmys comments crueler in how hed target her insecurities
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