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#i've been so so scared and anxious and worried for the future for a while now#everything's changing#my mom is talking about moving (without me lol rip)#i have to become independent now#i fucking hate myself bc im almost 25!!!! and im still a pathetic loser who is dependent on her mom#but ofc i cant be#even if i've thought a lot abt myself and my personality disorders and i think this is just who i am#i need and want to be dependent on someone. to be taken care of and someone to make choices for me#but my mom just dont want to do that which i ofc get sksksk#and idk i dont have a dream. i cant imagine myself capable of any job#but i have two ideas of occupations i might be ok at#buuuuut i have no fkn idea how u get an apartment??? how do u get money? how do u do this and that#i know NOTHING abt being an adult or independent and im so fucking scared#dying seems so much easier and more tempting#i cant do.. cant do it to my mom#also it's sad bc recently a dream has formed in my mind#it's including another person tho. and i dont have any control over that. i cant force someone to choose or want me#so that dream is the least realistic of everything. even if this person really is my dream.... bit i cant count on it#and i have to build a live for myself. even if its not the life i really want#im scared im too dumb and childish and worthless to do so tho
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#mouthwashing#mouthwashing anya#mouthwashing daisuke#mouthwashing swansea#cant help but wish for more of precrash#ofc what we got is satisfactory#i just think theyre silly#my super special art tag
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he won
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#oi oi don’t steal my tags i see u 🫵#svsss#mdzs#moshang#hualian#bingqiu#sqq u spoilt brat#binghe is def the best cook out of the three gongs i’m not saying this lightly#we know lwj can cook from the extras and i can only assume hc can cook bc the only thing he CANT do is write BUT:#xl enjoys cooking so ofc hc is gonna let him express himself culinarily#and wwx is a spice fanatic weirdo who wants to go live his m!lf dreams into the sunset#lwj will not get in the way of that#sqq however is perfectly content having bingmei cook his meals forever and never stepping into a kitchen#scum villian self saving system#scum villain#mo dao zu shi#tgcf#heaven official's blessing#wangxian#mine#luo binghe#shen qingqiu#wei wuxian#lan wangji#xie lian#hua cheng#shang qinghua#mobei jun
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ANNOUNCING THIS TO THE WORLD (OF TUMBLR)-- IM ACE!!! IM FINALLY QUEER LOL
#squirrel's clan meetings#ace#asexual#im ace in the way of sex is okay i guess?? idk im a minor so im not gonna have sex rn ofc 💀#but like. i cant look at someone and go “ooh theyre hot i wanna be with them” or something yknow??#like i can tell when someones “hot” or “good looking” but.#i just. Dont Care#like good for them ig?? lol??#oh#lgbt#lgbtqia#:DD
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the two most capable people of saving ur friends are morons
#dunmesh#dungeon meshi#marcille donato#laois touden#izutsumi#chilchuck tims#senshi of izganda#THIS EPISODE WAS SO FUNNY PLS#ofc im excited for senshi lore to drop#but i cant stop thinking about marcille's stupid snek familliar
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Side effects of wearing your sentient Kaiju suit too often ,,,,
#hoshina soshiro#kn8#kaiju no. 8#my art#kaiju no 10#hoshi10#FINALLY I GOT TO DRAW BODYMERGE HOSHI10#this is my favourite form of existence for them my brain is spinninnggggg#it's so sexy to me to imagine hoshina trying to take off the suit and he just can't get it off without peeling his own skin off shcjsnfjs#10 so pleased with this situation#hoshina panic but also he cant tell anyone becazse then they'd definitely take 10 away from him#and we don't want that#brain spinning so hsrd i hope he curls up in his room and hides while the suit slowly merges ro his body#until one of his boyfriends finds him ofc hhhhh#rushing him to medical but they can't change him back to human anymore#can you see I've been thinking about this ancjsixbsia#I'll see myself out
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I absolutely loved the recent duo print of Alastor and Charlie on streamily and I wanted to make an hypothetical duo print of Alastor and Niffty in a similar style. A man can dream 💀
I also wish he had one with Rosie ofc he needs a duo print with all his girlies. Maybe I'll draw that next time who knows
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel fanart#hazbin alastor#hazbin niffty#alastor#digital art#my art#clip studio paint#alastor and niffty#platonic ofc#I havent drawn them together in a while I missed them my favourite murderous psychopaths duo#I wasnt posting much lately because I was visiting friends and family last week; I was away from home for a while#but now I'm back and ready to feed yall more radiorose#and more alastor in general bc goddamn i love this murderous deer man#also yeah sorry the background is straight up out of the show I didnt draw that one I cant draw backgrounds for shit#but one day... one day I'll draw my own backgrounds
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toby fox needs to add like a bit of narration in deltarune abt kris like "they themmed they/themily down the stheirs" cus i cant go on seeing them constantly get he/himmed in yt comment sections
#this is my punishment for actually looking at yt comments isnt it#deltarune#kris dreemurr#maybe im looking too much into things but...#it also feels sorta. misogynistic when ppl default to he/him for androgynous/non binary characters#like ive seen multiple ppl use “well its understandable that ppl assume kris is a he when they have such masculine behaviours/hobbies”#the masculine behaviours and hobbies in question are being a prankster#i shit you not#like they called pranking... masc?? huh#can girls and others not get their silly on anymore??#also like i said before with the exception of like frisk and chara like almost every nb character is masculinised#like napstablook monster kid#god there has to be more but my memory is shit atm and i also have to go eat dinner#but i wanna talk more abt like why it feels so misogynistic to me#i thinnk it has to do with the fact that defaulting to he/him just makes women feel like an afterthought. ig like unless its confirmed then#they must be a guy to be relevant or smth#and also like how much they gender entirely non gender specific things (see: pranking)#ofc it wouldnt be BETTER per se if they imagined these characters as girls but its smth ive noticed and i just get frustrated cus#it feels sexist but i cant FULLY articulate why#i feel like i had the answer a lil while ago but i forgot#i might come back to this who knows#wow ok rant over#for now
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Do you ever do requests? If so, do you ever plan on drawing some Yandere with the Hantengu clones? :D hope you have a good day/night!!!
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yes!! I love yanderes.. and these guys.. these guys are such good material...... nods nods..
I'm not sure about requests..I assume you mean drawing requests? I suppose if it REALLY catches my interest enough, I'd do it, but it'd probably just be line art/sketches.
#null rot#yandere kny#yandere demon slayer#kny#kimetsu no yaiba#demon slayer#hantengu#hantengu clones#sekido#karaku#urogi#aizetsu#midori306#YOU ALREADY KNOW THE ANSWER TO THE YANDERE QUESTION MY BELOVED CULT MEMBER#uwaa and i recently checked back on their designs.. THEY HAVE LONG SLANTED EARS DUDE WHAT THE FUCKKK THATS LIKE THE CUTEST EVER#i tend to shitpost and focus on the dere than the yan but thats my mistake!! im sorry cult members.. I'll need scarousal#when calling sekdio. he pretends to ignore you but you can tell he heard you when his ear twitches#He's flabbergasted that you met someone else to begin with. who let you go out without one of them?!#hes too shocked and angry to even properly get upset!!#Karaku loves everything you have to say. less so if its positive abt someone else. still listens tho. listening carefully for details..#he doesnt mind others eyeing you. youre perfect in his eyes. who wouldnt? still.. thats not gonna fly well.#Urogi loves when you seek him out but mentioning someone else... is bc you want to feed him right? ofc! you want to benefit him!#its cause hes your favorite! yeah! youre so sweet!!! ofc he'll get rid of someone for you both!!#Aizetsu's bashful. he feels put on the spot when calling him but hes always hoping you give him affection of some kind. always ready for yo#mentioning someone else was NOT what he wanted and now hes sad.. youre making him sad.. whats so important you had to bring that up?#The thought of anyone else makes him feel so exhausted already.. wont you comfort him instead? he needs you now.. atone for your mistakes#uwaa expressions.. uwaaa aizetsu releasing some of the tension in his brows when hes feeling upset towards you uWAA#i CANT RAMBLE ENOUGH IN THE TAGS SO WAIT FOR THE POST I HAVE IN THE BACK BURNER FROM SOMEONE ELSE WHO ASKED FOR SOMETHING SIMILAR!!!!!!!
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Hi, I'm Canon. I'm a disabled artist with some kind of gender and homosexual tendencies. You might have seen my usernames around in posts about loving OCs, or complaining about video game inaccessibility, or attached to one of the worm-centric comics I made, like these ones:
I hate having to ask for help when there's already so much going on, but I am also At My Limit.
To make a long story short, I am very disabled in multiple ways and I am living in a very inaccessible (and often directly disability-hostile) home. While I live with family, they do not provide assistance (financial or otherwise) and our rural location and the glacial pace of Canada's social services have left me A Bit Fucked. (Whatever you think Canada's health care provides, either it doesn't, or it takes half a year to even book an appointment.)
I've asked for help in the past with smaller goals, but costs continue to add up - and this time, finally, I may be able to actually make permanent accessibility changes to the household... if I can fund it myself. On the amount I get from the disability support program in my province, I can't do that; I would have to stop eating for months to afford even one of the major renovations in that time, and, obviously, I can't do that.
What kind of accessibility updates would this be going towards?:
A wheelchair ramp at at least one exit of the house; there are four potential exits, and all of them are currently multiple sets of stairs without railings.
A stair lift (for upstairs access) or a walk in tub (for downstairs access), depending on what my family will agree to
Dressers / storage that I am physically capable of opening
HRT (guess what isn't covered by Canada's health care, apparently!)
A whole mess of medical appointments (vision, prescriptions, dental, infinite various symptom testings) and transportation to and from those appointments (guess what else isn't covered!!)
A functional freezer
Physiotherapy 👍
Food 👍👍👍
And how can you donate?:
Donate directly to my Ko-fi page
Pledge monthly to my Ko-fi membership tiers
Order a commission from me (you'll be added to a queue; I can't provide completion time estimates right now)
Buy my premade digital goods (TTRPG resources, bases, tattoo tickets, etc) through Ko-fi or itch.io
Buy my art on physical goods through Redbubble or INPRNT
Buy designs / adoptables I've made through Toyhouse
Buy things off of my Amazon accessibility wishlist
I'm trying to buy used and second-hand / go through free stuff groups where I can to save costs, so I don't have a fixed goal and genuinely every bit helps. I really want to be able to get back to functioning somewhat normally, and due to Circumstances - as embarrassing as it is - I can't do that on my own, and I can't keep struggling with it the way I have been.
Thank you for your time, and any help you're able to provide. Reblogs are welcome and appreciated.
#not art#mutual aid#donations#i am about to owe a Lot in appointments money and if i cant even navigate my own home in the meantime im going to mcfreaking lose it#also ofc in the off chance that the support outpaces my needs ill pass it on to someone else who needs it#im just really stuck right now. and dealing with shit while disabled and in the middle of nowhere is uh Bad#thank u.
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Doing one of these even if it costs me my shame 😔
if this reaches 500 notes I’ll clean my room regularly and not let it become a wreck again, which will help me feel less tired (it really does help)
if this reaches 1k notes I’ll try to go to bed before 11:30.
If this reaches 1.5k notes I’ll start to get homework and stuff done on time and not make myself panic over due work and delay because I can’t focus on anything and all I do is procrastinate.
And if this reaches 2k+ (it probably won’t) idk I’ll try to figure out something big that I can do to improve my mental state.
#kinda scared to admit i cant do things by myself but no shi ofc i cant#and bonus if you can guess the EXACT name or hex code of my favorite color i'll reduce these by 50%
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more horrible work coord pics <3
#digital diary#egl#alternative fashion#creepy cute#moi meme moitie#gothic#j fashion#gothic lolita#elegant gothic lolita#atelier pierrot#fashion#i’m so proud of how the coord turned out and yet i didn’t get good pictures <\3#blouse is baby <3#sleeves are diamond honey#headdress is from taobao#ofc jsk is moitie#the rosary is thrifted :3#cant really tell but it’s the perfect moitie blue i was so happy when i found it <3#feat the tiny ass bathroom we have at our og location#only place to take pictures without people seeing me but it’s so cramped 💀
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Water practice with liml martyn
#i cant think of any dramatic captions#and ofc i listened to queen of nothing on repeat while drawing this#martyn littlewood#inthelittlewood#inthelittewood fanart#limited life#limited life smp#traffic smp#trafficblr#my art
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An X-men sketch dump (ft. older doodles of myself idk idk). :)) Of course Kurt makes the most appearances. My fav doodle is probably sleepy Kurt in the second sketch page. This was when I was drawing him as a silly guy because later I try something else and idk if it works out lol.
Gave Jubilee some dimple piercings!! and ofc Kurt has one ear pierced. Also more shirtless Gambit doodles coming soon. Thank you X-men 97 for Morph and Logan, and the comics for Kurt and Logan also. I wish I would've added Ororo to the banter buddies, purely because I know she'd be lovingly roasting them alive. We love her. <3
I'm truthfully not happy with many of these doodles, but I'm posting them anyway, because I need to share my love for the X-men right now!! I feel like I'm going insane aisjisjis.
Idk when I finished these rip lol.
#omensarttag#i call kurt my wife as an inside joke with a friend and ofc i cant help but put tons of doodles and notes abt it. idk why i do that#xmen morph#kurt wagner#x men#hey what is morphs real name i actually have no idea omg im terrible#nightcrawler#artwork#digital art#x men 97#x men comics#marvel xmen#xmen fanart#fanart#logan howlett#ororo munroe#remy lebeau#jean grey#x men storm#x men wolverine#gambit xmen#jubilation lee#x men jubilee#art dump#sketch dump#artists on tumblr#queued post#queue#sorry for all the tags i hate them actually but also yk how it is
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spin the wheel and get a 9-1-1 character:
(poll inspired by this one)
#has this been done already??#i'm sorry if it has lol#911 abc#911#tumblr polls#polls#anyway i got may and i feel a bit awkward saying it since she's 8 years younger than me but i have to marry her#cause i cant kill her ofc#she's darling
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Sneak peek of the shit i got myself into
TW // GORE
#I meant it when i said i was two inches away from doing this#tf2 medic#tf2 archimedes#tw: blood#tw: gore#tf2#butcher vanity#only 15 seconds in baby#i cant rest until im done#other than gunslinger ofc#animation#my art
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