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The 'Anything Goes' Story
So, I was thinking of doing a fun little writing challenge thing, where basically
Y’all give me a prompt
I write a short bit according to that prompt
Y’all give me another prompt to continue the story with
I write the continuation to the previous part based on the new prompt
And so on so forth
Now I know my brand’s basically Jamil x reader, but feel free to throw whatever my way, as long as we're sticking to twst.
A serious LeoVil scene? I’ll make an attempt. Crack (taken seriously or not) Crewel x his furcoat? Sure I’ll give it a go. Just a day in the life of the prefect? Yeah I'll go for it.
Like, I can’t promise to do them well, especially with characters I'm less familiar with, but I will try to do something.
Especially with the prompts after the first one, you can totally take things into a totally new direction with genre, style or character suggestions.
Want me to turn the story into a soap opera? Sure. Horror story? I can try. Pepper in some angst (or humor) in the middle of whatever else is going on? I’m on it. Throw a surprise character (or even oc) my way? I’ll try to squeeze them in somehow.
Basically, this is giving you all free reign to throw curveballs my way and see what a beautiful mess story we’ll make together.
I would ask you to keep the prompts short, like a couple lines at most, since the individual story installments will ideally be about drabble length (unless I get carried away, oop). Something like character(s), scenario, tone / genre, or whatever y'all think would be fun to see.
For starters, I’ll pick the first prompt given as a reply / reblog to this post. For future installments, I’ll probably be posting the continuations at different times, giving folks on different timezones the chance to participate and give a prompt.
Also no two prompts in a row from the same person (if this somehow gets a lot of people onboard, I might increase the limit, but let’s start with that).
If for some reason I’m uncomfortable writing something in a particular prompt (or my head is fully empty), I might veto it and ask the person to modify their suggestion / make a new one. I would also like to keep this story sfw, tho I’m okay going suggestive / violent / dramatic with it.
The story installments
Part 1
Part 2
Part 3
Part 4
Part 5
Part 6
Part 7
Part 8
Tag list
@colliope @crystallizsch @diodellet @jamilsimpno69 @jamilvapologist
@lex752 @perilous-pasta @twstgo
If you’re someone who would like to be tagged for this thing (or my writing in general), do let me know!
#ner talks#twisted wonderland#the anything goes story#really curious to see how this goes and if y'all will be into this#there was a fun post I posted some time ago on my main with a kinda similar concept and good examples of potential prompts#but of course I cannot find it now#but hopefully y'all get what I'm getting at here#if y'all want any clarification do let me know!#(tho I am kinda posting this before going to bed so it might take a bit)
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does anyone know where this came from. I can’t stop looking at it
#the goldfinch#I found this saved on my phone from 3 yrs ago and I cannot track down the source for the life of me#t#I think it was from Twitter which is of course impossible to find anything on now
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Little bright colored outfit with a fun vest ~
(shoes from ebay like 10 years ago. everything else is thrifted)
#ootd#jfashion#fashion#fantasy fashion#mori kei#....like... adjacent... lol#no idea what style this would be lol.. makes me think of like whimsical vaguely fantasy themed childrens book character#finally posting one of my aforementioned seven million drafts of actual outfits and costumes i have finished and edited#the photos for but just never feel like posting lol..#I need to find one of those people whos like 'omg i am ADDICTED to social media ugh i wish i could get off of it#im just browsing and posting like 60 times a daaaaay!!!' and take a little magical bottle and suck some of the social media#enthusiasim out of them. for moi. In exchange they can have some of my 'literally just never in the mood to post or interact with the#outside world ever' energy. We can balance each other. huzzah and so on#Though I think maybe it's part of the general thing I've heard of like.. I can't remember if it was in reference to adhd or just some sort#of general execcutive functioning issue type of thing - but the idea that things have to be ''just right'' before you do something. like#'oh i need to do this task. but i have to wait until XYZ first' or 'oh i can do this but only if X specific condition is met' or etc#The fact that I even have to be in a Specific Mindset to post. or sometimes will delay posting on social media because like 'oh well#I'm going somewhere tomorrow. somehow this matters. i cannot spend 5 minuts posting TONIGHT. clearly it will interfere#somehow schedule wise with the doctor appointment i have 15 hours from now. yes. yes. i must wait until my appointment is over#tomorrow afternoon. THEN i shall post' or etc. etc. lol. NOT even taking into account the many days#I just genuinely and physically sick and it's not even a mental thing. I just physically dont feel like sitting at the computer lol..#ANYWAY.. trying to get back into it. trying to get a business bank account.. make a proper paypal so i can start selling sculptures again.#selling clothes and sculptures.. posting about such things then of course as one must. etc... chanting to hype up and motivate myself lol#But yes. this is my favorite outfit out of the bunch so I am posting it first I guess.. maybe others later..#Also the purple dress says its from shein. which I've heard is bad fast fashion stuff. but maybe okay since its second hand? I havent#been to the bins since like 2020 or late 2019 even. and I think stuff like shein and temu has only become poular in the past few years#but I bet if I went to the bins now I might would find a good handfull of that stuff. Probably now not much different than what you#find in a walmart or a forever 21 or actual physical stores you can go to though. I hear quality of clothing is down everywhere no matter#where you get it or whatnot. What bountiful joys unfettered capitalism and exploitation bestows upon us (<being sarcastic).#Wearing one of my favorite little vests though. I love the texture of it and the clasps on it
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Thinking about how every man Margaret has been in love with was a personification of the army in one way or another:
First we have Frank, Major, patriot and a stickler for military rules. Annoying, not nearly as masculine as the other men Margaret is attracted to later on. But he symbolises army values, the patriotism that forms a driving force in career military personnel.
Then there's Lieutenant Colonel Donald Penobscott, emphasis on the Lieutenant Colonel (as Margaret herself rarely fails to mention when she talks about her husband) who symbolises rank and status, and (as shown during the Olympics episode) a certain amount of athletic masculinity associated with the military.
Enter Scully, soldier gone AWOL, officer, private, manly and (the first time Margaret sees him) covered in front line grime. Scully symbolises the very basic traits associated with the army: masculinity in a very specific soldierly way, carrying the front line on his skin and uniform, ranked (until he isn't).
Margaret has never loved men. She's been in love with the army all along.
#margaret houlihan#watched 'stars and stripes' today & i'm NOT OKAY after that last scene with her and hawkeye#of COURSE you can't find a man who meets your expectations margaret. you want someone who symbolises the entire army & is a decent man#at the same time.#also i cannot get over the fact that her ideal man is 10% hawkeye whereas she only gives her exes a collective 5% at most#that 20% for her father is just 20% army values#but that 10% hawkeye? she's recognising that she needs a human being by her side#someone who's completely separate from these values she spent her life chasing#and if that's just 10% right now? that's *huge* character development#yeah anyway#mash#mash meta#or did i tag my meta posts#meta#?#i'll just do both lol
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I think I just cried and hyperventilated for one hour forty-eight minutes and twelve seconds and then immediately started the episode again
#SOMEBODY HOLD ME#even the bits where nothing is really happening I'm like just weeping??#just like ugly crying gasping failing to breathe I like actually can't put into words what this is doing to me#forgot to say this is about worlds beyond number#it's always about worlds beyond number#at first it was mostly screaming crying throwing up about the kids at the cottage#nif saying I think I'm about to turn 18 and I'll have not had a home I'M NOT OKAY I'M NOT OKAY#nif ily so fucking much the character ever#it's just so beautiful I'm like not coping#and then of course all the mother stuff with steel came and punched me in the jaw and stole my teeth#“put her in the corner” hi mum how are youuuu long time no seee love you tooooo <333#“this is a heart seeker curse” “it won't find it” EXCUSE ME???#will be taking the observant feat the next chance I get#them immediately falling back into mother daughter I'm going to be sick it's too real#and the immediate counterspell of the protection from evil and good#nobody can do war crimes and then cry on your shoulder and you want to hug them and comfort them like a mother can istg#why did you dare get complicated okay imma just be actually throwing up in the corner me and my mother issues cannot be dealing right now#worlds beyond number#wbn#wbn spoilers#twtwatwo#wwwo#the wizard the witch and the wild one
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I've been reading the Percy Jackson books for the first time over the past two weeks! Just finished "The Battle of the Labyrinth" last night (which btw is my favorite of the series so far!!)
I have now gained a new obsession but it might not be what you think

#like i swear to god i did not expect to be absolutely enthralled by the protagonist's mom kahskahfjkaja#she's just so fascinating to me#she's so kind and smart and she has given EVERYTHING for her son okay#like her staying married to an abuser for years to protect him omg she deserves the world#like when Poseidon called her a queen in the first book he was 100% right alright she is a queen#the woman murdered her abuser with a monster's head LIKE THAT'S SO AWESOME#also i cannot explain how obsessed i am with her relationship with Poseidon okay#like. do i want her to still have feelings for him? yes. do i need poseidon to pine and long for her from the distance?? ABSOLUTELY YES.#like realistically it's more likely that be does not but I need it okay#like at first i wanted them to be reunited because you know. of course i did.#but i am perfectly content with her finding love and happiness with a mortal man and Poseidon pining for her from the distance#like listen. this woman is amazing and she deserves to have an immortal all powerful god unable to get over her alright SHE DESERVES IT#but the way he just showed up at Percy's birthday party and called her as beautiful as ever????? omg??? BECAUSE YES SHE IS#and she blushed??? be still my beating heart#kahskahfksja honestly laughing at myself right now like I'm just over here watching a Sally Jackson tele novela in my head#AND HAVING THE TIME OF MY LIFE#percy jackson#no spoilers please if you see this post i know very little about the story and I'm thoroughly enjoying myself that way#also jsut as an fyi i am also a little obsessed with Percy and Annabeth kajakshdjshsha they are too cute and intense#sally jackson#percy jackson and the olympians
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Sometimes you'll hear people talk about how God has guided them to wherever they're at through little nudges or providential serendipity or little nudges to do or say this or that
I'm having the opposite experience, wandering into bad career moves, silly errors, inadvertent oversharing, etc., unintentionally self-sabotaging in a futile quest that can lead only to ruin despite my best, even desperate efforts to the contrary
#one pair of footprints in the sand but it's me blindly wandering off alone begging for help completely out of earshot#now the Christianese answer to this is to stop trying so hard#and just put it in God's hands#except that God isn't going to fill out these applications#nor has God led anyone to offer me a job apropos of nothing#or friendship or intimacy or love for that matter#all these things I am on my own to chase down#ironically pushing them further away with every effort#forcing me to conclude that God's plan all along was actually just isolated misery#like that cartoon of the guy begging God for a sign of what he should do and God tells him to be an accountant#except that God is telling me to stay in my hometown#bounce from dead end job to dead end job#be lonely#and submit to my family whose presence I cannot tolerate#for years people have theorized that there are some people who are created with the nature of a slave#I was created to be ground into the dirt#'Ivan what prompted all this today?'#accidentally left a reference to another job application in a cover letter#applying for jobs is a full time job#you need to give every application your full undivided attention so that ChatGPT can filter you out#except I already have a full time job#and a family that I can only describe as ASTONISHINGLY needy#of course there is no other kind#so when and where do I find the time and the ENERGY to devote to each and every job the love and care it demands?#will any of this ever return to me?#after I have poured myself out so there is nothing left#will anyone or anything pour back into me?#will I ever reap anything worthwhile?#is it worth it to be alive
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I can’t find this photo in better resolution I’m gonna kill myself 😭😭
this is sete congratulating vale for winning 2003 world title. there are more photos of this moment but the quality is even worse……

^ here’s pixilated vale smiling while they’re hugging tho
UPDATE: HERES AN HD VERSION OF THIS PHOTO
#is this the curse at work or is this bc the current search engines are so shit you cannot find anything? you decide#vr46#sg15#I got these from a now defunct vale fansite via wayback along w some other vale pics and of course sete/vale ones were the shittiest qualit
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So... I just found this free papercraft.......
I don't suppose anyone in The Trigun fandom has a clean Bride logo they'd be willing to let me use to make this?
#Trigun#Trimax#Trigun Maximum#In exchange I'll uh#I've got nothing aksdjnakdsjn#I CAN WRITE YOU A TRIGUN POEM?????#IF THAT APPEALS???????????????#I'm thinking amber bottle of course of course#And the pattern is free so if anyone wants it hmu and I'll send it to you#Though we'll see if I can find a Bride logo hnnnng#Are you a true Trigun fan if you don't also want the painful merch :')#Anyway this is a long shot but mAYBE I CAN MAKE MY PAINFUL MERCH. MAYBE.#I'm currently working on a Vash and Wolfwood cat curled together#And I hat to restart the Trigun characters as foxes project#But I found a better pattern so I think I might be able to do it now...#WE'LL SEE#I'm really addicted to papercrafts#I cannot express this enough
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#my psych who prescribes my psych meds is a resident and is moving on in a couple of months#i don't even remember the names of them all at this point#this happens over and over and I cannot find a clinic that will put me with someone who intends to stay#thst will also prescribe my adhd meds#and my anxiety meds#and the real kicker is that twice now they have LIED about it and said they would#only to reveal after all the hoop-jumping that oops sorry they didn't really mean it#so it's a risk i have to take any time i leave#and rhen there's the issue of new people almost always wanting to DO something#but instead of talking to me about it they just decide that my meds need overhauling and pressure me to go off shit that works#but that they morally object to i guess#and my psych for some stupid reason has decided she wants bloodwork for my cholesterol and blood sugar stuff and im just like#what hell does THIS presage because if she harasses me about the results or tries to put me on drugs for that#I'll give her a nasty scrap about it#im not interested in those meds at all#and im certainly not messing with my diet since food is the only pleasure i get most days and even that is marginal at best#and removing that would just make me worse#but medpros for the most part really don't give a fuck about that#and so now im afraid - because i do not and cannot trust them - that if i disapprove of the meds they will retaliate somehow#which good luck proving that when management and oversight often don't even care if they course of treatment will HARM you#if it relates to being fat or having bad numbers#they just gotta pathologize!#so yeah im sick of everything and just kind of want to bury myself in a bog forever#i shouldn't have to deal with this
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Really burnout doesn't get enough credit for fixing interpersonal issues by just making you stop caring
#wacky watermelons#for people staying up to date with the Situation#because i like to imagine at least someone out there is following my drama like i follow other people's situations#i have recently discovered that I am unmoved by the things I felt betrayed about 2 months ago and had been for a previous 6#and i can only attribute it to the fact that work has been killing me so bad that I just cannot find the time to care#so. woop. i can now interact with people (read: 1.5 guys) semi normal again#atp its moreso mild paranoia. i constantly feel like people (read: the aforementioned guys) are talking behind my back#it doesn't help that ive watched this happen to other people with this group before. so my brain has precedent for it#anyway. there you go. the oversharing of the week/fortnight/month#im going to go to bed now. i of course. have work in the morning. because the whole damn candle is in flames
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YOU WOULD BE A MORMOR WHORE

#🙂↕️🙂↕️🙂↕️🙂↕️ yes#I cannot tell a lie.....#of course Craig Parkinson was my moran fc WHO ELSE????#ofc i made a neutral milk hotel mormor gifset in 2012 WHAT ELSE WOULD I HAVE BEEN DOING?#had to dig thru the bowels to find this gifset#found a looooooot of stuff i need to private now LMAO... Ha
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are.. are the 2k3 va's the ones singing in the fast forward theme?? cos either im tweaking or i can hear them..
#i saw a comment saying they were the ones singing 'fast forward' and i swear i can hear leo and don#but of course like most things 2k3 i cannot find any credits for it#even listening to it right now. i can hear mikey too like towards the end#INTERESTING :D#tmnt 2003#tmnt 2k3#tmnt fast forward
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pallas in book one is definitely at it-cannot-possibly-get-worse-than-this ABSOLUTE rock bottom but god. there is such a specific flavour to their despair in book two that only happens because of the realization they have at the end of lay me down. like. how do you move on after admitting that everything you believed in was a lie. how do you live with what you’ve done (with what has been done to you). is it possible to pull yourself up out of the pit you’ve dug. what do you do if it isn’t. what do you do if it IS. and once you look at the damage how do you stop looking. past the first layer of hurt there’s just more and more hurt and you were used by the one person who was supposed to keep you safe to cause even MORE pain and no matter how deep you go none of it means anything! it never meant anything at all!! motherfucker your worst sin is that you have destroyed and betrayed yourself for NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#pallas’s whole arc in the first book is getting to the point where they go ‘maybe i? feel bad about all this?? actually???’#i cannot overstate enough that it takes an entire book to get them to that point lmao#and then it’s like. newsflash buddy now you’ve gotta DEAL with that#it really is the mental equivalent of getting into a hot bath of after being out in the cold for a whole day#and the interesting thing about pallas in the first book and their status as a villian and like. their eventual ‘oh SHIT’ moment#is that pallas doesn’t need to realize that they’re a bad person doing bad things#pallas is VERY aware that they are a bad person doing bad things#it’s actually more about realizing the harm that’s been done to them? like as a human being??#bc they very much have the attitude of ‘well of course i’m doing bad things i was born as an inherently evil person there’s nothing else#i’m capable of doing the most i can hope for is that someone points me in the right direction and i’ll be able to do the hard things#that other people cannot (and SHOULD NOT) do’#so THATS the mindset that needs to be unlearned before they can start moving forward? if that makes sense?#less ‘shit are we the baddies?’ and more ‘shit have i been horrifically abused?’#but then after that realization all the blood they’ve spilled is still there. and they should never have had to do that. no one should ever#have to do that. but they did and now they’re starting to see the full extent of what that means#and they have to find a way to live with it.#and it’s absolutely DEVASTATING.#wip: ghost story#pallas#i’ve been working on the book two outline. if you couldn’t tell. head in absolute hands rn.
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You’re telling me there was a tlt zine and I didn’t apply to it



#I kinda lost all of the places I used to find out about new projects so now I miss literally everything#I mean obv I wouldn’t be accepted to most#but just a few acceptances are enough to have fun#I finished a work for good omens zine recently and honestly? the best thing I did in a year EASILY#I of course cannot be posting it but I REALLY like it
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just bought $[REDACTED] worth of gender affirming clothes ive wanted for ages now but for some reason never pulled the trigger on until now!!!!! woohooooo.
#actually its bc i always had this like Vague Idea of what kind of style wanted to dress in#and what made me actually feel good. since like 2014#but it was never Quite Right#but over the summer we went to london and went to adidas and i saw this pair of shoes#and it just fucking clicked#and i was like oh that's fucking it#that's me right there#and of course i didn't get them bc i was like well i dont have room and#i dont need new shoes#and i can just find them online later#famous last fucking words of the guy who now cannot fucking find them online LMAO#i have to go and see if i can find them in store#anyways#happy
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