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STUPID BOY MAKING ME SO SAD 𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ she's got everything that i don't have



in lieu: after becoming jealous seeing riki's instagram stories, your boyfriend reminds you that he has his eyes on the most gorgeous woman in the world.
the muse: idol!nishimura riki x f!reader; established relationship; ft. moka wc: 1017 warnings: angst (+happy ending), fluff, jealousy, insecurities
whispers: uh so i ran out of hearts on gizmo while revising so im waiting for it to refill...go listen to she's all i wanna be by tate mcrae!! ><
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You scroll through instagram, lazily lying on the couch in a hoodie and shorts.
It's a cool night, the city looks pretty, you just took a shower—you typically would've been watching a movie right now, waiting for Riki to come home so you two can have dinner and then cuddle together.
But you can't help but lie on the couch, your thoughts groveling at the back of your mind after you see a story of Riki and Moka from ILLIT together from the behind the scenes of a show they did together.
You know their relationship is just work-related, but seeing her with him strikes a small place in your heart.
After all, she's really pretty with a good body, rich and fun-loving. Her smile and facial features are to die for and she looks good in every dress she wears.
When she stands next to Riki in that picture, you can't help but have a pang of jealousy at the fact how good they look together. Like a match made in heaven.
Time passes by as you decide to scroll through TikTok instead, watching cat videos to try and get your mind off the story. Bisco lies on your chest, snoozing quietly.
Your eyes avert to the doorway at the sound of a key turning in the lock, looking away as you see Riki open the door and step inside.
You pay him no attention, going back to scrolling on your phone with one hand as the other scratched Bisco's head.
"Hi, baby," Riki says quietly, kicking off his shoes as he walks over to you and leans over the couch, brushing strands of your hair off your forehead.
When he sees that you don't answer, he chalks it up to you being tired and doesn't think too much about it. "I'mma take a shower and get back," he says coolly, walking away.
However, you've still got your unusually quiet attitude when Riki comes back.
"What's wrong?" He asks, frowning. His velvety deep voice is laced with worry as he helps you sit up, taking a sleeping Bisco off your chest and setting him down on his dog bed before plopping down on the couch next to you.
"Baby, did anything happen today?" His eyebrows are knotted in confusion as to why you're giving him the silent treatment. "Did I forget to get you something from the store on the way home? Is that what this is about?"
"It's just..." you blurt out, finally breaking your silence. You look down at your hands, playing with your manicured nails. It feels like a heavy lump is stuck in your throat. You swallow thickly before speaking again. "Don't you ever feel like you're too good for me?"
Riki recoils, taken aback by your words. "Why would you think something like that, baby?" He asks. "Did one of your friends say something to you?"
"No, it's..." you start, your voice trailing off. "It's just...that picture you posted with Moka on your stories."
"Go on," Riki urges warmly. "Talk to me, baby. What about it?"
"She's so pretty, and...and you look so good together," you say truthfully, your insecurities spilling out. "And then there's me. I'm not pretty or anything."
Riki takes your small hands in his large ones, thumbs rubbing soft circles on the back of your palm. "You're right," he says.
Your heart plummets to your stomach, your eyes widening in shock. "W-What?" You'd always suspected it, but it hurt to hear Riki say it himself.
"You heard me," he continues, acting like he didn't just break your heart in half with two words. "You're not pretty. You're absolutely gorgeous," he says with a teasing smile, although you can see depths of love in his brown eyes.
He lifts one hand to his lips, placing a chaste kiss on your knuckles.
"I'm not too good for you, I actually don't deserve you at all," Riki murmurs. You can see the sincerity in his eyes. You can see how much he believes he doesn't deserve to be with you, how he believes he's lucky to have you. "But I'm going to work for your love everyday. Just like how you're going to promise me that you'll never say anything like this ever again. Yeah?"
"Yeah," you say in relief, not realizing that you've been holding your breath.
One hand leaves your hand, reaching out to cup your face. Your breath hitches at the touch. It's warm and adoring. It's full of promises.
"Can I kiss you, baby?" he asks quietly.
You nod in response. "Yeah."
He tentatively presses his lips to yours, his plush lips moving softly across yours, painting dreams of forever on them. The kiss isn't rushed or hurried. It soft, gentle and, god, you could keep going on for eternity like this.
Riki's arms snake around your waist, pulling you close, holding you gently like a porcelain angel as your arms make their way around his neck.
His right hand runs up and down your spine, deepening the kiss as you gasp at the feeling. He chuckles, slipping his tongue in.
His tongue works almost as reverently as his lips do, seeking out the deepest corners of your mouth as if he was painting them.
Eventually, you both have to pull away due to the lack of oxygen. He looks at you with glazed eyes, breathless as he presses your foreheads together.
"I love you, baby," he declares, sentimentally. His cheeks are all flushed from the deep kiss, hair mussed from your hands running through them. Yet he still looks like a god with his glowing tan skin and sparkling brown eyes that hold the entire world in them.
"I love you too, ki," you respond, your heart swelling with adoration for the man in front of you. Grateful to have him in your life. And you can tell he feels the same about you.
"i'm hungry," he says, suddenly pulling away. "Please tell me you made dinner."
You let out a laugh at how quick his demeanor changes. "I did, ki. Don't worry."
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omg please can you write about scc!rafe and reader's daughter getting her first period and reader is like in FULL mama mode like getting pads for her, helping her go to the bathroom and showing her exactly what and whatnot to do and rafe is just so mesmerized by her being on a whole other level of motherly 🥹🥹 im in desperate need scc fluff rn



scc!reader comforting her daughter when she gets her period for the first time ⋆˚✿˖°
warnings: menstruation (first period), light blood mention
a/n: i’m on my period rn so this is so ahhwhshsh!!!
you knew something was wrong the moment your daughter came quietly into the kitchen with her head down. she never walked that slow unless she had a stomachache or bad news, and this time, it was both.
"mom… i think something happened."
your brows pinch as you kneel down in front of her, brushing her hair back. "what is it, baby?"
"i was in the bathroom and… there’s blood."
your heart squeezes — not out of worry, but because you know exactly what that means. her first period. your little girl.
“okay, okay,” you say softly, instantly kicking into mom-mode. “you’re okay. c’mere.”
you scoop her up into your arms, even though she’s getting too big to carry, and bring her straight to the bathroom. rafe watches from the hallway, concerned until he sees the calmness on your face.
you’re soothing her gently, pulling out the pads you’ve had tucked away for this moment. you’re sitting on the edge of the tub, showing her exactly how to use one — “sticky side down, just like this, honey” — while reassuring her that everything she’s feeling is completely normal. you even let her pick out her comfiest pajamas and tie her hair back for her, give her a heating pad, pour a glass of juice, and pull out one of those little self-care face masks you bought for sleepovers.
she’s still a little embarrassed, a little scared, but she’s smiling now. you’re praising her like she just won an olympic medal — “you’re growing up, sweetheart, and i’m so proud of you.”
rafe’s standing at the door with his arms crossed, eyes soft. he hasn’t said a word. he doesn’t know what to say, it’s a new kind of awe. not the same as when he saw you hold your babies for the first time, or rock them to sleep. this is different. this is watching you guide your daughter through the most confusing, scary moment of girlhood like it’s second nature. like you were made for it.
when your daughter finally dozes off with a heating pad on her belly and a big pillow tucked under her chin, rafe catches your arm gently in the hallway.
"you’re..." he trails off. “you’re such a good mom.”
you scoff, brushing your hair back. “she was scared. i just did what—”
“no,” he cuts in, eyes searching your face. “you made her feel safe. i couldn’t have done that.”
you blink at him, heart thudding.
“just sayin’,” he adds, quietly. “she’s lucky. we both are.”
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pairing: charles leclerc x singer reader
summary: the one where she falls into a depression, her brother picks his side and lando moves on all to quickly
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"Y/n? Oh baby." Bsf muttered after opening the door to Y/ns bedroom. Her best friend immediately wrapped her arms around the girl, pulling her into her chest. Y/n began to sob, her chest heaving as everything came crashing down. "I can't do this, I mean its so stupid we weren't even together and I…" Bsf rubbed her arms up and down the younger girls back. "Shhh, just let it all out honey, I've got you." Her knees immediately gave out and the pair sunk to the floor together, bsf being Y/ns life line. "I'm so stupid." Y/n whispered. "No you're not stupid, you were just in love." And Y/n clung to the one person she knew would never leave her.
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Y/n wasn't sure how much she had drunk at that point, she did know that it was way more than she should've however. Lily and Alex were somewhere on the dancefloor, while best friend was grabbing the group another round of drinks.
Y/n quickly downed the shot that her best friend had given her before dragging her to the dance floor, "Come on I wanna dance." She said loudly as they made their way to the middle of the club.
It was a while before Bsf spoke up again, shouting loudly that she was gonna go to the toilet before wondering of. Y/n nodded aggressively before continuing to dance, as she did she stumbled, nearly face planting if a pair of strong arms hadn't wrapped her her waist to steady her.
She turned around to thank whoever had helped her but faltered when she heard a familiar voice. "Be careful, wouldn't want a pretty thing like yourself to trip." She rolled her eyes, ignoring the soft looking the man was giving her.
He went to say something but paused, shaking his head lightly, instead saying. "Little Sainz, I haven't seen you around recently."
She rolled her eyes harder than before, "Fuck off leclerc." She said loudly, the pair ignoring the fact that he still hadn't let her go.
He tilted his head slightly, slowly withdrawing his hands from her waist, "Testy testy, and here i thought we were friends."
"I don't like you, ergo your not my friend." Charles' eyes scanned her face, instantly noticing the tear tracks.
"Are you okay?" He asked her gently, his gaze intense, nearly making her melt.
"And why wouldn't I be." She questioned him, tilting her head slightly, ignoring the fact that their was no space between them.
He held his hands up, "I was just checking."
Her gaze narrowed at him as she cleared her throat, "Well, we're not friends, so theirs no reason for you to check up on me." She said sharply before turning around to find Lily and Alex.
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part 2, idk if i like it but here it is guyssssss. also oscar won miami guyssss. this ones goes out to all my 911 fans cause we're all in mourning atm.
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"i feel a little less alone,, 5.9k words synopsis: the notorious & mischevious twins from your class work in tandem to put together a surprise for you contains: lnds luke + kieran x reader ,fluff! ,school au (tbh was going for hs but feels more like college after reading it LOL) friends -> lovers ? ,v light angst ,kind of oblivious!reader (sorry self-indulgent) ,sylus cameo ! (trying to drop hints) ,the twins are really silly here ,twins bickering ,they both like you ,jealous!luke ,they make chocolate together ,confession <3 ,i cant think of anything else my brain is fried note: (unedited! will edit later im too tired rn its too long) hey lol.... making myself complete these before i begin my bday event for myself hehe :x this idea has been in my head for months & finally have the will to bring it to life
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luke and kieran were menaces.
it was apparent to anyone and everyone that had the pleasure (or lack thereof, depending on who you asked) of interacting with them. they were known tricksters, sometimes called "the crow delinquents," with rumors circulating that they never played fair, that they picked fights often, and hid clubs and shurikens in their lockers and secret compartments of their clothes.
shockingly, most believed these rumors, but you were not most, and thus you figured they were just that: rumors.
the little that you did know about them was 1, they were almost never seen apart (if one was without the other, it would be safe to assume that something was wrong). two, they often hung around an upperclassmen by the name of Sylus, notorious for his own reasons with his own reputation preceding him (and maybe he, the delinquent of the school, was the reason for the rumors circulating the twins). and 3, for some reason or another, they were always lingering around you.
not just one, but the both of them.
whether it was the seating arrangements in class (how did you always end up in the middle, you were unsure), your sacred space of silence during breaks suddenly filled with two voices either ranting, joking, or bickering with one another, the previously empty classroom you sought refuge to enjoy a lunch suddenly filled with two more presences (but how is it that you still wound up being the only one who ate in this time?), and even during your walk home, what once was a leisure time filled with your music now taken up with two boys who started being referred to as "bodyguards" accompanying you to your humble home.
despite this change in your daily life, its not like they were unpleasant, per se.
on the contrary, you very much enjoyed the twins' company in what was otherwise an uneventful day, week, month before they began talking to you. you often kept to yourself, and didn't mind it too much, but now you found yourself snorting at the bickering that broke out between the two that you had no choice but to be witness to, taking note of their preferences and spending your precious allowance on drinks from the vending machine for kieran when he seemed a little breathless, and catching yourself laughing a little too hard at something that luke said bluntly (and more so at the smack he'd receive from his brother).
if anything, you were more confused than anything else at the twins apparent attachment to you.
but well, you weren't exactly complaining. they seemed to carve their way into your heart, and you were more than happy with the new routine set in motion with the two of them around.
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everything good comes in threes, which is how you found yourself faced with sylus of all people seated in what was supposed to be kieran's spot in the otherwise empty classroom.
you were so shocked at his presence— sitting confidently albeit questionably with one leg bent at the knee towards his chest, foot planted on the seat and the other stretched straight, arm resting on his knee as he flipped a coin over in his other— that your first instinct was to run. while you didn't do exactly that, you simply turned around, hoping that he hadn't already noticed you.
"hey."
dammit.
you stopped immedietaly, but refused to turn around. it was silent for a moment before his voice rang through again.
"come, sit. i wanted to talk to you."
this couldn't be good, could it?
you peeked behind you, only to find sylus piercing gaze already on you.
"i wont bite," he jokes, gesturing to the seat infront of him.
you don't respond but carefully make your way to your seat, settling yourself in before the so-called delinquent.
"where—"
"they're... indisposed, at the moment," he answers smoothly, cutting of your impending curiosity.
you wonder if you should pry, but before you can, he speaks again.
"those two seem to have taken such a strong liking to you that i figured i'd speak to you myself."
you feel your face heat up at his choice of words.
"well... what did you want to talk about?"
sylus leans forward slightly, elbow planted on the desk, hand in a fist where he rests the side of his head.
"what did you do to get them like that? i wanted to see the kind of person that captivated them so strongly."
your eyes widen.
"captivated...? they were the ones who approached me first—"
"they don't go around approaching everyone, now do they sweetie?"
when you think back, you're not even sure you'd see them approach anyone else, usually only sticking with one another and speaking when approached by any student.
"..no, i guess not."
sylus smirks.
"and why do you think that is?"
you fish out your utensils from the wrap, popping the lid off of your container before reaching for the rice while answering.
"actually, ive been trying to figure that out myself."
your gaze is fixed on your lunch now, scooping some rice into your mouth while eyeing what to go for next, missing the incredulous look sylus shoots your way.
"what do you mean?" he murmurs, watching as you pick up a piece of meat and happily chow down on it.
you swallow, taking a sip of water before speaking again.
"well, they kind of approached me all of a sudden one day, and have lingered around me ever since."
realizing how that may sound, your head shoots up, panicked eyes meeting sylus' gaze, waving your arms around in front of you.
"its not like i have a problem with them or anything! i just— i mean—" your gaze shifts to the side before falling back on your food, one hand falling to your lap as the other picks at the warm meal.
"i'm not sure why those two would hang around someone like me, thats all," you mumble, picking at some greens and shoveling them between your lips.
sylus raises an eyebrow at your shift in expressions just moments ago.
you were quite an interesting one, indeed.
he leans back in his seat, his propped leg falling to stretch out beside the other, crossing his feet and folding his arms over his chest.
"have you considered that maybe they like you?"
your eyes flit up to meet his, eyebrows furrowing in confusion.
sylus thinks he's got you.
you swallow again, taking another sip of water, setting it down and staring straight ahead.
"well, id hope they do."
sylus' eyes widen ever so slightly. you tilt your head slightly, continuing.
"i mean, they're around me so much, i would only hope its out of likeness and not pity," you finish before shoveling some more rice into your mouth.
sylus narrows his eyes, exhaling through his nose.
clueless, aren't you?
"i meant romantically, sweetie."
your reaction is immediate.
your eyes widen before you let out a series of coughs, reaching for your water bottle in haste to gulp the liquid down and soothe your throat.
"wh-what?" you finally ask between coughs, wiping your mouth with the back of your sleeve.
"is it that unbelievable?"
"well, why would they—"
"boss!"
"y/n~!"
before you know it, you're wrapped up in several arms, with one twin sliding into the seat beside you and sliding his arms around your waist and head on your shoulder while the other stands behind you, arms wrapped around your shoulders and lightly pulling your head towards his chest.
"what are you doing here with our y/n?" the voice behind you asks, playfully accusatory, and you realize its luke.
"yeah, what are you doing here with her? is that why you made us run that errand for you?" kieran, by your side, asks in the same tone.
sylus puts his hands up in mock surrender, the twins' gazes following his movement as he stands up, lazy smirk plastered on his face.
"as i told them, i was merely curious about the person you both can't seem to stop talking about."
the twins' eyes widen, feeling their heartrates increase, sharing the same look of bewilderment as they stare at sylus.
"b-boss!"
"i'll be taking my leave now," he says smoothly, all-too satisfied at flustering the twins. you only squirm in their grasp, but they don't budge.
"and you," sylus makes eye contact with you, stopping you in your futile struggle.
"we'll speak again soon." his voice is laced with promise and you can only nod in agreement before you watch him turn on his heel, and coolly make his way out of the classroom, sliding the door shut behind him and disappearing down the hallway.
you breathe out a sigh of relief and in seconds, the twins slide into the chairs beside yours, lazer-focused on you.
"what did he say?"
"was he talking about us?"
"did he say anything strange?"
"were you nervous?"
they're questions come in rapid fire, and you have to plant a hand on each of their masks to signal them to slow down.
"sorry," they mumble in unison, lightly pushing your hands down, letting them fall into your lap.
"do you want some?" you gesture to your lunch. "i made a lot, so...."
"yes, please!" they answer in unison, their eyes skimming over the meat, rice, and veggies within the container.
already accustomed to their antics, you turn around to allow them to eat with little worry before you begin answering their questions one by one.
"he said he was here to 'see the kind of person i am?' i didn't really understand, but thats what he said."
the twins shared a look behind your back.
"he did mention you both. when i asked where you were, he just said you were 'indisposed.'"
"typical of boss," kieran states plainly.
"anything strange... well, he asked if it occurred to me that you both might like me."
in seconds, the sound of something akin to a shocked screech was accompanied by coughs, and shortly after, someone slapping the others back.
"are you okay?? should i turn around?"
"no, he's fine," kieran answered, making luke chug some juice before looking at him in concern.
"are you—"
"HE SAID THAT!?" luke cried as soon as he could speak again.
"ye—"
"what did you say??" now kieran sounded just as frantic.
"i.. i said i hoped you did like me since you hang out around me so much, because i like you both."
"you..."
"you said that..?" kieran asked, a little breathless.
"y-yeah—"
"did he say anything else???" luke interrupted.
"he..." you trailed off, wondering if you should say it.
'i meant romantically, sweetie.'
you felt your face heat up at the thought of his words again. but why would he say that? surely because he was messing with you. despite what he said or may be implying, you were sure the twins didn't, no couldn't, think that way about you, and so why bring it up and embarrass yourself further?
"he didn't say much else like that," you lied, a little relieved once you heard the twins sigh out in what you assumed was relief.
"were you nervous then? i know how boss may seem," kieran piped up after a few beats of silence from what you assumed was them eating.
"yes, actually. the second i saw him in your spot, i turned around thinking i was in the wrong room."
kieran snorted while luke practically cackled.
"ah, i wonder, hahaha! what he must've thought, ha!" luke pondered aloud, words broken between his pleased giggles.
you smiled at the sound.
you had a passing thought, for just a moment, that you'd like to hear the sound everyday.
the rest of the break was spent as usual, the twins doing most of the talking, making a mental note to talk to their boss later as they relished in what lunchtime they had left to spend with you.
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if you were to ask kieran, he would say the moment he fell for you was well before they ever even approached you.
while he may prefer to throw himself off of the roof of the school before ever admitting it aloud, you might say that it was "love at first sight." and honestly? his only regret these days is not approaching you sooner.
he remembers the day so clearly, its almost a core memory for him. they went back and forth on the idea of going or skipping orientation, ultimately deciding to go for the sole reason that they had nothing better to do that day.
matching in simple black jeans, black hoodie and black face masks they approached the school together, talking about something he couldn't recall even if he tried.
he remembers nodding along to something luke was saying as he looked ahead towards the entrance of the doors, and thats when he saw you.
you were dressed nicely, nowhere near formal but much nicer compared to him and luke, posture anxious but with promise, phone clutched in your hand, messy pieces of hair falling to the front of your face despite the pins you had-
and then, you met eyes.
it was so brief, just a second, but something about those eyes of yours- bright yet unsure, glittering yet anxious- made kieran's heart skip a beat.
a second later he blinked and you were gone, disappeared behind the entrance doors no doubt scurrying off towards the orientation's location and then kieran remembers luke stopping by his side (when did he stop walking? he wasn't sure) his brothers' hand slapping then resting on his shoulder as kieran held a hand over his rapidly-racing heart.
"hey, you good? whats up?" luke asked out of concern but tone still light, mixed with more confusion then anything, seeming completely unaware of the sensations running through his brother's veins.
kieran insisted that it was nothing, just a little hot he managed to choke out, and despite the clouds almost completely shielding the sun behind them, luke only gave a quizzical look before nodding.
"better get inside, then!" he chirped, patting his brothers shoulder again before returning both hands to his pockets and walking ahead.
kieran knew what he was thinking without him having to say it.
bullshit, but i wont push it right now.
after all, they were twins, and to some degree, their "twin telepathy" wasn't just some inside joke.
the orientation and checking out the classes passed in a blur. all he could recall was your pretty outfit and that look in your eyes.
. . .
when he found himself in the same class as not only luke but you as well, he felt like he might implode.
though, rather than getting involved right away, he thought maybe it was better to keep his distance, that you'd come to him first.
but the longer he waited, the more impatient he got.
and the more time that passed, the more rumors began floating about them both.
he noticed you around, how you mostly kept to yourself, more often than not seen with your headphones over your ears, drowning out everyone and everything, a little dazed and lost in your own little world.
distant, comfortable, alone.
at this point, he began second-guessing himself. there's not way someone like you would willingly hang around some "shady delinquents" that just so happened to be in half of your classes.
not to mention every time he did try to approach you, his heart rate sped up so rapidly he'd always get cold feet last minute.
he was just about to sigh in defeat, faceplant straight into bed and sob his eyes out over his broken heart while blasting sad music when a notification brought his attention to his phone.
it was an email of a group project, and within it the groups that everyone was assigned to.
he opened it, uninterested, eyes skimming over the names in boredom, subconsciously looking for yours.
and he found it.
right next to his and luke's.
his heart lurched.
that evening, he let out a scream so loudly, luke was convinced he had been attacked, so imagine his surprise when he burst into his brothers room only to see him rolling around on the floor.
after that, friendship came quickly.
he, by some miracle, managed to mask his nerves behind his actual face mask and witty banter with luke, shamelessly inserting himself deeper and deeper within your daily schedule until it became natural.
luke followed suit, and though his suspicions of his brothers antics was ever present, he remained, finding solace in your company and reveling in the new addition to tease and chat away to (not with, since you mostly listened rather than spoke yourself, not that he minded, neither of them did).
kieran felt his feelings grow with each passing day, hiding it behind mischievous eyes and dramatics. he would figure out the next step later, he thought.
-
if you asked luke, he would say the moment he fell for you was after he saw you getting hit on.
honestly, it may have been before that, but he just refused to face his feelings, pushing the weird-fluttery feeling he'd get every time you laughed (either by his doing or getting smacked by his brother), smiled (he really likes that expression on you, he feels lucky to be able to witness it everyday), or touched him (either your hands grazing his after handing him a drink from the vending machine or tugging on his sleeve to get his attention, he always thought his heart might just burst right then and there).
this must be a very strong liking towards you because you were so different from kieran and sylus and others, is what he convinced himself of.
that was, until someone appeared to try and snatch you away.
even now at the mention of that day, luke can immediately feel heat creep up his neck, his ears burning bright red, the crimson spreading across his face as he begs kieran to just shut up, already! to which his twin simply laughs his head off.
it was a normal day— at least, thats how it began.
he remembers the part where he made you laugh in class, having a chill period as you three worked on your assignment together. any day he makes you laugh is a good day in his book.
and then, came lunch time.
out of the norm, you decided you wanted to eat outside in the courtyard. it wasn't often you decided this, and you always told luke and kieran they could go wherever else they wished (knowing they probably wanted to hangout with sylus too) but they had insisted they would join you.
and they did. for awhile.
at some point, kieran had said something about talking to sylus about something, saying he'd be back in a blink. that left you and luke for some time, until you offhandedly mentioned a drink you were craving, to which luke perked up and offered to grab for you from the vending machine.
"i want one too, its not biggie! ill be quick, so don't miss me too much~"
he gave a little wave and you laughed before thanking him, watching him walk off before you gathered some more rice together.
. . .
luke was absentmindedly humming to himself, swiftly tossing and turning the drinks in hand as he momentarily wondered if kieran would beat him to returning to you. at least he'd have something for him if—
"—y/n, right? we share the class..."
lukes train of thought seemed to crash.
"..been looking for you...."
he tilted his head to the side.
who...
he took a couple of steps closer, enough to hear but not enough to be immediately spotted.
"im so glad i was able to catch you on your own!"
luke could get a clearer look at the guy that approached you.
he wasn't anything special in his opinion, maybe a little charming if he squinted, dressed decently enough, he thinks as he watches the guy give a nervous yet polite smile your way.
why was he scrutinizing him so deeply?
why was he so irked at someone else looking at you like that?
why did he want to tackle him so badly?
he reasoned with himself that he shouldn't, not when he hasn't done anything.
but if he did....
luke wouldn't hesitate.
"actually, i..."
the guy looked away, scratching his cheek and giving a nervous chuckle.
you urged him to continue, how nice of you, always so nice, luke thought.
"well... i just...."
he took a deep breath.
"i think you're really cute, and wanted to know if you'd like to go out with me!"
luke has never been so filled to the brim with dread.
he quickly garners your expression, and you're nothing less than shocked.
"i... um...." you avert your gaze towards your lunch, pondering.
you're trying to find a way to turn him down.
the guy takes a step closer, holding a hand over his chest.
"come on, give me a chance! we can get to know each other, and if you dont like it, well..."
his words trail off as something behind you catches his eye.
its luke, making a beeline toward you.
"birdie~~ im back with— oh, whos this, is he a friend of yours?"
lukes tone is playful and light, but his eyes are piercing, aimed straight towards the mystery guy.
he doesnt actually know how he got here, all he knows is that his body moved quicker than his brain, perceiving a threat and acting as your shield: namely, wrapping his arms around you from behind, and planting his chin atop your head.
a cute gesture, but this way, you cant see his expression.
"oh, thank you, luke...."
"w-wait, is he...?"
suddenly the student's eyes are wide and shaking, hand trembling as he points towards the protective twin twisted around you.
ah, someone who believes the rumors.
for the first time, luke is actually grateful for them.
"y-you're the one who... he.... i— im sorry, i should've known—!"
"wait—"
you begin to stretch a hand out to gesture for the student to pause but he's already bolted off and out of sight, taking himself towards safety.
luke lets out a sigh.
even with the perceived threat gone, his arms tighten around you slightly.
he can feel his heart racing.
"you're so soft..."
"luke..?"
that somehow snaps him back, and he jumps away from you.
"s-sorry," he mumbles, shaking his head before taking his seat beside you.
"your drink," he holds the can out towards you and you thank him.
"why did he look so afraid?"
out of everything you could ask, thats the first question that spills from your lips.
luke opens his mouth to answer but is beat to the punch.
"thats because of the rumors. we are delinquents, ya know?"
luke chokes on air at the sound of kieran's voice flitting through the air as he reclaims his spot.
"sorry i took so long, i—"
"how long have you been here?" luke cuts him off.
"long enough," he answers deliberately, his eyes with a knowing glint in them.
that evening, luke never head the end of it.
but one thing was now certain in his mind:
he did not like the idea of you with someone else.
especially one that ran at the sight of danger incarnate.
he remembers the way he felt, his heart racing at the memory of you clutched in his arms, like you two were the only ones that existed for a few moments in time, and finally confronted what he'd been running from.
he liked you.
a lot.
what an awful thing, luke sighed, falling backwards on his bed, cheeks warm and rosy.
-
without having an actual conversation of acknowledgement, the twins knew that they both garnered feelings for you.
the perks of twin telepathy.
after acknowledging these feelings, they decided to work together on putting something together for you.
the idea, in theory, was genius.
they would make homemade chocolates (who didn't like sweets?), surprise you with them, confess their undying love, and live happily ever after with you.
except... someone (or two) underestimated just how difficult making chocolates from scratch could be.
"no thats— what are you doing?"
"what am i doing? im trying to follow the recipe!"
"in what world does it need that?"
"its called 'a little extra love,' idiot."
"oh, im the idiot??"
the kitchen was a mess, and their banter filling it made it all the more worse.
at some point, they mutually agreed to take a break.
kieran took a long sip of water while luke slumped down beside him, letting out a long sigh.
"this sucks."
"too bad neither of us is all that good in the kitchen."
"im not even talking about that."
kieran raised an eyebrow.
"i just mean— feelings."
kieran let out an amused scoff.
"feelings suck?"
"god, yes!" luke exclaimed, throwing his hands up in the air.
"i mean, who even created love? we should kill them."
kieran snorted.
"you'd rather do that then face your feelings?"
there was a beat of silence.
"probably."
"idiot."
"arent you worried at all?"
kieran shrugged his shoulders.
"of course i am."
"then, why—"
"i mean, they're not the type to just up and run, ya know? they didn't run away when we—"
"when you," luke interrupts.
"when we approached them," kieran continues.
"so even if they dont reciprocate, they wouldnt leave us in the dust."
"...you really think that?"
"i know that, they proved that," kieran emphasizes his words, giving a kind looks towards his brother.
"it'll be okay."
luke sighs.
"i sure hope so."
he moves to stand up, taking kieran's outstretched hand and pulling himself up, dusting himself off.
"god, making chocolates is so sappy, isnt it?"
kieran smirked.
"do delinquents make chocolates?"
luke smiles.
"the best in the world."
-
the twins have been acting strange these days, to say the least.
you like to think you know them well. after so much time together, months upon months, you're quite pleased with the fact that you can tell them apart (not that it was difficult, you learned just how different they were from the very first couple of encounters back then) and your ability to sense shifts in their demeanors.
not that it happens often, but every so often, there's something that slips just enough to let you know something is wrong.
and more and more of those days have popped up recently.
though, rather than annoyed or down about something, they seem a little on edge instead.
you immediately noticed it the first day, when kieran was subconsciously bouncing his leg in class along with luke's fingers dancing across the tabletop.
there wasn't any exam expected today, you mostly took the time to go over your notes and study the current material, so you wondered if there was another reason for the sudden anxious movements.
"are you both alright?"
your concerned tone made both pairs of eyes flit up to meet yours, shimmering to the brim with confusion and worry.
their hearts clenched.
"what do you mean, birdie?"
"its just... you're bouncing your leg," you point to kieran's leg, who's movements seize as soon as you do,
"and you've been drumming for awhile now," you then turn and point towads luke's hands that quickly clasp over one another after pointing them out.
you lean in closer, your heart beginning to race with worry.
"if something's bothering you, you know you can tell me!"
they feel their hearts throb in sync, and glance at each other.
"we know, little birdie," luke begins.
"but, lets just say its a secret~" kieran finishes with a playful tone, one pointer finger positioned in front of his lips.
he drops his hand back in his lap, and you sigh.
"its not any trouble with sylus, is it?"
"nope, nothing like that!" luke reassures with a wave of his hand.
you frown, tilting your head and lowering your voice just a touch.
"you're not being threatened again, are you?"
kieran lets out an amused laugh.
given their reputation, they've become prone to receiving threats from some gangs and other "wannabe delinquents," as luke calls them. they had opened up about this offhandedly before, leaving your mouth agape in shock and now very much more concerned for their safety.
they simply waved you off, laughing and cooing at how cute you are before insisting they can handle themselves. shouldnt you know better than anyone else? they ask in regards to the rumors you're all-too accustomed to, with many random students approaching you to borderline interrogate you about the twins, if the rumors are true, and what your goal is with them.
(the last one always rubbed you the wrong way, your stomach turning in disdain. what do they mean "what your goal is?" if they only knew their true nature, then....
but you held the simmering feelings for the two within your heart).
kieran only shakes his head, a smile adorning his lips.
"nope! not that either."
"well..."
"dont worry," kieran cuts you off, patting your head.
"we're just fine," luke pipes up, giving a thumbs up and unconvincing smile.
you huff out a breath.
"if you say so..."
. . .
the second time is when they ditch you for lunch.
"boss' orders~!" kieran says as he leaves your favorite drink in an apology before scurrying off with luke in tow.
you didnt entirely mind being on your own even after growing accustomed to two extra guests...
but the way they left so suddenly made your heart sink.
you tried to busy your mind by scrolling on your phone as you ate when a knock at the classroom door startles you.
"mind if i join you?"
its the familiar velvet that suddenly surrounds you, grounding you and filling you with nerves and a strange sense of comfort.
you look up to crimson eyes, shaking your head as you gesture towards the seat next to you.
sylus takes his seat, looking you up and down before raising a brow.
"where are those two? its rare to see you by yourself."
you offer him your own look of confusion.
"i... thought they were with you? or, doing something for you. thats what kieran told me, anyway."
sylus' expression morphed into something unreadable before he exhaled sharply.
"sorry, but it seems they're off doing their own thing."
those words felt like a weight on your chest.
doing their own thing..? why would they lie? was it something you did?
your mind reeled.
what could it have been? you wrack your brain but cant think of anything.
did they... get tired of you?
your spiraling state must be showing on your face because suddenly you feel a sensation on your shoulder- a comforting hand.
"hey..."
you look up and for the first time see concern shining in those rubies.
he lets out a heavy sigh.
"you know, before jumping to conclusions, why dont you confront them yourself?"
-
the third time is when you stop by their dorm.
you'd been over a couple of times before, but they mostly spent time in yours, "preferring the atmosphere" they had said once when you asked.
now you wondered if they were simply hiding something.
luke is the one who answers, standing in silence with eyes too wide in shock for a second too long, probing you to wave a hand in front of his face to bring him back to earth.
"sorry, uh, co-come in!" he stutters, stepping aside and letting you in, mentally facepalming as he shuts the door behind you.
"is kieran here, too?"
"yea, he's—"
"who is it, luke?"
"its—"
"its me," you call back, and you think you hear something clatter. theres footsteps, and then he appears from behind the door.
"bi-birdie?!"
your heart picks up as you stare at them both.
"i want to talk."
they share a glance, then lead you to sit down on a couple of cushions on the carpeted floor.
its silent for a few moments, but soon you find the words you wish to say, willing yourself to just try to get through it without crying.
you take a deep breath.
"you know, if you're tired of me, you can just tell me."
the twins eyes resemble saucers. you continue.
"its been a whole week that you two started acting strange. avoiding me, blowing me off, leaving me alone... if you.."
you steady your breathing. you wont cry.
"if you dont... if you dont like me anymore, thats okay, but—"
"who the hell put that idea into your head?"
your head snaps up to kieran, whos tone of voice you almost dont recognize, being the first time you catch what sounds like a mesh of anger and regret within it.
you stare for a moment, unbelieving.
"kieran..."
"no, someone— someone must've said something, right? to put that idea into your head?"
"you... you're the ones who..."
"its not what you think!" luke chimes in, all defense and reassuring merged into his tone.
he turns to kieran.
"i think now's the time."
kieran looks at luke then at you.
"but..."
"lets prove it now, since we havent really been the best...."
kieran takes another moment to think then nods in understanding.
"wait here," he tells you before getting up and retrieving something from the next room.
he come back moments later with a little box.
"we're so sorry, y/n," luke begins, voice drowning in regretful sorrow. he reaches his hand out and you allow him to grasp one of yours.
"we... we were actually making this for you, and, well, we were pretty nervous..." kieran trails off, holding out the box to you.
you look it over, grabbing it with your free hand.
"the... secret?" you ask, remembering that day in class.
they nod.
your breath hitched.
slowly, you pull your occupied hand from lukes and use both to open the box in your lap.
inside are an array of chocolates, your favorite flavors, all in the shape of little crows.
"we made them ourselves," kieran begins.
"so... hopefully they'll taste good, and..."
"they're sort of...."
they take a deep breath.
"its our profession of love to you!" they exclaim together, wholeheartedly.
your heart rate spikes.
their.... what?
"we've liked you for a long time..." says kieran.
"and, we were planning to tell you, a little later, but..."
"we needed to give you this now, to show you."
"we like you plenty, as you can see."
luke smiles when you laugh.
"we're sorry for making you think otherwise," kieran finishes.
now they're looking at you expectantly, and you can't help but to smile, words escaping you at the heartfelt confession.
instead of responding right away, you reach for a cute little crow chocolate, and pop it into your mouth.
they watch your expressions as you take in the flavor.
first curious, then surprised, and then—
that cute smile and hum when something particularly pleases you.
you look up, gazing at the two, who still look like they're bracing themselves for something.
instead, you set the box aside for a moment, reaching forward and planting a kiss on each of their cheeks, smiling sweetly afterwards.
"dummies."
they each hold a hand over the cheek you kissed, half in awe and all in pleasure.
you could talk more about everything later. for now, you offer them some of their hard work, somehow moving together like magnets, sandwiched comfortably between their warmth as you all feed each other the precious chocolate crows.
you'd have to remember to thank sylus later.
-
a/n: why am i releasing this so late..? um as the marias once said ooo its valentines day in the city~ why it turned out so long..? i wish i knew all i can say is i was possessed n needed this out of my system even though theres barely any luke/kieran content out there sigh... sorry for the rushed ending! if this stayed in my drafts one more night i thought i might explode
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Will u please made a cute date in the planetarium with Ellie!!✨
Planets - ellie williams x reader
hi anon! i hope you like it:) this story made me feel so single wtf.

Pairing: ellie x fem!reader
requests are open! send me your silly thoughts
Warning: none
Summary: in which you went on a date
authors note: im spamming yall
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“Are we even going in the right direction?” you ask, out of breath as you follow behind Ellie.
She lets out a laugh. “You’re just tired of walking,” she comments.
The two of you are walking through a damp forest. The air smells like wet moss and the forest floor squishes under your boots. The sky is overcast, an endless sheet of grey, and the only light filtering through the trees is cold and muted. You flinch at the sound of leaves crunching beneath your feet. You're not supposed to be outside of Jackson without a group.
But here you are. You snuck out. With Ellie. And now you feel the weight of your actions—the thrill of being away, the fear of getting caught—and the pressure in your chest grows heavier with every step.
Your heart pounds loudly in your ears as you try to keep up. Ellie’s walking ahead, effortlessly, as usual, her pace slow but determined. She’s been quiet, her face lit only by the faintest spark of mischief.
She asked you on a date. You didn’t expect it. Ellie never seemed interested in anything serious. She always kept things light, kept people at arm’s length. So when she showed up one random morning with a single flower in her hand, the words she said next felt like they came out of nowhere.
“Go on a date with me,” she demanded.
You blinked, taken aback. You didn’t think she even saw you like that. The glances, the small smiles she would shoot your way—maybe you’d been reading them all wrong. Maybe she’d just been being herself.
But you said yes. And now here you are, walking with her in the cold, not knowing where she’s taking you.
“We’re here,” she says suddenly.
You blink at her, confused. "What?"
“Close your eyes,” Ellie orders.
You hesitate, but she’s already behind you, covering your eyes with her hands. Her touch is warm, but there’s a rush of heat that spreads through your chest as her fingers brush over your skin. You feel the pulse of her touch radiate down your spine, making your body respond in ways you don't know how to explain.
“Don’t peek,” she warns softly, her voice teasing, yet with an edge of something else, something you can’t quite place.
You take a step forward, the ground beneath you soft and uneven. She guides you carefully, making sure you don’t stumble. You wonder for a second what she’s up to, where she’s leading you, but then you forget all of it the moment she removes her hands from your eyes.
“Holy shit,” you mutter.
You’re standing in front of an old planetarium. It’s overgrown with vines and moss, and parts of the building are crumbling, but it still holds an eerie beauty—something untouched, even after everything. The roof is cracked, and broken glass twinkles on the ground in the dim light, but the dome remains mostly intact.
“How did you find this?” you ask in awe. You look around, scanning every corner, trying to take it all in.
“Joel…” Ellie starts. Then she clears her throat. “Joel brought me here,” she says quietly, and for a second, you don’t know what to say. You hadn’t expected that. "It’s a special place for me," she continues, her gaze flicking to the side. "And… you’re special, so..." she shrugs, looking away, her cheeks turning a little pink.
You stare at her for a moment, processing what she just said. Her words hang in the air, and for once, she’s not trying to mask anything. She’s vulnerable.
You smile, your heart beating faster than before, and you reach out to take her hand. "Thank you," you say softly, unsure of what else to add. You don’t need to say anything more, though. She’s already looking at you, her eyes soft and sincere.
Inside the planetarium, the air smells faintly of dust and decay. The floor is cracked in places, but the projection system still works, though faintly. You can make out a few dim constellations on the ceiling, and what might’ve been a comet streaking through the sky.
Ellie moves toward the projector, crouching down to fiddle with the controls. She looks back at you, her smile a little more mischievous.
"Wanna try something?"
You raise an eyebrow, intrigued. “Like what?”
Ellie presses a few buttons and the stars shift. She leans back against the projector, arms folded. “Pick a constellation. Anyone.”
You stand up, looking up at the sky projected on the ceiling, and pick out the first star you can find. “That one.”
Ellie grins. “Good choice. Watch this.” She flips a switch, and suddenly, the star bursts into a radiant spiral of light, trailing behind it like a comet’s tail. It’s beautiful, even if it flickers a little.
“That’s amazing,” you say, awestruck. “How do you—”
“I’ve been messing with this thing for a while,” she interrupts, clearly proud of herself. “I can make the stars do whatever I want.”
She slides over to sit next to you. “Wanna make one wish?”
You nod. “Yeah. Just one?”
“Just one.”
Ellie glances at you, her face softening, and for a moment, you both stay silent, the hum of the projector the only sound around you.
Then she’s standing again, brushing dirt from her jeans. “Okay. Now, for something a little less… romantic.” She gives you a wink. “Ever played a game in a planetarium?”
You laugh, not sure what she’s getting at. “I mean, I’ve never been to one until now.”
“Well, you’re in for a treat.” She grabs a couple of old pieces of debris, some discarded glass, and arranges them into a makeshift bowling setup. She stands back and gives you a look, raising an eyebrow. “You ready for this?”
“I guess?” you reply, amused but a little confused.
Ellie rolls the first “ball”—a smooth stone—and it hits the glass “pins” with a satisfying crash. You laugh and take your turn, rolling the stone with as much drama as you can muster.
The two of you take turns, joking, laughing, and trying to knock over as many pins as possible. The competition is ridiculous—completely pointless, but you’re both grinning, caught up in the moment.
After a while, you both collapse onto the floor, still laughing. Ellie lays her head on your lap. You freeze for a second, feeling your pulse spike, but then you let yourself relax, your fingers gently brushing through her hair.
She looks up at you, her eyes gleaming with something soft. “Thank you, for… this. For being here. For today.”
You smile, brushing a few strands of hair away from her face. “No problem,” you say quietly. “It’s... perfect.”
“You know,” she says, her voice teasing but sincere, “you can’t get this kind of date just anywhere.”
You laugh, nodding. “Yeah, I think I’ll remember it for a long time.”
You both lie back down, staring at the broken planets above. The stars are flickering slowly, and in that moment, everything feels peaceful, like the weight of the world is just a little bit lighter.
“Thank you, Ellie,” you murmur again, your voice barely above a whisper.
She sits up, brushing off her pants, and her face softens. “No, thank you... for making me come back here. I miss him so much.”
Your heart aches as you sit up and take her hand. You squeeze it gently. “It’s okay,” you say softly, looking into her eyes.
She lies back down on your lap, her breath steady as you run your fingers through her hair. The moment feels quiet and timeless. The outside world doesn’t matter anymore. It’s just the two of you here, in this forgotten place, under the stars that don’t shine like they used to but are still beautiful.
“I like planets,” Ellie says, her voice quiet and content.
“I know,” you reply. “I think after today i like them too”
She turns her head to look at you, a soft smile playing at the corners of her lips. “Do you want to be my world?” she asks, her voice teasing, but there’s something in her eyes that says it’s not just a joke.
You blink, and then you laugh softly, warmth spreading through you. “Sure, Ellie. I’d like that.”
She smiles wide, and for once, everything feels just right.
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Did I catch your attention? | Kei Tsukishima x fem! reader
summary: You're always alone in the library when you're feeling stressed and you need a quiet place, but now there is a blonde guy and his noise music.
warnings: none!
a/n: thanks to my friend who forced asked me to watch haikyuu and now im obsessed with all of them.
and please let me know for any mistakes, thank youu
You have been in a bad mood since the morning. First, you were late for school because you didn't hear your alarm. You ran to your first class but the teacher wasn't happy you interrupted him, so he didn't let you in, and you missed your class.
Second, you didn't have a chance to check the weather before going out and now you were suffering the consequences, it was cold as fuck and your school jacket wasn't enough.
So yeah, you were in a really bad mood but you thought going to your favorite place to relieve some stress was the solution. Oh, how wrong you were.
As soon as you opened the library's door you saw it was crowded. The exams were coming so it wasn't a surprise to see half school there. Sighing you looked for a place to sit, but every table was occupied.
But then you saw him, a blonde guy with headphones sitting alone, perfect.
You thought of asking him if you could sit there, but it was an empty table and a public space so why would you need to ask? You sat down in front of him, taking out your books to put them on the table.
He lifted his eyes from the book he was reading to see who was there and why suddenly the table had a bunch of books, notebooks and a bottle of water, all in different places. He glared at you, his stuff were all organized while you were messy.
Feeling his gaze on you, you look up from the book you tried to read but it was impossible with the loud music blasting from his headphones. You weren't happy with his company either.
Neither of you took your eyes off each other.
You pointed at his headphones, “I can hear your music” You said forcing a smile. Tsukishima of course paused his music to hear you but the annoyed look on your face was funny and he was tired from studying so why not take a break? “I have good taste, don't you think?” He said, looking back at the book on his hands and not even trying to hide the smirk on his face. And if it wasn't enough he was playing his music louder if that was even possible.
But he picked the wrong day and the wrong girl to mess with.
Be nice, be nice, be nice
You stood up from your seat with both hands on the table “Turn down your music, we're in the library not a club” He only lifted an eyebrow, you waited for him to say anything like an apology or something but nothing came out of his mouth.
And without a warning, you almost threw yourself at him if it weren't for the table between you. You tried to take his phone, but he was faster, moving his phone away from you as if he was waiting for you to do that. And instead of taking his phone your hands got tangled in the wires of his headphones pulling his glasses off by accident.
Crack.
You both looked down at the floor where his broken glasses were. Everyone in the library turned their heads to see what whats going on. You cleared your throat, “Sorry” it wasn't clear if you meant it for disturbing the others or for breaking his glasses but you moved quickly, untangling your hands from his wires and walking to get his broken glasses.
Finally, your eyes were on him and before you could say anything, he took the glasses from you.
“Look you gotta admit it was your fault, you weren't supposed to move and—” Tsukishima scoffed, “Is that supposed to be an apology?” You looked at him as if he had grown a second head, “What should I apologize for? I wasn't the one with the loud music” “And I wasn't the one who threw himself at you” “I mean half of the girls throw themselves at you, you must be used to it by now, no?” A cynical smile was now on your face, “So you know who I am, no wonder why you did that, trying to catch my attention then? Original but not interested” He left you with your mouth open like a fish.
“...Asshole” You murmured walking to your chair after a few seconds of silence. It was the first time you had been left without a clever comeback and he just knew it by the smug look on his face.
You decided to ignore his presence by reading your book, again. But you noticed he was having problems to read his book.
Of course, i broke his glasses.
You closed your book with more force than necessary causing the people, including Tsukishima, to turn to look at you.
In a second you were sitting by his side. You snatched the book from his hands and this time you did take him by surprise. “It wasn't enough for you to annoy me with your loud music now i know who had been taking the book i needed since yesterday” Tsukishima looked at you confused and was about to reply but you cut him off.
“Shut up, I'm gonna read for you so don't talk” You were so close to him, so you wouldn't need to raise your voice in case the students wanted to complain about you two.
And just like that, you started reading, in a peaceful voice, unlike his music. He closed his eyes still listening to you, yeah you were way better than music but he wouldn't tell you.
Your knees were touching but none of you dared to move. It was... strangely comfortable. Maybe too comfortable. Well, after all, you did catch his attention.
#haikyuu#kei tsukishima#tsukishima kei#tsukishima x reader#haikyuu tsukishima#kei tsukishima fic#tsukishima fanfic#tsukishima fic#kei tsukishima fanfic
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Just finished slay the princess. Amazing game, masterpiece, made me want to pick renpy again to make my own text adventure.
Then I did the first thing I always do after finishing something that I loved, the fan works. Now, most of the fanarts I've seen are beautiful, creative and inspiring. But, since I'm the same guy that obsessed over elves ear rotation and falin's height, I have to say something:
It seems that all of you seem to default the long quiet as an enormous, towering creature compared to the princess, when im my view, almost every canon iteration of two, especially in the pristine cut trailer, you can clearly see the them being the same height and roughly the same size.
To be clear, not saying that is wrong, it's fanwork, you can do what you want.
Just...it made me think.
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Adam: Fucking- cousin? Really? I don't even look like her!
Lucifer chuckled: Yeah... the babies would have been weird.
Adam: "Babies"? Yeah, no... that wasn't going to happen.
Lucifer: She did say she didn't want kids... uh- either way. I'm sorry.
Adam stared at Lucifer with a confused look: Uh- yeah. It's... whatever... look, I uh... better get going. I didn't want to come here as it is, but I really don't want to be here now.
Lucifer: Oh! Yeah! Of course! Uh... this might be awkward- but can I... come with you?
Adam: ...Why?
Lucifer shifted awkwardly: I think... things have been strained between Lilith and I. And what she said to you... that was horrible-.
Adam: Look, man... I appreciate it, but don't fuck your relationship up because of me... she's not wrong, anyway...
Lucifer: ...She's wrong, Adam. I swear, she's wrong.
The silence was broken when there was a commotion inside. It looked like Eve and Michael finally got dressed.
Adam felt himself start to panic: I-I need to go. Now. I don't want to see her. S-Sorry man.
Before Lucifer could say anything, Adam was gone, and Eve was opening the door. He managed to grab her before she followed Adam to her credit. She looked devastated. But so did Adam.
Eve: Let me go, Lu!
Lucifer: No-! Just- give him some time, yeah?
Eve: I... I don't know what I was thinking...
Lucifer: You weren't. Just... stay here, okay?
Finally, their friends managed to get her inside. Lucifer grabbed his bag, shooting a glare at Michael before leaving.
As he reached Adam's car, he was concerned when he saw Adam's bag on the ground and the car emptied.
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He had wondered the forest around the cabin for nearly an hour, and finally, he found Adam sitting on the small dock that looked over the lake.
Lucifer: There you are. Holy shit, I thought you... I don't know.
Adam sighed as Lucifer sat next to him: What are you, a bloodhound or something?
Lucifer: Good at tracking people, I guess... im not leaving you, Adam. I know we haven't been close... but that doesn't mean I don't care about you.
Adam: Well, that makes you the only one...
✨️Break Up✨️
@things-arent-what-they-seem66
((Sorry this took a hot second 😅))
Eve: Don't worry, Ad, you'll have a great time, I promise!
The woman wrapped her arms around Adam's shoulders, rubbing the curves of muscle. She could tell her boyfriend was tense. Ever since they got an invite to a group chat with all their friends, he hadn't been acting like himself.
Eve: I... I know Lilith and Lucifer are going to be there- but you don't need to worry about them- this is a reunion, alright? We'll have a great time at the cabin and completely ignore them. Sound good?
Adam looked away and shrugged: She always has something to say, Ev. Fucking- always. She can't just keep her mouth shut... she always finds a way to make me feel like shit... and Lucifer doesn't fucking help, looking at me like I'm some deformed lamb.
Eve chuckled: Love, I didn't grow up on a farm. I don't know that look.
Adam: ...it's fucking- pity or something. Disgust- shame? I don't know... I just feel pathetic when he looks at me...
Eve: Well- not this weekend, salting! You'll have a great time, and forget they're even there! Go one, Ad. Go pack a bag. We'll leave at 9am tomorrow morning, yeah?
Knowing there was no arguing or talking Eve out of this, Adam groaned and nodded, leaving the room to pack.
He had a horrible feeling about this weekend. Something was going to happen, and he wasn't going to like it. And Adam had a feeling Likith or Lucifer were going to have something to do with it.
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drew some of my fav ody designs! wasnt originally meant to be also replicating the styles but thats sort of just how my brain works. except i didnt copy the lineart styles of anyone here so its DEFINITELY a bit uncanny for a couple of these (LOOKING AT YOU QINNY IM SO SORRY) but whatever
the designs featured here (from left to right) belong to: me, @gigizetz, @neal-illustrator, @irunaki, @bigidiotenergytm, @qinnyanimation, and @foopsie-daisy
#WAUGHHH IM SO NERVOUS TAGGING PEOPLE COOLER THAN ME#HEAD IN HANDS HEAD IN HANDS I NEED TO STOP PANICKING OVER STUFF LIKE THIS#bc like I KNOW THEYRE JUST PEOPLE. I WOULD BE SO HYPE IF SOMEONE DREW MY ODY ID LOVE TO BE TAGGED IN THAT.#BUT WHAT IF I AM SHOT. WITH A GUN. gfrdfvb vfrdedrf#i am a very normal non anxiety having person i swear guys#worst thing i did here was have odys hands very visible for the qinny one. because i didnt realize the way they draw hands is very realisti#BUT THEIR WHOLE STYLE HAS REALLY REALISTIC ANATOMY I SHOULVE KNOWN#irunakis style is SO fun to draw in bc its a lot like some of my older art so its very familiar yk yk i wasnt worrying too much about makin#-things accurate. but i think that accidentally made me too comfortable and so i ended up straying a bit too much#i think a lot of irunaki and qinnys styles specifically is in the lineart. so me using my normal style of lines makes them less recognizabl#anyways. neals odysseus i have shit talked in private (its a good design it just feels uncanny w/ jorges voice to me) but hes really-#-interesting to draw. i wanna do style studies on neal their characters have a very. idk animated feels like the wrong word but like.#something like animated. feeling to them. theyre very distinct in shape i wanna do studies thats it#bigidiotenergy i found this morning while FINALLY looking at cloudysseus art and instantly fell in love w their design#i need to ruffle his hair. hes so silly. absolutely incredible design. but GOD was the style a nightmare#it was too late id already comitted to trying to replicate the styles. but ohhh my god its so far from my own it was so hard#theres so much detail in places i dont normally put any at all#and its like. WAUGH its scary i need to do anatomy studies in general maybe#uhh havent commented on the gigi one. he was really easy to draw though lol. weirdly enough gigis style was close enough to my current one-#-that i didnt have any trouble whatsoever? and i think its the most accurate too but only because of the lineart styles being similar lol#ALSO NOT TO PLAY FAVORITES BUT FOOP ODYSSEUS IS MY FAVORITE#I LOVE HIMMM I LOVE HIS SILLY SHAPES HE LOOKS LIKE A WEIRD CAT KINDA. HE INTRIGUES ME.#my ody feels kinda lame next to all these guys gbfdefgbf#but oh well. hes ingrained into my mind now i cant change him at this point /silly i am actually happy w him but i might make changes#thaats thoughts on all of the odys here. anyways art tags time#doodles#odysseus#epic the musical#OH MY GOD EDIT I FORGOT TO DRAW FOOP ODYS SHOES. HEAD IN HANDS. IM SO SORRY
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burn my dread 💀💙
[redraw of sorts of official art, the og under the cut]

#persona 3#persona#p3#makoto yuki#minato arisato#persona 3 protagonist#yukari takeba#junpei iori#p3 thanatos#thanatos#sort of#persona 3 art#persona fanart#persona 3 fanart#HAPPY REALLY LATE ANNIVERSARY P3#originally i didn't plan on drawing anything but i changed my mind#p3 is just really important to me so it felt wrong not to celebrate it some way#this took longer than i thought though#even looking at it now perspective feels a bit off#i did take some libertys and draw thanatos is his death form instead of his persona one#i thought it would look cool and would be easier (not rlly)#i was also debating putting them in their reload equipment but this is the og games anniversary so i opted not to#i also tried out lineless and i think it looks pretty good#all of this to say im tired#and my files crashed when i was almost done which was annoying#ok gn! i promise ill draw more i already have something else cooking!#minnidraws#persona 3 fes#p3 fes
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me: finally accepting theres a good chance im autistic and starting to work up the courage to ask my parents to see if i could get a diagnoses but being scared to
my mom: do you ever think you have adhd? if you want to do a screening for add next time your at the doctors you can
me:
#for context im terrified of being the person who sees stuff online and diagnosis themselves and then is wrong#which is why it took me so long to accept im —probably— autistic (bc now i have done research and stuff for it)#and id see adhd things that were relatable but i felt i related more to the autism + self diagnosing both felt weird (for me not in general#but now like. my mom is willing to accept i might have add??#(there was a long talk in between her asking if i ever thought i had it and her saying i could get a screening where we both agreed that#—if i did have it— i didnt have the hyperactive part. hence the add vs adhd thing)#and now that kinda through off my plans because like. what if i do also had adhd. or something#so yeah small crisis woo#i need to actually look i to symptoms and stuff for adhd though#because im not saying anything til i know more about it and if i actually do have a lot of the things#but this also gives me a chance go write about the autism things as well bc i told my mom i would look into the adhd#so now i can hopefully find a way to bring that up#ive mentioned that autism is a spectrum recently which i didnt think she knew before#so progress i guess#wow long rant in the tags whoops#jasper’s posts#moots have some jaz lore i guess
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this is my favorite scene in the game because its just italy trying to make things as confusing and frightening as possible for reasons that end up benefiting NO ONE in the end
#hetalia#hetaoni#hws italy#aph italy#hetaoni italy#ok but like.#this scene actually confused me a bit at first.#how i interpret it:#japan makes a mistake (forgets about prussia). ita is ACTING confused. he should know by now that people forget each other here#(funnily enough in loop 1 he forgot japan! haha!!!)#so is he just trying to fit in? act surprised by japan's mistake so he isnt ALSO seen as suspicious?#but then he later makes a fake mistake of his own saying that theyre not even looking for america bc he didnt show up at all (false)#'Yeah、why did you say France and America、Japan?#The ones we have to save are Prussia and France、right? Why did you say America?'#...but WHY is he doing that#and then after jp gets confused AGAIN and says HE came here with america (he did Not. not this time anyway) ita seizes that opportunity.#even directing attention to him 'Wai-- what's wrong with you Japan? Don't you remember [that we...]'#yeah japan? dont you remember? hey everyone isnt is so weird that japan doesnt remember? hm? england doesnt remember either huh?#lets all argue about it. lets all distrust each other. lets all get reaaally distracted so no one notices how Blatantly suspicious im being#enough rambling. this is genuinly one of my favorite scenes in the entire game.#just. the weird anxiety. 1000 loops of memories... everyone fighting over what did or didnt happen... the psuedo alliances that form...#anger confusion disgust... distrust. why dont you remember? i remember something that never happened. i remember it vividly. ...why?!#AND ITS ALL ORCHESTRATWED BY MY LITTLE BOY!!!!!! <333 hehehhe itallyyyyyy#i mean.#assuming that uh. he. intended to do any of this.#and was not also suffering from the loops memory loss.#which i like to think hes not.#hetaoni italy got trapped in a murder monster timeloop#woke up on the morning of loop 5746546345#and said to himself “how can i make this even MORE complicated in a way that benefits no one”
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(april fools)


Really I'm the fool, I did not enjoy drawing this.
(FYI I do not ship them, Error just likes chocolate and Ink had filled the chocolate wrapper with cheese.)
Ink!Sans by @comyet
Error!Sans by @askerrorsans aka @loverofpiggies
im so sorry
#OH MY GOODNESS I SPELT CHOCOLATE WRONG#welp#too late now#do you ever draw something and die a little inside?#yeah I think I did#april fools#utmv#utmv fanart#sans au#undertale multiverse#undertale au#ut au#utdrmv#ink sans#ink sans fanart#error sans#errorink#oh my goodness im using the errorink tag
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RULES OF BEING OTHERKIN #1
Being authentic and true to yourself is the only way you are 'supposed to be/act like' (insert entity). If anyone else disagrees it only tells you about them.
#going to start a small 'series' where I document stuff I learn that is otherkin specific. This is for myself as well as anyone who might#be struggling with things I used to/am working on(otherkin specific). hopefully this will reduce any mental pitfalls other otherkin may#fall into as they explore their identity and help out someone.#this 'rule' took a LONG time to fully understand and grasp. for the longest time I would consciously or subconsciously#think I was less Loki if I did or was something 'Loki would never do. until i realized I do exactly and experience exactly what Loki does#and experiences because...Im literally Loki. (talking about incarnations here). I felt pressured to be a certain way because 'Loki would#never (insert). being aroace is on of them. i tried to convince myself I wasn't aroace#and when I finally ran out of reasons i felt i was 'less Loki' because mythologically hes like the opposite. but Loki IS aroace. because#Im Loki. and Im aroace. so loki is SUPPOSED to be aroace because Im loki and im being exactly how loki is being. because im loki. being#myself. therefore being exactly like Loki. again - incarnation.#anyway....if anyone else struggles with this I hope this helps someone. its a really sucky place to be in honestly.#godkin#deitykin#alterhuman#otherkin#divinekin#nonhuman#alterbeing#therian#I think I will be learning a LOT more as I keep exploring and I will note down any 'rules' I learn - more like lessons but rules personally#sound more right for me. rules i will live by (yknow unless i find out im wrong but...im going to trust myself more and right now i feel#like this rule is true. so im using it as such unless i find out im wrong in future.
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god its so cool and Important how. despite all the bright colors and flash fabrics and jewelry, all of the socs are really just carbon copies of each other. theyve all got the same base, just recolored like a character selection page on a cheap game.
all the guys have their crisp, clean, bright shirt, their nice stiff pants, belt, and white shoes. add in some rings and maybe a chain or somethin, and thats about it. add on their matching letterman jackets, and theyre practically identical.
all of the girls have their pretty dresses and styled hair, but thats really it. their dresses all match the popular style at the time, their hair is perfectly placed and not really Theirs. theyre all styled to be popular, not individual.
and they're all so colorful! because they can afford new fabrics and bright colors and expensive dry cleaners to wash them, though they're careful not to get dirty. theyre so bright and colorful but so painfully similar
contrast that with the greasers, who are all relatively in the same color palette. theyre in basic t-shirts, and denims, and leathers. work clothes. theres no split based on gender, ace wears pants with the guys. they are all down in the dirt and grimey, they all have to move and work in these clothes.
but theres so much personality in their outfits! even just the little things, like jewelry or headbands, tells so much about each person. ace's headband is a scrap from the shirt on her back, showing her resourcefulness. darry's flannel and work pants showing his grit and hard work. the patches decorating steve's jacket, showing his passions and the things he fights for. Johnny's vest showing his heritage, and his too-big clothes showing how hes got hand-me-downs. two-bit's tattoos, shown proudly and boldly on his bare arm for the whole world to see.
the greasers might all look 'the same' at first glance because theyre all in grays and dirty whites and denims. but god there is so much more heart and character and diversity in their outfits and therefore in their lives simply because theyre not worrying about sticking in a top spot of society. theyre not worrying about individuality being a weakness to tear them down. theyve got much bigger things to think about. theyre so free in that sense. free to be themselves, free to be with each other and support each other. because thats all they got; their hearts and each other.
the socs dont have that connection. they dont have that chance to be vulnerable and share a part of themselves so constantly. they may live where the grass is greener but are they really so much better off, if they can never truly show themselves?
#this literally was supposed to be a costume analysis but it did turn into more of a character and society one#i just think its so cool how we all get so excited about. what will the new soc looks be like#when really theyre all so similar. theyre all almost identical#save for a few sweaters. theyre all button ups or dresses#and dont get me wrong i LOVEEEE wondering about the next new costume. i love that shit with all my heart#its just so interesting how much of a facade it kinda is#yea omg theyre all so different but theyre not really. its just the color or fabric. theres no individuality#and thats so important for the socs#they all must fit in and be the conglomerate perfect white americans#whereas the greasers all can truly be themselves because#why bother trying to fit in if its literally impossible for most of them#the only ones who could try would be the curtis brothers. and only one of them made any attempts at that#also. there could definitely be something to say about how paul is the only main soc guy not in a normal shirt#hes got the sweater#like hes the only soc guy thats A Little Different#and hes the only one who interacted positively (at one point) with a greaser#(bar cherry bc that happens in the current plot. please understand me here LMAO)#idk now im yapping#but godddd i love good costume and character design#this shit is so important in a story like this#a story about class and race and poverty and 'real' people#the outsiders musical#the outsiders broadway#costume design#ily sarafina bush and ur team
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sometimes i kinda forget about the yandere aspect of ray and then ill remember he killed blaze cause he flirted too hard at the mc
#im kinda living the unaware mc life fr#like theres a lvl of self awareness i have when playing these games but i feel like it was lower than usual lmao#blaze is a fool dont get me wrong but hes obviously just doing it cause he knows ray likes them#hes not really into the mc so theres no like actual legit threat there...#so...i dont think rays above kicking the shit outta someone cause they stared (leered) a little too hard#even if the mc was like dont bother...i feel like he might still do it....maybe??#BUT he so 'guy' to me u know?? so my brain doesnt acknowledge things properly#like he gives a kinda chill vibe with the way he presents himself#AND THATS THE THING#ig i mainly associate his yan moments with his hero persona#so in my head when i see ray#im mainly thinking about all the nonviolent parts#which doesnt really make sense since he lasered a whole room of ppl as ray!!#ig my brain like simplified it for me to process easily lol#its interesting tho! ...an mc struggling with acknowledging both these sides at the same time...#ik u can pretty much pick who u want at the end (ray or bs)#but i feel like thats more u picking the main side and the other side still exists but much smaller now#anyways yea IDK its so weird cause ill suddenly be like....this man set the mcs apartment on fire to see if they would call for him#AND THE MC HAS NO CLUE!!#theyre aiming for a healthier relationship in the ray ending but HOW healthy can it be realistically?? the best ur getting is a dormant yan#'idk hes so chill to me guys!!!'#*ray has disproportionate reaction to something* *ray has disproportionate reaction to something* *ray has disproportionate reaction to so-#tho i think he still pretty up there on the chill scale considering everything that is happening....#ray just kinda lives in the back of my mind forever now ig...and like the scenarios in my head r like super mundane#so i was like....'wait but he did some fucked up stuff how come im not leaning into the toxic parts like i usually do!?' lol#binary star hero
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