#but now i Get It
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i often think about that split second where orpheus has turned around, the wash of relief, love, joy, love, love, love that he feels when he sees eurydice. there is darkness and doubt all around him, the ache of his feet, the feeling of defeat, and in his desperation borne of love he sees her. and for a split second, love takes over. the last thing eurydice sees is love etched into every corner of her husbands face before she is dragged back into death.
#yes i did just finish listening to#hadestown#but also#as a kid this myth drove me insane#he could’ve waited#but now i get it#he gifted her hope to last her eternity
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robert frost was so right the woods are lovely dark and deep but lord I sure do have promises to keep
#I thought this poem was cheesy and stupid as a teen but I was so deep in survival mode#I couldnt really like...focus on doing things for the people in my life even trying to be better#but now I get it#the work is so hard and I am still doing it for me but like....I want to be better for the people I love#and I know they want what's best for me too and believe I can get there
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It clicked for me! At the root of Louis character there is the struggle to free himself from toxic masculinity. Accepting his queerness, accepting his vampirism, accepting his feelings. All things he couldn’t do on liberty street because you couldn’t look weak on liberty street you never knew who was watching. You could be a lot of things in New Orleans but an openly negro, homosexual man? Most certainly not. The last person he felt safe to say I love you without veils killed himself in front of him. Being the breadwinner, being in charge, being in control, being the dominant one, being violent and pulling a knife on your brother are the only things you can be to survive. Show me the only way you know how to love mon Cher. Through violence. But Lestat challenged all of that for Louis, who is scared of the intensity of that feeling. Armand instead lets him tell himself a lie about himself that he is happy being all these things. Performing traditional masculinity. But he isn’t. And maybe Daniel is the first one in centuries that is hearing him talk about the most hidden parts of himself. Confiding in another being. A man. A lot of scenes this season where Louis is uncomfortable about his feelings. The scene with Madeleine in episode 6. It is a core part of his character journey this season: accepting himself. Embrace what you are. Vampirism blurring with queerness blurring with vulnerability blurring with need of someone to take care of you blurring with a deep seated fear of looking weak, of not doing what is expected of you. What Florence du pointe du lac expected of you
#this is only to make sense of my thoughts I am rambling#probably gender and traditional notions of gender roles also but I don’t feel qualified to touch on that#louis de pointe du lac#I struggle with Louis#I love him but his better than you attitude rubs me wrong#also I can’t with people that refuse to see themselves for who they are#but now I get it#he needs to think he is up to his own impossible standards#iwtv meta#jacob anderson#character analysis#Louis meta#original p.
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Honestly I don’t ever want to hear anything about Aemond being “bullied” or losing his eye. I don’t give a fuck. This psycho maniac massacred an entire house that were ALLIES of his— beheading every male Strong from old men to little boys and stacking their heads in a pile 3-feet tall— because he was having a temper tantrum after losing Kings Landing. Aemond had the most dangerous dragon alive and all he used it for during the Dance besides killing a child diplomatic envoy was to rain fire down on innocent civilians. Luke would have done the world a huge favor if he’d just plunged his knife into Aemond’s brain instead of taking his eye. I mean how much of POS do you have to be to make DAEMON the good guy in your 1v1 battle?
Nothing. I mean NOTHING. That has ever happened to Aemond in his pathetic worthless life even comes REMOTELY close to sort of maybe possibly justifying his literal war crimes. He’s the Westerosi equivalent of a fucking mass shooter. He cries about his stupid eye so much I cannot WAIT for Daemon to show him what a real fucking injury looks like as he plunges Dark Sister up to its hilt into his eye socket. The people who found his body were so real — they rescued Dark Sister and threw Aemond’s rotted corpse back to the bottom of the lake where it belongs.
#anti team green#anti almond#anti aemond targaryen#ya know I've always hated antis and haters bc they are annoying in fandom#but now I get it#I RELISH hating Team Green I'm so excited to see them die#professional hater but only in this one very specific fandom#as always disclaimer nothing wrong with liking these characters enjoy your funky little war criminal if you want its literally fine
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rudyard funn is my favourite pathetic little man EVER
#id never understood the ‘pathetic little meow meow’ thing until this guy#but now I GET it#he’s like a sopping wet cat I love him#autistic aroace grudge-holder whining he’s really got it all#rudyard funn#wooden overcoats
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It took me 6 seasons + 20 episodes, but I finally get the destiel thing
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Still thinking about how I was saying goodbye to Lord Ares after a conversation and He took the chance to say that I have good potential as well as encouraging me to keep going.
#and today I found a book detailing how to do the things He's been teaching me#sometimes I worry that I don’t worship 'enough'#then they do shit like this#I didn't understand back then when people meant when they said that deity worship is euphoric#but now I get it#I'm so fucking grateful I don't think I could ever put it into words#past me would have been repulsed by this lmao#ares deity#ares worship#ares devotee#hellenism#helpol
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That moment when you’re reading a fic with a ship in it you never understood and then everything clicks and now you need to consume everything with that ship that you can
#I never understood why people would put these two together#but now i get it#fanfiction#fanfic#pro shipping#shipping
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Was meant to write some fic today but last night I dreamt my childhood cat (who has been dead for nearly 10 years at this point) was not dead so when I woke up I was just sad all day lmao
The man himself:
#I miss him so much#my mother talks about her childhood cat in this really sad way like his death still hurts her#and I used to think damn how are you not over it it's been like 30 years#but now I get it#love cats and really want one but I don't think I could love another cat like I loved him#if you've got a cat go hug them for me please
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I have had maybe two hours of sleep but I am here to catch the last performances of Lempicka on Broadway. Just got out of the Saturday matinee and Eden Espinosa in this role is truly something special.
#lempicka musical#lempicka#I am kind of exhilarated but also very tired haha#even after la jolla I was like oh sure she is very good and all#but now I get it
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#i didn't get it at first#but now i get it#bode donovan#bode leone#max thieriot#stephanie arcila#fire country#gabriela perez
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Soong really did not steal the watch back then. But the cosplay sex was the payment for it.
#idk did they change the subs? because everyone was confused about that. even me lol#but now I get it#playboyy#playboyy the series#soong x first#ep2#rewatch
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(finally) reached the eps i hadn’t gotten to watching last year for td2023 and i get now what the talk was all abt for s1 ep5 bc that was…something 😭
#im so late to this ik but i had to say smth#i was purposefully trying not to get spoilers for it bc i didn’t wanna know#but now i Get It#ngl tho ep5 was cute too with the budding rajbow and chazee moments#and ofc damien my guy he ruled that challenge#but the challenge itself? nah fam 😭#total drama#noahtally-famous#kit stuff#td 2023
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without quinn in the house i like leah so much more omg. her hoh tiara and toys are so cute
#bb26#bb26 spoilers#i still think she was awful to quinn tho behind his back so i dont think i can root for her#but its funny to me that my jealousy was making me hate her LOL i was like what does quinn see in her 🙄#but now i get it
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I think Felix is doing the best he can, to be honest.
Not to make blatant excuses for someone involved with the Flinchites, but I doubt he could just quit if he wanted to anyway. I'm sure it's not as easy as leaving a two week notice, if you're allowed to quit at all (and they don't fry your brain afterwards)
But he is nice to the Mikes, even though he shouldn't get close to them he chats with them about movies and food, he tries their favorite meals because he's curious, he watches Westerns so he has something to talk to Michaels about. He's actually friendly to Base, not in the Ty Betteridge way. He gets upset sometimes about leading Mikes to their deaths. He worked hard on making a playlist for Mikey to cheer him up.
He also went through great lengths to protect Outlaw!Ty and the Posse in 108, covering for them, helping them get around and eventually escape to his best abilities.
In conclusion:
Flinchite Felix is precious and has done nothing wrong.
#woe.begone#wbg spoilers#flinchite felix#gonna say i was very harsh on him the first time i heard the series bcs he was working with ty#but now i get it
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I don't think there's anyway Yamato doesn't eventually join the Strawhats. After the cover story is done and he's done his pilgramage of Wano like Oden, I bet something happens with Pluton and that's what'll bring them back into the fray of the mainstory and onto the Thousand Sunny
#one piece#i love yamato#like i knew he was a fan favorite but I didn't get it#but now I get it#one piece spoilers#i guess
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