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plotted starter for @wildcxrds for Alex
It’s infuriating to travel everywhere by foot. Asgard has horses and ships, and Midgard has cars, boats and planes, but the only transport currently available to Loki is his own two feet. Any use of his magic beyond the basic signature concealment spell he uses would advertise his whereabouts to his pursuers – Heimdall, Thor, Odin – like a fucking beacon. Which would obviously be game over. Not that Loki thinks his adoptive father would kill him for what he’s done ( – though such a sentence might actually be a mercy – ) but the trickster doesn’t doubt that Odin would imprison him, leaving him a sitting duck for Thanos and the punishment sure to follow. All in all, not a viable outcome.
Which leaves him to walk across this damn realm, scurrying from bolt hole to bolt hole like a fox being hunted, or a rat that knows the palace cats are nearby. It would be humiliating, if the god weren’t so focussed on simply surviving. There is no plan this time, no scheme, merely the desperation to keep moving, and the need for his fractured mind and broken body to heal. When that finally happens, if it ever does, the trickster will make a plan.
Dried leaves crunch underfoot as the god comes to an abrupt halt. Between tree trunks, comfortably concealed some distance away, sits the outline of horizontal logs and a low hanging roof. Gaze flicks down his body, over stolen clothes and long, matted hair. Perhaps he can beg – or steal – some aid. Perhaps, out here in the middle of nowhere, his face will not be known. Cautiously, Loki bends his steps towards the cabin.
Thud. One boot makes contact with the lowest step. “Hello?” Thud. And another. “Is anyone here?”. Thud. “I am here to... I need help.” Thud. “I was… lost in the woods. And I… fell.” Slightly lame, as lies go, but hopefully it will do for now.
#by signature concealment i mean like concealing his magical presence#but not his physical presence#if that makes any sense#also loki is a mess - dirty & unkempt & injured#he is not having a good time rn#wildcxrds#v: variant#scheduled :)
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Silly guys goin' on silly adventures:]
@rorydrawsandwrites's puppeteer au but the only difference is that jax gives consent
My contribution to this wonderful au has been long overdue:')
Rambling in tags ehe (cw: ribbun:p)
Well maybe it's not the only difference
#I think in this version of the au possesion puts you into an almost dream-like state#Slipping into a sort of weird trance#Like physically you still have control of your body#But mentally you're mindlessly following orders from a disembodied voice#Kinda works like that imperius curse in harry potter (yes ik rowling sucks)#And jax soon figured out it was great for dissasociating😀#Escapism and heavily dependant on those possesion sessions to preserve his own mental stability:')#But *cue dramatic music🥁*#He eventually realises that it was not the possesion that brings him comfort and peace no more#But the presence and embrace of gangle that did<3💖💗💞#Jskhsskhj sorry that was so cheesy🧀#Well more or less its because he hadnt have human interaction in AWHILE it seems#Goose did confirm that it has been a long time since he last got a hug:(#*almost* made me feel bad there#Mkay enough rambling about this slight very minor variation of the story#I hope this whole thing was coherent to even be readable=]#Maybe ill even add emojis✨#tadc gangle#tadc jax#ribbun#the amazing digital circus#Tadc au#tadc fanart#tadc fandom#gangle x jax#jax x gangle#Let me have this guys#Let me indulge-#Her head is a tad bit too small yes IM AWARE#This is actually probably my fastest post to reach 100 notes wth (in like 7-8 hours)
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girlbossing too close to the sun.
#art#ive literally just been treating this game as a library simuator#i walk from bookseller to bookseller opening up all of their books#vivecs sermons are either a highlight or the point at which i stop reading#ive been trying to convince the ordinators that imitation is the highest form of flattery but it hasnt been working#let me wear your helmets please theyre so funny..#posting morrowind in 2024 isnt a cry for help but youre not wrong to be concerned.#morrowind#almalexia#vivec#im going to explain the chitin armor give me a moment#so the bonewalker nerevar on the shrines is adorable and it was only after drawing it however many times that i realized#it looked relatively close to a modified chitin armor#and so i modified chitin armor a few times and this was probably the cutest result#i also know i drew almalexia relatively pristine and untouched by years and vivec not so much but my thought process was#vivecs role as if not a favorite then the most accessible divine or the most “hands on” in a manner of speaking#acting in ways visible to the general population or actions explicitly brought to their attention#like not that almalexia isnt doing anything she is#but the dissemination of information regarding that is very different etc etc etc#anyways to a certain extent a god is the face on a shrine or in art or upon a statue or carving#but vivecs presence is interwoven with the geography of vvardenfell especially and his actions and writings with pubished materials#and the arts and culture and customs etc etc etc#so to me the face of a god you know and feel a commonality with or a god that walks alongside you is a face you would recognize#and vivec is already otherworldly looking enough#the simple mark of the years on his skin in some way grounding him in reality felt more right#that and i think the ways in which he and almalexia care about outward appearance are slightly different- they prioritize different things#and the ways they present outward power and their embodiment of their respective attributes share some similarities as they both have that#important preoccupation with physical power and physical strength to a certain degree#oh my god nobody read this i am yapping so bad.#tes
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"the Gabe and Sally dynamic in the show is abusive" and "the way they've portrayed Gabe in the show is distinctly different from his book counterpart and fans can criticize that" are two discussions that can coexist
#I understand that this is hard topic to navigate#but me saying that /they've changed Gabe and that's consequently altered the dynamic he has with Sally in way I don't like/#is NOT me saying I don't think what they've portrayed onscreen is non-abusive#or that I WANT to see him abuse her???#its just the guy in the show while clearly controlling and abusive (emotionally and financially so far)#...I don't believe he's the guy who's presence was so horrid and disgusting MONSTERS avoided him#I wouldn't call him /Smelly/#in the book his abuse (all forms) is much more overt#(and just to be painstakingly clear: abuse doesn't have to be overt to be abuse)#but the guy in the show does not have the same presence as the guy in the book#book Gabe is menacing#he growls and he threatens and both Sally and Percy have developed very specific responses to deal with it#I've seen one take saying that people can't recognize the abuse in the show because its not physical (yet?)#but even disregarding the physical abuse entirely#if you compare the book scene and TV show scene of Percy arriving home and he and Sally readying for Montauk#there is a pretty stark difference in tone#and in how both Sally and Percy interact with Gabe#in the book Sally goes out of her way to avoid /provoking/ Gabe and asks Percy to do the same until they can leave for Montauk#and Gabe is just itching for any excuse to keep them home#and imo if Book Sally had said the things that show Sally did to Gabe#Gabe wouldn't have let them gone!#and again im not saying that the show's depiction is nonabusive#or unrealistic#im saying its simply /different/ than the book#and im upset that it doesn't feel like dynamic depicted the book#and no book sally is no simpering wilting flower#but she's also not what they depicted in the show either#pjo adaptation#sally jackson#pjo
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[ cw: dismemberment / ]
I think a lot about how Leo’s rescue could have easily ended in him losing a leg as the portal snaps shut on the Krang still clutching the limb, or, alternatively, only having Leo’s right arm make it out, still held dearly in his brother’s hand as the rest of Leo is left behind. (The latter hits even harder, as it directly parallels his future self in the worst of ways.)
I think a lot about how so many things could have gone wrong during the course of the movie with even a little bit of a change, but it really is harrowing how much of a coin-flip the entirety of the Prison Dimension rescue was.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rottmnt headcanons#rise leo#dismemberment /#if literally any part of the prison dimension rescue was different it would have ended Very Badly#mikey came in clutch for doing the impossible in the first place#raph grabbing leo and not once letting go was vital#and donnie directly hitting the krang was essential#hell leo having the ability to reach out at all in the state he was in was a miracle#listen I think about the prison dimension a lot if you couldn’t tell#for the next tags:#strangulation mention /#physical trauma induced mutism /#potential death mention /#potential sibling death mention /#barely it mainly focuses on if he lives but /#I also think about how Leo’s trachea could have easilyyy given out as Raph (krangified) was choking him#can you imagine the last words raph hearing from his little brother being I’m sorry?#he’d likely live as the hamato bros are built different but imagine if he straight up can’t talk again after#the bros having no idea what Leo’s plan is but they suddenly feel him disappear with the portal#or also#imagine all he gets out in his hoarse voice is to beg Casey to close the portal before his family HEARS the sudden silence like a knife#even if he gets saved his voice may be wrecked or even gone for good#what am I writing wait-#also for my point on leo losing his arm paralleling his future self#imagine fate being a thing in this world but a VERY situational thing#imagine it makes it so that leo has to lose a limb#but not just that - it also ties his presence directly with the Krang’s - so if the Krang’s somewhere else…so is he
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WAIT WAIT WAIT CHERIK MPREG IS CANON
i cannot stress enough how canon cherik mpreg is, yes my friend
#snap chats#i could elaborate in the main body but i cant distract from the epic statement 'cherik mpreg is canon'#ill elaborate down here tho LOL. not extensively Just Enough to provide context#anyways 90's run where erik's on his bullshit as per usual and at some point rips the adamantium out of logan's body#which causes charles to . how do you even describe what happens Like He Invades Erik's Mind To Get Him To Cut That Shit#cause this was just The Final Straw at that point#but the problem is while charles is in erik's mind. And I Quote. Paraphrase Whatever Its Been A Minute#'something implants itself within charles' and onslaught just kinda festers in the back of charles' mind for a while#and onslaught is basically just. every evil/dark/wrong thought charles has ever had + erik's rage and 'lust for power'#my exact memory of events gets hazy here but im p sure charles abandons his body for a bit which enables onslaught to take over#aaaand yeah we have that thing running around now. kinda. we made a pocket dimension to escape it.#onslaught returns in krakoa after being implanted in a mutant named lost#and onslaught would feed off the lost time in-between resurrections#like say you die monday and get brought back wednesday- all of tuesday goes to feeding onslaught#he doesnt actually Show Up show up for most of it hes more of a looming presence which i fw#and then he tries to get everyone to kill each other at the gala while making charles delete back-up data#onslaught does physically appear by the end of onslaught revelation once charles snaps out of the mind control at the gala#and erik's checking on him and Im Pretty Sure just by virtue of them being next to eachother onslaught manifests#cute shit really !!!!! but yeah thats a very VERY quick (and prob a lil wrong) rundown of onslaught's premise
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its so important to me that ivan hws russia is not just a tall beefy guy but a big tall fat man. he is 6'7 and he is fat and he is majestic. do u understand my vision?
#hws russia#aph russia#so i have never forgotten this guy i saw on the tube once#he was so tall and he had this magnificent belly and he was wearing a waistcoat and suit with a fucking watch chain#he looked so elegant and gorgeous ive never forgotten him#also this guy i went to uni w who was likewise super tall and also fat and his presence his fuckin physical presence was phenomenal#i hope u understand anyway thats ivan. for me.#he is Gigantic. a big big love. as the pixies wisely said.
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we are such a fucking tragedy, you and i
#fall out boy#fob#ybc#youngblood chronicles#*mine#*art#id in the alt text#eye strain#potentially anyway...figure i might as well just to be safe#this pose was a nightmare and im still not happy w it...#i messed up the lighting in this but who cares#anyway consider this a spiritual successor to that patrick and andy piece#ybc and the nature of physical touch is so rich a theme i could write a whole thesis on it#and for these two. the only times patrick and joe lay hands on each other in the physical world it is in death#it is while patrick is corrupted into a murderous version of himself laying hands on his friend to kill him#as joe frantically fights him off. refusing to do so lethally and dying because of it.#the next time they touch it is joe hugging patrick in forgiveness in heaven#their physical presences exist in collision with one another; with an explosive and a far-reaching impact#and then gone and disseminated into nothingness. with little but the cratered remnants left behind#they are the consequences. they are the fallout.#the narrative resonates from the magnitude of what transpires between them. in guilt and in desolation and in silence#they are a TRAGEDY
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Pentious’s sweet smile stayed on his face for a few seconds before it twisted into something more akin to a grimace. A few more eyes opened around his head, all of them gold instead of glittering red.
#pepper's art#hazbin hotel#sir pentious#god hazbin hotel#tw eye contact#cw eye contact#scopophobia#no el isnt physically present here#his presence is implied XD#ive been wanting to draw something like this for a while and then i got back into welcome home uwu#and MAN is that fandom PERFECT for creepy staring!#anyway this is the 'you done goofed' face and you should run if its ever aimed at you-#no red irises = oh s h i t#fanart#heavenly serpent au
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than copy-paste my ask w/out the stuff about his acting bc the rest of the stuff i said is still completly valid. i don't get why stans refuse to even admit that their fav is some times a bad person and call them out on their bullshit. you can still like him without ignoring or excusing his shitty behavoir
"not trying to start anything i really want to hear your and other ppls opinions. after seeing that redit video today abt the onset fight combined with other stuff glenn has said and done like the antivax stuff. im starting to really dislike glenn. he acts like a self obsessed tool all the time but so many stans baby him so much that they refuse to see or say anything about it [deleted] but maybe you or others have reasons to stan him pls share bc im clearly missing somthing. i dont want to not like him but hes making it very hard"
(the Reddit video being Rob talking about how Glenn freaked out during the filming of The Gang Saves the Day because he didn't feel comfortable getting "shot" in the scene with Dee killing all of them and threw a tantrum on set)
First of all, I don't think anyone refuses to admit Glenn is anything but perfect, and I also don't think anyone excuses his "shitty behaviour," but while you only may have just become aware of this moment, it was first brought to light in 2017, right before Glenn left the show "for good" and has kinda been hashed to death. If you're genuinely asking 'why is no one talking about Glenn's temper tantrums from 8+ years ago,' idk how to answer that question other than: why would we be? It's just not relevant
We know, from set stories and Glenn himself, that Glenn has gone through many ups and downs on the set of Sunny. He's spoken quite a bit about how his attitude has ruined the vibe and created a lot of tension in the writers room and on set before, and it's something he needed Rob to bring to his attention in Season 11 because he couldn't recognise it harmed other people (and that's what led him to realise he needed to walk away). I think it's not, like, a hidden or dismissed aspect of his personality that he's a diva, even today after righting his attitude and returning, he still tends to "method act" to a degree when he's playing Dennis and comes off a certain way
So yes, he's been "exposed" as a brat on set and a little entitled in general, and he's got some questionable views on health, for sure and I think that can make you dislike him and if that's so...that's fine. I don't think anyone in this fandom cares if you do or don't, honestly, but that works both ways.
People who post about Glenn in fond ways aren't going to disclose that they know he's entitled and centrist every time they post anything about him, but whenever something does happen/come out, people do criticise it in the moment. The Podcast brought a lot to light and it seemed like weekly we were scrutinizing something RCG said but, like, there's genuinely nothing Glenn has done in the past year that the fandom has chosen to ignore for the sake of excusing his shitty behaviour...? Are we supposed to rehash dead and buried RCG drama just because it was reposted to a different platform?
I get if you're just learning about him as a person now it can be weird to see most people who are actively talking about him seem to just be stanning him blindly, but that's really not true. The TASP days are just behind us, and Glenn's PR is very strong with his gay whiskey tour front and center (and you're asking me lol).
As to providing you with reasons for stanning him... just search "Glenn Howerton Interview" on Youtube.. or watch this one .. and if you don't get it, you probably just don't like him and that's fine, lol he'll probably get you eventually if you're around long enough
#i think its funny when i get asks like this lowkey like#what about me meeting him a dozen times makes you tihnk im gonna give an unbiased opinion#i mean. ill TRY#but you know once you're like. physically in his presence. and he smiles at you with that vampire grin. its game over.#glenn howerton does shots with you at nyc pride what are you gonna do.. say no? youre a bit of a cunt?#thats the appeal baby#call my body mind and soul bewitched#also yk. the fact that hes the queer one helps over here lol#ask#glenn howerton#discourse#ig idk
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So often in media, when abuse is talked about, the little boys in the household are shown to be combative - the "protector" of the family (an utterly depraved and insane idea). What makes Simon's younger self portrayal so special to me is that he's none of these things as a child. He was scared, timid, because he was just a kid in a horrifying situation. Being a male should not strip you of the right to involuntary responses that come with being abused.
This is not to say that the former example does not exist in the real world, because it very much does - it's just usually the only example of a young boy in an abusive household. Though the themes itself are not pleasant, I am incredibly happy to see representation of the quote-on-quote "softer" side of men who faced abuse growing up.
#Simon is very well written all together#so so good seeing the big strong man archetype with stress responses associated with women because its REALISTIC.#there is one scene where Simon gets physical with his father - when he himself is grown and in the military and his father is ill#off the top of my head i csnt remember the specific reasoning why Simon snapped but thats not the reason i brought it up#every other chance Simon gets he actively chooses to avoid his father as much as humanely possible#we see multiple scenes where his mother is encourging him to at least say goodbye to him#and Simon adamantly (rightfully) refuses because his father's presence makes him unwell to his core#he is not a fight response guy to me. hardcore flighter#avoidance - workaholic - NEEDS to be busy - etc#hate hate HATE when the fandom sees him as an angry guy. simon is genuinely not an aggressive person at his core#i mean fuck... he doesnt even try to get revenge on roba after he's escaped - not until roba has wronged people he loved#and... he didnt torture him. not even a little. it wouldve been a very clean death if roba hadnt run#simon is a level 100 avoider when it comes to harm befallen him#my points of this post are: 1. simon riley is incredibly important to me as an abuse victim#2. simon riley is incredibly important all together and amazing representation of an abuse survivor#Call of Duty#COD: Modern Warfare#Simon Riley#[ RJ ]#[ SEMI-AUTOMATIC MOUTH ]
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rewatching the low low price job and noticed that the beer eliot brings to his dad's house is from the bridgeport. he could have just swung by a gas station and grabbed a sixer but he on-purpose carried this one with him from oregon to oklahoma. he wanted so bad to sit down with his dad and get to tell him about the brew pub. maybe he'd think the beer tasted ok, and maybe he'd think eliot turned out ok. and then none of that happened
#episodes that make me sad forever. the way eliot's shame is a physical presence#'hey dad remember how you didn't want me in the army? well I went and then I fell down a deep hole for 10 years and did the worst things#a person can do. anyways how you been' <- the only way eliot can imagine that conversation going#man. does his dad even know he's still alive. I'm not sure which answer is less sad#leverage
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Just watched Grimm: "Map of the Seven Knights" and I continue to be impressed with just how much this show let Monroe be emotional.
I don't know if people appreciate just how incredibly important it is to see a male identified character emote. It is so necessary to show not only a dude be demonstratively upset with grief and sadness but that Grimm gives absolutely no judgement from any of the other characters toward Monroe for expressing those feelings.
Even when Monroe apologizes, the other characters in the scene are quick to express that it's fine. Because it IS fine. It's absolutely and incredibly fine to sob when seeing your beloved family member murdered in front of you. It's fine to have an emotional reaction to your ex girlfriend giving her life for yours. It's fine to have an emotional reaction to your friend being killed in your house while you were distracted by impulsivity. It's fine to have an emotional reaction to being kidnapped and tortured and threatened with violent death for simply loving your partner. And it's fine to get choked up when trying to express gratitude for being saved from said experience. AND it's fine to have the same reaction to having a flashback that your partner talks you back from.
I hold true that Monroe was and is such an important character for people who society identifies as guys to see. The expectation of being stoic or emotionally constipated or angry over sad is such a powerful thread in the fabric of how a lot of culture views masculinity. Having permission to express emotions is so important. And seeing a character that is incredibly strong and intelligent be validated to express emotions is super heckin' important.
And, as always, Silas delivered those performances in truth and realness. Nothing seemed forced or posed. I truly miss seeing acting like that and wish I could see more of it in genre shows. Or perhaps I'm just currently enamored by my fixation too much to notice it in other media.
At any rate, dudes deserve fuller representation.
Ladies deserve that too but for completely different reasons that I'd need a whole other entry to delve into.
And us nonbinary people? Well, we're getting along with what we've got. Like...3 people. But, you know what, I'll take it.
Bottom line, showing guys that are allowed to have a full range of emotions on screen and in media allows guys in the real world to (hopefully) feel permission to express those emotions in a healthier way. We need healthy emotions to be healthy and safe people. And we need validation and to feel safe expressing them.
So, there.
#I swear in my head this was a five sentence max entry#This post is for me because I don't think anyone else will read it#Silas Weir Mitchell#Monroe Grimm#Grimm Monroe#NBC grimm#Grimm NBC#The scene where Monroe was presented with Felix killed me#And when he had to tell the person in German that Felix couldn't come to the phone and his voice broke?#I mean c'mon#Nick just letting him go through it and offering presence to witness but not intrude on his grief process was perfect#I know fans might've preferred Nick to offer some physical or emotions support but#That woulda been out of character for Nick and sometimes support is just being witness to without judgement#Anyway I just really liked the whole Monroe becoming aware of Felix's death sequence#And I wanted to share it here#felix dietrich
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How come Arcane fans so casually forget that Viktor has muscle? This man is NOT a twink
#that’s right i said MAN#i swear if i see another person infantilize viktor i will personally shut down their entire internet presence#stop mischaracterizing viktor- he is more than capable and some of you have completely missed the mark when it comes to what he represents#his disability is not there for you to latch onto and label him as weak and thereby defenseless. he is one of the strongest#characters IN SPITE of his physical “limitations”#keep the muscular dignity in his name i swear to god#viktor arcane#he’s toned and for what. so that we can baby him? he would DESPISE the way some of you talk about him
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no one look at me while I let him ruin every aspect of my life
#general maximus has been hitting hard recently#someone he just seems extra regal and majestic here#talk about a man who LOOKS like a general#not just the way he dresses but the way he holds himself#his carriage his presence his posture his command#his authority is humble yet powerful#i am once again indulging in the fantasy of him laying me down on a bed of wolf pelts and talking me through everything he wants to do#anything you say sweet man as long as it involves you and me in flagrante delicto for hours at a time#i just. i NEED his deep growly voice gently whispering in my ear#he looks so unbelievable in this armor and winter wear#but you know what he would look better in?#absolutely nothing in my bed#the necklace can stay but everything else goes#y’all!! i can’t help it!#physically cannot stop thinking about how snuggly and warm we would get under the covers together#it’s winter time and very cold where i live#and i NEED this man#he can have all my love and time and energy and loyalty and dedication#if he’ll just! touch me or something!!#hug me squeeze me birds and the bees me maximus#my big cozy bear of a husband i need his handprints all over me#general maximus does it for me every time#i am eternally kissing up his sweet perfect face and getting that armor strewn all over my bedroom floor#come and get me maximus! i am all yours for the asking!#you have a permanent reservation in the hotel de jane#gladiator#maximus#maximus decimus meridius#gladiator 2000#russell crowe
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“we need more morally grey characters” y’all can’t even handle thanatos hadesgame!
#hades#hades game#thanatos#like he was just mentally ill and autistic#and wasn’t always sweet and kind to people cus of it#he apologized for it all and yet people treat him as irredeemable and an abuser#strange but. whatever#hypnos is just a side character no shade#i never saw people form their opinion on a main character because of a few resolved interactions with a side character#honestly i thought some of the interactions with zagreus were worse but the point was they communicated and worked through it#thanatos was far too dependent on zagreus and having his physical presence around#their entire route was trying to work through that
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