#but nooooooooooooooooooo

[manto-m8]

Progress of this thing here: o o x ...

Rambling and tags under the cut:

hmmhmhmhh me tireddddddddddddddddd

another progress update, the visor thingy is going to kill me because i don't know how to shade it mwahhshahaahah

her teeth might need a little bit more depth, they look a little bit too 2d for my liking

probably not going to draw something so complex next time [not that i have the time for it anyways :p]

anyhowwwww, one of the things i DO like about this whole thing is the necklace/choker/collar thing that uzi got from nori, is a little bit clunky but it ended up looking really nice from afar [even if the 002 doesn't appear lol]

i really need to train like, every technique honestly [very amateurish use of perspective, color and shadows; like what the hell am i thinking aaaaaaaaaaaa]

[rosicheeks]

☹️

[midnightcaptions]

I have so much to do today but so much I WANT to do instead and it's really quite unfair!!

[rjalker]

once again attempted to put on a binder and failed miserably. this is a size large. I weigh 113lbs. How in the absolute fuck is anyone putting these on to begin with, let alone binding safely?????

I was like "okay well this is probably a medium so I could just get a large -- " and then I checked the tag. And it is a large.

what in the absolute fuck.

I should not have to buy a size XL just to put the damn thing on. My chest is only as wide sideways as my fucking rib cage requires. how in the absolute fuck is anyone else supposed to be able to wear these things if this is what's considered "large"????????????????????

(feel free to reblog btw)

[spectordameron]

The Resistance base maintains two primary X-Wing squadrons, code-named Red and Blue. Blue Squadron is the primary line of defense for the base, with Red Squadron flying as support. Commander Poe Dameron leads both squadrons, under the callsign Black Leader - not as an indication of a separate squadron, but to denote his specialized fighter, Black One. (The Force Awakens Visual Dictionary)

so obviously, Soule straight up ignored this when crafting the Poe comics and I think it's simultaneously a shame because it fits in more with the overall vibe of the Resistance and because it feels wildly counter intuitive to the reason that Soule says he likes Poe: that Poe feels like he's everyone's best friend.

But in the same breath, Soule decided to make the very specific decision to ignore a very interesting bit of worldbuilding and character building (Poe being a dork and loving his ship so much he names himself after it, yeah I know that's right) to make a Super Special Squadron of Poe's Closest Friends and then we never see any of the rest of the Resistance in the entire series with the exception of one small cameo from Statura in an issue feels like a very odd choice, especially when you consider how neglected Poe's friendships even with Black Squadron is: if anyone who read those comics hadn't read Before the Awakening, they surely wouldn't know Karé knew Poe all the way back in his New Republic days and that she flew in his squadron and followed him to the Resistance; I don't even think she and Poe hold (1) conversation at all in the entire series. Poe and Snap have a lot more moments, and there's the occasional reference to Poe and Jess talking offscreen, but, yeah - the comics feel oddly isolated in a way that feels very contradictory to the reason that Soule claims to like Poe.

A better writer might have done something interesting with the way Poe feels increasingly closed off/isolated from his squadron of his allegedly closest friends, in the fallout of having spent so long being uncertain if he could trust them. But instead, if the intent to explore that was there, it seems incidental to Soule's desire for fun Mission Impossible style adventures and gets swept under the rug; and it's certainly a recurring pattern. The current comic run wants us to believe so badly that Lando is adored by the masses in the Rebellion, to the point that his betrayal and command's subsequent desire to execute him, has to be kept secret because it would be a colossal blow to morale - but we never actually see any of the "everyone in the Rebellion loves Lando", it all happens offscreen and falls flat. Unless Holdo fucking him counts.

Truly, the more I sit and ponder on the comics, the less I like the choices Soule made, and wish someone else had written them, and the funniest thing is I think the only reason I've started turning a critical eye on them is because of how poorly the current Star Wars run is being written by him.

[matrim-cauthons-hat]

welp warhammer.com aint accepting my payment info and im fucked i i kno why. maybe cos its a public holiday here? maybe just cos its a shit site? hell's bells i thought the whole point of a company was to sell products like shouldnt they make the process as easy as possible gorramit

[medicalunprofessional]

[aroace-rizgukgak]

Imagine if people started saying "umm if you're not lgbt you shouldn't play an lgbt character" about dimension 20 that'd be fucking hysterical. Brennan would be DISTRAUGHT

[sergle]

realistically, I don't need a new baby, Hugo is plenty, but eeueuUuUUHHH AWUWWWHHU AUUUUHHH

[bozo7834]

I FINISHED AMPHIBIA NOOOOOOOOO

[godbirdart]

apparently it is adhd awareness month and i am once again reminded of the half-filled adhd assessment questionnaire my doctor gave me a couple years ago still neatly stuffed in a drawer with a feeling of overwhelming shame

at this point i'm too embarrassed to finish it and hand it in

[backmarkerr]

ok a terrible thing has happened to my wallet (i found out i can buy old racing magazines on ebay)

[akaneenaka33]

...So the dragon gods definitely have favorites.

gods: *gently set confused dragon warriors on earth* gods: It's the crimson dragon's will, so here you go! *pat pat pat* dragon warriors: wait we're missing- gods: yeah yeah that one. one sec. *insert whatever torture it is they plan to put Zeno through before tossing him back into an immortal life.* gods: Aight we're done. YEET-

I will be writing an essay. Just... not now I'm too exhausted from all that emotion because geez.

ON THAT NOTE, HOWEVER. NO ONE'S TALKING ABOUT HOW THE GODS ARE PLANNING TO PUNISH ZENO, AND THEN SEND HIM BACK TO HIS IMMORTAL LIFE ON EARTH?!?!?!? HIS "PUNISHMENT" AND IMMORTALITY ARE BEING STATED AS TWO SEPARATE THINGS. WHAT ARE THEY GOING TO DO TO ZENO???? MY BOY. HASN'T HE SUFFERED MORE THAN ENOUGH?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

Kinda wanna make a continuation of this comic bc angst and whump and exploring the potential effect of Zeno's torture session on him aka TRAUMA let me know if you're interested it will fuel my hyperfixation.

[mintytealfox]

angst, angst I say!! How much worst would it be if Norton had the touch of tuberculosis?

oh GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSSHH 😭😭😭😭

add a bit of BLOOD to those coughs and AAAAAAAHHH 😭😭😭😭

Like TB is infectious but can only be caught if you spend a lot of time with the person infected with it. So in Norton's case if Benny had it, then Norton would too, sense it seems like Norton only really spent time with Benny and a lot of time at that, enough to catch a thing like TB. orz Gee thanks Benny....

"Treatment Early diagnosis, adequate diet, rest, and fresh air could help some people recover or at least have a remission. However, such care wasn't an option for the poor <---------- 🙃

Death rate In 1882, TB killed one out of every seven people living in the United States and Europe

Leading cause of death In 1899, TB, also known as "consumption", was the leading cause of death worldwide

in the early 1900s, even under the best conditions, 50% of people with TB died within five years"

Bro would 95% be on his way OUT orz Bro would be at the point of: find a bed, lay in it, and calling it a life DX NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

*points at* vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv Doc Holiday

talk about not caring anymore and just collecting as MUCH money as he can in ANY WAY that he can. Like, he is gonna die soon anyway so why not grab all the money he can get his hands on for as long as he can.

the key years that might have helped him survive it were gone and wasted in the mines anyway, so, thinking his fate is sealed, might as well live a life that gives him blue skies

a life of Gambling, Drinking, Travel, Blackmail, and all around not giving a FLYING F---CARE

I think he would survive longer than he thought, but still counting his days for sure.

So he would 100% accept that invitation to a fancy manor cause "why not, sure, it'll be fun to be in a fancy place for once and a life is all it costs for all that money, then I could just relax and drink when I don't feel like gambling"

Feeling that fatigue getting to him and needing more money so he can have more rest days orz

"Those with active TB can show any of the following symptoms:

Bad cough (lasting longer than two weeks).

Pain in your chest.

Coughing up blood or sputum (mucus).

Fatigue or weakness.

Loss of appetite.

Weight loss.

Chills.

Fever.

Night sweats."

Gosh DANG orz

Like the image of Da Capo in the same room as him and he just looks an absolute sweaty mess that is sort of drunk (and being drunk causing him to be more chatty)

-Norton knowing everyone is staring at him- "what..? ya can't catch it unless you're locked in a room with me, breathing the same air for a looong while." -leans forward with a smirk- "Heeeell, we can even share a kiss right now and you wouldn't get it~"

Bro would be drowning in the walls he has put up around himself and the characters he puts on. IT would take an excavator and years to get to the real him by this point ;;

But the thought of bonding with the Da Capo/(except Orpheus pff) group through shared trauma after escaping, and and just constantly having each other's backs. Even though its a lot of getting Norton out of trouble cause he keeps going back to gambling when drunk and causing problems in towns they go to.

And then the time would come when Norton ends up in a hospital and just "looks like this is my last stop..." and unable to follow the group in their efforts to run and stay safe from anything manor related that is following them.

OH and then after hearing they left town he just gets out of bed and drinks as much booze as he can and causes one last big scene that prompts those who have been following them to go after Norton only for him to blowup one more mine.

orz

[frogaroundandfindout]

Dick steps in front of a hit meant for Bruce and Tim rushes to his side. Bruce launches himself at Alex swearing that no one else will die because of him. (Infinite crisis #7)

[usertoxicyaoi]

"But, in that case, if I tell him he's wrong, that would mean that I don't hate him. In other words ..."

MY PERSONAL WEATHERMAN (2023). Episode 2.