#but no im stuck with this until i die! :)

[puppyeared]

its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously

[gayciate]

🎃 HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!

I have to post some Encanto Monster AU Headcanon jumpscare right now!!!!! Not everyone, but a few of them!

Isabela - Werewolf (Or, Werejaguar rather) + OK OK OK Hear me out on this one, see my vision????? Most of the time, she looks largely normal with "cute" features that many find appealing like the little kitty ears, fangs, and tail + BUT were-jaguar form is absolutely shit your pants terrifying horrific, something she was made to feel ashamed of for its wildness and unattractiveness + Spends pre-movie full moons fully barricaded in her locked room, tangled up in her own vines to keep herself contained - everything she bottles up comes out and is entirely out of control, her wild side is trying sososo hard to get out and she's literally, physically restraining it + Always ends up with an absolutely shredded room the night after the moon, snaps at anyone who ever mentions it or attempts to help her out + Post-movie after she comes to accept every part of herself and grow into her own, she starts to gain control over the beast form and spend more time in it willingly, no longer ashamed of looking "ugly" or acting as anything less than perfect

Luisa - Gargoyle + A powerful stone guardian that guards the family home restlessly + She doesn't actually need to sleep, but does go into a dormant "statue" state when exposed to direct sunlight. + Incredibly physically sturdy but not immune to damage. She can crack and break, though her pieces can be put back in place if they fall + It is debatable if she can feel pain in the same way more flesh-based beings can. She does not need to eat or breathe and cannot drown + While she has wings, she is too heavy to properly fly and uses them more to shield others from danger or glide short distances

Mirabel - Satyr + A real silly billy, she's got the fuzzy legs of a goat and little tiny horns under her hair + She's very musically inclined and can play several different instruments. She's creative, clever, and loves to frolic in the sun! + Her charisma stat is absolutely off the charts, others often find it very easy to relax around her as her monster species is not particularly threatening or associated with danger + Often faces underestimation and struggles with not being taken seriously. Her lack of scariness coupled with her inhuman nature can be a cause of direct bullying that more threatening monsters may not have to deal with.

Dolores - Vampire + Oppoisite Isabela, she's a little withdrawn and shy, probably has big ole' sensitive bat ears with perfect pitch detection + Veeeery sensitive to light and sound, she enjoys the quiet of night and often sleeps during the day + She can turn into a little bat and flutter around, but sometimes forgets she's easy to miss like that and jumpscares people who thought they were alone in a room + She's capable of sitting in complete silence for extended periods of time and is extremely patient. Her night-vision is impeccable. + Rumors have spread that she can read minds and has some psychic abilities, but these are entirely unfounded. She's just perceptive and very nosey.

Camilo - Changeling + A funky fey dude, taken in as a baby by Pepa and Félix when he was found abandoned in the wood + He's strongly attuned to magic in the environment and specializes in illusionist tricks + He has pointy ears, sharp teeth, and unnatural eyes that reflect light in the dark but shifts to a more human look most of the time to blend in with others + Quietly a little insecure about what he really is when he looks in the mirror without a disguise but tries not to dwell on it for too long

Antonio - Chimera + A strange little mix of creatures, he's got the upper half of a human with the lower half of a jaguar. He's also got the wings of an Andean condor, ears of a tapir, and an anaconda's tail! + The little dude climbs, flies, and swims - he's an ATV with endless energy who loves to shove himself into tight spaces to explore + Outgoing and a bit wild, he easily befriends other animals but sometimes finds people wary of him. He is very careful with his claws and fangs, but parents sometimes worry that he'll play too rough and hurt their kids. This makes him very sad! + Incredibly intelligent and inquisitive, he is active for long periods of time before collapsing into a nap and restarting the cycle

Bonus Augustín & Julieta - Headless horseman and Parrot Harpy I think Augustín would be like the headless horseman and constantly (literally) lose his head and Julieta would be a parrot harpy with colorful, blue plumage - incredibly intelligent and caring for her kids

[angellurgy2]

i'm sorry. it's not easy, but you can find joy. its small moments, focusing on the sun hitting your skin and warming it just right or staring at the moon and realizing how quiet it is at night. sometimes you cant do it and thats okay. other times you can focus really hard on it and the hurt gets quieter for just a second. thats all you need to start. you're not soulless, you're hurting and you can get better. i know everything sucks but it can get better, you have to make it better. its not easy at all and it takes forever but you can get there i promise. it can get better. you deserve to get better.

-juniper

yeah im sorry but thats just not true for me. the only thing that brings me any semblance of joy anymore is socializing and no one talks to me cuz they all hate me and wont even let me attempt to talk bc im bad at it and i cant do anything myself abt it bc im bad and untrained so. no sources of joy in sight anyway. it never gets better, ive been on a consistent downtrend for years and ive never felt more vulnerable and alone and soulless. sorry to be sad on ur nice anon but theres just nothing left like u say, nothing to go to at all. the hurt hasnt gotten quieter in forever.

[miiiwu]

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[sculien]

finally getting actual internet installed next weekend so ill no longer have to deal with this stupid ass tmobile internet anymore 🥲🥲🥲this is the worst internet i've ever had, idk how they're selling it as actual "home internet" when its basically just a wannabe hotspot 🙄

i'll be able to gif again AND GAME!!!!!!!

[cupiditzy]

while im busy with my thesis, i’d like to share some old concept sketches from a while back of some soft sylvie/strahd moments!! i hope to have new work to share soon (‘:

[nomairuins]

its so embarassing likee. going to talk abt a feeling you have but you already know ppl will be like Oh that sounds like depression lol and its like. well yes . i know . trust me i am so aware i am depressed . but its still like a thing ive been thinking abt and wanting to talk abt but ik itll just be like Ok hun 👍. idk idk what response i would want tho ig FNFNFNF

[cetoddle]

i truly believe i’ve hit a new low tonight

[halloweendeity]

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[houl-eater]

i am perfectly capable of hurting people and being insufferable. i realize this. and it doesnt make me an inherently bad person, it makes me just like everyone else.

[carbonbasedmatter]

they should give you a minimum 20 years after coming back from school to rest and process everything that happened

[deadestofdoves]

You know what I hate? Even when I'm trying to do less than the bare minimum when my mom is in pain, I still show more care than she does when I'm in pain. Like today, her feet really hurt, so I let her slow down, lean against stuff, and eventually sit. But one time when my legs were in pain and we were on a walk she walked so far ahead I couldn't even see her anymore and another time I literally had ice packs taped to my legs because the pain was unbearable and she had the audacity to get angry that I didn't want to go for a walk with her

[bunnybisexual]

i am notttttt feeling it today besties. and by it i mean. life

[unexpectedbrickattack]

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[the-togepi-man]

I'm sure whomever has had your dick is desperate for more there is literally no way that's not the case

Its literally not the case ahaha- and thats ok!

[szayelapowo]

did a thing idk