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yukioos · 3 days ago
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TWO OF HEARTS
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SUMMARY: ashley graham x reader x leon kennedy // leon and ashley try to gain your love in spain through various acts.
WARNINGS: not proofread, mentions of ashley’s kidnapping (not by reader or leon), jealousy, reader’s really unaware of how they’ve fallen head both like her, ashley and leon don’t really like each other
AUTHORS NOTE: sorry i’ve been so inactive! i’ve been drowning in homework lately, but i had no homework today so i decided to write! i’ll try to be more active in the future, but anyway, here’s my first leon/ashley writing! send asks if you want some more content about either one of them :3 this is 0.6k words, but not really a full on oneshot?? just ideas
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when you and leon get sent by the president to rescue his daughter from a village in spain, your friend decides it’s the perfect time to get closer to you. although the mission is supposed to be all serious, considering you’re dealing with the president’s daughter, he can’t help but notice you’re oblivious to his advances and compliments.
unfortunately, as he attempts to get to know you better, you keep the objective in your head: find and save ashley. of course, it’s always good to stay focused on the task, but he wishes you’d have more fun at the time.
another thing that would be a pain in his ass at times was ashley. for some reason, she’s taken a liking to you as well and trails behind you like a lost puppy. she’s always complimenting you, whether it’s about your skills or your outfit, or how you can lift something heavier than two times her weight.
all those words from her make leon’s blood boil. he has a job to do, but she isn’t making it any easier.
however, he can’t blame her for finding herself attracted to you. you’re everything anyone could ever want, the most perfect thing, sculptured by god himself.
leon tries to gain your attention by laying his hand on your waist or hip, occasionally rubbing the space with his thumb. of course, he likes to protect you because it makes him feel masculine, and he can be depended on. sometimes he tells little jokes just to see your eyes squint, especially in a high-stress situation. he places his jacket over your shoulder when he sees a single hair on your arm perk up, or goosebumps form on your arms or legs. he always feels a surge of pride flow through him once he sees his dark brown coat on your body.
ashley, however, isn’t too fond of leon’s actions. she’s thankful he’s taking part in saving her, but prefers to be a few steps behind you instead. she’s always chatting your ear off and smiling at you sweetly, using her manners whenever you do something kind for her (leon tells her that you’re just doing your job, and she always rolls her eyes when he makes that comment). she always blushes and giggles when you gently place a hand on her back, guiding her where she needs to be, like a schoolgirl talking to her crush on the phone. being kidnapped by a cult was traumatizing, but she hated the thought of returning to her father and never seeing you again, supposing you’d be busy on other important missions. maybe she’ll ask her father to invite you over for dinner so she can properly thank you.
the unspoken rivalry between the blondes grows far too strong, one will grin as the other crosses their arms or scoffs when they’re not feeling noticed by you. they’ll both be shoulder-to-shoulder with you, ashley’s head tilting as she looks deep into your eyes, trying to flirt with you. meanwhile, leon will stay silent and tell you what the next task should be, all with a large arm around your waist.
you’ll compliment ashley on her adorable skirt, asking her where she got it, and she’ll respond with a cheery smile on her face. within a second, she’ll send a smirk towards leon, and his expression hardens as he glares at her.
your obliviousness frustrates them both, even telling you they love you or want to be more than friends would only be a compliment towards you! you’d take it as they see you as an important person in their life, or they want to be best friends. the blonde finds humor in the other’s frustrations, feeling closer to you once the other fails to tell you how they’ve fallen head over heels for you.
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sweatyracoon · 1 day ago
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Perv! Skz! Headcannons
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Warnings: Perv behavior, obsessed Skz!, smut, unsuspecting reader, actions of weirdos
A/n: MDNI, just my thoughts on how they would behave were they perverts <3
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Perv! Chan- 2/10
Conflicted eternally once he starts having these thoughts about you. He wouldn't act on them because he respects boundaries and cares for your comfort.
Didn't see you that way until you started wearing more revealing clothes. A short white tee during one if your walks. Low and behold, it rained.
Your pink lace bra/bare chest appeared through the wet material, making the poor boy flush.
He didn't have an umbrella, so he used his large frame to cover you until you could find shelter. He wouldn't even look at you, unable to breathe when he does so.
He always saw you as a kind friend up until that moment. He always knew you were beautiful, but when he caught glimpse of your torso, glimmering with the combination of rain water and dim lighting, he thought you a god(dess) in disguise.
Since then, he would gift you clothes that were either a little too small, or crop tops. You never realized it was more for him than you, seeing as that was your style anyway.
He loves being able to dress you the way he wants, and relishes in the way you thank him, hugging him tightly so he can feel all of your curves underneath the thin cotton.
He also loves the way you smell. Your shampoo and perfume make a perfect seductive concoction, making him dizzy and unable to concentrate.
When he hugs you from behind, he would quietly inhale, eyes rolling back, a small smile on his face.
He likes holding your hand in his, seeing the size difference. It's not necessarily a size kink, he just likes knowing that he can mold his into yours in different ways.
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Perv! Lee Know- 9/10
Not afraid to be excessive.
He would grab at your ass, but you thought nothing of it because he does it to literally everyone.
His hands would longer a bit longer, though .
Sometimes he would come to stand behind you without you noticing, and when you move to step back, you hit his hard chest, turning to look at his stoic face.
He likes being in close proximity of you, feeling calmer knowing you were there.
He would wrap his arms around your waist to bring you down on his lap, cuddling you tightly as you both sat.
He would massage your thighs, sometimes going a bit too high, brushing against the inner lining that reaches your jean zipper.
He would often flirt with you verbally, and also use a lot of praise when it comes to talking about you.
He likes brushing his hands against your cheeks at random, making your breath hitch, waiting for what he does next.
That damn bastard drops them with a smirk, walking away.
He would sing about you to you, making you blush.
He would randomly kiss your hand, sometimes kissing further up your arm until he reaches his neck.
One time he decided to nip at it, making you gasp. He laughed.
He would eventually make his way to your lips.
"Finally!"
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Perv! Changbin- 4/10
Total gentleman.
He had known you for a while, so it was natural to form feelings, right?
Chan told him it was okay, but his thoughts made him think otherwise.
Why is he looking at your ass when you walk away?
Why is he looking at your semi-exposed chest when you lean over?
Why is he noticing how plump and kissable your lips are?
He takes care of himself at night when the thoughts become too much, but he wakes up feeling guilty.
You were his best friend. The one that has gotten him through so much. You would probably think him disgusting if you knew.
He would hold your hand when he's stressed, and as if it were muscle memory, you would in turn wrap your entire torso around his arm, hoping to calm him down.
When he eats, you eat right with him, if not more. It becomes fun and sweet. A memorable moment for him.
When he's hyper and joking, your there to laugh with him, even if no one else does.
He loves you.
He would think that you love him too, but he then realizes all of the thoughts he had the night before.
When you saw him sitting in the studio lost in thought, you asked him what's wrong.
"Y/n?! What are you doing here?"
He jumped on the small loveseat, snatching the pillow at his side and covered his center with it.
You looked at it, getting an idea of what was wrong.
"Need some help?"
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Perv! Hyunjin - 6/10
Total lover.
He follows you like a lost puppy waiting for directions.
His eyes are always glossy when looking at you, a small smile plastered onto his face when he's near you.
He loves wrapping his long ass fingers around your thin forearm, grinning at how his hand could probably wrap around twice.
Definitely has a size kink.
Wraps his legs with yours if your lying together on the floor.
Blows at your ear to get your attention
Begs to let him draw you naked, meaning he needs you to undress in front of him for hours.
Of course you said no.
For now.
He would whine at your answer, saying he needed to see you.
Very forward about his needs with you, and how he needs you to be the one to help him.
But he does it in a way to not make you feel uncomfortable.
He came too close one day and ended up kissing the shell of your ear, making you both freeze.
Hyunjin knew he needed to do that again, but he didn't want to push too far.
He waited for you to say something.
"Do that again...just wanna see how it feels,"
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Perv! Han- 7/10
Definitely a panty sniffer.
Never been caught.
He loves when you hug him from behind, or just in general really.
Loves being close to you so he can smell you. Whether it's sweat or perfume, he could sit next to you all day. Bask in your scent.
He steals your hoodies and wears them often, hoping it will run off onto him.
He also steals a few pair of undies, sniffing them late at night as he touches himself.
His eyes glazed over when you take your own sweatshirt off, your inner shirt raising, showing your tummy.
He sees the soft flesh, and wants to shove his face into your pillow like skin. He wants to knead his first fingers into your stomach.
He bites your shoulder lightly when hes feeling particularly needy, because he can't tell you otherwise.
You think he's just being playful.
He melts when you kiss his cheek.
Lingers too long when he hugs from behind, pressing his clothed dick too close to your ass.
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Perv! Felix- 2/10
Gentleman number two.
Cares about your comfort more than anything, so tries keeping how he feels to himself.
Takes care of himself before bed or in the shower, of course, imaging you and your body.
When he's with you, he is just his normal self with slightly more blushing.
And smiling.
He would give you massages and tell you jokes as well as praise you.
He would call you beautiful at least forty times a day.
Loves hugging you from the side, just to feel you pet his head.
Also likes messing with your fingers, noticing they are slightly larger than his.
Loves when you tickle under his chin. He likes being seen as a small kitty when it comes to you.
Rests his head on your lap to hopefully feel the heat from your clothed center.
Also tries to smell between your legs when he's there.
Tries to memorize the scent.
Tries to feed you to see your tongue poke out as you take a bite.
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Perv! Seungmin - 8/10
Crazy lad this boy is.
He's significantly taller than you, so he loves standing behind you just to see his shadow against your small frame.
Likes when you look up at him with sparkling eyes.
Boops your nose, watching as you scrunch your face in response.
He likes annoying you to see your mouth open wide as you complain about his actions.
He fights the urge to shove two of his fingers down your throat to shut you up.
He really wants to see you gag on them, tears trailing down your face as you take them.
He breathes heavy when he sees you wearing his sweater, hoping you would keep it on forever.
He grabs at your knees when you sit across from each other, knowing that your ticklish there.
When you get tickled, you let out breathy moans rather than giggles. Not on purpose. It was just your thing.
And he loved it.
At least twice a day he tickles you.
Gets hard at the sounds you make, leaving you suddenly afterwards.
Licks your neck randomly just to hear you call him puppy.
He would kill to be your puppy.
He loves it when you wrap your hands around his neck in a silent threat.
He melts when he hears you say his name.
One time you spit out your gum since it lost it's flavor.
Seungmin grabbed it and popped it into his mouth, loving the taste of you.
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Perv! Jeongin - 10/10
Innocent baby that doesn't know how to deal with these feelings.
Tries to explain it but all that comes out are 'uhm' and 'uhh'.
You pet his head in comfort and he whines.
He humps your pillow in your guest room at his apartment.
You question the stains when you visit, making him blush.
Always red around you.
Can't help but brush his skin against you.
Hands everywhere.
Hates hugs unless they are from you.
Tries to grind into your side when you both cuddle. He loves feeling your soft exposed skin when your in your pajamas, making him hard immediately.
Kisses your shoulders randomly.
Drinks after you thinking it's an indirect kiss.
Uses your lip balm for the same reason.
Groans when he sees you in your bathing suit for the first time, hiding under the water in hopes his boner will go away with the cold water.
Dry fucks the stuffy you won him from a claw machine.
He never let you see it again after he stained it with his cum repeatedly.
Barely washes it since it smells like you and cum.
Thinks about wrapping his hand around your throat all day.
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rikosseen · 2 days ago
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James Lee/DG x Reader: Touch
Anon request
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DG is extremely good looking. He knows that above all things. Especially with the way his fans fawn over him. That, and because both his appearance, and self presentation account for a great percentage of his career. People are smitten by him. It’s the one asset he adores to show off. And, well, Diego has plenty to show off. He has an extraordinary talent for exceeding all that he sets his mind to. A prodigy, a genius, if you will. However, nothing had ever stuck with him, or gave him the contentment he had so desperately searched and longed for.
As his own expression matches your wide grin, he can’t help but pin the bane of his pride on not himself, but you. Yes, DG is quite honestly very humble. He’s someone with a significant other to cherish and smile up at.
The idol opens his arms, waiting for your body to slam into his.
“JIMMMMYY!!” you shout, running toward him.
DG’s mouth twitches at the ridiculous nickname, but he doesn’t budge until you snuggle your face into his chest. He gently strokes your hair, and rubs the trickle of sweat going down your neck.
“Did you see that?”
He responds by humming, and you tighten your grip on him, unable to contain the joy from winning yet another race. There’s just something so thrilling about him flaunting and betting on your success that makes you want to kick your feet.
“Let’s go grab some food,” you say, slapping his ass and skipping in front of him.
DG shakes his head, and takes out the keys to his bike from his pocket. You stop when you realise he’s not following behind you.
“HURRY UP!”
He slows down, grinning lazily. Is this guy for real? With a heavy huff, you walk back to link arms with him, and pinch the side of his stomach so that he moves. Diego mocks a hurt look, but you honestly doubt this man’s ability to get hurt.
No remorse for little rats like him.
.
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After bantering about whether to use his bike or your car, and James begrudgingly standing in the middle of the parking lot like a 5 year old, you accept your defeat by sitting on his ride. Jimmy boy lets out an amused grunt at his childish success, and tugs you closer to him with a swift motion of his hands on your thighs.
Ugh.
You instantly fold at his touch, and lean onto him, basking in the scent of his cologne. God, this man. The things he does to you.
All night, all day for sure.
You squeeze him tighter, and slowly allow your hands to slip under his shirt. Oops. Although your clinginess to James wasn’t uncommon, the intimate action still catches him off guard, and he twitches under your touch. As he swerves right, you trace the outline of his abdomen, stopping just above the area where his hips dip. To which Jimmy Boy squirms at.
The man is clutching onto his bike handles for dear life as he makes another turn. His ears are red, and he’s excessively sweating underneath his helmet. One would think that it’d take so much more to fluster James Lee. But no. The man, although very charming, had never really had any contact with anyone like this. Save for head pats to Daniel Park, the only sort of touch he was accustomed to was that relating to violence.
It’s not like James was complaining either. He didn’t hate what you were doing. So, like the nonchalant king that he is, Diego Kang just grunts until the two of you reach a nice, cozy, restaurant.
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perkwunos · 1 day ago
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Throughout the campaign, Trump has proven himself obsessed with two ideas: exerting personal control over the federal government, and exacting “retribution” against Democrats who challenged him and the prosecutors who indicted him. His team has, obligingly, provided detailed plans for doing both of these things.
This process begins with something called Schedule F, an executive order Trump issued at the end of his first term but never got to implement. Schedule F reclassifies a large chunk of the professional civil service — likely upward of 50,000 people — as political appointees. Trump could fire these nonpartisan officials and replace them with cronies: people who would follow his orders, no matter how dubious. Trump has vowed to revive Schedule F “immediately” upon returning to office, and there is no reason to doubt him.
Between a newly compliant bureaucracy and leadership ranks purged of first-term dissenting voices like former Defense Secretary Jim Mattis, Trump will face little resistance as he attempts to implement policies that threaten core democratic freedoms.
And Trump and his team have already proposed many of them. Notable examples include investigating leading Democrats on questionable charges, prosecuting local election administrators, using regulatory authority for retribution against corporations that cross him, and either shuttering public broadcasters or turning them into propaganda mouthpieces. Trump and his allies have claimed unilateral executive authority to take all of these actions. (It remains unclear which party will control the House, but Republicans will be in charge of the Senate for at least the next two years.)
Ultimately, all this executive activity is aimed at turning the United States into a larger version of Hungary — a country whose leadership and policies are regularly praised by Trump, Vice President-elect JD Vance, and Project 2025 leader Kevin Roberts.
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While the form of subtle authoritarianism pioneered in Hungary was novel in 2010, it’s well understood today. Orbán managed to come across as a “normal” democratic leader until it was too late to undo what he had done; Trump is taking office with roughly half the voting public primed to see him as a threat to democracy and resist as such. He can expect major opposition to his most authoritarian plans not only from the elected opposition, but from the federal bureaucracy, lower levels of government, civil society, and the people themselves.
This is the case against despair.
As grim as things seem now, little in politics is a given — especially not the outcome of a struggle as titanic as the one about to unfold in the United States. While Trump has four years to attack democracy, using a playbook he and his team have been developing since the moment he left office, defenders of democracy have also had time to prepare and develop countermeasures. Now is the time to begin deploying them.
Trump has won the presidency, which gives him a tremendous amount of power to make his antidemocratic dreams into power. But it is not unlimited power, and there are robust means of resistance. The fate of the American republic will depend on how willing Americans are to take up the fight.
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admiral-mason · 20 hours ago
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The Dragon, the Diver, and the Deep Sea
Abyssrium version 2: electric boogaloo because I forgot that Neuvillette and Freminet existed lmao
Only headcanons here though because I suck ass writing for these two lmao
Also this isn't related to Kokomi's, if anyone wants a part 2 to that then lemme know in the comments
Reader is Gender Neutral
This is normal SAGAU because so far most of what I've been writing is Impostor SAGAU
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So you're in Teyvat. As a god with OP abilities. Very fun.
Oh and you liked growing coral and tapping fishes on your phone when you weren't playing Genshin Impact.
As an ocean lover, the first nation you headed to once Teyvat transported you from Earth was Fontaine.
After the introduction and any fancy amenities provided by Furina and the people of Fontaine, you took some time one day to go up to Freminet-
And then you asked him if you and he could just have a little dive together.
...
Good job you've successfully broken and flustered Lyney and Lynette's adopted sibling within your first day on the continent.
Freminet suggested that you undergo training first though, since diving requires particular attention and careful actions to perform safely.
You, however, either had a 'YOLO' mindset or just wanted to see how powerful your abilities truly were because you kinda just...
...decided to bellyflop yourself into the water and freaking the frick out of Freminet.
However, to his surprise, you ascended without worry and told him that aside from your stomach hurting like hell, you could breathe without a breathing apparatus and see without a helmet.
This gave him slight relief but he still wanted to ensure your safety.
He beckoned you to stay close to him as you took in the sights- Romaritime Flowers, seahorses, crabs- organisms from your world reimagined in a more elemental and mystifying world.
...And then the vortex came.
It rapidly pulled you in its hold and prevented you from escaping; you subconsciously screamed for help and found out that you could speak underwater.
Freminet heard you and froze, unsure of the action he should take; then it swallowed him too, and plunged the two of you deep into the water.
...
...Wait, is that...!
At the bottom of the vortex was a familiar rock formation with a smiling face on it.
"OH MY GOD IT'S YOU- HI" you screamed as the (not-so) Lonely Corallite from Abyssrium glanced at you and Freminet and made a :3 face while producing vitality bubbles at a faster pace.
Freminet meanwhile is just confused, but then the fish surrounding the Corallite dragged him out of his daze and swam around him and his suit.
It turns out that the Corallite had apparently made its way to Teyvat too- and found itself lodged at the bottom of Fontaine.
Freminet found himself playing and swimming with a lot of fish. They would give him little nuzzles, circle around him, and beckon him to chase them.
Squids also playfully clung to his helmet, and sea turtles gently let him on their backs.
The sight of a few sharks initially scared him- but his fears changed to bewilderment and eventually admiration as he pet them alongside the fish.
Crabs and lobsters sat on the bottom and gently touched Freminet's hand with their pincers, never once pinching at him.
In the end the fish ended up paying more attention to him than you- that's fine, because right now you would simply sit next to the Corallite for now.
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Neuvillette was worried.
He stopped feeling your presence around Fontaine and searched all day for you.
From what information he could gather from people, the last time you were seen was in Romaritime Harbor with Freminet. Other eyewitnesses also claimed that you had apparently haphazardly jumped into the water with the diver jumping in afterward.
The hydro dragon wasted no time and jumped right into Romaritime Harbor.
He swam around in an attempt to find any traces of you- then he got stuck in a water vortex he couldn't escape from.
Somehow though, the further he got dragged down, the more he felt your presence, and the less he felt like he had to hold his breath.
(A/N: Apparently Neuvillette can drown, if anyone finds this wrong lemme know in the comments)
Eventually, the vortex led him to you and Freminet spending time with the Corallite and playing with the fish and other aquatic animals coated in a relatively simple appearance compared to Teyvat's color.
The fact that these animals simply coexist with each other with no regard for predator or prey fascinated him. Perhaps he should stick around...
...He ended up doting on and playing with a singular otter.
Taglist: @floofeh-purpi, @bl1pbl0p, @bunniotomia, @valeriele3
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tjalexandernyc · 1 day ago
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I suspect that help lines and mental health organizations are going to be swamped with people in need over the next few days and weeks.
If you are speaking to someone who is suicidal, or are suicidal yourself, I want to say a few things to hopefully demystify that.
First, it may be scary esp if this never or rarely happens to you, but passing thoughts about dying or wanting to die are a fairly normal response to extreme stress. Your brain is looking for actions to take. It is going through its catalog of possibilities. That doesn't mean it's right.
My brain, for example, often suggests we eat an entire thing of gummy bears when I know it will hurt my tummy. Same principal. A person's thoughts and urges are not them. It doesn't make you a bad person.
Now, I am not downplaying those feelings either. They may be brief, but they are very real. Many of us have a tendency to want to tell people who are thinking of killing themselves that everything will be OK, that they need to STOP. That what they're thinking & feeling is wrong.
This is a dangerous thing to do. If you tell a person who is thinking of suicide "you're wrong to be thinking like that; things aren't so bad; you're overreacting" it's 1) not very helpful and 2) makes them feel even worse.
Instead, compassion. Empathy. Listen to them. "It makes sense that you feel that way." Because it fucking does. Even if it's not how you, personally, would feel in the exact situation. (as if you could ever know that, but that's besides the point.) The point is, when a person is unmoored they are looking for a place to hold onto. You can be that landing spot for them. It doesn't feel or look like heroism because it's mostly simple stuff: listening, not arguing about the validity of their feelings, being there.
And if it's you going through it, my friend, I love you. I love you. I love you. And I'm right there with you.
Ultimately, the taboo of talking about suicide is more about a fear of emotional intensity than it is of death, though of course that is part of it. If you can be brave enough to face intense emotion, death is nothing.
Look, I'm just some guy, so you don't have to listen to me. I hope everyone can access the care they need to stay safe, but I also hope we can care for each other.
To be fully transparent, the first email I sent out this morning was to my therapist, who I haven't seen in over 3 years. I know myself; I know my patterns; I know I'm going to need help in the coming weeks and months. I am not ashamed of this.
Please do not feel ashamed if you need help too.
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starlight-archer · 21 hours ago
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i’d really appreciate a hurt/comfort payneland fic with cuddling on the couch or possibly a fic where they fuck with election ballots bc they’re ghosts and get kamala elected instead 😭 it’s been something i’ve been thinking of since before the results were out and i just think it’s be silly. thanks in advance for considering!
Here it is! Charles and Edwin enlist some American ghosts to fuck with the ballots and then cuddle! I hope you enjoy and that this lifts your spirits a bit!!
"Phew!" Charles tumbled back through the mirror, panting, Edwin not too far behind him, hands clinging to the sides of his jacket from behind. "That was a bit close for comfort, wasn't it?"
They had almost been caught, but had managed to slip away before things could get hairy. They had also made sure that their actions couldn't be tracked back to them.
"Charles, that might be the most egregious understatement that I have ever heard from you." Edwin didn't know whether to laugh or cry.
Honestly, he was still shaken from the whole experience. They didn't often pay heed to foreign politics, let alone the politics of the living, but this had been necessary. There had been no way that either if them could sit still when they had caught wind of what was about to happen.
Sitting through Brexit and the Tory reign in England had been bad enough, goodness knows things were still pretty cocked up even without them in power (big messes to clear up and all that). But, sitting through a second Trump presidency when the only reason for it was some miserable concoction of sexism, racism, queerphobia, and thousands of people just refusing to vote?
Unconscionable.
Sure, what they had done was definitely illegal (oh it was so, so illegal), and probably questionable on some level, but it was clear as day that the pros of such a venture far, far outweighed the cons. If anything, this absolutely counted as a good deed.
Even if it did break some pretty strict rules about the dead tampering with the affairs of the living.
They would simply have to be on their best behaviour from now on.
It would be fine.
And what had they done exactly?
They had mirror hopped over to the US and simply enlisted some willing participants to fill in all of the blank ballots with votes. By the time they were done, it was just enough to tip the scales in a less devastatingly horrifying direction.
It was for the American citizens that would be thrust into suffering because of that awful man and his depraved followers, it was for the minorities from various walks of life who would face the potential of having to fear for their lives, due to the inciting of violence by emboldened right-wing extremists. For the people who were hated unduly, just for daring to exist.
And it was daring. It was an act of bravery and courage that deserved respect.
Both Charles and Edwin had lived through times where being different could get you killed. Existing had been illegal, frowned upon, hidden behind closed doors, punished with torture masquerading as therapy, shunned, and erased from the history books.
Never again.
Never like that.
Why did history always have the nastiest habit of repeating itself? Over and over and over again. Maybe hell was empty.
But they had done it, done what they had impulsively set out to to and they had succeeded. It was almost surreal.
And, perhaps most importantly, they hadn't done it alone.
They had gone to each state one by one and contacted as many ghosts as they could, gathering all those who had been unable to vote, who had their voices stolen from them, and for each ballot that was left blank, the ghost of an American citizen fought for the people they had been forced to leave behind.
A great deal of them had even moved on afterwards.
"Come on, mate. It's alright, it's over." Charles' warm voice cut through the noise in Edwin's mind. "Come and sit."
Charles put his hands over Edwin's (which were still situated at his waist, balled up in the fabric of his jacket). Gently, he eased his grip and moved to link their fingers together as he faced his best friend.
Immediately, a large amount of the tension drained from Edwin's body. It was as though a weight that had previously been crushing him, had life away from his shoulders in an instant. It had been a lot, but it was done and it was going to be okay.
He allowed Charles to lead him over to their little sofa by the wall. It was a familiar position, sitting side by side, hands joined in an act of mutual comfort and reassurance.
Neither of them said anything for a long while. They didn't really need to.
Charles leaned back against the sofa and wrapped an arm around Edwin, pulling him closer until his head was resting on Charles' shoulder. He didn't hesitate to run his fingers through Edwin's soft, dark hair.
He revelled for a moment, in his ability to express such affection. It was something so simple and yet, until they had left Port Townsend, it had been shut behind this unspoken boundary that neither of them had dared to cross.
They did a lot of things now that they hadn't dared to before, and far more things that they had already done, but that had the context rearranged.
It was kind of magical; being together in this new way. It almost felt like something that had been fated, something foretold, painted in the stars and woven into the fabric of every reality.
And yet, it felt so normal, so simple. It was like they were created to be a matched set, despite being from different eras in time. Like salt and pepper shakers, or a pair of shoes. Sure, maybe you could have one without the other but it was always preferable to have both.
Charles was prompted to recall the time when Crystal had compared them to one of her Internet jokes: "bonded pair, do not separate." or "items frequently bought together".
Despite falling easily into the romantic side of their developing relationship, it still surprised him a little bit when Edwin shifted to wrap his arms around him. If only he could go back and tell his past self that things could truly be this good, this sweet, this wonderful.
Charles used to question his goodness, used to fear becoming like the people who hurt him. But, with Edwin next to him, he couldn't find any shadow of fear or doubt left in his heart.
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scrapingby · 2 days ago
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Something about Rhun makes people just want to tell them things and it absolutely started in their childhood. All of their brothers used to go to them, if they needed someone that would just listen. Most of the time it was just being able to say something out loud, to not be alone with their thoughts. And with the experiments and the general pains of growing up that would happen a lot.
And that would be fine. Rhun has always been responsible, always worried about the beings close to them. But it wasn't fine, because for all that Rhun listened to every single complaint of their brothers, their brothers didn't listen to them. Not when they tried to tell them about how their day had been going (because no one wants to listen about what chores the nuns had Rhun do). Not even when they requested advice, because Rhun would take too long to answer. And especially not when Rhun tried to talk about their own feelings, their own worries.
Because for Rhun talking was hard. It's hard to always follow two group discussions at once: the one in the real world and the one in your head. It's humiliating to give an answer to a question that wasn't spoken or add something when the conversation has already moved onto something else.
It's also hard to talk while being so deeply aware of every tooth in your mouth brushing against the flesh of your cheeks and your tongue when you form words. And it's deeply uncomfortable to be told by your brothery that the over exaggerated way you move your face while talking looks ugly.
Sometimes Rhun stayed silent for so long that they feared they would forget how to speak (and that with their voice removed, their brothers would soon move on from them) so they forced themselves to not think, just press some words out. That's how they started to be what could be considered "snarky". Trying to keep on top of the conversation by thinking fast.
With the nuns, talking wasn't an option at all. And from all of the siblings I believe Rhun was the one deemed the most "well-behaved" or "responsible" so if the nuns needed an extra set of hands for something delicate or just someone to help with anything at all, they would take Rhun (I also feel like Rhun is someone that needs to do something all the time, because the alternative is being alone with their thoughts. So they were always grateful to get chores and even offered to do them for the brothers). And inevitably they would either start talking at Rhun (bc they wouldn't want a real answer from them anyways) or among each other and Rhun would just have to be there and listen. Often times it would be about personal problems of the nuns but mostly it was about the brothers. About the experiments and how good or how bad they performed. What punishments should be used for whom (for that one, they always wanted Rhun to answer) and shouldn't Rhun be grateful that they were being allowed so much freedom with how freaky they were?
So no. Talking isn't Rhuns strong suit. And they don't like thinking about how it makes them feel that everyone feels comfortable to dump their trauma on them but that no one, not even their brothers, bother to listen to their thoughts. So they work. And they try not to feel too bitter about always being used but never wanted. So yeah. They get snarky when people just start talking to them. They know how it will go. But they always, always listen. Because they know how it feels when no one listens to you.
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Seriously, Klaus went out of this way to try to smooth things over with both words and actions with Zeke (DVD) and Fips (carrots). But with Rhun? All he did was say that what Rhun had been saying since forever was right and that they should have listened. My heart is breaking all over again.
Thanks at @jobroedchen-blog for your addition to last post. That's what kickstarted this train of thought that I had been trying to ignore until now
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wintergreenoreo · 3 days ago
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Been thinking of an AU where Lance is a spoiled househusband engaged to a billionaire scumbag and he sleeps with the pool boy (Fernando) to pass the time.
Full yappathon about it under the cut to whoever wants to hear it :)
Lance lives off his fathers money. He doesn’t have a job. If he’s not spending daddy’s cash he’s napping all day. Lawrence tells him to stop being a mooch or else he’ll suspend Lance’s accounts until he got a job. Lance goes yeah no thank you and finds a wealthy young man to hook up with. He never actually falls in love with him though. He’s just thinking about the long term. Being spoiled with riches without having to do anything.
Eventually he marries him and moves into his huge luxury mansion where he can just roam freely and spend his husbands money however he wants. One day he finds his husband sleeping with another man. He’s shocked but he doesn’t feel hurt. He never truly loved him. As long as he can still get whatever he wants he really doesn’t care what his husband does. So whenever he knows his husband is somewhere in their mansion fucking some random guy he lays out on the loungers alongside the big pool in the backyard.
Usually he would be taking his daily nap in the warm sun but instead he’s been focusing on the pool boy. Nicely tanned body, muscular build, smoking hot face, a sexy Spanish accent (its music to Lance’s ears). He would always try to catch his attention by fluttering his eyelashes his way which was usually met with a wave or a wink. To REALLY get his attention he would occasionally lay on the lounger stomach first under the guise of tanning, giving Fernando full view of his backside (wearing the tightest boxers he could find to accentuate his big ass). Fernando is not oblivious to Lance’s advances and his scandalous actions but he’s also not immune either. At times he would have to hide his erection whenever Lance stretches and arches his back deliciously.
One day Lance waits until he knows his husband is off being a degenerate. He rides Fernando on one of the loungers not caring if any of the maids notice them. Who knew that sex with the pool boy would be 10x better than sex with a billionaire.
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Until fate do us together pt.2 -Theo Nott x f.reader
t.w. Alcohol, vomit, light drugs
this is a bit more angsty hope you like it:)
Not a single word. That’s how much you got from all the consecutive lessons, you had been in a constant state of panic and you just blacked out during the rest of the day. You just felt so stupid.
You had spent the last five years in the shadow of your own imagination just so that for an act of pity you could be trapped in your personal nightmare.
Pansy told you that she’d pick you up at your dorm so that she could introduce you to all her friends in their common room.
You not only were jumping in the snake’s den, but you were agreeing to do it with a smile on your face. You were too apprehensive for you own sake, stupid hufflepuff behavior, stupid caring about others, stupid stupid stupid you.
You were now in your room with your head in your hands trying to go back to your safe place, but all you could see was Theo staring you down with an annoyed look on his face nearly disgusted. It looked like a prediction of what was bound to happen that night.
Was it too late to fake a stomach ache? Would Pansy come kill you if you did that? Probably. 
Your only way to calm down was now destroyed by your own actions, just great.
After 2 hours of pure hatred towards yourself you came to accept that you had to go to this fucking party. You stared at your wardrobe as if some magical dress could appear in a moment or the other, but even as a witch you lacked of this power, disappointing really. You picked out a black jean’s skirt and a white high neck top paired with some high heeled boots. It wasn’t much but it was the best you could come up with in such short notice. You made your roommates do the rest since they were good with hair and makeup, and also because you were completely paralyzed by fear. You never told them either of your infatuation, so you couldn’t even explain where it was coming from, you had completely cornered yourself in the worst possible situation your mind ever could have imagined. Round of applause please!
Precisely at midnight Pansy knocked on your door, and you wanted to cry, pull all of your hair out of your head and throw yourself out of the window along with all your hopes and dreams. You managed to open the door with a smile on your lips, one that didn’t reach your eyes whatsoever. “You look so pretty I may have just developed a new crush!” Pansy squealed while hugging you, making you blush and slightly boosting your self confidence that was by now 6 feet under. “You look beautiful too, not just that but you look like if ‘fumbled the bag’ was a person that would be you” she blowed you a kiss and winked, right after she took your hand dragging you along until the doors of hell: the dungeons, more precisely, the entrance of the slytherin common room.
Since you’ve had always tried to stay as far away as possible from Theo and any chance of meeting him, this was the very first time you’ve ever gotten this close to this infamous place, where everybody narrates of wild parties and even wilder people. You gulped. Turning to Pansy with your hand shaking and sweating into hers you let out a breathy and low “Can we have a drink first?” “I see you! You’re absolutely right, never go to a party without somewhat of a pregame” and just like that she pulled out of her tiny purse a big bottle of liquor, a green one. She took a swig and passed it to you after scrunching her face, that should have been a warning but you took it as a good sign so you started chugging the bottle until Pansy started laughing. “Someone’s thirsty huh?” “You can’t even begin to imagine”, and you had to admit that it did solve your nerves just a bit.
She opened the doors with the passcode and what unfolded behind your very eyes left you speechless. Hundreds of students dancing under this green light that was shining on them making them look as if the drops of sweat were sparkles on their skin. Everyone seemed to be having the time of their life, exactly in the place where they belonged. It was so chaotic but it all coexisted perfectly together…or you were just already drunk. “What do you think newbie?” “Shit” “You bet” she smiled taking back your hand and guiding you through the crowd, you were shamelessly looking at your surroundings until you returned to reality. She was bringing you towards your end, you had to stop this, you had to do something, anything! “Wait!” Pansy turned around looking at you confused and awaiting “Don’t you wanna go get some drinks first?” “Oh yeah let’s just get to the guys, say hi and we’ll go right after” you wanted to escape with all your heart but instead you took a deep breath and closed your eyes. 
“By the way in all this time I didn’t really get your name” she turned back again when you had arrived in front of the group, you opened back your eyes “I’m-“ “Y/N you made it!!!” “We thought you weren’t gonna come anymore, and you’re here with Pansy?! You guys know each other?” Mattheo and Enzo jumped up to greet you with two big smiles. “Actually I just met her today, she was so nice to me after that bitch humiliated me in front of the whole school, that I couldn’t lose this keeper!” Pansy nudged you, while you were extremely embarrassed and trying to alienate yourself from the whole encounter until “Where are the others?” Pansy asked by looking around, “Oh Blaise and Draco are getting drinks and Theo is out smoking”. Hearing that made you lose up and start to speak with the three of them, you figured that at this point you were there and you could make the best out of it. Draco and Blaise came soon after and Mattheo introduced you as “the special guest”, you were finally feeling quite at ease when Theo came out of nowhere behind Blaise “look who decided to join us” “Sorry, I know you guys get bored without me, how could I ever leave you even for 5 minutes”. That voice, that sarcastic tone, that vibrating low hot sound, took you out. You went blank and his eyes found you, right between Mattheo and Pansy, right between your speechlessness and your blinding need to runaway, there you were with what seemed to be the heaviest secret in the world that you were so hardly trying to not let unfold. You didn’t even dare to look at him, you instantly took Pansy’s hand “let’s go get those drinks” and in a beat you were in the crowd running for your life, “and here I thought you were joking when you said you were thirsty” she laughed.
As soon as you reached the drinks’ table you poured yourself an entire cup of another liquor, this time it was purple. You drank that entire thing in one sip under the eyes of a very surprised Pansy, who also seemed to show a mix of pride and respect. “You definitely weren’t joking, here’s to a hufflepuff who very much understands how things go down in here” she raised her cup and chugged it just like you did. “Let’s get another one” “you know it”.
After several drinks you were all fun and games, you were having the time of your life, just like you everyone you saw as you entered. You and Pansy were dancing like it was your last day on earth, and for a brief moment Theo didn’t matter just like every other thing. 
Enzo approached you from behind making you twirl around “look at you so immersed in the atmosphere” “I feel A L I V E, like I’ve never ever ever ever been before, I’m so lucky that you walked in on me in the greenhouse” you smiled very drunkenly at him pulling both Pansy and Enzo into a hug. “Someone’s a sentimental drunk” “you just had to ruin this moment, didn’t you” you jokingly glared at him. You decided that alcohol wasn’t enough, so you pulled out your secret party ingredient, as you sat down -more like fell- on one of the sofas, next to Mattheo -more like half way on top of him- but you were just drunk enough to laugh about it with him and not overthink the embarrassing thing that just happened.
You shared it with him for a while until he got up to go to the bathroom or something like that, that you didn’t quite get. 
“Is this seat taken?” You looked up and you saw him, with his shirt a little unbuttoned and his hair perfectly messy, looking so effortlessly beautiful. 
You shook your head and he took place beside you, and you didn’t dare to look at him, but you just searched for the others, or just anyone else in the crowd, praying that someone would sweep you off of this couch before you could embarrass yourself. You smoked in silence, sure you were blushing and flustered, and you started to imagine how messy and sloppy you must have looked in that moment, fully indulging in your paranoia. You held the blunt between your pointer and middle finger slowly bringing it to your lips, Theo took it from there, and you felt yourself exploding.  In your head you were nothing but pieces of flesh and blood scattered everywhere. “You don’t mind, do you?” you had only one mantra repeating in your mind-BREATHE, BREATHE, BREATHE- you just shrugged, incapable of saying anything. “I saw you dancing and chatting all around tonight, have all your words expired?”, you had never felt this ashamed before, you wanted to tell him that if you just as opened your mouth right now you would say things you would regret and he’d regret asking for it. You could still feel his lingering gaze on you, daring you to react to his words. He probably thought this was some sort of game when really it was just your moral compass, your dignity and your rational side (at least what was left of it) begging you to not go full on insane. 
He scooted a little bit nearer to you “you like all my friends but you don’t seem to like me at all” if only he knew “did I do something?” with this intoxicating proximity you couldn’t resist and you looked at him, right in his alluring orbs. He looked exactly like he did in your head, his intensity and this pull that he had on you were unmistakably real though, that was the problem. He was literally your dream come true, and nothing had ever scared you this much, but just like every other scary thing no matter how frightening it is you cannot pull your gaze away from it. 
You two stared at each other silently, as if there couldn’t possibly exist a word that could hold the importance of what you were expressing with your eyes. 
Mattheo coughed from behind the couch, and you immediately looked at him, who was standing there seeming half awkwardly half playfully intrigued, Theo was still staring, you could feel it. “Did I interrupt something per chance?” “How could you tell?” Theo answered quite bothered and not afraid to show it. “I’m gonna go look for Pans” you said standing up and leaving hoping not to have given the impression of wanting to escape from the heat of the moment too fast, as if it wasn’t exactly what you were doing.
“What the hell dude?” “No I should say what the hell? What the hell was that? Were you having a staring contest?” Mattheo laughed while slouching on the spot you had occupied until few seconds before. “I don’t know, I don’t get her, she talks with everybody except me, each time I’ve seen her she was running away” “What possibly can you not get? She likes you, she’s probably just shy” Theo scoffed “no, I’ve seen shy and I’ve seen like, that was something else, she looked…scared” Mattheo laughed even harder than before “my brother in Christ you’re literally scaring the hoes”, he was hunched over holding his stomach with his hand “Whatever shithead, I’m gonna go look for her, this isn’t over, not yet”.
You were running around looking for Pansy, trying to make sense of whatever happened on that couch. It was a minute matter’s worth, but to you that might had been an eternity, or at least 5 years. 
5 years of yearning and hiding, all gone. You were bare in front of him, you told him everything. And you had to admit that just one real look that lasted 1 minute was worthier than 5 years of pure fantasy.
You felt like you just tasted the most powerful drug in the world, and you couldn’t get enough, but you were so scared that you had to get away before you couldn’t see the light anymore. You felt like the most pathetic and coward being that ever walked this earth. You stumbled on Pansy finally, she was drunker than before and she was crying, so you brought her to the bathroom, in a stall on the floor, just like few hours before.
“Talk to me” “I- I really liked her! And I didn’t even think about telling her, I was so scared that she would react like this. A-and everyone thinks I’m some tough bitch t-that can handle everything, but I can’t, I can’t” you hugged her and let her cry on your shoulder “I completely understand how you feel, and I want you to know that nobody expects anything from you, and even if they did, you just gotta do you. And you’re so strong for admitting this, she really doesn’t deserve you, nobody who makes you cry deserves you”. She just cried for some time, until she had enough, partly because she also kind of sobered up a bit and she said she was looking too ridiculous and weak, specially at a party.
So once again you immersed in the crowd, where you found Draco and Enzo emptying a bottle “You guys wanna play spin the bottle with us?” Pansy answered positively for both of you before you could even consider doing it, “just what I need right now” she added with a smirk, seems like she didn’t need a lot of time to move on, you envied her for that. You were going to sit down in a circle that was forming around the bottle, when someone grabbed your arm and pulled you back, “You sure like to disappear” and just like before you were set on mute once again. “We need to talk” he said “actually you need to talk to me, I’m going mad with this silence act that you’re playing” you just stared at him, not functioning “say anything, say what you’re dying to tell me, I can feel there’s something” he nearly sounded desperate. “Guys sit down we’re starting to play” and you sat down, because you were nothing but a coward, he sat down too because he was nothing but a player. 
He was literally in front of you, staring, he didn’t even know you and you were stressing him like no one had ever before. With your silence around him and nobody else, with those eyes like the ones of a deer caught in headlights, like you were holding back, but just with him. 
You on the other hand were processing just how fast things had escalated, this…and you were really drunk, and high, and you couldn’t really recognize the confine between reality and dreams.
The game started and the first couple to kiss was Blaise and a ravenclaw that shared transfiguration class with you, then Enzo and some other girl, then Pansy and Luna Lovegood…and the scene was pretty hot truth be told. Finally the bottle spun and landed on Theo, and you chocked on air, he kept looking at you, and for a second you let yourself believe that all your dreams would have come true in that perfect moment. You professing your love and him too after an epiphany produced by that sealing kiss.
You could already feel his lips on yours, his arms around your waist in bed the morning after, you walking around hand in hand just like in your dreams, so for the first time that night you looked at him and smiled. The bottle started to slow down, feeling ready, actually you had never felt so ready before, ready to embrace your future just the way you always wanted it to be. Some blonde girl from slytherin started giggling and winked at him…you felt sick…actually sick to your stomach, you needed to leave. She got up walked to him sat on his lap, you felt absolutely ill, someone could have casted a crucio on you and it would have hurt less than this, she grabbed him. Kissed him. He grabbed her, tightly. They started to make out. You left.
This was the most unsubtle action you could end up doing but you had seen enough, actually way too much.
You went to the bathroom and you threw up everything you drank, it all came back to you. Before you couldn’t make out the limit that divided fantasy and reality, but here was your goddamn reality check.
When you were done you just stayed laid back on the ground, crying, and this is why dreams are way more comfortable than real life. You dream in your bed, under your covers and you end up falling asleep with a nice warm feeling of hope.
Real life had you face itself on the cold floor of the bathroom at a party, that you didn’t want to attend. Real life leaves you sick to your stomach, alone, with an awful feeling all over you and with no hope but the one to die.
How stupid had you been to think that he had fallen for you just for literally one second of eye contact. You were literally the definition of delusional, because if you spend your life living in a dream, you’ll probably end up thinking that life is one too. 
(I’m probably gonna write a third part, let me know if you liked it and maybe repost it thanks🤠)
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lostusagis · 2 days ago
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He couldn't get over the thought that Keerhei probably could have been better for Kouleia. He knew her better after all, having had a history together. Kamui didn't really know anything. He didn't exactly have the best communication skills with her while they were dating. He was regretting not talking to her more, not getting to know her more. He didn't even know what faes were, up until he discovered Kouleia and Keerhei were one. A despairing sigh escapes him.
Running away is something he's done a lot. Not wanting to face mistakes. His past proved that much, he didn't want to repeat that. Leaving behind someone that meant so much to him, just because he was scared. Kouleia made him really happy, if Keerhei was right, then maybe he should push to try helping her himself.
Would she even still want to be around him after it's all over? He didn't know, but maybe he should face his actions. Even if she hates him, at least she'll be okay. That's what mattered. Her well being. Kamui didn't know if this was love or not, he wished he did. He never felt the way he felt with her, around anyone else. So maybe it was love, but he was so confused, and didn't fully understand these emotions still. This bastard didn't want to tell him anything either.
''......I understand.'' Kamui would look at him, weariness within his hues of blue from the tears he had shed. Pain filled his chest, so much beyond belief. He still didn't like this guy, but he really wanted to help Kouleia.
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''Please help me save her. Please......'' Pride didn't matter in this case, he had to put that aside for Kouleia's sake. it didn't matter. Nothing else mattered. He just wanted to see her the way she used to be.
This guy's emotional cluelessness was almost comical. Of course he was in love with her, but Keerhei wasn't about to spell it out for him. Kamui needed to figure that out on his own, or this whole thing was doomed from the start.
A chuckle escaped Keerhei's lips, but not for the reason Kamui might think. "I'm no expert on love," he admitted, his golden eyes softening. "Didn't even think I was capable of it until I met her."
He turned back to Kamui, his tone hardening. "I'm not sure she will get better. This has never happened before. It's incredibly rare for someone to break a bond like the one she accidentally placed on you. We're in uncharted territory here."
"Kouleia didn't want me, Kamui. You need to get that through your thick skull. Despite my feelings for her, she chose you. And just because you decided to break her doesn't mean she'll suddenly want me. She could have had me for years. I've been there since she was 22, and she never chose me." The words came out harsher than intended, but Keerhei quickly masked his vulnerability.
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"Running away because you messed up isn't an option. If you want her, you have to fight. And believe me, it's going to be hell. It'll probably take a long time, and it'll be painful. But before I offer to help, I need to know that you truly want this. That you want her, and that you're willing to sacrifice everything to get her back. Do you understand?"
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loving-jack-kelly · 2 years ago
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also like. edmund as a character. his whole arc in tltwatw is about learning to think, to be thoughtful and kind and respectful when it's needed but not to let go of his independence. to follow orders when they're right instead of rebelling because he can, but to break those same orders when he knows it's time to choose to do what's right. and then in prince caspian, edmund is the big brother. peter is older, pete has more technical authority, but edmund is the one who really understands. edmund kills the witch. edmund believes lucy because he remembers how stupid it is to dismiss her just because he didn't see it too. edmund is king edmund the just because he understands the difference between pride and justice. peter is magnificent, he's strong and powerful and good at getting people to listen to him, but he's prideful and brave more than he is courageous and wise. edmund lost his pride when he betrayed his siblings and never wanted to pick it up again, because pride is what got him in his mess in the first place. and so edmund becomes the voice of reason. edmund stands in peter's shadow and doesn't complain because he knows this is how it's supposed to be. he doesn't need to lead, he just needs to guide.
also don't even get me started on how the only people who defeat the white witch are aslan and edmund. edmund breaks the wand while peter fights somebody else, aslan kills the witch. peter is tempted by the power and edmund shatters the illusion from behind as somebody who's already fallen for her tricks.
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rxttenfish · 6 months ago
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while aaravi remains firmly within "yeah miranda has a difficult personality and isn't very easy to get along with + has many rough edges which are slowly being worked on but still going to be an issue" after having been very much so within the camp that miranda is a Vexing Bitch upon first contact/getting to know her, she DOES go from "miranda is unpredictable and dangerous as a merfolk and large macropredator and her emotions are inscrutable and random" to "merfolk aren't very hard to understand or predict and it's very easy to stay on the safe side if you keep basic rules in mind and don't freak out the second something unexpected happens"
#all the care guide says is 'biomass'#miravi.txt#just. thinking about it!#thinking about specifically how merfolk (like most other animals) growl/hiss specifically as a deterrent#like if you start really upsetting miri and she wants space and you to Please Stop#she will probably turn her face away from the other person or turn her body away from them#while growling or hissing and pulling her fins back#and will open her mouth to bare her teeth or gape her mouth open to show her teeth (including heavily panting)#where the point is ''i will hurt you if you touch me/get closer/dont stop so please dont do that''#but a lot of people read it as her being either obtuse (if she turns away from them)#or outright aggressive for the showing of teeth and growling#when shes really not. shes being very polite in merfolk terms in giving multiple chances to avoid violence#shes going ''i am worried i might have to hurt you so please reconsider'' in a way thats very readable if youre another merfolk#who will then step away or give her her space and switch the tone of the conversation#to see whats wrong#whereas her being more deliberately aggressive/violent usually comes with minimal vocal cues at all#or (if shes specifically threatening someone such as in the case of getting aggressive over perceived threats to her social bonds)#she will often turn towards them and open her mouth and flare her fins#often deliberately closing the distance and making herself appear Extra Large#she WILL growl here but will never hiss (hissing being a more defensive sound)#and will often smack her tail against the ground or show her claws or otherwise demonstrate how large and how scary she is#as a deliberate point of ''you crossed a line and this is what is going to happen to you if you dont make it up right now''#which! both require VERY different responses but might look similar to a human!#and might end up coming off as unpredictable or random in her actions and cruelty!#when shes not! shes just doing things the way a merfolk does them#which means aaravi realizes VERY quickly after learning about all of this#just how many cues miranda gives that people are starting to make her uncomfortable and feel Not Okay#that are ignored or written off because theyre merfolk cues#merfolk are very tolerant of stress but have basically no concept of escalation of violence for that reason#because if youve ignored every chance to prevent something dangerous up until the point it goes too far
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Their face twists as they wave a vine over, dropping the phone onto the table in front of him. The brightness is really low, but still readable.
Jacyn's accusations. Carnival's declaration of killing whoever went flower picking. Jacyn, slipping in to accuse them of such actions. Claiming, out of nowhere, that they who were called Hibiscus forced plants into captivity to torture them.
Previous interactions. How Jacyn had tried- and ultimately...failed? Succeeded? It depended on how you looked at it, really - to use them as a way to make Morgan jealous during one of Jacyn and Morgan's arguments.
How he had pushed them into repeating his words. Into reciting a pledge.
A picture of a neckless that he claimed they wanted, that they asked for. They never had.
Their usual smile is gone, expression grim.
"None of these were doctored or edited in any shape or form."
Their tail sways- no, lashes.
"These, and other reports of his observed behaviour... simply put, I cannot trust Jacyn. He has lied, he has hurt, and I have people to worry about." "Some younger than even you. Jacyn... maybe you don't consider him dangerous. But to me, he is a threat to those I care for. My home would not be a sanctuary if he could waltz in and attempt hurt the people I aid- that I- I give my protection to."
They drum their fingers against the table.
"...Morgan. ....sweet is not the word I would use. Nevertheless- can you confirm that she'd never tell Jacyn? I... have a feeling that she does not like me, but I have nothing against her just yet."
Yet.
"I would not be against informing them if it was not for the risks, if it was not for the fact that I cannot trust either of the two. I am not against offering aid. I am against informing them of this place for... reasons that could be avoided. I am against having them here unless absolutely necessary. "
"And this is why you must not inform them without telling me first. Can you respect that, Vice? I do not wish to put this upon you- but I will do what it takes to protect people."
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giantkillerjack · 1 year ago
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Favorite part about Death Note is that Light gets the Note and IMMEDIATELY becomes a serial killer fascist with a god complex.
No build-up, no Fall From Grace, no slow corruption of a good boy gradually becoming a monster. Just-- SPEED RUN STRATS. And I love that for him.
Tbh, I think there are a lot of folks (especially boys) from my high school days who would have immediately become monsters if given the power of life and death over every person around them.
It's kind of like how when people have apparently casual ableist beliefs, and you push them to elaborate on that just a little bit, they'll often end up openly saying stuff like "well, some people are just too disabled to be worth the resources it takes to support them." - Which is... eugenics. It's just eugenics, justified by the myth of scarcity. Now these folks almost certainly won't call it eugenics, or even think of it that way. But that doesn't make it NOT a core belief of the Nazis.
In a similar way, Light seems like a nice and well-adjusted boy with strong beliefs. No harm in that.
But to paraphrase Lindsay Ellis in her analysis of the Game of Thrones ending, "Power doesn't necessarily corrupt. Power reveals." [I think she was quoting someone else when she said this. It was someone who wrote a biography on LBJ. Whatever. Lindsay said it and she's smart as hell and I recommend her videos.]
And 15 minutes into the Death Note musical, I'm already thinking about how so many beliefs "casually" held by well-adjusted, nice people immediately reveal their monstrousness when talked through to their natural conclusion.
And I wonder how many of those people, given the power of life and death over everyone around them - the power to take their ideas to their natural conclusions - would also immediately reveal how their lack of self-reflection has laid the groundwork for them to become monsters.
#original#ableism#ableism cw#eugenics#nazis cw#death note#Death Note the musical#light yagami#death note musical#there's not really such a thing as casual ableism. because it all feeds into the same evil machine at the end of the day#because ableism done with hate and ableism done with love and ignorance have the same exact effects#there's no such thing as casual racism either. even if other white people would like to think that#so they don't have to actually call out people around them for holding heinous beliefs or doing horrible things#white culture#is basically the group agreement that we are /simply not going to talk about what we've done/#and we most /certainly/ are not going to talk about what we are currently doing. even bringing it up is considered rude.#it's bad is what I'm saying it's a bad culture and I don't think the world would lose anything without it#maybe then our churches won't feel like places God has abandoned. I'm an atheist. but I remember what white Mass felt like.#frankly I might not have become an atheist if when we sang stuff like ode to joy in church it wasn't the most joyless sound ever#our words flew up. our thoughts remained below. songs without thought never to heaven go. <3#man I gotta make some excellent art about that so I can stop talking about so much. but heavy excellent art takes time! so it'll be a while#nice is different than good#niceness can sometimes be incredibly unkind. it's nice to be agreeable. but in the face of injustice this becomes a cruelty.#back to watching the musical. LOVE how Light convinces himself his actions come from a place of love 💘#'we just have to kill all the bad guys!' taken to its brutal and horrifying conclusion#and the way so many people are FANS of Kira is so brilliant. i wonder if this musical's ending is better written than the [÷>%>#*than the original#edit: it totally is. the musical fucking rules.
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britneyshakespeare · 6 days ago
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Also wasn't the 2020 election so miserable with how we were all waiting for results for literal fucking days??? Oh my God...
#the suspense was agonizing#bc of the mail-in ballots taking so long#bc of the goddamn pandemic...#also aren't we all glad that trump wasn't in office when it was time to execute vaccine rollouts?#(sighs wistfully) yeah...#we literally weren't even vaxxed when we went to vote that cycle. literally crazy to think about#i almost can't believe we'll like almost certainly know by wednesday morning#like how elections should be!!!#idk how to feel bc the suspense gradually led to hope last time#but in 2016 i literally went to bed expecting everything to be fine and woke up at like 2am to see trump had won#nothing in my life could ever compare to the shock and dread i felt after that#tales from diana#and if i have to repeat that shock and dread now i have no idea what effect it'll have on me#i keep thinking of everything i can do to brace for the worst#to console myself in case this goes sideways again#and i keep thinking well maybe it won't hit as hard as it did for me 8 years ago...#but what if it does? i literally can't anticipate it#not that my feelings are what matters here obviously#but w something so consequential to the world and life as we know it. yeah ive got strong fuckin feelings#i don't wanna emotionally shut down in despair of how bad i expect a second trump term to be. and that's my personal fear#despair is inactionable but it is so so human and i want to be able to serve my community#to dare to hope for a better world!#hope is what's actionable especially if it dares to hope in the face of grim realities#but i know my hope is very fragile so i have to adapt either way#withdrawing from political action is never an option. so we all better vote the right way so i dont become useless#a traitor to myself
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