#but my internet is bad and tumblr is not helping

[dauntlessdraupadi]

Me trying to be myself for months

Me asking for help because my depression is getting worse

Me doing bad at work

Me taking vacation, jumping into the ocean thinking it's all stress

Me existing without myself

And then......................

Me discovering Tumblr

Me asking myself why I was not here before

Me finding small joy

Me expressing myself without hesitation

Me leaving my shell and speaking to another internet person

Me being okay with posting not for others

Me joining back yoga

Me making progress at work

Me laid back and accepting the truth

Me a little bit better

[strangeaxel]

Can draw Mike x Vincent ?

I think neither are willing to contribute-

[elftwink]

it boggles my mind that I still see reminder type posts about not consuming Harry Potter content, not because I expected everyone to agree to stop engaging but because I did sort of expect that the people engaging with hp in 2024 would at least have the decency to not grovel on the internet for random transgender bloggers to validate that they're still a good person and not transphobic for liking hp still. like these posts are not redundant they are FILLED with defensive responses and excuses for why actually its fine and its like not only can you not stop engaging with Harry Potter but you also want to be able to post about doing so non-stop and you never ever want to even see a transgender person point out that JKR is actively funding and directly influencing transphobic organizations and legislation. to the point that when someone does you are incapable of simply scrolling by because you need so badly to be reassured that this internet rando doesn't think you specifically are a bad person for doing the thing they said is bad. unreal main character syndrome. if you have committed to being an hp fan fine i am not a cop or your mom and I cannot make you do anything at all. but I am not, nor is any other trans person, going to give you 'permission' or absolve you of your own guilt for doing so. that is your problem to reconcile yourself and is not the job of random trans people. like jesus christ enough already

[roadkilllz]

Back at it with my double version song lyric art

idk how I feel about this...it came out differently than I imagined (as if I had an actual plan lol)

lyrics + inspo from this song that I've been a bit obsessed with lately <333

[azuresquirrel]

man like I know that I'm part of the problem of people not really talking or having conversations on tumblr, but also it feels a lot weirder to post here when I'm just in a mid-day work malaise

[ophexis]

trying not to think too hard about how quickly a certain art site that shall not be named went downhill the second they started doing their opt-in/out bullshit

[princessmyriad]

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[theclosetedskeleton]

ONE OF THESE DAYS IM GOING TO FUCKING EXPLODE/NEG

[generationa1trauma]

flatmate has a girl over i am suddenly extremely uncomfortable

[rdlain]

He Would Not Fucking Say That lmao

[affable-square]

Hi hi hi

@donhertzfeldt is selling shirts to celebrate the 23rd anniversary of Rejected! You know, that thing that helped define weird 2000s humor.

Also his guts got messed up recently and he was in the hospital and could probably use the money! My organs are also fucked up so I know how expensive that shit is!

Links!

[spinkt]

Me: decorating the Christmas tree

My brain: "isn't it great how in 50 years all these things you love will either be in a thrift shop or the landfill, and nobody will know the stories of any of them or who made them or anything?"

Me: "...yeah okay I can just cry for the rest of the evening, sure."

[luxraydyne]

pop quiz what breed of childhood trauma borne neuroticism is it called when being condescended to on just the most neutral, limpid, nothing thoughts you express like you’re a little silly child, or “out of your depth”, or woefully misinformed, or just speaking on something you shouldn’t cause fuckin hell you’re doing it *wrong*, and with the most plainly obvious remark too, makes you want to chew on your own arm until you reach bone marrow

[givemaycoffee]

how would someone say get to know you? (i think you’re really cool) 😅

🥺 Well this is a very sweet thing to wake up to first thing in the morning ❤️

Hard to answer tho 🤔 And it really depends on you, my dear! If you’re ever comfortable with it, you’re always always welcome to send me asks (both on or off anon), tag me in posts (this always makes my day), or just straight up message me something! I have no idea if we’re mutuals or not, but either way, if you interact with my blog a lot I’ve probably noticed and am fond of seeing your blog name.

[mrburnsnuclearpussy]

I haven’t been actively lately because I only just got internet and phone access where I’m staying rn and I finally have my new sim card in so I can have WIFI HALLELUJAH (I’m only supposed to have 1 hour phone time a day but no one needs to know heheheh)

Anyway I just wanted to say that I nearly died and I will still die and stand for Carson because he is amazing and a good person and season 6 isn’t in character but even if it was what happened to Thomas CLEARLY wasn’t even Carson’s fault and if you say it was then you SUCK and you’re WRONG!!! 😌 CARSON IS MY LIFE AMD MY WORLD AND THATS JUST SOMETHING FHAR YOU HAVE TO ACCEPT ABOUT ME!!!!!!!!!

[skyburger]

best day of my life was when vimms lair let other regional versions of games be on the site u have no idea how happy i was. like yes finally i dont have to send people digging through a huge archive.org dump of DS games so they can play professor layton & not suffer thru lukes american dub voice 😭