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shocking how much better u feel when ur not breathing in toxic smoke ☺️☺️
#gpoy#not art#the real life of maya kittenpoots kern#it wasnt that bad since we had everyone call of work and rest while the smoke was bad#but man am i glad its over#constantly running the air purifiers was very overstimulating bc it was so fuckin noisy
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heya, i'm jinn, i am a basic and i miss atlas rise! live.
#i know it's the most basic song ever from metallica BUT#i just love it. i embrace my norminess sjsjsjsns I WANT IT BACK LIVE PLSSSSS#im not asking for spit (oh man i WISH) but i know in my heart that its destiny will be the same as cyanide#and </3#gotta say im glad that almost 8 years later and 3 concerts in that tour i still wanna hear HTSD songs#(not moth. it's good but enough. and i am still ?? over confusion being in s&m2 but i mean. pun intended djsjjsjs)#song related#sorry duder if you read all this way i am tired and i forgor what was my point#htsd is still good. still loving the songs. i was v tired today and man looking at the making of of the album helped#i LOVE the making of sweet revenge#james doing the chugga chugga heart beat at the beginning etc#jinn out#i think it has been a while since i did a ramble in the tag while sleep deprived snansnsns#anyway.#ATLAS RISE IS GOOD AND I MISS OT. WE HAD A GOOD TIME TOGETHER AND I WANT IT BACKKKKKKK#*HERE comes revenge#not sweet revenge. geez im tiredddd sksksksks
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any show finale that makes me cry like 4 times is a good finale in my book
#toh#the owl house#toh spoilers#liz blogs#look out i am about to put spoilers in the tags#leave now#ok#WAILS INCOMPREHENSIBLY ABOUT FLAPJACK'S GRAVE AT THE END#THANK YOU FOR FINDING ME!!!! SHUT UP!!!!! SHUT UP AAAAAAAA#AND HIS NEW PALISMAN IS A BLUEJAY I FUCKIGN KNEW IT.....#im glad he kept up with the bird themeing....#i'm very happy belos's death was fucking undignified. thats exactly what he deserves#whining and bitching and then getting his gooey melty remains stomped out to death. fuck you old man fuck you old man f#the titans between realm design is fuckin Excellent. that is a man i can trust. last words to his son were a pun. respect#and all the time skip designs at the end... nobody talk 2 me. amity sidecut. lilith keeping her orange hair and her cool ass#adventurey outfit. gus has dreads now. hunters flapjack tattoo. help#im sad its over because there was totally room for that full 3rd and 4th season#disney i will never pay to watch any of your content ever again <3 suck my ass hope u lose billions for this blunder
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okay thats interesting! in the SF try-outs during the song "legally blonde" she sings about how she cant be legally blonde, while in the official version AND THE DEMO she sings about letting her be legally blonde. which means that at some point they changed the lyrics around, and then changed them back! laurence o'keefe.... nell benjamin.... what occurs in your twisted minds
#covers mouth sorry so sorry guys#im a huge fan of beacon of positivity + good boy (elle puts a leash on emmett confirmed) + love and war (not in the demo but part of SF)#+ i liked some of the lyrics in the demo version of so much better (it called back to beacon of positivity!!! (i am insane)) such as:#I dream of your name next to my own but mine's looking fine up there alone#but i greatly prefer all the official songs we got. well. maybe good boy over ireland wouldve been fun (i think ireland is boring)#but itd play into the 'all men are dogs hurr hurr' joke that im glad they avoided. anyways. what was i saying.#right i havent listened to every version of everything yet (for example theres a SF version of chip on my shoulder i need to watch)#(and just the SF vers in general. shes hidden from me... why was emmett there before the remix... let me see their conversation)#but from what i have heard they made a lot of changes that were sorely needed. in take it like a man demo shes so much meaner??#it made me sad. it wasnt a duet + they wrung out the romantic tension (no subtext by calvin klein... sigh) + shes meaner!!!!#in the bway vers hes baffled but enjoys going along w it + she genuinely likes him even when hes wearing his regular clothes#but in the demo vers she keeps calling him stuff like ugly duckling and talking about how the geek is gone :( but she likes that geek..#the lines 'how much do you think i earn??' and 'kindly shut up :)' are funny but speak to a dynamic between the two that makes me sad...#follow me for more beautiful opinions on a fifteen year old musical#(heaves. do you know weird it is to see comments from 15yrs ago when this was actually showing. my brother is fifteen.)#god im so sorry i should be put down like a dog#lgb bootleggers are intense. i swear they got a bootleg every night or smth bc we got her shoe flying off + SF + kyle as understudy etc#go watch a so much better compilation sometime how did they take so many bootlegs?? how did you find them??#and its awesome cause these were filmed on 2007/2008 tech which means they have 15 pixels maximum#SORRRRYYYYYYYYYY
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so it's like this.
you're young and you're scared and you're trapped in the feywild (happens to the best of us) with the love of your life. You're a half-elf and she's a fullblooded elf but you don't think about it very much because you're barely surviving day to day. And you get offered a deal to get yourself home again, and you take it. And the price of your freedom is that you leave her still trapped there, alone.
And then five years pass. And you age a century in that time, and you grow, and you change, and you find her again, and you're still in love, and you meet people, and you lose people, and you love them too, and you learn, and you start wanting a future again, and caring again, taking care of yourself, taking care of other people--
and after all of that, at the end of things, you find out the man responsible for all of the misery in your short, sad life has cast a spell which gives him complete control and ownership of you- mind, body, and soul (again. this happens to the best of us). And you are given the choice to stay under his thrall, and live a thousand years-- or to age and die, like humans do, and to be free of him.
And the love of your life is there, and you're married now, and she's still a full blooded elf, and you're still a half-elf, and you think about what that means a lot more than you used to.
And still, after everything you've learned-- you choose your freedom. You choose leaving her behind.
#dnd#dungeons & dragons#ttrpg#you understand why i am insane. about my dungeons and dragons character#the way that this all started because 'she' (clone. its a long story) wanted to be free from her small town & her family's ideas of her#and so she inadvertently left THEM all behind too.#like bro watch out i think the cycle is repeating itself!!!!!!!!!#honestly girlie has to learn that passing out of someone's life is not always a betrayal#like she NEVER got over it!#giving pesche a whole speech about how loss leaves a hole behind that is filled in by rage & grief & impulse & violence like#ok. well. loss is inevitable and i think you have a very fucked up way of looking at it that despite all of your personal growth has maybe#only gotten worse over time because now you have things you care about again?#like i think she made the right choice for herself.... if the lesson she had 'learned' was to subjugate herself to Ohdran for 900 years in#the name of not 'leaving people' again. that would have been tragic. learning that love is good and precious and it matters even though#you are inevitably going to lose it. thats the real lesson. and she is learning it. she HAS learned it! she's never going to hide herself#away from the world to avoid losing people again. but she hasn't like... attached the lesson to herself yet lol. 'i accept i might lose my#friends & even though it breaks my heart im still glad to know them. if i leave people (read: LITERALLY DIE) im evil tho.' girl...#i was pretty bummed about it at the time like we have been 3 years on the endless train of suffering cant she just have a happy ending.#one thousand years of elf marriage.#but this is cool too like MAN the kind of organic storytelling moments that evolve out of ttrpgs are so crazy. we couldnt have planned this#and yet. perfect full circle moment.#mm campaign#it's alive!#harris#fisher
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Guess who's finished:]c my funny little guy has finally been all assembled!! I think I did quite well !
#gamer txt.#al art#ninjask#pokemon rse#crochet#sewing#besties yous dont know how happy i am to be finished that last wing was giving me hell#im just glad i have my own ninjask plushie^^#i was honestly tempted to make it life sized like. could you imagine if i did that#its 2'7 how would i make that#thats like how big the wee man is#mine is probably just over a foot so about half of what it is#i just have a particularly mini ninjask#im in love with its stupid little face cause it just looks so silly from head on#oh and btw the back wings are both constructed entirely contructed differently which is why they gave me so much trouble#the first one was ambitious and convoluted and the 2nd was momotous and involved a stupid amount of embroidery
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#dkhghgghkslghhhgh I'm Not Normal about rotg#my interest in it picks back up for a few weeks each year and I just. sigh#please dreamworks I know you had sequels planned. you don't know how big it would be amongst today's audiences. I prommy#director PETER RAMSEY and executive producer GUILLERMO DEL TORO both want to give it a second chance#as does joyce. the guy who sold the IP to dreamworks#nooo because there are so many interesting things the movie could pull on if it starts looking at the guardians with respect#to events of the past#a big critique of rotg is that it doesn't have much plot and I think that largely comes as a result of the movie being mostly setup#it needed to spend so much time establishing its world and I'm so glad that it did#but it did lead to people questioning what the heck bunny and tooth are and why pitch feels so flat etc etc#oh my GOD if they dug into how pitch was created it would add so much subtext to the antarctica scene#I wouldn't care about whether they brought in nightlight stuff or not by integrating more material from the books bc movie canon#is already so distinct but YOU'RE TELLING ME that this man... a guard in his own right... succumbed to the powers of fear#because he was mourning the loss of his child??? because he wanted to protect her??? and then he tried to connect with jack#(a child) over how much he longed to be known and have a FAMILY??? how am I supposed to be normal about this#there are so many ghosts of the books' influence in the first movie that could be explored so much#not to mention something something fear exists to keep people (kids) safe and eliminating it completely would be Bad Actually#maybe I'm realizing I just want pitch to be explored more sdkfjsldfjks#I've seen a lot of folks say they want more seasonal characters to be introduced and I guess that could work in the context of a show#but if they dove more into how the guardians came to be and what MIM's deal is and how that all affects the present#ohhhh baby that's good content right there#fern muses
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EXTREMELY low effort plug n play cover with very default settings mixing i did in like 20 min but im trying out voisona and holy shit tsudumi's 2.0 sounds SO so good
honeymoon un deux trois by dateken (original vocal rin), UST by purblexber
#voisona#vocal synth cover#suzuki tsudumi#needs a lot of work. mostly needs better placed breaths than the default and the legato situation is dire#she just ran a marathon into the studio and immediately started singing no breaks LOL#but man you can hear anju inami's tone clearer here and its great. i always wished she did more solo music#but shes like busy with stage work and whatever else so i understand. so this will do hjkfdhgjkfdgfd thank u anchan for this gift#i dont mind cevio ai's odd max-setting-autotuney sounding engine quirk but man#am i glad they let u have a free voisona license for vocals u bought on cevio because tsudumi specifically i prefer here#she has a warmer tone i think is how id describe it#voisona aint half bad! i do which the pause and play buttons were the same tho but thats a problem i have with cevio too#and i do need to alter the shortcuts because rn ctrl scroll is zoom vertically instead of horizontal which is...lol#but every audio program will have ui quirks so i dont mind. fl studio keeps killing me with the shift scroll not being scroll timeline#and instead being move audio over?? bizarre. oh and i guess voisona keeps glitching out the text in the top bar for some reason#i do like the vibrato editing settings tho. its not super precise it seems but its fast
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oh yea hey girlie yes this is about the tests
*acnh noises*
yea yea we got the results back
*more acnh noises*
well it's what we suspected, you have a pronoun deficiency...
*shocked gasp*
fortunately it's not terminal it can be cured using additional pronouns
*ac noises begin, but get cut off*
unfortunately there is a very VERY long waitlist... yea about three years...
*however you'd imagine tom nook would sound once he realises you'll never pay off your final loan*
no no I cannot move you up the list im giving you our soonest available appointment... no I understand it's annoying but there's no need to shout
ok look. As a medical professional I must strongly advise against it... however there is someone you could go to who could up with a new pronoun for you... for a price. But you didn't hear it from me.
You must first rescue him from the prison of the food shop, go face to face with a guard and bribe him the sum of money they require to allow him is freedom this will not only free him but also act as the fee for his sagely wisdom. You must then venture to the location your new pronoun is to be assigned. He will give you instructions on how to prepare the ritual, follow them. Once the instructions have been followed you must blindly plunge your spoon into the alphabet pasta of knowledge. The word made by the letters on your spoon are your cure, your brand new pronoun.
#pronouns#pronoun#scenario#alphabetti#alphabet pasta#imagine if someone actually chose a pronoun this way#using fucking spaghetti man#spaghetti#cure#new pronouns#pronoun generator??? perhaps?#the three year wait list is an entirely accurate depiction of NHS wait times#im not even joking#for i myself have waited over 3 years for an appointment#however i am very glad that its free#if these waitlists are necessary for that to continue then for me they are worth it#illegal pronoun market#wizard cures#wizard apothecary#wizardblogging#wizardblr#wizard shit#wizard posting#wizard#hello fellow wizards#wizardposting#apothecary#illegal pronoun ring#pronoun smuggling business#illegal pronouns
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fuckfuckfuck
#t-minus about an hour until I tell him#here’s hoping#will update soon i suppose but i anticipate it going like this#’hey can i ask for your opinion? i kinda maybe have a bit of a crush on you & i was wondering what you thought about that.’#’oh uh. yeah no im sorry i dont feel the same.’#’cool beans! do we wanna forget I ever said that? i appreciate your friendship and I dont want to make things weird between us.’#’sounds like a plan.’#anyways getting back to the last movie!#update! thats pretty much exactly how it went#he is not into me but we arent being weird about it and he agreed to forget I said anything#and he also said smth like ‘dont confuse this with me not caring about you’ and ‘dont let this stop you from coming to me when u need smth’#and I am glad hes being normal about it and was incredibly gentle with me but :( yknow?#i really liked him and im just sad#the sad will go away after a bit im sure its just a fleeting emotion but man i really wanted this#im also gonna hold up my end and not be weird about it but just :(#im allowed to be sad over this & i just need to feel the sad now so it doesnt come back to bite me later
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Fishmob just killed my friends wifi
very sorry for that. we'll put him down
#ask#kdragon-art#bakuspeech#Joking. I Am Joking. I hold no power over fishmob#I do love hearing abt u guys' stories with him tho lol it's like hearing abt a distant cousin#or an old friend I havent talked to for a while#glad to hear he's doing well and wrecking untold havoc on countless lives!#man thinking back tho. fishmob as a joke was pretty tame. its wild how everyone was like ''he's so cursed!! aaaaa'' back then#The Man Involved (baku of healthy) Has Gone On To Do Much Weirder Shit For Less#I think fondly of fishmob now. a piece of light idiosyncrasy from a different era...#thank you for letting me see him again once in a while (said in an extremely divorced voice)
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Return of the King, the Old Guard’s back together, the boys are back in town, etc etc etc, I’M SO FUCKIN FRAGILE Rishi class quests my beloved. Dad’s back dad’s back dad’s back
#not pictured is the mental image of tyr careening back like a golden retriever with a jingly bell on its collar#'anything for you mr president (dad)' style#bitch he's glad you're ALIVE old man#best case scenario of unknown caller id lmao#ch: tyr#swtor#imperial agent#how are they literally both so fucking gentle in this convo#the 'glad you're alive' really mutual there#brb having a breakdown over tyr's protectiveness reflecting his relationship here#half-truths and veiled promises and 'this is what i can do with what is in my hands'#and so help him he is going to pull it off somehow#they're everything to me ur honor#want to complete quest vs if i do i will lose my squad again#hhhhh [distress]#swtor screenshots#anyway i am fine i guess#it's fine sir it's not like you were his pseudo mentor or anything and thanks will never say enough i'm sure it's fine#[narrator voice] she was not in fact fine about any of this
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someone i know irl has just told me my keyboard that ive been using for over a year absolutely sucks ass
#but the beauty is in the eyes of the beholder#i didn't sleep for a shit ton of time and didn't eat for just as long because rn i have to be present at this luxurious event#event that is called “rearrangement of the whole fucking pipe system in the apartment im living rn”#man im so bored just sitting and doing apparently nothing at all while battling with the desire to faint blissfully and call it a day#is it what it feels to be the sexy lamp character in a book why am i even here???? just to suffer????#a sweet old person beside me that is also forced to be in this situation keeps tormenting me with questions#questions that i don't want to acknowledge the existence of#“what was your major” im so glad you asked! it was actually the major depression#haha that was a nice one actually its not that deep i just want to vent and to stay conscious#i think i should start taking care of my health properly. i absolutely destroyed my sleep schedule over the past two months#i wish you the same thing#(its not a curse lol im telling you to take care of yourself)
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its still so fucking funny to me that apparently none of my followers are into bsd
like genuinely any other fandom gets at least one note but bsd? absolutely nothing ever
considering how bsd is one of the things that I am so so so deeply and wholly obsessed with its genuinely hilarious. like it changed me as a person.
#when i call dazai my most blorbo ever i am not even remotely joking#i have gone insane over that man#yall should be so fucking glad that i am genuinely actually embarrassed by just how much i simp over that guy#i am unfortunately a dazai stan of the highest and most embarrassing caliber#i cant TALK about him without sounding INSANE#bsd#spirit chats#for the record. watch bsd. we have soukoku#i should follow more bsd blogs but its hard to find people who interpret them Right (im joking. sort of. a little.)
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okaaaayyy finally watched I saw the tv glow :^)
#liked it a lot on a lot of levels. visuals n soundtrack n acting was great. rly subtle n cohesive n effective#i wanna sit with it a little to digest it and maybe rewatch#but unfortunately i didnt get the same emotional resonance a lot of ppl did from it.. possibly bc i was watching w other ppl#but i dont think its that i think i just struggle to connect meaningfully w things that are like. what if the choices u didnt make#alienated u from the world and ur sense of self n what if the life u were living was a hollow bubble separate from the real world etcetc#bc like yeah man im very aware of how unreal my life n the world around me feels at times. and it isnt bc im holding myself within#tight limitations/constraints in order to hide parts of me from myself or forcing myself to be smth im not in order to engage w society#like im just mentally ill n the dissociation n derealisation are symptoms of that..#i can 100% understand why so many queer ppl feel so strongly abt it n the gender stuff implied in it#but thats just not my experience of queerness personally. its never been smth ive had to grapple with much#like yeah i havent fully figured out my gender shit. but im ok w that its not holding me back from living the life i want to be living#my sense of self is just so far divorced from my physical body and the physical world around me..... idk im too tired to articulate this#but that aside i did rly like it as a movie! and it was very heartbreaking.. just not in a way that struck me super personally#which i was rly hoping it would ahh sorry everyone 😔 but hey maybe thatll come after i think abt it some more#lots of cool effects too i liked the different ways they did the moon face thing. i liked how effective the whole distortion of memory#and nostalgia etc was done visually.. aesthetically very yummy. aw man..#i didnt even cry i was rly hoping it would make me cry...... :-(#makes me feel like im missing out on smth cuz everyone else ive seen talk abt it got hit so hard by it#just made my peace w being on the outside looking in i guess.. i shook out all my regrets and what-couldve-beens as a depressed teen#n now im just here to vibe forever..... 😌 i am toooooo tired to be typing i just keep saying the same thing over an dover probably#maybe a 7 or 8 out of 10 movie for me i think which is still pretty damn worth it#okayyy brushing my teeth and going to bed cuz i wanna go climbing tomorrow so need to rest up ‼️#sorry i dont want to rain on anyones parade genuinely did think it was a great movie im glad others are feeling it so intensely#ahhhh!!!!#.diaries
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you know its bad when you're thinking about your ocs and 'fix you' comes on and you almost start crying because
'fuck man yeah i wish all these bad things didn't happen to you goddd' <- made it happen to them
#its.#its the whitestones man#I was drawing Charolette and he kinda is my new cause for Sylvester's....problem#and then i got thinking about their whole story#and.#fix you is on Romeo (Rosemary- sylvester's wife-'s playlist) because of her having to fix him after [Redacted for triggering topic]#((romeo is a fucking robot she built btw. as her and sylvester got seperated-))#and godddd#fix you is just THIS family's anthem#because Romeo is her therapy robot#and#otuhgough#Im feeling emotions#over them#so hard#especially when I tie in Dolly to Romeo's stuff and oguhgh#so obsessed over my ocs tonight your honur#fix you is such a generic song but idc they're MY ocs and i get to get the feels about them#this is also bait for you to ask me about my ocs /hj#i wish their stories never got dropped because of mcrp servers they were in dying#but GOD am i glad i made them all connected#oguhgh#im sane sorry#Charolette my favourite cannibal thank you for making me think and feel things tonight
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