#but like. omg if they play dads song or unopened windows im gonna fucking bawl my eyes out.
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what if I am soso scared. about my concert tomorrow.
#yes i will be taking one of my anxiety pills before so it shouldn't be that bad#but what about right now.#im scared now#i haven't been to a concert since i had a single digit age.#and im 20.#and i have no clue who it even was#i don't remember any of them#they were all country.#im aware i saw big n rich (or was it brookes and dunn?) and either the chicks or sugarland#unsure which.#but like. i really love sio.#i mean sure i liked the bands i saw in concert before but being like 5 and liking music your parents like is different.#sure i still think those songs i remember go pretty hard#just the other day my dad played not ready to make nice by the chicks in the car and i almost cried.#but like. omg if they play dads song or unopened windows im gonna fucking bawl my eyes out.#honestly if they do my mom probably will cry aswell#I'll have fun yeah im sure but. idk.#excitement manifests as so much anxiety for me.#yaknow having an anxiety disorder and all#to make matters worse ive never even been to the venue#im not even sure where it is.#im just so nervous.#at least my main source of stress is staying with our grandma (my brother.)#winona has something to say#concert talk
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