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hey guys what the hell this isn't funny why am i grieving tech like he was an actual real person that i knew personally?
#im aware i have many problems#but lately i've been in such a funk#and just thinking about tech...#fucking#ugh#it really hurts#it really does#and i try not to think about it as much as i can#but like it's in the back of my mind#and i've realized how much of an impact he had on me#and it's like#c'mon this isn't fair#idk idk#don't judge me or anything#i just#idk i've never been this upset over a character's death#i don't like it#i just wish i could be normal about star wars and the characters#i wish it didn't have to have such an affect on me mentally and financially#this is so stupid#tbb#tbb tech#tech bad batch
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anya deserved so much better
#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#mouthwashing art#mouthwashing anya#ibon draws#cw eye strain#eye strain#just in case#massive trigger warning for people interested in the game 😭i myself had to just listen to a video summarizing it#because i don't do well with heavy games like that especially as a survivor and someone with cptsd myself#the way in which she was systematically failed and gaslit by the others even after the fact felt eerily similar to what i experience#'in the back of my mind it's always there' how it feels to have cptsd in the aftermath is so realistically depicted by anya- i can confirm#take care of yourselves ok <3 i wish us all healing and safety
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i had a vision… 🇵🇰 miku in a casual gharara with a rubab… with an organza shawl… with little jhumka hoops………. i can see the end of the horizon….. hatsune miku !!
Notes on details and translations below 💚
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the rubab is a traditional pakistani stringed instrument
a gharara is a type of pants that are flared and pleated below the knee usually paired with knee or thigh length traditional shirts
jhumka are ornate bell like earrings
and the specific style of flat shoes depicted here are called khussay.
rose garlands called gajray are sometimes worn by women as bracelets or around hair buns etc, as depicted here. variations exist for different flowers too, such as the jasmine, which is the national flower.
#was drawing one but then changed my mind and switched to the other but then fell back in love with the first one and so here we are#hatsune miku#pakistani miku#vocaloid#artists on tumblr#art#digital art#character art#fashion#my art#*to the tune of this is me trying* this is me rlly liking pakistani fashion
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dumb doodles
merry christmas, people
#ace attorney#gyakuten saiban#narumitsu#miles edgeworth#phoenix wright#maya fey#naruhodou ryuuichi#mitsurugi reiji#ayasato mayoi#wrightworth#i hate christmas. i'm like edgeworth but without the trauma#i did not put any effort into this#i've been very uninspired lately#you can see me progressively losing my mind in this drawings#btw#i graduated#it's baker-chan-SENSEI now bitches#but now i need a real job#i'm just. idk what to do now. i'm. empty#art#digital art#aa#sketch dump#edit. i tried adding descriptions cos i made it my goal for the new year to go back and add descriptions to my posts#i suck at it and english is not my first language but i TRIED OK??
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dragon meat, you, and me
#marcille donato#falin touden#farcille#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#tw blood#tw body horror#tw gore#as a normal farcille fan this revival has been on my mind since i first read it and getting to watch it is like yippee!!#like messy revivals are everything - the consequences that will haunt u for the rest of the time they are alive#the initial hopeful moments where it all seemed well but quickly descend to That not being the case - losing not only the bit of evidence#evidence that your dream may work out but also someone you deeply care about in the process… marcille my Beloved#ofc wholly thruout the journey - at the forefront of it - getting falin back was the most crucial point but so wuickly :(( it was lost#on the other end its crazy to think about the compoments of falin now - human - dragon (dungeon) - marcille’s magic and desperation#the food the crew cooked (digested) - she is made of many parts!!#also i did not realize how medical it feels to draw smth like this. i dont usually explore the inner parts or use a lot of blood#in my work so rendering everything and looking up refs it felt quite magical (?)#ruporas art
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Halloween at the x mansion but it’s just everyone wearing starfleet uniforms. Charles does Not think it’s funny.
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#edit: one of kurt’s gloves wasn’t filled in#hi i watched dead/pool and wolverine back in august so now i’m on an x men kick#this was partially inspired by that star trek & x men crossover book that came out in like 1998#it compares picard and charles to each other but mind u patrick stewart wasn’t casted as prof x until x men 2000 lmao#aight time to tag all these fools#colossus#piotr rasputin#jean grey#cyclops#scott summers#charles xavier#professor x#beast#hank mccoy#nightcrawler#kurt wagner#storm#ororo munroe#wolverine#logan howlett#magneto#erik lehnsherr#x men#star trek#halloween#my art#click for better quality
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dinosaur in a lab coat - would you trust her with operating the centrifuge
#my art#oc#mockley#anthro#furry#dinosaur#i like the headshot especially so i'm including it too#unintentional redraw of the mockley ref from back in may. this is the natural mockley pose i guess - this is her official render#so i included the symbolism thing again with some slight edits#grhaggh i love her i'm ripping her to pieces with my mind.....my doddery old bint#okay i've got a lot to do tonight. why i did this today of all days i don't know but for people who want art from me#keep yer eyes peeled#also i'm gonna also use this for oc-tober. lol#for the monster prompt. mockley's a monster...literally to us and more metaphorically in her universe#also for ages i was trying to make mockley's species a dinosaur but like evolved. different and weirder#now i'm like embracing full dinosaur i'm too tired to make up a new species i can't....i surrender
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learning to love
#they make me so fucking unwell i feel so ill whenever i think about them#it's OVER for me i'm done#teen skk is going on my fucking suicide note thanks for everything asagiri#something something your bloodied hand in mind something something by you i am forever undone#something something to the world we may be villains but to each other we're two halves of the same soul#head in my fucking hands#sry for getting all emo i rewatched pmmm yesterday and i've been feeling existential about everything#i actually listened to the pmmm ost while drawing it saved me i love you yuki kajiura😍 (i died)#nothing like a haunting latin chorus echoing through my empty head while i draw tragic yaoi 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰#big shoutout to sis puella magica i had that one on loop for like two hours‼️#anyway enough about the doomed yuri anime back to skk#forget everything i said i actually hope they explode i'm sick of their asses#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#chuuya nakahara#nakahara chuuya#osamu dazai#dazai osamu#soukoku#skk#posting at ungodly hours again this is gonna catch up to me 💔#lotus draws
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Remember ?
#ft. my stellaron hunter fandesign for Sunday#i saw a liminal space post and I was like waow.#honkai star rail#hsr#sunday hsr#hsr sunday#sunday#stellaron hunter sunday#explodes him with my mind#I was lowkey experimenting here ngl#people should draw him in like the back rooms or something. without the creatures. just pure on the room and emptiness.#it’d be funny.
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february 2nd
#ive tried so . so many times to make serious 2/2 pieces#i think i migjt actually just be allergic to drawing shuake on tje same canvas#in all seriousness theres like this Thing in tje back of my mind whenever i try drawing shuake that says it Has to be a banger piece#maybe because theyre so popular and also my favs? so it makes it hard for me just to draw them for funsies 😓 has to be perfect n polished#anyways . im trying to break away from that mindset !! please expect shuak dying in a gluetrap soon ❤️#shuake#akeshu#akechi goro#goro akechi#kurusu akira#akira kurusu#amamiya ren#ren amamiya#joker persona 5#persona 5#persona#persona 5 royal#p5#p5r#third semester#my art
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grunkle fidds au my favorite fake dating rom com
#i like them#regularly#my first drawings are getting notes again so my mind is back on it#i should do more with it but i am unsure#ask me about it or something i don't know#gravity falls#gravity falls au#stan pines#stanley pines#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#dipper pines#mabel pines#fiddlestan#myart#grunkle fidds
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i’m sorry WHY has no one here ever mentioned the house md super bowl commercial from 2011????? this is genuinely insane
#house md#i’m losing my mind#i laughed for a whole 5 minutes#the way house throws his cane at this child#and then walks off#with NO LIMP??#i feel like there should be air horns in the back or whatever#this was a season 7 promo too
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chat is this anything
#mha#bnha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#bakugou katsuki#izuku midoriya#bakudeku#bkdk#dekubaku#dkbk#mha fanart#bkdk fanart#artists on tumblr#art#they match each other's freak to a frankly concerning degree. love wins!#im gonna lose my mind it looks like izuku's shirt says hrt LMAO 😭😭😭 for the record it says shirt but at a weird anglw#guys the mha voices are back again 😣😣#can u believe this is only the second time in my life that ive drawn bkdk even tho I've been a shipper since 2020#cryiling art
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the eyes of a man in love
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more windbreaker comics
#you can NOT tell me that togame isnt head over heels for sakura this man is SMITTEN!!!!#like did u see his face...DID U........ im so glad he came back to join the protection squad the way i SCREAMED !!!!#wind breaker spoilers#wind breaker 148#the last few chapters of wbk really rewired my brain im gonna be spinning through these fruity fucks for a while dont mind me#togasaku#kamesaku#haruka sakura#togame jo#wind breaker#wind breaker comics#comics#thecmart#wbk#also sry ill address asks in due time!!! my headspace is still a dumpster fire im barely squeezing these lil comics out
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💖🎊the end, & thank you for reading!!🎊💖
im so thankful for all the support i got on this story, and i wouldn't have finished it if not for all of you, and for the love i got for seb and clora. so thank you again for giving me the motivation to write this 600k+ monster, and to see it through to the very end. LOVE YALL💖🫶 (ao3/wattpad)
#THAAATS ALL FOLKS#so surreal that after over a year i wont have the thought in the back of my mind of 'oh i need to start on the next chap soon'#its freeing but also empty🥲 im sure ill still have moments where im like CRAP I NEED TO UPDATE--oh wait nvm LOL#sebastian sallow x mc#hogwarts legacy#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x oc#sebastian x mc#clora clemons#hogwarts legacy fanfiction#choccyart#my first ever longfic i managed to finish... all my other attempts in other fandoms i fizzled out at like 60k or 70k words#all thanks to yall supporting my brainrot 🙏🙏whether it was a year ago or a day ago🙏#there are some regular readers i had in the VERY beginning that i still think about BAHAHA......hope theyre doing good#and if they ever remember my fic and think about reading it again AT LEAST ITS ACTUALLY COMPLETE AND GOOD TO GO WOO#i feel so accomplished...SIDEQUEST COMPLETE😤
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every now and then i look back on this GIF i have of nalu during tartaros arc and cry about how this particular scene alone solidifies the beauty of their relationship (natsu holding lucy's hand gently in the face of chaos and panic did wonders to my heart)
#i make it a commitment to rewatch this whenever i miss them#this was The nalu moment for me#my roman empire#no because obviously if they didn't want to get separated natsu should've grabbed her hand a bit more aggressively. locking fingers and shi#BUT NO. he shifted his approach and took her hand GENTLY AND THE BEAUTY OF THAT CLOSEUP GETS TO ME EVERY TIME#he was so gentle 😭#it gives me so much butterflies. i love this scene so so so much#YES I MISS NALU and in going crazy about them Again because 100YQ is back#it's his hand istg. the way his hand desperately tries to reach her and then it shifts to hold her hand like that#because what was bro trying to hold... he didnt grab her hand. he just held it. and i lose my mind thinking about this every time#i lvoe them in case i wasnt clear enough#nalu#fairy tail#natsu dragneel#lucy heartfilia#natsu x lucy#ft thoughts#mine
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