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trying to erase the trace of...
#GIVE ME TOUCH STARVED YEARNING BUT WITHOUT TOUCH#dia try to coherently explain your thoughts challenge go#Listen#theres something extra Oomph about characters being touch starved BUT FROM A DISTANCE okay#i read a fic called 'with kid gloves' where yor forgot her gloves and loid HAD IT IN HIS POCKET and he TWINED HIS FINGERS THROUGH#AND HE FELT THE WARMTH FROM THE GLOVES AND THE ROUNDEDNESS IN THE FINGERS THAT HER HANDS LEFT#AND HE CARESSED IT WITH HIS HANDS#OKAY#TODAY I READ A WEBTOON WHERE THE GUY WAS SAT AT A DISTANCE AND THE GIRL WAS SLEEPING AND HE LIFTED HIS HAND#AND HE DIDNT TOUCH HER BUT TRACED THE OUTLINE OF HER CHEEK IN THE AIR#OK#DO YOU GET IT#LIKE KAZ BREKKER AND INEJ OK#( me always going back to soc and kanej)#HE THOUGHT OF RUBBING HIS THUMB OVER THE PLAITS OF HER BRAID AND WONDERED WHAT IT WOULD FEEL LIKE#GIVE ME THINGS LIKE THESE TOUCHLESS YEARNING TOUCH-STARVED FROM A DISTANCE#spy x family#twiyor#loid forger#yor forger#my art#sxf#loidyor#loiyor
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made a cover for my soriku playlist
#soriku#sora#kh sora#riku#kh riku#kingdom hearts#kh#dream drop distance#ddd#kh ddd#my art tag#artists on tumblr#illustration#it is a spotify playlist sowwy 💔#good god . ive been whacked by the kh stick for the better part of 2 yrs now. i needed to express it Artistcally#tgey mean.... So Much to Me#i listened to so close from the enchanted soundtrack for. the Entire time i drew this i hope it shows#isnt it crazy that the ddd ver of dearly beloved has a waltz part. insane actually#anyway i think the playlist is ok. was going for a dream like feel . ironically enough#this soriku shit serious good god . okie bye byeee ✌🏻
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#the bit is over when i say its over and even when its so joever for these two its not over for me!!! (once again i am on heavy copium)#anyway. thoughts behind the spoiler tags#gempearl#shiny duo#wild life smp#life series spoilers#wild life spoilers#i feel like. i actually was expecting that#no but its so funny the one time the negative consequences of something does actually get acknowledged its the SL finale ‘betrayal’/j#like cmon fuck me i guess/j (BIG EMPHASIS. ON THE SLASH J. OKAY.)#but honestly though i did expect Gem to hold a grudge over the 2v1 in SL. and. its good that there are consequences???#it IS a ‘betrayal’ in Gem’s eyes. they were friends. they were murder besties for the last two sessions and then Pearl chose Scar over her#and its awesome man. [through gritted teeth] this is awesome man this will be good for character development ok ok ok. ok?#its also got something to do with Pearl having the red creep in. i think#because during SL Gem was like. nearly idolising the Scarlet Pearl persona while vaguely aware that her own reputation has a similar effect#and yknow. the horrors. the fact that their image is so heavily built on what others deem them to be and they can only play into it#but by the end of SL Gem gets ‘betrayed’ by this persona that she looked up to#and also her own ‘GeminiSlay’ intimidating image is also starting to fall apart. partly of her own will#and now shes watching Pearl slowly turn red again. and this time she knows its not good for her or Pearl#so shes distancing herself from it. shes ‘trying to fix her reputation’. she sees Pearl falling into it again and just. no. i dont love you#you betrayed me last season#but on Pearl’s end of things she’s already deep into the idea that as long as you say you ‘forgive’ someone then everything thats happened#in the past doesn’t matter and they can all be friends. and nooo absolutely no grudges will be held. no emotional repression here#so. because thats happened to her in her own team she thinks the same can happen with her and Gem#and thats so. im going to blow myself up now
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[[Xbox Games Showcase Extended 2023, interview with Keanu Reeves]]
#cyberpunk 2077#guys be gentle i haven't giffed in like 90 years#keanu reeves#johnny silverhand#phantom liberty#ok but the potential for....#shhh#i love how#into this he is idk#he could have very easily distanced himself from the pr of this game after initial launch
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Balin: [Retelling the events of Battle of Moria, a great sense of pride and admiration in his tone as he recounts Thorin's noble deeds in war]
The Company: [Looks at Thorin in a new light of awe as he poses regally with his hands clasped behind his back, steadfast and contemplative - a leader, through and through]
Thorin: [Sweating bullets and feeling like he can't move now because all the attention is suddenly on him and tbh all he wanted to do was check out the view but now it would look so stupid if he moved away like it would be so awkward if he turned around and everyone was just staring at him but at least he looks cool?? does bilbo think he looks cool??]
#the hobbit#thilbo#thorin oakenshield#my favorite thing is when balin is summoned from the ether to drop thorin lore while thorin stares in the middle distance#I like to believe Thorin is just too awkward to step in and speak for himself at any given point#so even though he kinda wants to tell bilbo this himself#he's like 'oh ok so now balin's talking ig that's fine'
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Did someone just die?
#iasip#mythic quest#gonna make everything a sunny parallel cos why not#ok ik theyre like. concerned. vs annoyed LOL#and jo didnt die but she almost did so#its close enough. move past it#also this really highlights the.. normal distance to stand apart from someone#i guess ian and david are naked so like.#but im literally laughing out loud at mac and dennis overlapped#but its for the framing!!#no one forget its for the framing!!
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emily prentiss + leaving and coming back for her family
#criminal minds#criminalmindsedit#criminalmindsverse#proceduraledit#emily prentiss#emilyprentissedit#cmverseedit#tvedit#filmtvcentral#dailyflicks#femalecharacters#bitchys#mine#edit#*#category*#tag meta#forever thinking about emily prentiss as a yoyo falling away from her family and coming back when they tug#and that her motivation for back and forth is the same - it's always about what she thinks is best for her family in that moment#her choice is always to protect them and the fact that she leaves to protect them from HER? that she always sees herself as the problem??#(she ruined matthew she betrayed doyle she killed tsia)#BUT BUT BUT them needing her? hotch asking her to lead reid asking her to fight jj asking her to stay??? she always /always/ comes back#and i find it very interesting that this yoyoing usually runs parallel to her own moral reflection - she left the first time because she#both morally objected to strauss's political game and to protect the team as individuals. she came back in s7 because she wanted something#'clean.' and she considered leaving in s13 and s17 because she had broken her own moral code each time. and that's such a meaty facet#of emily as a character because her priority is ALWAYS her family and protecting them. but what that looks like changes and costs#and is never ever an easy choice for her. emily does what she needs to as a protector but she doesn't let herself off the hook. she thinks#DEEPLY about what she does and whether she's ok with her actions. which sends her toward distancing herself from her family#for their own protection (because she's the problem see above) and the whole cycle starts again!!#(someday i'll rant about how this all ties into her leaving in run - the one time it was about HER but also not - but i'm out of tag space)
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played dragon age 2...just simple scribbles
#dragon age tag#i doubt that will see much use again..but who knows. vvv rambling below#weird game..the characters dialogue stuff and ending were good tho :')#i've played some of the first game but it kept crashing. i knew already despite knowing nothing that this guy was going to be my type#it doesnt feel right making video game art any more bc games like this end up feeling really personal - an experience that happened to me#if i design the main character a bit and fall in love then..that happened to me..i can't make Fan Art of that..only ive been through that..#like i cant make fanart of my dear companions in bg3 despite it having been a huge part of my heart in the last year#almost 1000 hours of playtime in something i can barely talk about bc it means too much.... lol#tons of ideas and conversations and extra thoughts and scenes and emotions about all the incredible times i've been through in bg3#and the maelstrom just rotates around intensely in my own heart forever...but that's ok too...that is so precious to me#but fortunately i already knew people that have played this game and talked/drew abt it recently so it was saved from that for me#sharing scribbly fanart on my Blog is a way to capture the feeling just after experiencing something so it has good points#witch hat atelier escapes that by not being a GAME. games are so immersive. but my wha art & feelings are incredibly immersive too#which makes it difficult sometimes now. i live a complicated and emotional life <3 i am not suited to fandom <3#my character ended up looking so much like oru without me realising that's what i was doing. Kind bearded fireball throwing gay mage. Hmm.#falling for a sad white hair memory trauma fellow that keeps you at a tragic distance. Hmmmmmm.#i see also how very much bg3 is inspired by stuff like dragon age now lol so i'm glad i experienced it. I WANT MY KIRKWALL LIFE BACK...#so dated though as well and unpleasant at times (the city and the dismal atmosphere was depressing.) i hate violence/horror..#bg3 is SOOOO very dismal but it feels like I am killing people and going through horrors because i have to survive i have to be free#Well anyway. ahh it's so refreshing to fall in love. my gay journey continues...
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How ‘bout a combo gorgonopsid-vampire bat. Thanks for reading.
#gaul-the-unmitigated#see 970 for my gorgonopsid design !!#for reminder one of the main rule of the Éphéméride is “no extinct animals”#so i had to reconstitute a gorgonopsid from current animals#which was fun its ok but just to make it clear that the rules havent changed#hard to notice at this distance but it has a vampire bat nose too#i like it bc its like “manticore” and “winged manticore” like in old school rpgs but with paleontology ahah#suggestion#pseudopaleo#gorgonopsid#the Unknown#chimera#bestiary#creature design#monster#ink#tiger#bat#varanus#971#octem 122#aer 4
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honestly, maybe it's a hot take or whatever, but I think that tearing down the veil and *potentially* bringing back the immortality to the elves would not have helped them a lot
#like ok i'm not 100% sure that tearing down the veil would even make them immortal again#bc the problem is that the elves of today are so far distanced from the ones is solas's time i don't know how that would even work#or maybe i'm stupid and missing context clues but whatever#but like what service would that *actually* do to the elves?#it won't bring their erased history back#it won't suddenly break all the chains of the ensalved elves#or give better quality of life to those in the alienages#bc take fucking tevinter#yeah if suddenly all enslaved elves became mages it sure would help them#but their enslavers are ALSO mages#who had way more training and years of practice#and then the ones in the south#if they suddenly all became mages#what would stop the templars of jus rounding everyone up and committing a genocide?#what would stop the ruler of orlais of burning the alienages again#like waht gets to me is that#the current situation of elves in thedas is a political problem#that needs to be solved through that#through rebellion through changing the status quo#to pushing for political powers to protect their elven citizes#not through magical means#bc that time is gone#and the dalish and the city elves have SUCH different cultures#than the ones of the first elves#that like...what would they gain?#solas could have spent his time actively encouraging all elves in thedas to rebel#to break their chains and rise up against their masters#but instead he's choosing to risk literally everyone's lives bc of HIS regrets#like he is only thinking of the past and of himself and of the people of his time#the way he treats the dalish is a good example of that
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I've been seeing a bunch of people adding disclaimers to their billford posts clarifying that they have critical thinking skills about abuse and abusive relationships, and I 100% understand that impulse. When I first made this blog I added disclaimers like that onto nearly everything. But, if it makes the folks adding those disclaimers feel any better: after I stopped writing essays trying to prevent people from taking my billford posts in bad faith, absolutely no one got mad at me in my inbox or on any of my posts, and I've been posting about billford for years now. In my experience the majority of people who are uncomfy with this ship nowadays will simply block and move on. Some folks will disagree no matter how many disclaimers you add, and that's ok
#godsrambles#another thing i realized once i started engaging with this ship is that literally everyone who was still posting in the tag-#-DOES have an extremely nuanced understanding of their relationship and has plenty of critical thinking skills#i feel shitty for ever needing to have a realization about that in the first place tbh!#but i get that when youre surrounded by people saying 'ugh how can people not realize how awful it was in canon' you can get worried about-#-people assuming the same of you unless you loudly announce 'i have critical thinking skills i prommy:(' on every post#just wanted to say. hey. listen. its ok. its ok to join in wholeheartedly#the hypothetical no reading comprehension billford shippers youre worried about? practically nonexistent#youre also kinda shitting on the very people who would love to talk about their dynamic with you when you try to distance yourself from them#which i very much dont mean in a 'how dare you' kind of way#i just mean it in a 'ive been there and believe me youll be so much less stressed if you let yourself post for the audience-#-who will already assume good faith on your posts instead of posting for the audience who will most likely just block you anyway
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Alan Ruck on Conor and Logan's relationship (and a little look into why Connor wasn't a contender for heir apparent). (x)
#everything about Connor and Logan fascinates me#like I think in some ways they have an OK relationship?#like...not good but it's...fine? like it's livable for everybody#the idea that Connor gets called upon though for weird little tasks makes perfect sense to me#there's also something different in this relationship for Logan whereby Connor can never really “threaten” Logan the way the golden trio ca#like because Connor isn't even a candidate for CEO there's some distance in the relationship that's free from the kind of mortality scares#which he has with the others - like the closer they come to taking over the closer he is to being pushed out or dying#their rise is a threat to his vitality - and that isn't the case with Connor so it can be chiller relationship in some ways#does that make sense?#feel free to ignore if not haha#connor roy#hbo succession#cast interviews#succession#alan ruck
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One Must Imagine Sysiphus Happy <3
Kind of a continuation of this post, I just like drawing the blorbo rehabilitating into life. Does he like music canonically? Dunno. BUT they do like acting, so... Close enough?
(Shirt and belt were lent to them by Isa, the leggings are from Mira)
#I feel like I should apologize for taking away almost all of Siffrin's iconic design pieces... the safety pins are there at least!!#I just can't torture my blorbos it seems. Let him dance alone to music#(Odile and Isa found him but are watching from a distance so they dont spook them)#what are they listening to? ... actually I'd love to hear what people think 🤔#isat#in stars and time#isat siffrin#siffrin#fanart#adadrewit#sketch#yes I messed up and put a post it note over it. that arm was hard to figure out ok.#actually after posting this I feel like Sif would be more of an aggressive dancer tbh. But shhh let them Glide
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i might be shot but tbh i think fiction podcasts have an issue with racial representation
#monstrous agonies n travelling light have allegory but allegory is still just allegory#mabel n wolf 359 r the only fucking podcasts ive seen in which where someone is from actually affects them#not to mention how many popular audio dramas are made by white people? might just be my experience idk#and they still seemingly have representation bc the fandom draws the characters as poc even if the actor isnt#which would be completely differentif it was tv or smthn#like ofc ppl can draw whatever they want but theres something to that disconnect that is strange to me#also the penumbra approach of actively avoiding race as a theme in the podcast#magnus in general?? they might be improving a little with protocol but i have not seen people addressing it a lot#and of course the cecil palmer effect#this is in large part due to the audio only medium#but its weird to see a medium praised for queer rep have race almost entirely ignored in favor of setting the world in somewhere w/o racism#maybe its bc so much is set in less irl settings so people feel like its more ok to distance themselves from these issues#but still?? for example hallowoods (havent finished it so dont come at me if this changed later in the podcast)#theres the blatant evangelical christianity allegory and all the transphobia n homophobia is dealt with but not white supremacy?#which seems lacking if its trying to criticize that particular sect of christianity#n malevs complete ignorance of lovecraft#and if youre going to set it in the 1920-1930s america why arent you dealing with the time period#just a rant i havent done deep research into this or anything. dont kill me#podcasts
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#evil duet ❤️❤️❤️#who is doing it like them?#I... don't know how jgy did that from all the way over there but ok#could have probably killed nmj way less conspicuously if he could just do it long distance from home like that#...maybe he's just playing for like. moral support? he's part of the murder in spirit.#also maybe it sucks they put all these murders on them to take away from wwx's guilt or whatever#but those sweeping shots of sms playing his lil heart out to get those jins dead? damn.#su she#jin guangyao#suyao
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Do you think the corpus and grineer have protocols to follow if there's ever a tenno on their ship (or just in the area)
#do you think they have do's and don'ts for certain warframes#like to isolate yourself if theres a nekros; get away from conductive material & allies if theres a volt etc etc#I feel like a general rule is if there's a tenno stay X meter away and hope your bullets slow them down#sorry I just like applying some more realism to the wf universe when it comes to the factions and stuff#warframe#warframe posting#like a lot of the time when I kill corpus or something I go. “Man. that guy just came to work on the wrong day huh”#and they get obliterated in 0.25 seconds by a kuva bramma or something#like okay have any other fellow tenno here seen members of the corpus at least just chilling and sitting down when you're out of-#-distance so they dont see you. They are literally just chilling#ok autism rant over#im so many tags past it and im on mobile so I cant edit it but I forgot the s at the end of meter
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