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Fanfic writer thought process when the next chapter isn't ready...
Fuck! What if I- Nope. Won't work it's missing the whole middle section. Shit. Fuck. Um, um, um... come on think. This is why we need to get better at time management! Lol, who am I kidding, that's never gonna happen. Okay time to check the drafted pile for apology one shots. Hmm... Which one to pick... ... Heh, forgot I had that. Oh you're- oh wait no not posting you. I have plans for you. Okay gotta find something. I'm sure there's something here with like an arc or something. I just gotta dig around a bit. *one hour later* Okay so I can go with short sex joke that only exists for the tags, or pure crack that's still missing the ending. But that should be fairly easy to write, like maybe an hour or two tops. Hmm tough call... On one hand the sex joke is done, but there's no clear ending. On the other I can make it two parts for extra time, but if I don't write the ending soon then I'll be behind on two things... Hmm... Fuck it, double or nothing!
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In case you haven't worked it out there will be a delay on the next chapter of Play Me Something Beautiful. I am very sorry y'all. But I will be offering some Supercorp crack as an apology.
Blame capitalism it got me working two jobs with commutes that are not laptop friendly.
#writing update#this is totally not me procrastinating#okay maybe a little procrastination.#next chapter is gonna be late#sorry but my editor does have standards about what i post#and sometimes those standards mean delays#because they require me to at the very least make sure there's no dot points#and there's a lot of dot points#but less today than yesterday#i'm sorry y'all#i promise i'm working on it#play me something beautiful
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five stages of adeuce ft the trials and tribulations of ace trappola
#twisted wonderland#twst#adeuce#ace trappola#deuce spade#cereal tries to draw#ummmm. teehee.#jumpscare i spent more than an hour on something#i still. absolutely rushed thru but i mean i did some of it yesterday and some today#for SEVERAL hours#but i am so very busy and have a lot i need to do so i had to just#GET IT OUTTA MY SYSTEM one less thing to think about#but listen listen to me i love adeuce i love them so much theyre one of my og twst ships#and i love their ride or die bestie bond with yuu and grim it's SOOOO CUTE#i also love first year squad and i love basketball brothers and i love heartslabyul family#deuce is eating an egg in that first panel btw. sorry i dont know how to draw. well anything but especially silverware#and also hands. oh god. bu it's OKAY i dont HAVE TO make things PRETTY im . trying new things here.#IM TRYING I AM LEARNING IM EXPRESSING MYSELF VIA. IDK BLORBO SILLIES#ok that's enough going thru it in the tags i love my silly sons i hope u love them too#bc i need more adeuce FOREVER !!!!!!!!!!#directly inject heartslabyul content into my brain please theyre my favorites forever and ever and ever#[smash bros voice] NO CONTEST#ace and deuce have such a funny relationship. like why are you like that LOL kjdfldsjfkls#ace writing a Get Out Of My School letter to juice. real 2 me. i made that joke for jamil/azul once#but it's true for anyone at nrc i think actually. ok that's ENOUGH i need to go to BED GOODBYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#also i was gonna use text tool to also type the dialogue but it looked weird n out of place w/my sloppy drawing so i had to freehand AGAIN#SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Daily 2: yo that's a whole critter. a gremlin, even
#in stars and time#in stars and time siffrin#isat fanart#siffrin#isat#isat siffrin#siffrin gimmick blog doodles#little bit more confident today!!! took a bit less struggle than yesterday#AND a bit faster also!!!#lines are still a bit wiggly but it's all a part of learning!! i'll master this set up one day just you watch :3333
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So sorry for the delays! I've been packing + moving this weekend and completely lost track of the days. As soon as I'm settled and ready to go I'll post the next round of polls, so expect those tonight! Very very sorry again 🙏
#not a poll#i also completely missed the splatfest despite looking forward to it for months but WHATEVER that's less of a big deal lol#the movers scheduled to arrive a day earlier than expected (today) so i spent all of yesterday running around#and im still not done 💔#BUT! Again ill get those polls up before tomorrow night trust
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have spent my day off either napping, rubbing my clit or watching elden ring dlc runs… productive, imo
#listen i spent yesterday stoned n slept on the ground for less than 5 hrs i have earned the naps and the orgasms today#and lvl 1 runs are so satisfying to watch
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fop tag has been dead as hell today where'd everybody go
#fop#fairly oddparents#<- i guess#like there's been some posts but i noticed it's a LOT less than usual#sure it's been dwindling down due to lack of official content and ppl moving on#but today has had significantly less than even just yesterday#feel free to ignore this post lmao im just pondering
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I reallyyyy want to talk about how much fun it would be to jerk a really submissive Bucky off with a pair of soaked panties 🙈
I feel like submissive Bucky is so vocal too and I love that thought. He trusts you completely with his body and he's not ashamed to make as much noise as he wants to.
He knows what his little whines and moans do to you. You get off on his desperation and he absolutely knows it. You can't help but melt when he looks up at you from his knees, his eyes wide and expectant, whispering "please, mommy" when all he wants is permission to kiss from your ankle to your knee.
He's learned that being well mannered is the only way to get what he wants so you don't mind rewarding his good behaviour. His plump lips begin to trail eagerly from the ankle strap of your heel, up the side of your calf until he reaches the joint at your knee. Your fingers tangle in his hair, warning him not to go any further and the groan he elicits is heavenly.
"Please let me kiss you." He practically sounds like he's panting. Frustration has settled into his features, his eyes trained on the cherry red lace that shields your sex from his hungry gaze.
He knows you're already wet and he knows that if he's just able to kiss a little bit higher, your self control might waver enough that you'll allow him to lap up your arousal and that's really all he's dreaming of.
"You're so selfless, aren't you?" Your sarcasm isn't lost on him. He wants to taste you because he wants to taste you, not so much for your pleasure. "No, let's try something different."
You slip your panties down your legs but he's smart enough to know you aren't going to give him exactly what he wants.
You kneel down beside him, lining your hand with the slick lace before wrapping your fingers around his stiff cock that's been begging for attention for far too long now.
"O-oh my God." The first stroke of your hand makes him crumble. Despite being slick, the lace offers so much friction and he's far too sensitive for that.
Your hand pumps quickly, watching his face while he begins to slip. "Good boy, that's it. Take it. Fuck, you're so pretty, do you know that? You're doing so well for me."
" 's too much. Please. Don't stop." His head falls forwards onto your shoulder, groaning pathetically into the crook of your neck.
"Do you want to cum, sweetheart? Are you going to be a filthy slut and cum in my panties? Do you even realise how fucked up that is?" Your soft voice makes him melt up until your hand on his cock speeds up.
"Y-yes. Oh God yes, please let me cum." He didn't think it'd be this easy but when you give him permission, he knows to take the opportunity while he's getting it.
In just a few more minutes, his thighs are trembling as he shoots a thick load into the already saturated lace lining your hand. The release of each gush of his seed feels more euphoric than the last and he's whining pathetically, up until he's fucked himself empty into your fist.
"Good boy." You whisper, kissing his damp forehead while he catches his breath. "I'm so proud of you."
You unfold the lace, admiring just how much of his cum he's managed to splatter over just your underwear. "Now. I want you to put these on and wait in the bedroom."
#becca's thots#becca writes spice#sub!bucky#subby!bucky#I can't stop thinking about it#I was going to write a longer piece today#but then today became a chill day#bad week besties#my car wouldn't start yesterday morning#since the weather is better I've been walking more and now I never really drive my car#but dad jumped it for me and now it's fine#it also didn't work out with the house I was bidding on 😭#but it's fine#I just REALLY liked that one#I think I'm having an identity crisis rn#like new phase in my life#new job in less than a month#booked in with my optician for an eye test and inevitably new glasses#I'm booking in to change my hair again#and I put my favourite perfume on this past Thursday evening#I have always been obsessed with that perfume#I got it for starting my undergrad and I wore it almost every day#I save it now for special occasions bc I want to use the last of it for my masters graduation (bc I am a sentimental idiot)#but I put it on and I don't think I really like it?#I've been wearing the Tiffany and Co aftershave so much I think I don't want to smell like anything else#who even am I these days 😩
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Btw I had a long, LONG-ass post locked and loaded but I deleted it in favor of this: I couldn't vote this year, and I can't just up and leave the country, and yeah I'm scared. But being scared isn't going to DO anything for me personally except give me a fucking coronary, which is ALSO an outcome that conservatives would like. So I'm going to live my life, get on the internet less (and yeah that means here, too, sorry guys. DM me for my discord or even phone number if you like.), and engage with my local friends/community more. Because that's all I, personally, can even do.
I'm not the boss of anyone, especially not my mutuals and least of all my random assortment of followers, but I'd suggest that y'all maybe try to do the same, and remember that the average person is a lot less cruel than this world would have you believe. Stay safe ♡
#I do love y'all but at a certain point my dash being full of NOTHING but misery and fear starts feeling less like everyone commiserating#and more like fearmongering#which I know is probably not the intention but that's what my brain is reading it as#so like... gonna hold my friends close and just live my life for now and see what the future holds#I realize this is a privilege not everyone has but my existence as a trans person has not magically become less safe than from a week ago#the same number of people in the world who hated me yesterday still hate me today and I personally cannot change that#so it's not my responsibility to! the only responsibility to MYSELF that I have is to survive and make the world brighter as I go forward
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TOMORROW??!!!?!&^?!??!%?&&^??!!!@
#crying and throwing up right now lowkey#i actually just got so nervous today out of nowhere. before that i was fine the whole day. AGGHGHHHGG#feeling very normal about the fact that i'm going to see tmbg in less than 24 hours???!??? what????!!!!#my pal attended the bristol show so if i get any updates about that this evening still i might be unable to go to sleep at all i'm afraid#oh also as you can probably tell by the fact that i didn't start screaming about that here yesterday#they didn't read my story during the show rip. but i mean it's ok#maybe i don't need to add anything more to the pile of things to go mad about at this time#goosepost
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Donald Trump has won the 2024 election. On this day, the American people abandoned democracy.
#us politics#US elections#anti trump#trump is the first convicted criminal to win the White House#74 million american men and women vote to set fire to the USA and the Western world#spare a thought for those who are less safe today than they were yesterday#pro democracy#pro choice
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If ive caught covid im gonna be so pissed
#all my tests are expired so i need to go buy more but if i catch the girl who came to class less than a week after getting covid#without a mask. im gonna throttle her#i did not spend 4 years being careful and masking for a stupid ass to ruin it#AND it would also be massively awful bc i forgot my mask yesterday and therefore wouldve potentially infected all my classmates#which i would never forgive myself about#ent talks#on GOD i better be fine#this is ìn reaction to me being short of breath and coughing today which are the first non-common cold symptoms#literally i'd rather it be some breathing infection or virus than covid#also my flatmate is coughing like that so if it's not covid i caught it from her#im just so pissed and anxious
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Outside of Lee Seolhwa and Lee Sookyung, do you have plans for any other character outside of Kim Dokja’s primary companions (like Gong Pildu or Han Doonghoon) for your soulmate fanfiction? Constellations like Persephone or Uriel or Sun Wukong probably wouldn’t make sense to exist in real life but maybe characters such as Han Myungoh/Han Dareum or Jang Hayoung could fit? If I recall correctly, Jang Hayoung in particular is the one responsible for the title of the fanfiction, right? I feel like she alongside the Unidentifiable Wall and the Fourth Wall would be so thematically appropriate but I couldn’t imagine how you would do it if at all. I also want to say that I’m impressed how you managed to seamlessly incorporate so many references to the original ORV into your work. It must have required you to reread and recheck the wiki.
Yess, I'm glad you asked this anon bc literally I just threw in a little reference to Han Doonghoon and Lee Sungkook in the 4.4 update and got worried people would think they had to remember the characters well to understand the surrounding plot point better than Kim Dokja does. But I think I should trust the reader a bit more lol.
Unfortunately my inclusion of Aileen and Jang Hayoung isn't going to be as big as the other kdjco members, but they're sort of already set up in the fic and have a role in chap 5. I think JHY doesn't appear directly bc to me the relationship between her and KDJ is harder to make 'real,' though I have some ideas depending on how much I decide to include in chap 5. In my plans 5 will have a gaming tourney featured, so other big 'wos players' may be referenced further there as well.
Of course like you mention the fic title and many of the chapter titles are coming directly from the mouth of Jang Hayoung, so in that way she is constantly being referenced, haha.
Han Myungoh and his daughter are referenced earlier in Chapter 4. It's sort of a drive by.
I do make use of the wiki (bless the editorsn🙏), though mostly just to check dates, numbers, and spellings of names. I like to think of myself as someone with a pretty decent memory tho, so a lot of the more specific story references are definitely just me pulling in stuff I remember from my novel read throughs. Like I might have to look at the wiki to remember Han Dareum's name, but I'll never forget Han Myungoh's entire Male Pregnancy that he had like that was a crazy random W to me on my first ORV read through I was like hello??? Also that being around when JHY was being confirmed trans haha. I think I was only out for like a year or so before reading orv so the little gender fucky moments really stuck out to me.
Sometimes rereading my old work I also remember things I forgot happened in ORV. I think part of the reason I'm struggling so much with chap 4 and onward is that now that the wall fic characters have sort of developed to where they are some of the scenes I had in mind are less 1 to 1 with the OG. For instance, I'm trying to rewrite a scene I have of YJH and KDJ having a rooftop chat that like parallels the one back before the seoul's strongest incarnation arc in the novel, but it's a bit difficult. At first I wanted to include a lot more of KDJ interacting with the rest of YJH's team, but the rooftop Scene makes more sense to put a cap on the themes explored in chap 4. But when I first wrote this scene it was less specifically addressing that theme, because it was in the outline of like right after I wrote chapter 1, so it was kind of just the OG ORV scene with the flavoring of my AU on top. A lot of the little things they do and say in the OG novel would have to be quite finagled to fit anymore, so reworking it is the big task rn.
Anyway I'm really appreciative of people like you who take note of these small details <3. it's kind of helping me remember and appreciate a lot of the parts of me that were behind a lot of Wall fic originally if that makes sense? I am like reintroducing myself to him and giving him a hug instead of running away cringing just because it's me lol.
#in games like 'thats not my neighbor' im able to memorize things about 'people'/characters maybe a bit easier than others?#like i dont have to check the ID numbers after a few rounds because i can just associate that with a face#so its sort of the same with novel characters#when i think of them its easy to remember their significant moments because i tend to picture them especially in my mind. so when the name#comes up i think of the imagined faces i had for them in the scenes they were in you know#which is why its easy to write all the little one on one sort of dialoguey scenes i do that reference the little details about those scenes#anyway i am rambling rn and maybe giving too much away? im about to go into a therapy session and hoping to plan out my week#so that i feel less stressed about packing but yesterday i had a cry sesh and orv reread that is making me want to write today#but the therapist might discourage me from that? we will see if much gets done i guess#im hoping she'll let me just turn the session into a packing schedule meeting#personal#ask#anonymous
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#Yesterday some old lady stopped me while I was walking my dog and she started telling me that I should cut his fur etc#because it's summer and dogs have higher temperature etc etc#and then she told me to cut the hair on his face so it wouldn't go into his eyes#first of all. stopping a stranger and telling them what to do is rude#second. I always have his face 'eyes) as clean as I can#also his usual groomer only had time on Friday (aka today). I'm literally taking him to get a haircut today#he gets to go to the groomer every month during summer and spring and every 1.5-2 months during fall and winter#I try to keep him clean and I brush him regularly so his hair doesn't get matted#anyway. I tried to tell the lady that yes. I'll take him to the groomer literally the next day. she wouldn't listen for some reason#'i had dogs i know' she said. ok? I don't care. it's rude to tell other people what to do and keep insisting#especially after they told you they'll do the thing#I had no control over the groomers schedule. if I did I'd had taken my dog earlier#thats all. sorry for rambling. have a nice day#not art#text#me complaining#personal tag#now that I'm thinking about it I spend less money for my own haircuts in a year than my dog. each time it's like 30€ :')
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i don't just need an off button for my brain but a whole breaker box
#why cant i shut off the daydream circuit#took me 8 hours yesterday to read through less than 50 pages for work#not doing any better today
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how do back braces even work. back just needs a hug to not be in pain
#tbf i did much more walking and less standing in one place yesterday than i expected so that could be if#but my back doesn't hurt today. it's crazy (KNOCKS ON WOOD)#shallowtposting
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@uarmyhopx
Today, you exceeded the limits of my imagination by taking me closer to the sky, looking at the landscape of our big world while eating a delicious meal in front of the most perfect, breathtakingly beautiful and lovely person. You already know it, you already saw it how speechless I was when first seeing your outfit, then once more when you took me up there, when hand in hand we were almost walking between the clouds. This day… my baby, you're amazing.
I can only tell you that during the whole evening I spent with you and I know that I adore you with all my being, and I know that I want you all to myself. I realize again and again how lucky I am to share my life with the greatest man I have ever met. You continue to fascinate and inspire me. You are the object of my desire, the primary reason for my existence. Seok-ah, my sunshine, you're the love of my life. I love you so much.
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#⋆#⋆ my edits#⋆ seokie 𖤓#⋆ hoseok#⋆ rant#⋆ surprise kidnapping#⋆ date with my sunny#⋆ falling harder and harder#⋆ i love you more than yesterday#⋆ less than tomorrow#⋆ so crazily in love with you today
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