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eldritch-nightmare · 1 year ago

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do you ever think about how slender probably shares its life force with its proxies because all of its proxies are humans and humans are very fragile creatures so for the sake of not having to get a replacement every other week it just decided to find a way to share its life force with them??

i'm just thinking about toby, specifically. since he has cipa, he literally is in constant risk of losing his life so being a proxy only puts him in even more danger. and then slender is literally Impossible to kill, so i'm just thinking about toby getting severely injured and being on the brink of death.

he's so close to finally being able to close his eyes and let go, only for slender to pop up and somehow transfer its own life force into his, just so toby will survive long enough to get proper medical treatment (aka ej or dr smiley since they're the only ones who know how to treat severe wounds)

i imagine this being viewed as a blessing by some and a curse by others. it only ever uses this ability on its proxies, so it's not like slender puts its life in any danger by doing this. i mean, it's an eldritch horror of unknown origins so who knows how long its lifespan is.

i have no idea what im saying actually im incredibly tired and words are meshing together in my mind im gonna wake up in the morning and see this and become very deeply confused

#archived mind of v: thoughts and opinions.#saw some fansrt of toby on tiktok and it triggered this trsin on thoguth #but km gonna sleep now #sort throughthis thought process when i wka eup goodnignt

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spacebabesuki · 3 months ago

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okay, but have you guys noticed that Eddie has a way of talking or shouting at absolutely everyone? Yet every time he speaks to Chrissy, he uses this really SOFT voice 🥺 I swear to God, his voice changes every time he opens his mouth around her and the way he makes sure she's okay when he gets there and sees her scared! I swear SDHASFKJAOHMYGOOOOOOD! He literally fixed his hair before meeting her in the forest, and his eyes turn so soft around her I'm gonna throw up 😩💖

Two and a half years and I still can't get over it!

#enough #oh my god #i want them back #im going insane #im going to kms #im going feral #im gonna throw up #im gonna sleep now #eddie munson #hellcheer #hellcheer week #eddie the freak munson #eddie x chrissy #eddissy #hellcheer fanfiction #hellcheer fic #chrissy cunningham x eddie munson #chrissy deserved better #chrissy cunningham

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lav3nder-bees · 1 year ago

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happy february to them and absolutely nobody else

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vitrificvitriol · 1 year ago

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You can't just leave food lying around, Dead End. Someone else is gonna come in and eat it when you're away

#im gonna kms i posted to the wrong blog DOSFUFGFDHG my b ogs #based off of a discord convo that ill just leave here #[wakes up in a cold sweat] I need to put Percy in a “snap my choker” shirt now [goes back to sleep]#He’s blind and cannot see the text on the shirt the choker is like. Idk presented as just something DE made for him and he’s like #why not. thank you for the gift #>enter Astrotrain stage left #and then dead end comes back and is like That was MY job. I was supposed to come back and do that. What the fuck dude #valveplug #transformers #tf astrotrain #tf dead end #tf perceptor #astrodeadceptor #MIDDAY POST GO

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hearteyespierce · 1 month ago

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#ignore me #waiting for my dr for my last appt before i lose my insurance tomorrow #i always have the same nurse here too doing my vitals and he’s so sweet #i’m so sad and also scared #i’ve never had a doctor who actually took my chronic pain/fatigue/illness and disabilities seriously before #they are also nonbinary and neurodivergent and having them as my dr has been one of the best things to ever happen to me #and now i’m going to lose them #i may be able to get back on their books in a few months if i can get on medicaid when my unemployment runs out #but who knows when or if i will find a job #the market is hell rn and if i do find one who knows what insurance company they’ll stick me with #i’ve already fully lost access to my patient portal even though my insurance technically doesn’t expire until the end of the day #i fully wish that i could just. cease to exist. i’m not gonna kms or anything i just.#would not be sad if someone told me i was going to die in my sleep tonight.#i’m so done.#good riddance to this fucking year #i don’t have high hopes for the next one.#personal post oops

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todayisafridaynight · 11 months ago

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getting wigs for characters with the same hair color as myself make me feel like the biggest dumbass around but youd have me fucked thinking im burdening myself with daigos 2000's emo cut just for a weekend

#snap chats #a weekend is generous im only going to the con on saturday #i like how im making it sound like anime nyc is this weekend when its at the end of august LMAO BUT NO LISTEN #unfortunately beauty influencers have finally done their job right and this one guy was reviewing an eyebrow pencil #but the twist is that this pencil was like. SUPPPER STUPID FINE im talkin .08mm and he demonstrated how it could imitate stubble #SO OF COURSE. my ass wanted to see for myself cause as much as i like my sponge-stippling method its not super precise #and that shit gets annoying when most of it looks fine but then i press too hard or i angle the sponge wrong and now i gotta start over #In Any Case the pencil i got did exactly as i hoped and its actually p fun putting on LMAO. i prefer how it looks too #anyway how this all relates to this post. im probably gonna go as y2 daigo again for anime nyc in august #and I Repeat im not cutting my hair for that LMAO so. Wig 😩#i like it when i cosplay him cause i just go by his actual design cause if i even breathe near skinny jeans ill wanna kms #also i just like to be as accurate as i can be yk. plus the leather pants i have are cozy and theyre one of my fave pairs of pants 🤤#in any case. whenever that wig comes in ermmmmm i dont trust myself to take pictures 😞 my selfie game is dick #maybe ill stream yk2 LMAO but anyway. good night i think im gonna force myself to sleep now #i got back to my dorm like four hours ago or whatever and i am not looking forward to doing school shit again. alongside comm shit #OH WELL we ball good night #wait before i Good Night cackling as i have my meds next to my aoki tablet and plush #great reminder honestly. Take Your Meds Or You'l Convince Yourself To Be A Republican #ok goodnight fr now im gonna giggle and kick my feet thinking of cosplay

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justanotherfangirl-07 · 7 months ago

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Damn, maybe owl city was onto something with that much too tired to fall asleep shit

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uitzinnigmp3 · 7 months ago

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#s.txt #vent #sorry if ur sick of me venting here you have to understand this is my diary <3 #just . having a Very shit day today !#5 hours of sleep . because the neighbours started doing fucking yardwork at 8am #stayed in bed until like 11 and hated myself for it #absolutely no motivation for anything at all ive been staring at my assignment for 3 hours now #was too much of a coward to join games w my friends this morning #and on top of all that my smith stickers got lost in the mail </3 #im just . so fucking tired #when am i gonna be fucking DONE WITH UNI . IM GONNA KMS #im so close . im so close i can make it . im SO CLOSE #ive just been randomly bursting into tears today im so burnt out #and my body fucking hurts so much too and physical therapy is barely helping im just too fucking stressed all the time #god . well . im fine <3 #might take some time off here once i go on holiday to really like recharge lmao

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widevibratobitch · 8 months ago

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ffs why did she tell me that now. i have to get up in 3 hours but i cant fall asleep now cause im too busy crying hysterically. this is Not Ideal.

#this is not how i fucking planned this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was gonna get 7 hours of sleep and do so many things in the morning im gonna kms #obv its not her fault but i wish she waited to tell me this till AFTER the defense #now all ill be able to think about will be my mother and how unfair her life is and how i dont know what to do to help #and ofc how im letting her down and only adding to her worries #and while we're at it #im letting my dad down too :)#i can just never fucking win can i #goddddddd im the worst person ever lol

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depresseddepot · 8 months ago

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forgot to take a quiz this morning (adhd) and it's closed so I can't just take it late and while this will have almost no affect on my life long term whatsoever I DO feel as if I will die from it

#it was a 19 point quiz so it wasn't like. a HUGE deal. we had 5 others AND a 48 point final still #but i am still really pissed that the quiz closed early #i will not be asking the professor for an extension bc i am not that dutiful of a student lmao #ill just deal with it but i am extremely pissed at myself #and like. i have others things to want to kms over lmfao a missed quiz will not be the end of me #me to me: don't be dramatic it isn't that big a deal. but if you do it again I'll fucking destroy you #what a fucked up day. i was so excited to sleep in too #now i have to unpack whether or not im this upset bc im worried i disappointed someone or bc im worried i disappointed MYSELF #which are two distinctly different issues. neither of which i know how to solve lmao but what ever #hey google how do i stop holding myself to an impossible standard without letting myself slip completely #i built a cage around myself and my responsibilities so that i had no choice but to do them but i think its killing me #incredible headspace we are in tonight ! well done everyone (me)#and now i taste jasmine and there's gonna be a party when the wolf comes home etc etc #vent

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shiftingtomydrs · 9 months ago

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nothing better than *not* loading your laptop even tho you plugged it in and forgetting your headphones on the same day so now you actually have to do something (for context, im doing an exchange year rn so school isnt important for me atm so i dont have to pay attention)