#but ive never sent them anon hate or anything

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i'm tired

[animeomegas]

Hi Hi I've never sent you anything before but ive been stalking your account for months and recently read through all of your writing (again) and i fell asleep while doing it which influenced my dreams and i just really really wanted to ramble to you about it cause i thought you would enjoy it. So basically in my dream i had sent in this ask to you about being Shikamaru's obsession and i remember you mentioning that you hc him having a thing for hands so i thought about how it would be funny if his obsession is extremely dexterous, and always fiddling with something in their hands, spinning kunai, pens, and needles around their fingers while spacing out. Or even wearing those fidget rings y'know, and then thinking about how it might drive shika crazy. But then i started thinking about what if they had an oral fixation and how during intimate moments they might shove their fingers into his mouth to play with his tongue and watch his face as he tries not to gag, and when their done they would lick their fingers slowly as he watches (is that too weird? am i going to far??) AUGHHH and then my dream went into his obsession being just as obsessed with him, imagining them being painfully oblivious to others flirting with them until they mention something like a tea that energized them or coffee shop they liked and then the poor person having their heart broken and they suddenly remark "My shikamaru would like that, thanks" and they have no clue they just turned the poor omega/beta down. Or them worrying that Shikamaru will get hit on because "who wouldn't want you as their omega you're perfect" so they leave bites and/or hickeys in inconvenient places to cover up, like a hickey on the inside of his wrist or back of his arm, maybe an obvious bite mark on his jaw or ear. Srry i wrote/rambled so much i just slept all day and then had all these shikamaru-centric dreams and decided to share. HOPE YOU GET WELL SOON <3

Ahhh, it's so crazy that this bled into your dreams! It's even crazier because I came up with the Nara obsession thing after I had a dream about Shikamaru, so it must be catching haha!

Oooooooh, Shika would be down so bad for an Obsession that was good with their hands. He'd go into a trance watching them knit or fiddle or whatever, and he's always willing to donate his hands or hair as fidget objects if they needed it 😌

And the oral fixation thing is so hot, anon, ooof 🤤Shika would look so good sucking on fingers, and you know he'd let you play with his tongue. Gagging on his obsession's anything is just 👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻

He would love and hate being covered in hickies in equal measure hehe.

Shikamaru and his obsession are truly down so hard for each other it's insane. They spend all their time like... what if someone flirts with my s/o because they're perfect?! and they completely miss when people are flirting with them haha.

I loved hearing about your dreams!!! And thank you for your well wishes x

[malewifeharem]

OHH HAIIIII!! SORRY THIS SI THE FIRST ASK IVE EVER DONE. CAN YOU DO BEELZEBUB OR DIAVOLO YANDERE ALPHABET LIST THINGY PLEABSE?!1 THABK YOU!!!1 >ᴗ<

~ MGᝰ.ᐟ

yandere!diavolo alphabet

彡- ,, yandere om! diavolo alphabet (template from @dear-yandere eheheheh)

cw ⁞ OMSWD CHAPTER 16 SPOILERS , mentions of babytrapping, violence, abduction, manipulation, just general yandere behaviour??? not proofread.

an ⁞ FIRST OF ALL THANK YOU FOR THE HONOR OF TAKING YOUR FIRST ASK??????????? i've never sent an ask cuz im too nervous even with anon mode on haha :3

Affection: How do they show their love and affection? How intense would it get?

his love for you is deep, sure, but you have to remember that he's a crown prince — he doesn't have the time to love you as much as he wishes. he tries to compensate for that by showering you with gifts originating from all three realms, all of them being worth more than your house.

Blood: How messy are they willing to get when it comes to their darling?

he doesn't get messy, no no. barbatos does! he just needs to say the word and his loyal butler will get it done, no doubt. there are probably dozens of bodies rotting in the dungeons below the castle, but that's not for you to see or worry about.

Cruelty: How would they treat their darling once abducted? Would they mock them?

i can see his duality switching up very quickly depending on his mood. he could either be gently cooing to you, almost begging for you to not cry. OR he could be really sadistic and cruel, taunting you to no end — reminding you that you are his for the rest of your life — both as a human and as a devil and angel.

Darling: Aside from abduction, would they do anything against their darling’s will?

he guilt trips you to noooooo end. what do you mean his gifts are too expensive for you? do you hate him? well, if you don't, you simply must accept them all! he gives you no room for negotiation, how could you anyway? his parents aren't around anymore, don't you feel sorry for him?

Exposed: How much of their heart do they bare to their darling? How vulnerable are they when it comes to their darling?

he doesn't like showing you his vulnerable side. he needs to be strong so you can rely on him, after all! thank god (is god the right word for him???) he's spent decades learning how to maintain his composure.

Fight: How would they feel if their darling fought back?

he would intimidate you into breaking your resolve. he would transform into his demon form and coerce you with threats like tying you up in the basement. i don't think he'd ever actually do that though — he knows human lives are fragile.

Game: Is this a game to them? How much would they enjoy watching their darling try to escape?

he takes his relationship with you very seriously. he expects you to rule next to him — he still needs to prepare you for that role, so don't you dare leave.

Hell: What would be their darling’s worst experience with them?

although diavolo would never keep you in the castle basement, he will throw you in there for a few minutes just to scare you. he did it once as a last resort after you threw a fit — locking you in one of the clean cells. you were quickly fished out though, he can't risk having you go around and finding the corpses of the people you know.

Ideals: What kind of future do they have in mind for/with their darling?

he wants you to rule devildom next to him so marriage is a given. having heirs is up to you but he will be very disappointed if you say you don't want any — he may even consider baby trapping you at one point. he probably gives you etiquette lessons too, making sure you know your role in the near future.

Jealousy: Do they get jealous? Do they lash out or find a way to cope?

he gets very jealous but doesn't want to admit it to you. he'll find excuses for getting rid of your close friends and family — you've heard some absurd reasons before but you don't dare question him.

Kisses: How do they act around or with their darling?

very very affectionate. he likes to keep you around him as much as he can. whether or not that means resting in his bedroom, lounging in his office while he works or sitting on his lap on his throne. he's shameless too, he'll initiate pda anywhere and anytime he wants.

Love letters: How would they go about courting or approaching their darling?

he cant decide if he should properly court you or just claim you as his immediately. he is the prince of hell, how and who are you to say no? he ends up choosing to court you instead but he runs out of patience eventually, and just abducts you with the assistance of barbatos.

Mask: Are their true colors drastically different from the way they act around everyone else?

although you'll most likely never see his true colors, he's literally insane. if it weren't for his amazing composure, he'd be lashing out at everyone and everything for even breathing the same air as you. you've noticed him tense up to the point where he's almost shaking from rage. (he's gonna pop and burst like a balloon eheh)

Naughty: How would they punish their darling?

if it's a light sentence, he lightly slap your face and remind you to obey. if you've done something horrendous, he'll lock you in his room till you've learnt your lesson. he's sick, while he carries on with his day, he imagines you clawing at the door, begging to be released from your confinement. (i dont think it wld get that far)

Oppression: How many rights would they take away from their darling?

you're not allowed to go out of the castle grounds. the gardens are still available to you but anywhere outside of the fences is a no no for you. you're not allowed to talk to any staff and angels except barbatos. he and the brothers are for you to use at your disposal, feel free to work them to the bone if that's what you wished.

Patience: How patient are they with their darling?

you may mistake him for being patient since he's quick to forgive you for your insolence but no. he's not used to not getting what he wants immediately, but he will forgive you easily. (aka he's impatient)

Quit: If their darling dies, leaves, or successfully escapes, would they ever be able to move on?

death isn't an escape for you, it doesn't matter if you're reborn as an angel or devil in your next life — he will have you either way. screw harmony between the three realms, he'll start another celestial war if it means he can have you.

Regret: Would they ever feel guilty about abducting their darling? Would they ever let their darling go?

he doesn't feel guilty at all. he has never been told no before in his royal upbringing and he feels entitled to have you to himself.

"only a fool would let go of a girl like you."

Stigma: What brought about this side of them (childhood, curiosity, etc)?

his mother passed early in his childhood and he hasn't seen his dad in decades or even centuries. no one around him is comfortable enough to talk to him normally till innocent you arrived in the devildom. you're too precious to him, he wants to know more about you. no, he needs to know — everything about you.

Tears: How do they feel about seeing their darling scream, cry, and/or isolate themselves?

he'll gently coo at you, telling you that everything will be fine as long as you're with him. what could possibly harm you when he's the future king? (you yourself, duh)

Unique: Would they do anything different from the classic yandere?

(skip... if someone cld tell me what a classic yandere is pls do)

Vice: What weakness can their darling exploit in order to escape?

if you could somehow get in contact with the angels, you could get them to rescue you. although, in doing so, you might just start a war between the two realms.

Wit’s end: Would they ever hurt their darling?

physically no, but he likes using fear to instill obedience in you. (read H)

Xoanon: How much would they revere or worship their darling? To what length would they go to win their darling over?

he quite literally kisses the ground you walk on, going as far as to collect some of your belongings to worship. he wouldn't build a shrine but he does secretly store all of them in a little safe in the corner of his room.

Yearn: How long do they pine after their darling before they snap?

after the events of the first game. he was really tempted to abduct you after belphegor almost offed you though. (do the calculations yourself ehe)

Zenith: Would they ever break their darling?

i don't think he would intentionally break you, but he also fails to realize that the fear and paranoia he puts you in is leading you down the same path. (so yes but unintentionally)

[chessboredom]

hey im the same anon as before (the one that sent the sfaerie ask) and oh my god genuinely so real. i avoided sounding too negative about it but i never see anyone talking about how much it strips them away from both their characters and while i do think most of the shippers probably have another good reason to like them i feel like a good reason for it existing is just. out of spite? it feels like its only purpose is to contradict shadowvanilla not to mention the countless amount of times ive seen the shippers post about how theyre morally better than svanilla shippers for shipping it! also ive seen them 99% of the time compare shadow milk to white lily and while i do see SOME similarities ive seen them claim they are the EXACT same character? im sorry but absolutely not

additional thoughts but what feeds into my dislike for the ship is also how it kinda takes away the whole tragedy of elder faeries character? being made to protect the tree and quite literally being doomed from the start due to his very purpose of life + shamils WHOLE issue about being lonely sorry for yapping ok anyways i love ur art

Omghh. Correct about the last paragraph (also thenk you :3) Shipping characters is just more about making characters kiss, but it also speaks so much about how one understands the characters. One person's ship is another person's live character butchering. (Plus, shipping just because they're both guys and one of them is the "twink", hence the yaoi slop.)

Of course, there's nothing wrong with shipping anything for whatever reason the first place. As I always say, do whatever you want forever and ship let ship, but the fact that they act like they're morally better towards people who ship shadowvanilla is so stupid. They're not morally better, it makes them a huge dumb jerk. These people need to get over themselves or they will NOT survive the winter.

Also contradicting shadowvanilla?? You mean the narrative itself??? You mean the character relationship that makes up EVERYTHING about Cookie Run Kingdom Lore???? They are putting up a coughing baby against the fucking sun. 5 star meal character writing vs dust someone licked off the floor. What contradictions bro. 😭

I'm not even gonna add more about St. Lily part. People hate her just because she's a woman. If a male character did everything she did, then they'll just let it slide. That's fucking it.

[artificialbreezy]

hi! long time so see!! how are you all? i feel like there’s some stuff we should chat about, don’t you?

let’s start with the elephant in the room, where did i go? well truth be told, i logged out and when i went to come back it was gone!

i was actively going through my blog and revamping everything. that was 100% what i was doing. i wasn’t hiding from anyone, i wasn’t hiding bad behavior. i was rebranding my blog.

now, let’s jump into the drama filled bullshit my name seems to be floating in right now.

i was in a discord group, ran by another blog where she posted updates on her wip’s and so on and so forth. well, there was a good group in there. i liked most of the people (i’ll get into that soon!). so a group of us, said fuck it we ball, and all bought tickets to rockville.

we all decided to spilt an airbnb. no biggie right. Gabi paid for it. I’ll be honest, she put it on her credit card (as far as i am aware, that is what she had told us.) and we’d pay her when we could. payments in chunks, or the whole lump sum.

i hadn’t paid yet. at that point, i had family discussing going also, so i informed the whole group chat that, and if he had chosen to go, i wouldn’t stay at the bnb. (cause id rather stay with family. someone who knew me, i knew them ya know?) no biggie, there were other girls who very easily could take my spot in that airbnb.

which is what kinda happened, i moved. i pulled out, i sold my ticket. no one seemed to be mad.

let me say this, i paid for my ticket in whole. my own money.

so, i have no proof, however from word of mouth, screenshots of a group chat i was in were shared.

tldr, i was talking shit. with 2 friends, who were also talking shit, about some of the girls we were gonna be going with.

which yeah, be upset. i understand. your feelings are valid, especially in that.

let’s remember, they were talking shit too. and it’s very clear on their current blogs, they still are btw.

which leads me into my next point.

1) i don’t send anyone hate, ive never sent them hate. quite honestly i wish them all the well in the world and i hope they have a fabulous time at these festivals. i feel like i should add, my other blog where i do post my wip’s are blocked from a handful of accounts. they have me blocked, i have them blocked. every blog i have (which this makes 2) @as-above-so-below1000 knows about and sees.

2) i don’t and have never stolen anything i’ve written. you can ask @as-above-so-below1000 who has seen my google docs! and i don’t appreciate that kinda rumor being spread, no one wants to hear that kinda rumor. no one. and if there was anyone who ever had an issue with what i posted, please reach out. let’s chat it out.

3) i’ve never sent myself anon hate, i feel like that should be self explanatory but unfortunately that’s a narrative going around.

4) if my blog wasn’t a safe space for you, i’m sorry. i never wanted that to happen. and if there was ever a time you felt my actions were not acceptable, i take full accountability because sometimes i did get heated and upset and post before thinking.

5) i will not ever apologize for calling out the bad behavior i had prior. i stand by the fact writing SA, not tagging it, blocking the person who kindly said this isn’t okay, and then never saying anything is wrong.

it’s middle of April guys, i left in January. it’s time to let things go. truthfully i am ready to let things be done. it is what it is. i want things to be done, this will be all im saying.

however i cant sit back and see my name on things i have no doing in.

i am not coming back, quite honestly these space feels very unsafe and kinda toxic and especially now. but please know, i never meant to leave. i wasn’t running away, there’s been so many of my old mutuals and followers who have found me and still interact and for you all, thank you.

-breezy 🫶🏻

[shiningnightstars]

person in my inbox trying to bait me into thinking that @solidwater05 is a shit person and hates me and even saying "oooo whyd you block them i thought you were friends" (i never blocked them dont try gaslighting me)! do you not have anything better to do???

gang i may not be close with them, but ive interacted with them enough to recognize their text patterns and to know that the message you sent me saying "oh btw solidwater wanted me to send this to you" i know its fake because thats not their text patterns. also youve been going around eeeverywhere talking about this shit so.

dont fucking pretend im stupid. its really fuckin direspectful of you, yknow that? also youre being a coward hiding behind anon lol. if its all true, then use your real account bro.

[konohamaru-sensei]

hello again!! thank you so much for gathering the iketeru illustrations for me (and translating them too, which i greatly appreciated), cause your post really made my day :')

it's funny that the author's got a whole book of fanservice for us lmao, but i love it! do you have a #1 favorite illustration (of anyone) from the whole book? (sorry if this sent twice btw, crap was glitching lol)

lovely anon, I must tell you that I once again went absolutely over the line with pictures I took. There are so many good ones!! I knew a few illustrations from sensei's twitter and knew how well it worked for me so I ordered this book from japan and yes, that is why I can never pick favourites I just like all of them (exception is the series in which the characters are teachers and you are supposed to be their student, not a big fan of those lol). Once again I put them under cut together with my chitter chatter about them asdhjflas

anyway im glad i made your day!

yes its amazing that this fanservice exist. In the interview at the end of the book sensei says they often drew their characters as practise (without lines) and then uploaded them to twitter to find out the people responded so well!! so they continued with it! More snippets from the interview:

they consider this a kind of alternative world that has no space in the manga (since its a gag manga).

they claim they didnt try to make the characters hot on purpose, it just turned out this way. in their head usao and kumao always had old people voices. but now they are glad the characters are hot because of the voice actors choosen.

they come up with a line and then assign it to a character, rarely the other way around.

Every one of their characters has one thing they think is special, something they like to show off when they draw them. for Uramichi its the chest, for Iketeru the slender neck, for Usahara the shoulders and Kumatani the arms!

and shockingly to me: since this manga is running 10 years now they said when they started they felt like Uramichi is so old, but now they are the same age! I cant believe how someone in their twenties wrote such an accurate manga about being in ones thirties.

gosh anon i wish this was more popular, i only have one friend to talk to about this story and i have so much in my soul dhkasdflsd so please come back if you feel like it!

ok so some of my faves under cut from here

first of: my favourite has always been ushara. he is cringe fail and i love cringe fail so much. but that also means he has almost no COOL lines because he is kind of an idiot (lovingly said) tho all his illustrations are so cute. so he wont show up here much tho i love everything about his arts of course!!

now you asked me for my favourite and ive known this one for a while, but I think my unbeaten favourites of everyone are the love confessions:

I love the different way they all do it. Uramichi pretty much goes "I love....you" (cries), Iketeru of course quotes it, Usahara just YELLS at you "HEY I LOVE YOU" and kumatani is like ".............. iloveyou" haskdlfh

generally kumatani has so many cool lines because he is so stone cold. this is also specifically heart wrecking for me because his voice actor Nakamura Yuuchi is my favourite thing since strawberries so if I imagine him doing the voice I want to die.

Three times Kumatani is an absolute tsundere about white day:

"you are chattering so much... well, tell me what you want now. I'll get you anything."

"What do you want? Tell me clearly"

"I told you to get over here"

another white day illustration i love is this one from usahara

he says "the present is me, hippety hop", which i find ultra cute with the little bunny and the hairclip!! but my friend said it sounds like he forgot white day and just brought the first thing he could find, which would be in character (adding this picture was a nightmare tumblr did NOT want me to upload it?? you hate cute boys? tumblr you hate cute boys??)

uramichi's face when he realises you april fooled him is so funny to me somehow

" You say "Im sorry".. that is also a lie, is it not?"

ok from now on the pictures will be low quality because tumblr wont let me upload the photos direclty anymore i need to screenshot them first. rip im sorry

ok there are a few here of uramichi saying somehow sexy things (to me at least) and it makes me go hrgnlkhdflk

""Good big brother (onisan)" you said. Who do you mean?" idk why that gets me so hard but why you asking .. wha...what you mean

"... Isn't it ok? You don't have to go home yet." (this is from the stayin the night portion)

"A promise from big brother. I will protect you well" T_T

this thing which can only be described as ship art:

is this bickering idiots to lovers sensei? is that what you mean to tell me sensei?

this usahara from the staying the night section

"Come play with me today!" (............ h.......how...)

this image if kumatani because of THE LOOK? um HELLO

unfortuantely the translation is kinda tricky because i cant read most the kanji and google lense is like?? but its something like "Do you think you have the guts to betray me?" or something like "Do you think I have the guts to betray you?" idk he looks good so its fine

almost done i swear!! there are a few kuma usa double pages i love

Kuma: "Don't look. Its hot." (sidenote, he is shirtless a lot. not that I complain or whatever)

Usa: "Where would you like to go? The ocean? My house?"

sorry i tried to keep my fingers out of all pictures but clearly failed xD

Kuma: "Shut up. Shut up and look at me."

Usa: "I understaaaand. Get over here." (crying, i want to)

this is a part of the book extras. I showed it to you with Iketeru already. I think the meaning is sort of the moment they realised their carreers are over, sadface

Kuma: "I never really liked it. I thought I would just throw it away. Damn it, I lost."

Usa: "The wind suddenly stopped. Ah, thats how it is. Its over"

of course there are a lot more other characters shown in the book, but much rarer and since they dont interest me too much they dont have my favourite lines asdhfklasdhf anyway anon I hope you liked this

[godmerlin]

i hate to also send an evil anonymous message, and i mean this with all the love i have...but i think the other anon had actual good intentions they just didnt know how to phrase it.

ive followed you for a few years and, while i hate to say it, you tend to jump down the throat of anyone who has a negative reaction in any way to your blog. im not saying hate you got in the past is valid at all, but you really went in on the other person today the same way you have in the past and its honestly uncomfortable to watch. like they said, please be mindful and think of how your words affect others. the same can be said for them, and im sure they regret messaging you at all, but not because of guilt. i think they feel a little hurt, as they should.

your gifs do look different from what others post - and thats fine! some people focus more on different parts of the process. im a gifmaker myself, and i know our gifs look entirely different. you must know that there are gifmakers out there posting much higher quality/crisp gifs than the ones we make. theres nothing wrong with that, its just a fact.

anyway, long story short, anon from before was not rude in any way and you definitely came across as the bully. the chances of them having previously sent messages are pretty slim. please think a little before you attack, especially at your age.

I've literally never had people say anything like this to me off anon. I've also rarely got anonymous hate in the last few years lmfao. I really hadn't before last month in YEARS, in fact last month (at lesst i think it was last month, it could have been august) i made a post joking about it because I hadn't received hate in a very long time...so I don't know what you're talking about??? They WERE rude. Messaging anyone on anonymous to tell them how much their gifs suck is rude. You can literally just NOT do that. They chose to message me. They made that choice. They could have just been like "oh, her gifs suck" and went on about their day/night, but they chose to message me anyway.

I do not in any shape or form think that my gifs are this important to be sending asks in over. Like ??? I feel like I've been transported to tumblr circa 2014 and not in a good way.

If you think I attack people, just stop following me. Or if you don't follow me and just come to my blog, stop. It's that simple. Then you won't feel uncomfortable.

This is officially ridiculous.

[rimqueen]

i was the original “paragraphs upon paragraphs” anon the other one just took over i was confused. anyway, it wasn’t hate lmfao it was answering your questions about why people don’t like you. some other anon asked if you wanted to know, you said sure, i’m guessing the never sent it so i shared some. also it’s crazy how like 2024 never occurred to you? cause you definitely did the things i was talking about lol. making a new account and losing the original posting didn’t change anything, just because you didn’t name drop that post doesn’t mean no one knew. you’re also still the same now like jesus christ any amount of criticism and it’s like the world is out to get you. i was still here in 2025 because i still wanted to support your writing but you will just never take accountability.

some of your followers enable you too like no you’re not always sweet and nice and it has been unwarranted. also that one artist, you basically said “yeah i did that i apologized but xyz happened to me and it was worse.” you were very aware of your influence when making callout posts or ranting about people and that would warrant hate towards them, again, NOT talking about people who plagiarize or were racist. like alright im frustrating for telling you shit no one else will but your actions aren’t? anyway i’m not sending anymore so it’ll be the other anon if something else happens

ur sooo retarded for taking my answer to that seruously first of all WHYBWOULD u spend ur time writing ab why im a bad person? you don’t know me.. I’ve said countless times I feel guilty ab the way I was back then bc I was mean and a tweaker and ive worked really hard on my bpd so.. like please stop being retarded you do not know me???

why r u checking my blog… go away… I felt rlly bad ab the thing I did to that artist (calling the art ugly I never did more than that) but I still had ppl fake doxx me for that… like that still happened and I haven’t… done anything ur accusing me of I think you just don’t like me so idk why ur still here and if u want come talk to me rather than being on anon… like it’s just obvious that u want to say all of this shit but can’t come talk to me face 2 face .. im not a fucking like influencer that ppl enable me I don’t need anyone to enable me… and like I never got ppl to send hate and I didn’t rant ab ppl? I cleared thibgs up w ppl I had issues with but OFC u only assume shit..

[confessionsofa-roleplayer]

ive tried to post a couple of things here and not seen them pop up, i just wondered if i did anything wrong?

Without a little more information, I can't really tell you what might be going on with any certainty, Anon. However, I can address your question in a vaguer sense.

First, I want to direct you to our Rules Page. This covers most of the reasons a confession might not get posted. If it helps, based on my personal experience, the three most common reasons a submission doesn't get posted are as follows:

Mentions something/someone by name (ex. Benedict Cumberbatch, Preston Garvey, Disney, Foo Fighters, etc.)

Puts too many specific details in the confession (ex. This thing happened to me exactly two months ago in a fandom where these 2 brothers travel around killing demons and ghosts and stuff. There were 7 people involved in a HUGE anon hate scandal that lasted almost 3 weeks...)

Directly quotes (or seems to directly quote) something someone said or posted (ex. Someone sent me a DM that said, "Sweetie, I really like all of your muses, but I don't think we mesh well as writers. I only do long paras and you never reply with more than 2 sentences.")

The Rules Page also talks about the typical wait between when you submit and when something gets posted. Right now, without doing any hard math, I think it's a little over a month. So, if you sent your submissions in any time after March 22 (give or take), then they're in one of three places:

Still in the Inbox waiting for me to convert them into image files

On my computer waiting to be turned into posts

Sitting in the queue, waiting to be posted

If it's been longer than that since you submitted them, then your confessions were probably deleted. All I can suggest (without knowing more) is that you read over our rules and try to decide what (if anything) might have caused that to happen. If you think you know, you can always rewrite and resubmit them. If you're still not sure, you can contact us again and we can try to figure out what happened. But for that, you'll need to contact us off-anon so you can offer us more details in a private conversation.

I hope this helps.

~ Mod MJ

[izurus-husband]

Tord, I’m not stupid.

You were the only person I had a conversation with.

So I know it’s you sending those anon’s to Nil.

Look, hate me. Despise me. Wish for my death. I genuinely don’t care. You’ve clearly been through a lot in your life, more than I was aware of and for that I am truly sorry.

I’m not defending or denying anything. What I did was wrong. I’ll own that. I’m going to do better moving forward. However, I mean this respectfully, I think you’re letting your anger towards your own past get the better of you.

Please stop sending anon’s to Nil. You have no idea what Nil is going through or what they deal with. You don’t know the conversations we’ve had or anything.

I’ve known Nil for years, consistently. You’ve only known me for a few months and you only saw me as that sweet supportive girl who really liked/cared about you. And I AM her. But clearly you also aren’t capable of seeing that I’m human too. I can make incredibly stupid, fucked up mistakes. Considering you’ve been severely depressed over your own past mistakes, you should understand what it’s like.

I don’t need you to believe I’m better than my actions. I don’t need you to like me, forgive me, anything.

Just please leave Nil alone. They didn’t do anything to deserve more hate in their inbox.

Be angry at me. Hate ME. Lash out at me.

I’m sorry I disappointed you. That I’m just another in a long line of people who let you down. That I hurt you, triggered you.

I genuinely want nothing but the best for you.

Whether you believe me or not.

You’re a great person Tord. I hope you find someone who loves you for everything you are. Truly.

this is, hopefully, going to be the only time i respond to any of your shit.

TW for mentions of pedophilia and grooming for anyone who is just seeing this randomly

first of all, i sent nil 3 asks in total, one saying that i have proof of you admitting to this and that theyre disgusting for making a joke out of this situation, another off anon sending the proof, and a third one asking if they actually read it. the other anons were not me, and it's obvious from the typing style that theyre not me.

and yes, i do hate you, because you groomed a child. i am not letting my anger get the best of me, as i never sent nil any hate anons, only ones trying to make them aware of the situation, and there is a difference between those. and also, any normal person would be angry when finding out what you did, it is not solely because of my past, it is also because you again, groomed a child.

i am not going to keep reaching out to nil, they are going to keep defending you, so i want nothing to do with them.

and it does not matter how long i've known you, or how i once saw you as someone who loved me, you are NOT that person, no matter what you may say, you are not a "sweet girl", you are a 29 year old woman who dated a 15 year old.

also yes, i do understand what it's like to make incredibly fucked up mistakes, the difference is that i never dated someone who is half my fucking age, i never preyed on children as a grown ass adult and still the things ive done will haunt me for potentially the rest of my life.

it is not a "mistake" that you dated a child, it is a repeated pattern of behavior that you should know is wrong considering you are turning 30 in less than a month.

you are not better than your actions, any rational person can see that clear as day, but i will not lash out at you. because all that would do is feed into your victim complex.

and for the love of god.. stop acting like you hurting me was the worst thing you did, you did not just "trigger" me, you manipulated and abused a 15 year old, and i desperately hope that you are no longer in contact with anyone underage, and that your victims can recover, because at the end of the day this is about them, not me.

now please, leave the internet, never speak to a child again, and get yourself some serious help so that no one else will be victimized by you, you have hurt so many people, more than you even know, and i hope all of them are able to recover.

[fruitytrollroll]

you dont have anons on on your main so: in theme with some of your other nice anons: one of my favourite fics of all time is an unfinished fic you last updated several ago and even though its a WIP i STILL recommend it to people as one of the best pieces of writing in my fandom. if i ever make a ship reclist, it will literally be the first fic on it. i think about it all the time. ive never sent you an ask about it because im also a writer and would hate to feel pressured into going back to a wip im not feeling anymore, so like, this ask is Not That, it's more a "your WIPs, even unfinished, are crazy valuable to the people who love them, and thank you for sharing them with us". even if you never finish it, i'll still always love it. it's also nice to see your passion for writing in fandoms i'm not in, and if i ever do get into them, your ao3 will be the first place i go to for extra reading :)

THIS IS SO SWEET???? THANK YOU HFJSHFJSJ?????

I had to read this ask aloud to my friends because I was so CURIOUS which fic you were talking about and I wondered WHY you didn't specify which one it was, and they were like "Bro, they don't want to pressure you <3" WHICH IS SO SWEET AND CONSIDERATE OF YOU???

But please don't worry about that!! Hearing people think fondly work doesn't make me feel pressured at all!! If anything, receiving glowing praise of a fic I've shelved usually just makes me want to read it back (I am incurably obsessed with my own writing). Often I'm reminded of how much I enjoyed writing it, or I'll think "Wow, this still holds up!" or "Oh, this sentence could be a little stronger..." And then I'll just decide to polish it up? One of the benefits of fic posted to AO3 being a LIVE document means I can edit it whenever I want, and that freedom to embellish and gradually improve my work makes me happy to go back to it.

Sometimes I'll even realize, "You know what? The writing hurdle I ran into back then isn't even an issue now, I know exactly how to wrap this up!" or even, "Oh man, wasn't the next chapter almost finished?? I should just tidy it up and post it as a thanks to my lovely readers!"

SO PLEASE... PLEASE, PLEASE, I'M DYING OF CURIOSITY... YOU CAN'T JUST SAY THAT AND LEAVE, I HAVE /GOT/ TO KNOW WHICH FIC IT WAS...!!!!!

Of course, you don't HAVE to tell me, and I'm delighted by the content and the spirit of this compliment!!

BUT PLEASE COME BACK. PLEASE TELL ME. WHICH FIC WAS IT!!! YOU CAN PUT ME ON BLAST I DON'T CARE I HAVE NO SHAME!!!

[messybouquetoflilies]

This wasn't the reason before, but after seeing your new dumb post my new reason is because you think you aren't "safe" around Trump supporters. You are a clear victim to fear porn if you believe that. Trump and Harris are both liars, frauds, and puppets for a corrupt system, but Trump supporters (for the most part) are amazingly wonderful people (other than their blind allegiance to an actor playing his part, just like Harris plays hers). The vast majority do not care if you're a faggot pretending to be a girl, they just want you to stop guilting, shaming, and trying to force everyone else to play pretend with you (as well as supporting the indoctrination and grooming of children). If you want to live inside your imagination, then by all means go ahead, but that doesn't mean the rest of the world needs to play along with your delusions or be quiet with their opinions.

Regardless of what you think of this message, I want to implore you not to give in to fear. If you live a life centered around love, then you have nothing to be afraid of. If you turn people into monsters inside your head, then of course that's what you'll see when you look at them, regardless of the reality in front of you.

Get off Tumblr. Get off the internet. Breathe fresh air. Walk on grass. TALK to people face to face and live inside the real world. You're killing your soul by spending so much time online, drowning in toxic, hateful ideologies. Thinking with your dick instead of your heart. I'm pretty sure you don't believe you have a soul, anyway, which is just further proof you're destroying yourself. Why else would someone get off to being beaten and abused? Being treated like a dog? You have no self-worth and you want everyone else to be just as miserable as you. You don't love yourself, so how can you ever expect anyone else to love you? All you'll ever find is people who get off to the idea of fucking and hurting the costume you choose to attach yourself to. Your entire life is the way it is because you don't take accountability for anything. Play stupid games, win stupid prizes. You are on the wrong path. In ten years when you're in the exact same spot, wondering why things are so bad for you, why people cut you out of their lives, questioning what you could have done differently, feeling alone and unlovable, still staring at your computer screen and wishing things would change, still pretending like it's the world's fault and not your own, I hope you remember this anon and start making the right choices for yourself. You're a man. Get your shit together and act like one. Then once you've finally learned to love yourself as you are and you straighten out the mess of your life, by all means - act like the dumbest, prettiest lil' puppy bitch you wanna be behind closed doors. Separate reality from fantasy instead of trying to merge them into one. You will NEVER find happiness if you carry on how you have been. The only people who will love you are the ones who are happy to keep you sick and mentally ill so long as that means they never have to face their own demons.

it really is the most boring piece of shit little worm answers from people like you lol. crazy you tell me im on this website too much when you literally respond to my posts within minutes. someones obsessed 😇

why is it always the same speech 😔 cant you loser pieces if shit come up w something new and interesting to say? ive heard this before. you're wrong. there you go, thats my argument. it has just about the same level of depth and introspection as the 9 paragraphs you just sent. you get to see one side of me on the internet with no context and you think you can say all that. get a life

spending your free time sending personalized, anons to a blog in a dark corner of the internet that averages 1 note a post, and then telling them they spend too much time on the website is psycho behavior. get help, and make actual friends im begging you.

you're weird and gross for thinking like this. stop trying to control other people you know nothing about, and do a lil work on urself. look into your own beliefs and the sources you're getting your entertainment and information from. get some perspective in life and stop wasting your time being such a sad, boring, loser <3

[boldlyvoid]

hey! its been a few years, and by all means you do NOT have to read this, but I feel that after a lot of healing and growing, this is something that is WELL overdue.

I was recently diagnosed with BPD (borderline personality disorder). I think I knew for quite some time that I had it, and I feel that it was very obvious in a sense. that being said, I owe you an apology. how I handled things was NOT okay in any shape or form, and I never wanted to wish anyone any harm. adding to that, you know I never sent anyone any hate. I got very angry a lot, but never would I try to tear someone down or hurt someone. or threaten them. I did push people away, and since being in a relationship for quite some time, ive learned just how bad that can get. and for that, im truly sorry.

you dont need to accept my apologies of course, but I do hope that you've healed from what ive dealt you with. I wish you the best always, and I do think about you from time to time and hope that you are well.

I hope you have an amazing day and receive everything you want in this lifetime.

i wish this wasn't on anon, i'd love to chat more and see how you're doing! i don't hold anything against you, we're all going through stuff and i know that typically when someone is using the internet it's their escape so sometimes bad behaviours are easier to have in this fake world we've created on here. I'm glad you got some help tho and I'm so happy to hear you have a relationship and you're happy <3

[raggedy-albert]

Ok it’s clear you are very attached to Albert and I do not know a lot about Albert other than he’s a redhead and I ship him with Finch so bless me with your glorious Albertness.

AHHH THIS IS THE BEST ASK IVE EVER GOTTEN TYSM ANON

this is going to be really long so it’s under the cut

so we’ll start off with the simple hcs:

he’s portuguese

he loves to steal and does it all the time

he has two older brothers and his mom died (canon)

his favorite color is green

his birthday is in august

he says “come on” a lot

he doesn’t drink alcohol because of negative past experiences

he doesn’t like the feeling of anything on his arms, which is why he wears tank tops

Finch, Crutchie, Jack, Davey, and obviously Race are the newsies he’s closest with

he never pays for his papers

he’ll call finch any other bird than finch

he was born in brooklyn

he’s hard of hearing

he’s shockingly not that good at lying

he likes his job and his life

he has a really weird sense of humor

people call him “red”

he will do anything if it’s a dare or a bet

ok now onto the more complex ones:

He has two older brothers, but used to have three. The one that used to be the oldest was the one who he was closest with, and he really looked up to him, especially since their mother died and their father’s treatment of them got so much worse. One day, relatively soon after their mom died, the brother went to steal food for Al and their other siblings, and Al went with him. Their home was out of food, and out of money, so they had to steal to survive. As the brother swiped something he somehow was caught doing so, and a police officer took him. As the brother was being taken away he took his hat off to hide the food in, tossed it to Albert, and told him to run. The brother got sent to the Refuge. After waiting and denying for what seemed like forever, Al finally realized his brother just didn’t make it out. He still wears his brother’s newsie cap every day, backwards too, just like his brother.

When he ran away from home after his brother died and after he started to become more angry and bigger, the Brooklyn newsies (they knew his brother, and it was the closest borough) took him in (which is where he met Spot, though he wasn’t leader of the Brookies yet. They weren’t really close though, they just knew that each other existed). The Brookies gave him a nickname (Sticks) and he became really close friends with someone (Stones), another newsie who was around his dead brother’s age. The newsie didn't have any friends but he had been with the Brooklyn newsies for a while, and Albert didn’t have any friends there so he thought it was a perfect match. The newsie would only call Al by his nickname, which he didn’t really like but the newsie told him it made him sound cooler, and he figured it was a way to disconnect from his past life. That newsie and him became brothers (“replacing” the brother he lost) but Albert didn’t realize how toxic and controlling he was. They went everywhere together and they sold together and were inseparable, but one day his “friend” got in trouble with the cops and was going to be sent to the Refuge so he blamed it all on Albert and got away with no punishment, while Albert got sent away instead. His short time there changed him, he has a few physical scars from the abuse (he hates others seeing them), but most of them are mental. He got extremely protective of others, which is where he first adopted the older brother mindset, but he also started getting nightmares as well as sleep issues and his mental health plummeted. He also became really jumpy, and he got much quieter, though before he was outgoing, loud, and rebellious. After he got out he always tries to give whatever extra food or little money he has to Specs to give to the kids he left behind, who he thinks about often. Ever since this, he swore off nicknames. He is still friends with a few of the Brookies, but he doesn’t like to see them too often since it’s hard for him because it reminds him of the newsies who betrayed him and his brother.

He’s actually pretty smart but didn’t get a school education since he started working so young. One of the Brooklyn newsies taught him the basics of how to read, which he used to tell the other newsies the headline or just to entertain himself. He’s sort of a smart dumbass though, and it’s more street smarts than intelligence.

Very protective over others, but not of himself (he doesn’t understand why other people protect him, since he doesn’t feel like he deserves it). Especially the younger newsies, he feels that they don’t really have anyone sticking up for them, so he became that someone. Obviously the other newsies are important too and he’ll protect them but they’re attuned to the difficulties of their lives, and are just older and bigger.

He used to mostly live at his house but ever since both of his brothers moved out his father became more violent due to there not being anyone to protect him anymore, he lives in the lodging house most of the time. Sometimes he randomly shows up late at night with bruises and doesn’t say anything about why. The other newsies just accept that he sometimes shows up and needs a place for the night. He has his own designated bed there (the bunk under Race’s).

One of his brothers was a striking trolley worker which is why he seemed sort of hesitant to strike, because he saw the effects of it. He also didn’t want to cut off another source of income for his family, leaving the other brother having full responsibility. That’s one of the reasons why he was quick to defend the trolley workers (he also just genuinely didn’t want innocent people to get hurt).

Before his mom died, he wasn’t really close with her. He mostly spent time with his dad. Even if they didn’t really talk, they just got along and sat in comfortable silence together. It’s not like he disliked his mom or anything, they just weren’t close and it was sort of awkward whenever they would interact. After she died though, his dad completely changed. He got angry. It was like he had lost two parents, not one.

OK THAT WAS A LOT BUT AGAIN TY ANON AND THAT IS MY SUMMARY OF MY FAVORITE PERSON EVER

[halucynator]

LUCY'S RULES

dividers by @cafekitsune

requests: [ ] open [ ✓ ] closed

if you are going to request, i need a plotline and a character. specify if you want "fluff", "angst" or "smut" but that doesnt suffice. you need to tell me what you want the general storyline to be. also specify if you want a longer fic. i dont know what you want if you dont tell me.

please be kind when requesting. requests that go like "i want ___" or "when will you ___" will be ignored. any hate comments will not be addressed nicely.

please don't send requests in twice. respect that i'm taking my time. if you have sent a request it is very likely i have received it. if i can't write your request for a reason i will tell you: if anon is on, i will post it and if anon is off i will message you personally!

please don't tell me to hurry up, it makes me feel pressurised. i'll try to write your request as fast as i can but please remember youre not entitled to my time. i have a life outside tumblr and you don't know what someone's going through.

please don't ask me when i will finish something because frankly i don't know.

this one is a very important one: please do not send me requests you have already sent to other people. not only is it downright hurtful but also can be considered plagiarism. i work far too hard on my requests to then have it he considered plagiarism.

i do not and never ever ever will write dub cons, non cons, stepcest, incest, pedophilia or anything else illegal or just downright gross.

i can write female x female, female x gn, male x gn and male x female but im not like educated (?) enough to write male x male. please specify if you want y/n to be gn or female. i do not write y/n as male for the same reason i don't write male x male.

i mainly write for theo and mattheo but if you have any requests for other characters feel free to ask and if im familiar enough with them i might just write your fic xx!

here's a list of characters that ive either previously written for or do plan on writing for either bc i have it as an ask or because i just want to xx

harry potter

theodore nott

mattheo riddle

lorenzo berkshire

pansy parkinson

scream

tara carpenter

sam carpenter

ethan landry

chad meeks martin

mindy meeks martin

anika kayoka

please be kind. if you're rude you will be blocked.

english is not my first language so please don't be rude about it. if you see ive made a mistake please just nicely point it out. i also don't write for real people only characters because, well, they're real.'

thank you so much for taking your time to read this <333 feel free to request! these may seem like a lot but it's really just normal things and almost all requests i get follow this criteria! request as you normally would just keep in my mind the writers are human and that we love getting asks but we don't like having people be entitled or rude! tysm <33

do not repost my work in a different language/a platform. respect original work by refraining from plagiarism. if you use ideas from my post please credit me!! i absolutely love seeing different interpretations but please remember to credit <;33 thats all i'll update it if i remember more stuff <33

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