#but its okay nobody reads this

[cable-salamdr]

Sth archie covers except I drew them and went insane in the process

(There is more to come I just need to figure out how to draw and render an airplane first. click on them for details and such please yah yah)

[sideblogdotjpeg]

ive been thinking about the red string superstition recently and also sol bufo always and it makes me sick how uncannily caldwell tanner has made sol to perfectly target me personally

(+ cropped versions !)

[arthursfuckinghat]

The worst part about playing rdr2 again is knowing who's going to die, how they're going to die, when they're going to die, and not be able to do a single thing about it

[dukeofthomas]

I need people to realize how horrible 'stalking/constant surveillance/breaking into each other's homes is how the Batfamily show love' is. Like i really need someone to just acknowledge how horrific saying this bullshit is.

Like even fics where they're shown as happy and healthy and with good ties, you've always got this thing where none of them have privacy or any boundaries with each other. Which is directly antithetical to actually having good relationships. And this invasion via hacking and stalking and breaking into homes is portrayed as a positive, good thing; it's just how they show love and care to each other, after all. But for some reason I just personally don't find stalking, lack of privacy or boundaries, and emotional manipulation funny, endearing, or healthy, and just end up disgusted at the attempt to sweep it all under the rug.

[oceanwithouthermoon]

ive been unhealthily fixated on kubosai for the past few weeks, i just have no idea how to put it into words. kuboyasu aren and saiki kusuo are in love btw

[dailykugisaki]

Day 280 | id in alt

Motherfucker didn't say please.

[gojoest]

at the end of the day i am so very picky about the satoru content i choose to consume :,)

[dots-in-my-head]

im sick rn sorry

[the-kipsabian]

[opikiquu]

im going to be so annoying all week

[strawberry-cowmilk]

oh no somebody I do not want to know about my online presence might have found this account luckily I didn't find anything suspicious in my follower list but oh my god

[ev-enhotterthanyou]

no i havent been reading jack merridew/ralph fanfiction for most of the afternoon like someone demented why

[wasabikitcat]

Do you think he realizes that this implies all humans are female?

[dazedbygrace]

okay big ass text block if anyone is nosy

In 2018 I wrote something on here called "when you realize you're in love." At the time, I was utterly infatuated with a boy in high school, who I was convinced I'd spend the rest of my days, but only really felt what heartache was.

Since then, I have redefined a lot of what I would consider to be love, as I think I have gotten an ounce of realness, so with that being said, here is an updated version of "when you realize you're in love."

when you realize you're in love

a bubbly, buzzing of the soul and the feeling of being drunk and dazed, full of the essence of another being

warm and cozy, comfortable and smiles, so many smiles and laughter. that "at home" feeling and a longing for connection and physicality, despite being so close already

hours on the phone, saved photos, holding hands, their smell lingering on your clothes after long hugs, tears that come with a goodbye.

i love you

sweet tender touches, soft whispers, gentle kisses, comfortable silence and being held. that is what love is

^^^ the above text was written in august of 2021 ^^^

today it's january 30, 2025.

so much has happened since august 2021 and i sit here looking back on my love life and how so much has changed and how much i have experienced within the last few years.

back in november, my almost three year relationship with my honest and true first ever love, ended. it shattered me and with it only having been a few short months ago, i am still shattered, at least a little bit. it's certainly gotten better and i don't live every single day wallowing in my pain of the betrayal i experienced from my ex, but it still hurts late at night when i have to be alone in the quiet with my thoughts.

when you realize you're in love

butterflies live inside and they never go away

warmth on your cheeks and someone scratching that one spot on your head that always calms you

holding your waist and stealing clothes, giggling together and forming a routine

tossing around potential baby names and making their lunch for work the next day

wawa smoothies and ice cream from that truck that parks in that lot you pass coming home from work some days

making them paintings and hoping they'll love it just as much as the billion others you created for them before

watching them scour the aisles in the grocery store for that specific creamer that doesn't upset your tummy

taking big whiffs of their cologne because it clouds you with joy and purchasing scented things you know they would like too

i write this as a ways of healing, tumblr is my little world and i don't even think my mutuals will take the time to even read this huge block of text, which is completely fine, writing is just healing for me and my life has been going so beautifully recently that i worry about pushing my healing aside and ignoring it, that's not healing! but healing is not linear and i guess if you are reading this, it's okay to be happy, but it's also totally okay to feel your feelings.

[spel16]

Being easily impressed is honestly something I’m so glad I’ve maintained/conditioned in myself!

Genuinely thinking basically everything is awesome is so awesome!!!

No need to be kind to safe someone’s feelings if you genuinely just think everything is cool!

Does have the fear that it feels like my opinion doesn’t really matter much? But hey if they want critique they can ask for it!

The minimum effort needed to make anything already deserves praise, plus they keep making such genuinely amazing stuff!!!

Learn to be impressed!

[hereticaas]

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