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ruining friendships by being avoidant, insecure, and mentally ill like a boss 👍
#i think i completely fumbled a friendship I really appreciated#bc i got so depressed and scared that they hated me#or were just lying to me#that i completely cut myself off#and now i feel like its too late to do anything#especially bc last time we talked i got really upset and just disappeared#honestly i ruined a lot of friendships a few months ago#at least no one reached out to me since#so idk#i still feel bad about it#i still hate that i feel this way#i feel like a bad person#but its fine. its whatever#i ruin things all the time anyway#just hurts yk?#monnie rambles
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10 years later
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itafushi#itafushikugi#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#least heterosexual group photo ive ever drawn tbh#u have the kings of subtle pda and their judgy lesbian third wheel#this does remind me a lot of the kind of art i used to do jhgdjghdfj#specifically that one furuba main trio piece i did forever ago. same vibe better art#anyway......i tried my best........ i tried so hard#i do not know how old they look . the goal was 25/26 but atp i've gaslit myself into thinking they look the same#especially megumi im so . throws hands in the air in defeat#but idk what else i can do cries at least i like it??? i think???????#i don't know!!! if they look younger than 25 whatever!!!!!!!!#why is it so hard fr me to make chars look older im gna slam my head against the door#maybe its fine. idc <- (lie)#in other news itfs are married fight me abt it . yuuji rockin the right hand ring fr Lack Of Finger reasons#also i am Eating nobara's fit . she might also look a bit younger than intended the more i look at her gDI why cant i have nice things#new hairstyle carrying tbh. i think she would a. grow it out and b. switch the side she parts it on to make Seeing easier#god just take it all tht really matters 2 me is low pony nobara and Rings On Fingers itfs#i did my time in yoi i know how to make wedding bands Work
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Dear Big Brother
kind of a sequel to this comic
#FINALLY FINISHED IT. THIS HAS BEEN SITTING UNFINISHED FOR ALMOST A FUCKING YEAR#and of course i get around to it right after making that stupid masterpost. well there's another one to add i guess#anyway. this was originally now that you're gone part 2. basically aryll's counterpart to their dad's perspective#botw#loz#skribbles#i will say ignoring this for so long was good actually because it confirmed my suspicions that my pen pressure no longer works#the way it used to. so if you see any weird inconsistencies between panels or pages it's not me it's my fucking tech#for some reason i need WAY more pressure than i used to to get the same level of opacity in sai which is. not great for my hands#but whatever ive gotten used to it by now. ignore the inconsistencies in this comic its fine
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The raven king, chapter ten
"How interesting," they say.
(and they say it a lot)
(i'm not kidding. the entirety of the first two books is just both of them saying how interesting the other is. it's suffocating.)
Another medicated Andrew! And black haired Neil!
The two first books hold such bangers, and clearly not enough people ramble about them. I'm a sucker for the relationship they have afterwards obviously, but even before that they're hilarious. Many underrated scenes that could be worth drawing.
Also I underestimated how Neil dress and presents himself - like: he wears oversized, worn out and faded, preferably light-colored clothes; messy curlyish hair with bangs; sports hoodies; JORTS-
... He's got a banger style actually.
#aftg#all for the game#the raven king#the kings men#neil josten#andrew minyard#andreil#twinyards#brotherly love and internal gay crises#neil keeps his hands in his pockets to feel the phone and keys andrew gave him and thats canon#just a reminder yknow#also did you know neil says the precise sentence 'im fine' exactly nine times in the raven king#like not 'its fine' or whatever just 'im fine'#yes i kept count#MUSE PROPAGANDA (this is an art tag)
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delgal and thistle go to pride
#thistle#thistle dungeon meshi#delgal#dungeon meshi#delgal is just a giant overexcitable dog#and thistle is in a phase where he thinks labels and community are stupid. but delgal enjoys it so..whatever...its fine...#my art
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Thinking about Weird Barbie and how she's the very obviously queer outsider of the Barbie world, she straddles the lines between Barbie and the Real World. She's the most aware of the performative nature of it all. She supports Barbie while also gently mocking her panic at losing the hyperfeminine perfection. Her weird house is also home to the discontinued reject weird Barbies, the outcasts (including very gay earring Ken) who never fell into either the original matriarchy or the Kentriarchy brainwashing.
The other more classically heteronormative and beautiful Barbies both pity and fear her, and at first the narrative pities her as well. She's the vessel of girls going weird and crazy and feral on their dolls and that's amazing. Weird Barbie is aware of who she is and how the world sees her and she loves it. She's Weird Barbie and She Owns It.
#i couldnt identify with a lot of the Barbies Feminine Crisis on as deep a level as other women i know#but holy shit did i see what they did with Weird Barbie aka Queer Barbie#GOD this movie did such a great job capturing the feeling of#gender is fake and but also its real#ive been having gender thoughts#mostly about how im so goddamn ambivalent about gender that i can't even identify#with the idea of thinking about What Is My Gender enough to say its nonbinary#my gender is Sure Okay#she/her yeah fine its whatever#barbie
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Missed drawing these two too
Bonuses
#rendoc#still thinking about them a lot#always#hermitshipping#sorry for the weird empty area in the first one. It was my attempt to make it take up less of people's timelines#this art is so embarrassing lol but man I like when Doc's drawn as a big goat man I have no defense I plead the fifth#or well at least it becomes embarrassing when its. shippy#whatever Tumblr people are usually cool so here goes!!#I am 99% a fluff and hurt/comfort person. Idc how frisky these guys get in fanon all I can ever think of is fluff sorry#Also contemplated implementing Doc's accent into the dialogue but I am forever paranoid of offending someone lol#idk how to write accents etc but you guys will make it sound fine in your heads I'm sure#hermitblr#tubby art
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LEGEND tells of a LEGENDARY COWPOKE… whose sharpshootin’ skills were the stuff of LEGEND
Sorry for this one. I really am. I kept mixing up the furious five and the feisty five and then I thought about it for a little too long
(Please DO NOT repost my art to other sites :) )
#way way way higher effort than this idea really shouldve been. but i had fun and im kinda proud of how it turned out anyway#ironically i struggled the most with that normal style panel </3#we'll call this uhhhh#UTY Sharpshootin Clover AU#just in case i post smth else abt it lol. assuming i dont get immediately boo'd off tumblr(likely)#Undertale Yellow#uty au#ufjskdgskl i feel so cringe. whatever its fine its fine :D#uty Clover#uty Starlo#uty Feisty Five#uty Mooch#uty Ed#uty Ace#uty Moray
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dont get me wrong cuz I DO appreciate Larian continuing to work on the game and trying to fix issues etc but like. mr Larian PLEASE stop responding to fan feedback. Theres like 2 million people playing this game ofc some of them will say character x should be nicer or cuter or do a little dance but that doesnt mean u gotta do it. you dont gotta call neil newbon or whoever up like come to the studio we need to rerecord everything bc a person on reddit said theyd like it better. You’ve worked on these characters for over 4 years and you are allowed to stand by your creation. None of what I said applies to Wyll’s underdevelopment btw but you all know that
#that post abt halsins#traumatic experience really portrayed this well for me#i wanted to say its fine to add things just dont replace them but#if im being honest even the epilogue felt too fanservicey for me#oh they all had a good ending and lived happily ever after#and had babies w each other and named them gortash cazador potter or whatever#like leave ittt just leaveee ittttt#bg3
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Okay now I'm curious- I try to recommend fewer shows that I think are pretty well known these days, but I wonder if most of them are as well known as I think. Here's my list and my question, remember it's heard of not even necessarily listened to:
The Magnus Archives, The White Vault, Wooden Overcoats, The Bright Sessions, Welcome to Nightvale, The Black Tapes, Wolf 359, Video Palace, I Am In Eskew, Archive 81, Two Princes, Midnight Burger, Brimstone Valley Mall, Woe.Begone, Malevolent, Ars Paradoxica, Eos 10, King Falls AM, The Adventure Zone
#audio drama#natch put details in the tags :eyes_emoji:#or whatever shows you think are well known that arent on this list#this is a lie i still recommend BVM and wooden overcoats#and i have never recommended Two Princes because i have not actually listened to it lol#im sure its fine
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Why would she say that?
Can you tell I'm procrastinating
#i couldnt fine th e original version of this meme#its like a screenshot from the pokemon mystery dungeon anime one shot#with a fake subtitle saying “eat shit”#its piplup saying it and I cannot for the life of me find it!!!!#whatever#pokemon#pmd#pokemon mystery dungeon#pokemon mystery dungeon explorers of sky#pmd eos#pmd explorers#pmd oc#pmd2#pmd sky#explorers of sky#mystery dungeon#art#digital art#digitalart#fanart#fan art#oc#treeko#piplup
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outfit combination powers ACTIVATE
#phoenxwright art#metalocalypse#toki wartooth#dethklok#adult swim#mtl fanart#partner mentioned this idea to me and i don't want to talk about the sound i made#I'm normal its fine#whatever
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sympathy for cain
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#yuji itadori#ryomen sukuna#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#sukuna#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#and here i thought i had finally drawn smth that didnt need the spoiler tag but unfortunately nobara has her eyepatch smh#crazy tht i end up drawing sukuna of all people when im in this mood#havent drawn the guy in a while fr starters#also Not the character i would have thought to choose to process my emotions for me but it fits very well#dont read into it :)#i dont like this piece too much tbh like its fine its cool im just in a headspace n this has all of it in it#this is why i dont typically like to draw to vent bc then i cant look at the finished product without seeing all the feelsbad behind it#but whatever . maybe todays chapter will fix me#oh yeah 2 fv captions in a row bc thats what u get when im emo. shame/rotten goes hard fr sukuna/yuuji
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"Tumblr is great for artists!" I say, gripping the sink "The reblog function keeps art alive long after it's posted! Not like Twitter and Instagram where old art is left to die in obscurity. And that's great! That's so great!" Somebody reblogs one of my years old drawings and I crush the sink into dust with my bare hands
#drinks talk tag#i try not to delete old embarassing art bc its good to be able to see progress#but i saw an art come up in my notifs today and literally went 'nooooo not that one'#u can reblog whatever u want its fine it keeps me humble ;~;
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absolutely insane i get to draw headscarves again
#kostik draws#secret life#secret life fanart#goodtimeswithscar#gtws#gtwscar#fanart#hes so prettyyyyyyyfnfbhhf#using every muscle in my body to hold back from gushing about how much i need him#whatever !!!!!!#i love drawing patterned scarves. hes just like meeeeeee#gnc king. kisses his forehead. sends him out to the masses#update tumblr killed the quality on click im devastated . its ok im fine . doesnt even get to me#if you want a higher quality face for pfp send me an ask thumbsup
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@chipper-smol I couldn't get the thought out of my head of dragon loop flying on unfamiliar wings away from their problems because obviously that's why they have them haha ha ha
#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#i... i think#loop isat#siffrin isat#art#fanart#kitscribbles#I HAVENT DRAWN DRAGON IN FOREVER im so sorry if i mucked your loop's anatomy fnjdvks#also imagine loop winds up right back at the tree whenever sif loops#its FINE. its WHATEVER. who wants to be up where the stars are anyway hrghrgrgrgr whats even the point#the universe gives you a substitute to take over the responsibility you feel and wings to go take a vacation somewhere else and yet#its like the universe is a sucker for irony or something haha ha#imagine sif doesnt even see loop for so much longer because theyre just out there seeing how much distance they can cover#oh hey is that an island it looks familiar *loops* stardust you LITTLE-#also i drew sif so small to begin with and then realized. little guy isn't little enough because loop is so BIG#^^^ all of this is just me being silly with ideas dont mind me
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