#but it's also just in the synonymous meanings of the words
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after skimming the homestuck wiki, i'm pretty sure that the hashmap modus turns the letters of an object's name into a number that gets stored in the corresponding slot, and synonyms can change what slot it goes into. there are some differences from the alt code system:
there are no numbered slots to speak of when casting spells. there isn't even an inventory. you just cast the spells.
hashmap takes an entire word or phrase and turns it into a number, while we take numbers and turn them into individual letters.
these letters aren't even in modern english, either. i don't think there's ever been a situation in homestuck where dave had to use a non-english letter to store something, and it probably wouldn't be compatible with any of the methods of turning the letters into a number since those seem to only be built for modern english letters.
also, alt codes have been around for far longer than homestuck, so even if those were used in homestuck, that would mean that alt codes aren't a homestuck reference, but that homestuck references alt codes.
Game idea: you've got a series of spells you can use, which you cast by typing them.
But enemy bosses can attack your keyboard. Your "E" key is disabled. FIREBALL is out. ICE9? Also out. Guess they're getting hit with SUMMON FROG.
The bosses can also drop traps on your keys. So if N is trapped, you can cast SUMMON FROG, but the N-trap will go off and you'll take damage.
An advanced late game spell is THESAURUS, which lets you reanalyze a spell. Can't do SUMMON NIGHT WOLF because your N key is broken? THESAURUS it and now it's CREATE DARK DOG.
Another enemy attack would be putting a counter on your keys. So if they put a 1 on your R, you can cast "FIREBALL" but "CIRCLE OF TERROR" is right out.
The two can be combined: a trapped counter only goes off if you type more than the counter. So a trapped 2 on your S means "HEAL SELF" is fine but "TRANSFORM SELF TO SERPENT" will activate the trap and you'll take damage.
One late game boss attacks you by cutting your keyboard in half, and which half works alternates between turns. You gotta figure out which spells you can use that turn.
You could do some fun gimmick-fights. Like a boss sweeps your keyboard off the table and makes you play scrabble instead: you have to spell spells to cast them.
Or wheel of fortune, where you have to get enough money to be able to buy vowels before you can cast spells with vowels in them. The puzzle on the board is a spell the boss is going to cast against you, so it's also a fight against time. If you correctly guess too many letters, they'll solve and you'll get hit with the spell.
I think the way it works is that you fight some mooks and then a boss, and each boss has a new spell they can cast against you.
But you can cast any spell you've seen used against you, so like you start with merely FIREBALL but the first boss hits you with HIGH JUMP, and now you can use that ability out of battle, cause it's a metroidvania of course, and now new areas are accessible.
But bosses can use "forbidden" spells against you, and they do it by typing words you can't.
Like the viking boss hits you with a OÄNDLIG FJÄRIL and you don't have that letter.
(later you can upgrade your keyboard to get access to some forbidden letters, but at great cost: you must sacrifice a letter to gain it, and you don't get to pick which letter the keyboard surgeon will take)
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We need to talk about homophobia in the helluva boss fandom because there is no fucking way this comment(about Stolas) should have over 11,000 likes
And this isn’t the only one. People make comments like this about Stolas (and other fictional effeminate gay men) all the time. Worse, they make comments like this about real people!!! It just happens more in fandom spaces because its safer to project bigoted views onto fictional characters without the worry of push back. The issue is, you share these spaces with real people. You share these spaces with real gender non conforming gay/queer men who will see these comments.
Not only that, but the way you engage with minority characters can sometimes be an expression of internalized biases. Especially if it’s a pattern. Sometimes it’s more explicit, like those ass holes who complain when a person of color is casted in their favorite nerd franchise. Other times it’s more subtle, like consistently being overly critical of characters of color in a way you’re not with white characters.
“But twink isn’t a slur” yall say.
I know a lot of y’all are young, so I’m going to take this in good faith and explain it to you. Using a word associated with queerness to criticize a person is using coded language.
Coded language consists of seemingly neutral terms that individuals use to negatively describe identity and thus maintain oppressive power structures.
An example of this I saw growing up was Adam Lambert on American Idol. He was closeted to the public, but most people clocked him as a gay man. The judges were constantly saying he couldn’t win because he was too “theatrical”. This was their coded way of saying “too gay” because theatrics, or theater in general, is largely associated with the gay community.
Historically, gender non conforming gay men have been subject to more criticism and outward bigotry than masculine presenting men. Because they’re seen as being a bigger threat to the patriarchy.
(And when I say historically, I mean this was happening in the times of ancient Rome and Greece)
This is why a lot of queer people also feel comfortable using twink in a derogatory way. Because yeah, they might be gay, but they’re not like those weird gays with the winy voice. They see themselves as respectable queers, even if on a subconscious level.
So here’s the rule: if you’re using twink as a synonym for something negative, that’s homophobia. If you’re calling a person a twink while simultaneously insulting them, that’s homophobia. Lastly, if you still don’t buy into what I’m saying, ask yourself why we don’t use terms associated with masculine queerness(like bear) while criticizing people in the same large scale way.
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Actually kind of think the Glee reference was more about connecting Buck's arc to Eddie's joy.
#i know i know ryan murphy whatever#but like.#glee#joy#and the way eddie was very much embracing joy and exhibiting glee in that final scene#there is a thread here in the sexuality of it all and how it still traced back to eddie#it's in the pop culture reference#but it's also just in the synonymous meanings of the words#buddie#911 spoilers#911 s8#911 8x06#random buddie thoughts
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everyone talks themselves into a life that suits them best
#i'm sorry the vision is nonexistent but i see it. his wordinggggg is so lila...#l'amica geniale#s4 spoilers#my brilliant friend spoilers#l'amica geniale spoilers#lila cerullo 🫀#franco mari#elena greco 📝#also elena leaning in to listen to him with so much affection. she's hearing lila i am 100% sure of it#she is instinctively responsive to anything lila-like#i hate how the screencap can't capture it. she shifts all of her weight on her arm and leans forward#like she wants to swim in that conversation#i love how... words are losing their meaning links to lila re: the solara article... she arrives to the same conclusion...#but elena refutes their statement. she writes about them. ughhh#also ADORE how visceral franco's description is. literally lila during the earthquake and just lila in general#she's alwasy using bodily fluids as metaphors... infection as a synonym to dissolving boundaries.#like... i can't even#i actually have a more elaborate lilafranco web weave in my drafts that discusses everything i mention in these tags but#i can't really post that yet#ferranteposting
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Ougghh I hate learning vocab 😔😔😔
#its too much memorisation for me!!!!#theres no logic there!! no rules to follow!! no formulas to assit you!! how am i supposed to remember!!!#its just “heres 500 words now you have to rememver all of their meanings and how they relate to each other also their grammatical gender”#:( im bad at this#i love grammar but vocab makes me want to cry. its boring and too much#thay being said im failing the upcoming test probably#also i hate hate hate the exercise for “whats the synonym for [word]” its like the hardest shit there is#id rather translate complex phrases 😔#keri rambles
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gotta be honest I don't really like how some people talk about the way Ryan speaks...
#he has a relatively distinct vocabulary#it doesn't necessarily mean anything#also trying to draw the distinction between two words when they literally mean the same thing like... synonyms are a thing#local preferences and dialects exist...#personal preferences too while we're at it#idk i'm just tired of people picking on the actors i guess be it lou or ryan or anyone else#ryan guzman#911#911 abc#ramblings
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hm. i do not remember the screenshot being this big hfvsh
#wip#i like this one the best and also.. it might be the best one Lmaofhvs#[points] its the He#this is also very nearly the final product hvfhs#i'm just gonna colour them a bit and then leave it at that :)#(i'm doing an expression sheet again :3 :D)#i'm drawing each of these individually unlike how i did with the bl.s ones cuz his funkin Hair likes to catch me out hbvfsh#//anyway i've been working on this thing for nearly a week ???#'keeps why' i have been. writing#i do So enjoy infodumping about this project hvfhs#plusss putting it in a little booky means people don't have to be bothered with me looping back and over myself lol :>#i just dunno where i wanna put it lol#wattpad makes the most sense.. but also mm i dunno hfhsh#i haven't really used it in forever...#oh i should update it though fr fr#/also Geeeeez what is happening to my writing HFH#like one day i can't stop overusing the world 'occasionally' and then next i sound sort of obnoxious overusing synonyms and stuff lol#though you know what it Has gotten easier to just get stuff down (even when my brain is pretty much dead !!) when i just ignore everything#i forget about hfvhs :D#cuz i forget like every 15th word and it screws w/ the flow but if i do [this] with a similar word for later it's so good :DD#/also why can i Never remember the word Conscience lmao#that's a little bit of a funny one to always be losing hvfsh#//anywho... woo.... :33#i'm gonna go do my stuff now... and prolly sneak a soda.... and if i do i'll prolly be back ranting because that's what caffeine does to me#Loll#have a very empty brain recently. it Has been full of lovey doveyness tho so not bad not bad hfvhs :D#okay bbbye now toooodles ciaaaoo see ya .u./
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have to read an article for a class written by the same professor and i so desperately want to take a red pen and go to town because what the actual FUCK
#yes im aware were living in a postmodern society where we have to think about the words we use because nothing is neutral. please stop using#quotes for every word this is getting unreadable#also stop using the same words every sentence if you really have to make the same sentiment again go look at a thesaurus i bet you can find#some kind of synonym that isnt too obvious#also stop using “on the other hand” (translated lmao) when you didnt signify you were first talking about “the one hand” i dont know if its#grammatically incorrect to do it like this but it fucking feels like it!!!#also stop using those big words. like i know were in academical spheres and you have to use the correct words and stuff and you are allowed#to assume that other historians will know what youre talking about (to some degree!!) but please you can use normal words i swear youre#allowed to use words that people use in their daily life this shit is getting unreadable#atp im just hate reading#what do you mean it 40 pages#also. this man is gonna grade my paper???#snail speaks#snail is angry
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sometimes its almost like y'all don't think trans men are actually men
#seriously tho 90% of this site talks about 'transmascs' as if that word is synonymous with 'butch women'#the same people also think of trans women as some sort of separate category to women (oops I mean cis women)#so its just a general internalized transphobia problem#but boy if its not annoying as hell#also whats up with the 'transmascs' contrasted to 'cis men'#I'm not a transmasc I'm a man. y'all don't call cis men 'cismasc' so 🤨#trans#transphobia#o.#'masculinity' instead of manhood when its not masculinity theyre talking about. masculine women are in fact more hated than feminine women#not given any social privilege for it#so yeah masculinity isnt synonymous with privilege. thats bc masculinity is different than being a man 😭#also 'think of yourself as man'#like cmon man thats almost worse than 'identify as'#btw I don't disagree with the ''you are harmed by the patriarchy'' part bc everybody is to some extent. and as a whole trans men are moreso#than cis men are#crucially tho women are the primary targets of sexism so...
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Treating endo-ridden systems is really easy
Sterilization? Might just be a perfectly convenient answer
#this is just a modest proposal so don't read too much into it#oh shit i forgot words have multiple meanings and i can be way more respectful about this#but i don't think i will be because i want people to get mad#so i can tell all my followers that the hate group is out to get me#you can debate me but only using far removed synonyms#pro syscourse conversation#also yes just take the fucking thing out#i don't want gremlins anyways
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sorry if I come on strong my love language is bullying people
#this feels illegal and counterintuitive#i be politeing my shebs off to people I don't like#meanwhile insulting my friend's entire ancestry and their carpet#somehow got it in my mind that verbal sparring is a bonding moment#probably because it involves me being witty#which is also often synonymous with me being funny#and if we're laughing and having a good time together then we must be bonding don't you think#the operative word here is “together”#I will never say anything mean to someone I genuinely dislike#I just hold all my hatred in and bury it very deep inside and hope it burns out before I have to interact with them again#If I'm verbally eviscerating you it's because I love you so much#sorry#lmk if it's not a vibe
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i yam thinking abt. my Thing
#tide of consciousness#not exactly an uncommon occurrence#but it is certainly occurring. currently#occur is. a weird word. goddamn thats a weird word#what the hell is occur. and then when you add to it ??? two r??? occurr. wait fuck currently . curr#those shits have to be related#to cur...#o cur... cur-ent...#is cur some old synonym for present. or. something. i have to look this up#ah ok. looked it up. another modern day victim of latin prevalence#currere actually means 'to run' which is wild bc both occur and currently dont at first glance have ANYTHING to do with that#ahhh i love language. why am i not biting the bullet and just getting a degree in whatever the science of language history is or whatever#hey. i should like. why dont i just act on this#also side note cur as in the insult has nothing to do with currere#well. i successfully stopped thinking abt my thing for a second thhere#and to think these tags were just supposed to be 'and by thing haha well. lets just say. my .'
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IK it’s seen as cringe to have labels/especially microlabels for your OCs but i really do love designing such specific queer characters for crime express. also do you know how fun it is to both reference queer terms and slang from the 30s and also make up stuff for great ruhose it’s awesome
#good examples of slang ive come up with that are also inspired by real word great depression slang:#‘gendered’ - which can be used to refer to transgender people but refers mainly to nonb people (toons in particular)#it‘s a bit more synonymous with genderqueer (ex: blu; they’re closer to genderqueer if they knew 2000s terms but they like nonspecificity)#but characters like ruth and tulip also identify w/ it though tulip uses the word genderfluid (i might adjust that though even if they are#genderfluid)#same as ruth. she calls one of his genders gendered but it’s easier to go ‘yup im gendered ya can see me as a gal’ instead of. yknow. an#essay of detail#(which ruth is trigender/female-male-nonb)#‘spadille’ - basically synonymous with asexual/can also mean aro but just needs to be clarified#i chose spadille because it’s similar to slang for widows/spinsters and a lot of queer slang was you know. not the nicest back then#also i would’ve chosen spade but if you do two seconds of research on that word in the 1930s. yeah im not using that#cause almost every character is aspec most of them identify w/ spadille even if it is varied#ex: mason says he’s a double spadille because he’s demiro and -ace but if someone wants detail he can explain#2nd ex: blu is just as open about being a spadille as they are being gendered. both are a big part of their identity#anyways. i love making up slang. teehee!#oc stuff
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aight im just gonna say it. some folks really gotta stop treating nishikiryu like they’re actually related and considering anyone who’s so much as Okay with them as a pairing of being incest apologists. like. that’s a legitimately fucked up and serious thing to accuse someone of just because of your view of two factually unrelated fictional characters.
#like. i really don’t like yumi being a love interest for kiryu and think she’d be best as a sister figure to him#a dynamic which could’ve formed while growing up alongside him at sunflower. that absolutely does not mean I would start blocking#and shittalking people for being ‘incest shippers’ as if I have the mora high ground and self righteousness to do so#it is really not different. only difference is the use of the word kyodai. which is an honorary title and not inherently synonymous with#viewing someone as your Actual Literal Sibling.#like just. chill the fuck out.#throwing that kinda accusation around is honestly no better than someone throwing around terms like ‘abuser’ or ‘gaslighting’#over subjective and unserious situations#no one is asking you to change your view of them. no one’s asking you to like them as a pairing. just say you don’t see it that way and move#on. not everything is a moral issue where someone needs to be condemned for something.#tldr: don’t be an asshole#this reminds me of the post that’s like. hey sometimes it’s okay to just say you don’t like someone/something without trying to prove#that disliking it is the Morally Correct thing to do.#like for real dude.#anyway might delete this later or simplify it becuase I have honestly been scared to say anything about this for a long time#due to seemingly the majority of people considering this a highly controversial hot button issue#also sure blocking people is an option but. if you like someone/most of someone’s content and just don’t like a certain pairing or topic or#whatever that they’ll reblog on occasion you can also just. block the tag. unless they don’t tag their shit then it’s more understandable#but i most certainly do and I appreciate when other people do the same because I have one major pairing tag in this fandom blocked because#of how much i don’t like it and plenty of people I follow post this pairing occasionally and shockingly it does not bother me. because#of the ability to filter via tags. it’s really not hard#anyway yeah sorry. let’s see how fast I delete this cause boy am I scared of getting eaten alive for this Apparently Hot Take#rambling#edit: also just wanna note that this isn’t even my main/favorite pairing or anything. im not a diehard nishikiryu guy#im a diehard kazumaji guy though for sure. but I have a strong opinion on the topic because. like I said. the gravity of people’s#accusations is beyond Not Okay
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lovelies, since we are dealing with some really messy messy bitches in ofts, i just want to remind everyone that english is a rich language with a variety of adjectives to describe people, and the usage of words which actually describe already incredibly stigmatised mental health issues is truly not necessary. sociopathic, psychopathic, narcissistic, psychotic, etc. truly just don't mean what you are trying to convey. usually simply googling the word followed by "synonyms" should give you a variety of more fitting descriptors.
#i know narcissistic is used coloquially a lot but i swear to gods you just mean self-centered / egotistical / selfish / self-absorbed etc.#also yes i know what the word 'synonym' means but 1) there are no words that are actually 100% the same in meaning#and 2) people have been using descriptors of mental illnesses or their symptoms like this for a while - that's precisely the problem#which we are hopefully all trying to mend at least a little!!!#only friends the series#ofts#archer speaks
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//note: there ARE the descriptions of a slowly-dying persons thoughts in here. its. probably disturbing in some manner? i mean, its. be careful if youre not good with stuff like that. sorry, i just dont know how to tw this. its the blue text, dm me and i can summarise what happens. RP:
Log 223
FTL: First, an update on the training of FTLR-3. I am tentatively going to declare it a success. While FTLR-3 is still showing some hesitance to obey my commands, I do believe that that may stem from some sort of... spite? I know for sure that it has thoroughly associated my commands with the receival of more food. I am unsure if this pause is due to it fighting its instincts, or whether it is truly just to throw me off. Perhaps I am simply being paranoid again. Either way, I have to be satisfied with the progress I have made thus far: my time has run out. More on that later.
FTL: Second, the modification of the container I will be using to transport FTLR-3. I have reinforced it and made sure that when it's shut, it's completely airtight. Nothing gets in, nothing gets out. FTLR-3 will not be escaping it, especially due to the training that I can only hope will work. I have no guarantee that the container will be as secure as I think it will be, I have no guarantee that FTLR-3 will not disobey me, I have no guarantee that the creature used for the transportation will be fully capable of carrying it all the way there. I can only prepare so much. And as I said, my time has run out.
FTL: Third, the Locator's return. The Locator that I sent to Songs of the Negative Sunlight has returned, pearl with it. Which does confirm that Songs of the Negative Sunlight is somewhat conscious and agrees to the plan. The part of the pearl that xi changed reads as the following:
affirmative. it's alright. i'm sorry.
FTL: And here is the thing that I did not, in any capacity, expect. Xi attached a few logs of xirs detailing xir downfall. I do not know how xi still has the energy to do so, or how the logs remained mostly undamaged. Perhaps xi was storing them in a neuron fly instead of xir drives. I do not know.
FTL: These were... Interesting to read. I will be rejoining my Local Group's chat in order to share these with them. I'm sure they'll want to know. In the meanwhile though, I'll put them here. Just in case I lose this pearl. The logs are... I'd rather not read through them again.
Log SNS: i've decided to give in. quit my research. who cares. i sure don't. perhaps dedicate myself to looking into Void fluid - but not for the sake of the Great Problem, for the sake of understanding purified Void fluid. it's always been rather interesting SNS: i know Finely-Tuned Line won't regard my decision with approval. yet he is my junior, he has no say in my decision. i can only hope that ve doesn't condemn me for it. i don't think ve will, truly.
Log SNS: i've told my Local Group about my decision. Finely-Tuned Line was confused, as predicted, but he didn't criticise my decision. Echoes of a Paradox was happy for me, also unsurprisingly. Doubt's Dichotomy, well... it didn't say anything. that too, was not unexpected. she barely talks to us anymore though. i'll have to contact sol about that. SNS: research on purified Void fluid is advancing, i've diverted some of my supply to chamber c-8. have to be careful to not let too much accumulate in one place though. don't yet know what i'm hoping to discover, but i think that's supposed to be part of the thrill.
Log SNS: i've made a lot of progress over the past few cycles! i was right, purified Void fluid is very interesting. though i am no Iterator designed for chemistry, i can figure out that the purified Void fluid's corrosivity appears to be completely gone! how does it come back then, when it's gathered in larger amounts?
Log SNS: my theory is that large amounts of purified Void fluid sort of... combine their fractured molecular structure? and that the purification causes the fracturing in the first place. unsure. where do its Ascension abilities go though?
Log SNS: purified Void powers me, as it does a lot of Iterators. it's sheer energy is taken and taken and then used by an Iterator. i think i've figured out a more effective generation method though! using purified Void fluid as well, normal is just too volatile. if i can expand my income of purified Void fluid, maybe I can test my idea...
Log SNS: okay! i just need to expand the transporter pipes a bit. i've run the calculations, i have a plan, it should all be fine. SNS: ...i still haven't told my Local Group what i am doing, though. they'd tell me that it's a bad idea. maybe it is. but i'm on the brink of something - this is the first time i've ever felt this excited about anything! i am not stopping now.
Log SNS: pipe burst. i can find a way out of this. i can. i just need to turn off some sections of myself. let those get corroded through. less processing power, less memory, but it'll be fine. i'll be fine. SNS: i just need to turn off the intake of Void fluid.
Log SNS: why can't i turn off the intake of Void fluid
Log SNS: nononononono SNS: it's fine. it's fine! SNS: i've blocked off the sections that are getting flooded SNS: i can still feel it SNS: eating away at me SNS: why'd they make us capable of feeling pain SNS: why'd they block me off from turning off my power source
Log SNS: i've tried sending distress calls SNS: no response SNS: can they not hear me? SNS: surely the void hasn't gotten to my transmission systems yet SNS: do they just not care SNS: ... SNS: i'm lucky my generator is on my lowest level SNS: which is now full of void SNS: it's eating through the blockade
Log SNS: nothing's coming to save me, no one's coming to save me. there's nothing to do but just wait SNS: and wait SNS: and wait SNS: and wait SNS: and wait SNS: for the void to reach my crucial systems. mostly my memory arrays. those on my top level though. my puppet'll get consumed before the waiting is over
Log SNS: slow, that's what it is. SNS: slowly, it's rising. SNS: slowly, it's eating away at me SNS: every little molecule pulled apart hurts SNS: why can't this just stop SNS: please stop SNS: I'm sorry
Log SNS: maybe the stars are pretty SNS: maybe i should have stuck to doing what i was made to do SNS: maybe finely-tuned line was right SNS: the voids past the second level now SNS: it's reached some of my systems SNS: files upon files upon files of information that i never did more than glance at SNS: i wish i could say that i won't miss them
Log SNS: i think that constellation is one i should know SNS: all of these constellations are ones i should know SNS: i've removed all my overseers from the lower levels. deactivated all the cameras. i can fight through the pain, i just don't want to think about it SNS: they're all looking up at the sky now. how did i not see how pretty it is?
Log SNS: Echoes of a Paradox would like this. the irony in my situation. is it even irony? maybe it's just poetic
Log SNS: i'll lose power soon. the generator is struggling to use the non-purified void. cause it isn't purified. not anymore. SNS: a batfly got in, it flew right into the void. SNS: It Ascended.
Log SNS: cant i jjust go back andd do itt all agaiin SNS: ill fuulfill my purposse SNS: i wontt stray SNS: pleaase SNS: pleasse SNS: ppleaase
FTL: ...That's the last log. I... I cut it off. Xi just continues repeating ximself into oblivion. Comprehensibility devolving. I-
FTL: Why did xi send me these. I don't need to know this, I do not need to know this. Why did xi consider it to be the best course of action. A late plea for help, perhaps? But no, I told xim that I couldn't help.
FTL: Perhaps xi just wanted someone to know of xir suffering.
FTL: Right. Right. I have things to do. Why can't I just move on from this, to the next thing? The plan will go correctly, xir logs say that the Void will Ascend creatures. It's all going according to plan, why can't I move on to the next thing.
FTL: I knew xir situation was hopeless. I knew that. I'd even thought xi was dead, I thought this whole plan wasn't going to work out. So why do I appear to care so much about something that I already knew about?
FTL: Is reading about it and knowing that xi's still suffering that much worse than what I already knew? Surely it's not
FTL: I... I need to take a break. A distraction. I can't think about this anymore.
FTL: I'll send the transport carrying FTLR-3 with it out. The Locator will go with it, it'll carry an Overseer of mine. That's the plan. I just need to stick to the plan.
#WARNING: UHH YEA THIS POST HAS HEAVY ANGST#AND BY THAT I MEAN THE PERSPECTIVE OF A SLOWLY DYING PERSON AND XIM LAMENTIING OVER WHAT IT FEELS LIKE AND REGRETTING ALL OF XIR MISTAKES#SO DONT READ THIS IS THATS UH NOT GOOD FOR YOU???#PLS BE CAREFUL#disclaimer: i do NOT actually know anth abt chemistry#this is more bullshit than my specbio#fun fact abt the word receival: its an archaic word! its basically synonymous with receipt (not the paper but the action of receiving smth)#but i like using archaic words and spellings so fuck you modern english#FUCK WHY DOESNT TUMBLR HAVE MORE WORD COLOURS SMHHH#in my mind blue text is eternal anomaly#but songs of the negative sunlight is also blue text but a darker oneeee#but tumblr only has one blue#smh ):#!!! ftl says 'i can only hope' so much bcs ve picked it up from sns (:#id say im sorry that i wrote this but i am not#ALSO. CONTEXT: sns' secondary purpose was to study space! which xi didnt like#ftl sorta forgot that these logs are semi-public now lol#cause he was just EVER-SO-SLIGHLY out of it while writing this log#ahahaha#i dont regret this#but im in pain bcs why did i write this jshfksjadh#rp#finely-tuned line#songs of the negative sunlight#angst#cause thats what this is#also!! the reason for sns' distress calls not getting properly sent out is uhh bcs uhhhhhh#...communications facilities were on their first level?#ftl logs
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