#but it'll never be the same
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My heart really goes out to those in the Appalachias hit by the hurricane and the flooding. Its terrible 😭💔
#and it really hurts knowing thats already a struggling region#and the government aint going to do shit to help#they dont care about these people#hell thats part of the reason things got so bad#theres no money going towards their Infrastructure#theyre an ignored people#and if i hear ONE WORD abt “they should have evacuated”#im gonna start taking names and throwing hands#shut the fuck uuuuuuup#its the poor and disabled that cant get out#and the poor and disabled who get hurt first#and besides#these people had damn near no warning#they're land locked#theyre in the mountains#flooding is rare and they arent built to withstand it#and flash floods are different#it goes from 0-100 in seconds#sorry im heated#and sad#i just love the Appalachias and its people#such rich culture and communities#gone#you can rebuild#but it'll never be the same#youll never get that back#here in southern ohio we got hit a bit too#i had to stay at my sisters bc it was too unsafe to drive home from work#so many people are without power#and one town got flooded
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cant listen to all i ever wanted from the prince of egypt anymore bc i played that song on loop when i first dramatically moved out/ran away and it brings back such vivid memories of that time
#like BH things are good with my family now#and im very lucky they never actually stopped supporting me#but it'll never be the same#and idk that song......sometimes i do wish i could walk everything back and be happy and still really feel like part of the family#that sounds so dramatic bc like i swear everything really is fine now but. ugh.#it's hard to put into words but whatever#p.s.
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Im literally so sad
#fuck you ne*l#good omens 3#i know were at least getting something#but the filler is my favorite part#i dont like the idea of a tv movie#i at least hope ne*l publishes the scripts he wrote#i mean i will pirate them but#idk#maybe i wont want to read them#fuck#this literally had to come out now#im so sad#im so sad that the first thing ive loved in a long time is ending like this#the fandoms great#but it'll never be the same
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heartblood
#artists on tumblr#blood#organ#the first one is actually a redraw of an old piece#from 2019#i should do redraws more often honestly#there were some cool concepts#that i didn't have the skills to execute back then#i hope years from now i'll look at my art from today#and think the same#i want to keep growing for as long as i live#becoming the best artist i can be#it often feels like it'll never be enough#like there's artists of such incredible unreachable skill#but then i remember almost all of us feel that way#those artists probably too
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I can only take so much, but lately, they have replaced my reflection. And realize I'm just as bad as them.
#messyr#doodle#vent art#idk what im feeling but im just really tired- pessimistic and agitated lately#overthinking stuff about growth as a person LMAO. Envy that builds inferiority then dissolves into insecurity ew#ive yet to accept the truth that it will never get better- so i can only be there for others until i watch them go.#And I walk back to the same cage where I grew- bc the cage is all I know. I'd watch from afar and wait- wait for what? Idk#Genuinely happy and proud to those who worked hard for that success-- an ugly thought whispers to me thinking why cant I have the same#well- people w the same situations as me- knows how unfair life is so we work twice as hard. but sometimes... It's-- not enough.#And to an unfortunate fate- it'll never be enough. and it feels as if you amount to nothing.#I've been stuck for so long- I'm convinced enough that I cannot be helped. Still I cling onto the tiniest spark of hope.#bpd#abuse mention
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Triple Treat
#consider this an early christmas miracle#because I thought it would be impossible to get them in the same shot together#and it'll probably never happen again#especially the weaslow one I still don't know how I managed that#sebastian sallow#ominis gaunt#garreth weasley#weaslow#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy screenshots#hogwarts legacy photo mode#mallow's photo mode madness
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while I see the appeal of izuku calling kacchan katsuki I think if he does katsuki should be allowed to burst into tears immediately
#am I not kacchan anymore? what did I do wrong? do you not love kacchan anymore? I'm sorry#coming from kacchan bakugou at this point they're too far gone they can absolutely never go back#there's not the same history between deku and kacchan#and even deku - the name - wasn't really hated by Izuku anymore. katsuki chose to stop calling him that because he wanted to do better#(because Izuku deserves better. also because Izuku feels so much nicer on his tongue)#but kacchan? they both like calling him that and being called that. katsuki loves being kacchan he claims very loudly being kacchan#and of course. never complained about being called kacchan by kaminari#anyways I'm reading fanfic#not me saying you can't have izuku call kacchan katsuki in your fics and have it be a good thing!#but for me I think it'll always be kacchan#anyways. I 'need to write fic#mha#mad mha ramblings//#bkdk#bnha
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This definitely won't happen but it would be so fucking funny if they arrive at the planet Thrawn and Ezra were stranded on and it turns out that these two are best friends now and Thrawn is completely on Ezra's side. Morgan Elsbeth pleads for Thrawn to return and reignite the Empire and he's just like "those bitches? Fuck em. Ezzie and I started a band, we play Jizz music on Wednesdays. Here's my wallet pictures of us hanging out."
#Thrawn becomes the autistic older brother Ezra always needed and Ezra is the pet Loth cat Thrawn never wanted but loves anyway#Ahsoka#ahsoka series#ahsoka spoilers#Thrawn#ezra bridger#mitth'raw'nuruodo#ahsoka show#ahsoka show spoilers#Ahsoka Tano#ahsoka series spoilers#What will most likely happen is that they'll arrive to find Thrawn and Ezra were completely separated upon arrival#Possibly Ezra is on a completely different planet entirely#And it'll be an extra side quest to continue looking for Ezra#Thrawn will be the same old crusty musty dusty blue boy who hates everyone and is too smart for anything#<- I only called him crusty musty dusty because my phone's predicted text insisted those words belonged together and I'm crying#I do like him. He just smells#I'm interested to see how they handle his return however#We know the Empire never gets reformed until another 20 or so years from the time of the show under the name The First Order#So idk we'll see#This episode was so great
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That's our baby
The first time you call you and Umemiya's dog 'your son'
SFW ig but a little suggestive at the end. Also I wasn't gonna name the dog but then I was like "Fuck it! It's Balto now"
Umemiya Hajime
"Baby I can explain-"
"You can explain why our son has a bowl cut?" You fume pointing at your two year-old Samoyed's misshapen head. He sits politely on the couch showcasing his new haircut, which normally you'd find hilarious because usually he can't settle down when you first get home. Apparently, though, he can tell when his father is getting scolded.
"Okay, first of all, I love you so much, and I love that you just called him our son because he is our son and-"
"I love you too. Skip to the bowl cut." He can tell by your stance, you're pretty mad.
"...Our normal groomer quit, and I couldn't find anywhere else to take him to," your husband breaths out in defeat before continuing. "I figured if I found a good video online, it would be easy. It was easy until he sneezed while I was trimming his face and three inches came off instead of one. He'd look weird if there was just a hunk off the side of his face, so I evened it out and it ended up like...this?" He says before crouching down and squishing his cheek next to your dog's. "C'mon he's kinda cute like this! He's our baby; he's always cute no matter what," he tries to appeal to your soft side by giving you the same puppy eyes your dog is giving you, and it almost works.
"The other dogs at the dog park are gonna make fun of him," you grimace, and at the sound of the word 'park,' your baby's ears perk up. He starts lifting and stomping his front paws gently, trying to behave but so excited that he might be going outside. Hajime lets out a dramatic gasp, hand to his chest before saying telling you that's blasphemy.
"He's friends with everyone at the park. There's no way they'll make fun of him just because of a silly haircut! Daddy thinks your friends are gonna love it, my little marshmallow." He starts squishing your dog's cheeks and speaking to him in the baby voice he saves especially for him.
Upon hearing 'park' for the second time, he starts whining and pawing at Hajime's arm. "Balto, honey, let's go for a walk." You pat your leg before grabbing the leash, and he bounds over to you, leaving his Father to pout on the couch with a quiet 'traitor' mumbled under his breath. "Haji, call Toma and ask if his cousin is still taking new clients. I'm pretty sure she grooms both dogs and cats," you say, going over to press a chaste kiss to his mouth, only for him to pull you in for a longer one, tongue swiping against your bottom lip and you almost lean in for more. Until you feel a wet nose press up against your cheek and you snort instead. Drawing back, Balto tries to get even closer to give you both his own flurries of kisses.
"See, he doesn't like when we fight! We have to get along for our baby's sake," he smiles letting your dog taste his entire face. You put one more kiss on his cheek before walking to the door.
"If you can't find a groomer by his playdate on Tuesday, you're getting a matching haircut. If you do find one, though, I'll wear that new outfit we got at the mall the other day. Y'know the one you almost ruined when we were in the dressing room? I'll let you ruin it for real this time," and you can see he's speechless now, head full of the red lacy thing that was more ribbon than clothing, that opens just like a present if you pull the right strings. Closing the door, you shoot Hiragi a text to let him know Hajime will be calling in the next few minutes and to get his stomach medicine ready, apologizing in advance for the hour long phone conversation he'll be subjected to. For now, you and your son have a walk to go on.
(I'm waaay to tired to triple check for spelling/grammar so I hope I got everything. I'm doing the same prompt but with Sakura next I think uwu)/ and then Sugishita as well...probably...maybe.)
#umemiya hajime x reader#wind breaker#I'm...not too confident with this one because dialogue's not my strong suit but //shrugs I'm working on it so be patient with me or ill cry#also who else likes balto?? cause that was MY movie of choice when i was like....7 or 8#changed my life and would have made me a furry in another universe probably lmfao#also as someone who's groomed dogs...be careful of their second coat...if you cut that shit wrong it'll never grow back the same again...
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shep I was talking to my brother about dbhc xisuma as one does and mentioned that ask about not being able to puzzle xisuma's face together mentally and my brother joked that the reason you put the spoiler bars and such on his face is cause you cant draw his whole face yet 😂
anyway I might have talked his ear off about dbhc idk tho lmao
LMAOO NOOOO!!! MY SECRET FINALLY IS OUT!!! /silly
#HEHE thats rly fun though i hope your brother is enjoying the osmosis XD#truthfully... drawing xisuma's face is still really difficult for me... bc he's always like. the character whose personality and character#like. comes from the fact that we never see his face? and so there's something about him that feels more... right when his face is just.#a mystery#but i DO have a facecanon for him. esp for dbhc bc its important. even if when i think Xisuma i don't think of his face the way i might whe#I think of other characters. that isn't the reason why I spoiler it though XD when we get the face reveal it'll be obvious enough. i hope#LMAO.#anyway#idk like#some of the first sketches i did of Xisuma's face will still be my favorites tbh#it's hard to capture the same energy of a rough sketch when you try to sharpen those soft edges into a clean picture yknow?#i HAVE gotten better at it though.... square-ish face but soft on the edges... kind blue eyes... hair always tied back tightly and neatly#idk. i think about him a LOT#especially lately but we knew this hehehe#i think he deserves to take the helmet off every once and a while and just. breathe and get out of his own head yknow#i think he gets better at it in s9 even if he only takes it off around people he really trusts (keralis and cleo)#not that doc hasnt seen him or that he distrusts doc but... well. that whole relationship is a work in progress since season 8 was. well#anyway im really and truly rambling <3#xisumas face is both an enigma to me and a soft sturdy shape in my brain... its hard to replicate consistently but those doodles are#just for me anyway =w= <3#(and a few select others. who Know. you know who you are)
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peaky blinders — 6x01 created by steven knight
#i'm gonna kms...#helen </333 i miss her so much wtf#aunt poll it'll never be the same without you#cillian murphy's acting is insne btw like so heartbreaking#tommy shelby#thomas shelby#peaky blinders#tv shows#period drama#steven knight#pb text post
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Roy's Journal
Wondering what this is for? Check out seasick! | Beginning : Latest | ⭐New posts on Sundays
@sugarcream-sims @gvaudoiin-tricou @amaranthinessims @that1crowdude Roy Journal post is here!
#IF YOU SEE A TYPO NO YOU DIDNT <3#The process of making this was really fun!#It'll be an interesting side project#You'll never guess what game I took heavy inspiration from again...#I'm still messing around with Roy's handwriting#I might keep it the same font as the notes in Seasick but a friend of mine suggested giving him really messy handwriting#seasick#seasickextras#sims story#sims 4 art#art#Roy Journal#journals#journal#journal entry#character journal#oc journal
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If I'm honest, the whole "love in every stitch" saying for fiber artists does not apply to me, like. I'm trying to get this fucking hook into stubborn yarn and I'll be stabbing it like it owed me money. Is that love because I hope not 😭💀
#art#crochet#honestly the closest thing i feel to love when crocheting is this feeling that this is bigger than me if that makes sense...#...i think it'sthe feeling of knowing how old the craft itself is and knowing that millions of people have done the same as you...#...millions of people have stabbed their crochet hook into the yarn because it's stubborn but so are you...#...millions of people in the past have sat and devoted their time and effort into all of this...#...millions of people have passed on this knowledge and kept this thing alive...#...and it's the feeling of knowing that humans across millenia aren't THAT different#to our core we are more or less similar - across the ages across the colours across everything. that really comforts and humbles me#have you looked up ancient textiles? because that also sparks these emotions in me#it makes me think about the tupes of people to make the textile but also about who wore it#and so many of them are still beautiful and colourful and it shows you SO MUCH about the people who made them#even the ones that are tattered and faded and stripped of colour still feel beautiful...#...because it has SURVIVED. it is evidence of a people who made it and a people who had technical skills#and THIS is why i HATE HATE HATE the idea that ancient people were just 'dumb' and 'uneducated'#that is so unfair to them and cruel and just. wrong. (and often it reeks of white supremacy)#i'm sorry i rant and rave about this so much but i canNOT be normal about this. i can't be normal about humanity#i am learning to love humanity and learn about us and learn everything and it'll never be enough - i will never know enough#i will never know everything about everybody and it will be the death of me#okay the only thing i liked about the greatest showman movie was Never Enough because that is me thinking about all this
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gale's act 2 romance scene got me. i'm an absolute sucker for last nights alive and the desperate desire to escape to a reality where you have more time than you do.
it's a not like this moment, but like this is all you'll ever have, so you both play pretend that the beautiful thing between you is something you can keep.
loved it. very tasty.
#hits me the same way as characters making plans they know neither of them will live to see#a cocktail of regret + bitterness + missed opportunities you'll never get to take + anguish + defiance + hope + love even though it'll hurt#made for me. saturday tragedy-enjoyer sky#gale dekarios#gale of waterdeep#gale x tav#mayhew#bg3#sky does bg3#my art#mayhew absolutely said yes to the astral scene. they both needed to escape and play pretend for a while#there are a thousand different ways to view this scene but this read was particularly poignant to me#galehew
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(they'll never understand) How could I ever understand? No, I don't have to understand. I don't wanna understand. So I will never understand. (we could have everything)
#Danny Phantom#art#sketches#i do not feel like colouring this. you'll have to use your imagination#also i highly recommend listening to Nick Lutsko's Swords album because it is so Jack & Maddie it's not even funny#i've been listening to Superior on repeat for like 2 days which is why i whipped this comic up#but also Sideshow is how i was introduced to the album & is also very very very much Maddie & Jack coded#i want to write a fic about it. alas i'm already writing like 10 fics about everything right now so it'll have to wait#i just have this idea in my head of it actually being pretty obvious to Maddie & Jack who Phantom is#he's wearing their hazmat. using their inventions. can open their biometric locks. has their son's face. his voice.#Danny Fenton has an extremely high level of ectoplasm. he even has an ectosignature. the same ectosig as Phantom in fact.#but they're so in denial. so obsessed with their work up til then not being a waste of time & resources. that they just keep ignoring it#keep burying their heads in the sand#& things just keep getting worse. & they keep having a harder time committing to attacking Phantom#have a harder time believing in what they're doing. have a harder time explaining away the truth#but they can't face it. they have to keep refusing to see it#because the truth will never set them free. it will only confirm all the terrible things they've done.#they're good people. everything they do is good. there is no other side to this story. of course
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local fantasy nonbeliever who most definitely was not in the xianxia target audience had their life turned upside down. mere commoner finds out nothing will ever come close to experiencing lbfad for the first time. more to follow
#whoever said this show is a high-budget fanfic was 100% correct. incredible#started out as a funny silly little situationship and kept on upping itself#viewer sanity had to withstand hit after hit after hit. and then#ripped out my heart that's what it did#and put it back. but it'll never be the same#*staring emptily into space* how. how is it possible to convey raw emotions to such a degree#lbfad#love between fairy and devil#ngl continuing this after the first ep was one of the best decisions i've ever made#cdrama
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