#but it really ain't that deep
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You can tell by the reaction people have to Penelope asking Colin to kiss her whether they ever experienced being a wallflower/insecure fat girl at a party or not.
Because you say it's pathetic, I say it's relatable, no matter how desperate it may sound. If you've never had your insecurity eat you up from the inside (but also the outside, as Portia literally told Penelope that she was delusional for thinking she was gonna find a husband in her third season out) to the point you genuinely, wholeheartedly believe no one will ever love you unless you physically change, then obviously the scene is off to you.
But Pen literally told Colin she felt stupid for thinking she's gonna find a husband (she just started believing what the ton and her mother said) and that she knows no one would want to kiss her. And for a romance girl like her, do you think the thought of never having a kiss, never experiencing that passion, would be easy to bear? I can so relate to being the most romantic of the bunch but also being the loneliest and aching for physical and emotional romantic love.
She is so vulnerable and so real in that moment but y'all gotta bitch about it because it doesn't make sense to you. It doesn't make sense to me either because she's gorgeous, but that's the thing - no one ever told her she's gorgeous and actually meant it. And even if they did, there must be 10 more people who didn't that keep that insecurity in her, specifically her sisters and her mother.
Nicola said this one was for the wallflowers, and it truly is, so if you find scenes like this cringe, you just don't relate to the character enough to feel it and recall moments when you had the same thoughts as her.
#sorry for ranting#but my girl is insecure and vulnerable#of course she will make decisions that are not really the best#but clearly her self-hatred is running so deep she truly believes she will die before someone will kiss#her#and if that ain't the most relatable thing ever#polin#bridgerton#bridgerton season 3#bridgerton s3#nicola coughlan#bridgerton 3#penelope featherington
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I'm getting real fuckin' tired of jrpgs pretending I can shape my protagonist's personality over the course of the game. "Hey, here are these cool psychology tests to boost some as of yet pointless stats. Wow, you're really fucking selfish! Have fun only being nice or lukewarm "joke" interactions while you save the world!" To be fair, saving the world comes at the risk of some individuals, but they spend so much time basically telling you the silent protagonist is altruistic while hinting that you don't actually have to sacrifice anyone! But due to plot, you don't have the dialogue options to investigate into that. So you're just stupidly trundling along until someone else spells it out for you while swinging wildly between being lawful stupid and edgy stupid.
#also you have a sister but you barely interact with her but suddenly she's your driving force for progressing#which is never hinted at up to this point#just randomly thrown in there via an interaction with a whole other character who asks why and you can literally only choose the one option#why even make dialogue options a game mechanic then??????#you clearly designed the game with the protagonist designed a certain way#why let me think i can play a selfish prick when he was just gonna be an uwu milque toast soft bitch?????#and i hate how some of the supporting cast essentially force you to care for the sister!#she came all the way here for you so you should thank her BITCH I DON'T EVEN KNOW HER#SHE LITERALLY STAYS IN THE SAME FUCKING ROOM#I LEARNED MORE ABOUT HER FROM NOTES AND OTHER PEOPLE THAN FROM THE ACTUAL PERSON#i'm trying to pretend this is some meta commentary on free will or some shit to justify the money i spent DISCOUNTED BTW#but it really ain't that deep#just stupid design choices#i'm playing monark
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Ok so what if I told y'all Swerve had the best aew title reign since K- [crowd immediately starts booing me]
#the crowd silences me because they know deep down I'm not wrong about this#this might piss a lot of people off but I'ma apeak my truth about it#no ones had a more all around layered journey than those two with that belt and they both concluded around big hangman page feuds#everything else really ain't touching especially when it comes to stories instead of matches#swerve strickland#kenny omega#aew#aew lb
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Well then, welcome to the elite group, my new love
He is so handsome, I can't! Show me a guy with long hair and a mustache/beard and I'm gone
Jon my beloved <3
#well then#I shall be obsessed about Jon Lord#third band where the drummer ain't my favorite#but what can I do really?#Jon is just my type!#deep purple#talking corner
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the greatest tragedy of my life is that i do not (and likely will not ever) have an anglo-cath girlfriend
#i cry every day. but not really bc my meds aren't working quite well enough for me to experience my own emotions properly#conpost#sad! sad! i'm sad!#no one should let me be up this late at night it makes me start to think and then i go insane#on account of the deep and overwhelming sadness i have to repress during the day so i can function as a human being#the only way out is through but i ain't touching that shit. that's a whole mess. that's a disaster. no thank u!#i know what's in there and i don't want to think about it!!!!!
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ok so whos YOUR favorite link and why is it wild XD
My favorite Link IS Wild, thank you for noticing.
My reason for liking him is two-fold, really.
Breath of the Wild is, to date, my favorite Zelda game. I've played a few of the others (namely a few of the really old ones and Link's Awakening), but I loved the open world gameplay and the ability to explore everything.
In Linked Universe, he's one of the Links that has the broadest range in head canons (or at least for years he was--the fandom has been picking on some of the other boys recently, good for them). Is he an insane pyromaniac that explodes things for fun? Is he an uwu baby that's oh so sad about his past? Is he a distinguished soldier and Champion of Hyrule? Is he feral? Is he an insecure "failure" that seeks the approval of others? Or is he confident in his own abilities and self at all times, having survived this long in the wild? Is his head stuck in the past with his ghosts and all of those that died and regret? Or is he looking towards a hopeful future and rebuilding the kingdom with Zelda? Does he see Time as a father figure, or as an unwanted authority? Does he see Twilight as an older brother, or as an interloper on his own freedom? Does he lean on the Chain as family and the same soul? Who is his family? Who is he to others? Who is he?
Anyways, as someone that was really struggling with their own identity (especially during the pandemic, yeesh) Wild became sort of a comfort character for me. He and this fandom got me through a lot XD in those years.
#linked universe#lu#linkeduniverse#lu wild#ya'll really are an amazing fandom#so many nice people#keep on being awesome ya'll#Sorry if that got deep somer#you're answer was just like “he has big muscles and a bigger heart” for Twilight#your I know how to spell#And then I'm over here projecting all of my issues on my blorbo#Therapy ain't free but fanfic is
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I just wanna say that. there’s something incredibly morbid and gross about the fact that bones took away literally the only thing Sigma had to his name before the casino: his past. And not only his past itself, but his right to narrate his own past. Instead, the TWO lines they do keep about it (about him naming himself Sigma, and finally finding his one place to call home, the casino).... are given to Fyodor to say. Fyodor, his most recent manipulator in a long, long line of manipulators.
And not even just his past, but by extension so many of his strong, strong emotions about himself and what he’s been through and how they’ve made him into the person he is now: his fear, his sorrow, his desperation, his determination, his righteous indignation. His pain. The majority of that is all gone from the anime.
Sigma barely has a story of his own; his past, his suffering, and his emotions are the only things he has claim to, that make him who he is. And bones took even those away from him. Flattening him into an empty piece of paper, ironically, just like he was born from and as.
#bungou stray dogs#sigma#if you can't tell i'm mad lol#just like everyone else is#and will continue to be mad for a long long time#also in this same category: bones dehumanizing dazai by always cutting the moments where he shows true human emotion/vulnerability#because he always has to look ~cool~ and like an untouchable god#when that is literally antithesis to his entire character arc and dazai himself struggles to see himself as human#(only just now finally starting to accept that in chapter 105.5)#but i'm getting off-topic point is it's really gross and what they did to Sigma is in the same vein#the mangas and light novels are so kind and humane and empathetic........ and the anime is just nah what if we skipped all that lol#just focus on the cool flashy shit!!!!! ain't got time for all these ~feelings~ and deep complex philosophical concepts!!!#sometimes it feels like they get it (mushi's episodes and yosano's were a fluke istg) but most of the time they Don't#anyway i was writing that sigma fic anyway but it's especially fitting in light of how the anime treated him :))))#he deserves to be Mad. Enraged even.
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Just saw a TikTok complaining about fanfics that didn't have "enough dialogue" because "reading more than three sentences" was hard.
I'm not against heavy dialogue-oriented fics; they are fun, but... that's a script. You want to read a fucking script, hope you know that. A writer isn't "bad" because they are... you know, writing. Just say it isn't your thing and move on, but categorize something as "bad" because you lack the ability to fucking read... ain't the author's problem; it seems like a "you" one.
#im training myself into a descriptive writing style and reading that was a slap in the face... it's not that i dont like dialogue but#i need to convey feelings showing them as I want to I can't have that just with dialogue I WISH I was good enough to do that tho#because there's people who can but im not so-#the other day i saw a girl complaining about a book having WORDS what the fuck is WRONG WITH YOU#SHOW ME FEELINGS SHOW ME METAPHORS SHOW ME YOUR SOUL IN WRITTEN WORDS#I JUST THINK people aren't reading as much as they used to... just a thought after seeing people on booktok#like... you have books.... for what exactly? pretty colors? covers? just to say you have them for the aesthetics and go home#???? god ... the art of the written word is beautiful and unique to humans it lets out your soul and your spirit in paper bringing your min#into the physical word and you are just gonna call it BORING what the HELL IS WRONG WITH THAT AAAAAAAAAAAAAA#KAFKA WE REALLY ARE IT NOW#in a world where everything has to be fast and immediate we should look into art as something worth waiting for... idk man my thoughts#maybe im just too dense with my feelings with creation and ain't that deep but to me it is actually...#ive wanted to be a writer since I learned how to read not because I liked to write but because my soul gets a little lighter when I do it
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🔥 Hubert?
It is entirely possible to like Hubert and not like Edelgard and vice versa like. That is an absolutely insane thing to see MANY different people say/agree with. Even with how deeply they are connected to each other they are characters that act pretty damn different from the other and it's possible for folks to vibe with one over the other because of that.
For another take that might not be hot but I still wanna get out, I find it frustrating that Hubert's one support that has someone bring up whether his undying loyalty to Edelgard is actually helping her at all when he never directly challenges her and thus never actually lets her grow as a leader - an idea that's actually incredibly interesting to delve into as it challenges Hubert's ideals and shows off how surprisingly childish he can be when criticized ("when I do literally everything Edelgard wants without question you call me a doormat but when I go behind her back and do things without her notice you call me unhelpful!! what I am supposed to do then??" "bitch TALK to her??? that thing you failed to do EITHER TIME????") - ...gets dropped so unceremoniously in favor of "I like you Ferdinand" "well I like you too Hubert." Actually meaningful discussion that both shows how genuine Ferdinand is in actually helping Edelgard and brings up the question of whether Hubert is actually helping Edelgard with how little he directly challenges her gets thrown out the window in favor of shallow compliments and gift giving that in the verse of the supports comes so out of nowhere Ferdinand genuinely thinks Hubert got sick; it's annoying as fuck
#ask#ask meme#like y'all sometimes it really isn't misogyny sometimes people just like evil cackling butlers more i promise it isn't that deep 😭#for the second take i ain't asking for Hubie to GO NUTS or anything I just wanted him to grow enough to express his opinions to her face#or at least appreciate Ferdie's attempts of doing so outside of “you may be a useless bitch but you're always happy and that's neat”#maybe have it to where Hubie still doesn't express his opinions to EdeIgard BUT he expresses them to Ferdie so SOMEONE can know#what he actually thinks of this-or-that plan#and they can discuss it with each other and grow closer through THAT instead of a random compliment fest that feels empty and unearned#just SOMETHING that naturally continues from the B support please 😭
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Probably my most controversial at/la opinion (which. isn't really that controversial imo) is that while I do like Kat//aang and think it's sweet, I also think it would be healthy for them to like. Take a breather. Go do some weird shit in your 20s and make sure being with your tween crush is really what you want guys.
#trying to imagine my life if i married whoever i liked at age 12 & my brain literally won't let itself go there. self-preservation....#i mean. whatever. they're fictional i guess it ain't that deep#and also you could definitely argue that given what they've been through together & the depth of their bond#that there really isn't anyone else out there for either of them. it was always going to be them. but STILL
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Genuinely fascinates me how certain drivers having success in motorsport triggers whole groups of fans for no (or silly) reasons whatsoever
#like oscar doing well in silverstone has wound up daniel fans#george's success in mercedes triggers... well everyone it seems#and i really don't get it#oscar & george are just two dudes doing well#it ain't that deep#oscar piastri#george russell#f1#formula one#thoughts
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HALLEJUAH!! I REMEMBERED HOW TO ACTUALLY FINISH WRITING SOMETHING FOR A CHANGE!!
Of course, it's not any of the fics I wanted to finish. I went back to what is essentially my bread-and-butter now and wrote a short-ish, random OrangeHook fluff. But considering how much writing's been a struggle as of late, I'm just glad that I successfully finished something. I was back in one of those stretches where I couldn't seem to write much of anything. And this fic isn't about their age difference or Hook being a cuddlebug, so...progress?
Unless I decide I completely hate it (which is always a possibility) expect something to drop on Valentine's Day, tis the season, after all.
#What is wrong with you Sam you should not be allowed to write#Small victories you know?#Will I ever get sick of OrangeHook?? Apparently not#Can't even remember the last time they interacted on screen but that ain't stopping my brain LOL#On a more serious note - I really do hope that I can get back into the swing of things and make some real progress#On the bigger fics I want to work on#I want to finish the messy angst OrangeHook fic at some point even if it's unlikely to appeal to anyone#Annnnnd deep down in my cold dead heart I still wanna make an honest attempt at that DG Dead Dove fic#Even though that would be even more unappealing + a huge undertaking because that bitch would be loooooooooong#Also I had a slightly less angsty OrangeHook idea recently about them having their first fight and I wanna write that too for some reason#And there's still a part of me that really wants to continue Business/Pleasure because I have soooo many ideas for that AU#But that would require me to get over my inability to write smut#And I don't know how to do that (would appreciate any advice on that if you've got some...)#But at the same time I don't wanna beat myself up for not being able to write much - if anything - most days#This is a hobby after all - it's supposed to be fun#There ain't no deadline and it's not like I'm letting anybody down#Just gotta do at my own place#And write whatever absolute trash I want to write 😈#My tags are always so obsessive like SHUT THE FUCK UP SAM#But if you've actually read all these - hey. Thanks. Love ya 😘
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gay ppl are addicted to adding 'man' to the end of every love confession like they're not totally in love
#looking VERY much at buddie#this ain't a side eye anymore this is full on blank stare#they're ridiculous actually#everytime i see buck say 'look MAN you don't need to pretend with me' actually makes me ful body cringe cause its absolutely the most#romantic thing i've ever heard until i remember the 'man' part where i have to take deep breaths for a bit#i hate gay ppl i cant stand them really (im gay ppl)#911 fox#buddie#evan buckley#eddie diaz#911 spoilers#buddie 911#911 6b#buck x eddie
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* . . . i'm having one of those post menses breakouts and of course it attacks my chin when i have a fucking job interview tonight
#* . . . 𝐎𝐔𝐓 : commentary.#aomeone just come put me down for real#no not really it ain't that deep but terrible timing#it's all over my chin and nose and i hate it#hopefully they can look past the hiddy
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Fuck say my name, give us jelly pop 😭
#dumb fuck ted talk#we already saw this give us something n e w#it ain't even that deep i just hate the lack of matthew lines#i'll never get over it really#zb1 fancon#seokryudan problems
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oh hey torchwood fandom I haven't seen you since *checks smudged handwritten paper in blood on vortex manipulator* approximately two and a half years
#you guys like my reference there#yknow the episode#where toshiko has to write in blood yknow that one#this is how much i watched torchwood i haven't seen the show in like over a year and can recall almost entire episodes#ain't that crazy#can't remember how to do simple math BUT TORCHWOOD? near perfect photographic memory#fuck you sherlock my photographic memory is above average but only when it comes to this really specific spin off TV show#i am really delving deep into my superwholock roots rn and i am FEELING IT#oh yeah read that last tag in david tennant's voice it makes it much better#torchwood
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