#but im rlly excited to be here !!!!!
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kind of scared to post these but hi
#pls enjoy these both took me a stupid amount of time#i know ruoska is like 181373 years old atp and no one posts art of it anymore but im new here and i rlly love it so#anyways WHOS EXCITED FOR TRAFFIC#waiting very impatiently#kaarija#käärijä#jere pöyhönen#joost klein#art#fanart#my art#i definetly dont speak finnish so if anythings wrong with the ruoska lyrics blame the random lyrics website i got them off of
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the vibe i bring to the lucanis podcast episode function
#im so excited#i never rlly talk abt my thoughts abt anything here#but i needed to say something#not gifs#dragon age#lucanis dellamorte
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guys guys guys!! I get to babysit today^^ it’s honestly one of my favorite things, I would never want kids myself but babysitting is so fun, I get to look after two little gremlins\^0^/ it’s so weird cus ive never had siblings and i would never ever want kids EVER. but babysitting is so fun to me. Im better at taking care of them than the adults💀 (not their mom ofc, their mom is so nice) but yea!! Idk why im excited I js like babysitting ok
#maybe smth w my phycology?? Idk#I don’t wanna unpack that#It’s so silly and fun cus it’s like- these little things look up to me huh??#ok then ig ill take care of em#here’s another thing im similar w Dazai abt. His whole personality. But then im also rlly good w kids (did yk its canon he’s good w kids)#umm yea idk#but im excited#Also I haven’t seen them in a few months and their mom facetimed me one time cus they wanted to tell me they missed me😭😭#like im sobbing what??#silly posting:33#:333#uzi posts:3
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he's coslplaying
#nonrebloggable bc it's bad but SOMEONE had to do it and it was gonna be me amen#im so fucking excited for brothership you dont understand. you dont know what this means to me#they're back.... it's like alphadream is still here............#if only you guys had seen my old blog you would know 😔#but by the time i moved to the new one i just didnt post about it as much so you guys never rlly saw all that#i looooove this series#awa
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henlo, i'm bee 🐝 (22, she/her, gmt+) and i'm so excited to be here as a big fan of the boys and district x's setting !! today i bring oh sae to the table, an antihero and a criminal who punishes criminals. that said, his sense of what's right or wrong is ambiguous and his golden heart is kinda twisted. i have so many plans for him so i'd love to write with every single one of u, please like this post and i'll jump to ur inbox first! but i'll eventually reach out to everyone soon hehe (˶´ ˘ `˶) here's his profile (warning: wall of text) and i do have a plots page if u r interested! below is a quick summary of sae and some plot ideas, but i'm a girlie that loves brainstorming more sooo enjoy ur stay! it's midnight here so i'm off to bed now zzz
summary
26 y/o, manager at toast & coffee 24-hour diner and has a very tight bond with the restaurant's owner
born & raised in district x, middle-class family
lives with mom, dad's in jail. has a bad relationship with them 'cause they hid dad's criminal background from him and his dumbass believed them for 14 years
( tw: murder ) his power manifested when the criminals invaded their home and sae murdered them when he was 14. dad took the blame and went to the detention center
has always wanted to be the type of nice, kind-hearted marvel heroes but his hatred for criminals is too much that it turned him into a violent dude
still applied to the pinnacle institute at 20 'cause he wanted to fight criminals in daylight. was the last one on the acceptance list, tried so hard to pass his classes only to be expelled from attacking his bully
fed up with everything, decided to go on his own path and beat criminals in his own style. slowly, his moral compass became broken and he became what he hated the most: a criminal. but they pay him good, so why not?
tidbits:
in between jobs, he often patrols nearby areas to keep an eye on any criminal he sees. he's always in the mood to kick some ass because punishing them guys is a hobby now. that's how he's the "batman of red lane"
would blow up their heads for entertainment
the type to crack bad jokes with a straight face. he isn't cold like his demeanor, he actually enjoys chatting and being goofy but keeps his distance. he makes sure the wall he puts up is visible without the need to mention
because he's a criminal and sometimes a monster, peeps would assume that he's selfish and irresponsible. in fact, he's very committed to whatever he's tasked with and u can always rely on him.
"i got promoted for a reason, dummy."
sometimes would intentionally explode random stuff to scare his buddies off. he thinks it's funny
moved on from whatever complicated relationship he has with his parents but the wall is there. can't act like they didn't give him trust issues
is under nepa's radar and he's aware of that
gets away with committing crimes because whoever paid him to do the jobs usually takes care of the aftermath as part of the deal
enjoys helping people. some are shocked to see him helping a grandma cross the street
after being expelled from the institute, sae doesn't plan his future anymore. prefers to go with the flow. right now, he's just tryna see if he could make it until 30
plot ideas (some will be taken from my plots page!)
partner in crime, criminal buddies, or supporters in general because he can't make genuine friends with his way of living... he's lonely yall
or "friends" who are very wary of this friendship it's fun too like u are teasing him then stop midway because who knows what if he blows ur head off next
rivals/enemies! sae's easily anyone's rival LMAO. u could hate his moral compass / think he's fked up / hate antihero tropes or he probably did something bad to u or the people u know
someone who thinks he's just a trashy criminal tryna play the hero game
encounter with the batman of red lane while he's on the nobody-asked-him-to patrol
n.e.p.a agents who try to recruit/trick him because his power would be useful for their experiments. he's going to be very sus of every agent he meets let's see what will ur muse bring
frequents at toast & coffee. he's very nice to his customers so u can puke on the floor and he will clean it up for up
pinnacle institute classmates! friends, foes, study buddies, crushes, people who know the truth about his expel and actually feel bad for him
i'm also a sucker for neighbor plots 🤲
just some basic ideas to get you inspired! let's develop more together
#dx:intro#( — ooc. )#im actually very sleepy rn and ramble a lotttt#but im rlly excited to be here !!!!!
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continued from here ( @quietlyblooms ♥ )
"So . . . Sorry."
The voice of the man comes in a gravelly whisper, broken by unnatural pause as he instinctively backs away from the woman. He does not know why he acts in such manner; It is as if something else was in control at times, hindering from acting upon learned principle instead of instinct. Alas, not a movement was made as he listens to her voice; Hands held up almost defensively whilst pale, ghost-like gazes fixates upon chocolate brown.
At her query, his own hand comes to point at the center of his chest; Looming above her frame, he towers with imposing height whilst staring down at the blonde. "Here." His answer comes simply, head tilted in turn. "You're all open right here." Despite strange words, the baritone of his voice remains monotone in voice — As if he was unaffected by said statements, yet it deeply did. There was this pull. To consume. To touch. To experience. It was strange but unquestionable. "I can feel it . . . It's been long since I felt it so strongly with someone."
Swallowing at the next question, his adam's apple bobs with unspoken tension; Brows knitting as something short of a frown colors his scarred features. "I am . . . I think." Nothing had changed, has it? He tries to convince himself even if he knows it to be false. "I was a long time ago. Much has changed . . . " A pause. "But so are you, right? I can smell it on you. Taste it, almost."
#quietlyblooms#( sits here giggling kicking my feet uvu )#( BUT PLS NO ITS PERFECT I LOVE IT HERE !! i think it rlly conveys of how panicked she is <3 )#( BUT YES EXACTLY CORRECT !! )#( we're locked in mentally uvu bc that's how it's exactly with his scent !! its like this weird sweet scent like it just seems out of place#( AND VINCENT IS JUST ... GOD... )#( HE KINDA MEANS WELL HERE??? )#( I GUESS )#( i literally cant tell he's just trying to “behave” ig )#( JAHSJAHSAJS )#( also omg... thank you so much :') im just bringing the sillies of my brain JHASJ )#( but thank you it means a lot <333 )#( im so excited for this hehehehe )
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holiday season sucks
#im chill about it and that's the part that kinda breaks my heart#being home these days feels like a freakshow#sucks worse this time because i actually was so excited to come home this year#and it really hit me like wow. this is just not the place for me#there's just no scenario where i feel good about it. even though i'm chill??#i guess what i mean is like. i'm not tearing myself up over any of it#i could be a lot more sad angry upset etc about it if i wanted but i just don't really mind#and there's a part of me that wishes that i cared more because i deserve to feel safe and welcome with my own family#but instead i just still here like :/ well. i guess this is just how it is.#and i'll spend the rest of my life coming home and feeling like the court jester#and i dont rlly miss it at all.#but its like i have this weird sense of duty. that i should be the best son i can be because i wasn't the daughter they wanted#and i just think of all the things i want to do that i know i'll never do because i have this thought in my mind of *maybe*#if im good enough for long enough then they'll get used to it. but i cant do anything else#i wasted all my rebellion on transitioning and anything further would be over the line#i should be proud of the person that i am and to almost everyone else i am proud#but to them i just feel like. well this is me i guess your disgusting cringefail daughter with mental illness#tryiing to make up for existing. whatever#and thats what the holiday season has become. which sucks.
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i have never shared my animatic wips here before but that can be changed ig. (this is an earthspark bumblebee moment btw if it wasn't clear)
#im willing to post the wip as long as the rbs are off <3#i rlly should share my animatic wips more bc i often dont finish them so they never get seen by anybody here#mainly bc im not an animator so#1) im not good at making animatics and 2) cant justify spending time to work on them when i dont major in animation </3#this is just a hobby for me ig#anywho 30 tfe bumblbee was been in my mind for so long and i was like. fuck it I'll try to make it real#love this guy. love his midlife crisis#idk im just so obsessed bc ive been waiting FOREVER for a tf continuity that would take bee seriously and not infantilize him#and now that i have it im like an excited dog that got a new chew toy#im thrashing tfe bee in my mouth and tearing him to shreds#wipz#<- making that my wip tag if i post more things like this#transformers#earthspark spoilers
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i am NEVER gonna get over the hits forum being overrun by bots. absolutely crushing information
#i may have complained on neocities AND in the neocities discord but im complaining here too#ive been getting into forums recently (well. melonland. ive not found any other good ones yet) (PLS tell me if u know any good ones)#so when i saw that hits had a forum i was SO excited to check it out only to find that its BARELY been active since 2009#and that literally almost every single post is a bot#actually feel sick from disappointment :(#i get it. theres only 2 listed mods and one of them has passed away (rip coz baldwin </3) but. still#i was rlly excited about a tally hall forum since im hyperfixating on that atm :(#tally hall#1dk rambles
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i usually tend to keep this stuff to my side blog but i NEED to talk about it here
rambling incoming (abt my fav band) 🫡
set it off remastering wolfisc DURING MY BIRTH MONTH IS THE BEST BDAY PRESENT EVER, this song has always held a special place in my heart ever since it came out - esp bc at the time it released, i was going thru a similar situation.
AND NOW ITS BEING REMASTERED, AND THE ANGER AND GRIEF AND PURE UNBRIDLED RAGE HAS NOT ONLY STAYED WITH CODY FOR A DECADE, BUT IT HAS WITH ME TOO.
ohhhh im gonna BELT this at the concert, im so excited…
THEY DID THIS FOR ME GUYS !!!!!!
as soon as i heard the “this is still about you” in that teaser, all my pent up anger from yrs ago came rushing back. “it’s good to be back!” IT REALLY REALLY FUCKING IS HOLY SHIT
#sorry for the mini rant#i just love set it off sm#and wolfisc has ALWAYS been my fav song#the fact that ive stuck with this band for a decade is so crazy to me#like wdym 10 yrs has passed… it feels like no time has passed at all#im so excited for the concert im going to#im going to SCREAMMMM this song just like i always do#bc those few mins of releasing all that rage and frustration has always been such a relief#the song hits sm harder when u resonate with it on a personal level#and when it first released i had a friend who was literally a wolfisc. so it hit RLLY close to home for me.#and (im rlly bad with this. need to break the habit) i hold grudges.#so the remastering of this song not only depicts cody’s decade-long anger but mine as well#HERES TO TEN YEARS!!!!!#HAPPY 10 YEARS TO DUALITY AND (ESPECIALLY) WOLFISC !!!!#— [ rambles ] ; eydís talks!
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got my septum pierced today!!!
#can’t wait for exams (1 exam) to be finally done and i can actually get my hair cut too#also my friend did my makeup and it looked incredible (and so natural) so i’m thinking maybe i can actually learn how to do makeup on mysel#-f soon this summer!! im excited :)))#also i genuinely just bought what seems to be the best fucking sunscreen on gods green earth#like texture-wise/smoothness/no cast/fragrance free/sensitive skin friendly/WATER PROOF#SPF 50+#likedeee#we’re staying protected this summer girlies#also i rlly am thinking about doing self tanner on my legs and stomach this summer just cause a) i don’t like my scarring on there and i he#-ar self tanner can even it all out#also including strawberry bumps from shaving your legs#which i don’t do much but yeah. other scars#and b) i hate the way my legs look from being covered for 9 months all winter and sun here just simply isn’t the right kind of sun for my#legs to tan the same way as my face does#but yeah those are my thoughts so far on that#we’ll see we’ll see#.txt
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i understand people not wanting to get their hopes up and the same thing happening over and over again whatever but personally im having a ball. like yeah macden are going to be canon until the very second they arent idc 🫶 my dreams are coming true until they arent. schrödingers macden for me we are all right until its confirmed we‘re not.
personally i think being delusional and overly optimistic is fun idk even if it might not work out!! i like dancing in a circle manifesting macden full penetration marriage proposal first kiss becoming waystar ceos whatever as long as people dont get genuinely hurt and upset if it wont work out
#like i get people being cautious but also#idk for me personally speculating is rlly fun#and if it doesnt pan out oh well!! it was still fun speculating#nothing against people wanting to not get too excited thats fine too!! and i get it#and i understand people who would be upset if they invest too much and it doesnt happen#idk. im just talking here i guess
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sry for inactivity atm,, chronic illness stuff is kicking my ass rn but i'll try to get back to answering questions and posting more art soon (•̀ᴗ•́)و ̑̑
#delete later#also if u didnt know i'll be contributing to the tim drake flip zine!!#ive never worked on a zine before im v excited#but yeah im super sry for being so quiet on here#my healths not been great and my chronic fatigue issues have been rlly bad bc of it#i havent rlly drawn much at all in weeks bc i just need to sleep most of the time n it sucks so bad :(#anyway no more ranting ty if u read all this tho ily all so so much
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Lantern rite patch is upon us RISE RISE RISE RISE
#fern plays genshin#fern.txt#IM EXCITED FOR THE NEW 4.4 AREA#xiao and Nahida running back to back this patch is rlly funny to me. it’s my guys#xiao better be here this yr too even if it’s for 5 seconds#genshin
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The duality of Nicolas Cantu playing the worry wart, mother hen, anxiety induced, and will snitch on you because honesty is the best policy MM!Leonardo and playing the liar, schemer, causer of chaos and problems on purpose, who quite literally thrives off being a hater and an absolute menace that is Gumball Tristopher Watterson is so funny to me.
#and i love them BOTH SO MUCH#that is his range#good for him#he sounds rlly good too so that’s awesomeee#im so excited for all the new boys’ voices#they all sound so young but so distinct and its works so well#i love the mm boys sm already#august here we comee#tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt mutant mayhem#teenage mutant ninja turtles mutant mayhem#leonardo#tawog#the amazing world of gumball#gumball watterson
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bro i’m so sick of being mentally ill like this shit is so annoying bc why i am literally incapable of passing 4 courses in one semester. and mind you i have pretty much no social life and did one extracurricular this semester and exactly zero last year. what do you mean my friends go to parties on weekends and have jobs on campus and also hobbies and free time?
#like seriously wtf#i hate you executive dysfunction i hate you time blindness i hate you adhd paralysis i hate you depression#cause here’s the thing: i don’t want to be miserable anymore!!!#i hate feeling like this all the time i hate it so much#it feels like i’m wasting my life#bc every class i sign up for is one that im genuinely interested in and want to do the work and learn the content and engage w the material#and then when i inevitably can’t keep up w the workload i beat up on myself so much about it#bc in my mind academic failure and success is directly tied to whether or not i am a good person#so yeah i don’t feel great about passing 1/4 classes this semester#ok technically 1/3 bc i withdrew from the one course but like that still puts me a credit behind! and it feels like a failure anyway!#i got a c+ in the one i passed and im getting an incomplete so i can pass the other#but i’m gonna b honest i gave up on the third class#and like. idk i don’t wanna say im not a quitter bc i totally am and im not normally super ashamed of that i don’t think?#but i’m having a rlly hard time telling myself that it’s ok#that it’s ok that i gave up. it’s ok that i failed. it’s ok that i didn’t have it in me this time#but i’m trying#anyways#i’m real tired#but i drive home today!#excited for 6 weeks off#i find myself wishing things were different so often lately#i just hope next semester is better
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