#but im really excited for everything rn
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crazy gay crossover
side by sides w the refs
#aka overly self indulgent my 2 fav pieces of media rn#shiguang#lu guang#cheng xiaoshi#link click#shiguang dailiren#hgsn#summer hikaru died#hikaru ga shinda natsu#crossover#alternate universe#link click fanart#fanart#my art#art#redraw#i actually really like creacher cheng xiaoshi#i chose creacher-heavy panels cause i feel like it wouldnt be super innovative to draw lu guang as a depressed guy#these are also kinda just some of my favourite panels#also not to sound off in the tags but let me sound off in the tags i cannot wait for the anime to come out#i was kicking my feet giggling watching that trailer im so ready i actually cant wait#and staying strong for link click too rn im just generally excited for everything#yoshikaru as shiguang next trust trust
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theres lesbians. OH MY GOD. THERES LESBIANS. AND THEYRE MARRIED. AND THEY LIKE KOALAS AND THEYRE AUSTRALIAN AND THEY HAVE KIDS. HOly oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god ob my god
#im about to throw up oh my god... shaking and shaking and shaking#this is. what ive been waiting for.#ALL THIS TIME. ALL THESE BOOKS.#THERE R LESBIANS!!!!! THEY R REAL!!!#shannon im so sorry for everything ive ever said and also doubting that unraveled would be good#genuinleu cannot express how happy i am rn words just. arent working rn. oh my god.#not only is shannon putting rep in a series thats like. very popular with those like. more uptight christian families?#not sure if thats the right descriptor but theres been so many people ive seen over the years in this fandom#who are outwardly homophobic or said their parents liked it bc it didnt have any of that stuff in it#and now shannon is putting it in series anyway and i am. GOD.#and think about WHAT THIS COULD MEAN!!!#keefe doesnt give a shit so theres probably not really any discrimination in the lost cities which i am FINE with#im completely okay with shannon not wanting to get into the nitty gritty of lost cities homophobia bc#THERES REPRESENTATION!! FINALLY#and this could mean so much for the future.. marellinh has a real chance.#theres so much that could happen going forward and so much happening now and im so. happy. and excited.#kotlc#unraveled spoilers#kotlc spoilers
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was talking to my mom and she brought up changing my major and i literally had a full body response to that. i wasn't even aware that i really wanted that . ummmmmmmmmm
#am suuuuuuuuper conflicted rn i don't even know. year 2 was always gonna suck but i've hated it so badly so far & have just been feeling lik#like i'm just sticking it out. and mom brought up that it was kind of sad that i'm not doing anything like film related or anything and#suddenly everything inside me wanted that. badly.#my sister started art school this year and i've been feeling so jealous of her doing something she genuinely likes without really consideri#that im literally allowed to do something i like too. and it really probably was a bad sign that the thing i was most excited for in my#program was doing a minor in something else next year.#i just don't know if i want to quit though. god.#and maybe it's just this awful exam period talking. i don't know. but there's just this longing for something else that won't leave me...#personal
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so i just showed my (very very critical) roommate the first episode of iwtv &* as it ended , he just quietly hit the double thumbs up on netflix , closed the app , sat in silence for a long moment , then he is ----- &* i'm not fucking exaggerating ------ close to tears as he looks at me , completely vacant like he just saw god. " i feel like i was seduced. there's an afterglow. i need to go lie down. i need to digest. "
i think ,,,,, i think lestat got him boys. he looked like that blonde motherfucker punched him through the skull.
UPDATE ONE : GUYS HE'S IN THE BATHTUB RN LISTENING TO CLASSICAL MUSIC. i wish i could make this shit up but i am not this creative i might cry
UPDATE TWO : he texted me --- " i haven't been moved by television like this before. i need time. we will watch another episode this week. "
#let me tell yall this man ONLY talks about one piece. that's it. that's his thing. he HATES everything i show him.#BUT THE GAY VAMPIRES ? THAT GOT HIM BOYS IM IN.#i feel like im rattling the bars of my enclosure bc he wont let me pick his brain apart rn bc he is reeling. i waNNA KNOW WHY#WHAT PART GOT TO U SO INTENSELY. I KNOW ITS GOOD BUT I NEED TO KNOW THE EXACT POINT YOUR BRAIN LET U KNOW U WERE SEEING GOD ON SCREEN#it was the alter scene that he got really quiet and like focused. somewhere around like louis talking about how safe and loved he felt#despite the carnage around him -- how secure he felt with les and how vulnerable it made him and how he'd never felt that kind of seen#AGH IM SO EXCITED FOR HIS INPUT ON THIS and i rarely want his input on my media bc it hurts my fEELINGS WHEN PEOPLE DONT LIKE THINGS#▐ ⊰ 𝐢𝐦 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐭 ⋮ out of character.
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the way the rhythm game is the only thing in this half of the patch that i care abt.
#sorry its actually astonishing to me how my interest in this game genuinely fucking plummeted during ntln..#like im trying!!!!! im not forcing myself to like it if i dont like it bc i know if i do that ill end up resenting this game more#but like. im paying attention to the voiced lines and stuff#im playing every day and doing my like typical collector things.#but like. dude. i didnt even look at the natlan teapot yet.#and i got that immediately after i logged in#for reference i avoided leaks of it literally jiust so i could see it for the first time in game#i got more excited to see x.ianyun in my cats tail this week than doing the quests#AND THE THING IS THEY COULDVE DONE BETTER#IN ANOTHER WORLD WHERE I STILL CARE ABT THIS GAME IM WRITING 500 WORD POSTS ABT EVERYTHING I WOULD PERSONALLY CHANGE#BUT I DONT EVEN CARE ENOUGH RN THIS IS SO FUCKING SAD.#mhy criti#<- not really but for filtering purposes o7
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Hey so uh
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Are we being normal about this?
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"In those days, a crimson moon shone down upon the subterranean realm, and not the dark sun of latter days." (Perinheri book)
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And like the wiki says Kaeya's passive was changed from "Heart of the Abyss" because it unintentionally conflated with the Abyss in game and not the metaphor of "walking on thin ice over an abyss."
But I mean
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For an unintentional connection it sure does come up a lot
But even if we do disregard that and go based on the intended meaning (via the wiki)
"The Book of Songs·Xiaoya·Xiaomin": "It's like standing on the edge of a deep abyss, like walking on thin ice."
I mean on one hand, yes we already knew about Khaenri'ahs connection to the abyss long before the Abyss Order was founded and before Khaenri'ah got nerfed for crimes against Celestia (fuckin Gold had rift hounds like this isn't new)
BUT this is the first solid confirmation that the Abyss wasn't a side note some (lookin at you 5 sinners) dipped their toes into but a defining part of the dynasty if it was named after the damn thing, right?
From the book of The Little Witch and the Undying Fire:
You see, we also call a will that comes down from the heavens an "archon." They are normally planets that have sentient life on them, and they number seven, and therefore they are called the "seven archons." As for the virtuals, their number varies between one, two, and four. The planet the little witch was on may well have been one. And in the case of such a world, the "virtual" would be the "dark sun."
"The planet the little witch was on may well have been one." Has become such an important line in connecting the abyss as a guiding force, that was not just used by khaenri'ah, but influencing them even if the people didn't realize it
Walking on thin ice over the abyss, believing they could balance that danger, but the ice cracked and Celestia responded
King Irmin was indisposed, we saw the kind of madness that overcame Chlothar, who only got the second hand abyssal experience from Mr. Crystal himself (Vedrfolnir), Gold went Mold for a second if her chapter in The Little Witch has any accuracies to herself (also one of her companions becoming a pirate - I see you Kaeya's Grandpa)
For the Sinners to be seeking perfection when the Abyss Order talks about their guiding force being something of chaos
Idk it's just neat that one line can solidify and make sense of previous tales within the game that we didn't technically have the context for previously and I'm excited to see what the rare disease mentioned at the end is going to be
Also just as a bonus note
Celebration: Fruit of Wisdom
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What knowledge might the fruit of wisdom bring, were it to descend upon the land? Either way, it'll taste good as a drink if left in Diona's hands.
I wasn't part of the event, but if they straight up saw fruits of wisdom and the first thought was to consume it then I just wonder if fruits of the abyss looked just as appetizing
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#genshin impact#genshin#I actually have no idea what all to tag this as - im so sick rn but I wanted to get it out before the update 😔#see I dont remember rn if all of this is common knowledge or not so it's not really a post about anything#just general excitement over confirmation#but also there being four Virtual's is uh - well a thing lmao surely not gonna be relevant later#how many dynasties has khaenri'ah had now?#just think of this as a nice refresher of everything we already knew before the new AQ drops#me getting excited over the knowledge that grass is green - listen - im so sick be nice#but I am interested in any ideas y'all have over how this shapes what we already know#and if the Abyss was actually in a role similar to the archons - what changed to lead so many in the higher rankings into madness?#was the Abyss just like ''what if I granted a handful of ants vast knowledge and sent them back would that be fucked up or what''#and then just sat back and watched the aftermath of these tiny creatures striving to obtain something that was never meant for them?#archons: im going to guide these tiny humans into becoming the best that they can be#abyss: im gonna commit so many unethical experiments and make it your problem#but also depending on translation Kaeya's passive either means him containing the abyss or a cautionary tale about what's already happened#... hey didn't the crimson moon dynasty all chug a drink of their own before the eclipse dynasty took over?
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veep dad comfort art
#veep dad :]#i have Not been well mentally tbh the second im with friends i DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE anyways ill be VENTING A TINY BIT HERE#i need excitement in my life but im like#has no social life#oopsies...!#so i thought yknow what would make me happy rn. My Veep Dad#yea thats it#also ive been struggling with motivations to play ttcc and draw so....#apologies for being in the game less. especially as im in the post game with almost everything done#im usually kinda really goal oriented in games and yeah having no tasks or close friends to play with#im just kinda THERE and getting that initial push to do stuff is very hard#my motivation has just been at an all time zero (again) and it upsets me bc i do wanna do stuff...not bc ohh productivity but bc#i just wanna HAVE FUNNNN#anyways erm.... thanks for listening to my little rant here again. i dont know where else to express this sort of stuff. feels wrong to dum#it on strangers who i know are there for my art but. whatever. yknow#just wish i was more motivated in general but my life is Just Kinda Sad and im an Antisocial Anxious Wreck Dear Cog#senior vice president#sr vp#veep dad#personal tag if i dont wanna main tag....#doodles#traditional art#guz art#toontown
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thinking abt the ggy easter eggs rn
#im so ready for whateber theyre cooking#this is like the only era rn where the sw games arent interesting me rn im so ready to want to engage again#plz focus on ggy vanny gregory vanessa cassie and not cassie dad mapbot dying absent father doing nothintnfor the story#and a game based totally off of books instead of the other way around#i really hope SW games dont become super tftp oriented#as in they make games based off of books instead of the other way around#that would suck majorly#a ggy game would be new content based off of game lore that does exist for ggy and not the book#like patient 46 and his canonical mysterious past#plus everything the tapes said he did#it could be so good#i really want to just see like. any progression of the story#outside of very basic ideas like 'vanny cassie' that are probably going to happen but are so bare bones#theres not much you can think about#insyead of useless plots like cassies dad. sorry but its true if hes the hw2 story he does nothing#nothing that cassie couldnt have also done if shes the protag#i know that sotm has to happen before they can progress so im being patient#but man#i hope we get more stuff like ruin that has good linear on screen storytelling and is more character oriented#everybody liked ruin but not everyone likes sotm#when hw2 came out i saw soo many opinions not just by me and the moots or something but just#fans on twitter diehard or casual#that hated how hw2s story was handled#people actually want storytelling now at sb and ruins scale instead of old school barely comprehensible frustrating lore#thats what sotm feels like its leaning into and im not excited#i hope its a one time thing since its a good chance to do that#a game that already takes place in the og fnaf days#before it even#of course its a good idea to put old school easter eggs and characters and story and stuff of the og days#i just miss my guys :(
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2023 Miami Grand Prix - Qualifying - Fernando Alonso(ft. Sergio Perez & Carlos Sainz)
#every race wknd is just a weekly meeting of NFA(nandofucker anonymous)#this old man kills me on the weekly how am i supposed to work under these conditions??????#i ove seeing everyone on my dash(me most of all all) just having a joint mental breakdown#im actually shaking rn im so excited and happy#i combusted mentally about 5 times today that 12oz summer edition rb is really puttin its work in#i listened to 'everything she wants' by wham while making these i think its fitting for how i feel about nando LMAO#p2!! front row guys!!! not to jinx it but this could be his race!!!#i love max and charles but im not unfraid to admit i yelled *some things* at my screen i will not disclose#im so scared fro tmr#fernando pls you could do an amazing thing tmr im praying#fernando alonso#carlos sainz#carlos sainz jr#checo perez#sergio perez#2023 miami gp#2023 miami grand prix#fa14#we do a little bit of f1#f1#formula 1#formula one
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DUNMESHI EP 3 WAS SOOOO BEAUTIFUL OMG THE ANIMATION WAS SO GOOD😭😭😭 LAIOS IS SO CUTE I LOVE HIM... hes so smart... one of the most likeable male anime protags ive seen in a while... 1 of the most likeable protags period tbh anyway hes good🥺
#i usually get attached to side/supporting charas more than the protags so it means a lot that 1 of my fav charas is laios rn#(and yeseo for twsb)...#their common point: hungry LHDSKHD /j#basically what this means is im going to enjoy dunmeshi a lot bc im not just tolerating the boring protag dcgddfgd#cant wait to meet other charas too KABRU WHENNNNN#most excited to meet kabru i like his design a lot#also its cool to see laios like thinking and reasoning a lot while fighting...#like a lot of shounen(which is what ive watched most of) protags r just act first think later which is fine i like those too#but i feel like its more rare to see one be a thinker™️. esp one that looks himbo coded like laios tbh#like yea hes really not a himbo as ppl said... Good#cant believe i thought laios was gonna be boring when i first saw his design yrs ago... boring generic white boy...#hes actually funny moe white boy.#HES SO ENDEARING... i can already tell he has a lot of good leadership skills/qualities too#his crazy eyed monster fanboying moments are sooo. cute... moe...#i also unfortunately find him v handsome. gh... dont look at me...#its the droopy eyes... why do all my favs have droopy eyes rn is that my type now... sigh#ALSO YEA THE ANIM THIS EP WAS SO BEAUTIFULLL I KEPT MARVELING AT THE VARIETY OF INTERESTING SHOTS#AND THE MOVEMENT AND DETAIL ANDD EVERYTHING#ALSO I HEARD HAYAMI SAORI AS FALIN OMG ITS PERECT 🥺🥺🥺#dunmeshi liveblog
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update that no one cares abt but my mom and her bf are here :3 and my mom loves this place and she was so happy and surprised that i came to pick her up bc i was supposed to work at a festival today all evening and until 1am but i cancelled that in favour of mom time <3 so i got to show her a little of the island and we went to one of the best view points and then had a beach walk and watched the sunset and aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa <333333 feeling very happy 🫶🏻💖
#she says everything here is so beautiful and that i made the right decision moving here and everything is sooooo pretty and picturesque <3#and in 6½ hrs we're gonna drive to geiranger so i really should go to sleep now but im so excited over how i got#to hug my mom goodnight just now 🥲💖💖💖💖#cant express in words how happy i feel rn <3#soph txts#txt
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Worst feeling in the world is when one of ur favourite artists is finally touring but they have like one really really popular song and you just know that's all half the people there are gonna give a shit about. And it's not even their best song.
#this is about djo btw i just found out hes fucking TOURING and hes coming really near me and im so excited but i had to be a hater for a sec#genuienly hope he doesnt play end of beginning. sorry guys it would be so funny tho. AND ITS NOT EVEN HIS BEST SONG#its that annoying thing where like its the thing hes blown up for and everything but its actually really different from most of his music#i saw someone saying end of beginning was like clearly made to blow up on tiktok and i actually almost lost my mind. shut up.#its like a good song its not like i hate it but its very much the odd one out of decide and he just has better ones its never been my fav#anywayhis new single goes super fucking hard go listen to basic being basic rn#cqnt wait for the new album cant wait to see him im gonna be waiting so patiently for tickets#if theyre stupid expensive ill cry#wet floor sign#I LITERALLY JUST REMEMBERED HES IN STRANGER THINGS. IF THAT SHOW IS JUST FILLED WITH PEOPLE WHO WANNA SEE STEVE FROM ST I WILL KILL
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#my dads back in ohio again so im back on my own. i still feel terrible but at least i have a plan#i have 2 weeks of this semester left. so i have to not fail my genomics exam and work on a group project plus grade a bunch#shouldnt be too hard but everything makes me so tired rn and i just feel this barrier between myself and everything else#even when my dad was here. i just dont kno how to feel happy. just varied levels of stress#but after the semester is over ill have to find a job for the summer. which super stresses me out bc i havent really had a real job outside#academia and im worried about how stressful ill find it bc im sure its gonna suck but at least i wont have to work on my project#i just think if i had a normal job that doesnt dominate every aspect of my life id feel a little less terrible. or at least i wouldnt send#myself spiralling so much. if i stay here i might not survive it#but what if ill just make myself miserable wherever i am? i dunno. but im gonna try to find a non academic job this summer with the epa or#maybe the usgs. i mean ive gota a bachelor's and a masters in environmental topics. that's gotta count for something#just get a government job. pray for a not terrible set of coworkers. and build something from there#it just sucks bc i feel like everythings falling apart and like i kno if i gave it my all i could pull thru and get my phd but im just so#tired of struggling against something everyone else can do. i just cant read at a level appropriate for what im doing#ugh. i dont wanna study for genomics. i just wanna sleep. i just wish i wasn't in this position#and now i a baby about it. i mean my sisters r in similar positions bc the youngest is currently looking for a teaching job. and my middle#sister is looking to move to new york city in the next 6 months and she'd be quitting her job for that. so we're all sorta in flux#i just wanna not be flailing. not watch my hopes and dreams collapse. be excited about anything. im just sad bc i have to make hard choices#even if i know theyre the right ones to make if i want to continue to exist. sometimes u cant have the things u wany.#and that sucks and i hate it. theme of the year: sometimes life sucks and theres nothing u can do abt it#unrelated
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i need a fuckin cigarette bro
#silver tongues#its so hard to be excited abt october rn. its usually my fave month but everything latelys sucked and nothings really going my way#i need to chainsmoke and daydrink my problems away 💖#i hate it here#idk. im mad about stupid shit
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i enjoyed high school! i had a lot of friends! some of them were even close! but holy SHIT . i can say, with full confidence now. HIGH SCHOOL SUCKS SHIT and im GLAD I DON'T GO THERE!!!
#my school was actually pretty nice for a high school#my teachers were cool#im actual friends w one of em#but like. Omfg#if you as a high school student have ever felt annoyed about being treated like a baby or feel like you're just getting pushed around#like you're not treated as a real person. even by the staff who are nice. like all the clique stuff is stupid bullshit and you just want to#be an adult already#don't listen to anyone who tells you to treasure your high school years they can be fun but BEING AN ADULT IS SO MUCH BETTER#i got excited to VACUUM the other day!!! because my space in the dorms is MINE#and oh my god i love my parents and my family and their house is nice. BUT WOW LIVING IN A DORM RULES#not just bc its a nice dorm (That helps) but bc . like . so much is up to ME and im part of every decision#by default#and i get to Decide everything#a good part of this is just starting w a blank slate yk. i dont have to clean anything up and get rid of old stuff and rearrange#to decorate the new room in a way i want (in a way thats designed for me to keep it clean‚ rather than just the way that Happened)#and its like. i can really take pride in my space yk?#like i share it w 3 roommates but my part is Mine#and its not just where i sleep its like... i decorate it i clean it i like it i hang out in it#augh. college good.#if you're in high school no matter how much you like life rn: IT GETS BETTER
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little peek at somethjing i am cooking up ...
#this is rlly rough but rn im just blocking everything out#i have like 6.5 pages sketched so far this is already going faster than last time i think..^_^#im having a blast also#im tryna rewire my brain . every time i think Blehhh i hate drawing i just want to see it done i gotta stop n correct myself#like Hey wait you actually love drawing why are you telling yourself this The process is frustrating sometimes but that comes with art#i had to redraw this one page like 4 separate times and i still didn't feel like giving up#like yeah i was feeling pressed but at the same time i was being patient with myself#like this is part of improving Stop laying on the floor and wondering why you're even doin this you've always loved it#only drawing when u know it's gonna turn out good defeats the whole purpose of learning#also i added cal last minute to this comic and im gladi did he's so creeepy#im very excited to get this done Not impatient like i was before#im impatient for people to see it yeah lol but not w myself#and im not gonna be all like “yeah we'll see how long this lasts lol” bc i think that's already setting myself up for burning out#i have hope that i can keep enjoying art like this I just need to change the way i think#and accept the messy n ugly. the perfect is the enemy of the good#aaron blaise really inspires me. he sincerely loves what he does and i want to be like that#this is also gonna be more comic-like Panelwise i think#scott pilgrim n my bro inspired me#also the way cal's face cuts off on the right makes sense in context he's peekin from behind a chair
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