#but if someone writes them before me thank u bless you a millions hugs

[babbyrat-art]

Dear Bunny

[mosshead-lover]

A to Z with Capt’n Levi

Levi Headcanons

A/n: I was suddenly short of words when I was writing this. Lol. I managed to finish. Lemme know how you like it, okay? * Baby bear face*

A: Attention - Loves getting attention from you, especially when swarmed with work, when you offer to make tea or a back massage, or even take care of his hardness. He loves them all equally.

B: Books - One of the traits Levi admires in you is that you read. He often offers to read to you and asks you to correct him if he mispronounces something. Since he grew up underground and never had access to proper education, he is kind of conscious of his spellings. The grave expression he makes as he starts reading makes him look like an innocent kid that thinks he is on the most critical mission of his lifetime.

C: Chivalry - The Captain is chivalrous, indeed. He often brings you flowers. All white, however. He believes in the purity of love and which other colors can signify it better. Moreover, it's his favorite.

D: Dirty Talk - Levi sucks at it, okay? His blunt honesty doesn’t aid the fact.

You: So, you have been accused of damaging someone’s private property, causing flood after flood. I must take you into custody(eying at the bed).

Him: Oh.

You: (trying to keep up) Will you take a look at the damage you’ve caused?

Him: Sure.

E: Enthuse(what excites him?) - It may sound cliche but, You calling him *Captain* when alone is the biggest turn on for him.

F: Foreplay - Levi likes feeling every inch of your body before he gets on with the actual business. He nibbles and kisses the most random places, making your body ask for more, slowly making his way to the sensitive parts. So, You tell me, who’s the king of foreplay?

G: Gifts- Levi doesn't wait for an occasion to get you something, nor do you. If you come across a vintage teapot or a new cleaning tool, you pick it up immediately. Likewise, if he finds something that you’d use or look good on you, he is bringing it home.

H: Hugs- Levi isn't much of a hugger but offers to when you are super low and need comfort. Levi always rests his chin on your shoulder when he hugs you. Back hugs, on the other hand, are very common to him. Especially after a long day, he wants to come home to your warmth and nothing else.

I: Ideal Date- Levi has enough adventures at work already so, Home dates are a luxury for him and you. You begin with morning tea and a little chat. You cook breakfast together and clean too before hitting the bedroom. Aftercare includes a shower, hair drying, and a little snack followed by his wholesome tea. You might go on a small horse ride or a walk in the evening.

J: Jealousy - Levi doesn’t show envy. If something is bothering him, he will be honest with you about it. But, he is sure to lose it if someone stares at you or makes you feel uncomfortable.

K: Kill - Would he kill for you? Ack. You know it already!

L: Liquor (Do you get drunk together?)-

Occasionally you do. Levi seems to hold his booze quite well. Levi does enjoy watching you get drunk and go berserk. Of course, he is there if things go out of hand. That's why you drink crazy in the first place.

M: Massages - He is on the receiving end, mostly. Since he stays awake late at night working, you often offer him shoulder massages.

N: Nos(Turnoffs) - Not addressing the elephant in the room, untidiness, and cold tea.

O: Ogle - Was he ogling you before you got together? Yes. Does he still do? YES! and you love it when those bluish-grey deep set of eyes check you out like it's the first time. The captain’s eyes speak louder than his mouth, and you're more than okay with it.

P: PDA-Levi isn’t a fan tbh. The most you do is hold hands in public except on the last Valentine's day when you were crossing the bridge. The atmosphere was so irresistible that you had to kiss him.

Q: Quarrel- Like any other couple, you have your differences too. Friction between you two is mostly because of Levi’s poor work-life balance and his OCD. Nothing that can't be taken care of before the day ends.

R: Roleplaying- Housekeeper and the owner any day. Oh, and you switch the roles too. Guess who looks darn cute wearing that white lacy headpiece?

S: Snuggles- Does he get Cozy with you often? Not really. Not that he doesn’t like it, it’s just that he can’t initiate. He never discourages you from snuggling up to him. You spoon most of the winter nights.

T: Tickle - Is he Ticklish? Surprisingly Yes. Humanity’s strongest soldier is also one big ass sensitive baby. A Tickle battle is one of those rare things that gets a peal of laughter out of him.

U: Underrated part- His butt! His sinfully sexy butt. You often kindle him by whacking that piece of art. His reaction is worth a million dollars.

V: Variety - Who brings in variety in the relationship? You, Definitely. You are always trying out new stuff. Thanks to his honest feedback, it’s easier to find something you both like, sooner.

W: Walks- When Levi doesn’t have to jump right back to work after dinner, he asks you to go on walks. They are the best. You get to catch up with each other’s day, and Levi is usually in a good mood post walks.

X: X-mas - Well, Christmas is just a decoy. What is more important is his birthday, which falls on the same day. He doesn't like celebrating or even remembering it. The last time you baked a cake and wished him, he said.

”I see. You're eager to celebrate me getting another year closer to death,”

You stopped bothering him since then. You still decorate the house, bake his favorite cookies, and dress up. His birthday coinciding with Christmas is a blessing in disguise, after all.

Y: Yes - Stuff that might seem annoying but, Levi doesn’t mind- A little goofy-ness, snapping at him, messing up his hair, and mimicking him.

Z: Zzzzz/Sleep - What type of a sleeper is he? Levi doesn't snore but moves a lot in his sleep! Often he wakes up in the middle of the night, settles on a chair for the rest of the night. Despite you assuring that throwing his limbs around in sleep does not bother you.

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[elysianslove]

Hi! <3 I'm the roomate hc anon again (lol) and can I request best friends to lovers hc for iwaizumi, kuroo and oikawa? Also this blog is gonna blow up soon so remember me when you're famous bro 😌✊️❤️

OMG HI AGAIN! i’m so sorry this is late :( but oh my the excitement that flooded through me when i saw this request hsvhjsd. i really hope you enjoy this!! also vshdks i luv u bb THANK YOU.

iwaizumi hajime

im making these as detailed as fuck so i apologize in advance <3

becoming best friends with hajime was a very out of the blue thing 

the two of you shared a lot of classes together, and since you were always seeing each other, you’d choose each other as partners a lot 

you’d sit next to him in all the classes that you could

you’d meet up a lot during school breaks and just hang out 

you two clicked very well honestly, like you found that it was so easy to talk to him, and it was so easy to lose yourself in the conversation 

most of your convos are v mature and sophisticated too like

it’s nice when you can talk to someone on the same brain wavelength as you yk 😼

anyways overtime you’d come to his practice sessions, and even if they were long you’d just stay and watch bc why not

if you had hw to do and he noticed you were a lil stressed about it, he’d tell u to come study while he practiced as a change of scenery and all 

he’d walk you home almost every night at this point

oikawa noticing and being jealous <3 

“they’re stealing you from me!” “they’re not— what is wrong with you oikawa.” 

okay so this best friend stuff has been going on for a long time

long enough for you to realize you wanted more from him

but this is iwaizumi hajime and it’s almost impossible to know what he’s thinking 

like

ever 

so you just keep it to yourself, thinking it’s just a small crush and it’s not worth ruining what the two of you have at this rate 

so all this had happened first year, and when you’re nearing the end of your second year

that’s when you realize that

shit

it’s not just a crush

and when you have feelings for someone, every little thing they do expands a million times in your head

so a hug from him that you’d once never go over twice has you thinking about it as you go to sleep

the hoodies he’d lend you during practice while you stayed in the gym bc it was ungodly cold in there now send tingles down your spine at the lingering scent of him

the way he’d grab your hand to drag you somewhere now leave a heavy effect on your palm, forcing you to trace it once he’s gone 

his texts give you butterflies 

every time his name pops up on your phone screen you have a mini heart attack

and yeah

those are all symptoms of a crush

but is a crush meant to last this long? 

at the start of your third year, you greet him outside of the school gates after not seeing you all summer

he smiles so bright and hugs you so, so tightly 

you already are so hyperaware of how strong iwa is

but the feelings you have for him that won’t go away are so not helping your fixation on the feel of his biceps 

anyways before this becomes v nsfw 

you two catch up like u had met yesterday 

and then at the end of the day, after practice, which you stay for bc u missed ur vbc boys 🥺

he walks you home 

like always

and as he stands by your front door, in a burst of courage, he takes your hand in his and pulls you harshly towards him, pushing his body against yours and capturing your lips in a heated kiss

it’s so messy and harsh and you pretty much collided 

but holy shit

you were pretty sure fireworks erupted when you two kissed

years of pining and what had felt like unrequited love finally being resolved 

it’s the most satisfying feeling ever

you never want to stop kissing him

but alas </3 

when he pulls back, you’re both breathing so heavily 

you’re not sure if it’s the adrenaline or the kiss itself 

and he just looks at you and goes “did u tan while you’re away ur eyes look brighter” 

no sir i am in love with you

when you two officiate things 

he’s actually way shyer than he was as best friends??? 

like as best friends he wouldn’t feel slightly weird about hugging you in public or grabbing at your hand randomly or being seen alone with you

but now like

people know ??? and somehow that scares iwa 

or makes him uncomfortable 

idk he just feels iffy

but ur so understanding bless ur heart <3 

ur so careful with him and take it at his own pace 

zero pda at the start of the relationship 

like he won’t even wanna hug u in front of the seijoh team 

but slowly he warms up 

and he starts getting more comfortable with things like hand holding and occasional pecks on the cheek/lips 

your traditions as best friends don’t die as lovers 

if anything you believe in them even more 

now you watch more diligently during practice 

you proudly attend his games in his jersey, cheering the loudest for him (and for the rest of the boys bc they: best) 

walks home with you are so much more serene 

always gives you a kiss before he parts ways 

idk it’s like some sort of commemoration for your first kiss/confession 

unless you invite him inside 😏

this is so fucking long im so sorry i just love iwa 

anyways anybody want boyfriend!iwa headcanons i got a lot hehe 

to conclude, it was so gradual and inevitable with the two of you, and you’re forever glad it happened when it did and you hadn’t rushed anything <3333

oikawa tōru

unlike hajime, this wasn’t something that took one or two years

this bitch couldn’t admit he was in love with you for like 10 years okay 

you’ve known him for the majority of your life, because you’d always lived in close proximity to each other 

but you were never best friends yk? just acquaintances 

it was around the end of middle school when you two got close

cause you saw he was applying to aoba johsai for high school

and you were like !!! i’m going there too 

at first he was like stop copying me 😾 

you guys had a staring contest bc y’all are idiots and there were legit tears streaming down ur face but u were not about to lose to a pissbaby like him

he blinked 😁👍🏼

and he lost 

and then he decided “you’re my best friend now ” 

anyways aside iwa, he now had someone else he was going into high school with

like it’s a completely new environment but he had two people he very much liked going with him !!! 

when the time came around to like apply for/join clubs, you had been so clueless 

but toru stuck by you !! and he was so adamant on helping you !! 

he would sit with you after school as he practiced tossing with hajime and just brainstorm with you what you liked to do

it’s what brought you two closer together

cause you realized just how many things in common you had with him 

for a full week he tried to help you come up with something

for the sake of this hc let’s say u decide to join the newsletter club 

you’re very wary at first but then he’s like when ur part of it you’ll visit the vbc regularly so u can take pictures/observe to write essays 

the fact that toru would be there kinda set you at ease 

now you’ve never seen toru play properly 

he’s practiced in front of you before

plenty of times

but a proper match? or a practice one? 

never 

so it’s safe to say u were in awe when you got assigned to go watch a practice match against (idk pick a school) 

it’s embarrassing to admit but your eyes were on him the entire time 

thank god he became the captain later on else it’d be so sus 

you really tried to pay attention to anybody else lmfao 

it’s kinda what drew you to him more

you still didn’t really have feelings

you only realized just how passionate he is about everything 

at some point you had an essay to write for your newsletter about the volleyball club

but you were having a hard time like really getting into it

so you immediately just called toru and were like “help 😃” 

he came over and you asked him a bunch of questions, and he would go on deadass 20 min rants for each of them

you were just 

so amazed 

like how could someone have so much passion for something like this?

you realize how but that’s for later

overtime you two got closer bc of how much your work was associated with him

he’s incredible as a best friend 

he’s the first one with the school’s weekly newsletter as soon as it’s out

granted it’s to read the section about him but yk, the sentiment’s there 

also love, love, loves lazy days with you 

he doesnt even care if the boys know that he worships the chick flicks you two watch 

i feel like oikawa would be an avid anime watcher

idk why i just do 

so he’d be blasting anime theme songs on a speaker as you’re in the shower and he’s in your room waiting for you and you’re both just singing w the sound of water rushing down 

actually it’s not just anime songs it’s all songs 

a l l songs 

anyways

so you two get really close, and then he has a super important match coming up 

let’s say it’s the spring interhigh one against karasuno

the one they won

idk im just choosing at random 

and the night before he’s like begging you on text to wear his jersey

he’s like PLEASE NO ONE’S EVER DONE THAT FOR ME

you’re like bruh u have a cult following ????? 

but eventually u say yes

ur not really sure where it’s coming from but this is oikawa he’s an unpredictable as can be

when you show up in a jersey he so conveniently left at your house once

he’s so genuinely shocked even though he was the one that asked for this???

gives you the biggest hug like spins you around and just 

“you’re my lucky charm” 

when he wins 

after celebrating with his team

he runs over to you

and just

he kisses you

full on the mouth

it’s probably the rush and excitement of winning that gave him the courage to finally spill all his feelings out into this kiss

you’re in his jersey, in the stands and you genuinely feel like it’s only just the two of you

despite how sudden it was the kiss is so gentle, like he’d been planning it since forever 

“i told you you’re my lucky charm” he says as he rests his forehead against yours and kisses you gently again

oikawa had already been affectionate as your best friend

always displaying his love outwardly with like always calling out your name so loud whenever he sees you and giving you bone crushing hugs

deadass his 6’0 self will just jump on you 

but now it’s extra

makki always gags around the two of you but you just stick ur tongue out at him and go “ur just mad ur best friend’s getting some pussy/dick and ur not” 

makki then proceeds to shriek at you like a fucking banshee <3 

anyways 

yes 

oikawa best friends to lovers excellence is so cute eeeekkk

and now u always wear his jersey at games 

(u couldnt make it to the game against karasuno where they lost for whatever reason and he held it against u for the longest time)

(“maybe if a certain someone were there we wouldn’t have lost”)

what a big baby you love him

kuroo tetsurō

AH SEXY CHEMISTRY NERD 👅👅👅

kuroo as ur best friend 

im frothing 

i feel like you’d grow close after meeting at an event or something 

like you’re a friend of a friend of a friend 

i see kuroo as someone who’s so suave and cool and flirty with people he doesn’t have feelings for

but put the crush factor in and he’s a mess

like his brain just stops working

so when he first met you

he thought u were so fucking hot 

but that’s it

his lower body was doing all the thinking <3 

so he was so flirty 

and that’s essentially what your friendship is built off of 

and when friends are so flirty with each other, they generally grow close and trust each other really quickly 

ur not a nekoma student but ur in tokyo so you meet up often 

you just

it’s so nice to be around him

you find it so easy to just be yourself around him 

going out with him is super fun 

and a lot of the times you guys have study dates and you literally don’t talk except during the 10 min breaks you two take

it’s just hyper focus for the two of you which is great

he really channels the best student in you what a man ! 

i think during your third year of high school you two got insanely close

because you were highly unsure if you were gonna leave japan or stay 

so you wanted to make the most out of everything 

so you’d go out with him more often

he’d stay during the weekends and you two would like bake christmas goods all night even if it’s literally september lmfao

cuddling is so natural 

like you’re both so touchy with each other but not in a weird way just a super comfortable kind of way

like if you’re shorter than him, he’s always leaning his arm on you like you’re his arm rest 

it’s a win win bc he gets to touch you and tease you

wow the horny really jumped out in that one

anyways

you go to every single one of his games !!

cheer him on so!! fucking!! loud!!

you probably make a provocative sign and stand a chair and just wave it around and kuroo’s so heart eyes lmfao

the climb up to becoming lovers is so

natural? 

i think kuroo first realizes that maybe, yk, he wants those flirtatious comments to mean something and those random touches to hold more romantic value to them, when you two are out together

it’s a completely chill day and it’s not really warm not really chilly. you’re just comfortable 

he takes you to a park after buying the both of you ice cream from the stand across the street and sits down at a bench with you

just people watching 

and then it kinda goes really silent

but 

it’s not awkward??? like at all???

he’s not looking to fill the silence with any random words

he’s just

enjoying simply being with you

and he glances at you momentarily and it hits him like so hard just how pretty you are 

his eyes slightly widen like

holy fuck

what the f u ck

remember when i said he’s all cool until feelings come into play

yeah 😼

he literally freezes up and blurts out, without even meaning to, “i think i have feelings for you.” 

he really didnt even process he said that

you kinda

pause for a second

and then you realize what you said and you just smile and lean over towards him, lifting your thumb up to the corner of his lips and brushing away some ice cream

“you think?” you tease, and then at the spot where the ice cream was misplaced, you placed a gentle kiss

he kinda relaxes and then eyes you as he says, “i know.” 

it is just. heaven after that

i think the two of you would be less flirty around each other once becoming official 

like yeah he definitely comments once or twice every now and then and don’t get me wrong, so do you

but it’s just less frequent 

like a blanket has been lifted to uncover the true, hidden meanings behind the comments and you can now just breathe easier 

you two end up in the same uni on accident hevejsk

like you had a long ass talk about how it’s okay if you didn’t end up in the same uni you’d still make it work

and it would’ve worked tbh

fate just ships you two too much

when you told each other you were literally that spiderman meme of the two spidermen pointing at each other lmao

power couple of the uni

power couple of tokyo

power couple of japan

you’re literally so happy with him you wouldn’t trade him for the world 

and maybe you saw it coming 

but it still remains a shock whenever you wake up and he’s there laying next to you, smiling lazily at you before reaching over to give you a gentle kiss 

anyways happy early birthday king i love you kuroo hehe

end note; i really had a lotta fun w this one omg!! thank you again for requesting, anon, and i hope everybody else enjoyed!! feel free to request, mwah <3

[poguesofthebau]

Hey! I was wondering if i could get a ship? I’m 5’5, a saggitarius and I’m 16 years old! I’m in theatre, i love hockey, writing, history and concerts! I’m super shy when you meet me but when i get to know you it is OVER, i’m loud, outgoing, as well as the group therapist. I love being able to make people feel loved and supported. I’m a harry styles, niall horan, why don’t we , ruel, and 5sos stan as well as I love show tunes, country and classic rock ! Thank you 🥰

i would first and foremost like to applaud and publicly appreciate ur stanning harry niall and 5sos bc after the falling of 1d i thought i was the only who still loved all THREE of them hoes. bless up. now back to ur regularly scheduled shipping :) (also this is one of my fave blurbs i’ve written so i hope u like!!)

i ship you with john b!! (honorary mention: the amount of mothering you would force on jj... like the ‘mama’s mad’ thing that he said about kie that one time? yeah, like that but times a million bc you were always being jj’s mom and it would be wholesome as fuck bc you’re the only one that child will ever actually listen to)

you would definitely have grown up a pogue. you would’ve gone to middle school with john b and jj back in the day, and the three of you would be a trio that nobody really saw coming. you’d be that one girl in fifth grade that everyone just thought was quiet and liked to keep to herself because you never really went out of your way to make close friends. your not being a part of a clique would be what brought you and the boys together. one day, some group of girls would take their usual table that they ate lunch at, so they’d wander over to the one you were sitting alone at, dropping their trays down with awkward smiles and even more uncomfortable body language. you’d smile back at them, not giving them much attention as you went back to the homework you’d been doing. when you made it clear that you weren’t going to bother them even if they were at your table, the boys relaxed and continued their conversation. the situation at hand would definitely include jj being pissed off and wanting to fight someone, along with john b trying to calm his friend down so he doesn’t get in trouble again. soon enough, you’d finished up all of your homework, shoved all your books back into your bag, and started eating doritos out of the bag while blatantly listening to the conversation going on before you. things seemed to be coming to a head, and the low voices between the two were getting louder and louder. eventually, jj would yell something like “shut the hell up, john b!” and earn himself a very dirty look from the teacher currently on lunch duty as well as a whack on the head from john b. rolling his eyes, jj appeared to be deep in thought as his eyes started scanning the room quickly. suddenly, his head was snapping to you, and your eyes widened when you were addressed. “what do you think?” stammering a bit, you glanced nervously between jj and john b. “wha-- what do i think about what?” jj sighed, turning in his seat to fully face you. “c’mon, you have to know what’s going on, don’t you?” john b would nudge jj then, giving him a face that told him to take it easy on you. “what? you think just ‘cause she’s quiet, she’s deaf too? i just wanna hear an outside opinion, john b.” surprised at jj’s (correct) assumption about you noticing the things that happened around you, you coughed. “um, i actually have heard,” you interjected, pulling a cocky smile out of jj. “told you, bro.” “but, no, i don’t think you should fight anyone, if that’s the question.” john b’s turn. he scoffed, looking jj in the eye. “told you, bro.”

after that one interaction, john b and jj basically took you under their wings. it was never a big deal. you just started hanging out with them-- when you were waiting for your ride home, they’d stand outside the school with you until your mom pulled up, only walking back to The Chateau when they knew you were good. they’d meet you at your lunch table every day after the first time, a tradition that would continue on through high school. they’d stand next to your locker, bickering over what the plans for after school were, while you swapped out books and laughed at their arguing. when pope and kie came into the picture, your two boys forced you to stay out of your shell, to let the new pogues get to know you like they did. before you could stop and realize it, john b and jj and kie and pope would come to know everything about you, and you them. and even though you knew all of them so well, there would sometimes be things that they kept from you-- including john b and jj. you’d catch the two of them whispering during keggers, or staring at you from across the room as you stood chatting with kie. after a few months of this sneaky behavior, you convinced yourself that one of them was into kie. you had the idea so deeply engraved in your mind that, soon enough, no other explanation seemed possible to you. that’s what you told pope one night at john b’s, when he’d come out to the hammocks, where you’d been swaying alone, to ask what the problem was. figuring it couldn’t hurt to talk things out with pope, you told him the truth. the day after you confessed to pope that you ‘knew jb had it bad for kie’ and he deciphered that you had feelings for john b, things got weird. you’d call jj that morning to see if he knew what the plan for the day was, and all he was able to do was stammer and stutter through your conversation. when you called pope to see if he’d need a ride to The Chateau, it was the same thing. so instead of trying with john b or kie, you simply made your way to the house. 

when you pulled up to The Chateau, parking in your usual spot next to the van, confusion flooded your body. jj’s bike was nowhere to be found, and neither was kie’s car, which was supposed to have brought her and pope there. you made your way into the house, finding john b putting beers into a cooler. “um, hello there? is there a reason our friends are not here like i was told they were?” john b would smile quickly at you, picking up the cooler and nonchalantly grabbing your hand to pull you along with him as he walked out of the house. “just us today.” your eyebrows would raise at that, not seeing why your friends had lied about the day’s plans so you could be alone with john b. “what do you mean, just us?” john b ignored you completely, quickly moving in and out of the hms pogue a few times as he packed it with the day’s supplies. “john booker,” you’d call tightly, getting his attention right away. he’d look up at you, still bent over from putting down the cooler on the boat, eyes wide. he knew that tone. “don’t yell at me. please.” you’d slit your eyes, arms crossed as you waited for an explanation. john b would sigh, stepping out of the boat and pacing in front of you a few times with his hands rubbing repeatedly over his face, clearly thinking about how to begin as you watched. “are you okay?” he stopped at that, staring at the ground as he replayed your words in his head. “john b. are you okay?” he’d turn to you, expression like a deer in headlights. “i’m in love with you.” you’d squint suspiciously at him again, arms falling to your side. “don’t-- don’t fucking look at me like that! i just said something very, very chillingly groundbreaking, okay? so don’t give me that look. i’m panicking, okay? you think i like this feeling right now?” you couldn’t help but laugh at that point, taking a step toward him and putting your hands on his shoulders. “john b, i can’t believe this is finally it. i mean, i knew you were gonna crack eventually, but... today? you’re choosing today, to have your psychotic break?” he’d shake his head, trying to cut you off but not getting the chance as you continued. “seriously! i just wanted to relax for five minutes. but i guess we can go back inside and handle your unstable mental state. no problem--” all of a sudden, john b’s hands had found their way onto your face, palms pressing against your cheeks as he pulled your face into his. he was kissing you. john b routledge. he was kissing you. when john b pulled back after a few moments, you were essentially stunned into silence. “hi. hi, it’s me. john b? remember?” john b was waving his hand in front of your face nervously, and you caught him by the wrist, stammering over a few words before he spoke again. “okay, sooo words seem to be kinda hard right now. that’s fine,” he’d chuckle, moving his hands to rest on your shoulders as he hunched down a little to get to your eye-level. “do you wanna get on the boat with me right now, or was that not okay, that i just did that?” you shook your head, trying to clear some of the love fuzz out of it. john b, misunderstanding your response, dropped his hands from your shoulders and took a step back, panic resurfacing in his body. “hey,” you’d call to him offendedly. “what are you doing?” “what am i doing? what are you doing?” you’d laugh then, slipping your arms around john b’s waist and hugging him when you closed the distance again. “so, that was actually okay?” “yes, idiot. that was perfectly okay.” john b wrapped his arms around your back, smiling and releasing the breath he’d been holding in. “cool. cool. so, we getting on the boat or what?”

[szopenhauer]

Are you more positive or a debbie downer? Debbie Downer should be my name lol

What would you love to drink right now? I’m drinking water rn, second mug in a row, my belly is going to explode

Is that an alcoholic drink or not? it’s not this kind of water :P

Oh good. What would you love to eat right now? I’m not hungry...

How many meals do you eat a day? depends

Do you brush your tongue with your tooth brush? sometimes

What are you favorite type of jeans? I’d say skinny even tho I don’t wear jeans anymore ^^”

Do you eat your nails? wait what swallow? ewww I don’t even bite them :o 

Do you enjoy making or taking surveys? taking them more 

Name something that is blue that you like Sadness from Inside out

Name something pink that you like PYNK music video by Janelle Monae? XD

If you could have one more pet, what? meh

If you could sleep next to a tame wild animal what? woah 

Would you rather have an owl or a snake? both are cool

What would you name it? Bowl for owl and for snake either Ksysio or Wonsz żmieja?

Do you eat the ice in your drink? no

Have you ever been addicted to cigarettes? I had one cigarette in my whole life but I still keep a package in my room :x

Which do you use more? Facebook or Instagram? fb, I don’t care for insta 

Do you watch beauty videos on You Tube? nah

Do you like Star Wars? love

What kind of surveys do you like the most? interesting, not just YES or NO questions, I want to go deeper 

Have you ever dropped something down the garbage disposal on accident? omg luckily not 

What CD would you never buy for yourself? anything Justin Bieber for sure

Is sex a must in your life? absolutely not

Would you rather be cute and ugly or hot and stupid? cute and ugly? lmfao ok 

Are you evil in any way? everyone is, more or less

Would you rather be a clown or a garbage man? can’t decide :D

Would you rather be a rockstar or a librarian? librarian but rock star ain’t that bad of a choice ;)

WHAT IS THE MEANING OF LIFE? again? I just got this question on ask today and that really made me anxious

Did you and your mum ever have a big fight that caused you to move out? sigh... Has the last person you kissed ever been to your house? yep but not to my room as I’m super ashamed of it, it’s not what I really want, it’s more like a storage room for mine and my mom’s things, I wish I could move and out and do what I want instead of cleaning this mess just to have it ruined days after, not that I have money now to fix things the way I imagine my bedroom to be someday :( Have you had a good day today or was yesterday better? yesterday was better but today I got a T-shirt so that was a good moment Do you have any plans for the upcoming weekend? hospital

Could you date someone very attractive, but who thought they were better than everyone else? blergh, r u kidding me?... Do you always feel like you’re making mistakes? constantly Does anybody have a tattoo with your name on it? not because of me but someone somewhere definitely has that name on them for another reason How would you feel if you got the person you liked? I'm in a relationship Is there anyone who likes you? it seems If the last person you kissed saw you kissing someone else, would they be mad? of course  What’s the first thing you heard this morning? you mean a sound (doorbell) or words (I don’t remember)? If you fell pregnant to the last person you kissed, what would you think? not possible Are you young or old? young, at least according to my ID and being childish Are there always other fish in the sea? there are but maybe I don’t want them and/or they don’t want to be catched etc. What can your tongue do? pfft Do chickens have feelings? sorta Do you think the body is the most beautiful thing that was ever made? ...  So how are you feeling today? not good enough Where is your sister right now? don’t know nor care What do you smell like? it’s so hot, I smell like sweat and I can’t stand it but I can’t shower all day long What colour is your mum’s hair? grey  When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings? last week Do you like fire? as an element of magic in fantasy movies  Does your mum vacuum early in the morning while you’re asleep? she’s noisy in different ways Does wearing glasses really make people look smart? that’s a lame stereotype Do your band-aids have cartoons on them? they’re useless but one time I bought Moomin ones because I’ve been walking through the store and they fallen right under my feet and there was nobody around nor the shelf/aisle that they could come from so it was weird and I love Moomins so I took them home (I paid) and they’re probably stored somewhere  Have you ever kissed someone you shouldn’t have? what do you mean? Who’s the funniest drunk person you know? my gf apparently - in a cute way - that’s surprising for a teetotalist like me  What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up this morning? my tee came! When was the last time you saw your father? he just left for work and I was waving to him through the window which is our tradition  What if your partner went through your cellphone? I have nothing to hide Has anyone ever been with you while you were throwing up? my parents and sister

Robert Downey Jr. — Bet you have a crush on him. he’s handsome but I’d prefer to be him instead of having a crush on sex I’m not attracted to

What would you do if you were to get stuck on a ski lift overnight? ... freeze? and pee myself Have you ever received an anonymous gift? one time when we were really poor that we couldn’t afford food someone left a package under our door, knocked and ran, bless this person whoever knew we have hard times :* What kind of laugh do you have? many kinds that happen randomly Will you have a Valentine next year? I have a bigger chance than any other year before  Macaroon or a cupcake? cupcake Did you kiss or hug anyone today? hug my mom and my dad too Are you currently waiting on someone to do something for you/to you? kinda Do you know anyone, personally, who is in an abusive relationship? Are you? I’m not in an abusive relationship but I know those who are as it’s common and it’s really sad that ppl think only beating makes relationship toxic Are you planning on going anywhere with someone, some time today? I’ll stay home  Do you find your school to be loaded with hot guys or not so much? I remember E.W. once said that we have a lot of elves around because LOTR movie had very ugly ones as we did in high school, I tried to find that pic someone posted back in the day but I failed, it was from the council from what I remember 

Is there anyone you are currently trying to get out of trouble? Why? mostly I just keep my eye on my father and my mother all the time because of covid (and not only because of it) if that counts Are you plotting anything at the moment? another chapter of the book? Have you ever wanted your significant other to get rid of a friend? because they were evil to them, it wasn’t about ME If you have siblings, have they moved out or do they still live with you? she moved out :3

Do you have a therapist? no longer Have you ever gotten a good grade in math class? yeah, in middle school I was getting awesome grades in math class What do you think of the last person you texted? we’re dating Have you ever gotten a bloody nose from snorting cocaine? I’ve never done cocaine wtf

Do you post pictures were you look good but your friends look bad? I ask them first  Are you friends with any of your exes? me and one of my exes are together Are you a whiskey person? I’m a no alcohol person

Has anyone ever made fun of your taste in music? tiny bit, wasn’t that bad

Have you ever overflown a bathtub? I have not Have you ever thrown food at a stranger in a movie theater? not in a movie theater Are you somewhat of a perfectionist? somewhat Do you like sour candy? by Lady Gaga  not eat Do you usually wear sunglasses when you’re driving? but I don’t drive Is there ever a time that you enjoy cold showers? brrrr no way Are you good at painting nails? am not but it doesn’t matter Are you good at filling silence in awkward situations? doubt it What word should you really probably remove from your vocabulary? kurwa Do you rip out the page if you make a mistake writing, or cross it out? cross it out, if I ripped the page then there would be nothing left  Do you use a full length mirror daily? we don’t own one Can you walk in heels, or do you feel awkward in them? I think they don’t match my style and they’re uncomfy in a long term Mac or PC? PC Will you tell someone if there’s something in their teeth? sorry but probably not Do you ever actually make your bed? when I have guests Do you make an effort to eat healthy? yup The last time you kissed someone, what color of shirt were they wearing? black, that’s easy What’s something you want to purchase next time you’re at the mall? food If you had to choose between a million dollars or to be able to change a regret? money because one regret won’t help me and even might make things worse Are you taller than your mom? almost 10 cm What would you do if your best friend told you they were moving today? my gf - break up  my dad - try to stop him or move out with him You’re locked in a room with the person you last kissed, problems? no problems  Do you have any ‘naughty’ photos on your phone? 0 Could you handle living with a male roommate? my dad, no one else What were you doing at 10:00 this morning? waking up Why aren’t you texting the last person you kissed? who said we aren’t texting? Do you think you’ll actually live a happy life with somebody? don’t feed my paranoia Connection between you and the last person who messaged you? love Where is your biological father right now? bus/job already Who else is in the room with you? I’m alone Water with ice or no ice? no ice  Are you wrapped in a blanket? too hot for that

Has anyone done anything nice for you today? I’m thankful for all those nice things people do for me - big or small The last time you hung out with your sibling(s), what did you do? took a walk

Do you usually bring or buy a lunch for school? bring

The last time you had sex, was it in their bed or yours? their

How old were you when you figured out you were definitely straight, or bi, or whatever? middle school was the beginning 

Do you fit in at work or in school? I was always an outcast

Have you ever looked in the mirror and thought, “Oh God, Ew.”? 99% of time

Have you ever cried at a real wedding? nope

Is there someone you need to forgive? *annoyed sound*

What’s your brother(s) / sister(s) names? personal

Suppose you saw your crush/bf/gf kissing another girl/guy, what would you do? why tho

What is your favorite color for bridesmaid dresses? whatever bridesmaid wanna wear besides white

Do you have a secret crush right now? it’s no secret

Do you know anyone who doesn’t want to have kids? me

Would you rather visit Tokyo or Paris? dunno

Do you think you would like living in New York or Chicago? Why or why not? too overcrowded/loud etc.

Name 3 celebrities who are the same height as you. Lady Gaga, Ellen Page, Reese Witherspoon

Are you happy with your height? I’d like to be taller, not too much tho

Do you have big or small hands? small

Have you been baptized?  I have been 

Have you ever been abused in any way? sadly

Do you like unicorns? they’re fine

Is there one book you have read over and over again because it’s so good? if so, which is it? I don’t reread books

Do you play games on your phone a lot? recently I became obsessed with LOVE ISLAND game 

Have you ever had to put out a kitchen fire? my mom took care of it but it wasn’t a big deal tbh

Have you ever been kidnapped? wut

Do you have anything glow in the dark in your room? stars

Do you wear a scarf, if so, what does it look like? not rn

Is there a video or computer game that you can get lost in for hours? mhm but not too long

Do you get breadsticks with your pizza? breadsticks and pizza? it’s like bread with bread - no thx

Did you ever have a waterbed? I hate those

What toy from your childhood do you miss? rubber toys?

Did you sleep in late today? yes

When was the last time you were disappointed? this day

Do you like listening to love songs? I like a variety of music which includes love songs

In your group of friends, are you the smart one, athletic one, etc.? funny mom friend... ok, fine, a dad because my puns are daddy jokes

Has any of your friends’ family ever yelled at you? no but they said bad things about me behind my back

Did you ever watch the show Full House? with my sister What was the last thing that scared you? how I feel physically Do the librarians at your library know you by name? they do

What ten people would you most likely bring on a roadtrip? 10 ppl?! shoot me...

Is there anything you’re really stressed out about right now? health issues

What was the last thing that made you cry? I’m about to cry...

What are the last three songs you listened to? Crystal Castles - Suffocation  frnkiero andthe cellabration - neverenders  Major Lazer - Be Together (Feat. Wild Belle)

[benhardyisdaddy]

Love Of My Life - Part 16

MASTERLIST 

(hi guys welcome to the last part of loml ugh i loved this series so much with all of my heart and thank u to everyone who supported it!!! i hope you all enjoy this <3) 

Word Count: 1,710

You rushed through the airport and ignore all of the odd expressions everyone around you were giving. You had your mind set on one thing and one thing only. You gripped your luggage tight and hurriedly search for the exit, finally spotting it. Before you’re outside, the loud sound of thunder booms everywhere around you. The sky was starting to form large, angry and dark clouds. You finally made it outside and you could practically already smell the rain. You weren’t going to let that bother you. You look around frantically and spot an empty taxi parked just down the sidewalk. You zoom towards it as the driver spins around and spots you, a grin on his face. 

“Bonjour!” he says sweetly. 

You smile to him and try to catch your breath. 

“Bonjour! I apologize, I don’t speak much French.” 

The man smiles and bows his head a bit, understanding. 

“No worries, madame. Would you like a ride?” 

All you can do is smile as you jump inside and quickly tell the kind man where exactly to go.

***

On your way back to the hotel, you find yourself and the man talking about your situation. You explain everything as he sympathizes with you. His wife passed away too.

“Sadness will always be there.” he tells you. “I never thought I would love again, but it’s what my Bella would have wanted. You feel this sense of abandonment. Like you’re forgetting who they are and what they were to you. Like their existence will become one with the shadows, but it won’t. You’ll always have them in your heart and they’ll live on forever.” 

You couldn’t help but shed a few tears as he spoke. It was so fluid and beautiful. It was exactly what you needed to hear. Who knew the kindness of a stranger is exactly what you needed at this moment.

“Thank you, Louis.” you say, sniffling a bit. “You have no idea how much I needed that.” 

Louis looks into the rear view mirror and smiles. 

“It’s something I wish someone had told me when my Bella left. It’s the truth. You don’t have to thank me, madame. Let’s just get you to where you need to be.” 

And he kept his promise. He was driving like a madman as he zoomed past cars and hurried. You started noticing familiar sights and knew you were close. Suddenly, seeing everything became difficult when an angry and sudden storm hits. Rain is pouring down in buckets as Louis slows his speed. You can barely see anything up ahead. You were antsy and impatient, worried you wouldn’t make it on time. Worried Roger would be gone.

“Ah, he we are.” says Louis. 

You lean over and look out your window, spotting your hotel. Your heart is racing and your stomach is flip flopping. You’re so nervous. Just as you’re grabbing your purse, Louis speaks. 

“Madame, is that him? The man you were telling me about?” he asks fast. 

You look up and lean forward, suddenly spotting Roger. He’s still here! He has his luggage and is speaking to another taxi driver. The trunk is open as he’s placing his items inside. He’s about to leave. You gasp as the trunk closes and Roger goes to open the back door. 

“Go!” says Louis to you. 

You jump and fling the door open. You get out of the car and the rain is soaking you. You squint your eyes and move the damp hair from your face. Roger’s about to get in the car as you yell out to him. 

“Roger!” 

He doesn’t hear you. 

You begin running and yelling again. 

“Roger!” 

Just as he’s about to get inside, he stops. He slowly turns his head towards you and freezes. You stop running and just stare at him. He has a confused look on his face as he takes a step forward. 

“Y/n?” he calls out. 

You smile at the sound of his voice as you walk towards him. You both were drenched. 

“I’m so sorry!” you shout against the loud rain. “I’m so sorry for everything! For how I acted, for leaving! I regret it all!” 

His face falls slightly. 

“You regret it all?” he asks. 

You smile and shake your head as you walk up to him. 

“I don’t regret you.” 

His face slowly turns into a sweet smile as he fills the empty space in front of you. You both are looking at each other as he leans his hand forward and moves some hair from your face. 

“Are you sure?” he asks. 

You nod your head and gently place your hand over his. 

“I’m sure. Will you forgive me?”  

“Will you forgive me?” he asks, his face going sad. 

“A million times over.” 

He smiles and leans in slightly. 

“Then me too.” 

And with that, he leans in all the way and places his lips on yours. His hands cup your face as the rain pours over you. He leans away and kisses your forehead. You wrap your arms around him and hug him tightly, not wanting to let go. You turn your head against his chest and open your eyes. Across the street, you spot John. He’s standing there with rain all around him, a smile on his face. He nods his head to you, giving you his blessing. Tears well up in your eyes as you smile back to him. Suddenly, he drifts away and disappears completely. Your John was officially gone and you have finally accepted it. 

Roger pulls you even closer to him and back to reality. You lean away and look up at him, admiring every feature on his face. His arms are around your waist and for the first time in a long time, you finally feel at home. 

***

2 Years Later

***

“Look at him.” you whisper. 

You’re sat in your hospital bed as your tiny baby boy is fast asleep in your arms. Roger’s sat beside you as you both stare down and admire him. 

“I can’t believe he’s ours.” he whispered back, making you chuckle. 

“Good team work.” you tease, making him lean in and gently kiss you. 

There’s a quiet knock at your door as it slowly opens up. A nurse tip toes in and smiles widely at you as she walks up and looks to the baby. Her heart melts at his little face. 

“How precious.” she says. 

You all agree and you can’t stop smiling.

“So, Mr. and Mrs. Taylor, have you came up with a name for him yet?” she asks. 

You and Roger looked at each other and smile sweetly, giving each other a knowing look. 

“We have.” you say looking back down at your baby. “John. John Meddows Taylor.” 

The nurse smiles and ‘awwws’. 

“What a lovely name.” she says. 

You and Roger smile as you nod your head. You gently run your finger over your babies brow, causing him to squirm slightly and smile, making your heart melt.

“Named after a lovely man.” you whisper, your eyes never leaving your baby.

***

It was late in the night and your baby had just fallen asleep. You place him in his tiny bed and make yourself comfortable in the hospital bed. You pull the blankets over you as Roger walks up with something behind his back. You smile at him and then squint your eyes, knowing he’s hiding something. 

“What do ya got there?” you ask curiously. 

Roger says nothing as he slowly moves his hands in front of himself and reveals an envelope. Your heart drops and you know. 

“It’s for you.” he says, placing it on your lap. “I’m gonna walk around for a bit, give you some time to read it.” 

He kisses you on the head and then turns around and walks out. You’re left with a letter on your lap as John’s handwriting is looking up at you. You’re nervous. You’re heart's racing as you gently open it and slide out the paper. You begin reading. 

My Darling Y/n, 

If things had gone the way I planned, you’re with Roger. You have no idea how happy I am with the idea of you two loving and protecting each other. It makes my heart happy, please believe me. Also, thank you. Thank you for opening your heart and loving again like I had asked of you. You deserve all of the happiness in the world. If I could be the one to give it you, I would. Believe me. 

Please know that you’re everything I had always wanted. You’re the greatest gift in my life. It was an honor being in love with you. You made my life better in so many ways and I thank you for that. Loving you was the greatest gift I could have ever gotten and I see myself as the luckiest man in the world, just like Roger is now. 

I told Roger to give you this note when you had kids. Something inside of me said it would be with him. I just know. I need you to know how lucky that baby (or babies) are to have you as a mother. You make every life worth living. You will be an amazing mother and I just know it. I’m just sorry I was never able to give you a family like we had so desperately wanted. You have no idea how embarrassingly happy I am for you. For you both. 

I must go, my love. This is my last letter to you, for I’m getting more and more tired every day. Thank you for being my wife and best friend. Thank you for choosing me to love. I love you beyond words. 

Goodbye For Now, 

Your John 

P.S. You’re the love of my life - forever and always, no matter what 

You were smiling as you finish the letter. Tears streamed down your face and for the first time in a long time, they weren’t sad. You couldn’t have been more happier in that moment. You were choked up as you run your fingers along John’s handwriting, gasping slightly, trying to calm down. You smiled down at the letter as you nod. 

“Mine too, John.” you whisper. “Mine too.” 

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[nerdysakura]

Long post ahead, trigger warning.

I don’t even know where to start. I woke up this morning to my friends’ phone call. She called to ask me if I was ok. I didn’t know the news yet. I said yes, and asked why. She said there was news . . . that Jonghyun committed suicide.I froze. I asked, are you sure? I asked if it was the right Jonghyun, knowing there are many celebrities named Jonghyun. But it couldn’t be my Jonghyun, he was just at his concert not too long ago, receiving all the love he deserves from the fans who have attended.  Not my kindhearted, caring, sensitive, beautiful Jonghyun. Not Jonghyun brought so many laughs, tears, joy, and love to our world. Who made us feel like we mattered. I was in denial, already. She said no, it was SHINee’s Jonghyun, that it was all over Twitter. I felt cold. I told her I’d call her back while I confirmed, my mind already in denial, my heart already praying that it wasn’t him, or that if it was, for him to still be alive, for the doctors to be treating him at that moment and save him. I check here on Tumblr first, but all I saw were condolences. I didn't want condolences, I wanted a confirmation. My hands were already shaking as I closed off Tumblr and checked Twitter instead. I got a confirmation, but not the one I wanted. The news was still coming out. Little was known, other than what the police statements, the text to his sister. SM hadn’t confirmed anything yet at that point. What little hope I read that he was still alive, in the emergency room or something, I held on to, but I was already crying. Crying so so much. I texted my friend, and said thank you for letting me know, but still wanted confirmation from SM, I knew deep down it would be the same as the police statements, but I still didn’t want to believe it. I went to take a shower to cool down, but I spent the first five minutes letting the water wash away my tears, but I knew it wasn’t doing any good. I prayed so hard that it wasn’t him, that it was a mislead, my heart still feels like it’s being cut out every time I think of him, every time my eyes get clouded with tears. My muscles quickly became weak. 

I went through so many emotions in that time with the water. Hurt, grief, anger, frustration. I remember thinking, how. How could you do this? How could you do this right before SHINee’s 10th Anniversary? I was so sure 2018, would be SHINee’s Year. A repeat of what 2013 was, with OT5 together again and slaying with every song coming out. I was so looking forward to next year with OT5 showing everyone what a bond as strong as SHINee’s can do. I thought back to the promises he made to be with Shawols, with SHINee until the end. To still be together even 80 years from now. And I instantly felt guilty. And that anger and frustration did a u-turn turned towards me. Because I knew, as his fan, as a Shawol, that he was hurting. I cried to his songs when I needed healing so many times because I could understand his pain, I could feel it in his voice. And I wished, I could have done more. I wished I could have left MORE comments on his twitter, Instagram, ANYWHERE he would see that he was loved, that he was supported, that he was wanted. I wished I could have got to know him enough to be friends with him, to tell him the words he wanted to hear so badly, to reassure him of this life worth living. To live for himself, that I noticed him, his pain, his loneliness, and that he was not alone. Wished that I could have helped him, somehow so he could still be with us. I wished still, that somehow he was still alive to feel the mark he’s left on the world. But I couldn’t, and that hurt. All the love and support that I could give, that Shawols could give, that anyone who has ever had the chance to meet him and tell him what he’s done for them could have been enough. Enough to drive his demons away, to be his happiness. And it hurts so much knowing that it wasn’t, and I’m so sorry.

Even now, I still feel helpless. I knew my mom wouldn’t understand how much it hurts to lose him, understand to concept of even loving someone who doesn’t know me personally or that I’ve never talked to, and I was right. She found me crying silently in the bathroom that morning. I told her what happened and she told me to stop crying, to stop hurting, to pray God forgives him, to stop suffering, that everything happens for a reason and to put a candle out for you. But I couldn’t. I had to let my feelings out, to cry alone or in front of a mirror like he said to do when I am feeling hurt or lonely. I took those kinds of things he said to heart because he knew, he knew how it felt to feel lonely every day, to yearn for love, even though he had millions of people who love him, to feel just so utterly broken. I did light a candle for him. No, I lit five candles, because SHINee will always, always be Five. My older sister, who knows how much I love Jonghyun, who loves got to love him herself and saw his heart and him as a person as well, hugged me after my mom left me to mourn again in the bathroom. She hugged me, and I broke down. I thought back to the time when we had a family meeting with our brother who came to visit after years of not being able to see each other. She opened up more about her depression then, more so our eldest sister would understand how deep her own depression. At the end, I told our family, I never push her into getting her license to drive or push her in general to something she doesn’t feel ready for because I don’t want a dark thought to appear as she’s driving and she be gone in a blink of an eye. It was an emotional night, but I never really spoke out myself about it. But now, I feel like I should.

I don’t know for sure if I have depression, but there are many days when I feel empty, or lonely, or just know the world doesn’t care about me or wouldn’t even care if I had somehow left it. But I could never find it in me to leave this world, mostly because I’m so scared fo death itself. I don’t know if it makes me a coward or not. But I found happiness or at least something that makes me happy, and that will always be SHINee. Although I haven’t been with them since the beginning, the years I have, they really pulled me out from a dark place.I had a really hard time in 2014, I almost gave in, but then, Jonghyun released “End of a Day” and I cried so hard, not having even read the lyrics yet, I could feel the song’s meaning in his voice and I understood. With that one song, he gave me so much strength to keep going. To keep fighting. That I wasn’t alone. I’m never one to express myself, I’m used to keeping things bottled up inside. I don’t even know how to write this but, I never told anyone how I’m feeling because I feel like my hardships aren’t valid. I know how hard my sister’s depression gets on her, so I feel like, I have no right to feel the same when she’s suffering more than I am. I made that comment during that family meeting because . . . I’ve thought of doing it myself.  Not against another car, I would never want to jeopardize an innocent life just because I don’t feel like living anymore. But against a railing, if I go fast enough, I wondered if it would be quick. But I’m a coward, I’m scared of death, but still, I don’t believe life gone would make a difference. Knowing my sister and mom depend on me, even if it’s only financially is what keeps me going. But loving Jonghyun, supporting him, and SHINee makes me happy. His voice, his heart, his lyrics, all the advice he gave on Blue Night Radio helped me through so much. I just wish he could hear the power his own words had and reflected it back to him. My friends, who know how deeply I love Jonghyun and SHINee sent their condolences to me today, said they’re here to support me. I’m grateful, but I’m not the one who deserves those words. Jonghyun is. He’s suffered and dealt with so much, he needs those words, not me.  In short, here’s my letter to Jonghyun.

Dear, Jonghyun

I’m sorry, first of all. I wish I could have done more for you. I wish I could have helped you like you helped me. You are not just a talented vocalist, but a talented writer as well. Your words had more of an impact than you could ever know. You are a beautiful person inside and out, and I noticed you, not just as SHINee’s Jonghyun, but as Kim Jonghyun. Jonghyun, who is sensitive, funny, talented, kind-hearted, hard-working, dedicated, who has the biggest heart of anyone I had the pleasure of knowing, but who also hurt the most. Thank you for the laughter, the memories, the dedication to your music it really is an art, the immense amount of love and support you gave to Shawols, your members, family, colleagues, everyone in general. Thank you for always staying true to you, I hope you understand that you were accepted and loved because of who you are, not because of what we see onstage. Thank you for standing up for what you believe is right, your heart loved so deep, I’m sorry I couldn’t do more to stop the pain in it. Your legacy and songs will love on, we’ll make sure of that. I love you so so so much. And I will miss you every day that I live. You who shine so bright will always be the brightest star in SHINee World. I hope you are no longer hurting, I hope you are finally happy. You’ve worked hard, so hard, Thank you. I can never thank you enough for all you’ve done with your time here with us. Your existence alone was a true blessing. You did well, you truly did. 

Please, be happy

[yuki-d-raizel-blog]

Hero

Chapter 21.5/??

Relationship: Todoroki Shouto x Reader (Your/Name), (Full/Name)

Summit: It all begin at the Sports Festival when Shouto’s other half met Endevour by mistake. The student never thought to see his partner fight against his father just to show him that he is wrong. It started from that instant, Shouto’s new path started exactly from that moment thanks to his friends and his beloved one.

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Todoroki is sleeping peacefully, but a strange sound is reaching his ears. He murmurs moving his hand on your bed side, but he can’t find your body. He can’t feel it even against his, he is sleeping that deep?

<<Mh… my love… the alarm…>> roars Shouto, is time for school already? <<…I’m awake…>> he raises the head from the pillow and dragging his body on the bed, he turns off the alarm, <<(Y/N)?>> you aren’t there, so he gets up worried and looking for you. “Strange, she always wakes me up for school or important things… She never left the room without do it… Where is she?” walking, he checks every room on the second floor in a short amount of time; his protective instinct is kicking in quickly. One room left. He approaches it and opens the door.

<<Mornin->>

<<My bad! Sorry, I didn’t hear you!>> he closed the door faster than a blink of an eye, and rests his back on it, trying to hide his embarrassment in his voice, “You saw nothing Shouto. Not a thing. Nope, nothing. You definitely didn’t see what you thought you saw. Nu-uh…… They’re bigger than I- NOTHING!!!”

<<What’s this smell of burning?>> you ask behind the door, <<Did you burn your clothes again?>> you giggle when you heard the fastest run of your life, <<Aw, it’s cute when you accidentally do that! Like when I called you Sho-chan for the first time!>> a strange smoke comes out from the second bathroom, <<…Dear, do you need help?>>

<<N-no, don’t worry.>> “This is the second time!” he feels the handle moving, so he blocks the door with his weight, <<U-um, please don’t come in, I’m fine, really.>> he goes away for a little since the girl approved, but he did a huge mistake.

<<Should I write down on my notes about this?>> she lays her shoulder on the door and crosses her arms, <<It is very interesting.>>

<<Don’t you dare!>> he covers his eyes and turns his back to her, <<Please put some clothes on!>>

<<Mh, why?>> “This is fun.” you go nearer and whisper on his ear, <<Don’t you like what are you seeing?>>

<<Yes, a lot- NO, I MEAN NO! PUT SOME CLOTHES ON!>> he pushes outside the room gently without looking and closes the door, <<We are late for school today, so… so…>> he doesn’t know what to say anymore, <<Argh, just give me a few minutes and I’m ready!>>

<<Hahaha, calm down sweetheart, today Shuu will accompany us.>> you laugh and walk away, <<I’m waiting down then!>> “Such a pure heart.”

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As you said, Shuu waited outside and escorted both in front of the school. He explained that he bumped into (Y/N) in the morning when she was at her running routine, so he offered a ride to the school. Once at the U.A. you go to Recovery Girl for the last check and Shouto follows you, listening carefully of what the heroine says. The lady inspects your palms, touching the little scars or asking you to do simple exercises like open and close your fists. When the teacher says that you are healed, you jump up and ask enthusiastic if you are free to do whatever you want. The heroine nods and you hug her smiling like never done before; even Shouto is confused by your behavior. Yes, he’s happy that your injuries healed correctly, but, it’s from this morning that he’s a little strange, more like very, very happy.

During the various lessons, she answers at all the questions, even before Yaoyorozu can raise her hand to have the permission to speak. She smiles like an angel and helps who is struggling with exercises… she ignores Bakugou’s provocations… the old (Y/N) is back stronger than before. The hell happened to her? Everyone is concerned about that suddenly change, she was like that, yes, but she was rude when someone provoked her… Where is that personality right now?

During the lunch break, she is softly singing a catchy melody while eating with the brightest smile on the planet. Somehow, it’s creepy to see her so happy… It’s too sudden, yesterday happened a disaster and today she is so cheerful. So Uraraka asks the one million dollars question.

<<Todoroki-kun, what did you do to her exactly?>>

<<Nothing.>> he replies eating his cold soba, <<She said that she’s happy because she can use her hands again and she isn’t trapped by medical rules… But even I can’t understand why she is so sunny today.>>

<<Can I ask what did you two did when we left?>> says politely Izuku, <<If I can know, of course.>>

<<She closed herself in the bathroom for a lot, and when she came back, we talked more about her quirk and I exposed my opinion about it. I said that I didn’t want her to use it never again because it is too harmful and because I’m scared about what it can do to her.>>

<<Frank as always.>> comments All Might’s pupil, <<And how she felt?>>

<<At the start she was very sad, but it was my fault because I expressed myself in the wrong way.>> he admits with a strict tone, <<I thought about it and I realized the big mistake I did, so I changed my opinion.>>

<<Which means?>> Ochako is concerned as well, <<So she can’t use Fiery Sins anymore?>>

<<My first request was too selfish, I was literally destroying all her efforts to achieve the strength she has now, so I asked her to use it only if is safe for her and when I can’t protect her.>> Shouto lays his chopsticks and looks at the water inside his glass, “I didn’t have the courage to ask about the letter and her family…. She was in pain only remembering her mother and Yamato, I couldn’t do that and make her cry more. It was so awful to see… I definitely prefer this side of her: the childish and cheerful one is the best light she can show to me.”

Uraraka and Izuku could attire your attention with a joke about your glasses, making you blush and get agitated so fast that they were almost proud of what they’ve done. Before the bell rang again, (Y/N) received a call. She spoke about something like clothes, make up so happily that everyone just thought “well, she does girl things too.”

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A new hero lesson is about to start. Inside the girl dressing room, (Y/N) keeps singing that melody, so Tsuyu asks her why she is in a such good mood. The girl smiles and looks at her.

<<Because I can use my hands more now!>> she replies proudly, <<It’s a month that I don’t do it, so I must catch up for my absence! I’m really enthusiastic for that!>>

<<….D-do you think it’s something about her relationship with Todoroki-kun?>> asks Hagakure, <<T-the way she s-said that…>>

<<(Y/N) is too innocent for that type of things…>> comments Mina, <<Wait, do you think they did it al->>

<<Please, let’s not talk about vulgar topics.>> Momo stops the conversation with a blush on her cheeks, <<I’m sure that (Y/N)-san wanted to say something else. Her private life isn’t our business->>

<<C’mon girls! All Might-sensei is waiting!>> she is the first one to leave and her friends peek outside the room seeing the student singing again and moving her head following the rhythm. Should they worry for this change, or not?

Outside, the class attends the explanation of the exercise, while All Might is reading his notes. He is the cutest thing in the world, come on, a huge super hero holds tiny papers and tries to read what he wrote. God bless this man. The students are silent waiting for their professor to speak, but not all of them are that silent. In fact, (Y/N) is still singing that symphony so lowly that only Todoroki can hear it, because he is right next to her. That melody is so catchy that now is inside his mind and he can’t forget about it, he always likes whatever song his beloved one sing or play for him, but this one is really something…

<<(Y/N), can I ask you something?>> he whispers bending a little towards her.

<<Of course you can.>> you stop singing and focus all your senses on your boyfriend, <<What is it?>>

<<What’s the name of the melody that you are singing from this morning?>>

<<The Song of the Moon.>> you replied chuckling a bit, his gaze was so curious about it, <<Do you like it?>>

<<It’s catchier than the other symphonies you played.>> he comments, <<I would like to learn this one, your mom really was a genius to write something like that.>>

“How he would react when I tell him that this song is not wrote by her? Yamato is the mind behind this melody, honey. He was a true hero, my hero…”

<<All right, all might!>> finally, the hero is able to explain the exercise and he’s ready for the questions that his students usually do just to tease him, <<Today we will do two different simulations. The first one is a rescue simulation, and the second one is a battle simulation. For the rescue, you will pair with someone and go through two rounds where you interchange you positions: the savior and the rescued.>>

<<Woah, that’s cool!>> exclaims the class, that’s definitely a new exercise for everyone.

<<The savior must save the mate and fight villains.>> the students are thinking of which classmate they will be paired with, <<You are free to do whatever you want, of course, without going too far like someone did.>>

<<Don’t point at me, damn it…>> Bakugou turns his look away when the whole class stare at him.

<<Now, let’s start!>> the students draw a number and must pair with the same number, so after a few minutes, everyone is ready to do this exciting exercise.

Pair after pair clear the simulations, someone loses, someone wins, and the last ones are you and your partner. You are teamed with Ojiro and the villains who will try to stop you are Midoriya and Kirishima. You are not excited to fight against Izuku, but you will use this lesson as a test to try something new. As the rules say, Eijiro and Midoriya escort Ojiro inside the block and hide somewhere, waiting for you to arrive. When the time is over, (Y/N) walks for a bit and then stops, scanning all the building that surround her.

“This is an industry zone, so I can’t do any damage to what surrounds me, there are people inside… This is the worst for me and the best for Izuku. I can use Sloth to immobilize him, but I want to pass this test without my quirk. I wanna see how much I depend from it during these situations… Ok, a plan that can work on that little green boy…” the girl finds her mate but, is too obvious that there is a trap somewhere. “They placed him on the roof so I must take only two ways to reach him… Get inside or climb the building… Izuku you sun of gun. I can’t see Eijiro either, what trap they will set for me?”

When All Might is about to remember at the student that she has a time limit, the girl goes in front of her mate and waves her hands smiling.

“Since my partner has the priority, I’ll go into your trap Izuku. Show me what you can do!” <<Ojiro-kun!>> she calls him, <<Can I ask you a favor?>>

<<S-sure!>> he replies loudly as well, he is pretty high on that roof.

<<No matter what happen, stay still, ok?>> as soon the tailed hero screams, you do your next move, reassuring him quickly, <<Have no fear, I’ll save you! They won’t lay a finger on you!>>

Once Ojiro is ok and he trusts you, you walk backwards to take a run-up looking for the last time at the building, and in a blink of an eye, you rush towards the establishment and start to climb it nimbly and quickly, using the windows and every handhold you can find. On the edge of the roof, you check if the way is safe and then look better your surroundings. After that, you approach the friend, but the roof tilts and starts to fall.

“So Eijiro was hide inside and waited for me to destroy the building, eh? Without my quirk, this is troublesome, a lot. I must reduce the damages in the zone, well I failed. But I won’t break my promise with Shouto.” <<Hey Ojiro-kun, do you trust me?>>

<<Y-yes, why?>> as a civilian, the student can’t use his powers, he must follow the hero’s orders, but he must admit that a falling building is quite scary. “We are pretty high here, and I don’t think that (Y/N) can stop the fall so… I’m a bit scared.”

The male lets you guide him, <<I apologize if this makes you feel uncomfortable, but we need get down from this building before we are crushed under it.>> the girl moves her arms behind Ojiro’s back and under his knees and suddenly, the tailed boy doesn’t feel the ground anymore.

<<I-I h-hope I’m n-not too h-heavy.>> he’s too embarrassed by that situation, but he must stickup with it, (Y/N) has a plan and he doesn’t want to ruin it. “Where is she going?” he sees the mate walk to the opposite side of the roof and start to whistle that melody again. “I don’t think this is the right moment to do that (Y/N)…”

<<Close your eyes and hold onto me, Ojiro-kun.>> the grip around your neck get tighter and his tail covers your waist, he doesn’t want to be a bother or be in your way, <<Have no fear.>> those words are working on him, he is less nervous and his shiver body is calming down little by little. “Now that he is relaxed, I make my next move.”

The girl runs and jumps down the building. Her classmates stare at the screen anxious and All Might is ready to intervene immediately since the ruins are chasing her. Right before to touch the ground, a slide of ice rises in the air and (Y/N) slides on it elegantly and gently to not stress the partner more than that. Right after that, she uses her silver flames to surround the entire collapsing building, stopping successfully the fall. All the ruins are immobile in the air, as if the time itself stopped, but that was what Midoriya wanted.

---Continue...

Chapter 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21, 21.5, 22, 22.5, 23, 24, 25, 26, 27, 28, 29, 30, 31, 32, 33, 34, 35, 36, Last Chapter

[shipme]

Ultimate Ship for @yuna123

Request: Hi~~I’m not sure how this works exactly but I’d like to try to request an ultimate ship with BTS plz or another group if u think they’re a better match for me plz.

When u meet me I’m kind of shy and don’t talk much but when u get closer to me I talk a lot and it’s hard to get me to shut up and I get really loud. I don’t wear a lot of makeup just eyeliner. 
I’m 5'8 with curly shoulder length hair, I wear glasses and I have tan skin. I also usually wear oversized t-shirts with shorts so kind of a tomboy look. I’m really awkward, honey, friendly , and loyal. I enjoy jokes and puns. I tend to laugh a lot at like anything. I get nervous easily especially when talking to new people but when I’m with my friends I’m bolder and more confident and can really just talk to everybody. I’m also really love music, and the diff types and styles in it. I also like skinship. I can be a lil naive and gullible at times. And I also don’t get bored easily. I really enjoy dancing (especially to 1 million dance studio dances). I also recently really like riding rides at amusement parks. I’m usually the youngest of my friend groups but also the tallest. I tend to get along with everyone. I can be lazy at times but when I want something to get done I’ll work on it till it’s done.

Thanks so much🤗🤗🤗

Hiiiiiiii! Wow, it has taken us some time to finally post your request -it was written a long time ago but we didn’t have enough time to post for the past few months (sorry about this…) but here we are. I hope you won’t be disappointed (it’s actually quite stressing to write a ship for someone who also writes ships but well, it’s not like ships are a science so there is no best option, it depends on our interpretation ^^). Anyway, we hope you’ll like your ships!

-Admin Whiger

I’d ship you with Jin in BTS as I think his personality and yours would work well together. He would not force you to open up to him, letting you adapt yourself to everyone -but he would always be thinking about you and doing small gestures as making one of your favourites plates for you to eat (such a caring mom ^^). Once you start to get used to their rhythm, you will let your personality resurface and would surprise most persons by the fact that you are quite loud -so much teasing from every sides for being the female equivalent of J-Hope!- but what would make Jin fall in love with you would probably be the fact that you love jokes and laugh at everything, even when no one finds it funny, because he wold FINALLY have find someone that will never let him down (and the fact that you’re quite loud would be an advantage because he loves hearing your laugh -especially when he is the one making you laugh, it would probably become one of his goals). Your honest and loyal nature would be a perfect match with his caring one as he knows he can trust you and rely on you whenever he needs to -I don’t think he would like to impose but he would definitely come to you in that case. As he knows you love dancing, he would probably invite you to some practices of BTS and would learn some choreagrphies to dance it with you (or would totally cheat you on when he sees you rehearsing 1 million dance studios dances like « Hey, this is my girlfriend, she is super amazing and I’m so proud of her », if you ever do competitions, expect him to be in the front lines with banners and a big smile on his face as he cheers for you). The fact that you don’t wear that much make-up won’t bother him at all, he would always be giving you confidence about your looks and would certainly get quite offensive if some ARMYS were making comments about the fact that you have a tomboyish look or about your tanned skin: instead of instantly asking for them to stop the comments, Jin would probably distance himself from any kind of contacts he may have with his fans for a short or long period of time (depending on the comments you received) and simply let his attitude see how hurtful the comments were for you and him. Then, when he’ll come back, he would certainly post -or should I say spam- the ARMYS with photos of the two of you as a way to let people get used to your presence. I think he would want to talk things slow with you and go step-by-step through every important moments: your first date would probably be at amusement parks as he knows you like it: you two would be holding hands without even realising it. I kind of see him taking you to do romantic things or just staying with you to listen to music together, relaxing after a long day -and you would probably have the blessing to hear him sing only for you (and that’s really cool, you would be one of the only privileged persons that knows what Jin’s voice sound like when he sings -give him more lines!) One of the big thing in your couple would be lingering kisses: Jin would love kissing you lovingly on your forehead, his arms sweetly encasing you and he would love to have you close to him so expect gentle hugs (even when you sleep, you both would take turn into who’s spooning who but in the end, you cant’ keep away from each other). His soothing aura would help you concentrate and he would always try his best to take care and motivate you when he sees you need to work (he would probably incite you to stop being lazy and start working before -often to no avail, that would be the most important point of dispute between you two because he doesn’t want you to overwork yourself after) but in the end, he would always offer you his full support and would help you with whatever you need -but he would certainly make a little remark like « if you had listened to me,… ») . Whenever this happens in front of the members, they would totally tease Jin for not being your boyfriend but sticking to his mom role but he would act like he is not impressed by them (but expect things to get a little more heated after because Jin does want to remind you that he certainly is not your mom ^^)

Drabble

« Studio at 9:00 AM, just say your name » was the text you had received from Hoseok, your long known friend. You had met him while in school and you immediately had developed a friendship with him considering he also had a loud personality. It has been a long time since you had seen him -he was caught up in all the preparations he had to do with BTS comeback- and you had to admit you incredibly missed him, his warm aura and his sunshine-like smile. Not that you loved him but you had always seen him as a brother and you couldn’t help but feel out-of-it after he debuted with BTS. Not that you would ever admit it because… Well, he was your friend and you were happy for him, you were probably as excited as he was when he told you about it but it was hard having to distance yourself that much when you two shared everything together -including your passion for dancing: you had been paired up during school practice and that was the start of your incredible duo. So when you received the short message, you immediately leapt into the air, getting up to retrieve your dancing clothes, apply some eye-liner and basically run in the street in the direction of the Big Hit studios. You only stopped a few meters away from the actual building, your eyes as wide as saucers when you took in the overall appearance of it and it’s size. You felt incredibly small and would probably have retreated back if it wasn’t from the fact that you had already sent a « Comiiiing ! » to your friend. You took a deep breath before entering the place, your eyes roaming up everywhere and taking everything you could as it was your first time here. A kind female voice shook you out of your thoughts by calling you calmly, asking if you had an appointment with someone. When you gave your response, saying you were here to meet with Hoseok, she gave you an unimpressed look, as if some persons did the same thing every day. « Miss », she explained, « I do not wish to make you angry but you should know that some other fans tried and it never worked if you don’t decide to leave, you’ll leave me with no choice but to call the security ». You started internally panicking because you knew you had done nothing wrong and that’s when you remembered to GIVE your name. You repeated it a good amount of time, making sure the lady could understand it, and you saw her eyebrows getting masked by her fringe before she gave you precise directions and told you to enjoy your time in Big Hit, apologising all the while. Once you reached the studio, you timidly knocked on the door and not only a second later, you found yourself squished in Hoseok’s arms, him crushing you while he talked loudly about the fact that he was soooooo glad to see you again. Once he finally let you get out, you two started talking, catching up with everything you both didn’t know about each other lives. When you told him you had learned new choreography from 1 million dance studio, he practically begged you to dance it for him. When he saw you hesitating, he then suggested for you both to dance on it and that’s how you found yourself giggling at Hoseok’s goofiness (or simply amazed at his talents because learning this move took you quite a lot of time and he had simply reproduced it without any difficulty).  You two would probably be getting intense -kind of competition like- when you come to a dance you both know (like Ko Ko Bop) and you would start a playful competition. As all your focus would be on the moves, you wouldn’t even realise the fact that six new persons entered the studio and were now watching you dancing intensely, lost in your own world. Suddenly, you hear persons clapping causing you to jump in surprise -resulting in Hoseok laughing as he normally is the one to overreact. You turn around only to find six pairs of eyes watching you intently, with impressment and curiosity causing you to immediately regret the fact that you had just danced because you never expected to meet your friend’s members and certainly did not wanted to when you were sweaty. You would be mortified at the thought they just have watched you dance because you knew you couldn’t compete with them. Your timid nature instantly came around and you wouldn’t really know what to do or where to look as their presence is quite impressive. Everyone would introduce themselves to you but you wouldn’t be able to bring yourself to stop feeling shy, even with everyone’s efforts to make you feel at ease. To make you loosen up, Hoseok would certainly tickle you and soon, your laugh would be resonating in the air. The sound would certainly bring a smile to everyone face as they are glad you’re finally loosening up and that’s when Jin decided he should absolutely take care of you to hear your laugh resonating. After some talking, the boys would propose to go out and eat together and you were on the verge of accepting when you remembered that you were wearing your dancing clothes and needed a shower, meaning you’d have to go back home to change yourself. You were struggling to actually say that but Jin would catch on your uncomfortable look and will smile at you a little before saying you could take your shower here and that he would find clothes for you to change in. When you finally get out of the shower, a change would be waiting for you and to your surprise, the pull was oversized, just how you liked to wear them. You then went back to the studio you had agreed to meet at and would start casually chatting with everyone until Jin cracked a joke and left the room silent for a few seconds before you and he starts laughing uncontrollably at the exact same moment. Once your breathing pattern is back to normal -kind of- you two would start talking about a lot of different things until Hoseok grabbed you away from his hyung, saying that you were HIS friend first and that Jin shouldn’t dare snatch you away. This will bring a big smile on said man face as he let you go back to talking about Hoseok: he didn’t even need to keep you beside him as you were already wearing one of his hoodies.

-Admin Haethers

Jungkoooooook !!!

Ahem…so let’s go for the ship^^ You’ll be so much similar at first, like, really shy (our Jk might be quite intimidate talking to a girl^^), but you would probably quickly get used to each other, especially if you have friends around, and become friends too. You couldn’t stop talking together really soon. Jungkook might be quite surprised at first by how loud you are and might tease you about how you are similar to J-hope, but he would secretly love that (your loudness, not J-hope(…though(who could resist to Hobi ?(/sbaf/shut up Haethers(I’m sorryy))))). Jungkook would love hearing your laugh, although he would not have a lot of occasions to hear it because he would be in the same state as you too. Might find your ability to laugh at anything incredibly cute. I think he would also be the kind of people to love your style, so he may try to timberlandizing you, because it would complete pretty well your tomboyish look. Would appreciate particularly your loyalty because it might be quite hard to find people like you when you’re someone well known. I can totally see you two having a lot of fun joking around and laughing really loud and disturb all the people around you (let Suga sleep, for goodness sake !😡) who would tease you around the fact that they don’t have one maknae anymore but two, and that the second is the perfect representation of the loud and insupportable maknae. But they would find you cute for being so childlike because it would bring a cool atmosphere when they are all stressed. Jungkook would totally understand the fact that you get nervous around people you don’t know, so you could actually help each other with that and you might be more confident when together. I can pretty easily imagine you both listening to music together and always putting the sound way to loud, so you would bother everyone another time (let Suga sleep, for goodness sake !🙄) but don’t worry, I think the other members might more joke around than being really annoyed by it. Jungkook would find it really (really, really) cute that you are so naive, he would become the protector against this mean bts guys💙 who would want to play pranks on you. I can totally imagine you both being over flooded by passions, as you both look like having a lot, so you would always be dancing, going to amusement parks and NEVER getting bored. This is kinda funny that you are the maknae in your group of friends, you would share this situation with Jungkookie and you might probably “râler” together on how annoying it can get to be the youngest. Also, you would share the same opinions about work and you two would always be determined to do all that can be possibly done to achieve your dreams.

Drabble 

“Taetae: I need your help” You had received this message a little while ago but you were still asking yourself how to react to this. You knew this type of requests coming from your friend Taehyung never announced a funny time to you. You could remember as if it had happened yesterday when you had spent hours carrying your friend’s last Gucci purchases, and this was heavy. But you were his best friend and ignoring him the rest of your life was clearly not a solution. “Come on Y/N, this is just a hard time to go over, and this can’t be worse than last time, right ?” You tried to motivate you. “You: Y ?” Taehyung replied immediately as if he was not doing anything else than waiting for your answer. “Taetae: 2 prank one of my friends!!” You took a deep breath before responding. “You: Huh, this is not a good idea, Tae” “Taetae: Wait ! You didn’t even hear my plan!” “You: I don’t need to hear it, I already know it would come to no good for me.” “Taetae: It was his birthday a little while ago and, he has become overly confident, he doesn’t respect anymore his hyungs, let’s show him what it costs to act like that !” “You: I hope you realize that your reasons are silly?” “Taetae: Yes of course😁, but it’ll be fun. Do you agree to help me?” “You: Weren’t you supposed to talk to me about your plan before?” “Taetae: I changed my mind. Y/N, do you agree🙁 ?” You sighed in frustration: did he really think this smiley was going to convince you? But, you knew that, at the end, you would finally give up and help him for his stupid prank. You didn’t beware a second about why he had suddenly wanted to tell you his plan after. So you agreed. He told you his mischievous purpose. And you immediately regretted having agreed. “You: WHAT?! Are you crazy?!! I’ll never do that!!” “Taetae: But you already said you would do it, Y/N 😇.” “You: Do you want my death?!” “Taetae: Come on, it’ll be fun! And you could meet someone, for once!” “You: This is not what I call meeting Tae” You threw your phone away on your bed, before sinking back on your pillow. Why had you accepted before he told you what he has in mind ? Why were you so naive ? *** So, this is how you ended up, one week after, waiting in front of the BigHit building, freezing on you spot because it was a really cold winter day. You sighed, looking another time for the hour on your phone and furrowed your brows, realizing that it was the exact same time as the last time you checked it. Taehyung was LATE. He was supposed to open you the door, because, of course, the tall guys in the enter would never let you go in without a really good justification, and you had none. So you were just here, staying in front of the building like a lost child. You mentally swore against your naiveness that brought you here. How could you always put yourself in those kind of situations ? You must have had a talent for that… When you raised the head, it was for being faced by a tall, brown haired guy. You jumped back, gosh he scared you ! Why didn’t he “signaler” his presence ? He was going to cause an heart-attack, one day. You had to admit to yourself that his handsome features could have somewhat to do with it and you had to remind yourself to not stare at him like a goldfish out of his aquarium. Unfortunately, he was wearing a mask so you couldn’t see all his face…wow what were you doing ? Were you annoyed because you couldn’t see all the face of a stranger ? You made you desperate yourself sometimes… He jumped a bit too, probably surprised by your over-reaction and you felt slightly embarrassed about it. “Did I scare you? I’m sorry” he asked worriedly. You blushed while rubbing awkwardly your hand on the nape of your neck. “No, it’s fine” you answered, ready to run, to escape this awful moment. The guy stayed where he was, passing his weight from one foot to the other. “Okay, I saw you were staying here for a while so I came to ask you if you needed some help ?” he proposed you. “Actually, I’m waiting for a friend, but I think I’m going to come back home because it seems that he forgot” you explained, blushing a little behind your scarf, Tae could really be not fun sometimes. How could he have done that to you? He knew that you were nervous away from your friend, especially when you met strangers, and that was exactly what was happening to you. At least, the boy in front of you seemed unease too, it reassured you to not be only. “Does your friend work here ?” the boy asked you with curiosity. “Yes, he is a BTS member, if you know them…” you replied, questioning yourself: maybe the handsome guy in front of you had a job here too? The stranger looked shook for a quite long moment. You were hesitating about tapping on his shoulder to verify if he was still alive… *** “Is she lying ?” Jungkook asked himself, uncertain. He was quite suspicious about the intentions of the girl in front of him, first ; she had been waiting a long time in front of the building, so he thought she was a really determined fan and he was going to ask her politely to let the idols live their live happily, but what if she really was who she pretended to be ? He didn’t want to act rude with one of the member’s friend…and she really looked nice…and cute, but Jungkook couldn’t think of this last point without blushing. Anyway. He had to verify who she was and who was her friend. “Huh, yes, I kinda know them…and which one is your friend ?” He asked genuinely, although he felt like his tentative could be seen on his face, I must look so much like a police officer, he thought, slightly ashamed. “My dear friend who let me wait here names Taehyung” she grumbled, furrowing her brows. “And who are you ?” He questioned, pursuing his little investigation. She suddenly looked at him with suspicious eyes. Oops. It seemed that he had been too direct, yes, a police officer job may not be the greatest for him, apparently. “As I know Taehyung a bit, I need to verify a bit who you are if I want to let you enter the building” he quickly half corrected himself, half stamped, choosing to say the truth. Well, almost the truth because he did more than “knowing Taehyung a bit”. “Why am I so awkward with girls ?” He complained in his mind, hoping that she would not run away because of him. But why did he even care about it, at first? “Ah ok, I’m Y/N” she replied shyly. “Ah Y/N! Tae told us a lot about you !” He blurted out. Of course, he had heard about her, she was Taehyung’s best friend, after all. He said he was going to present her to the group soon, as she was a big fan of them. Jungkook was going to tell her who he was when… “AAAAAAAAAAH Y/N DON’T KILL ME I’M SO LATE !!!!! I got distracted and I forgot about the time, I’m so so so so sorry” Someone yelled, causing Jungkook ears to scream. Taehyung. Who else? This one looked a second like realizing y/n was not alone and screwed up in the direction of Jungkook before widening his eyes. “Jungkook you ruined the plan !” He accused this last. Y/n widened her eyes as well before starting to laugh nervously. “Oh no, are you Jungkook ?” She asked, looking like already knowing the answer because she definitely was laughing at this moment. “Yes, I’m Jungkook, although people don’t usually laugh when they learn my name… What plan Taehyung ?” He sighed, looking suspiciously at his friend. He felt like being one time late, what was happening at the end? Y/n looked at Taehyung. *** “You’ll have to sort it out by yourself !” you thought, staring at Taehyung with an angelic face. “Huh, well… I wanted y/n to prank you but you met her before so it’s quite dead, actually” he admitted. Jungkook looked really annoyed, but he must be used to it, with Taetae…well, you were used to it, so you guessed it might be the same with Jungkook… *** Ok. Taehyung must admit his plan was totally dead and buried. But what was his plan, at the beginning ? That was really simple,… well, sort of simple. He always thought his best friend y/n and Jungkook would get up really well, like ; really well. And as he was a wonderful friend, he decided that he would arrange a date for the two of them. So he invented a plan where y/n would be asking Jungkook on a date, for what she thought was a prank and then in addition to being overly embarrassed (for the true pleasure of Taehyung), Jungkook would propose Y/n a real rendez-vous, because he was a gentleman, in fact, and he would find Y/N wonderful, of course. Taehyung was SURE of it. This plan comported a lot of interrogations, though and, at the end, it failed. Yes, maybe it was just a little too complicated. “But that’s not grave !” Taehyung mentally exclaimed, suddenly coming up with a new idea. Ok, so, this time, he was going to take a coffee with his two victims and leave them alone because, because…he forgot about his yoga’s lesson so he would have to go !! Yes, this plan was great, it was going to work, this time! “But, anyway, what do you say about going to take a coffee together so the two of you can forgive me ?” He proposed, showing his best, supplicating face. His two friends looked at each other. “Why not ?” Y/n answered. “But you would pay, Taehyung.” “I’m okay, Okay !” Jungkook said. “Who would refuse a free coffee ?” He teased, winking at the poor prankster. “Let’s go then !” Taehyung exclaimed more than happily. If the price of a date between his two friends was only the one of two coffees, he would pay it for sure! He grinned mischievously.                                                    The end

So, do you think Taehyung’s plan would work this time? Or would he need to invent another “simple” plan ? Do you think Jungkook and y/n would finally date? I let you imagine😁.

Well, that’s the end of the ship, we hope you liked reading it and were not disappointed with our decisions. Thank you very much for being so patient with us not that you had a choice to begin with. We both had fun imagining the drabbles (and we swear the idea of texting wasn’t something we talked about, it just happened to be the same and made us laugh when we realised the similarity ^^ 

Thank you again and we wish hope you spend a nice day! 💙

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Responses to {Part 21} I Won’t Stop You // Jeon Jungkook, Vampire!AU Asks~

Please ‘Keep Reading’ to find my response to your ask ^^ As always, I have copied and pasted all asks into this post in regards to last night’s chapter to avoid clogging up people’s dashboards and to avoid spoilers for those who may still wish to read the chapter. Thank you ^^ 

(I have also included asks that I received in the hours before IWSY was posted ^^)

Anonymous said: So i found IWSY last week and marathoned through it in 2 days and omg its so good im dying for the next part!!! Thank you so much for blessing us all with your writing have a wonderful day/night!!!!!! ❤❤❤❤❤

Oh my gosh thank you for marathoning through it! I’m really happy that you found it and that you’re liking the story so far my dear ^^ I hope you have a wonderful day or night too! ❤

Anonymous said: TONIGHT'S THE MOMENT OF TRUTH!!!

WOOHOO! C:

@mysr3 said: Queen Serren will shed some light for us tonight and poor Jungkook' unbeating heart is ready  I can feel it! My heart is also not ready!!! Have A good day Love ❤️  PS I re-read Who are you again! And I find new things that I didn't notice before last time and feel different! You are such a good writer !!!

Hehe yes things were revealed last night with more to be explained c: And yay thank you for reading it again! I’m glad you could pick up on things that you maybe didn’t pick up on before, I personally love when that happens to me :3 ❤  Thank you so much my love :)

Anonymous said: It's 11:14pm in Sydney right now and I am so ready for IWSY! Unfortunately, it's a little known fact time difference is a bitch and I can't read it till the afternoon! *sighs* if only they didn't block tumble at school. -Tall anon

Aww that sucks that they block tumblr at your school! But I can understand why because they wan you to concentrate :( I hope you’ll enjoy it when you read it my love!

@lostheretics said: fEW HOURS TO IWSY AAAAAA *screaming internally* but cant read it immediately bc i have mid tests😔😔😭😭

That’s okay my love! tests and study come first ❤  I hope you enjoy it when you get a chance to read it!

@deangetoutofmyspleen said: iTS TUESDAYYYYYYYYY

YES IT IS!! ❤

Anonymous said: Yuss, vamp!Kook-tuesday!! Highlight of the week ❤

I’m so happy that it’s the highlight of your week ❤  ahhhh that really makes me smile so much!

@m1n-yoong1 said: OMG I JUST REALISED ITS TUESDAY AND IM REALLY HAPPY NOW. My day has been quite bad so I was sad all day until now 😁😁

I’m glad it can brighten up your day my love, I’m sorry that your day has been sad :( *hug* ❤

Anonymous said: I'M READY FOR WHATEVER PARANORMAL SHENANIGANS YOU HAVE PREPARED LETS DO THIS *insert boxer emoji here*

PARANORMAL SHENANIGANS YES ❤  hehe I hope you enjoyed it babe!

@kpoperinthehoody123 said: OMG SARAAAA!!!!!!!!!! I JUST READ THE WHO ARE YOU // IM JAEBUM SERIES ALL IN ONE GO AND IT IS SOOO FUCKING LEGIT THAT I FORGOT CEO JUNGKOOK WILL BE COMING OUT ANY MINUTE NOW!! HOW DO U WRITE THESE MASTER PIECES??? *cries in the corner* However, U have such an amazing and creative mind oh Sara😘😘😘 Can't wait to read 'I wont stop you' part 21 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

Ahhhh thank you so much for reading it alongside IWSY! (I hope you enjoyed last nights update too!)  You flatter me way too much D: I just imagine something and then write it, it’s nothing special ❤  Thank you so much my love!

Anonymous said: I've updated your tumblr way too many times tonight.... I'm dying to know what's going to happen! 💕

asdfghj I hope you enjoyed the update beautiful!

Anonymous said: i spent a single day binging the entire IWSY series and i've never been happier because it's been hard to find some good vampire!jk and now i have and i'm living also i remember that i had read it when there was only one chapter and then i forgot about it but honestly im so happy to be back!! your writing is exceptional and as a fellow writer, i'm so happy to have found this and you ❤️❤️

jkdgkjsdg ugh thank you so much ❤  I’m really happy that you found it and returned to it and that you enjoy it ❤  thank you for finding me and telling me that you like my series dear, it really means a lot to me!

Anonymous said: I'VE NEVER BEEN SO EARLY FOR A FIC HOLY--

I HOPE YOU ENJOYED IT!! ❤

Anonymous said: idk why but i??? Cried during chapter 21 its was sO GOOD BLESS

awh~ sad tears or happy tears? c: Thank you so much my love!

Anonymous said: I had a feeling that I would get the vampire explanation and not the "what the heck is she" explanation. On another note, in really happy with how the whole thing went, like I half expected for it to bee more awkward and for the second hand embarrassment to be worse, but you managed to write in in a way that wasn't over the top and still provided a realistic (as realistic as we can assume a scenario like this would play out) scene. So thank you for once again making the week long wait worth it.

Yes~ I personally feel it would be too unrealistic for them to tell absolutely EVERYTHING in one go~ (Y/N) has had a traumatic time and if they were to just unleash everything then she legit might run away terrified lolol. I’m happy that you perceived it as being realistic - especially when the genre is supernatural. I think, for some people, there will always be an element of cringe when it comes to talking about Vampires but I really wanted to make it as natural as possible. In this chapter, I really just wrote like - how I would react if someone were to tell me. I’d be scared but I’d require proof and I’d be curious if I was able to see substantial proof heh~ Thank you very much for honest and unbiased review of the chapter, it was refreshing to read and respond to - and I hope you have a lovely day ❤

Anonymous said: I HAVE TO WAIT ANOTHER WEEK FOR THIS MASTERPIECE TO REVEAL WHAT THE HECK Y/N IS?

YES MY LOVE YOU DO ❤  Hehe, thank you for reading it ❤

@moonlighthollow said: Jesus christ.... this was so worth the wait😂😍 I'm soooo inlove with this story omg thank you for writing so perfectly and amazing🙏

I’m glad you found it worth the wait ❤  Thank you so much for reading the update my love!

@lovehaniwhaimagines said: HOLY FLIPPIN SHIT. I binge-read all 20 chapters of I wont stop you just yesterday and waited until the new chapter and holy frickin cow, I LOVE IT. Please keep up the good work, I appreciate every single thing you write :) ~

I’ll keep writing for sure! Thank you so much for reading and enjoying the series love ^^ ❤

Anonymous said: You know you could actually write a book and it would sold to millions of people! You're creative stories and writing are fantastic. I love how you mix humor into your stories, especially in "I Won't Stop You". You are one of the best writers on tumblr no doubt about it. Love you~

I’m not sure about millions of people xD But maybe one day eh!? hehe~ And yes! I love to incorporate a little bit of humour, especially if one of the characters personalities is like that, it can be a great mood lifter or a change of pace throughout the story or chapter ^^ Ah, you flatter me so much ❤  thank you my love, and I love you too!

@parkheehi said: I'm so fucking happy that Y/N was not that mad at jungkook for his secret. :D do you know how many parts I won't stop you will have?? (BTW I DIED WHEN JUNGKOOK SAID 'I won't stop you' AFTER Y/N ASKED HIM IF SHE COULD  TOUCH HIS TEETH)  Don't overwork yourself and stay healthy!🤗

I have no idea how many chapters~ You guys will know when I do! ALSO THIS ISN’T THE FURST TIME JUNGKOOK HAS SAID ‘I WON’T STOP YOU’ - and actually, the reader has said it before too ;) I guess youll have to go back and read to find out where and when it was said! hehe ❤  thank you my love and I hope you’re having a great day!

@semisweetsuga said: I fukin knew you were gonna end it on a god damn cliffhanger but the update was SO GOoD I loVEd iT!

This should no longer be a surprise anymore~ I’ll gladly wear my crown for queen of cliffhangers ~ hehe, I love Kotooooo ❤

Anonymous said: I JUST ABSOLUTELY LOVE WHEN YOU HAVE "I WONT STOP YOU" SAID IN THE IWSY STORY!!!! IM SO EXCITED FOR NEXT WEEK BECAUSE IVE HONESTLY SO CONFUSED WHENEVER YOU MENTION THE AFFECT (Y/N) HAS ON PEOPLE. ❤️😍

This isn’t the first time that the title has been mentioned in the series! :3 Jungkook has said it once before and so has (Y/N)~ muhaha! I hope you’ll enjoy the storyline when you find out what (Y/N) is ❤  thank you so much for reading!

Anonymous said: HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO ME! I HAVE BEEN WAITING LIKE THE WHOLE FUDGING BOOK TO FIND OUT WHY SHE TINGLES, AND THEN YOU JUST SNATCH IT OUT OF MY GRASP AND SAY NOPE YOU'LL HAVE TO WAIT ANOTHER FUDGING WEEK TO KNOW THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN YOUR LIFE RIGHT NOW (I know I sound really sad) Ugh 😑 at least you know how to keep your readers along for the ride

Because my dear, I am evil and I enjoy inflicting pain ❤  heh~ Thank you so much for reading and I hope you’ll enjoy the future chapters!

@pandafish said: A very intense and dramatic reveal!  I can't want to hear about their history!

Thank you so much my dear! I hope you’ll enjoy it :D

@animeimmortal said: I shit you not i have never been this mad before. The other cliffhangers? Fine ill just deal with it. but this one? LET ME LIVE FOR ONCE I BEG YOU JUST ONE CHAPTER WITHOUT A CLIFFHANGER PLEASE DO YOU WANT ME TO DIE FROM THE LACK OF KNOWLEDGE I AM SO FRUSTRATED I NEED THE REST GOD PLEASE OMG ❤ love you ❤

U mad bro? :3 tehe~ But thank you s always for reading it despite wanting to kill me ❤  I love you too!!

Anonymous said: When she asked to touch his fangs and he was like 'go ahead I won't stop you' I literally had to refrain from shouting TITLE REFERENCE! BOOM!

This isn’t the first time that the title has been mentioned in the series! Jungkook has said it before and so has the reader ;) But it was probably less obvious because I like to slip in those things to see if anyone picks up on it~ heh^^

Anonymous said: *glares at you author* I was this close to knowing. NOW I HAVE TO WAIT 7 MORE DAYS TO GET MY ANSWER TO WHY I'M VAMPNIP!!! GRRAGH>:( But on the bright side, this chapter wasn't as angsty as I feared! Hooray! :) *but I'm still mad at you hmph*- love Vampnip anon

*glares back at you and smiles* muhaha~ Don’t be mad at me because I love you very much ❤  hehe thank you so much for reading it my dear!

Anonymous said: AAAHHH I've waited so long for this IWSY Chapter *^* My jaw dropped when "I" called the Queen 'bitch' >.< I also really wanted to read about her finding out that the Jeon's are the royal family and her beloved Jungkook is a PRINCE <3 maybe in the next part~(?)

Haha yes! You called the Queen a bitch! c: But it can be forgiven I guess due to the circumstances lol ^^ YES MAYBE SO! ❤  thank you for reading the update dear ^^

@omelys-space said: Once again such a great update ❤ I am glad that they all opened up to her and that she had her time to freak out but calmed down pretty soon after that  Excited to see what she is now and again gotta give some love to Serrena  She is such a babe 😍 Thank you for your hard work and till next week ❤

Ahh thank you so much my love ❤  I’m happy that you enjoyed it and I hope you’ll look forward to next week too! ^^

Anonymous said: You always leave me crying, my heart full yet broken. Every Tuesday. And it's okay because art takes time.

Ahh you make me sound like such an emotional abuser :c I don’t mean to break your heart! *hugs* hehe~ thank you so much for reading the chapter dear ❤

@deboracorrea25 said: OMG!!! Perfect, simply perfect! I just love the way you write,  the way you make us feel all the emotions of the characters. I could feel the surprise, the anger, the acceptance, and even the love. I couldn't imagine this to be better, and I know next week chapter of "I won't stop you" will be flawless too. Thank you again for writing this fanfic. Love you!

sdfghj you’re too sweet for your own good, i’m so glad that you could feel all the emotions that everyone in the chapter was feeling ^^ thank you so much for reading it and for looking forward to next week - I’ll do my best!! ❤  I love you too :D

@mocking-butts said: OH MY GOD IM SCREAMING FOR THIS CHAPTER~!! I was literally at the edge of my seat when they were telling her and oh my god I almost cried and I need it to be next week I want to know so badly I love this story so much teach me the ways oh wise one. I love this story so much I can't even right now.

It’s only 6 days away now! *sweats* lolol c: Thank you so much for loving the story, I really really appreciate it that ❤

@fashionkilla124 said: I am SO FUKIN DONE WITH IWSY. I WAS CRYIN AT FIRST BUT HAD ME DYIN AT TGE END I CANT JESUS TAKE THE WHEEL.😩😩😂😂

*pats your head gently* there there my love, its okay~ ❤

@kookies-hoe said: ARGHHHHH 'I won't stop you' JUNGKOOK YOU TEASEEEE AND ALSO HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME, THE CLIFFHANGER 😭😭😭😂

Ahhhh but it’s not the first time that the title has been mentioned in the series!Both Jungkook and the reader have said it before :3 thank you for reading it my lovely!

@mysr3 said: SARAAAA!!! I LOVE YOU!!! You saved JK heart and my heart at the same time This chapter I love it. The details are amazingly well portray and I love the humor you threw in there to emphasize Y/N characters in the state she is in or her personality in general. ahhh I love your writing! But you just ripped my heart out dying to know the whole story! I was so sure you would reveal today! I thought I had nailed how today chapter would turned out but I was wayyy offff lol Well played my love ❤❤❤

I’m glad I could save your heart and rip it out at the same time hehe ❤  I’m so happy that you could feel everyone’s response and their personalities in the chapter too ^^ Thank you for reading it dear and I hope you have a wonderful day!

Anonymous said: THAT ITALICIZED I WONT STOP YOU I SCREAMED BIIITTTCCCHHH YAAAAASSSS 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾 I love it SO MUCH also the garlic bread part I died that was so fuckjng funny and then the to be continued 😭😭😭😭 y u do dis 2 mE ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️

This isn’t the first time that the title has been mentioned in the series! Both Jungkook and the reader have said it before c: LOL I chuckled at the garlic bread reference when I was writing it haha (i’m so pathetic lol) Thank you for reading it despite the frustration of waiting ❤

Anonymous said: If you keep ending IWSTY chapters like that I'm going to explode. It's been continuous cliffhangers omg. I love the story and I can't wait for the next chapter!!❤ love you

Please don’t explode, that would make me mega sad :( And yes - continuous cliffhangers are kind of my thing? my style? lolol I’m sorry but it is what it is! :P Thank you very much for reading and I love you too pumpkin ❤

Anonymous said: okay SARA what the absolute HECK why must you play with our feelings that way?? i really thought we were going to get the tea ☕️ on what the reader is but NO ahhhh lovely chapter though omg 11/10 as always!!!!

Because I love to play and toy with people’s emotions~ does that make me a bad person? c: lolol thank you for reading and enjoying the chapter my love!

@doubletroublesince1994 said: I didnt expect this reaction at all! I thought she'll stay mad for 2 or 3 chapters before finally accepting it 😂😂 On a side note, I particulary loved this chapter because Ive been waiting for the declaration since day 1! Can't wait for tge 2nd part

Ahahaha I hope you still enjoyed it though my love! And it makes me really happy to hear that you’re looking forward to the next part too! Have a wonderful day babe ❤

Anonymous said: Oh my gosh this chapter was so good!!!! I can't believe that Jungkook finally told Y/N!  Thank you for writing this amazing series. ♡♡ - self care anon (and yeah, I'm trying to take care of myself. The routine is the most helpul part. Love you!)

Hi there self care anon! I’m glad to know that you’re still taking care of yourself and that my series can attribute to that self care routine ❤  And I’m also really happy and thankful to know that you enjoyed the chapter, thank you so much for reading it and I hope you continue to take good care of yourself ❤

Anonymous said: O.o Oh mai gawd Sara, that was sooo good. IWSY part 21, (y/n) stays!!! Yess!!! I've been so excited for today, I was so anxious to see whether or not (y/n) runs out on Jungkook and I'm so glad this part ended the way it did. Without a doubt, IWSY is the main reason I put up with tuesdays. ily soo much! can't wait for next part! - army anon

Hello army anon! I’m so glad to know that you enjoyed the new part ^^ and yes! (Y/N) was never going to run away or leave Jungkook - she loves him too much :D I love you too and thank you so much for reading it!

@audreymv said: MAMA IS ABOUT TO GIVE STORYTIME WOAH.  This was a roller coaster of a chapter like she yelled at them and she was angry wow and then like wow next thing ya know is she is apart of the ancestral line. Maybe her parents died by mistake. Ooo it's getting interesting

STORY TIME WITH SERRENA TURN UP! lolol~ Thank you once again for reading the new update and I hope you’ll enjoy next weeks too! Have a great day my love ❤

@btsfanficss said: What the heck I swear I was following you this entire time :o BUT ANYWAYS THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EXISTING I LOVE IWSY SO MUCH IVE BEEN FOLLOWING IT FOR SO LONG ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

That’’s okay my dear don’t worry! A lot of the time I assume I’m following people but it turns out that I’m not so I totally understand xD Thank YOU for existing too and thank you so much for reading IWSY ❤

Anonymous said: Not gonna lie, I squealed like a fangirl when Jungkook said, "I won't stop you" LOL. But you're seriously killing me every week sara! I die every Tuesday, then get resurrected the next Tuesday just so I can't read the next chapter 😂 UGH AND AGAIN? REALLY SARA?  IM STILL WAITING TO FIND OUT WHAT Y/N IS 😭😂  I'm hoping the next chapter will be nice and long for me to indulge in 😉... and not gonna lie, I'm scared of the idea of vampires, BUT I REALLY WANT ME A VAMPIRE JUNGKOOK OMG 😜 - 7:45 Anon

Did you know that this wasn’t the first time that Jungkook said I Won’t Stop You? The reader has actually said it before too c: lolol And don’t worry - the next chapter will probably be around 7k words (just like this chapter was), because it’s essentually the chapter that I explain the lore I’ve created/decided upon ❤ AND SAME I REALLY WANT A VAMPKOOK and I also want Vampire Vmin too lolol~~ Thank you so much for reading the new chapter as always 7:45 anon ❤

Anonymous said: YESSS I WONT STOP YOU AAAh. This made my day lol , I love you!!!! Have a great day c:

Did you know that this wasn’t the first time that Jungkook said I Won’t Stop You? The reader has actually said it before too c: hehe ^^ I love you too and thank you so much for reading my dear!

@ineffabl-y said: IM SHAKEN OMFG but like WHEN IT SAID THE TITLE I SCREAMED also you should use this thing called interactivefics and it lets the reader insert their name inside the fic and I love it!!! just a suggestion tho ANYWAYS CANT WAIT TO BE THIRSTY FOR THIS FIC TILL NEXT TUESDAY <3

Did you know that this wasn’t the first time that Jungkook said I Won’t Stop You? The reader has actually said it before too c: That’s good that there’s a site like that but I think for now I’ll be staying on tumblr because if I moved and started uploading somewhere else, people might get confused :( Thank you so much for reading my love and I hope you have a good day!

@ohheyitsebonyrose said: Saraaaaaaaa my queen. That part was amazing. I'm so glad the protagonist knows of vampires now ^.^ IM SO CURIOUS TO SEE WHAT SHE IS!!

Yes she finally knows! What a relief hehe ^^ Thank you so much for thinking that it was amazing! I hope you’ll enjoy next week too my love ^^

@theninjachan said: I die every Tuesday and rise again every Tuesday. Thank you. Chapter 21 was a delight (cont.) Oh and “Go ahead; I won’t stop you”  Nut bust x10000000000

Did you know that this wasn’t the first time that Jungkook said I Won’t Stop You? The reader has actually said it before too c: Hehe, thank you so much for reading it my love and I hope you’re having an amazing day!

Anonymous said: I CANT TAKE NO MORE. THIS TUESDAY TO TUESDAY IS KILLING ME. I JUST WANT Y/N AND JUNGKOOK TO BUMP UGLIES AND BE HAPPY. BUT THIS CHAPTER WAS SO INFORMATIVE AND INTERESTING LIKE I WAS LIKE AHHHHH SNAP ITS GOIN DOWN NOW. But on a real note like this story is my shit. I don't mind waiting every week but I do. But like I don't. But then again I do. I'm just confused and I need to know what up with y/n cuz my theories are hella wild and I need the tea ☕️. I love you so much! 💜 ~LilKookieAnon

BUMP UGLIES AND BE HAPPY LMAO I LOVE YOU SO MUCH LIL KOOKIE ANON :3 I love you too and don’t worry, all will be explained in time, I promise you!! Have a wonderful day my dear and thank you so much :3

Anonymous said: Wait, so since Serrena is older then Jeonju does that make her a cougar?  🤔😂

I mean, I guess so c: A hella cougar tho! hehe~~

Anonymous said: I HAVE NO WORDS. That chapter was amazing!!!!!! I'm jungshook. But in all honesty I really want everyday to be Wednesday!! *sigh* I'm so excited for chapter 22! -Tall anon

Thank you so much my dear! That means so much to me Tall anon :D I’m so happy you enjoyed it!!

Anonymous said: How long do you think I Won't Stop You is going to be because honestly I need it to be as long as possible!! I absolutely love it

I have no idea how long it will be but it won’t be ending any time soon ^^ you guys will know as soon as I do! thank you so much for reading and enjoying it my dear ^^

Anonymous said: OH MY GOD I LITERALLY SANK DOWN IN MY SEAT WHEN HE SAID "I WON'T STOP YOU" ITS LIKE YOU MADE ALL OF THESE CHAPTERS JUST TO SAY THAT ONE PHRASE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH IM SCREAMING

Did you know that this wasn’t the first time that Jungkook said I Won’t Stop You? The reader has actually said it before too c: It will be a reoccurring sentence throughout! I hope you’ll be able to find them all c: hehe I love you so much too and I’m so happy you enjoyed the chapter!!

@jynxy24 said: I hate you so much, Sara. HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO MEEEE AND JUST AS SHE WAS ABOUT TO TELL?! COME ONNNNNNNNNNNNNN! (Reader was adorable with the way she was asking question :3) I swear when I saw that cliffhanger, I was like, "Wha- Uh- Sara!" ISTG I'M SO CONFUSED AND FRUSTRSTED😂😂😂 Staph torturing me, Sara😂

Awww don’t hate me because I LOVE YOU very much c: And you should know by now that I love to torture you c: But thank you very much for reading the new chapter Jynxy my love ^^

Anonymous said: God damn it you know like what even what the actual fuck. I am more than shook rn ok. I am relieved nothing too bad happened but I am on edge now with that cliffhanger (& all others). I love it & dislike it (I don't like using hate cuz it's a strong word u kno). I'm sure u get that a lot tho lol. I am so excited for the next part oml I'm so eager to find out what the reader is & y she makes vamps feel things. It sucks to wait but I am really looking forward to the next part 💕 take care 💕

I do get it a lot haha it’s a weird feeling to know that people love and hate me at the same time lolol xD Thank you so much for reading and I’m sorry about the frustration! I hope you’re having an awesome day my dear ^^

@ananyak26 said: Ok I love this chapter!!! How can Serrena  be so savage AND sweet at the same time?!.. And jungkook... Ahhh.. Jungkook . Great job as usual author-nim!!!

She’s a badass mum indeed! Thank you so much my love and I’m so happy you enjoyed the new chapter!

Anonymous said: Love the 'I Won't Stop You' series! I found it a few weeks back and it's amazing!!! Always looking forward for each Tuesday (well Wednesday for me since I'm 7 hours ahead of you)

Ahhh thank you so much sweetie! I’m so happy you found it and that you’re enjoying it ^^ And ugh, damn timezones, they ruin everything!! lol I hope you’re having an amazing day ^^

@angelbeats47 said: YO SARA!!! I'm really getting angry reading I Won't Stop You!!! Like seriously you're writing is fantastic and I can't handle this anymore.... I literally threw my pillow as I finished reading the latest chapter 😡😡😡😡 THIS STORY IS TOO GOOD! I'M GETTING MAD BECAUSE I GOTTA WAIT ANOTHER WEEK FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER 😫😫😫😩😩😩 ugh so good so good 👌🏽👌🏽👌🏽

Hiya doll! :3 You only have to wait another 6 days so it’s not too far away right? c: hehe, thank you so much for reading and I’m sorry it makes you angry :P I hope you’ll enjoy the next chapter!!

Anonymous said: I die every Tuesday bc of your clifghangers!!! Asdfhklhdf your work is so good,  i literally binge read all of 'i won't stop you' yesterday and its killing me inside!! Also, a part of me wants yoongi to fall in love with her and become a better person but i also want her to end up with jungkook ahhhhh can u feel my pain T__T

Awh thank you so much my dear! Glad to know that you’re enjoying the story and I’m sorry about the frustration you feel heh ^^ Have an awesome day/night!!

[olusegundare]

Brother Samson And Sister Debbie’s Story continues

Sista Debbie writes, "And I slept in his room for the first time". (June 16, 2013)

On the day some graduates who are jobless wrote an employment exams @ a nearby town did I went 2 my love's shop. I prepared his delicious meal, which is pounded yam with melon soup...He did not like engine grinded pounded yam, he says dat d so called engine pounded yam is not usually soft n well articulated 2geda like d 1 pounded in a morter by pestle...such engine grinded boiled yams do have lattices n inter-callaces, spaces, d atoms and ions are scattered, dey do not form a good compound, its cohesive forces are not strong...it does not form a good ball, good morsel,, when rolled 2geda by d fingers b4 dipping into d soup b4 going into d mouth 4 onward swallowing...it is essentially not a good representation of pounded yam, although it is fair, manageable, but nay good, if some1 has ever tasted such b4...so my love said...

Having felt his pulse on this, and having understand my one and only one...I decide 2 pound d yam...it was smooth, soft, succulent like a baby's ear-lobe...Before I did dis, I have grinded pepper, tomatoes, onions, locust bean, I added cray-fish and melon, all these were grinded on d ancient mortar...People, expert women in cooking, say dat pepper grinded using ancient stone mortar is usually sweeter than d ones grinded by engines, d new technological inventions...Afta I was thru with dis, I have gotten other additives like vegetables, dry fishes, lungs and liver of animals which I have cut 2 small sizes,...all these r going into d grinded melon n others...On d 2nd kerosine stove, I boiled d meat, cow meat, whose nearly dried boiled water shall also serve as other additives to d melon 2 be cooked...Afta dis I fried d meats and a little pepper which i shall add on d melon-vegetable soup afta it is done...At d expiration of d soup did I peeled d Yams and put it on fire...Washed d mortar

And psetle...getting set for the pounding...Afta all said n done, I was thru with all...Afta I took my bathe, arranged d foods in order...off 2 my love's office cum shop...As usual, he was busy in his office, preparing some notes, I guess he shall be ministering 2moro @ d church or perhaps he had an impromptu message 2 deliver @ a place, because he looked subsumed in his thoughts and writings, but I am yet 2 be fully briefed of what he is busy doing in his office...I entered, genuflected few millimeters off d door frame as I stepped into his office...dropped my bag on a settee...and said, "ẹ ku isẹ oni o", I did not wait 4 his response as I walked to his side hugged him and pecked him on d right cheek...took about 3 steps back and dropped d container containing his cooked food @ a corner behind where he sits...""O se o" , but u are a bit late", he replied. "Ẹ má mà dami lohun", I said, as I was dropping d bag. "What is it that has kept u back all dis while?" He asked, as he continue

Writing. "Se ẹ nisẹ fun mi ni?" I asked. "Oh yes. Oh no..." He paused 4m what he was writing, I guess he has muddled up some points...he then speaks loud, ostentatiously not to me, that, ""...As he journied on, he stopped...He will also stop to answer you today and now in Jesus name..." I said "amen". He was quickly writing this down 4m dis I discern dat I am disturbing d flow of "stuffs" which I guess is spiritual, then, I excused myself 4m his office as I said, "My love, am so, so sorry to disturb you, let me go and join the sales staff @ sales department, and when u are thru u can call 4 me". "Oh, thank you dearie...I am sorry 4 the inability 2 attend 2 u now,...I shall soon be through with this section and I will come over and meet you there", he said, dropping the ball-pen, resting his back on the chair and looking directly @ me..."It is no problem "mai" lord, take good care of yourself and do the right justices to the outlined points, as we also continue with the other aspects,

Division of labour "sé", (he nodded his head in affirmative) selling the stocked goods", I said... ""Ẹ se o", I should be thru soon..." he said, half of this last statement I didnt hear because I have already opened d office door, so d noise of the office door as it moves on the hinge dat fastened it to d oda part of d structure shielded his words 4m my hearing...I also gave d sales department staffs their foods, I wrapped their pounded yams in a leaf, "ewe iran" as it is called in our Island and I put their soup in "take-aways", a combustible bowl like structure. The sales staffs are doing justices 2 d food one afta anoda...They did not eat d food @ once dis is done so dat there shall be free staffs to attend 2 customers...Afta a while, every1 has eaten his/her portion...we continued selling things @ d sales department/outlet, but when there is no customer, we resort 2 gisting...we are also taking note of the goods that are out-of-stock, those that are few copies left...so dat "mai"

Lord be intimated of what is left in stock and he wil place orders for more copies as soon as soon can be...I got to d shop @ 14:30 hours the Island's time, but as @ 15:30 hours "mai" love is yet 2 come out...he though sends messages 2 update me through facebook...@ 16:15 hours, he finally came out of his office... ""Se ko si "problems" pẹlu awọn "customers" o"", he said as he walked 2 where I am, placed his 2 palms on my shoulders, becuase I was facing outside while I back d office, as I felt his palms on my shoulders, so I felt his lips touching my head, because my hair was plaited and I had no scarf or cap on...he kissed my head like the Europeans..."I think i love this", I said 2 mysef...""Ko si" problems sire", a staff replied.... ""Agbara Ọlọrun ka awọn to wa "sire", another staff added...""To ò, ẹ ku isẹ o", he said...After he has answered them, he spoke 2 me in a hushed tone, ""Ẹ ku ijoko, se o binu pupọ?" he asked....I shook my head for negativity, ""rara o". Why would I be

Angry? With whom shal I be annoyed? How shall I be miffed?" I asked....He has now put his hands by d arms of d chair, his right hand on d right arm of d chair while his left rests on d left arm of d chair, as he rested his chin on my right shoulder...Just then, one of d staffs looked back and said, ""ỌGA",I like this posture "o"" the other sales staffs looked back and they started commenting, as if we have posted a comment on d facebook, "me too sire", anoda staff said, ""Eleyi ko" bad "o"", anoda staff yet added...."Let us take the picture sire" a staff said and they all chorused thus, "Yes. Yes. Yes. The picture, it shal be good for your profile..." They did not even wait 4 a reply 4m any of us as someone out of them took my fone 4m d table and took the picture...afterwards he said, ""Ọga, look at it, isnt it lovely?" Turning 2 me, he said "abi anti? Isnt it innovative and enthralling?" My love took it 4m him looking @ it he said, ""Ẹyin lẹ mọ̀, se bi ẹ ti yà á tan"".

"No sire. Not a matter of "sebi a ti yà á tan", to be frank and sincere sire, pass comment", a staff said. "Hum... Well...I think so", my love said.... ""Mo mọ tọga bẹ́ẹ̀", I think "nã ni" always", anoda staff enthused. "Ok. What do u want me 2 say, "ẹyin ọmọ yi"", my love said. Anoda staff replied, "With all sense of humility and respect sire", bowing his head, "we expect a nay or yea answer 4m you sire. Isnt this picture respledent, lovely, gorgeous, inspiring, enthralling, tantalizing,..." My love interjected, "I think you have made millions today...or what really happened? Because all of you are joyous", he asked. "We bless God 4 today's sales "ná ọga", as you all know no dull moment with us here, because the joy of the Lord is our strong room (someone among them said "Yes o") but that apart sire, isnt this pics inviting?" the staff concludes. Another staff said, "This pics shall hit the enemies @ a dangerous place sire, when they see it on air". ""O dara nã", it is fine. "Kilẹ fẹ

Gbà nidi ọrọ yi?" My love said.... They all clapped their hands, as if they have re-hearsed it before they chorused, ""Oluwa seun". That is what we wanna hear", a staff added "1st time in history "ọga" conceeds d discussion 2 us". My love pulled me up 4m where I am sitting down as if glued by something 2 d seat watching the master-servant season movie part 8..."Please let us go into d office, because "awọn ọmọ yi ko ni jẹ ka gbadun ọrọ wa nibiyi o"" he said as he helped me 2 my feet with his right hands around my scapular. As I was standing up, someone said, "Please "ọga" on behalf of all", we are both standing now, with his hand yet around me, listening to d staff, "I want u 2 help us thank anti 4 d delicious meal she gave us today o, "mo wi ire tabi ngo wi ire"?" He enthused as he faced his colleagues waiting 4 an answer. They all chorused the answer, "O wi ire". "Ọga", my love said, ""oun na ti ngbọ bayẹn", pls let us go jare"", he added. ""A kì í dupẹ ara ẹni", I said as he allows

As he allows me 2 walk ahead, placing his palms on my shoulders like Island's children while playing games in d moonlight... In his office he told me how pastor phoned him dat he shd prepare 4 message 2moro bc God laid d burden on his heart...He said he has texted me 2 Intimate me dat blessed devpt, but I have not received d text till i got 2 him, all these network problems... Afta he ate his food...He gave me money 2 go n buy oda fudstuffs n prepare soup 4 him...dis also shal afford him d opportunity 2 complete d msg he was preparing... Afta I was tru @ d market, I got 2 his room in a "face me I slap you" house in d Island around 18:45 hours...prepared d foods n soups...He got home around 20:50 hours...2 minutes afta rain began...A heavy rain...it rained 4 an hour...d streets are deserted...I wasnt too sure of how intact d adjoining bridge dat was constructed by communal efforts dat linked my street with d main street shall be, bc well b4 dis heavy rain, erosion has been washing away d edges...so we, my one and only and I, concluded dat I shd sleep in his house dat nyt...

Afta eating, bathing, changing and prayers, I lay on bed...so furtunate 4 us dat d electricity providers of d Island didnt switch off d electricity 2 d island dat day...it was a rare occasion in d island, having electricity during rain...we bless God 4 dat... As I laid on d bed, he returned 2 his writing desk, "wont u rest a while?" I asked. "I shall do but not now", he said. "This man must be a "work-a-holic", what some psychologists called type-A personality", I thousght... As a solemn christian worship song was coming out of his DVD player...I was following d wordings and the rhythm, I did not know when I slept off... @ d midnight, 00:15 hours, I opened my eyes only 2 find him sleeping on a mat on d floor..., "this man "shá", wont he have body ache 2moro? Sleeping on mat? I cannot remember when last I slept on mat...as I think of dis, I fell asleep again...by 04:00 hours, I come out of sleep again...he was awake praying..."Huh, my one and only, broda Samson! Is dis his life-cycle?" I questioned myself. I also attempted praying some silent prayers as he was doing...but I couldnt sustain it bc my eyes were heavy with sleep thus I fell asleep again...around 05:30 hours, I felt his hand gently tapping me..."wake up and let us pray", he said....

DIFFICULT WORDS MEANINGS

*Sista Debbie writes, "And I slept in his room for the first time". (June 16, 2013)

1 (MEANS one

"ẹ ku isẹ oni o", (translation how is work oh)

O se o" , (translation thank you oh)

 "Ẹ má mà dami lohun", (translation don’t mind me)

"Se ẹ nisẹ fun mi ni?" (translation do you have work for me? Or do you want to send me an errand?)

"sé", (translation is it) (he nodded his head in affirmative)

""Ẹ se o", (translation Thank you oh)

"ewe iran" (translation is a characteristic big leaf in our land that is being used to wrap things. Hawkers in the olden days and presently in the rural areas use it to wrap things for their buyers

""Se ko si "problems" pẹlu awọn "customers" o"", (translation I hope there is no problems with the customers oh)

...""Ko si" problems sire", (translation there is no problems sir)

""Agbara Ọlọrun ka awọn to wa "sire", (translation The power of God is able for all who come (it is a way of saying with the help of God we have been able to attend to all the customers that come here today, that is the way the Yorubas speak)

To ò, ẹ ku isẹ o", (translation Alright. Weldone)

""�� ku ijoko, se o binu pupọ?" (translation.i hope you are not annoyed for keeping you sitting all this while?)

 ""rara o". (translation no, not at all)

""ỌGA", (translation Master) 

""Eleyi ko" bad "o"", (translation This is not bad or this is good)

""Ẹyin lẹ mọ̀, se bi ẹ ti yà á tan"". (translation That is left to you. Have you finished taken the picture?)

"sebi a ti yà á tan", (translation have we finished taken the picture)

""Mo mọ tọga bẹ́ẹ̀", (translation I have known our master for this)

"nã ni" (translation I think is what he would only say)

"ẹyin ọmọ yi"", (translation You these children)

"ná ọga", (translation in a way master)

""O dara nã", it is fine. "Kilẹ fẹ Gbà nidi ọrọ yi?" (translation okay now, it is fine. What do you want to be given for all these?)

 ""Oluwa seun". (translation Bless the Lord or Lord be blessed)

"ọga" (translation master)

"awọn ọmọ yi ko ni jẹ ka gbadun ọrọ wa nibiyi o"" (translation These children (or my members of staff) would be disturbing or interrupting our discussions here oh)

"ọga" (translation Master)

"mo wi ire tabi ngo wi ire"?" (translation Have I spoken well or not?)

"O wi ire". (translation You have spoken well)

"Ọga", (translation Master)

""oun na ti ngbọ bayẹn", pls let us go jare"", (translation she is hearing what you are saying, don’t mind them, please let us go)

""A kì í dupẹ ara ẹni", (translation You are welcome)

"face me I slap you" (translation this is a room by room apartment in the nation where a room will face another room, it is not a self-contain room, but rooms in a row without partition but separated by passage where those inhabiting the rooms will have access to the same toilet, bathrooms and toilets. Just like an office that face another office, that is some buildings are in the country