#but if i nap i wont be able to sleep tonight
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greencloakedfae · 5 months ago
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Taking meds again after like a year of raw dogging my adhd, holy shit the crash when they wear off
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phagodyke · 3 months ago
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venting sorry... don't want to just delete it bc it helps to get it out just ignore this post pls 👍
haven't slept much at all and feeling so sick andstressed and in pain bc my period is due and so tired its making me dizzy but i cant sleep more or ill just feel more sick and I want a hug and to cry so hard into someones shoulder but no one cares or will even come near me it makes me feel diseased they think things about me that aren't true bc I struggle so much to communicate and thry all make assumptions insteqd and no one wants to give me space to talk to them about it so I cant undo that now and its all my fault and I'm so. exhausted :-(
#going to try and stay awake until lunch at least and yhen maybe ill take a nap. but i need to be able to sleep rpoperly tonight#at least i know im only feeling depressed bc my period is due which means my meds dont work how they should#like its kind of weird n psychologically interesting to feel so depressed again suddenly bc i havent been at all lately#well theres not much i can do abt feeling sick and in pain but ill take it easy. wasnt planning on leaving the house today anyway#and i do need to find a way to talk to ppl abt shit im struggling to communicate bc it really does bother me. and i dont want to do this#im tired of keeping everything in and wound so tightly i just want to feel seen and safe around someone please. please 🥹#its all well n good getting along with people better than i rver havebut if they still wont support me when im going through it#then it fades into shallowness like our friendship still has value. but im unable to feel close to them or safe around them#and right now im glad im doing so well im glad of so manynthings but its so scary to know that if i start doing bad again there is#noone and nothing there to catch me i dont have anything in the way of a safety net just myself. so better not fall 👍#and irs been makinf me feel so horrible lately bc my mum has been trying to emotionally drpend on me again and its making me feel like#when i was a teenager again and i was fighting for my fucking life against what i didnt know was mental illness and i had no outlet and#nowhere to go and i wanted to die so badly and meanwhile everyone around me was completely unaware and making me handle all of their#emotional issues and i was trapped there absorbing everyone elses damage and not being able to express mine and thankfully i didnt kill#myself and i got out and ive gotten so much bettee and worse and better sinxe and how i feel now is nothing like that really but im just#being reminded of it a lot and how hard expressing myself is and sometimes it feels like ive made so little progress#in thetorture labyrinth out here. but i dont want to do this forever i need to get better at expressing i just need people to support me#but i feel unsupported its like thin ice. but its alsonmy fault for not trusting. i dontnknowwwww.#maybe when i dont have to pay for private meds anymore and when i get this raise at the end of the year ill try therapy again#i dont think itll solve the issue bc its the ppl i care abt in my life that i need to be able to talk to. but maybe i can get some#better tools to help me be able to do that. i dontnknow i dont want to think about it anymore actually im going to go do smth else#sorry for venting its been a really nice weekend genuinely feeljng so good in general atm. and yeah i still struggle with the same things#but generally ive been handling their effect on my mental health so much better!!!! like im still feeling okay regardless of them#but they are still there and i will need to go from tolerating them to dissolvjng them at some point if i want to feel okay long term#it doesnt have to be like this. and i do actually truly believe that for once which rly is a sign of how much prpgress ive made!!!!#working on my shit is a fucking lifelong project....as im sure it is for everyone else too. all of our first time on planet earth#we will get through yhis. and anyway how i feel now is super temporary jsut triggered by a few thingsand ill keep reacting to them this#way until i managr to properly resolve them properly instead of folding them nicely and tucking them out of view#bleugh. okay yeah thats enough for now. meds softening the edges too ive stopped crying which is smth#chilling for a bit n then im going to watch some tv or a movie and iron and polish my boots and after lunch i might draw. or not we'll see
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headkiss · 2 years ago
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hii!! how r u?? i hope fine :) i love ur work so much and i was wondering if u could write sth with steve, maybe r being tired and ready for a nap but she cant cause then she wont sleep at night and that stresses her out so steve kinda forceses her not to sleep and r is like cuddly and stuff ?? ignore how detailed that was. feel free to change however you like
hiii i’m good ty!! hope u are too <33 tysm for ur request, as a tired girl, i enjoyed writing this one :)) | 0.5k major fluff
You’re watching random reruns on TV with Steve when your tiredness hits you. The heavy eyes, the droopy head that you have to jerk back up to keep yourself awake.
It’s probably the fifth time you do it when Steve—with his arm around your shoulders, his thigh against yours—huffs a laugh.
“You can sleep if you want to.”
“No, I can’t,” you whine, your head tilting back to rest on his arm.
“Why not? You can barely keep your eyes open.”
He’s right. You’re tired often, but it seems to be hitting you harder today.
“Because, if I sleep now, I won’t be able to fall asleep tonight.”
Sleep for you is already hard to come by at night, and Steve knows that. It’s probably why he thinks you should get some rest now. As good as a nap sounds, you know it’ll only make things worse for you tonight.
“Sweetheart.”
“You know I’m right.”
You are, but Steve just wants you to feel better. On the bad nights, he’ll stay awake with you until you fall asleep, no matter how late (early?) it is. He squeezes his arm around you.
“Okay. Do you want me to make coffee?”
He’s so quick to offer and it makes you smile. Most caring boy ever, especially with you. Instead of telling you you’re being silly, or something like that, all he wants to do is help in any way he can.
“Mmm. Then I’ll be too awake, you know?”
“How about a non-drowsy tea?”
“That would be nice.”
“‘Kay. I’ll put the kettle on.”
He stands from the couch, leaving a kiss on your forehead before he leaves.
You can hear him shuffling around in the kitchen, the clink of a mug on the counter, the tap running. It’s so nice to live with someone you love, you think, to get to hear them be present all the time. So peaceful, that your eyes are heavy all over again.
You get up to avoid shutting your eyes, walking to the kitchen. For a minute, you just observe him. The way his t-shirt stretches across his back, the way his hair sits a bit messier from leaning on the cushions.
You walk over and wrap your arms around his waist from behind, dropping your cheek to rest between his shoulders.
Steve jumps just a bit, “you scared me. Sneaky thing.”
“Sorry,” you mumble against his back.
His hands run across your arms, “don’t you dare be sorry for hugging me.”
He squeezes your arms lightly before going back to your tea. The kettle’s placed on the stove, the tea bag ripped open and dropped into your mug. Then, he turns in your hold.
Your head is tilted upwards to look at him, and Steve can’t stop himself from pushing your hair from your face gently.
“Hi,” you say, a lazy smile on your face.
“Hi.” He pecks you once, twice, three times. “Still tired?”
“Mhm.”
“Okay. Hopefully this’ll help.”
Before you can say anything he grabs your hand and spins you around, making you dance with him with no music besides the sound of the kettle getting warmer on the stove.
“Steve,” you try to sound like you’re complaining, but the smile is evident in your voice.
This is much better than napping, you think.
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k-kizkhalifa · 4 months ago
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oh god it’s happened. i’ve wrote the yuuri, victor scene i needed bc i’m a weak bitch and years ago when i said: “I WONT WRITE YOI FICS BC ITS NOT ME I JUST ENJOY THE FANDOM” i was apparently a liar..
So anyway, from this liar to you all, a piece of it::
Bath?” Victor asked, slinking down next to Yuuri at the table, slipping his arm around his shoulder and leaning against him.
“I already took one,” Yuuri answered, his back tensing. He wished he could go back, before the kiss. Before Victor kissed him, right there in front of millions of people. He knew they couldn’t, he knew he couldn’t, but he wished for it. Deeply.
Yuuri had been able to keep it all controlled before then.
Victor seemed completely unphased, nothing had changed. He was still the same as always. Touching, watching, peculiar choice of words.. Yuuri figured he should be used to it now. It had been long enough, Victor had been there long enough, but now?
The kiss…. Yuuri flushed at the memory, and he slipped away from Victor, “I’m tired, you take a bath.”
“I want to spend time with you, Yuuri! We haven’t much since we got back from China,” Victor gave him a look, his eyes tight as he took in Yuuri moving away from him. He reached out, taking Yuuri by the chin, “do you not want to spend time with me now?”
“No, no!” Yuuri felt himself flush, and pulled back slightly, Victor following him. “Viiiictor,” he sighed, “I’m just tired.”
Victor frowned, dropping his hand from his face. “Yuuri,” he purred, in that one voice. The voice that made Yuuri squirm. “I’m your coach, right? We spend time together.”
“Tomorrow, I promise,” Yuuri nodded, looking away. “Anytime, tomorrow.” He stood and scurried from the room, leaving Victor staring after him.
Victor stood, after Yuri left him and he grabbed his phone off the table, pausing when he sat Yuuri’s laying there, he picked it up and headed down the hallway, walking to Yuuri’s room. He knocked on the door softly, “Yuuri?” He asked from his side of the door, hearing nothing on the other side. “Yuuri?”
The door opened, just barely, Yuuri peering through. “Victor?”
“You left your phone,” Victor held it up, showing him.
“Oh, thanks,” Yuuri laughed, a real laugh, seeming relieved. “I was looking for it.”
“Hm,” Victor smiled, and leaned against the door frame, “sleep with me tonight?”
Yuuri blinked at the words, it wasn’t the first time he had heard them, of course. Victor had said it before, they had slept together before too. The last time was in China. The nap they took together, or more accurately the nap Victor took, laying over Yuuri, while Yuuri laid there fretting about the competition.
“I always sleep better with you,” Victor said softly, Yuuri saw him holding his phone up still. His eyes grew wide, he contemplated telling Victor to keep his phone and shutting the door, but he knew he couldn’t do that. He wasn’t a child.
Yuuri pushed the door open, the rest of the way, stepping back. Victor arched an eyebrow, and stepped into his bedroom, holding out his phone for him.
“It’s been a while since we slept together.” Victor was saying, watching Yuuri turn away and walk over to his desk. He closed the door behind him, stepping fully in.
“That’s not true,” Yuuri said quietly, plugging his phone in to charge.
“What do you mean?”
“China,” Yuuri said the word like a breath, his back to Victor still, his hands running through his hair as he sighed. There was nowhere to run, not anymore. Yuuri felt like a captive.
“We did, I suppose.” Victor agreed, smiling to himself. “That was nice.”
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pururin · 1 year ago
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i fucked up, took a nap by mistake. now i wont be able to sleep again tonight
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worldwright · 11 months ago
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good evening ! im super early today bc im dying lmao
man, it was so fucking hard to fall asleep after my war against that fucking stinkbug, and someone i wont name fucking deserted and left her leader to fight this great and horrifying enemy
anyway, i checked which fucking painkiller i can take, and the only one i can is paracetamol but this fucker does nothing to my headaches, so im switching entirely to water from tea bc it works better than a fucking painkiller
i slept bad (what a surprise), my father woke me up bc he couldnt find me (man, the only day he wants to know where the fuck i am is the only where i dont wnat him to find him), a headache is there and my nap didnt help ;-; but at least i finished my second watch of glass onion (started last week) and watched the episode of dunmesh and now i can say w/o any doubt that chilchuck is my fav -he was from the very beginning but ude, now im sure)
ill be able to finally sleep in my bed tonight yay
and here a picture the coward from this morning (or icecream, or latte, or whatever you like to compare her to. my friends call her "table basse" [coffee table] or "chieng en format familial" [familiy-sized doggo]. youre too kind with your nicknames for her lol)
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have a wonderful morning with your partner my friend !
o how decadent is her lounging !! would that we could all feel the same peace 😌❤️
(no that is not proper English grammar don't copy me 😭😭)
hehe tiny emojis 🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🍃🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸
immmmmm so excited to hang out with people I felt like I was withering lmfao
I think I'm gonna go up to see all my friends next weekend, since all of them are once again living in their dream life shared apartment with the besties ughhhh I can't wait to live there
the new office manager at my job is so cool :3 he's incredibly gay lmfao
I've officially caught up on apothecary diaries. ugh what do I do with my life now
obviously the answer is wait impatiently for every new episode and write analysis posts in the meantime
mmm I wanna reread witch hat atelier...... next week downtime obsession found 👍👍
egg salad last night was all right! I accidentally added too much mayonnaise and then had to overcorrect from there, so it ended up not having as much egg per volume as it should have. but still tasty and nutritious :3
speaking of food you're SO valid about Chilchuck. he's just ❤️❤️❤️ This Is A Divorced Father Of Three With Extreme Communication Issues ❤️❤️❤️ who looks like a middle schooler 🥰🥰🥰
also chatted with a friend about our fic ideas, which was really fun. the problem is that I have a really fleshed-out AU, but I don't know what actual plot to put in the AU. lol. ahhhhhhh
girlfriend weekend!!!!! girlfriend weekend!!!!!!!!
hope your headache goes away in time for you to get good sleep tonight!!
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prontaentrega · 2 years ago
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slept 2 hours left home at 7:30 before everyone else took 3 buses got home at 15:30 and everyone is having a nice peaceful nap and i have 20 minutes to eat and go to my next class i wanna kill. i have to make dinner tonight and watch my brother so i wont be able to take a nap or sleep early grrrsaashjhhhhhhttiih
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blue-eyed-cutiepatootie · 1 year ago
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taking a nap bc i know i wont be able to sleep tonight bc of fireworks but also i do not feel well.
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cutedisneygirl · 2 years ago
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Love online
Chapter 4
Sorry it has taken me so long to post this. I will get next chapter up soon.
Warning: There are not many, just a little language in this chapter.
The next few days go by slow. Merida and Chris continue to talk through texts on Instagram. Tiffany still won't believe that it is Chris Evans and keeps telling Merida to be careful. Thursday during nap time Merida posts a picture on Instagram.
Disneydoggrl83❤️ I miss my girl! So much!
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Captaindork- Hey! I just saw your post. Those are good pics. I wish there was something I could say or do to help you through this.
Disneydoggrl83 ❤️Thanks. I will be okay. Its just still hard. It's hard going home knowing she won't be there. I also hate going to sleep at night and not having her beside me.
Captaindork-I know exactly how you feel. Its hard when I am gone for work and I don't have Dodger beside me. Maybe this pic will help.
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Disneydoggrl83 ❤️That's funny :) and true for us.
Captaindork-Yep. So you have plans this weekend?
Disneydoggrl83 ❤️Tiffany is coming over and we are having a girls weekend. She is taking me somewhere tomorrow night.
Captaindork-That sounds fun.
Disneydoggrl83 ❤️Yeah. I don't know what she has planned. With Tiffany who knows. Hope she doesn't embarrass me.
Captaindork-how could she embarrass you?
Disneydoggrl83 ❤️well tomorrow is my birthday and I know she will tell the waitress or waiter.
Captaindork-Oh! Well maybe she won't embarrass you. ☺️
Disneydoggrl83 ❤️Yeah. Well I need to get going. It's time to get my kids up.
Captaindork-Okay. Have fun. Talk to you later.
Merida got her kids up from nap and changed their diapers, gave them snack and played with them in centers for a little while till they went outside. That evening when Merida got home she was tired. She changed into her pjs and after fixing her self a salad she sat on the couch and watched Avengers Endgame. While she was watching she looked at Instagram.
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Dodger lying on Dodger
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Disneydoggrl83 ❤️liked
Awww ☺️
Captaindork-Hey! How was work today?
Disneydoggrl83 ❤️It was good. I'm tired. My kids wore me out.
Captaindork-Aww well at least tomorrow is Friday!
Disneydoggrl83 ❤️Yes. I am glad. I am ready for the weekend.
Captaindork-What time is Tiffany coming over?
Disneydoggrl83 ❤️She said she was picking me up at 6
Captaindork- :) I'm sure you girls will have fun.
Disneydoggrl83 ❤️As long as she doesn't embarrass me!
Captaindork-maybe she won't. Well hate to cut this short, but I need to get to bed. I have a long day tomorrow. I probably wont' be able to message you until later in the day. I will be on set all day!
Disneydoggrl83 ❤️Okay. I understand. Hope you have a great day!
Captaindork-Thanks. You too. ☺️
Merida finished her movie then cleaned up her dishes and after she brushed her teeth, took her contacts out and washed her face then climbed into bed. She had another wonderful dream about Chris. When her alarm whet off the next morning she groaned. She rolled over and saw she had a message.
Captaindork-Good morning Merida! Happy Birthday! Hope you have a wonderful day! Have fun tonight!
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Awww, Chris is so sweet. Merida thinks to herself. She saw he had sent it at 4:30 am.
Disneydoggrl83 ❤️Thanks! I love the picture. I will let you know how it goes ☺️
Merida got up and got ready for her day. She got a quick shower, changed and then got herself a bowl of cereal and some coffee. After she finished she quickly washed her dishes and brushed her teeth then left for work. When she got to work she saw someone had decorated her door.
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Merida smiled and walked into her classroom. She started her day. She changed diapers and played with her kids in centers. They painted, built towers and read books. The day seemed to drag. At nap time one of her coworkers brought her a piece of cake they had made. She sat and ate her cake and scrolled through Instagram. She didn't see anything from Chris. She remembered him telling her he would busy on set all day. She didn't hear from him at all. She missed talking to him during nap time. When the end of the day came, she cleaned her room and headed home. She got a quick shower and got dressed. She decided to dress up a little.
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The star necklace was a gift from her father for her last birthday. By the time she finished applying her make up, she was changing her purse when she heard the knock on the door.
   "Hey girl!"
            "Hey! You like nice. I love that dress! I don't think I have ever seen you wear that before."
            "Yeah I got it a while back but never wore it."
            "It looks good on you. Are you ready to go."
            "Yep. Let me just grab my purse. I was in the process of changing purses when you knocked on the door."
Merida left the room and was back a few minutes carrying her purse.
            "Alright lets go."
The girls headed to Tiffany's blue camero. As Tiffany was pulling out Merida says, "Oh Chris messaged me this morning and wished me happy birthday. He sent me the cutest picture."
Merida shows Tiffany. Tiffany glanced at it then back to the road.
            "Is it all the Disney characters?"
            "Yep. Most of them."
            "That's cute. Are you still thinking it's really him?"
            Merida didn't answer.
            "Merida, I'm telling you. It's a scammer. They are telling you its them, but they are fooling you. They are good! They know what they are doing. Please don't let them get to you. Don't believe everything they tell you alright?"
Merida didn't say anything back she just nodded her head. It was quiet the rest of the way to the restaurant. Merida didn't know where Tiffany was taking her. When Tiffany pulled into Olive Garden Merida got excited. Olive Garden was her favorite restaurant.
            "Tiffany! Olive Garden! Really?"
            "Yep. I know its your favorite."
The girls get out and head in. It is a little crowded. Tiffany goes up the podium and tells the lady how many.
            "It will be about 15 minutes." She hands Tiffany a buzzer.
The girls sit down and wait.
            "Merida."
            "What?"
            "You know I love you right?"
            "Yeah I know."
            "I am only looking out for you. I don't want to see you get hurt."
            "I know."
            "I..."
Before Tiffany can finish what she was going to say the buzzer goes off.
            "Looks like our table is ready," Merida says. Glad the conversation was over. She didn't want to argue with Tiffany and she knew that, that was what was going to happen.
The girls followed the lady to their table.
            "Your waitress will be right with you. Enjoy."
The girls start looking at their menu. Merida knows she wants to order peach tea. She doesn't have tea often, but she always orders it when she comes to Olive Garden. Its her favorite.
            "Get whatever you want. This is on me."
            "Thanks."
A waiter comes to the table.
            "I'm Ryan and I will be your waiter this evening. What I start you ladies off with to drink?"
Tiffany looks at Merida. "I'll have peach tea."
     "Good choice. And you miss?" he says looking at Tiffany.
            "I'll have just regular sweet tea."
            "Alright. Any appetizers?"
            "No thank you." Tiffany says.
            "Alright. I will be back shortly with your drinks."
Ryan left and the girls were alone.
            "So has Chris posted anything on Instagram recently?"
            "No. He's been busy filming all day."
            "Is that what Captaindork told you?" She said giving her a raised eyebrow
            "Yes that is what he said."
            "Mmm, well I'm sure he is busy. He is still working on his new movie. Which I do want to see by the way."
            "I'm still trying to decide if I want to see it. It's not really mind of movie. It looks rough."
            "But its got Chris Evans. I told you we can go and just drool over him."
Merida laughs. "Right. I'll think about it."
            Ryan comes back with their drinks.
            "A peach tea for you," he says setting it down in front of Merida.
            "And a regular sweet tea for you," he says setting it down in front of Tiffany.
            "Have you ladies decided what you want to order?"
            "Yes, I want to the Chicken Alfrado."
            "Do you want that grilled chicken?"
            "Yes please."
            "Salad or soup?"
            "Salad."
            "And you miss?" he asks looking at Tiffany.
            "I want the 5 cheese ziti al forno."
            "Would you like soup or salad?"
            "Salad."
            "Alright. I will have your salad and bread sticks out to you soon."
            Ryan left and the girls were alone once again. Just as Tiffany was fixing to speak Merida's phone went off. She pulled it out of her purse and looked.
Captaindork- ☺️hope your bday dinner is going well. And your welcome for the pic. I saw it and had to send it you. Hopefully Tiffany hasn't embarrassed you.
Disneydoggrl83 ❤️Not yet. But the night is still young ☺️ We are at Olive Garden
Captaindork-Nice! Great place! I'll let you enjoy your dinner. Talk to you later ☺️
Disneydoggrl83 ❤️Okay! And yes its my favorite restaurant. Talk to you later. I will let you know how it turns out. ☺️
Captaindork- ☺️👍
     "Who are you talking to? Him?"
            "Yes. He was saying he hoped my dinner was going well."
            "Oh, so you told him where you were going?"
            "Well this morning, I didn't know. But I just now told him where I was."
            "So he knows your not home!"
            "What? Well ya."
            "Merida! Never, ever tell a stranger your not home!"
            "Tiffany, relax. He doesn't know where I live or anything. We have never gotten that pacific."
            "Good! Don't!"
            "Geez, you think I'm stupid, but I'm not that stupid!"
            "I never said you were stupid. Naive at times maybe but not stupid!"
Merida didn't say anything back. Ryan returned with their bread sticks and Salad.
            "Would you like cheese on your salad?"
            "Yes."
            Ryan spread cheese on the salad then put it on the table.
            "Your food will be out shortly."
Merida put salad in her bowl and after Tiffany got hers, Tiffany said a prayer thanking them for the food. Merida remained quiet and ate her salad.
            "Merida, I'm sorry."
            "Tiff, its okay."
            "I know your mad at me. I know how much you want to believe its him. But it's not. Actors don't message fans."
            "Tiff, I said I'm fine. It's okay. I know your looking out for me. It's okay."
            "Alright. As long as we are cool and your not mad at me. I can't have my bff mad at me."
            "I'm not mad at you," Merida smiled.
            "Good."
The girls finished their salad and talked a little about their day. Merida told her what her coworkers did for her at work and about her kids. Then Ryan returned with their food. He put cheese on both their bowls.
            "Enjoy!"
Ryan leaves and the girls dig in.
            "This looks so good!" Tiffany says.
            "Yes, its been so long since I have had this."
The girls eat and when Ryan comes back to check on them Tiffany says
            "It's her birthday."
            "Oh it is! Well  Happy Birthday! I will bring you a dessert in a few," Ryan says looking at Merida and smiling then leaves.
            "Tiffany!"
            "Hey, you get a free dessert!"
            "Yeah but now they are going to sing to me!"
            "So, you get a dessert!"
By the time the girls finish their meal Ryan is back with the rest of the staff and they sing happy birthday to Merida. The rest of the staff leave. Ryan sets the brownie and ice cream down in front of Merida.
            "Happy Birthday! Enjoy," He smiles                        
"Can I get you anything?" He asks looking at Tiffany.
            "No thanks."
            "Alright. Well enjoy. I'll be back with the check." He smiles once again, then leaves.
            Merida looks up and sees Tiffany smiling at her.
            "What?"
            "That waiter was flirting with you."  
            "He was not!"
            "He was!"
            Merida takes a bite of her brownie. "Would you like a bite? Its good."
            "Sure." Tiffany takes a bite. They end up sharing the dessert. Ryan comes back.
            "Can I get you anything else?"
            "Nope, I think we are good thanks." Tiffany says.
            "Alright. Well here is your check. Just let me know when your ready. You girls have a goodnight," He smiles again looking at Merida then walks off.
            "Girl! He is so into you!"
            "He is not!"
            Tiffany opens up the black book where the check is.
            "OMG!"
            "What! What's wrong?"
            "Look at the bottom of the recit."
            Tiffany shows Merida the check and at the bottom is says.
Have a goodnight ladies. And to the birthday girl! Hope you have a wonderful night. Your beautiful! Call me 828-253-9701
"OMG! He gave me his number!"
            "I told you he was into you."
            "Well I'm not calling him."
            "Why not?"
            "Tiffany!"
            "What?"
            Tiffany pulls out her wallet and takes $50.00.
            "Your leaving him all that! How much was the bill?"
            "He was a good waiter!"
The girls stand up. Merida grabs her purse and they head out. As they leave they see Ryan behind the reister and he smiles at them and waves. They get to the car.
            "I think you should call him."
            "No! I am not calling a guy I met at a restaurant!"
            "But you will talk to someone you met online!"
            Merida glares at Tiffany then looks away out the window and keeps quiet.
As Tiffany pulls out of the parking lot she says, "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that. That was mean. Forgive me."
            "Sure."
Tiffany arrives at Merida's house and after Merida unlocks her door the girls head inside.
            "Why don't we go ahead and get into our pjs and watch Disney movies?"
            "Okay."
The girls change into their pjs. Merida pops some pop corn while Tiffany finds a movie.
            "Why don't we watch Robin Hood first."
            "Sounds good." Merida says carrying the bowl of popcorn.
Just as the movie starts Merida hears her phone. She looks down and sees it's a video call from Captaindork
            "OMG!"
            "What?"
            "Chris is video calling me. The last time he did it, he said it was an accident."
            "Answer it. I want to see him for myself."
Merida hits accept.
            "Hey!"
            "Shit! I did it again. I'm sorry."
            Merida laughs. "It's okay. I wondered if you did it on purpose this time."
            "No, I was fixing to message you and I hit the video by mistake. I am not use to using Instagram this way."
            "It's okay. Tiffany is right beside me just so you know." Merida says turning the screen a little so Chris can see her.
            "Hey Tiffany. So you're the friend I have heard so much about."
            "That would be me."
            "So how was dinner? Did Tiffany embarrass you?"
            "Yes! She told the waiter it was my birthday and then he and the rest of the staff sang to me."
            "But she got free dessert and the waiter has a crush on her."
            "Oh is that so?"
            "Tiffany!" Merida said elbowing her.
            "Yes, he wrote his number for her at the bottom of reciet."
            "Oh did he now?"
            "Tiffany hush!" Merida said elbowing her again.
Chris laughs.
            "So are you calling him?"
            "No!"
            "Why not? Sounds like he might like you."
            "I'm not calling him."
            "Sounds like I have some competition." Chris smiles.
Merida just smiled. She didn't know what to say. Tiffany just shook her head.
            "So what are you girls up to?"
            "Well we are fixing to watch Robin Hood and eat some popcorn."
            "Sounds fun. I'll let you watch your movie. Have fun. I'll talk to you later. Goodnight Merida."
            "Goodnight Chris."
Chris ends the call. Merida looks over at Tiffany.
            "Do you still think it wasn't him?"
            "It certainly looked and sounded like him but I'm telling you they can fool you. They are good."
            "Okay whatever, lets just watch the movie."
            "I did sense a little bit of jealousy though when we told him about the waiter."
            "What! No."
            "Yes. He did say he had some competition."
            "Well he doesn't have to worry. I'm not calling Ryan."
            "Well maybe he will call you."
            "What! How?"
            "I might have written your number at the bottom of the receipt." Tiffany says smiling.
            "You did not!"
Tiffany smiles and starts the movie. When the movie ends the girls decide to find something on tv. Merida sees the movie The Greatest Show Man on.
            "Oh! I love that movie! Lets watch that! I know its your favorite!"
            "No!"
            "Why? I thought you loved that movie."
            "Not anymore."
            "Why not?"
            Tiffany is quiet for a minute.
            "Tiff. What's wrong? Tell me."
            "I don't like Zac Efron anymore."
            "Why not? You use to love him."
            "Used to!"
            "What happened?"
            Tiffany is quiet again for several minutes. She takes a deep breath then says, "I was scammed by someone pretending to be him."
            "What! When?"
            "A year ago."
            "Why did you never tell me?"
            "I was embarrassed. That's why I have been so hard you. The same thing happened to me that is happing to you. He messged me and made me think it was him. He video called me and it looked just like him, sounded just like him, but it wasn't him."
            "How did you find out it wasn't?"
            "Well at first I didn't think anything about it when he told me to send money to meet him. Said he would help me with what he could, but that I had to send a little."
            "You didn't!"
            "I did!"
             "What happened next?"
            "Well he kept on asking for money!"
            "You didn't give him more did you?"
            "I told him I couldn't send anymore."
            "Then what happened?"
            "He kept on asking. Saying he really wanted to meet him and that it was the only way for me to meet him. That he wished he could just come to NC to see me but he couldn't."
            "What did you do?"
            "I told him I wouldn't send anymore money. Then a few days later his profile on Instagram was gone and then there was a message from Zac Efron on his page about being aware of scammers pretending to be him. That he has not messaged any fans."
            "OMG! Girl I'm sorry. Wish you had told me."
            "Yeah. So now you understand why I am so hard on you."
            "Yes I do."
            "So be careful alright."
            "I will, but Chris has not asked for any personal info or money."
            "Yet! Zac didn't at first. We talked for a month before he started asking for it."
            "Oh. Well thanks for telling me."
            "Your welcome. I care about you girl and want the best for you."
            "I know you do. Thanks."
            "Oh and by the way. I do have a gift for you, but I left it at home. I couldn't bring it with me. I didn't want to leave it in the car while we went to eat. I will get it tomorrow."
            "Oh okay. Well you didn't have to get me anything. The dinner was enough."
            Tiffany smiled. "So what do we watch? Oh how about this?"
She asked clicking on The Last Song.
            "Sure, I like that movie."
The girls watch the movie. The whole time Merida is thinking about what Tiffany told her. If all she said was true, which she knew it was, she knew Tiffany wouldn't lie to her, Chris could be fake. But Merida just knew in her heart that it was really Chris Evans she was talking to, but she knew she needed to be careful after what Tiffany told her.
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funshinebf · 2 months ago
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i hate when im like "i want to go to sleep now, at 8 pm, even though its early. maybe ill just get a lot of sleep tonight!" cause its like no its never gonna work out that nicely. im just gonna end up taking a 5 hour nap and then waking at 1 am groggy as fuck and wont be able to fall back asleep until 6 am. so it wont actually end up any better. it always turns out this way. despite this, however, i AM going to be going to sleep right now at 8 pm,
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she could smell it, something warm coming from the kitchen but she sits patiently at one of the dining tables in the mess hall. “ jean? “ she calls, hand still curled around a cup of tea. the honey melts at the bottom, sweetening the black both. there’s no response, just a few more sounds before he’s walking out with a plate in each hand. “ you made us something? “ she asks.
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Sometimes there was just need use in fighting it. Sleep wasn't going to happen tonight. He'd managed a few short naps but that was as good as it was going to get. They were veterans now. The last of the group that had reclaimed Shiganshina. It gave them a few more privileges, for example the keys to the officer's pantry.
He had heard someone walking around, poking his head out his room he saw Mikasa. "It's not your patrol" he whispered to get her attention, pulling on his vest before stepping out on the hallway, "You hungry?" Jean questioned. It was something he could do easily, it used minimal ingredients and they had so many eggs no one would miss them anyway.
They headed down to the hall, telling her to relax at the table, "I wont be long" he assured, going to do what he was able to make pretty well. "What did you think I was going to do" he laughed, putting the omelette in front of her and himself. Egg, cheese, spinach. Nothing fancy but it was warm and reminded him of home.
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"What's got you haunting the halls tonight?" he asked, taking a sip of his own drink, letting it warm his body from the inside. Times were changing, Hanji and Levi were busy trying to build back what the survey corpse had lost, Armin coming to terms with being a shifter, and Jean couldn't stop thinking he shouldn't have stopped Hanji from killing Reiner. Why couldn't he just keep his mouth shut. He took a bite of the omelette, his mind retreating back to his childhood. His mum would make the best, she kept back ingredients just for it sometimes, he had never matched her level.
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anadorablekiwi · 4 months ago
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Thank you. I’ll have time for sure, but i cant really nap during the day, and if i do i wont be able to sleep tonight.
For now, i’ll just manage while slowly drinking my weak starbucks energy drink so i can focus better 😅
at least i dont work til 9 tomorrow, and itll be a 4 hour shift. Then its my weekend
“Hey Sweetheart . Heard it’s been a rough day?”
Boothill drew you into a hug.
*melts into the hug*
Yeah… 45 minutes late to work because i fell back asleep after my alarm went off, then the traffic on the freeway was bad…
Im so exhausted 😩
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izzyscursedcorner · 4 years ago
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The eternal feeling that when you graduate, you’ll die.
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ii-zi · 3 years ago
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No depressing vents/terrible medical updates tonight!!! I'm actually in a v good mood jsjsjs
#bled waaay less today have been fever free for a couple days ate chocolate in the morning which apparently helped me#concentrate enough to get a big chunk of hw done!!!! fed the jumpy stray mom loves (he ate a lot!!) was able to stand under the sun for a#lil while when after doing so bc i cleaned the water plate for bugs <3#slept 4 hours before school but i got an hour long nap before noon!!#got breakfast bc dad got home early! had chinese for dinner!#AND an aunt gave me valentine's chocolate! (even one of my fav snacks: Dalmatas! they're like choco twinkies n covered in white choco)#im honest to god mostly happy bc i was able to get almost 3/10 applied electronics test pass exercises done lol#the teacher offered yesterday for me to take the test later but we both agreed it would be counterproductive#but im still happy that he was so understanding n open to help#PLUS THE ISSUE W MY SECOND CLASS WAS FIXED IM OFFICIALLY ENROLLED YEEEEAAAH#i mean 6 classes was fine but damn i wanted this class w this professor she's really nice lol#wow that's a lot of tags jsjjssjs#anyways no sad vent posts tonight!! glad i dont have anything to dump on ya this night jsjsjs#ooooh i got express consultation abt a couple assignments i had doubts about (bc i did em after not sleeping for two days jsjsjsjs)#they r for the class of a professor I've been literally chasing every semester bc he's such a cool teacher n you only have to#show up once a week even tho the schedule marks 5 sessions a week JSJSJSJSJS#he gives a whole week for every assignment and is always open for consultations n shit#ooh i also got a proff to move his exam from monday to Tuesday so we wont have two in a day! plus Monday's is gonna be online!#i was v worried about it being in person lol#oh i found another pretty stone for the insects' water plate! now i have 4 for them to stand on so they don't drown#cleaning the plate washing the rocks n refilling it so early in the morning feels like a greeting ritual..... i rlly like doing it jsjs#honestly im in such a good mood i believe it's all the chocolate i ate jsjsjs i don't always get to have sugary stuff#not to mention chocolate#maybe nothing was fixed BUT having a good day is always a win
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blabkfdskdhfkjs · 3 years ago
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i am an idiot 😔 shouldnt have gone to the sleepover
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sereina-a · 4 years ago
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god i wish that was me
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