#but idk new merch stuff is kinda ??? for me rn
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doodles and stuff cause the art isn't arting rn
I was trying to draw in the Gorillaz Phase 1 artstyle but I gave up
also TADC doodle so I don't flop 💔 I haven't drawn anything TADC in a couple of months and the new trailer for merch and TADC episode 1 leaks from Gooseworx brought back my interest (they made a new merch drop at the worst time omfg I'm broke)
this is NOT a 2doc post I will come after anyone who says it is 😐😐😐
keeping the sketch under my lineart looks nice idk maybe I should do it more,,,I clean up the sketch a bit when I post doodles so it looks nicer when I post lmao my sketches aren't usually this clean
also drawing the outline of Murdoc's eyes looks better in my art style than just drawing the pupils tbh :> this is my favorite outfit of Murdoc's ever oh my god he looks so cool
I didn't wanna draw 2-D's outfit in this photo cause I thought this shirt was kinda ugly 💔 so I referenced his shirt from the Rock the House video but I didn't want it to be a direct copy so I changed the spiderman to a star 🤯 (no reason just cause)
Drawing 2-D made me realize that I don't draw socks at all
#my art#clip studio paint#digital art#fanart#art#doodles#tadc#gorillaz#gorillaz phase 1#murdoc gorillaz#stuart pot#2d gorillaz#gorillaz fanart#gorillaz fandom
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teehee you told me to drop by so i'm asking the most important question of them all.... of the main new directions who do they bias in bts and how much do they like bts 🤭
hi u are so real for this sorry this has taken me a while to get to!! been trying to organise my thoughts but i'm still not fully set on things. i guess ill do this from like. most to least likely to enjoy bts? (also i will say i have thoughts on the vb au squad specifically! i don't remember them in detail and they're probably similar to what i've written here but i def remember talking about it with mist)
tina: 100% most likely to be an army also def a once and a sone but that's not relelvant here! girlie has taste and i love that for her <3 she has jimin stan energy to me, i think she'd see the similarities between him and mike and she'd have a major soft spot for that
sugar: not technically one of the main new directions but i wanted to include her anyway bc i bet she loves bts. she has that vibe. she'd have all the merch and could very easily spend hundreds of dollars on concert tickets for herself and tina and anyone else who wanted to come. idk how she'd feel about the older eras but she'd def be a fan of the more poppy songs (maybe hyyh-onwards? def enjoys the LY/MOTS eras). probably a big vocal line fan, specifically jin and possibly jungkook as a bias wrecker
brittany: i think she'd enjoy bts a lot tbh! idk if she'd dive deep into fan theories or keep up with stuff like run bts but she'd def vibe with their music and i would kill to see her do the dance challenges or even full dance covers. i'd say she's hobi-biased but also just a big fan of 3J/sunshine line
blaine: i think he'd enjoy their more recent eras! mainly LY/MOTS-onwards i think? he has boy with luv/dynamite vibes. major jungkook stan in my head but i think he would really enjoy joon's lyrics/writing style
mike: def introduced to bts through tina dkfjgh but i think he'd get sucked in by the dance practices and the live performances even if the music itself isn't necessarily stuff he'd listen to! probably a 3J stan, if i had to pick one i'd very hesitantly say jimin
santana: idk if she'd listen to them regularly but. i do think she'd vibe a lot with agust d's albums? and i also think she'd find mono and indigo really soothing. epiphany would alter her brain chemistry and no one can tell me otherwise! i know for a fact that she would cry at that song. namgi fan
quinn: casual bts listener i think? def a joon stan tho i don't make the rules here!! i do also think she'd enjoy jin's voice a lot
artie: i feel like bts would be a guilty pleasure for him? idk if he'd be super invested but he would enjoy some of their music and he would def have an appreciation for the mvs! musically i'd say he enjoys tae the most but he def thinks jimin is ridiculously pretty
sam: hmmm sam is one i feel much less familiar with. mist said u guys have talked about blamtina being armys together and i can kinda see that? he does also kinda seem like he'd consider them a guilty pleasure to me tho. jin or jungkook stan energy
mercedes: secondhand fan through tina! idk if she'd listen to them on her own but if tina is around she doesn't mind listening to them. there's bound to be at least one song that hits hard for her but idk what it is rn. i think she'd appreciate tae's voice the most?
kurt: also introduced to them through tina! idk if i see him being much of a kpop fan but i do think he'd appreciate the aesthetics and the artistry of it all. i think he'd like jungkook bc he gets blaine vibes from kookie? alternatively there's sth about him that makes me think jimin stan
puck: bts doesn't really have much rock music so i guess puck wouldn't be super interested in most of it but i feel like there are probably a few songs he might enjoy just vibe-wise? maybe stuff like stigma, house of cards? i also inexplicably get a hip hop fan vibe from him despite that not being a thing in canon so i could potentially see him vibing with their earlier eras and stuff like the cyphers and being biased towards the rap line? but i'm not very set on that
finn: doesn't strike me as much of a kpop fan tbh but i think there are a couple of songs here and there he might like (fake love rocking mix!). idk if he'd actually ever remember any of their names tho kdfjgh he'd probably pick a different bias every time he's asked bc he never pays enough attention to recognise any of them
rachel: does not have kpop fan vibes to me at all but i find it hard to read her so i could be wrong there? idk i don't think she'd really listen to their music since she is so showtunes to me. that being said i think if she had to pick a fav it would be jungkook if only bc of the gold star/golden maknae association
#ask md#wlwtomlinson#glee x bts#new directions#glee hcs#if i were a gifmaker i'd be making SO many glee x bts lyric gifsets u have no idea#u'd better believe i have so many ideas already#if any gifmakers are willing to put up with my requests i have some at the ready always#also sorry for all the LY/MOTS mentions but i am truly going through it with them these days they are The Eras to me#though i could probably pick a fav era for each of them or sth idk#i will get to ur other ask in a bit but oh it feels so much harder dkfjghdfkh
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BESTIE @aliengirl tagged me, thankou !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sims Tag
1. What’s your favourite sims death? The city living pufferfish one 😭 its kinda silly hgishughuhdg
2. Alpha CC or Maxis Match? well i used to be maxis match but idk anymore hiushguriugiosrhig alpha cc is so pretty on the previews but often looks... crunchy????? in game... so i guess i tend to stick to mostly mm???
3. Do you cheat when your sims gain weight? I've never played far enough of any household to notice weight gain 😭😭😭
4. Do you use move objects? GIRL YES 😍😍
5. Favorite mod? i CANNOT live without more columns in cas & no cc wrench 😭😭
6. First expansion/game/stuff pack you got? first one i got back when my game was still a legal copy was city living !
7. Do you pronounce “live mode” like aLIVE or LIVing? LIVing !!!!!!!!!!!!!
8. Who’s your favorite sim that you’ve made? i have an unhealthy attachment to veronique, the model sim i made back in 2020. (Shes the one i used to model my recent Octavia hair) her tag
9. Have you made a simself?��yes on multiple occasions 😭here
10. What sim traits do you give yourself? I just choose random ones most of the time???? but after checking creative seems to be a common one??
11. Which is your favorite EA hair color? Oh the fourth one, that new warm brown one, i keep needing to restrict myself from using it on every single sim i ever make....
12. Favorite EA hair? really love the short parted one from the free update back in september?????? of 2021
13. Favorite life stage? the few times ive tried playing in live mode its been young adults so that one????????
14. Are you a builder or are you in it for the gameplay? im only ever really in cas eiughisghiruhg. i build sometimes but i really never play in live mode so i guess builder????????????
15. Are you a CC creator? well im supposed to be but cc creating is just on the backburner rn 🤭 also bugfixing gives me anxiety
16. Do you have any simblr friends/a sim squad? i have the 5-ish mutuals that i keep harassing with my silly comments, but definitely no full on squad
17. What’s your favorite game? (1, 2, 3, or 4) ts4 was the first one i got, and the only one ive really played, so i guess that one
18. Do you have any sims merch? nough 🥰😍🤪👍
19. Do you have a YouTube for sims? i tried and forgot about it 😭😭😭 so currently no
20. How has your “sim style” changed throughout your years of playing? i think i used alpha cc back in like 2017????????????? and then i transitioned to my hardcore maxismatch era back during the early times of this simblr if you were there no you dont i ate your memories of me and now its just all over the place (maxis mix????????? idk)
21. What’s your Origin ID? i think its just catnipsims????? i could be wrong but i dont use the gallery anyway....
22. Who’s your favorite CC creator? oh thats a difficult question 😭😭 id say @pralinesims, @simandy, @clumsyalienn, and @marsosims !!!!!!!!!!
23. How long have you had a simblr? since summer of 2019 i think???? yes i was 12 dont bully me
24. How do you edit your pictures? editing???? never heard of her.... no but i use photoshop for whatever minor adjustments i want to make through liquify and adjusting contrast and whatnot
25. What expansion/game/stuff pack do you want next? any occult related anything will fullfill my sim creating needs 🤭����
25. What expansion/game/stuff pack is your favorite so far? since im so rarely in live mode i dont really have any opinion on gameplay ghihuighruie but i really really love the aesthetics of snowy escape in like every aspect but gameplay (cas, buildbuy, world etc.)
tag @barbieaiden, @marsosims, @eva-andsomenumbers, @avornalino, @woosteru, @ravensim, @wastelandwhisperer / @adrasteamoon, @radical-sims, & @chelseasasimmer and anyone else who i forgor 😭😭 sorry my brain is not the best
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Sims Tag
thanks @catnipsims @powluna and @wastelandwhisperer for tagging me!!
What’s your favourite sims death? the rabbit one i think
Alpha CC or Maxis Match? maxis match babyy
Do you cheat when your sims gain weight? never had that happen afaik
Do you use move objects? no
Favorite mod? just any CAS mod tbh
First expansion/game/stuff pack you got? get to work i think
Do you pronounce “live mode” like aLIVE or LIVing? like alive
Who’s your favorite sim that you’ve made? kinda hard to tell but it's yuhwa rn
Have you made a simself? no i literally don't know what i look like
What sim traits do you give yourself? uhh perfectionist, socially awkward, noncomittal
Which is your favorite EA hair color? the blueish black one + that new dark greyish brown
Favorite EA hair? that short undercut hair from get to work is so hot
Favorite life stage? i've never actually played with them but still toddlers bc they're cute
Are you a builder or are you in it for the gameplay? ....neither
Are you a CC creator? yeah
Do you have any simblr friends/a sim squad? sim squad sounds so weird but ig yes??
What’s your favorite game? sims 2 castaways forever
Do you have any sims merch? no
Do you have a YouTube for sims? i don't post anything
How has your “sim style” changed throughout your years of playing? idk i'd rather not think back
What’s your Origin ID? idk!!!!!!!!
Who’s your favorite CC creator? no favs that come to my mind rn
How long have you had a simblr? 2016 💀
How do you edit your pictures? just a lottt of topaz
What expansion/game/stuff pack do you want next? even though i don't create for them rn i still think a toddler pack/kit would be nice
What expansion/game/stuff pack is your favorite so far? idk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tagging @strawberrylattesims @fiftymilehighclub @nicatnite88 @yooniesim @janjumjam @englishbreakfastsims @neverheresims @pluto-sims @marzmud @finnsim @superflare @wubblesgonefishin + literally anyone who wants to do this
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ok disclaimers: i was not personally involved in the parastucking this is mostly stuff i remember from lurking in both fandoms around 2012 and therefore the details or timelines may be inaccurate because it's 2023 and 2012 was 11 years ago what the sodding fuck
but basically im sure you know that there used to be homestuck references in paranatural (ex. GENUINE DISTRESS!), and that zack morrison did the first and last comics of paradox space as well as made some merch for hussie and also parts of [s] game over (i.e. they used to talk)
back when comments were open on pnat's site, it was clear from reading comments that there was a lot of overlap b/w hamsteak fans and paranatural fans
(And i guess earthbound fans too come to think of it, the overlap pipeline was like earthbound --> homestuck --> paranatural --> undertale coming later in 2015.)
i can confirm the above pipeline worked for me at least because that was the exact order i discovered all of these in
there were also percy jackson references here and there because i specifically remember someone saying "move over jason grace there's a new weatherboy in town" somewhere around isaac revealing he had lightning powers and there definitely was a paranatural percy jackson au but that's neither here nor theer)
so naturally if you look at really old blogs (think fyeahparanatural which mercifully is still up) you find a lot of little crossovers here and there but relevant to the purposes of ur au is that a lot of people drew characters in their god tiers (there was never like, a consensus on who got what god tier everyone seemed to have a diff take on it)
idk how many of these artists are still active in the community let alone tumblr itself but assuming the blogs aren't deactivated you could shoot them an ask or two and see if they respond
what sucks is that there used to be a paranatural tumblr that was specifically dedicated to crossovers and they for SURE had documented all homestuck crossovers but i can't remember the url and i have no guarantee that's even still up but if someone has that PLEASE GIVE US THE URL
there also might've been parastuck stuff on deviantart just going off the timeline of homestuck and paranatural being popular at the same time around like 2011-2013 but i'm not super familiar with that content if it exists (i'll look into it tho seeing as i've recently been trying to track down bobby pendragon content on deviantart for a completely diff fandom)
rn i'm just opening tabs like a madman trying to catalogue every piece of fanart or lore that i can find while woozy from loss of blood thanks 4 ur time
YES YESSSSSSSS I REMEMBER THE MORRISON PARADOX SPACE COMICS!!!!!!!!!!!!! i never played earthbound but watching everything springing from the bloated corpse of homestuck and into mainstream culture is fucking crazy. so many people dont even know. i talked with someone literally yesterday about radiation and they were like TOBY FOX WAS IN HOMESTUCK???? the look on her face when i showed her [S] Wake and megalovania turned on was priceless.
and yeah tbh its kinda sad seeing how many ‘staple’ pnat blogs just arent around anymore. thank god for fyeahparanatural keeping the blog up as an archive. i cant believe i never knew they had a homestuck tag. looking through it for the first time has some REALLY interesting results. i saw dunacht’s puppet x lil cal fanart. i saw a god tier max that turned his hat into the aspect color scheme. i saw spender in sock garters. i saw the jang as the midnight crew. i saw spender in sock garters. hey did you know what comic turns 13 this year
#paranatural#thank you for the essay im going to be thinking about it for the next several days. marinating.#okay redaction to my earlier post. are you guys ready for paranaturals 8th homestuck au#asks#pkflashfire
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fictionkin & fictive ask game
What do you think of fan works? (Such as fanfiction, fanart, etc.)
oh I love em!!!! I've not read any fanfiction, but I read comics and seen a lotta fanart. theres a lotta fan stuff that feels more familiar to me than some stuff in canon, there's also some very good cathartic stuff. and some VERY good porn
What do you think of your in-source family/friends? (A brother, a best friend, etc. that is close to who you were/are!)
well uh lets see. i have a soft spot for a lotta the hotel. and val,,, my feelings for val are complicated. but I split with very intense feelings for him, and I think I miss him the most of anybody...
What does fandom get right and/or wrong? (Such as gender or pronoun headcanons, or portrayals in fanfiction and fanart!)
well it obviously aint wrong, but whats different is that I'm a trans dyke. so, yea
Do you like the name you got in source, or do you go by a different one?
I do like my name!! I just go by ange/angie instead a angel or the full angel dust (or anthony lol)
Do you own any merch from your source? If not, would you like to?
OH I DO have a signed poster from blake roman!!! we met him!!
What do you remember from your past in-source, and does it align with canon media?
I dunno if i have a lot of memories. my feelings aligns with canon tho i think, mostly.
Do you dislike your source? Does anything in it bother you? (Such as the portrayal of a friend!)
ummm i cant think of anything rn
What does canon media get right and/or wrong about you? (Or, how different are you from canon?)
I guess the same thing i answered for what fandom gets wrong. -points to self- trans dyke!
What did you look like?
dont think i look that different BUT im still tryingg to figure out what i look like (dont rly have a visual inner world so its kinda just, having to look/try things and see what feels Right)
How did you find out you were/are this/these character/s?
i mean i just. showed up lol
Is there anything canon never showed that you remember happening?
i feel like a lotta thesw questions are the same lol...but like. idk im still p new and mostly dont have many memories except vague stuff
Do you have any memories you visit a lot?
well i think abt val a lot,,its not all bad stuff. there were fun moments between us
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I went to a kpop store for a tiger shooky keychain. It was like $18 with tax omg. But it's so cute and I've been wanting to get a shooky keychain for so long TT The store also had a trading event for all groups, so I tried to ask ppl. But I'm shy/anxious and not many ppl were trading bts, and no one for the two specific dvd ones i wanted to trade (winter package 2020 and the recent speak yourself dvd). The crowdedness also didn't help :/ An employee said a bts table would be up an hr later but I had to get home by then :/ I saw someone selling bts group pcs but had to resist since it's lower prio for me rn :/ I see a good amount of people with the plush keychain. Which I kinda want but also don't bc I'd be worried about getting it dirty :/ There's a line store at Times Square but it sucks to go there with how busy the streets can get. and they have mostly baby, minini versions, or other colors of the originals in stock. shooky is way too diff from the original design compared to the baby and minini form. and there's no normal original design shooky keychains >:/ on another note, I like koya the most and have a cute, squishy head cushion of his minini design. and mang for the first original head cushion. but no shooky merch until now lol
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nooo at least you got the shooky!
i don’t think i’ve ever actually been to a kpop merch store.. i always order online but i moved here like right after i started stanning bts and because china- korea relations literally no one comes here ever, even like american/ british artists don’t come here. i think shawn mendez came once but i would have pulled my hair out if i’d gone OH and i was meant to go ruel’s concert here in 2020 i had tickets and everything but then covid hit 😐 so i didn’t get to go and the country has been on strict lock down since february 2020 so no more concerts. i saw BT21 themed stuff in watsons once and was so surprised because it’s like a cosmetic/ skin care store? kind of they sell a lot of things hygiene related
trading seems so scary, but also like going into a store is scary in itself— i think i also have attachments to everything i own so i’d never been able to trade with anyone because i’d be sad about giving stuff away
ooh they have a line store here but it’s all like brown the bear and that bunny, i don’t think they ever had any BT21 merch though 😐 which is really sad so i order it all online again
and my first ever piece of “bts” merch was an RJ notebook that i still have and a tote bag that i bought and i got my friend matching, my parents took me and my brother to japan one summer and they had bts everywhere we were out for lunch and they were playing bts on the tv and then while we were walking someone was playing a butterfly performance and i think that’s the first time i told my parents about bts and still have the tote bag but i used it so much during high school for my PE clothes that i had to buy a new one but this one has just tata on it and he’s holding these flowers— this one’s a little gross though so i might order a new one online but idk which one to pick 😭
and my most favorite piece of bt21 merch— my cooky pillow is the best thing that’s ever happened to me OH and my friend bought me a cooky mug as well once but i left it in the uk so now it’s stranded at my grandparents house until i go back 😭 it was my designated ice tea mug as well 🥲 i don’t think i have any keychains, i have a butter one but nothing bt21
i think for my birthday my mum bought a bt21 duvet cover but it fits my brothers bed not mine 😭
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maybe its because im on mobile and i cant find it, but do you sell prints of your art anywhere? specifically your clover fanart, its so good i want to staple it to my forehead
I do sell prints (mostly old art that I got printed a while ago), but I don't have any prints of Clover unfortunately! 😭 I don't think I have any drawings of her that are print size/resolution, so I don't have any plans to sell prints of her at the moment;;
Thank you, though!!
Also my store is xmoonlitxdreamx on etsy! (Link under the cut)
#i think i have an old sigma & clover pic from 2020 that i wanted to make into a print but never did....#idk vlr merch is kinda tough for me bc the fandom is small and my prints dont sell great in the first place;;#i dont have an eye for poster composition imo...... im kinda better at small merch i think....#i did wanna do vlr charms at some point maybe eventually#and clover would b part of that#but idk new merch stuff is kinda ??? for me rn#replies#sorry for the extreme ramble in the tags LMAO;;
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hi ik it's 5:30 am but I just woke up from a dream where I had went to a MCR concert and then proceeded to have the craziest fuckin night and now I am super fuckin sad
#i ended up meeting gerard and frank and thats where i woke up#like i did some swing type thing and then said something along the lines of i felt like spiderman there which was a childhood dream#and then gee said something but i dont remember and then i w o k e u p#what the hell#im#i cant even rn#the concert was fucking l i t y'all okay#but the stuff after was fuckin n u t s and its fading away so....thats kinda upsetting#after the concert me and a bunch of concert goers sat in this area where there was like this shut down gift shop filled with mcr merch#and i decided i was gonna take a bouncy ball to remember this night bc ofc i was. then we were outside?? i ended up with an iphone somehow#and I acted like it was mine the while time?? idk dreams are weird. the dudes came outta nowhere like freakin ninjas and they were demanding#something from us that was like vague even in the dream but we were like no fuck off. it might have been about the bouncy ball i stole but..#we escape those assholes but i lost my phone case somehow so me being the dumbfuck i am decided im gonna go back and my new found friends#are ride or die so ofc they join me. dudes arent there. i cant find the case i start crying thinking my dads gonna kill me and someone#accidentally texted a member of the band?? idk how. dreams. i dont remember what exactly happened next but it ended with me finding not only#my phone case but a band member who was so confused and then we texted gerard who showed up even tho it was super late so yay happy ending#thats not the while story and i left some things out that made it crazier but whoops im not going back and writing it all again no way jose#dreams are weird#mcr#my chemical romance#gerard way#frank iero#good on u if u read that whole shitshow of my messy as hell explanation of an even messier dream#im going back to bed goodnight#and hoping i keep dreaming about meeting gerard way even if itll crush me when i wake up /cries/#okay im done now peace out ✌️#i spent 30 minutes writing this but im not changing the time okay#now im peacing out later my dudes ✌️
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LT2 masterpost
If it was up to me, we would get an autumn or winter EP. Since it’s not up to me at all, here, enjoy this post with everything we know so far of LT2, which is to say, not much at all. Everything here is hypothetical. I’ll be updating every time I see something relevant. A little disclaimer that while this is a masterpost (kinda), it could be read as discourse (duh, it’s also a theory), AND it’s also by me, and you shouldn’t expect me to be serious at this point.
Due to me restraining myself, there’s no reference to any of the times he’s mentioned his guitar skills and him improving but I hope you know I cried every single time.
I’m also linking my old pinned here. It was written before AFHF and around the free merch thing that didn’t lead to much, but I still think I made some good points.
Possible tracks:
Copy of a Copy of a Copy
Change
Faith in the future??
369??
Possible names:
369
Faith in the future
When is the album coming out?
Your guess is as good as mine
Friday 28th of January 2022. Almost two years after Walls. It’s a Friday. It’s a 28th. What else can I say?
Here you can find @want-to-be-loved timelines for every month.
Here you can find @berlinini’s timeline of what Louis has been up to this year (2021).
The rest is under the cut. And here you can find a PDF version where Tumblr can't tell me how many pictures I can add.
2020
He said back on May 2th 2020 he wasn’t writing anything new yet.
(x)(x)(x)
Interestingly enough, he’s said many times after that that the album’s not ready cause he has no new experiences to drawn from. I won’t call him out because he does it himself.
May 4th. He liked a tweet from DMA’s Johnny Took saying they had to go write together again. Louis has been credited as an influence for them and (kind of) participated in their previous record, so I’m assuming he meant for their music and not his, but you never know.
Nothing(literally nothing??? how did we survive) until 11th of July. We all know what happened that day. We all celebrated it. Nonetheless, that’s not what I’m talking about here.
(x) So, by the beginning of July 2020 he was working on concepts and ideas for the new album. That was fifteen months ago. I know perfection takes time but…
Brief summary of important things that happened from then until the next mention of new music:
Louis left Syco!!!! 10 days later he rescheduled the tour for the first time. He followed Matt Vines on Twitter, probably so we could publicly shame him into doing something. Also, the 10thanniversary. He followed more people I wish he hadn’t.
Then more nothing until September. Not even a single tweet. The first merch drop was on the 28th of August but he just RT’ed the tweet. He first mentioned Free my Meal on the 25th of September. Then on October 1st Walls hit #1 on a lot of countries and Louis was incredibly happy and excited about it ^^
And then, that same day, October 1st, 2020, he dropped this bomb:
(x)
He also said it was too soon to be sharing new lyrics with us (x)
And, obviously, this tweet which is actually what made me start this whole post. I would hope you know mate.
(x)
He also told us he was cooking "banger after banger" and that he was incorporating more social themes into his music (x)(x) (I believe any social issue is a political issue but that’s not the point rn).
COPY OF A COPY OF A COPY?!?!
These next paragraphs are brought to you by my mind not remembering things and me not having any links. I’m assuming COACOAC came from those writing sessions that supposedly happened in October. Or in LA but I have no idea if he actually was in LA at any point other than a Daily Mail article putting him there on December which would have been too late, but I do remember that someone said he was in the studio in LA last autumn???? A rumor. Maybe. IDK. Did I mention already all of this is very hypothetical?? Well, this is it. I can’t even remember if this was October or November or what. So, take this with a grain of salt.
I’m also… taking the liberty to assume, if you must, that Copy wasn’t meant to be a Walls reject because it sounds more mature and darker and it has a vastly different tone that Walls songs. I know he’s said that song probably isn’t getting into the album, but I want to have faith (in the future) that I’m getting a studio version. (But also, Louis, if you’re reading this, first of all GET OUT OF MY BLOG second of all, please don’t ever feel pressured again to add a song to the album because we have already heard it before. It’s your art and it should always be under your own terms).
So yeah, I believe that Copy is either one of those four songs (then imagine the other three??!!) or was written around the 1st of October date.
---End of the Intermission---
Then not much important (other than sharing more about Marcus Rashford fight against food poverty and the 2nd merch drop) until he announced the livestream on the 24th of November. (x)
It wasn’t until a few days before the livestream date we even thought again about new music (jk, I know we’re always thinking about new Louis’ music). So, December 9th/10th, 2020. Nine months ago. We got our first taste of new music!
He made sure we knew Copy of a Copy of a Copy isn't a cover! (x) (x)
(x)
Ok, so that’s it for 2020. (I feel like I’m missing something from September 17th because tweet was deleted but maybe he was still talking about cucumbers. We might never know. Unless I understand how Tumblr tags work). Expected, cause Walls was released in 2020. We needed to let it sit for a while.
2021
Another Summary: Louis third tweet of the year was telling the UK government off. So was the fifth. What a good beginning. On the 26th of January, he said he prefers pancakes over waffles. I hope he meant pancakes other than his own. More importantly, he tweeted the infamous “you lot read into things too much”. Don’t get me started, Tomlinson. Don’t. Then the 31st came around and Walls was one. He tweeted this. How wise. And Project Defenceless happened!!
15th of February!! Who cares about Valentine Day when the next day we got this? ♥
(x)
(x)
So…AN EP?? AN EP?? PLEASE RELEASE AN EP.
“I’m sure I will have something out this year but unlikely that will be the album”. Unlikely but not impossible. Also. A single would be good. This is the second time he mentions releasing something in 2021 and he sounds surer about it than the first time around.
He also said that he isn’t sure we will get a studio version of Copy. And that the best bridges from Walls to LT2 are Walls, OTB, KMM and Copy. Can’t wait!
Then we jump to March 6th when he announced he was going to create his own management company. “Sometimes action is needed first to encourage the motivation and belief”. As we can tell he was already manifesting some stuff which will lead us to the numerology stuff/Tesla… kidding. Or not. We might never know.
On the 22nd of March he answered some questions:
He told us music was still his main focus ♥ mwha. (x) I included this tweet to guilt-trip him into giving us music in case he’s reading this even after I told him to leave. ILY.
(x) I’d love to get a visual EP this autumn. Just saying. It sounds like a lovely concept.
(x)
…next (I will get into it, I promise. I’m just mad).
On the 25th he left for Mexico until April 10th. You could assume it was just for the documentary where we got ten seconds of footage or admit the obvious: LT2 its a Mexican baby!!
On the 26th (so, not so far apart from that first 369) we got the first Faith in the Future mention: (x)
Back then we were innocent people who had no idea what was coming upon us. We still have no idea because what the fuck does he mean with these. Please explain. I have one braincell and I don’t use it enough for this. I’m linking some theories.
On the 30th of March he confirmed he was already working on the documentary. So AFHF was already on the works. Will it take this long for us to get the Veeps numbers? We also got this tweet: "Got a decent chorus idea down" (x).
Same person that got the “something out this year” exclusive. If you know something share with the class. Also. Is this Change? I feel like this could be Change but I also assume he wrote Change after hanging out with his friends or being in Doncaster. But who knows.
(x) And the second mention to 369.
(x) 15th of April. The second "Faith in the future".
On the 19th of April he announced that he had something BIG for us later on the year which turned out to be the Away From Home Festival ♥♥ (x) I love him so much.
Then on the 28th he announced the 369 merch drop (which it’s probably the Walls drop? Except that the TOU and KMM ones were “drop 1 and drop 2” and this was drop 369 which, again, makes no sense) but we still don’t know what 369 means.
Into May’ 21 we go.
He rescheduled tour again. And dropped another bomb (x).
He announced he has signed with BMG as an independent artist by RTing this tweet on May 10th. The article also says that he’s already working on writing and recording LT2. The timing… we don’t know. What this deal involves… we don’t know either. Bear with me here because I have a lot to say about this.
I think the deal is only a distribution one, but that BMG are interested in Louis and what he (us) could bring to the table. They were either present at the festival or watching it, but officially they had no involvement at all with it (everything is credited either to Louis own company, 78 Productions, or Charlie Lightening’s company). That’s the case for both giveaways too; the vinyl one and the tickets for the festival.
I think it would be an unbelievably bad move not to test the waters with BMG now or soon-ish. At least a single, to see how it performs. Due to the circumstances, it’s obvious there’re certain limitations on place but I want to see how they push it, whether the radio play exist this time around and if the song is playlisted and promoted and all that… I would also love to know, since it says he signed with BMG UK, but it also states it’s a global deal, how things are going to go on the US and other countries.
Yes, yes. I know those are all questions and no answers. But I know the same as you, sadly. If any of you know more than you’re letting on… again, share with the class.
Where was I? Yes, on the 25th of May Louis had a great day writing (x). Since the first time he had mentioned he was officially writing to this date there’s almost eight months. And I believe he was writing before October’ 20.
He followed Robert Harvey that day and, on the 28th of May (why is it always the 28th???) he was spotted at the studio for the first time.
June was an interesting month for the fandom ♥. Lots of LHL content which I will love and cherish for the rest of times. On June 4th, June 9th, and June 10th he was spotted at the studio, but I believe he was there more days.
(x)
This was posted on June 6th and captioned Studio. Charlie also shared it with “Mega tunes being put down, can’t wait for this @louist91 #louistomlinson #LT2” as the caption. This gives me 2019 (Elton-Joint) vibes. I like it. Feels like we’re getting closer to something.
He added the Milano date on the 9th too which I’m mentioning because I’m going alone. Anyone wanna go with me please? I’m nice and I never eat anything before a concert so you can have my food. On other news. It didn’t come home.
During July he was at the studio at least three days too. Probably more. Feels like more with all the fan pictures we got. Or was that June? Anyway, July 1st and 9th we got some videos from Robert Harvey and wearesuperhi, which is who Louis has been working with the most, that we know of. I don’t know for sure they’re from that day. And on July 5th we got an article and lots of pictures of Louis looking really good outside the studio.
On the 12th of July the first fans started getting the free, 369 bucket hat and print. We still don’t know what the purpose was other than to thanks fans. Maybe that was it. I want answers and I still think it relates to a future project (see theories above), but it could also just be a bridge with the Walls breaking.
He didn’t tweet about anything interesting for a while, mostly because he lost his phone (he either throwed it in the air or smashed it who knows). Then on the 29th of July he announced the festival!
I’m glossing over it because there’s already been a lot of talk about it (rightfully) and while it was a wonderful thing, it doesn’t have much to do with LT2.
Let’s talk Change!
On August 3rd he tweeted this about the setlist.
(x)
And this (x) on the 28th! I can’t stand him.
We didn’t get it, obviously. Because who was going to get that. But we read too much into things. Alright.
On the 16thof August Dave Gibson shared this post tagged #LT2 with the eyes emojis 👀👀👀. I believe this has to do both with Change but also with whatever else came out of that Mexico trip.
(x) Last relevant tweet related to LT2 is this one.
So, on the 30th of August we got Change and we cried, and we know that Change is going in the new album. He said it. With those exact words. He also said he was “getting a feeling for it”. This has to meant he already has a general idea of the vibe of the new album and what’s going in it!!!!!! (Right? RIGHT?).
Anyway, let’s go back a few weeks because some other things happened on August. He was at the studio a few more times. Or it was suggested that he was there. On the 17th and the 18th. (Why was it so time-pressing to be at the studio instead of rehearsing for the festival? There was no studio at all on the documentary. Which makes sense, but again, then why?).
On the day of the festival we got another mention of Faith in The Future that made me feel part of a cult ngl. The words were flashing on the screen for less than a second. Okay.
And then he tweeted those words again after watching the livestream/documentary on the 4th of September (x). This is what makes me suspect it's either the name of the album or of the single.
On the same day, we got some interesting quotes about LT2 on the documentary.
“Soon I’ll have to think about me second album, which in my head I’ll get the tour out of the way and then I’ll address that. So, I hadn’t really given it much thought, to be honest”.
“When every day is the same is hard to feel creative and it’s hard to have any kind of proper inspiration”.
“As season started to come back, I started writing again and it was great and some of these songs turned out alright”.
And I think this is it. I might be overlooking some important details but that’s what we know and what we don’t know.
So. Conclusions. That’s what you missed on Glee. I do believe the album is, if not mostly done, partially there. And yes, this post is pointless and never-ending but it’s all in here if you need to tell Louis “Hey, you said this, mate”.
#LT2#Louis Tomlinson#Faith in The future#369#Louis#LT#new music#idk what this is#but it's long#pinned
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cc indirect from the perspective of a bitch who dropped the fandom a While Ago and hates like 80% of the creators on the server
1. youre cool. ur New To Big Fame but i think ur quite neat and actually seem rlly nice. rock on. also u actually bring something new to that shitass story and its nice to see from the sidelines
2. same with the above u seem Cool i just Dont know As Much abt you. ur cool
3. i literally do not have feelings about you. like your humor is just Loud and it works sometimes but like Yknow.
4. um. twitter is on ur ass rn. for good reasons it seems like
5. you are the only mf. ur cool in my book u should get more attention
6. i literally dont know a thing about you
7. i still watch ur youtube content u kinda rock. we are like when autism unites except u might be neurotypical Idk
8. also know nothing abt u but ur character had a cool premise at least
9. Hardly Know Anything about you but youre good in my books purely by the fact that you know Nothing at all. that sits right with me. ur on thin ice tho (but everyone on this list is)
10. um. i have ur merch i guess but imma be real i am likely going to sell it LMAO
11. idk u
12. i also dont know u
13. ur tweets remind me of my grandmother’s facebook presence
14. imma be real i do not like u king. ur like #25 in terms of Dark Humor El Oh El and that doesnt vibe with me and i also just. couldnt sit down for ur streams i am being 100% honest its just Something abt ur voice
15. u r kind of boring i will not lie. i like ur laugh tho
16. ur gay i guess
17. it’d be cool if u would actually apologize for some of the stuff u’ve done. like im of the belief that u actually learned from it but actually acknowledging it would be sicknasty. please acknowledge it. the ice is so thin that you literally have 1 foot in the water. also i fucking hate the character you play its so badly written
18. i literally have no thoughts on you. you showed up for the first time when i first started watching and i Still do not have thoughts on you
19. ur twitter stans are annoying. like ur ok i Guess (friend-disown that other mf and we’re GOOD) but your vibe is just slightly Wrong
20. u actually did apologize for the shit u did. idk how to feel abt u tho even tho i actually do find you funny
21. u deserved better both from fans and from those bitches on the server who Never listened to u
22. i still vibe with you. ur like a capybara to me i could never hate you. thank u for actually calling ppl out on their bullshit
23. U ALSO DESERVED BETTER. thank u for apologizing for ur ignorance. but also u deserved better king i wish the other jackasses on the server listened to u
24. ur fucked up Lol i thought u were Cool for a bit just bc Most People Did but u have recently gotten urself into hot water and its.. deserved bc wtf. u fucked up For Sure
25. i cant see the appeal. any bit of humor from u Solely comes from ur voice. u are like if john mulaney made a career on being even whiter than he is. also u literally buy (SOMETHING HEEHEEHOOHOHO) which is still fucked up even if u frame it as a joke LMAO
26. i mean ur fine i guess. thin ice bc ur white. ur (HOBBY OF SOME SORT) does rock tho
27. YOU ALSO CALL PPL OUT ON THEIR SHIT. ur better than most of these bitches
28. i cannot get over past comments u’ve made. not only did they make me deeply uncomfortable, but they hurt some of my friends and acquaintances and that will always carry with me
29. imma be real i. could never get into ur content. ur funny with other people but just.. not on ur own, to me
30. you are white bread
31. i did like ur content. like a lot. but i feel like you crossed over that line of whats okay to joke about Too Much and now i cant vibe with u. hope u learn from it i guess bc i still Do have some sort of hope for u
32. i dont trust any man with that hobby and that name
33. u deserved better. except when you decided to partake in buying (SOMETHING. LOL) wish ur friends were less white
34. i wish you’d get acting lessons bc you were one of the few genuinely interesting characters
35. U R THE ONLY MF FROM THIS SMALLER GROUP THAT I CAN STAND. AND THAT DOESNT EVEN PUT U ON GOOD TERMS IN MY BRAIN
36. ppl somehow forget u in the conversation of (some discourse dont worry) even tho ur one of the main parties involved. i just dont rlly like you purely based on vibes, otherwise
37. the last time i read ur name is the first time ill be at peace
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im going insane so im going to tell you about it and by that i mean make a post to scream into the void about my troubles
this will be a rambly, stream of consciousness post so watch out. unmedicated adhd brain shenanigans are afoot
i feel like i need to draw for myself more. i try to very often, i do, but i still feel like im caught in the whole “if i dont draw for attention then whats the point” hellhole that ive been trying to get out of for years. but i feel like the reason for this is that i literally Need the attention to up my chances for commissioners??? because thats how i make a living rn??? like i literally rely on commissions as my main source of income and that pays for shit like rent and medication and appointments and food :( i barely buy shit for myself anymore b/c im putting it all towards needs and not wants
also im worried my merch wont pop off as well as it did when i first released the submas merch. i know those were in high demand, but im afraid the demand will go to single digit sales for them as well as everything else i sell. im honestly thinking about just buying very small stock, maybe 10 of each item at most, and opening the orders that way (after i ship things out of course). speaking of shipping my last shipment STILL hasnt come in and im a little frustrated b/c im like. bruh i need to ship out these preorders. im not gonna do preorders in the future i dont think, im waiting way too long for this stock to come in :( i dont want yall to wait forever for like..a keychain
ive been trying to work here and there on both villain + school and facets (facets is completely written and scripted, v+s just recently got solidified as an outline Finally) but i kinda only had energy to do so for One Day so im not sure when those’ll be out lmfao. sorry bout that
i want to make more ocs, i havent made new ocs in a hot minute and im like :( wah. my character design brain is kaput right now. i wanna make more cool db ocs and such like i used to. it used to bring me so much joy. or maybe even inazuma eleven ocs idk im just wanting New Boys
i have so much to do or at least so much i could be doing. like i could make new merch art but that feels pointless if i dont have the money to buy the merch. i still need to ship out my FIRST orders, christ. and im trying so hard to get commissions rolling so i CAN ship out my shit but :( its a struggle. im struggling. god im stressed to hell and back hi
sometimes i do be like i wanna die ! but i wont. i’ll be ok things will be ok. i will get commissions its only the 6th. i have time. and im going to check out some cons that i can maybe table at in the future. thatd be wonderful. fuck i need to reprint my business cards with my updated twitter im a little mad i ended up getting my account unsuspended right after i made those cards. at least i only made 50 of them i guess
i need like an online journal or something to write this shit into instead of like, a public tumblr post LMFAO. but i cant use washi tape online so there goes that /hj
i really really need to figure out a way to let the general furry population know that i will draw their stuff for commissions. like. i Will. i Have. i Can. just give me a chance bro i’ll draw your inflation fetish art just give me a chance to make some money to live LOL. i would draw more furry art but i am so unmotivated and sluggish its so hard..
i kinda feel like i should try to get back into adoptables too but ive been so depressed and down and unmotivated its really really hard for me to design things for myself let alone to sell. so im like ok now what i have no income. im too brain fucky to get a “real job” so im just like. sits here on my ass doing absolutely nothing except being sad. ok so i might have depression
anyway life is hard thanks for putting up with me
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Team Principal Crash Course
I know someone’s probably done one of these, and I’m sure they are much prettier than mine. I’m going through a divorce with PowerPoint rn
But I’ve always wanted to do one of these!!! Also I needed an excuse to not sleep / do any actual productive work
This is for @landobviously and any new people to f1, although I’m not sure this is actually very helpful
Mercedes: Toto Wolff
Team principal and CEO
low key hot, has the floofiest hair.
His name is actually Torger Christian Wolff which I love even more than Toto.
Austria business man who personally owns 30% of Mercedes stock?? He originally owned shares for Williams but has sold them all :(
I think he’s pretty much unproblematic? But I’m a Mercedes Hoe so probably biased.
He’s married to Susie Wolff who used to be a racing driver. She did DTM, Formula Renault + F3 and was also a development/test driver for Williams (becoming the second woman to ever take part in an f1 weekend, 22 years after the first) She is now the team principle of a Formula-E team, Venturi Racing which is co-founded by Leonardo DiCaprio??
RedBull : Christian Horner
This is the fucker they interview All. Of. The. Fricking. Time.
Someone will breathe and they be like “let’s go to the pit lane to get Christians thoughts on this”
But he’s pretty funny and all of the other guys tend to shy away from the cameras so I’m not that pissed about it but like, sky Sports love him.
Has donkeys named after Max and Daniel
He fell in love with Sebastian Vettel and is still low key pissed that he abandoned them. Also his daughters favourite driver is Seb
Has major beef with Cyril (Renault team principal)
Married a Spice Girl, some of the RedBull boys go with him sometimes to her concerts and they wear her merch
Okay usually I would go Ferrari next, but they’re a midfielder now so..
McLaren: Zak Brown
Gets treated like team principal but is actually CEO
American, says duuuude a lot
Used to be a professional driver and I think he was actually good?? But idk
I hated him at first but honestly he seems pretty chill?
Gives the biggest bear hugs
Andreas Seidl
Is actually Team Principal
Falls under the radar
Just kinda hangs around looking judgy all the time
When he does speak I can never understand a word he says
Renault: Cyril Abiteboul
The Frenchiest French guy to ever French
Sacked Hulk for Ocon (who’s French) although that’s completely unfair of me since Hulk has entered 179 gps and yet has never gotten a podium (which is a record by the way!!!)
Will find beef in anything, and then yell at you for it. Or give you evil eyes from across the room
Cyril fuckers do not deserve rights you know who you are
Got scammed by Daniel Ricciardo
Hates Christian Horner
Brought Alonso back??
Doesn’t deserve to have any junior drivers
Renault Lotus used to be a pretty popular engine supplier in f1 but aftee this year they will be the only ones on the grid using it. Yeah this isn’t about Cyril at all but it makes him yell which makes me laugh so
Racing Point: Lawrence Stroll
Part owner of Racing Point, and invested £182m in Aston Martin?? Hence the name change next year
Pretty sure he owns a private island, put I have zero proof
Bought the team when it’s owner went to jail for fraud and the team went into debt. But for whatever reason they couldn’t actually buy the shares so instead they just had to rename it and pretend they’re a new constructor. Midway through the season.
Daddy Stroll but NOT because of his looks. He’s just rich as fuck and promoted his kid Lance Stroll into one of the seats (who is actually a pretty good driver and doesn’t deserve any hate at all)
Otmar Szafnauer
Team Principal
Low key thought he was the one that went to jail so... yeah I know nothing about this guy
apparently he is litterally in the Hall Of Fame
Ferrari: Mattia Binotto
Fun fact, he actually used to run a circus I’m kidding.
he runs one now though
Looks like an older and more permanently confused Chal Lelerc
Last year was his first season as a team principal and boy can you tell
Is the parent that says he doesn’t have favourites but then always takes the youngest’s side and thinks that they’re an angel child that can never do anything wrong
Alpha Tauri: Franz Tost
Looks so soft
I know nothing about him, but I’m pretty sure he’s in love with Seb
Ummm I don’t think he’s problematic? But it’s red bull so who knows
Has the exact same vibes as beans and sausages on toast and I will not expand on that it’s probably because of the name tbh
Haas: Guenther Steiner
Is the 🤬 emoji personified, every second word that comes out of his mouth is a swear
“We look like a bunch of fucking wankers”
I’m not exaggerating when I say I’m scared of him
Literally the most terrifying man alive
Will yell ALL THE TIME about literally ANYTHING
Keeps putting KMag and Romain together even though they spend more time crashing into each other than actually racing?? And yet is equally surprised everytime???
“We’ve got two fucking idiots driving for us” and have done for FOUR YEARS. Haas have only been a team for five years, and they’ve only ever had one other driver
But I love them both
Fell for whatever the fuck Rich Energy was
Alfa Romeo: Frédéric Vasseur
Team Principal and CEO
I’ve never seen this man in my life
Used to be team Principle of Renault???2016-2017??? Whaaaa????
Williams: Sir Frank Williams
Founder and team principal
Old as fuck
a big name in motor sport
Used to be a long distance runner, now has a wheel chair because he got into a car accident on the way to a fun run :(
Literally built Williams from the ground up (and they used to be very good I swear)
Claire Williams
Deputy team Principal (but actually does all of the stuff)
the only important woman
Doesn’t deserve any of the hate she gets (and she gets a lot)
She’s trying her best okay
The ‘this is fine’ meme personified
#f1#im not going to tag this#i cannot be bothered#idk what this is#yes i lowkey turned this into a post about susie wolff#what about it
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ohhhh anna’s lil tag game is very cute i love these questions! thank u @ashtcnirwin 🥰
feel free to answer all of them or just some of them or just ignore this all together, whatever you’re comfortable with, and then tag however many people you want!
1. what was your first encounter with fanfiction? asjdfk god it was atl fic on livejournal and mibba in like 2010 maybe?? idek but it was all slash fic like had literally not heard of reader insert until i joined the sos fam properly in 2018. also don’t remember what my reaction to it was?? reading slash fic has been so normal for me for like 10 yrs i dont know how the fcuk it started 😂 this was before i got tumblr but i used to keep up to date with some of the bigger atl blogs like it was the morning news or sumat and like 90% of them wrote amazing fic so 🤷♀️
2. your favourite creation of your own of all time if you create stuff (feel free to link it)?
3. what vibe are you going for with your home decor (or what vibe do you wanna go for one day, if you don’t have your own place atm)? oh man, unfortunately i dont have my own place right now, but my room is full of plants and i also just spent half an hour looking at witchy occult cat figurines on amazon sooooo ig those are my vibes rn 😌 but i feel like it changes all the time tbh
4. first fandom you ever joined? what was it like? on what platform did it happen? paramore was the first band i was a massive fan of but i didnt rly get into the fandom ig i just was my own lil bubble of pmore. i had a massive kpop phase when i was like 13 and my fave band was UKiss - i joined a forum (cannot remember what it’s called rn) and met a few people thru that! i met this rly sweet girl and we used to message every day and we like designed our own merch ackskrkr so ig that must’ve been my first fandom! i also taught myself basic korean and this is gonna sound Very Weird but instead of like knowing celebs zodiac signs it was rly common to know blood types like it was kind of the same deal apparently ur blood type says a lot about ur personality ajxjkskf so i knew like kpop idols blood types ajsjjfjjcjfjjf ahhhhhh so wild
5. what are your sun, moon and rising signs, and do you think they make sense in relation to how you know yourself? aries sun, leo moon, cancer rising - i am an absolute disgrace of an aries LMAO i do not fit my sun sign in the slightest its the complete opposite of me, leo is kinda similar tbh i feel like its kinda close to aries? so yeah i dont fit those at all. ig i kind of am more cancer bc im emotional as all hell LOL but yeah i never put a lot of thought into my signs for a rly long time bc i always felt they were a completely wrong description of me
6. if you write and/or read fiction (original or fanfiction), do the tropes/plots/character types you typically seek out to read and/or write about reflect something about you as a being or how you see the world? i don’t write but uhhh i usually go for like hurt/comfort which??? ig i could relate to me LMAO how emo 😌 i’m not sure tbh, i deff don’t feel the characters i read reflect anything about me?? tbh i have never rly thought about this thats super interesting.... i feel like i love a good angsty fic but it has to have a happy ending asdksnidfg and im a pretty emo person but like ig im tryna be hopeful in the end?? so maybe?? yeah ig its how i would see the world!
7. what is the hardest obstacle you’ve had to overcome so far in life? holy shit uhhhhhhh man thts a tough one but idk if i wanna think about it in too much detail tbh 😌 ig recently i spoke to a dr about my mental health after years of pretending i wasnt depressed so 🤷♀️
8. what is your all time favourite song(s)? brighter by paramore - first song i fell in love with by them and ive been hooked ever since. before i listened to them i only listened to chart music lmfao literally had never listened to anything else and then after listening to paramore i started listening to rock/pop punk music and discovered all the bands that i listen to now!
9. what do you look for in a person you wanna keep in your life, be it a friend or a romantic partner or anything in between? hm ig recently ive realised its gotta be someone who has the same kinds views and values as me (i mean not down to a t but like generally the same kinda views and like respect for others u know) uhh someone i feel comfortable around to act my true chaotic self 😌✌️and also comfortable to know we can both talk about anything with no judgement no matter what it is. but also someone that respects like having seperate lives from each other? like not needing to be in each others pockets and knowing even if it’s been a lil while u can still message and it’s like no time has passed
10. this is a bit of a difficult one, but have you ever had a moment of clarity, a conversation with someone that made you go “oh!”, or anything along those lines? ooh i mean in 2018 i was working an office job in engineering and had a moment of like wow ive always wanted to work in events and especially live music and ive wanted to since i was like 13 and here i am 10 years later still considering that as a potential career path so ig it means something pretty significant and i decided to leave my perm job last year and go temp but then. yeah. this year happened so 🥴🤷♀️
i tag: @superbloomirwin @kindahoping4forever @spookydaddycal @pinkbubbles-and-bigtroubles @reveriesofawriter @mastasof-ravenkroft @rebelwith0utacause @karajaynetoday 💛
#i started this last night but it was a lot to think about and i was super tired lmfaooooo#but this was rly interesting i loved it!!#🥰#tagged
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List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the ask box of the last 10 people who reblogged something from you (if you want !! 💛💖)
Wow I rambled a lot with this but i can't add cuts bc I'm on mobile rn DHSISHSJ sorry :"))))
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1. Ik Ik "haha how cringe are you" of me to say, but honestly? Homestuck. Homestuck helped me in a time of need and when i so desperately wanted something to latch onto. Finally, I caved into my friends telling me to read it-- and it's been a blast!! The epilogues / hs^2 make me feel kinda sad though, because so much of what I loved about the original was yeeted through the nine circles of hell and into the trash. I love Y/ffany's (I call her Yippi tho) design, the art is really pretty at times, Harry is a major dork, I LIVE for seeing Vrissy bc honestly?? Her design is 10/10, very early 2000s emo style and I also live for that. Tavros is cute and a nerd and I think that's swell!
But in terms of story and how any of this happens, it makes me sad to see it happen. If Vriska could return as Vrissy, why not OTHER beta trolls? Where's my Eridan fish man, writers?? Give me the boy or perish by my fury.
2. Also super "haha how cringe are you" but,,, murder cats (Warriors), esp the early 2005-2015 amvs and stuff. I remember watching Flightfootwarrior's "I Will Not Bow" Scourge amv for HOurs and having no clue what was happening, but all these edgy kitties were KITTIES! It's introduced me to a lot of music I still listen to to this very day (Imagine Dragons, Young/the entirety of Hollywood Undead, Breaking Benjamin). And yknow what?? This new arc is absolute chaos, but in the good way.
I'm an "OG Fan". I prefer the first arc, The Prophecies Begin, to almost any of the other arcs. I just could never get into the other arcs-- not to say I haven't read them, I HAVE and the Fire Scene was probably one of my favorite moments beside grumpy Jaypaw, god complex Lionblaze, and fear the gods Hollypaw. I thought the build-up for it was SUPER satisfying. Gray Wing is my baby and I fully embellish in the Gray Wing is Silverpelt theory.
This new arc is definitely something new for the universe. While I didn't read aVoS (but I may do that if i can find the files for it), and so I don't know the major events of it other than what I've seen M.A.P.'s (Multi-Animator Projects, for clarification,,, bc unfortunately that term is also something disgusting). There's fucking cat possession and all the Clans questioning their belief system, yo. Shit be on fire.
Also the Imposter is 100% Ashfur, that's canon now, yeah??? Also im sorry but fuck Root x Bristle that's the dumbest shit I have ever seen. Give me Root x Shadow or face the wrath of my dragon plushies.
RiverClan is my Clan and my gov assigned warrior name is Fireshell 🌟🌟
3. As much as I hate the author,,,,, Harry Potter. It's been a major part of my life for as long as I can remember. I can never really remember why, but I've always just loved it- the movies, the books, the extra little merch that would pop up in my local Walmart. Of course my favorite character is Draco Malfoy. I could go on and on and ON about how I think his character arc was SHIT and JKR didn't have the balls to make him a confident gay man that was always implied through the text (at least, my lesbian ass thought it was implied but i may just be projecting, idk). I could ramble about Draco for HOURS and what I think his character SHOULD have been and how his parents are horrible (more specifically, Lucius bc Narcissa [?] Actually showed a few good moments), and a child should never have to pay for their parents sins.
Oh noo, Draco's a villain because he's a victim of major abuse and peer pressure? He's a villain because a literal child can be horrible and they'll always always always stay as a horrible little fiend?? Fuck that. He's a child.
Unlike manchild grease pan Snape, who was a racist piece of shit and shouldn't have became a fucking school teacher but it's okay because he was ~~~in love~~~. No, fuck you, he was a creep. James Potter n Co may have been a little posh bitch to you, Snape, but that's no fucking excuse to continue to bluntly be a little cunt all the way into adulthood. You're an adult who flatly changed your PATRONUS to imitate Lily's. You have no excuse. And Harry went and named his child after you LIKE JESUS CHRIST, DID RON'S SISTER NOT HAVE A SAY IN THE NAMES TOO?????
I also fully adore the idea that Muggles can run into Hogwarts and their patronus can 100% be a made up, fantasy creature. Imagine you learn the patronus spell and suddenly fucking ARCEUS comes from your wand. Imagine learning the spell and CHTULU (i did not spell that right but im so tired) comes from your wand-- an entire ass fucking Lovecraftian, Eldrith horror is just the embodiment of you. What if it was a fucking Homestuck character like Vriska? How fucking METAL would that be?? Hskajssowjjsjs get on it fandom.
4. Hee hee very evident by my url but Pokemon is another major thing of mine. While vespiquen isn't my favorite (that title goes to Hydreigon), it is definitely up there!
I've ALWAYS enjoyed the idea of Pokemon. You run around, training up these fight monsters and collecting them. I remember playing my sister's Ruby version on her flip-up Gameboy. I couldn't even read but I ran around catching god only knows how many of the same pokemon wherever she was. Apparently, I had fought for hours in the same area and leveled her Blaziken up to lvl 50 something and left her lvl 30s in the dust LMAO.
I got my first game when it was Pearl/Diamond. It was Pearl, and it still holds a very fond place in my heart. I could barely read, I could barely write-- I had named my Turtwig something along the lines of "MmorpHy" and my player boy "ZbsibJ". Yes I remember the names slightly. I really didn't get far-- I barely got to the first gym but I was just so happy to play it.
I eventually lost the game, as a 5 year old would do, but I can still vividly remember what was happening when the game arrived. I had just came back from the dentist and was quite tired from fighting the dentist bc I was super scared. Mom suddenly handed me a box and said it was mine-- my overseas (at that time) dad had bought me Pearl and my sister Diamond, because I lost my shit about it when he visited one time.
Well, tdlr, I played it for about five minutes while struggling to stay awake against the loopy gas they made me take. I fell asleep listening to Twinleaf Town's soundtrack. Every time I play a rom of Pearl and I get to where the player's house fades in and I hear that first tune of the song, I get a huge smile on my face and cry-- as.. Weird as it sounds.
A few years later, I had gotten Pokemon Black bc I liked Reshiram on the cover. Now, this one I could actually READ when playing, but I don't remember a lot of things about it. I probably lost this one too, as a 8/9 year old would do. I DO remember, I chose Snivy and my sister chose Tepig (hrmm there's a theme here of grass/fire goin on......) and vibing to the music. I was so amazed by the sprites moving, I just kept getting into encounters to see the sprites move (oh boy, no one tell younger 7-9 y/o me about Zelda......oh wait....)
Playing Pokemon NOW, as a 17 year old """gifted""" chick, I stil have very fond memories. I recently beat Pokemon Black again and GOD the OTS SLAPS. I fucking adore the soundtrack-- the track that plays when you battle a trainer, the low health dings being turned into a legit song that also slaps, the battle! gym leader themes-- and oh my gOd, the legendary theme is amazing? It really tells you just how glorious these pokemon are supposed to be. It's not intimidating like Groudon/Kyroge/Rayquaza's themes. It's not action packed like Palkia/Dialga's is, it's not filled with tension like Giratina/Arceus's is-- but it radiates the GLORY that the beasts portray. And I live for that. (Also, Kyurem's version is my favorite because it glitches in the beginning and that's rly cool)
P/D/P and BW/BW2's stories, imo, are some of the greatest ones. Yeahhh, US/USUM's is cool and I haven't played XY nor SwSh-- but the ones I can find memorable are PDP and BW/BW2. I love N. I love Barry. They're my sons. Ghetsis is fucking terrifying, Cyrus needs a hug. Giratina scared the piss out of me when I was younger, which was NOT helped by Giratina and The Sky Warrior.
I think my favorite movies are the gen 4 ones. The Rise of Darkrai having a tear-jerking theme for such a mysterious pokemon (i still tear up when i hear Ocarion), Giratina being spiteful is a mood and Shaymin was cute, Arceus being angry is also a mood. Yeah, Pokemon 4Ever made me cry my eyes out over Celebi, Mewtwo Returns made me again cry because Mewtwo accepting who he is, I remember how vastly different the BW movies are-
I just. I have a lot of memories with the series, even if Gamefreak and Nintendo kinda do the series dirty a lot (your top-grossing thing and you made That monstrosity for the Switch? How dare you.). It's comforting to be stressed and pull up my roms for the games and to play them. Mystery Dungeon is incredibly fun to play, Pokemon Ranger is really fun with the concept (Shadows of Almia continues to kick my ass to this very day and FUCK the Jungle Relic, I hate the Water Challenge fucking gyarados bullshit). I remember the pokemon I got for MD (I got Time, my sis got Darkness) was Mudkip, if that is any help.
I love my little fictional pixel monsters.
5. Yup, someone told tiny 7-9 y/o me about console games. The legend of Zelda. My first Zelda game was Twilight Princess on the Wii and BOY did I play the fucking SHIT out of that game.
Honestly, looking back and looking at playthroughs now-- I still love TP. Twilight Princess is still one of my top favorite Zelda games-- yes, even after playing OoT, Majora's Mask, Wind Waker, Skyward Sword, the anniversary four swords edition for the DS where you could play by yourself (Nintendo pls bring that back, I don't have friends to play it with ;-;), Phantom Hourglass- ect.
Something about Twilight Princess grabbed me by the head and yeeted me into the world. I can remember playing it for hours with little to no breaks. I, a tiny 9 y/o, had gotten the hang of the controllers and managed to get past the tutorial quite easily. And then, I was launched into the game and I wasn't stopping for NOTHING. Mom and Dad would have to force me to save and get off to go and eat dinner. THAT sucked.
I had done everything on my own up until the first temple, the forest temple. Not where/when you saved the dumb kid, but when you were saving the spirit's light. Theeeeeeennn I got stuck on the fucking Forest Temple for deadass six months straight. I'd play for hours, running around in circles, unable to figure out where to go, and because I didn't grasp the temple's purpose of being that way- I'd get angry and get off. It wasn't until dad looked up a walkthrough and talked me through what I was supposed to do that I learned how to get through temples.
I had gotten to the last little fight with Ganondorf before the Wii broke and i could no longer play. Despite the Wii being broke and we got rid of it, I was ADAMANT on keeping the game, and I kept that game for YEARS. It was an original copy out of a sealed box, and I eventually lost it when I left it accidentally at my now ex-friend's house.
She had a Wii and I went "hey I have a Wii game!" And I brought my Zelda over. Worst fucking choice of my goddamn life. Mom called me to come home and said I couldn't sleep over like the original plan was, and that was it. My ex-friend stashed my Zelda and I never saw it again. And, even if I wanted to-- I couldn't get it back, which makes me upset. We had a BAD falling out. She likely doesn't even remember it's there, or sold it to the local game junkie kid who buys ALL games.
But I still love the game. Midna was amazing, and I loved how snarky she was and she has a very cute design! The game's OST is fucking phenomenal. Midna's Desperate Hour makes me cry bc goddamn it really sells how serious that situation is. I love Hyrule Field's theme in this game. I love the Twilight Realm's song. Zant was fucking hilariously scary. Ganondorf's design in this game scared the piss out of me when I was younger.
Midna and this game's Link and Zelda are def my favorites. Yeah yeah, Sheik is cool and all I Guess but dhsushwishs Midna holds the special place in my heart. She was totally my gay awakening BUT
For other game antagonists, I adore Ghirahim-- let's go you funky little queer-coded villain. Skull Kid was great, I love the entire dynamic of him. Prankster lost soul stumbles upon Majora's Mask and the mask makes him act out due to powers-- which, I actually took very heavy inspiration from for one of my OCs. The moon falling to Hyrule was a fucking terrifying looming threat.
But the game series holds a place, and I've yet to be able to play BoTW-- although, I'm fairly certain I'll like it. The playthroughs I've watched of it are all fairly decent! I just. Gotta save up enough money to buy it haha.
Dang guess I gotta go watch a Twilight Princess playthrough again.
Honorable Mentions:
Avatar: the Last Airbender, specifically Book 3
my OCs definitely make me happy, they're my children and I'd ramble A LOT longer if given the chance WHEEZE
My friends, but I didn't add them here bc it's more fictional stuff, I presume
Baking. I love to bake cupcakes.
Painting is fun. I'm an artist and goddammit im going to use painting as an excuse to make a mess.
Fire. I rly like fire, down to a pyromaniac level. However, i hate the fires that happened to my home town, the Great Smokey Fires of 2016-- THAT pissed me off. How dare you burn mountain landscapes to the ground. Perish.
History. I'm a history nerd.
I'm also a science nerd.
But fuck math, I cannot comprehend math to save my life.
For some reason, I rly like learning how the human body works??? like did you know, organs are actually sticky when touched by a bare hand?? Did you?? How fucking cool is that.
Bakugan. I love Bakugan, esp the DS game. I love my Darkus Leonidas. Give me back the online world, you peasants-- I want my Darkus Dragonoid. (Also fuck all my friends from when I was in kindergarten- my theory that Alice was Masquerade was somewhat correct.)
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Why do you think you're less interested in sonic stuff? And is there anything else you're really interested in?
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im not really sure, i guess it’s because i have nothing else to look forward to besides the sonic movie. and i don’t own any of the games anymore and i don’t read the comics (maybe i should start reading them, tho everything has been spoiled for me lol). not to mention my favorite character is not even playable in most of the mainline games so it’s like :/ idk how to explain it. i will always love sonic, he’s a big part of my life, but I don’t feel connected to the fandom anymore if that makes sense? it doesn’t make me as happy as it used to. maybe this feeling will go away but for now im just kinda like ehhhh ^__^’ don’t get me wrong i still cry like a baby anytime i see sonic merch irl or meet another sonic fan.. but the passion is not as powerful anymore i think. gahh idk it’s weird. on the subject of new interests tho, i find myself trying to get into more animes (for ex ive never finished naruto, dbz, fairy tail, jojo, hxh, space dandy, evangelion..) and i wanna start reading more manga and learning about video games and stuff bc i wasn’t able to play many growing up. i have never played animal crossing or pokemon games so id like to learn more about them too! i still love she ra, jsr, mp100, saiki k, etc.. i guess i just wanna get into a lot more stuff because ive kinda limited myself to sonic media for the past 7 yrs lol. i will still draw sonic related stuff bc i owe that to my followers but i won’t be as passionate about it anymore
tldr; im less interested in sonic now because im just moving into another phase of my life? it’s hard to explain. im very big on saiki k rn tho haha
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