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suairceagsionadh · 1 year ago

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Happy (slightly) belated Mabon!

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fisheito · 8 months ago

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everyone gets a turn in the ridiculous skintight edmondsuit. or at least, .everyone SHOULD

#a pre-sleep rarity... THERE ARE HUMANS IN MY BRAIN THIS TIME #idk i just missed them. there's something soothing about the fire water earth trio #been spending more time with the final trio (blade dante rei) lately and they bring lovable chaos #whereas the starter trio are tea parties and gentle smiles #edmond's outfit is iconic honestly it made me laugh for several minutes when i first saw it and i've never forgotten the feeling #imagine edmond going out to fetch some oats or smth #and when he comes out of the market he sees the entire clan cosplaying as him #it's not like the other soldiers have this uniform right? so it's an edmond exclusive?#maybe only ed gets the sash and badge #but everyone else gets those thigh high boots and capelet that ends just above their butts #in the universe where they must wrangle with dangling dicks ruining the flow of their outfit #ed and oli know how to tuck. they do it marvelously #yaku can either be slit-blessed (no need to alter his bits for the silhoeutte)#or CURSED with massive external dick. which is funnier bc then it's IMPOSSIBLE to walk around in an outfit like that #it's like the grey sweatpants meme. ur just tryna exist but all these jezebels keep staring at your dick outline #(jezebels is eiden)#nu carnival edmond #nu carnival olivine #nu carnival yakumo

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monstermoviedean · 2 months ago

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if you have a good vibe/kind thought to spare and could send it my way. i'd really appreciate it.

#saying goodbye to my friend murphy tomorrow #i'll be okay. it's the right decision and i'll get through.#life is just going to be really hard and sad for a while #i don't want to talk about it in any detail but i feel like i have to say it out loud #and i have this paranoid anxiety thought that's like if I don't tell people he's gone they will ask about him #snd I won't be able to handle that for a little while #I don't need acknowledgment or sympathy. I don't need to talk to anyone. I don't need cheer-up fodder #so no need to send me anything or talk to me about it really i promise #just if you can take a second to love and appreciate the animals in your life. that would be really nice.#you don't have to tell me about it it would just be nice to feel there's love out there #writing this all out is making me feel so stupid. i've deleted and rewritten several times #but i gotta because it would be a lot worse if i was worrying about not talking about it #so yeah. no need for likes or comments or dms or asks or anything. just give someone some love for me ok?#murphy is the senior yellow lab you may have seen me post pics of sometimes. he's my parents' dog but he's my buddy.#and he's gotten me through a lot. like a lot a lot #and i'm going to miss the hell out of him #and i'm so worried about my parents. they're going to have a much worse time than me.#and they don't need anything else on their plates right now #it's just everything you know?#and all at the same time too. 2024 has been just one gut punch after the other #so yeah. if you could give your pet a hug or a treat or a scratch or take them on their favorite walk. that would be awesome #this was good actually typing all this nonsense out helped a little. still don't want to talk about it but at least i have ideas for #the 'leave me the fuck alone' email i'm going to send everyone tomorrow at work

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crimeronan · 11 months ago

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"hell yeah i'm able-bodied now"

the physical therapy assessment chart: does pain make it hard to do stuff. are you constantly aware of it. these things mean you are not able-bodied

"we're gonna need to adjust these parameters. because i'm able-bodied now"

#how am i still scoring severe in almost every category when i've been forcing myself to walk around :( I! AM! ABLE! BODIED!!!#autoimmune tag #pt tag

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dbphantom · 6 months ago

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How its been going if I'm being quite honest

#Sorry this is ooc it's just how I'm feeling #My brain went 'oh? You're in the middle of the worst week of your life? Here's a random character to fixate on until things calm down 👍'#I'm back at the apartment btw #Severe thunderstorms here so they kept us in the air for an extra hour #But yeah I'm sorry I've been inactive and not chatty lately. Just going through a lot right now and it's taking its toll #I'm doing what I can just to keep myself from falling to pieces #On the brightside the paper work went through so she will be seeing the specialists on Monday if all goes well #On the downside I just can't stop crying #I can barely walk as soon as I got in I just collapsed #I barely slept all weekend #This is the first shower I'm taking since Thursday night #Haven't brushed my teeth either #I know I smell like shit I just couldn't be bothered #My hair was matted to my head #I felt bad for everyone at the airport but I just couldn't bear to be away from her longer than absolutely necessary #Cruddy rambles

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heyitsmemel · 11 months ago

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...... mehhhh personal complaining in the tags (tw illness)

#bro I'm on day 17 of a crazy severe mystery illness and I'm so fucking gagged #like my lungs have hurt for over two weeks I can barely walk more than five minutes before getting exerted #and can't have a conversation without wheezing #tumblr have you ever been so sick or incapacitated that it causes you to rethink everything #like i have been so severely sick that it's inspired me to drastically change my entire life #i feel like my body and a large part of me has died and i've metamorphosed jesus i'm a phoenix bitch rising from the ashes #yea is this normal? have other people experienced this?#like an illness so severe that it just makes you go ok ok #this isn't working #the old ways aren't working #the universe really knocks you so far on your ass sometimes to bring you where you need to go next #but god fucking damn #i just want to breathe and be able to walk down the god damn street #ok rant over #hang in there sick tumblr #maybe delete later im just sad girl today #i just want to go on my hot girl walk and do my hot girl dancing but my body won't let me :(

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butts-bouncing-on-the-beltway · 8 months ago

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If you've never heard an LRAD go off in person, I *genuinely* do not want to hear your opinion about methods of resistance in the US.

#i'm so fucking sick #wifey and i are pretty sure we got COVID so we've been isolating and trying to stay well #this is now at least my 2nd infection though #and you can tell too #wifey has been having trouble keeping me fed and hydrated and CONSCIOUS because I'm so tired I can barely function #this is despite sleeping for 12 hrs a day the past two days #and being fully medicated (or as fully medicated as I can be)#and on top of that my hypotension has been acting up severely since getting sick and I can barely walk 10ft b4 losing consciousness #i've haven't started throwing up my food and water yet but I've come pretty close especially early in the morning #anyway the point is that I am like. visibly being hit with an autoimmune aggravator not just a normal cold #and unfortunately #I'm taking it harder this time than the last #wifey is doing okay and mostly experienced it as a headcold with severe fatigue #she's pretty much better now a week or so out from starting to show symptoms #we....don't like when she gets hit that hard tho because it usually means I'm about to get bodied #pattern is holding so far regrettably lmao #anyway #my point is that I'm sick and angry and grieving and I really want to hit something or set it on fire #but i can't because i can barely move or even stay awake #and this is literally all my personal hell #as a result i am finding that I have a uhhhhhhhhhh unreasonably low threshhold for irritation recently

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snuggledupblanketdragon · 5 months ago

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to get up and use the restroom or to stay in my room and risk organ failure

that is the question

#listen #i would go #BUT #a family member that i don't wanna talk to is in the living room #and could potentially see or hear me open my bedroom door #and walk down the hall to get to bathroom #it would also disturb the sleeping dogs currently in the room as well #i've been waiting it out for several hours #it is almost midnight #WHEN ARE THEY GOING HOME #tbf they're in a tough spot in life rn #BUT PLEASE

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listen-to-the-inner-walrus · 8 months ago

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He dude uh. Sorry about your notifs. Also. I am not done. I just ran out of posts with short enough tag essays that I could screenshot them on my phone. I will be back tomorrow on the actual computer. Get peer reviewed idiot.

Sjdkskdkdkkdkskc it was very delightful to wake up to So Much Peer Review, and then to see this ask <3

Also I'm immediately stealing the phrase "get peer reviewed idiot" and adding it to my vernacular.

#a-commas-a-pause #I've been trying to type this answer for several minutes now but my cat keeps walking into my phone or just waking in front of me so i cant #see the screen or bumping her nose into my phone which my phone registers as human skin i guess #she managed to switch my keyboard to español without me noticing and then i ended up just typing out nonsense #because the only change to my keyboard is adding ñ to the middle row #so it just slightly throws me off #she has now vacated the bed because my mom just got up to feed them

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leguin · 29 days ago

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19 & 22!

19. Did you use your library?

yes, very often! 2/3 of the books i read all or most of were from the library, and the other third were all from the local bookstore.

22. answered!

#asks #stadtfisch #a new library branch opened nearby so between the one on my way home from work and the new one #i've been walking to and/or from the library at least once a month all year and usually several times a month

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moe-broey · 3 months ago

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Wait I can pinpoint the Exact place I dropped it. That's so fucking funny

#i feel like i've said enough already i hit my quota for being slightly pathetic online.#but it's the first time he says 'i love you' to her (BITCH YOU'VE MET HER LIKE TWICE??????)#and she says it back (okay. fine. you have severe abandonment and have constantly been treated as a threat or resource.#i can understand that.)#then next page SHE SO SWEETLY. SO SWEETLY. calls him 'my first friend and only friend'#and ofc romance tropes this is played off kinda funny like oh ouch i was friend zoned but i'll walk it off like a good man about it #BUT ME. ME. BEING INSANE. WAS LEFT SO FUCKING ANGRY ABOUT THIS. AND I'M STILL UPSET #like DOES FRIENDSHIP mean NOTHING to you sazan?!?!?!?!?!?!??????!!! HORRIBLE. I'LL FUCKING KILL YOU #HOW ARE YOU GONNA HAVE LOVE WITHOUT FRIENDSHIP.............#I KNOW. I KNOW I'M JUST BEING DEMISEXUAL ABOUT IT. DEMIRO TO JUST MAYBE SOLIDLY ARO ABOUT IT #but COME ON‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#i have so many problems. i should play shadow of galleria the labyrinth society about it #MAYBE. IDK. I DON'T WANT TO ADMIT DEFEAT YET. but also i don't know if i wanna still draw today........... 🧍#i love being killed in the scary labyrinth.......

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buoyantsaturn · 4 months ago

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I don’t know why but I’m thinking about baby driver au and it has me smiling like an idiot on public transportation

believe me I think about baby driver au all the time. this message in the solangeloweek server is on my mind 24/7

will: nico took showed an inch of skin and I swear I almost swooned. what is this, some Jane austen novel? I'm gonna get a flash of his ankle and they're going to have to send me away to the seaside for my health

#every day i think of what i could have done to improve that au and the biggest things I've been able to think of are #nico wearing driving gloves to 1. enhance his own perceived coolness and mysteriousness and 2. to hide more burns #and also Nico having severe nerve damage and since he drives around all the time nobody would notice but on the off chance that he has to #walk or stand a bunch he uses mobility aids <3 #also i should've done more about Will being afraid of paps and stuff but that was less important than enemies to lovers #ask #ember #baby driver au #this au single handedly convinced so many people that this is the plot of the movie baby driver which is not true

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mwagneto · 1 year ago

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sometimes i'm home alone for months at a time coz my parents leave (like rn) and ofc that's usually when the "ooh neighbour scary you never know what you live next to" stories find me which almost spook me but then i'm like. idk why i'd be scared of my neighbours being insane when i'm literally the insane neighbour

#sorry you heard me wake up screaming and begging for my life do you still think im hot #idfk what my neighbours think my street is extremely quiet and i never see anyone #hopefully my severe mental issues and nightly bloodcurdling screams have captivated them body and soul #barking #lonely times #well anyway. my mental health has been sub optimal in a way it hasn't been in years for the past few uh. months?#idk when I'd say it started but i basically dont remember anything that's happened since like. early September so #oh also i had an exam today and i studied for it harder than I've ever studied for any exam ever #and i walked in and looked the teacher in the eye and went. babygirl. im gonna retake this next week if that's ok. and then left #i think they saw that i was literally abt to jump out the window they were really nice

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baiika · 1 year ago

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//i'm VERY FUCKING CRANKY rn

#ooc; kogi rambles #//in the last few days i've had to walk several white ppl of the difference between manji & the nazi swastika #//i've been proselytized at by a brimstone christian calling me a sinner To My Face not knowing the kinda goodworks i do #//& i've spent like the last 45min writing up an essay to tumblr abt misinformation on i/p that's fucking rampant on this site #//only to hit the chara limit & having to truncate it

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fingertipsmp3 · 6 months ago

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Ughhhhhhh I hate writing and I hate not writing and I hate myself

#nearly bought a digital typewriter today. actually i DID buy a digital typewriter today. officially yes i have bought a digital typewriter.#the money for the digital typewriter has left my account but i have emailed them to cancel the order because i can't in good faith buy #a digital typewriter when i don't fucking WRITE #i thought it might help me get back into it. distraction free and while allowing me to not judge my own writing #and be continuously editing while i write and going 'i'm crap i'm crap i'm crap no one will ever read this and if they do they will think #that i'm garbage and that i should feel bad etc etc etc'#but it's too expensive and i have the feeling i wouldn't even like or use the thing once i got it #because the IDEAS! the ideas aren't coming to me. or rather they are but none of them seem to stick #i feel underconfident in writing any of them #and then i have old projects that i've always wanted to get back to like the tennis romance thing but SO much has changed since i first #started drafting it. like i don't even know if i like the main couple anymore. i kind of want to put both of them with different OCs of min #but it'd switch up the WHOLE story if i had a different cast #in fact most of the problem lies in the fact that i have this long-running bedtime story i tell myself every night with lore #and a massive cast of characters that i switch out depending on who i'm most interested in right now and every so often i incorporate new #themes and ideas and motifs and plot points sometimes based on media i've been watching because it's MY bedtime story and it doesn't matter #if i plagiarise in my own brain. but then obviously i can't plagiarise in real life #and none of my bedtime stories are GOING anywhere. sometimes i only get through a scene or two before i fall asleep #all of which means my bedtime story is not so much a sweeping epic novel but a sitcom with way too many characters #most of which are werewolves to be honest and sometimes for my own wish fulfilment one of them will walk out of my head #and take care of my problems for me by lending me £1million or murdering my best friend's ex. in my mind obviously #so it's like. it's a case of getting in there and annexing off the stuff i think i can use #it's like yeah i've definitely written several romance novels in my head in the process of this but does it matter if they're IN my HEAD #to be honest i feel like my main strength is in creating characters. like i have this one family of werewolves i've been slowly but surely #adding members to since i was like 16. maybe younger? no yeah i think i made the first one when i was 12 #they're compelling to ME anyway. i care about them. it's just PLOTS. i can't plot #if a book could just be a lot of dialogue and sex scenes and silly moments and character studies i'd be alright #i also can't describe settings. don't ask me to because i can't #and now i'm just annoyed with myself because i sat down at my laptop to try to write and instead i'm here complaining about how i don't wri #and if i had the digital typewriter... i mean i'd probably still be doing this i'd just no longer have £300 #i don't have the £300 anyway. i hope to christ they refund my card i'm a fucking idiot

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cakemoney · 9 months ago

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finding out that kaito and shinichi have been revealed to be cousins is like finding out there was a huge earthquake in the country you used to live in

#which also just happened. these experiences are roughly equivalent. snmcmdmcmdllc #detective conan #laughs awkwardly #LIKE. idk how to put into words. detective conan's fandom is.... something #these are people who have been invested in the (often romantic) trials and tribulations of a 17 year old who looks 7 years old #for upwards of 20 or 30 years. this is not a casual reveal #detective conan is not some labor of love and artistry that the author has a specific vision for. it's the longest cash grab that never end #it has had movies during golden week every year for longer than i have been alive and distributes it in several countries #and kaito/shinichi is very popular. i think if you know anything about manga/anime fandoms i don't even need to explain why #for the author to publicly canonically rip up one of the most popular ships of the series... it's hard to imagine that it wasn't deliberate #it's not just a matter of 'omg just ship what you like ignore canon'. they HAVE been doing that (conan has a canon female love interest)#this is very destiel-coded in the sense that it feels simultaneously like the author acknowledging that section of the fandom #while doing the worst possible thing about it. like NO ONE wanted that dnvkdmlvmdk #except for me. this is so funny. I've ALWAYS HAD SUSPICIONS OKAY #kaito and shinichi's canonized same-face syndrome might have started as a meta joke. but remember. this is one of those series #where people are frequently revealed to be a.) not dead all along and b.) secretly someone else all along and #c.) secretly related to someone plot-important all along. all these have happened MANY times #when you have a franchise that has run for this long you kind of have no choice but to up the stakes to the point of absurdity #so basically. it feels like walking in with pizza to the burning room meme except the author was the one to set the fire

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