#but i’ll manage. i know i will lol
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i feel insane for like, checking but i had to know lol
went to the sumerian comics page to see if i could get an idea of pricing for the sleep token graphic novel. turns out bad omens’ concrete jungle story is getting its own novel! (all the issues in one novel- kinda neat!) that’s beside the point.
the bo graphic novel (just the novel, no extra shit) was $42 CAD, shipping was another $28. so that was like, $70 CAD maybe a bit more after tax
fingers crossed the sleep token one is similarly priced 😅 because $70 is a lot more doable than i was bracing myself for
#ramble on exie#$70 can for sure fit into my budget this month. i am hoping so so hard#sleep token#anyways. i need it. i will sit here and hope#still fucked with the fact that release time is when i need to take my car to the shop#but i’ll manage. i know i will lol
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Managed to stay up and draw today so here’s my take on the hatchling!!
#managed to stay up the whole day today!!#AND DRAW#very proud of myself#now I’m gonna go get some more sleep because post surgery grind never stops#(rest is the grind y’all. going crazy on bedrest)#outer wilds#outer wilds hatchling#them!!#the poofy pants are so important to me#lil sketch#maybe I’ll have the energy for more time buddies shenanigans tmrw who knows#maybe today will come back to bite me in the ass and I’ll sleep all day too lol#if I forgot anything I’m blaming the pain meds okay gnightttt
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Plutocrat augh
#my art#toontown#bottel artz#toontown corporate clash#toontown cogs#plutocrat#toontown managers#yes I still exist I just. forgot about this acc lol#passing time between classes kinda#but yeah I haven’t drawn managers by themselves in a min#who knows maybe I’ll vanish again hahahah
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they're all really sketchy plus full disclosure they're all directly referenced from screenshots bc i'm still wrapping my head around the stone ocean art style but. anyway.
forces you to look at my kids
they're not complete yet, but there's a lil bit of info on their toyhou.se pages if anyone's interested ᡣ𐭩 │ ramy's page ༝ aaliyah's page ༝ kasim's page
backgrounds taken from eden of the east !
#sketches & stuff#ice ice babies#sdc sucks but this style sucks even more lol#listen poliosis (white streak) is genetic and you should know i’m a sucker for stuff like that so they all had to inherit it 😭#did aaliyah and kasim a lil bit ago but just managed to do ramy this backache can't keep me down#i’ll draw them for real eventually i swear#there's not much on the th besides the sidebar... yet 👁
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Tfw when I realize I’ve known this whole time my dazai and general bsd hyperfixation was self destructive and I kinda don’t care
#I saw dazai and went oh shit we are quite literally the same person#He’s just killed more people#But otherwise we’re the same#In the sense of like almost everything else#And yeah I’ll read angst fanfics because every little fucked up tell dazai has in those I have#And it’s like a little fucked up bouncing off of each other because I’m just like him and my headcanons of him reflect me#And I know it’s self destructive#I know I was doing better and now i can barely avoid the itch#But it’s fucking addictive#Just gonna drown myself in our matching sorrows#lol#bsd#bungo stray dogs#dazai kinnie#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#dazai bsd#bsd dazai#bungou stray dogs#bungou gay dogs#bungou sd#actually mentally ill#When I read no longer human I had to take a moment to process that other people feel that alienation he describes#Like I didn’t know how to explain that I don’t feel fucking human but irl dazai somehow managed to#And yeah he’s a horrible person and I’m no where near that horrible but it wouldn’t startle me to discover I have the potential to be
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Hey!! So turns out a video I made between a certain “well beloved but highly sensitive/emotionally reactive T.V” and an “orange haired inkling-turned-human” has managed to sweep my YouTube channel and accumulate 100k VIEWS!! THAT’S A LOT OF PEOPLE ACTUALLY?? My most widely viewed video EVER to exist in this moment in time?? AAAAA?? Not even mentioning the various comments and staggering increase in subs! It’s so much more then what I expected or even prepared for—might even be the most impactful thing to happen for me this year <3
…aside from graduating high school + the social connections I’ve been fortunate to make lol
BUT THE POINT IS I’d been closely monitoring the YouTube growth through the entirety of October. It’s make me smile like a dork, gawk in astonishment, dance frantically in my room from the energy boosts, and grow courage to stop being so selective/self-conscious with what I wish to share with the world! It’s kept my ambitions going!
I needed to find some way to celebrate the occasion and express my thanks—because I can’t NOT acknowledge this milestone jksjskp. Typically I try to avoid getting tunnel visioned focusing on the metrics/numbers. Mr. Puzzles had already demonstrated how much those things can mess with the minds of creatives. Caring too much about chasing views or placing your artistic value in attention seeking gets damaging. But at same time…it’s hard to deny the sense of pride the 100k achievement has filled me with. I understand that reaching 100k views doesn’t immediately make me any “better” or “worse” then I was before. I’m still just me! It only helps me feel seen by others—and that’s all I really needed. To hear some nice words & receive reminders that my ideas are cared about. So thank you SMG4 fandom for that, seriously thank you.
Please accept this Mr. Puzzle drawing as a way of sharing the happiness around. He’s so entertaining. Love him for simply existing. So glad we can all collectively be super attached to him (and the rest of the SMG4 cast of course). Can’t wait to see more incredible artworks from the fandom :)
Just incase anyone is confused by my vague description over which “animated video” I’m referring to here—hopefully this photo will help clarify lol. It’s this one!! Sorry about not outright stating the title at the start, I got carried away with writing!!
I’ve been in an odd place mentally when thinking about it. Wondering to myself if any of the attention is deserved considering it’s not even fully colored and could be dismissed as “low effort” content (despite taking several days making it). It’s easy to get into a trap of comparing yourself to others and questioning how much of the videos success is based on your skills, sheer algorithm luck, or only because you used popular characters and catered to a specific fandom. And then judging yourself by looking at other peoples videos. I’ve seen several artists post higher quality works then my own but it somehow gets less views. So why did mine succeed when others (who should have gotten just as much attention if not more) didn’t? Sometimes you feel like you’ve unfairly robbed them of that chance to be seen. However I’ve realized that I can’t ever expect views to be consistent—and comparing is pointless. So why worry about it or feel inadequate? I mean it’s pretty common for funny cat videos to go viral, so who am I to question the system lol. “Popular” YouTube videos can range from a passion project which took 7+ artists…to a clip of Toad singing Chandelier or a nonsensical Vine sketch. Anything can happen when it’s the internet! And just-so-happened my video was chosen. I should stay glad about that and get rid of all the overanalyzing. So that’s what I’ve chosen to do :)
#OKAY SO SO SO actually started doodling this once the video was around 98k this morning#it wasn’t even meant to be art specifically designed to celebrate the milestone at first#I just wanted to draw the funky fella who makes me laugh#but as you can see that changed up fast jksjksp#I was under the impression that my video wouldn’t reach near 100k until December UH?? WHAT HAPPENED MY PREDICTION THWARTED??#seems I’ve severally underestimated how long the traction would continue for geez wow uh#people sure do enjoy comedy gotta love ‘em laughs and giggles#I CAN’T BELIEVE WE REACHED IT THO. THAT’S INSANE TO ME—ALL THE SUPPORT AND COMMENTS AND SUBS#thank you SMG4 fandom I would’ve never fathomed the algorithm to carry it so far like this#you wanna know the real kicker?#things would have gone so differently for the channel if I didn’t wrestle with my anxiety & post there#because there was a point during that day where I fullheartedly figured it would cause me to loose subs#I was kinda terrified ngl#this goes to show that you should never hold yourself back from sharing different aspects of your interests#you don’t need to confine yourself to just one thing#or to strive only to make the most high quality videos ever (I put that pressure on myself a bit too much nowadays)#sometimes it’s the simple ideas that manage to charm people#and those who see the effort will stick around to support you. You just need to trust yourself during the process and take that chance :)#EWWWW MUSHY GUSHY SENTIMENTALITY CLOGGING UP THE ATTENTION HERE#whatever happened to keeping the focus on ✨the star✨ who made it all possible to begin with huuuu??#show a bit more gratitude to the charming TV who boosted the viewership in the first place…don’t be so self absorbed with morals lonesome 😒#what is this some sort of My Little Pony episode oh pleaseeeeee 🙄#<- all of that was a simulation of Puzzles interjecting and nagging a bit lol. I’d imagine he’s tried of my nonstop nonsense#….yea the Puzzle brainrot is reaching maximum severities. So there’s high chance I’ll be animating him more down the line :3#stick around to find out!!#hplonesome art
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always wanted to arrange my artworks in a gradient and since I started drawing again over a year ago, I was finally able to put this together 🫶
#did an edit like that for an old fandom with official manga art and it’s kind of breathtaking that I actually managed to make a rainbow#edit with my own art?!? everything is 2023 art except the fall skk artwork but it matched yellowish green well enough lol#you can tell which kinds of color palettes I prefer but I really want to use more warm color palettes & maybe try more desaturated palettes#some other goals: drawing more women and environment focused artworks#(but who knows how much time I’ll have this year)#bsd#bsd fanart#my art#I did start a few non-bsd related artworks but didn’t have enough patience to finish them#that’s why it’s mainly skk too… the obsession hits different… I have other non-skk pieces I like too but the color palettes were hard to#fit into this edit…#my only non bsd related artworks where some concept pieces for uni#so strange to see the random mix of styles for this past year but also nice to see little consistencies#long post
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800 yards of hand spun yarn already on its way to becoming a hand knit sweater vest <3
#N posts stuff#i’m going to dye it but i didn’t want to go to the store yesterday so#whenever i get around to it i’ll get around to it lol; but i will probably dye it before i finish knitting#just bc i’m curious about dyeing loose skeins VS awhile fabric; i’m going to go with a muddy green#or perhaps a greenish brown — i haven’t decided on that exact ratio yet#the roving was 100% wool so it’s not the Best texture but that and the yardage made for good sweater vest potential#i managed a decently consistent weight of the yarn which is nice; on the other hand there are Some areas where my plying was too loose but#you know. such is life; it turned out pretty good
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Omg Ssreedy <3 saw you going off in my tags, you're the sweetest! ToT You have no idea how much i cherish your kind words, they really motivate me
Also congrats on the new chapter! It made me appreciate Reho so much, I keep growing fonder of this guy!! (Morrak absolutely wrecked him with his diagnosis tho, haha, my man didn't deserved to get dragged so hard)
Anyway that made me remember that I cooked something up last year, but never posted it. (apologies, I probably got some of their details wrong, I did this purely from memory ////) my headcanons of what Ara & Reho look like
GENTLE TREES NOOOOOO you can’t drop OC art in my inbox and expect me to be even the SLIGHTEST bit normal about it.
You’re so amazing, going off in your tags is a damn honor *salutes*
Dude Morrak WRECKED Reho last chapter, and I guess there’s not patient dr confidentiality in this AU because Morrak totally slandered the poor man to Katara of all people lol. At least Reho didn’t have to hear yet another person try to figure out what’s wrong with him haha.
Thank you Gentle you’re so amazing!!! I can’t wait to gush over your art some more in the tags
#I try not to be a freak in the text#I submerge myself in the tags and turn into a crazy person because#DAMN IT GENTLE TREES LOOK AT THEM#THE SURVIVING OCs#well there’s Chang but who knows sokka could off him next chapter lol#gunna need a big stick though#BUT OMG GENTLE THE WAY YOU DREW ARA#you seriously managed to capture the ceramic doll look for her and her expression is just perfect#I’m sure you weren’t meaning to but seriously you nailed it#she’s small and cute and picture perfect but a walking disaster who anyone she comes in contact with gets sucked into her mess#and usually walk away with scars if they get to walk away#omg and REHOOOO#gentle you nailed his idk what’s up but I’m here to chill vibe haha#AND YOU GAVE HIM SANDALS#such a luffy vibe and I just love everything about it haha#his little ace self that just wants to live in a house with all his besties where nothing bad happens#I love his little smile#I think I’ve told you 100 times but I’ll tell you 100 more#your expressions are fucking GOLD#I’m haunted in a good way by your art especially the last one with the sad zuko (he was rescued though so yippieee) and idk I just#love your style so much#thanks for sharing these with me#I swear I get a fanart and it’s like 100 HP to my writing#like I just swallowed a gold star and I’m about to fuck shit up in a good way#Ok sorry gentle I’m going to stop rambling but again#THANK YOU#made my whole night haha#liab#ITF#gentletrees
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Why is calling in so stressful augh
#shut up alli#like girl no im not doing the 6:30am shift that replaced one of my days off without me being notified…#but also i haaate contacting to talk about it. i tried to submit a request online and it got denied and im like OKKKKKK#GUESS I’LL TEXT MY MANAGER AWKWARDLY#this is the second time a day off was randomly replaced with a shift#i went to that first one! drove through snow and ice for that shit#and originally i had plans that day too! was going with my mom to the doctor (they cancelled it cuz of the weather tho lol) like idk#i just feel like days off should STAY days off? and if you need me to pick up a shift ask meeee#i’d respect it a lot better and would probably do it! but the sneaky shit irks me bad#i know that’s asking a lot they do what they want it just sucks#im giving my 2 weeks this week tbh im over it#but yea anyway
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Art challenge: color a characters hair without making the parts that should be in shadow / shaded / darker than the rest of the hair a lighter color instead.
Difficulty level: IMPOSSIBLE
#idk. when I started doing this. but once I started I never stopped. I can’t stop#I cannot shade hair normally I CANNOT make the behind the neck under ear area a darker color I CANT#I USED TO BE ABLE TO BUT NOW I CANT#even acknowledging it as a thing I do I still.. can’t#it’s always gotta be lighter#there is always some mysterious bounce light or spotlight shining upwards on the character or thru there hair iDK#there is no physical sense behind it I think I just saw other ppl do it thought it looked pretty and started doing it myself#and. I still think it looks pretty ! but also! I think it’s probably holding me back!#like surely there is a time and a place for this pretty thing and maybe that time isn’t ALWAYS#at myself… ghghg my refusal to think hard about lighting is one of the things I get disappointed about w my art a bit#like… I can sit there like. wow.. almost all my pictures have nebulous unclear lighting. maybe I should work on that#and then I do not ever work on that#I used to do lighting pretty well when I was younger but know a days I typically dont…#le sigh. it’s whatever tho#either I’ll eventually buckle down and get out of my comfort zone and try doing good clear lighting that makes sense#or I won’t! I’m not a professional artist me not being the best lighting doesn’t actually matter lol#pepper words#I mean. I think sometimes I have managed to color hair with the underside shaded recently. but it rlly is not the norm for my art#typically it mostly only happens if the character has a light base hair color. if they have a darker base hair color.#9 times out of 10 that shit is getting under lighting / nebulous highlights from nowhere lol
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atp absolutely cannot blame ppl here for hating my nationality like the customers we got today that had to be told ‘no’ and the way they reacted to it made me want the ground to open up and swallow me whole
#being told to suck dick and smth abt my mom bc my manager couldn’t give some bitch £500 for a phone w a scratch on it … ok 🥴#like her brother bought it for her when she was at work and she kept trying to pawn it for hundreds and it’s like lady ???? no means no#and some other guys were mad we wouldn’t discount a drill bc they were mad they had no batteries to test it in store#im like frankly I’m glad someone sold that to us with no batteries bc im p sure I would’ve been lobotomised on sight 🤨#I didn’t speak to them in our language so they didn’t know I could understand them but next time when I hear it I’m just gonna greet them in#our language so they know if they talk shit I’ll understand and can get them barred lol#bc im sorry but like. none of us get paid enough for this literally both sets of those ppl get paid more than we do at minimum wage#we work at a second hand store there’s nothing we can do abt ur complaints we sell what we get sold 🥴#mrow.org
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EEE hello friends & happy friday !! ٩(^ᗜ^ )و soso sorry about my random inactivity, it’s been busy but i have some fun life updates 🙂↕️ i hope you all have a wonderful day & remember to keep smiling !! <3
#soooo life updates… mwuehe :3#i finally got my braces off yesterday after two long years 🥹#it’s not all perfect but i’ll take it !! having braces at my big age was no fun </3#also i’m FINALLY getting a car !! how exciting !!#it’s my sister in law’s old subaru that she gave me a good deal on <3#with that i have my behind the wheel test on tuesday… after years of procrastinating…#my dear friend is taking me & letting me use her car so that should be fun !!#i know how to drive very well just not erm with the correct certifications LMAO but !! let’s hope i pass :3#using the power of my selfshippies to get a good score… armin arlert lend me your hand… 🙏#work has been so bleh lately (my managers have decided to hate me again after being favorited </3) but that’s okay !!#hopefully they will come around soon i hope T^T#also added some new things to my room to amp it up a bit but im still so conflicted on what else to put in here :<#and last but not least i finally packaged my best friends package !! will do a haul of what’s in it soon :3#now i need to get back into my tumblr groove sniff :( i missed all of you !!#wrapping up this yap now lol >.<#have the best day + smoochies from me !! <3#lene’s latest (��༥`)ֹ ₊
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you know you’ve got it bad when you’re genuinely surprised that your own friends and family state that they like you… like i know we’ve been talking and considered friends for months and you’ve told me you love me, but wdym you ACTUALLY like me??
#jesus fucking christ#these people wouldn’t stick around if they didn’t genuinely enjoy my company. i know this.#but i’ve somehow managed to convince myself that everyone finds me so fucking annoying#and that i’ll never find someone who truly loves me as much as i’ll love them#vent#sorry lol#me.txt
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One of my aunts has been a long time twd fan and I desperately need to know who her favorites are but like I don’t wanna just randomly text her so I’ll probably have to wait until December cause we go over there for New Year’s
#raineyrambles#I don’t know enough about her opinions on characters from anything to make a guess#like I can loosely make random assumptions but idk if I’ll be way off#I’m also waiting in hopes I get a little more way through the show beforehand#so I don’t have to worry about her accidentally spoiling anything cause I know she probably will lol#like I think I have most of the main spoilers already known#but idk if there’s any other big ones I have managed to avoid so far#twd#the walking dead
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I’m out of adderall and it’s on back order at my pharmacy what do I do
#riv rambles#my manager presented me with the solution of#transfer over to the pharmacy you work at and I’ll fill it for you!#I do not want my coworkers seeing my meds lol idk I feel like that’s not their business#I will just wait it out ig 😔#my other co workers get their meds filled here and sometimes I have to fill them or check them out and I’m like#are you sure you’re chill with your co workers seeing your prescriptions 😭#one of them had medication for a yeast infection and while I definitely don’t judge and I totally feel you missy#I would sooner die than let my coworkers know I have a yeast infection#that’s just me though ig 😭
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