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in spite of everything, I had fun <3
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itafushikugi#jjk 271#well we made it :'>#im kind of ignoring a lot of the tag rn ghsdff ik people are upset#if u follow me u know th full extent of my thoughts on the wrapping up of the series but tl;dr the caption says it all#this series meant a lot to me and im working on a bigger tribute to fully express that love and gratitude#but take a redraw 2 tide u over for now#im just so happy. its bittersweet but those r my kids n theyre tgt and theyre okay#i think the return to normalcy is good fr them. i say let them rest n b together n process everything in time#/i'm/ satisfied with what i got out of jjk as a whole and that's all that matters to me#however ik that not everyone shares tht sentiment n thats valid!#regardless of how u feel abt the finale i hope that u at least take time to remember things abt the series that brought u joy#thats all i can say#oh yeah anyway i lightened up megumi's expression his face is so funny in that panel i can't believe he really said -_- until the very end#still tho i think megu deserves a content lil smile
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Hello Madam. Sorry Madam.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#madam jin#jin zixuan#jiang yanli#'Hey what is WWX trying to do here?' some kind of grab-and-twist maneuver that would be very upsetting to watch.#I know LWJ technically assists WWX in this scene in terms of blocking someone's blow on his behalf -#- but let's be honest. Real friends stop you from doing the truly stupid things.#Or maybe it was envy. Penis envy. The non-freudian kind.#Regardless...man this whole scene was just full of “and then someone else walks in”.#I swear to god every cultivator who is supposed to be hunting ends up wandering into this part of the woods.#a bonus for me because it gives me several good joke opportunities.#Madam Jin gets top prize for best entrance and exit. I wish her all the best. And a divorce…madam please leave him…#And can we please address the horses? I love horses. But why...why do they ride in on horses when they HAVE FLYING SWORDS?#I can only imagine it is for the dramatic flair? It just feels so jarring hearing someone clip clop in#and then another person swoop in on a sword.#The rules of mdzs's world can get fuzzy and I have to nod in an impressed manner at how much MXTX gets away not explaining.#Maybe the sword gets tired after a while and they need to give it a break? Maybe there is a sword union that dictates working hour limits?#…Would that make Chenqing a scab? Oh god it would… unions *hate* this flute!
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@mcyt-yuri-week day 4 Grief!! Need Pearl to be held always and forever!! That's all
#gempearl#pearlgem#shinyduo#shiny duo#trafficshipping#hermitshipping#mcytyuriweekvalentines#More centaur cuddles... tee he#If I ever conceive of an idea in which Gem looks too big or tall I just make her a centaur. It all makes sense bam#again I do headcanon Gem as shorter haha when she's not a deer hybrid#Pearl being so awful at opening up and talking plus Gem who is shamelessly touchy makes me feel fuzzy#Pearl who can hardly ever verbalize her upset and Gem who doesnt ask for reason regardless as Pearl nudges closer to her#you know. you guys get it#tubby art
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Something I like about Leo is that he’s honestly really chill? It’s easy to remember the moments where he’s being obnoxious or excitable but I feel like most of the time he’s incredibly “go with the flow” and has an overall affable demeanor.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rise leo#Genuinely speaking I feel like said demeanor is incredibly useful for when he has to charm and/or persuade people into listening to him#I have a whole post talking about Leo’s charm and how he consistently gets people to hear him out even if he’s annoyed or upset them#like they’ll still listen to what he has to say in full#his charisma stat is real and utilized quite often in this series I swear he’s not just a loser cringeboy all the time 😭#if he wants to persuade and/or charm then he honestly sooo often does#me listing the 400th reason why Leo grows up to be the worlds best ninja and a good 365 of those reasons are Leo’s various subterfuge skill#Like most episodes where he’s not the main focus (and even many where he is)#he’s a voice of reason who notices things quickly and is often the one taking point to talk down situations#something interesting I found between Leo and Mikey is that#Mikey tells people what they need to hear#Leo tells people what they want to hear#not only out of his own agenda either#when bullhop was wrecking their home leo was the one that negotiated to make the situation go smoother#even if he would have rather bullhop left#meanwhile Mikey is the one who bluntly tells things as it is#small character moment that means a lot to me#Mikey is an honest boy who is upfront about his feelings#Leo prefers to let people make their own decisions he wants them to through steering the convo in that direction#but he is easily cowed by guilt#regardless leo is a people person - he knows how to talk to them and how to manipulate/persuade#and I like that his bros know this and often push him forward to do the talking if they wanna charm someone into doing what they want#I think Leo’s hope speeches are also an example of this - he’s saying what people really want to hear (and often it’s ALSO what they NEED)#the further the series goes on the higher Leo’s inner stress rises and he just keeps that chill aura anyway#there’s a reason!!! he wanted to go to a SPA so badly!!#literally the first thing he does when he gets in is rest#no joke meditation would do him good? like- it’s a Leo thing and I genuinely think rise leo would be no different here
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am I the only person waiting until I actually have my hard copies in hand before reading the short stories? I've been avoiding social media all day because I'm scared of getting spoiled...
#i just want the excitement of having the books in hand before I read them!! is that so much to ask!!#I refuse to even log on to twitter rn because I know for a fact there are untagged spoilers flying around like crazy on there#idk maybe im weird for this but i just really want the pleasure of reading the physical copies first. to go in completely fresh#so i can enjoy them more fully#i caught a tiny glimpse of a spoiler yesterday (I scrolled before I could see too much) but I was so upset about it regardless#like!! idk man maybe this makes me old as fuck but i miss the days where you didn't have to worry about spoilers so much!!#i've felt so paranoid about it all weekend lmao can you tell#aftg#crow rambles
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#fucks me up that there are two whole new animals in the house that i barely know#who depend on me for everything#barely recognize me as a friend or helper#and are so incredibly incredibly fragile#i got worried for junie today because her spay incision had some swelling#and it's normal to have some and i have seen it before#but after what we just wemt through i got upset and rushed her to the vet#who said it was fine and thankfully we have free office visits#but i was so upset even though i knew it was probably normal#i look at them and i see adorable cuddly sweet TEMPORARY things and i feel like something inside me got broken somehow#and i was right all along that after it was all over i would come back but not quite as myself#i just hadn't fully understood the extent#we are keeping them and it sort of had to happen when it did but i think it was too early for me#they are so cute and when they do cuddle it's so sweet and obviously i would fight for them as hard as i would for Fancy#because that's just how the deal works and it isn't about you at all it's about how they each carry a little world inside them just as we d#and that deserves equal respect and care regardless of my personal affections#but i look at them and i see little creatures that don't belong here and are foreign in some fundamental way#and that they will be gone in just a little while and things will go back to how they were#which is impossible#we will settle in and i doubt anything i am feeling is abnormal but I'm really struggling and i feel so bad about that#i don't know#it's just a lot to deal with#and i feel very lonely and sad about it#and under it all the sick feeling of having JUST held all three lads as they passed and the VISCERAL reality of it#and knowing one day if everything goes just right i will be holding them too#dear god life is so fragile and every living thing is just as mortal as any other
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Do you guys think about how Artemis is clearly meant to be seen as Melinoe's older sister figure? Like besides calling her sister, Artemis is very openly close to Mel (talking about things such as her relationships, their little jokes and jabs at the family and relationships - like Eris, Mel asking and Artemis elaborating about artenem drama). There's even the detail that if the encounter goes too long or Mel's low in health Artemis would toss her some gyros (i have gotten two in one encounter). If Mel returns to shadow during the encounter Artemis feels personally responsible for failing her. Guh. What a great dynamic we ought to talk of it more.
#Melinoe#Artemis (hades)#hades 2#hades II#hades II spoilers#can't wait for Zagreus to see them and feel left out. That was supposed to be his job!! He was supposed to be the cool older brother!#he'd be greatful to Artemis regardless I think#also this adds a level of intrigue to Mel and Arachne#cause all in all by virtue of being close to Artemis and maybe even Hermes#Mel is entangled with Olympus in a way that say Zagreus wasn't at the start of hadesgame#So Arachne's upset is a bit more personal and the degree of Mel's involvement is different#makes one wonder if Mel being particularly impish in some cases being something she learned by association with Artemis???
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tbh i think that even unwinnable fights should be winnable. some of the BEST fights i've ever run as a dm were ones i built kill the players (in a fun way. I had some cutscenes prepped so even the loss would be a different flavour of win)- but then they were clever bastards and managed to either win the fights or pull themselves out of trouble. I think it's perfectly fine to plan for a fight that players aren't supposed to win, but you need to let them. if they can't win, they can't lose, and the meaning of that encounter is diminished. do that too many times, and they stop trusting you to give them roleplay prompts and start expecting to sit there waiting while you drive the story for them.
but if they can win... if there is always the chance to win, no matter how impossible the odds, then they ALWAYS have hope. they always get invested. they feel the big emotions of success or the big emotions of failure, and you fucking Win as a dm/roleplay prompter/lead bastard.
#qsmp neg#qsmp crit#discourse#<- for blacklists#im not grumping or anything im just musing on like. the mechanics of why everyone is so upset about the latest fight#and how it can be avoided while still keeping these fights genuinely difficult and intense#its hard because there's so many players and they all have wildly different strengths and weaknesses#so someone who could take on the code easy needs that enemy scaled differently than someone who isn't a big fighter#but it's hard to do that in a world where they interact w the same enemy#and you only have so much man-power to cater to a big server like this one#and then you bring in the big powerful items that the players can and can't access but which the admins have ultimate power over#and the fact that some of the admins themselves have lag issues or aren't super great at pvp so they accommodate that with better gear#and it starts getting messy#but for the fights themselves yeah regardless of what armour or gear or killing-methods they use there should Always be a win condition#and idk maybe there was one and we just didn't get to see it#but if that win condition is 'parents sit in the safe room with their babies while the others are overrun'#then i think there are ways to build better win conditions#anyway i love game design and player/dm interactions qsmp hire me now i want to know your behind the scenes#jk im too busy to apply#but man. i wanna nerd out so bad that sometimes i think about it
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inside of you there are 2 wolves. one of them is listening to Regret Me on repeat. the other is crying in the corner because you’ll never get to hear “And Baby, when you think of me // I hope it ruins rock ‘n’ roll”
#IM SO UPSET#GOD#THEY HAD ONE JOB#ANYWAYS I LOVE THE SONG BUT DAMMIT#also. can we talk about????? billy harmonizing????????? because last i checked billy refused to record that song?????????#anyways. i’m gonna love the show regardless#vin speaks#daisy jones and the six#daisy jones & the six#djats#dj&ts#sam claflin#riley keough#daisy jones#billy dunne#taylor jenkins reid
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Sometimes I see the way certain people in a fandom treat a ‘tough love but well meaning and trying his best in the only way he knows how’ Dad and I can only think “You have a horrid relationship with your father, don’t you? 🫵👁️👁️”
#self projection is a very real thing and most of the time it’s silly fun but sometimes your blowing up a character when you really-#should be blowing up your father; I’m just saying.#the amount of times I’ve seen a dad who doesn’t understand his kid and unintentionally hurts them but grows to try and understand them but-#then the fandom wants that guy DEAD is ASTRONOMICAL.#this was spurred on from the fact I was thinking about Norman’s Dad in Paranorman. Yeah he’s tough love but the movie says it outright;#the reason he acted like that is because he’s scared for Norman. he doesn’t understand him and when people don’t understand something they-#get scared and mad. and even though he was shown to get upset note that he NEVER hurt Norman and buys him weird zombie/horror stuff because-#despite not understanding him and wishing he was ‘normal’ he still loves him! and he accepts his weirdness by the end of the movie in his-#own weird emotionally stunted way!#ignore this entire rant I just have so many emotions about dads who don’t understand but try their best regardless OUGH#prince rambles in this chilies tonight#fandom
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Hi I got 84 in the last two weeks, starting to run out of food money. Absolutely no gas money to get anywhere but yknow. Maybe the temp agency I'm talking to will give me some tolerable job tomorrow and I can ask a bus driver to let me on for free. ("Not my fault if you get a ticket." has been a common response.)
venmo: @nora-esther-rose
paypal.me/NoraEstherRose
#im lucky two disabled women who dont trust me let c use their kitchen to cook for me even if its kinda awkward#the tip i got to split the ebt accounts kinda helped in giving us more money but it made C very upset bc they made her reapply for health#insurance suddenly which we didnt expect#but ive been using some of my account on her and mine ran out but she should still have some more on hers#electrolysis is keeping me going. C might get facial surgery before the end of the year#we both should get grs next year so thats def smth close to look forward to regardless of whether i get any jobs or any donations#ill cope regardless
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thinking about black french people and the combination of racism and xenophobia they’re seeing on their TLs today.
thinking about how black argentinians must be feeling rn, witnessing as the world pays attention to a 1-min video’s reflection of how they’ve been treated at the hands of a white-dominant society and government for generations now.
thinking about the increase in violence we’re probably going to see against trans women (AGAIN) bc they’re being berated publicly by the champions of south america and their fans (AGAIN) and a lot of impressionable people unfortunately find that funny and acceptable.
thinking thinking thinking thinking
like damn, black people and trans people (and esp black trans people) really aren’t safe ANYWHERE huh???
#hate it here#bc sports has given me such joy since my childhood#and i want everyone who’s interested in sports to be able to experience that euphoria#but they can’t do that when they’re being publicly humiliated by some multi-millionaire who’s rich and famous bc he’s skilled with a ball#I HATE IT HERE#i don’t expect much morally from the rich and famous regardless#so i’m not surprised or disappointed lmao like ofc they’re racist and transphobic 🤡#but im still upset that they’re ACTIVELY PERPETUATING HARM#ugh#enzo fernandez#argentina nt#racism#transphobia
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okay for anyone who's getting into rift of the necrodancer who may not really know anything about the original lore of the game, in crypt's DLC, Amplified, there's a character in it named nocturna
as far as characters go she's pretty sweet, a cutlass wielding vampire who can turn into a bat for extra evasive maneuvers?? literally what's not to love abt her? and better yet, as a human, she was brown
admittedly from looking at images of her as a vampire its kind of hard to tell. and i'll be honest, her transition from human to vampire could have been much better in my personal opinion. especially in reference to the hair texture. but like okay. the majority of the details are the same. in closer up images she still has freckles, her nose and head shape is similar, her eyes are the same color. she's blue, obviously, but there can still be a case made that she's brown, if you know what i'm saying here?
BUT WITH THAT IN MIND SOMEONE PLEASE EXPLAIN TO ME WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED WITH HER REDESIGN FOR RIFT??
THIS IS NOT FUCKING NOCTURNA?? like. inarguably the design SLAPS i'm not even arguing that she doesn't look good she's just like. WHITE now. i mean she's BLUE but she's WHITE.
they changed her head shape, they changed her NOSE shape (which really fucking gets me), they gave her BLUE eyes instead of green, and even desaturated her skin tone?? and while a case could be made for the old nocturna's hair still being somewhat similar to her human variant, that argument can not be made for this one. that hair has never been coiled in its fucking life. who the hell is this. that is NOT nocturna.
it's so sad because i'm 90% sure that lots of people forget that nocturna wasn't white as a human to begin with, and i feel like with all the characters getting massive, modern day design overhauls this would literally be a perfect low stakes opportunity to actually fix the design to... better portray a brown human who turned into a (still brown) vampire
but instead, they made it worse to a degree that i couldn't even COMPREHEND until i saw it for the first time??
#crypt of the necrodancer#rift of the necrodancer#honestly i think i'm most upset with BYG for allowing this to actually happen#regardless of whether they or tictoc games were the one to make/approve the redesigns they should NOT have approved of this??#its THEIR character they should know more than anyone what her fucking ethnicity is?? i don't know#i think abt it every few months and it ruins my day for the rest of time so maybe if i talk abt it i can be free of this curse#cotnd#nocturna
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“can’t handle people multishipping like mature adults”
It’s clear our issue isn’t with multishippers. It’s with people who after barely any screentime and people bent over backwards to put this guest character on a pedestal and scream about how he should be endgame to the point of attacking the main actors of the show, touting headcanons made up by a guest star as canon fact, and generally harassing anyone who doesn’t like their ship. We’re the ones that apparently can’t handle multishippers but time and time again BT shippers have proven they cannot handle people simply not liking their ship - a very normal thing that happens in fandom. There’s a reason for terms like OTP and NOTP. Just because you multiship doesn’t mean one of those ships can’t be my NOTP.
speak on it anon !
on a more serious note tho, i have no problem with multishippers but u cant expect EVERYBODY to be a multishipper yk? like its not a crime to dislike a ship or a character.
#one of the main reasons i tag half of my posts as anti bucktommy and anti tommy bc i do not like him#i feel like every time i make a post like that i need to reiterate that i tag my posts accordingly so that bt shippers can block the tag#like if you dont like it then block it! i dont want to make you upset on your phone!#regardless#ive been in so many fandoms as well and i am not a multishipper but honestly who gaf.#like this discourse is not abt multishipping its abt ppl who are hating on buddie and eddie stans bc we dont like their fav#its not the end of the world this is literally tumblr.#911 abc#anti bucktommy#anti tommy kinard#buddie#asks
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My least favorite plotline that shows up in like every single piece of media at least once is the "surprise birthday party". Literally cant stand it. I hate surprise parties so fuckin much. Even worse when the surprise is for a "i dont like surprises/parties" character OR they go with the "everyone pretends to have forgotten their birthday" plotline like i HATE it so so so much makes me feel like a rabid dog i wanna rip it apart with my teeth
#personally birthdays mean next to nothing its just an excuse to hang out with people#i only really like mine cuz its the day before my sisters so we just go do stuff together#however i HAVE been in the position where everyone has an excuse and refuses to hang out with you just to show up as a Surprise#and it was the most upsetting shit ever#i wasnt even happy about the surprise cuz im autistic and it became an uplanned break in my schedule which super stressed me out#but regardless there is something so maddening whenever a character goes 'oh i dont really do anything for my birthday'#and everyone decides to ignore them and plan a party#like the Doing Nothing WAS the birthday plan and its their day so leave them be#like i can get behind it if the character LIKES celebrating and throwing parties#then it CAN be kinda sweet maybe in theory#but ive never seen it happen
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This is a part of Felix I really like. When it comes to Rodrigue, as long as Rodrigue is safe, Felix is his usually tsun self... but as soon as anything dangerous happens to him (in both games) Felix gets anxious.
It's a nice detail because it makes sense for him to feel that way after losing Glenn, and since this is in VW, he's also, presumably at this point, lost Dimitri. It makes sense that if something felt off about his family (i.e. Dimitri is basically his brother, thus family. Dimitri literally sees Rodrigue as his second father) that he would get uncomfortable.
What I love about it is how much it speaks to his real feelings. He can act uppity and vocal all he wants, but as soon as something happens to these people he claims he doesn't like or care about, it makes him antsy. For all the nonsense he talks about them, as soon as something happens to them, he struggles to accept it (such as why, in his AM advice box note, you have to tell him that that's just the way life is sometimes when he's grieving about his father).
For all of Felix's complaining about Rodrigue, as soon as Rodrigue suddenly isn't able to update him regularly or communicate with him during a war, he becomes uneasy. He's not suddenly grateful like oh finally the old man shut up. He gets nervous that they've suddenly had little to no contact. He's unsettled not knowing what's going on with Rodrigue.
I love this line because it's who Felix really is, without all the posturing. He'll act tough and angry in front of them, but as soon as something goes wrong, he wants to know what's happening. He's afraid of not knowing what's going on. He's afraid that the Kingdom could be in a bad situation, or worse for him, that his father could be in a dangerous situation.
If he didn't care about Faerghus or his father anymore, why would it bother him not to get updates? If Rodrigue was in contact with Felix despite Felix being in the Alliance army, Rodrigue obviously had no issue with that and still took the time and effort to remain in contact with him. Plus, if Felix says this now, it means they'd been pretty regularly exchanging information up to that point and it's just recently started to go quiet, and Felix is uncomfortable with that. He wants to know what's happening.
It's so rare that he acts like this, but when he does it's very powerful. It's sincere and genuine - something he usually is not. He hides his feelings about people if they're safe in front of him. If they're not in front of him and could be in danger, he's worried.
I just wish we had more lines like this because they're so good for his character and help to get him past the issue Houses often has with tropey aspects of characters being their entire personality. In Hopes it's handled significantly better imo, but before we had AG Felix we only really had crumbs of who Felix really was and the parts of himself that he hid from others.
#DCB Three Houses Run#here in this house we love when felix actually shows that he cares and worries abt his father#and also dimitri bc like regardless of what he says dimitri is... basically his step brother#just bc it's not ''official'' doesn't mean dimitri doesn't basically see it that way#i.e. he sees rodrigue as his father and well... considering his childhood and how families work#would reasonably see felix as his step brother. felix doesn't like to admit it but#i think he's accepted that and that's why what dimitri goes through bothers him so much#obviously felix is TERRIBLE at handing mentally ill ppl but... he doesn't like seeing dimitri like that#to him those two are still his family and i appreciate that in vw he's extremely conflicted and#very nervous and upset about what's happening in faerghus
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