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finally found a better way to word my issues with art improvement and thats that obviously art with no ref is/can be a little incorrect and misguided, there are Mistakes when you're just going off of memory.
But when i do studies my art becomes too Rigid because my brain remembers the studies and yells at me if i dont proportion things "correctly" (+ also ends up Bad due to overworking to "Fix" it)...
Its hawrd to find that balance, + have it be the Loose and Fun art that comes before reminding self what something is "supposed to look like". I feel my stuff only exists between extreme ends of sloppy and rigid bc i cant find the balance
Ive seen a few very old drawings from before I started using refs more often and they almost look Better. They dont look 100% Right but they look Good. Now I overwork everything bc it doesnt look Right and it still ends up not looking Right or Good.
#i also mentioned before the whole ''it doesnt matter if it looks Right if it looks Good'' and how some people have uninformed stylization...#and i feel caught between those too...i feel like my stuff just looks like uninformed stylization...#actually scratch that‚ IT IS. bc i look at old art and its exactly what it looks like#i dont know how ppl stylize correctly. i know the rules but even when you break them it turns out that theres correct ways to break them#and i cannot do that...#i also cant tell if it looks good despite not looking right...as in my brain it just looks Wrong and (therefore) Bad#talkys#also ugh im now fully realizing the truth of youll never like your art because its Yours and you hate yourself. so discouraging.#i rlly am never going to like it. every day i wish i cld see it thru someone else's eyes bc this is so miserable. idk how to keep#going if im never going to like it or make anything im proud of#but i will bc i have to 🫶 alas#delete later
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hhhh talking about my writing was fun but 30 tags is not enough.. yes i have 3 major influences but i have minor ones too.. it is a lovechild of my favorite things.. writing is so fun and i have no self control or a concept of pacing myself i will sit there for 16 hours and get hit with every status effect but by god does it all just flow out of me. I've always been a music person yes but i also used to write a lot into early adulthood until The Incident™
but i am ready 2 jump back into it. i think comics are a great middle ground between the two mediums so i don't get As into writing bc i kind of started going crazy last time 🫡 i can take a more structured approach to it that forces me to pace myself and think about it differently. i love art.... i love making things i love knowing how to do things i love knowing how to play things i love having so many creative outlets, even if i don't do a lot of them regularly lol. it is enriching 😳 and nice to know that it's always there to come back to when u want.
#if u want the tea my imagination at the time was like i could space out and straight up just be another person POV doing every little#thing as if i were them for hours and the experience would come together without having to even think about it.#different times/places/contexts/conversations etc. forced 2 to to my mom's lil cult meetings for 2 hours twice a week#i would opt to do these imagination exercises instead to rly put myself in a character's perspective. every step‚ stumble‚#riding in a carriage together for the entirety from point A to B etc. WELL i was working on a horror anthology somewhere 18/19#(that had a small local following 🫶🏾) and it its concept was like the Twilight zone but a lot darker. it was called interdimensional#and the main recurring character never actually shows up in the story. they r an omnipresent god of death who exists everywhere but#exists outside of our realm‚ and it picks random people to reveal itself to as a symbol. it can be apparent or just in passing that#the entry's MC sees it in‚ it will appear on something somewhere and once it's brought up it's a cue to the reader that this person#has just been sent to an alternate reality that leads towards their inevitable death. for the character nothing ever changes immediately#but the different starts to creep its way in‚ as does death's approach at its crescendo but the path's i took to get there were 😨#and after enough entries i started to see the symbol irl and hallucinate some other stuff from my stories and it really scared me#and made me stop 🫡 but i think in retrospect i just went too hard on the imagination exercises and wished i tried cultivating it instead#give myself time to settle and get in control.. but alas‚ she has not written seriously since. to this day it still flows out of me if#i just sit down to do it‚ but i don't think I'm at risk of something like that happening again anymore :3 so yeah ♡ i am learning how to#draw and trying not 2 force it bc i want it to b fun as a little journey for me and i look forward to the day i can come back to actively#writing again too 🫶🏾 i miss it but i also want to b able to draw ૮₍ ˃ ⤙ ˂ ₎ა#learn the hard thing first then do the stuff that comes naturally.... i also want to get back into music sometime but clearly i got a lot of#other stuff to work on 💀 i burnt myself out on it learning too many things and not having enough fun with it anymore‚#but i have a better healthier with art these days and i know it'll be great to come back to when I'm ready 😌💕#i have been considering getting an acoustic or bass guitar tho 🧐 the beauty of physical instruments.. they're just there ready 2 go..#I've been doing mostly digital the past few years‚ when i was making music. it was also rly hard to when i was w my ex ૮ – ﻌ–ა#that's a whole other rant lol. but ugh digital is like u gotta set it up u gotta make space and then u gotta be in one spot the whole time#i just wanna lay in bed and vibe or something yfm.. walk around maybe idk. do something less structured.#maybe.. hm. hmmm 🧐#I'm going to guitar center lol c ya ✌🏾 getting a bass and amp and maybe a guitar too depending on the price
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wip wednesday —
but it is sunlight (if a little early)
Gigi has barely hit the sidewalk before she feels her phone vibrating in her pocket. She grins and swipes to answer, bringing it to her ear.
“Did I forget something?” she asks innocently, unable to keep the smile out of her voice.
“You’re walking the wrong way,” Jackie whines, frustration evident in every syllable, “come back so I can show you I love you with some more enthusiasm.” It’s tempting, but Gigi knows full-well that Jackie is booked and busy today, and that she really can’t go around skipping classes just because it's some day in August.
“Happy anniversary, baby,” she sighs softly, and Jackie makes some desperate little noise that threatens to tug Gigi back home, “we’ll be done by four, then we can yell our love at each other and fall back into bed - make magic, or something.”
“The magic is not in question,” Jackie says immediately, voice firm, “but when you ate me out at six a.m., I didn’t know what way was up let alone that it was a special occasion. I would have been more insistent on getting you inside me -”
“Do not tempt me,” Gigi interrupts with a whine, “I can’t skip class just because you made the stupid decision to spend the rest of your life with me.”
“You’re so romantic.”
“Will be for the rest of our fucking lives, sweetheart.”
“I have no doubt. If you aren’t home at four on the dot, I’m calling the police.”
“Handcuffs. Hot.”
“I’m taking a cold shower.”
“You’re a deviant,” Gigi says delightedly, approaching the station, “I’ll see you this afternoon.”
“Quit it with the dirty talk.”
“I love you.” The rumble of the subway is loud, all chatter and swarming bodies, but it isn’t loud enough to drown out Jackie’s response.
“I love you too. And I love our life. And I want you, always. Just in case you need reminding.” Gigi can feel her heart stuttering in her chest.
“I know -” the subway swallows the last of Gigi’s cell service.
They think it’s probably for the best.
#have some fic bc i can’t sleep sjsjsj#it’s a long one today 😌#but it is sunlight#(if a little early)#i fall more in love with this series every day 🥹 they make me soft#i have a whole wedding hc doc for these soft little idiots#pippin writes#wip wednesday#goodecox au#i wasnt going to do a wip wednesday on the grounds that i did not remember it was wednesday 🫶🏼#but alas
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tis a busy weekend 4 lynnie...... buut i have been working on a carrd for my fav moon lady !! (lynn wants 2 be productive 💪✨️) still a kind of a wip in the verse & bond pages especially SO DON'T LOOK TOO CLOSELY SSSHH, but it has the hakuno vibes(TM) down pat methinks ✨️✨️/lmk if anything's hard to read tho !! i'll fix it up asap 😤👏
#&&. out of#tbd.#poohresources da GOAT btw THE CARRD IS SO PRETTYYY 🥺🥺#been wanting 2 make a carrd 4 a while but alas my laziness ....... but i stumbled on this template and it was love at first sight !!#fits the h.akuno aesthetic super nicely too methinks... 🫶🫶 simple but Pwetty#BUT YA PLS LMK IF ANYTHING'S FUNKY OR NEEDS FIXIN !! 😳#i'm very proud of the bond page too btw hoho i want everyone there to have a special lil description from h.akuno pov 💖#which is also why i'm taking my sweet time with it ! bc i want it to be vv fitting and nice and epiccc 🫶🫶 much love
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(guy with 583938284882948384 things on her to-play list including several unfinished games he started and never got back to voice) what if i replay fire emblem awakening again bc i never finished my hard mode run
#literally one of the most games of all time ever 2 me. tragically#looking at lrb….. ough. future kids truly are forever (although i do love like 98% of the entire cast LOL)#seeing that zine mentioned reminds me how it’s a shame i never got it bc i’d kill to have more awakening content#however i also have one of the mods of that blocked on literally every account i own + have another mod blocked on several as well so.#i did not want to deal with that. 🫶 alas!#bri.txt
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sel! you seem to have such good music taste. what would be your fave songs/artists? i need some new music in my liiiiife 💞 (or if u have multiple playlists to share that would be amazing 🥺)
nonie!! hello 🥺 aaah i am so flattered that you trust my taste in music 🥺 hmm i listen to a lot of diff genres i think but my main is rlly r&b/alt. r&b!! for kpop, i am an exo stan thru and thru 🥺 (lmk if u want a list of my fave songs from them... HAHA) but other artists i've been loving this year are: maye, emotional oranges, rei brown, chase atlantic, lizzy mcalpine, umi, omar apollo, christian kuria, fiji blue, majid jordan
will be putting links to songs & screenshots of playlists under the cut!!
in no particular order!
yours - maye
tú - maye
just like you - emotional oranges
sundays - emotional oranges
thinking bout you - rei brown, joji
call me back - chase atlantic
beauty in death - chase atlantic
consume - chase atlantic, goon des garcons
false art - ben kessler, lizzy mcalpine
hate to be lame - lizzy mcalpine, finneas
over-the-ocean call - lizzy mcalpine
sugar - alayna
why dont we go - umi
wish that i could - umi
killing me - omar apollo
no love - sainté
facetime - saint levant
sunbleach - christian kuria
perfect pace - asha imuno, amaria
in my room - troye sivan, guitarricadelafuente
silly - troye sivan
what's on ur mind - ¿teo?
people - libianca
next door - amelia moore, astn
set on you - diamond white
numb - fiji blue
drive all night - joan
open - khalid, majid jordan
^ from my ~~out of body playlist!
^ from my general megumi playlist!! (which has similar vibes hehe)
sorry it's so long omg i love music 🥺 hope you enjoy nonie 🫶🏻 lmk what you think after!!
#u r coming straight for my heart by telling me u think i have good music taste omg 🥹 it is a high form of compliment for me PLS 🥺 tysm#screenshotting my playlists bc my spotify user is a nickname i use in irl (sel is my online pseuds hsbgjsb) 🥹#whenever my friends describe my music taste they say it's sex music LOOOOOOOOOL i find it funny bc my personality is the opposite#but alas!!! this is my music!! i hope u enjoy it nonie!! 🫶🏻#ask#rep#shotorus.music#<- new tag for music bc im sure ill talk abt it more jsdbgks#nonie.🍸
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star couple | jude bellingham x fem! mclaren f1 driver! reader
summary; the current golden boy of real madrid dating the princess of the paddock has the internet going crazy
fc; jihoon kim
warnings; ? suggestive comment i think maybe cursing i dont rlly know lol
taglist; @namgification @louvrepool @locelscs @thehufflepuffavenger1
note; requested ! i wish real madrid admins and social media managers were as funny and entertaining as f1 🕊️ but alas, they are a serious institution 🕊️🕊️
masterlist !
liked by judebellingham, landonorris, and others !
yourusername: little date night ft almave , tysm lewishamilton 💫🫶
tagged; almave
username: WHAT ??? night
username: she’s dating someone ? 😀😀😀
username: mother is slaying this winter break
username: the outfit EATSSS
username: wdym ur on a date i wasn’t there ?? 🤣🤣
lewishamilton: glad you enjoyed! let me know if you guys need more 😁
yourusername: oh WE LOVED, he definitely did too and is already demanding more!
username: HE?????
username: why is jude bellingham in my gf’s likes….. he needs to focus on getting that pichichi🙄🙄🙄
username: why did jude bellingham like lol
username: guys what if jude and y/n are dating ..
username: LMFAOO😂😂🤣🤣
landonorris: tell him i say hi
yourusername: no u stink ( he says hi back )
mclaren: y/n slaying as always 😎
yourusername: why thank u admin
judebellingham uploaded to his story !
[caption 1; fuck it, hard launch because i love my girl so matcha] [caption 2; 😍😍]
yourusername replied to your story !
yourusername fuck it i wanna hard launch too
yourusername the girlies ( lando ) are gonna go crazyyy
judebellingham screw soft launches i wanna show u off 🕊️🕊️
judebellingham are u on ur way tho
yourusername mina n i are nearrrrrr w fede jr and fede jr jr
judebellingham love those kids
judebellingham how abt a bellingham jr???
yourusername i love u babe but we’re barley adults ourselves …. we’re barley 20😀
judebellingham who says we can’t be going parents 😒😒😒
yourusername our careers !!
yourusername uploaded to their story !
[caption 1; omw to support my favorite boy🤍] [caption 2; the face of a man who scored a brace today and is todays ucl motm 🤭]
landonorris replied to your story !
landonorris gross
yourusername stfu ur jealous
landonorris don’t u have a game to watch
yourusername don’t u have a race to win 🤓🤓
landonorris YOU DIDNT WIN ALL LAST SEASON EITHER
yourusername red bull and max verstappen dominance 😞 fortunately i do love a team that wins the most championships tho🤭
landonorris can u get me a signed jersey plzzzz
yourusername maybe if u behave liked by landonorris !
judebellingham replied to your story !
judebellingham have you seen twitter yet🤣
yourusername omg no
judebellingham everyone’s shocked 🥸 why are they shocked that i pulled you😞
yourusername: idk babe, maybe bc i’m a cool f1 driver n ur not🤓🤓
judebellingham ok but i play for real madrid ??
yourusername white is such a good color on u btw lando wants a signed jersey
judebellingham on it 🫡🫡
liked by judebellingham, vinijr, and others !
yourusername: little madrid photo dump ft the ucl motm😁😁🤍
tagged; judebellingham
judebellingham: did u see me score for u, my star girl, they were for u☺️☺️😊🌹🌹
yourusername: yes i did see my starboy 🤍🤍
username: starboy n stargirl = star couple 😫
username: he’s fine asf tho icl
username: HE SCORED A BRACE FOR HER😫😫
username: now she gotta win a race for him
username: yeah but max🥸
vinijr: wow and i didn’t make the photo dump?😒
camavinga: it’s like that w them 🙄
rodrygogoes:🙄🙄
yourusername: next time i promise 😞
judebellingham: drama queens, all of you !
aurelientchm: leave him out next photo dump camavinga
username: the players interacting w her is so😭😭
username: the denim lv bag is everything tbh
landonorris: tysm for the signed jersey 😁judebellingham
judebellingham: anything for y/n’s friends 🫡
yourusername: lando is NOT my friend
landonorris: she’s a liar we r bffs😒
mclaren: stargirl and starboy of the paddock and the field !🤩🧡🤍 liked by yourusername and judebellingham !
#football smau#footballer x y/n#football player x reader#footballer x reader#football imagine#football imagines#football scenarios#football one shot#f1 x reader#f1 smau#jude bellingham x reader#jude bellingham imagine#jude bellingham smau
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Hiii hope you’re having a lovely week <3 and Merry early Christmas!! I hope you get everything you’ve been wanting!! I think the marriage event is so so so cute omg, and I was wondering if I could get yoichi isagi with tropes 🍓 and 🍫? Mostly bc my dumbass thinks strawberries and chocolate go well together lol. Your works are amazing btw!! And honestly I don’t know how you find the motivation or time to write so much, it’s so inspiring 🫶 keep up the good work and have a lovely Christmas (or something else you celebrate!)
Hiii! i love making ( and eating ) chocolate covered strawberries, so i totally get it :) and tysm! I usually brain dump every few days then struggle to get into it again, but alas i prevail! i had a lovely christmas, i hope you did too!
now for
an isagi yoichi chocolate covered strawberry :)
જ⁀♡⊹。° like a dog with a bird at your door
♡ a/n — for my more than a married couple event!
♡ content — isagi yoichi x gn! reader, gn! reader, unrequited love, isagi and reader are childhood friends, isagi mentions liking another girl (no name mentioned), KUNIGAMI MENTIONED!!! (once but i love him), reader has feelings for isagi, set in high school :)
♡ synopsis — you'd wait for a million chances with isagi yoichi, but he wouldn't even give you one.
You knew doing this marriage simulation with Isagi Yoichi was a mistake the moment you saw his name on the pairing list.
Your heart clenched, the familiar ache settling in your chest. Isagi had always been your closest friend—someone who could make you laugh on your worst days and whose determination inspired you to push forward. But that closeness came with a cost: the quiet, unreciprocated feelings you’d carried for years.
It was fine, though. You’d learned how to manage them. Or so you thought.
“Hey!” Isagi greeted you that first day in the shared apartment, his signature smile lighting up the room. “Looks like we’re stuck with each other, huh?”
“Yeah,” you said, forcing a grin. “Lucky me.”
If he noticed the strain in your voice, he didn’t say anything.
The first few weeks of the program were easy enough. Isagi’s natural charm made it impossible not to enjoy his company, and his unrelenting optimism balanced out your more cautious approach.
He was attentive, thoughtful, and surprisingly good at playing the role of a devoted partner. It felt so real sometimes that you had to remind yourself it wasn’t.
The way he’d casually sling an arm around your shoulders when the instructors were watching, the way he’d call you by a pet name that made your stomach flip—it was all for show. And when the simulation ended, it would all go away.
You reminded yourself of that every night as you lay awake in your separate rooms, staring at the ceiling and wishing things could be different.
One evening, after a particularly intense day of tasks, you both collapsed on the couch, a shared bowl of popcorn between you.
“Man, I don’t know how people do this for real,” Isagi said with a laugh, throwing a piece of popcorn into his mouth. “It’s exhausting.”
You smiled faintly, keeping your eyes on the TV. “Guess it’s easier when you’re with someone you actually love.”
Isagi hummed in agreement. “Yeah, I bet it is.”
The silence stretched, the weight of his words settling over you like a blanket. You didn’t dare look at him, afraid of what you’d see.
Instead, you changed the subject, masking your hurt with a joke that made him laugh. But his words stayed with you, carving deeper into the parts of you that already felt raw.
It wasn’t until halfway through the program that you found out why Isagi had signed up for it.
You were cleaning up after dinner when he blurted it out, his voice casual but laced with excitement.
“Did I tell you? She joined the program, too. She’s paired with Kunigami.”
Your hand froze mid-wash, the plate slipping slightly under your grip. “Who?” Isagi had been your friend, yes, but he'd never told you about another girl before.
"She's in our class," He nodded, his eyes lighting up at the mention of her. “I’ve been meaning to tell her how I feel, but I guess I haven’t found the right moment yet. This program’s the perfect chance, though, right?”
Your stomach dropped, the air around you suddenly too heavy.
“Right,” you said, forcing a smile. “Perfect chance.”
He didn’t notice the tremor in your voice or the way you quickly turned back to the sink, blinking back tears.
From that point on, everything hurt a little more.
The way he’d absentmindedly lean into you during group exercises, the way he’d talk about his plans for the future, the way he’d practice his “husband” role so earnestly—it all felt like salt in a wound you couldn’t close.
You wanted to hate him for how blind he was to your feelings, but you couldn’t. It wasn’t his fault. And you couldn’t fault him for wanting someone like Tsubaki, someone who was bright and kind and seemingly perfect in every way.
You could only stand by and watch, your heart breaking a little more with each passing day.
The final night of the program came faster than you’d expected.
You sat together on the couch, the apartment eerily quiet now that all the tasks were done.
“Hard to believe it’s over, huh?” Isagi said, his voice soft.
“Yeah,” you replied, staring at your hands. “Hard to believe.”
He leaned back, his gaze thoughtful. “You know… I think this program taught me a lot. About relationships, about myself. And about you.”
Your heart skipped, hope flickering despite yourself. “Yeah? What about me?”
He smiled, that familiar, radiant smile that had always made you feel like the world was brighter. “You’re an amazing friend. I don’t think I could’ve done this without you.”
Friend.
The word echoed in your mind, snuffing out the tiny ember of hope that had been burning inside you.
“Thanks, Yoichi,” you said, your voice steady despite the lump in your throat. “I’m glad I could help.”
The next morning, you packed your things in silence, the weight of unspoken words heavy in the air.
When it was time to leave, Isagi pulled you into a tight hug, his warmth making it even harder to let go.
“Thanks for everything,” he said, his voice sincere. “I’ll never forget this.”
“Me neither,” you murmured, your words barely audible.
As you walked away, the tears you’d been holding back finally spilled over.
You’d known from the start that this was how it would end—with Isagi chasing after someone else, and you left behind, holding onto feelings that would never be returned.
But even so, you didn’t regret it. Because for a little while, you’d gotten to be close to him. And that, you told yourself, was enough.
it was so awful making this not have a happy ending :,)
i hope you liked it!
likes, comments, and reblogs are appreciated!
#★ · airybcbyy#airy posts#bllk#blue lock#airy answers asks :)#bllk x reader#blue lock x reader#isagi yoichi x reader#isagi x reader#isagi yoichi#bllk isagi#yoichi isagi#blue lock isagi
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ASK N U SHALL RECEIVE
req: please do a part two where we are pregnant and he fucks us and then a time skip to fluff with us and him with the kid and or kids🫣 and maybe smut at the end you don’t have to if you’re uncomfortable with it tho❤️❤️
OKAYY SO THIS IS A LOT BUT ILL DEF TRY MY BEST 🫶🫶
(PS: I didnt add smut at the end bc i think it wouldve been a lil too much!! apologies for it being a bit rushed)
cw: purposfully lowercase, second person, p n v, smut, FTM reader, male reader, teen pregnancy (reader is 18, kage is 19) kinda shit writing, not proofread.
kageyama was THRILLED when you told him that the test was positive, he was smirking from hands to feel and saying praise and how good you are for him.
“I really hope he’s a boy..” He mumbles one day, leaning into your already round stomach
“I dont think id be able to live if there was a mini you walking around,” you groan in annoyance.
“i love you,” he says suddenly
“i love you too,” you reply
“I was talking to him,” he says, looking up at you and smirking.
you glare at him and at that point decide to ignore him for the rest of the day.
now where did that lead you?
here. legs spread while he slams into you.
“cmon baby, you cant ignore me all day,” he groans, gripping at your hips and basically using you like a fleshlight
“ngh…tobio- gnna mess w..with the kid,” you moan, gripping at the sheets as you approach your third orgasm of the night.
“mess with him hm? how doya think hed like a sibling hm?” he says, whispering in your ear before biting down on your neck.
“T..tobs- he isnt even..fuck..born yet!” you moan, moving your hands from the bedsheet to begin to claw at his back.
“alas, you admit its going to be a boy then, hm?” he says, a smirk evident in his voice.
“No-“ you begin, but youre interrupted by your orgasm. “fuck..fuck..Tobio!!” you moan loudly
“M’close, baby,” he groans, his thrusts growing sloppy yet faster, his grip on your hips grows painful and he pounds you harder, releasing into you with one final, rough, thrust. “fuck, my love, you feel so good,” he sighs.
you mumble incoherent words in response. gently, he wraps his arms around your body, pulling his limp cock from your hole with a soft popping sound. “doya think that made our chances higher of having twins..?”
“baby..thats..not how it works,” you sigh in response
“alas, but it should be,” he says, dramatically placing his hand over his forehead and faking a swoon.
you let out an exhausted sigh and he tightens his grip on you in response. “Shh baby, youre safe with me, no matter how many kids we have theyre going to be so perfect.”
…
“KAGEYAMA ITS ALL YOUR FAULT!” you shout playfully, holding two baby boys in your arms.
“Shh, my love, youll wake them up,” he replies, undoing his shoes.
you sigh and walk over to him, giving him a kiss on the cheek. “how was practice?” you ask gently, whispering in order to not wake your kids.
“it was alright, thanks,” he grumbles back, clearly annoyed. “my days better not that im home with my three favorite boys,” he says, kissing your forehead gently.
you hum in response, smiling happily at his remark. gently, he grabs your hand and leads you and the boys to the bedroom, placing you on the bed and wrapping his strong arms around your waist. he buries his head in the crook of your neck and closes his eyes, content with the situation.
“I love you,” he mumbles
“Are you talking to me or the kids?” you ask playfully.
END
I REALLY HOPE THAT WAS GOOD ENOUGH LMK IF THERE IS ANYTHING YOU WANT CHANGED N I WILL ADD/SUBTRACT ANY PART OF IT. IM SO SORRY ITS KINDA RUSHED 😞😞
GIVE ME KID NAMES PLSS I WANNA NAME THEM LIKE KATSUKI AND KATSUMI BUT I THINK THEY MIGHT B TOO SIMILAR
#ftm reader#male reader#x ftm reader#x male reader#bottom male reader#haikyu smut#smut#ftm sub#haikyuu headcanons#ftm bottom#haikyu x reader#kageyama#kageyama tobio#kageyama x reader#sub male reader#trans nsft#transmasc#ftm ns/fw#ftm nsft#ftm puppy#ftm breeding
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HEYA, [Y/N]! • POPPY PLAYTIME
summary ; child reader with the smiling critters
a/n ; THANK YALL SO MUCH FOR THE LOVE ON THE DOGDAY FICC 🫶🏼🫶🏼 was lowkey scared to post it bc i thought it was booty 😔 HOPE YALL ENJOY THIS ONEE
warning ; slight cussing, reader is hispanic coded bc ya girl is hispanic ‼️🙏🏼, based on the CARTOON versions of the smiling critters, different scenarios with each character, no children death just a lot of sillies :3
DOGDAY , MOVIE NIGHT
“are you sure the popcorn isn’t burnt?” you asked while holding up a greasy bag of popcorn, that clearly had a burnt smell to it. you were wearing your typical pajamas, a [f/c] ]f/a] themed jumper. dogday on the other hand was wearing a dog themed jumper, complete with fuzzy orange socks.
dogday nodded excitedly, taking the greasy popcorn out of your hands. “of course! everything is perfect!” he turned on the heel of his feet, turning around and walking towards the cushion fort the two of you made.
you were confused, but shook it off, putting in another bag of popcorn.
dogday caught wind of your birthday coming up, and planned a one-on-one play date with the two of you, since recently he has been more busier than usual. plus, he always love spending time with you!
fluffing up a pillow, dogday laid down, getting comfortable in his spot, his tail wagging and you made your way towards him, your own personal bag of popcorn in your hands.
“what movie would you like to watch?” he asked, grabbing the controller and looking at you, awaiting for an answer. you on the other hand, didn’t know what movie to watch. surely, there was plenty of movies to watch, but they suddenly just popped out of your head when the question was asked.
“hmm, what about [favorite movie]?” you responded finally. dogday nodded, turning towards the tv and putting on the movie, smiling as the two of you started munching on your goodies.
alas, your movie night began.
CATNAP , TEA PARTY
catnap was reluctant on the idea of a tea party, but with convincing with the help of dogday, catnap agreed.
the two of you were dressed in your sunday’s best. catnap went for a more casual look, having a pink bow tie tied around his neck, a bow being tied around the end of his tail. bobby gave him some white gloves, craftycorn gave him some necklaces to borrow.
you on the other hand, had a bow tied around your wrist, a bow being put in your hair. picky helped you style your hair, and kickin helped you become more confident.
the tea party was going to be held in his cathouse, which dogday and bubba decorated.
you and hoppy prepared tea, making some french goodies alongside it. you were excited for this little tea party, having it with one of your best of friends. it was also near the time of your birthday, so you were extra excited.
entering the cathouse, you were greeted by catnap, who was fumbling with his bow tie, seemly uncomfortable. “catnap!” you smiled, before giving him a funny look as he looked at you with a shocked expression.
“hey! uh ..can you help me?” catnap struggled, before you nodded. you didn’t want your friend to feel uncomfortable.
soon enough, the two of you were enjoying tea, snacking on chocolate chip cookies, and chatting your lives away. well, mostly you. out of the two, you were the more talkative one. catnap was the quiet one of the smiling critters, so it was surprising for the others for the two of you to become such best friends.
but, thankfully, the two of you are. cause you won’t be having this epic tea party if you didn’t!
HOPPY HOPSCOTCH , MOON CYCLES
hoppy has ever seen the moon before, you on the other hand, have. she always asked how it looked like, does it change, does it have a scent, etc.
“the moon has different cycles, like i think today it’s a full moon.” you explained, showing her a picture of the full moon today. hoppy looked amazed, her eyes widening and her eyes going up. you smiled at her, enjoying that she was finally able to be the moon.
“ah yucks, i wish i can see the moon for myself!” she responded, going back and landing on the pillow, making you giggle. you in return laid down on your stomach right next to her, the photograph still in your hand.
“it’s very beautiful! maybe i can take a videotape next time. i’ll make sure to show you.” you promised, sticking out your pinky for a pinky promise. hoppy smiled, taking out one of her fingers to establish the promise.
it made you feel bad that hoppy never seen the moon. you always seen how much she wanted to see the moon, always talking about it and learning about it.
you wished you can take her along with you, but your parents won’t allow you. also, hoppy is a 6’2ft mascot, and might make other people scared.
nevertheless, you explained the moon cycles to her, drawing pictures of them to visualize it for her. she enjoyed learning more about the cycles, and thanked you for showing her a picture of the actual moon.
hopefully, one day you can take her to the moon. the two of you can jump super high and reach the moon, planting a picture of the two of you, and come right back down. one day, you’ll make sure that dream comes true.
one day.
CRAFTYCORN , ARTWORK
the room was filled with bunch of laughter and smiles, it was of course, the art room. craftycorn was in charge of the art room, as she was the artistic one of the smiling critters.
thankfully, she had a helper, a kid named [y/n].
[y/n] was a artist from the day they were born, always making different artworks from different materials. if there was something, they could make anything out of it.
they enjoyed making art, and instantly became best friends with craftycorn, the two sharing their love for art.
“can you pass me the red?” craftycorn asked, scribbling on her paper. [y/n] nodded, getting up and walking towards the table, which contained different colored crayons. they grabbed the red one, turned around, and made their way back to where craftycorn was.
“here you go!” they said, giving them the red crayon. craftycorn smiled at them, taking the red crayon. she was drawing the two of them, using the red crayon to draw hearts all over the place.
[y/n] sat down, continuing to draw on their artwork — a drawing of all the smiling critters, them included. it was a huge project, and their hand definitely hurt. but, it was going to be worth it in the end.
soon enough, craftycorn was finished with her artwork, holding it up like it was a masterpiece. the other children caught wind of the finished art piece, and was quick to scatter towards her, wanting to see what she had created.
finally, [y/n] was finished. they smiled as they wrote their name near the bottom of the paper, holding it with such determination. they were proud of their artwork.
“that’s an amazing artwork, [y/n]!” craftycorn complimented, smiling as she realized it was her and the other smiling critters, alongside with [y/n]. she felt warmth creep its way into her heart, it was adorable.
“i hope you enjoyed it, i spent a lot of time on it.”
indeed, she and the other smiling critters enjoyed the masterpiece created by their dear [y/n].
PICKY PIGGY , BAKING
baking with picky was like a sport, it was easy!
picky had this cookbook that she liked to use. thankfully, you were able to read, so it was easy baking with picky, as she always had the ingredients on hand.
now, the two of you decided to bake cupcakes for the smiling critters, since they been craving some sweets for awhile.
“and now .. add vanilla!” picky said as you put some drops of vanilla into the cake batter mix, instantly being hit with the scent of vanilla. it smelled just like dogday.
picky read over the instructions as you poured the cake batter into the pan, making sure it was evenly distributed. it was rather a messy step, but with picky on your side, it was easy.
you were quick to put the cupcakes in the oven as picky sat on the countertop, looking at you, smiling. the two of you became friends over your love for baking, and picky’s live for eating.
you would always bake or cook for picky, as you wanted to improve on your skills. picky always gave you honest review, so you can improve better. it was a easy win for the both of you, you get better, and she gets to eat.
the two of you were in silence, looking as the cupcakes baked. it was a comfortable silence.
time was fast though, soon the cupcakes were finished. you put on your heat protective gloves, and took out the cupcakes, blowing on them to try and cool them down.
picky was jumping up and down, excited that the cupcakes were finally done. “okay, don’t touch just yet, they are still very hot.” you said as you took off your gloves. picky understood, but was still excited. she loved trying your cupcakes, something about them just make them melt in her mouth.
she loves when you bake.
BUBBA BUBBAPHANT , MATH HOMEWORK
you didn’t enjoy math.
you always stressed over it, cried over it, and also got mad over it. math was just not your brightest subject.
your best friend on the other hand, bubba, was a scholar on math. he always showed you how good his grades were on math, and always offered to help you.
but no matter how much he helped you, you never seemed to grasp on the concept of math in general.
“come on! it’s easy!” bubba groaned, looking down at the simple multiplication work on your paper. you on the other hand, was stressing out. you shook your head, to which bubba playfully rolled his eyes.
you groaned as bubba explained to you the basic of math, and how to do multiplications. you been over this plenty of times! you just can’t understand the concept of math!
“ughh .. at this point don’t even talk math to me!” that gave bubba an idea.
he quickly bought up 2 apples, “okay, there is two apples, correct?” you nodded. he bought up 3 apples, “now, there is 3 apples, right?” you nodded once again.
“now imagine each apple is 2 apples,” she pointed towards the 3 apples, “2 .. 4 ..”
“6!” bubba smiled. “correct!”
then it was like something clicked. bubba showed many other examples, and you got it right away. everything was suddenly making sense!
maybe math isn’t so bad.
BOBBY BEARHUG, VALENTINE’S DAY
valentine’s day was right around the corner, and you didn’t know what to get your best friend, bobby bearhug.
bobby’s favorite holiday was valentine’s day, she always loved the idea of love in general. in fact, that was how the two of you became friends.
you were giving out chocolates to your friends, and you had an extra heart shaped chocolate. you didn’t know who to give it to, until a certain bear came up to you, giving you a lollipop. smiling, you gave her the heart shaped chocolates, and the two of you became instant friends.
your friendship anniversary was coming up, and you were nervous. you didn’t know what to give bobby, as she basically already had everything.
but then, you had an idea, an expensive one.
2 week before valentine’s day, you were working your butt off for some cash. this was going to be an expensive gift, but it would be long lasting.
thankfully, you got some help from some of her other friends, getting some info on her favorite colors and favorite candies, everything was going to fall perfectly in place.
you made sure to give the person making the gift enough time, and made sure you tipped them accordingly. everything was perfect, and you were excited.
valentines rolled around, and bobby was trying to look for you.
“have yall seen [y/n]?” she was growing worried. today was your friendship anniversary, and she hasn’t seen you all day. she hoped you didn’t just ditch out on her, as she didn’t want to seem useless.
that was when one of the kids asked her to follow them, and as skeptical as she was, she followed nevertheless. they led her to a dark room, which scared her quite a bit. that was until the light turned on, revealing a surprising sight.
“happy valentine’s day!” you stood there, a ramo buchon in the color of her favorite color in your arms, some candies in your other. they were eternal roses, which meant they wouldn’t die out, which made it even more special. the other kids took pictures of the two of you.
this surely was going to be your favorite valentines yet.
KICKIN CHICKEN , ONE DAY
the playground was filled a lot of children, including bullies.
you hated bullies, especially since you have a few of your own. they always made fun of your hair and the way you spoke, which made you insecure about yourself.
that was until a kid named kickin chicken came to your rescue. he defended you from the bullies, and threaten to call the teachers on them.
he was like your guardian angel, and he was a chicken, so almost there.
“why didn’t you tell me?” kickin said with tears in his eyes as he patched you up. you were silent the whole time, not wanting to trauma dump on your friend.
“i didn’t want to seem weak.” you whispered, to which kickin sighed, taping your bruise. he looked at you with worried eyes, this was the 3rd time this weak you were sent to the nurse office, and kickin was always there to see you.
he gave you a hug, sighing as he heard you sniffle. you were always an emotional kid, which was probably one of the reasons they targeted you. kickin was sure to report those kids, they don’t deserve the cupcakes he’s going to bring on his birthday.
he wanted to tell you that you weren’t weak, but you would never believe him. he knew that you hated confrontation, so he never told you directly, but with his actions, he did.
“you’re a amazing friend, [y/n]. i hope you know that.” he said as the two of you hugged each other. you didn’t say anything, you didn’t want to believe what he was saying, but half of you know that he actually meant it.
you just hoped those bullies get the karma that they deserve, and that you won’t be bullied anymore.
one day, you’ll be a happy child. one day you’ll be able to smile without being scared of someone making fun of you. one day, you’ll be the best friend that kickin will always want you to be.
one day.
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last one had a kick to it. alsooo!!! request are open!!! please request! :3 might take some time though :(
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Things I'll always stand by:
If Lucien & Elain were meant to be endgame, SJM wouldn't have shipped him off to the continent for the past 3 books
If they were meant to be endgame, Lucien would have rescued Elain
Lucien would've figured out her powers
Azriel wouldn't have given Elain Truthteller
Azriel wouldn't be around Elain nearly as much. If they were just gonna have a short fling in the BC, I would've written it from Lucien's POV - having him discover the two and build angst from there
Elain would've gotten Lucien a solstice present, not Azriel
Elain would've actually used the gifts Lucien gave her
Lucien would've sat with Elain in the garden
If Azriel & Gwyn were meant to be endgame (lol), he would've had a way more angry reaction to Gwyn's SA in Sangravah
He would've kept in contact with Gwyn
He would've had a reaction like Cassian's (or like himself when Elain was taken) when Gwyn got taken to the BR
Gwyn would've shown some kind of actual, undeniable romantic attraction to Azriel. Maybe even a blush, at the very least
Azriel would've gotten a solstice gift for Gwyn specifically, not a secondhand necklace
Azriel wouldn't be thinking about Elain after his solstice conversation with Gwyn
But alas, SJM did not do any of those things 😫 She gave all those key moments to Elriel. It's not necessarily about the quantity of their interactions but the quality. They wouldn't have had such romantic coded, thoughtful scenes with each other if it were just a fling. This isn't TOG, this isn't CC. ACOTAR is one couple per book, and trying to compare it to where Aelin goes through 3 men in 7 books is crazy.
Hope this helps 🫶🏼🫶🏼
#elriel#acotar#elain x azriel#elain archeron#azriel#pro elain#elain#antielucien#antigwynriel#pro elriel
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hello. i'm back.
my apologies for the long unplanned hiatus; studying for a major exam and then a horrid mental health crash after swept me off my feet, and then starting school AGAIN + multiple competitions and performances had my schedule in a mess, but alas, i have emerged relatively unscathed with a 3.8GPA and much better time management skills 😤💪🏼💪🏼💪🏼 jokes aside tho, i'm sorry for disappearing like that. i'm currently in one of the most demanding courses in my country (not STEM, thank god, but mass comms) and the workload in the first semester absolutely took me out. i was struggling mentally and physically but i'm back on my feet now!! and the writing bug is back i hope 😋😋 i probably won't be as active as i was before, but i'm definitely trying to get back into writing bcs i've missed it so much. hope you've all been well 🫶🏼 and any asks or ideas yall have wld be greatly appreciated to help me get back on my feet 😚😚 HAPPY BELATED HALLOWEEN!!! and deepavali to those who celebrate!!
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okay anyways hi everyone :]
i dont have any life update rly that I haven't shared here already fjdkdl and honestly if i did any update rn it'd just be venting bc it has ... almost all been absolute garbage lately. alas!!! things are still not great but i am just keeping my head down and pushing onwards and life goes on!!
i think i mostly just want to say hi honestly LOL, i miss y'all but i do think this break is very needed in a few different ways!! it's doing me good ultimately, even though i do get sad that I haven't seen much of everyone around these parts :[ 🫶 i hope everybody is doing decently okay, and i hope smth nice happens for each of u over the next few days !!!
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how rude of y'all to say stuff about being Gay and liking whities. It's not a feitsh of mine I just have a preference in what I like wearing. Long ass boxer briefs aren't sexy tbh, plus I ain't talking about plain white I mean colored whites(blues, grays...etc) but okay it would have been a easy $100 lol.
Okay I couldn’t figure out what this was about I thought you were talking about having a preference for white people and then I realized it’s because I poked fun at people who like tighty whities as in the underwear 😭 I was jokering around u can like whatever you want I promise it’s a free fun life and you probably follow me bc u like my jokes so alas I shall continue making them. side note if you still have that hundred then I still have feet 🫶
#asks#anonymous#also you’re definitely gay lbr here there’s no way anyone except a gay man is asking for my feet and underwear on anon
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Girl I was balls deep in my attempt to make fanart for u a couple months ago
Like I had the reference pictures collated and I sat my ass down and picked up an pencil with the intention of actually drawing something after ages
cause basically I became a lil sad cause I felt like I forgot to draw bc last year in school I took an external art subject and it didn’t occur to me that doing a hands on subject through distance study wasn’t the brightest idea
anyway that fucked me over and led to me dropping and taking up fucking legal studies 😭
Even though I’m a bit more STEM based I can still fw the wordy subjects but not this someone pls save me why am I being assessed on the bi cameral structure of parliament
saur yh I’m super lazy as is with anything so that situation just put me off drawing and art completely
congrats to me setting every world record for yip yapping and going off track
ummm yh for context it was like my 10th read through of the kickoff chapter 6 scene that compelled me to collate a bunch of reference pics that ranged from twitter smut comics to bathroom sinks and eventually I gave up because anatomy is a bitch
I changed into a dress with the same type of neckline I think reader was wearing bc of the way it tucks under her boobies and I was this close to just shamelessly positioning myself in front of the mirror to make my own references
then ofc I got distracted by a half baked portrait of Rose from titanic that I drew when I was like 15 and ended up drawing a two hour long remake of the same picture
only for my friend to tell me it looks like Mary Shelly’s ghost
Should I know who that is
To be fair it looked nothing like her but I mean it was an improvement from thinking all my ability just went poof and I drew better when I was 15
never the less I was somewhat disappointed with the product and I haven’t drawn since
wait I wanna show u actually lemme try
https://share.icloud.com/photos/0edTRG9Tb54pRh9Qe5unszRrg
the Mary Shelly in question
do these links work I’m scared I’m gonna accidentally leak personal details or my whole camera roll lol
also IM NOT AN ARTIST don’t judge me peeps I’m just a girl idek how to drive yet
I feel bad every time I send an ask I feel like I’m force feeding u Ellie babes u have the patience and commitment of a saint
also OMG IF YOU MADE ART FOR ANY OF MY FICS I’D SOB!!!!
I want to 😞🫶 but alas prospect of fanart from me will most likely never see the light of day
that crack scene in ihm was tempting tho everything u write is just so visual
♥️ mwah my gorgeous gorgeous writer wifey
hellooo my dear PLS the ramble of this ask is legendary and i found it very entertaining xD
ouuu the dress that reader wears in ch6 of kickoff is actually based on a dress that i own, here's some pictures of it!! i'm curious if the dress you have is similar!! but yea this is the official outfit reference hahah
looking at it now it's kind of a mild sweetheart neckline lol n yea def tucks under the boobs very nicely xd i was actually gonna sell it on depop a couple months ago when i did a closet cleanout but i was like nahhh i gotta keep it bc it inspired that scene
taking your OWN reference pictures sounds so badass. and its ok babe it's the thought that counts haha <3 i feel u about the losing passion/talent in art thooo aaa i used to draw too but ehh hobbies fizzle
ahh i can't see the cloud photos :(( but anywho thanks for the yap my dear!! i ate it up. also side note but i'm so glad my writing comes off visual to you!! i always worry there's not enough description in my scenes so that's reassuring to hear. much love!
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YOUR NEW FIC….. THE FALLEN ANGEL GYU….. i’m going to use the word from the fic: OTHERWORLDLY 😍
no but srsly always love the way you write i’m never bored reading your works, how do you have such a good vocab for writings? i would enjoy everything you serve, in koqabear i trust 🫡
and it must took a lot of time, i truly appreciate you for writing such long fics 🥹 i’ll keep reading and supporting you in the future too!!!
AHHHHH THANK YOU 🤭🫶🫶 i actually had a thesaurus pulled up in a different tab the whole time i wrote TRUST !! every time i found myself overusing a word i had to go exchange it for another …
thank you so much for saying that, i rlly appreciate when people acknowledge the time put into it … 🙁this fic took wayyy too long to finish bc it was so detailed + i’d randomly burn out but alas !!! it’s finally here and i’m super duper in love with the finished product :]
#its been a wip since#october.#was supposed to be a halloween fic LMFAO#there was just too much thought put into this.#rambles#koqabear asks#fic: divinity for the damned
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