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Obsessed with his brain
#read a fic where he had to eat someone in the basement to survive and I am... obsessed#fop#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents a new wish#dale dimmadome#fop dale#idk ask to tag#art#digital art#fanart#blood tw#cannibalism tw#ed tw#In my mind his relationship with Dev is crazy. Because he wants to love Dev so badly but he is just. incapable of it.#and it makes him hate himself#On some level he thought seeing Dev would fix him. That he would feel all those things a dad is instinctively supposed to#and it would prove he wasn't broken. That deep down hes still human. that he's still capable of love just like everyone else#.And then he didnt. and he had no idea how to deal with it#In a way hes kind of scared of Dev. Dev makes him feel so uncomfortable with himself. so he just kind of avoids him.#Which um. thats your son sir you cant do that.#I love dale but he should absolutely not be a father. He is just not built for it
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i'm OBSESSED with minister of ministers ren... he is someone who wants SO BADLY to be the manipulative leader in control of everything, never lifting a finger and making others work for him, but it doesn't work because nobody takes him seriously. except, at the same time, it kinda does work because people do what he says, but because they're his friends and find it funnier to do what he wants and be annoying about it, than not do it at all. I like to think he doesn't realise this, thinking his manipulation tactics have worked, not realising that people are mining resources and improving infrastructure for him out of Friendship and Pity. he'd be annoyed they don't take him seriously, but internally think "hm! these PLEBEIANS don't realise they are falling right into my trap!" completely unaware of the trap he's about to fall into due to his own mistakes (exploded by creeper whilst sorting chests + cleo's prank). he never learns though, he just keeps going, the lesson never sinks in for him.
it's an interesting comparison to ren the king - someone who was originally (somewhat) respected but his ego got the best of him and the more he tried to gain power back, the deeper the hole he dug himself into. they both want power but lack it, but in such different ways. king in a country tired of monarchy vs project manager as an anime villain (and both of them are pathetic)
#anyways ill be checking the rendog tag for any good art and fics of minister ren...#hmm... i think a supervillain AU of the neighborhood would be fun. where ren wants so badly to be a supervillain#or. any au actually. please. have ren as the karen in charge of a neighborhood facebook group in a modern au or something#“anime villain” you gotta admit he is kinda like those over the top evil students who run the school council. but not intimidating#god i am hyped for this season. i hope ren faces down with big salmon. actually competent crime boss vs ren#hermitcraft#locus fandom time#hermitblr#hermitcraft 10#renthedog#rentheking#mcyt#rendog#<- i cant believe i forgot to use the right tag
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soccer club shenanigans! also, don't mind the alt uniforms, these were drawn while I was writing and while they're not exactly fic art they share the vibe
#inazuma eleven go#first is just with the fic vibe and second is while planning for that scene but before writing so it's not an exact match#I'm posting stuff in random order from drafts lol I keep forgetting things I've saved up#everything feels kinda out of place and outdated but that's what happens when you try to pace posts instead of posting everything right away#like. okay this is fic stuff I should post another fic stuff next too? but there's older thinga I want to post too#and what if the beta uodate comes suddenly? got one thing I wanna post before that but how badly would that screw up the schedule#sorry for the rambles overthinking is my third name (not thinking at all is the second. I got only those two moods)#own art
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i know it’s been years and it’s basically irrelevant now but i genuinely love the green ninja prophecy if only for how much it must have tortured wu and garmadon. how long have they known it!! how did they find it, this script dooming them to forever be on opposing sides!! by the time morro rolls around, wu's spent most of his adult life with this looming over his head - this threat that there's some great evil out there that even their father didn't prevent, and then his brother leaves and adopts the very title that the prophecy foretold against. and then a ridiculously powerful elemental practically falls into his lap, with an uncanny command of his element without even unlocking his true potential, and with another threat already on the horizon (the serpentine) and the rest scattered (not to be brought together until years later), that was all he could do. it's been at minimum decades, at most centuries of the two of them having to carry this burden over their heads - of garmadon succumbing and of this unknown dark lord attacking. when do you think they made the connection. the wrong connection sure, but it makes sense. and it makes sense that years later, after wu is proven wrong and his brother returns to him and his son leaves him, and after his brother threatens to leave him again, he'd work backwards. collect the elementals, rebuild what he can of an alliance, and hope he's proven wrong again. and then kai steals his bag by accident and the rest is history.
#text✨#ninjago#is normal (is thinking about ninjago season one in TWENTY TWENTY THREE)#sorry yeah this is just building on/restating the last post i just made however: wu is fascinating#and these brothers are SO fucked up i love exploring it. this is w/o my personal hcs for how this whole thing shaked out bc THOSE#are being saved for a fic for my spinjitzu bros collection.#hot damn do i need to read those books. they torment me (the brothers spinjitzu doomed from unknown mystical creation)#whether or not the prophecy is well used or makes sense in hindsight i love it as a plot device. hell yeah hang over those demigods heads#like a noose. hell yeah tragically shape the entire narrative and the lives of entire families just bc people don't know how to reach. just#bc they made the wrong assumption and got their child killed. just bc they wanted so badly to be important and almost got their#soon-to-be brother killed. this thing is a fire hazard
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There’s always gonna be something about the inevitable tragedy in Chris’s story that gets to me. No matter what happens, there will be a devastating loss that cannot be altered, cannot be changed, cannot be fixed. If he doesn’t remember, it’s the erasure of a fiercely loyal and determined witch who sacrificed more than his life but his very existence to save a world he never saw. If he does remember, he’s of two different worlds that cannot exist together at their core, costing him an entire world of people he can never get back. There is no uncomplicated happily ever after for him and it will always be a bittersweet ending at its happiest. In the end, success encases a profound amount of loss that even magic can’t touch.
#charmed#chris halliwell#abi speaks#i think thats always something i struggle with bc i so badly want him to have an uncomplicated happy ending#bc he deserves one! out of everyone he so deserves one#but by the very nature of his story he isn't allowed to have one#to paraphrase a line from a fic i wrote a couple years ago there's always that thought that he killed the rest of the world himself#bc they existed and they were shaped by the world and those events never happened so they aren't dead but gone like sand in the wind#like how do you DEAL with that#i am once again having chris halliwell feels at 1 am what else is new#i feel like it should be my brand bc my entire personality is chris and bianca stan#it probably helps that it's the posts about them that people interact with the most tbh
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I’m a big believer in writing whatever you want/don’t like don’t read and I’ll defend people who write gruesome fucked up porn but I hope people who post trolly crack “fics” for the express purpose of shitting on fandoms/characters they think are cringe or whatever go to hell no matter what
#it’s just shitty. like it’s technically allowed as long as the characters in the tags actually feature in the fic#but like it’s not in the SPIRIT of fic to me yk??#ppl who write serious but disgusting and depraved smut are doing so out of love for the characters and a desire to actually create#ppl who write fics meant to troll are just. yknow. trolling#sorry im explaining it badly and I don’t want to post an example bc I don’t want to feed a troll#and like I don’t actually want to invite harassment against someone who technically hasn’t done anything Wrong#but like idk. they know they’re being shitty and they’re doing it to be shitty#I think the reason it’s hard to do anything about is you run into a weird line#w seriously out there kinkfic that is written in earnest vs troll fic/shockfic that’s written to upset ppl who like those characters#it just makes me genuinely sad to see idk
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I wish I could write several fics at once because I'm brimming with great ideas that want to be written but have to wait because I must finish the other fics first
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i think some of you need to sit down and interrogate why you dislike sabina so much because from where i’m sitting a lot of it is just thinly veiled misogyny. you don’t have to ship her with alex and you don’t have to like her but i’m so tired of people treating her as nothing more than an obstacle to their ship of choice and then trying to shift the blame onto horowitz for writing her poorly when there are literally dozens of male side characters who we know nothing about that get more fandom attention than sabina does. she’s not some evil irredeemable wench for struggling to support alex after the events of eagle strike. she’s a fifteen year old girl whose entire life was upended and has to watch someone she cares about be blackmailed into putting himself in danger again and again. if you can forgive yassen for sending alex to scorpia or k-unit for treating him like shit in brecon beacons, why can’t you forgive sabina for pulling away and trying to live a normal life. you can find her annoying or boring or pointless as a character, but alex very clearly cares about her. acting like he doesn’t says more about your attitudes towards female characters than it does horowitz’s lol
#alex rider#i’m not going to deny that she was badly written at times#especially after eagle strike#but that’s not her fault as a character. that’s on horowitz for being weird about women#the truth is that sabina is one of the only characters to point out alex’s own hypocrisy to him#she was the only person who suspected something was going on before he told her#her family literally took him in after he thought jack died#i can totally understand not shipping her with alex.#but you cannot deny that they care about each other. alex didn’t leave san francisco because he didn’t care about her#it’s not sabina’s fault that he’s traumatised and it’s not her fault for wanting to move past her own trauma#she didn’t do anything wrong. and like i’m sorry but this is anthony horowitz we’re talking about#he erased the mention of a gay couple just EXISTING in christmas at gunpoint when it got reprinted in secret weapon#i promise that even if sabina never existed yalex/tomlex/fredlex still wouldn’t be canon#she’s not getting in the way of anything.#so please stop fucking punishing her in fics where those ships DO get together#just stop punishing her in general. you dont have to write about her if you dont like her
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SO MANY JEALOUS!PIARLES PLOT BUNNIES
#i want to write them all so badly!! i do!!!#but the second i open any kind of doc my brain crashes like a too-old windows laptop trying to process a big spreadsheet#😭#the dreams are there. the YEARNING is there#but the words? unfortunately not...#ah well. ah well#i shall just have to keep daydreaming about all those jealous!piarles fic possibilities re: the yukierre and charles/damiano things#(and what sweet daydreams....)
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Would Empress Luz (once things are cleared up with Raine and Darius via mindscape trauma adventures) want to try reuniting with Camila via portal? I can see things re her and Vee and everything else coming to light (if Vee could even keep up the illusion that long) being very interesting/traumatising. Both for Luz, Vee and Camila and for Hunter and the rest of her newer adoptive family (Raine, Darius and Eda. I'd hope there'd eventually be a happy ending to it, but it would take some work.
ooh i actually do have an answer for this one!
in this AU, luz has been in the isles since she was about four, so her memories of the human world are vague and dreamy. she remembers having had human parents who loved her, but she wouldn't be able to pick them out of a lineup. (this also led to some upsetting discussions in my writing group chat about the consequences of her being raised by a colonizer - she's lost her spanish, is slightly more anxious about gender roles, etc, it's...... deeply sad and shitty)
the idea of returning to the human realm honestly scares the crap out of luz.
for one, she's much more comfortable around magic than she would be in a magic-less world; even though she KNOWS that she wouldn't be physically disabled in the human world like she is in the isles, and that she'd have an easier time finding food that doesn't make her sick, etc. she has some anxieties about how maybe she ~*~belongs~*~ there, because belos coming to the isles was clearly Not Fucking Good For Anyone. and on a more pointed note, belos used the human world to threaten her when they were fighting about hunter. so she has Very Few positive associations with the place
i'm FASCINATED by the concept of vee managing to escape and switch places with her around that time, i hadn't considered that before and it's. harrowing. it becomes kind of a changeling fairytale, right, except the changeling Knows she isn't human and remembers just enough to be TERRIFIED of being found out and sent back to the fae world.... GOD. poor vee. this is DELICIOUS.
the version of the story i've been working with so far, though, is one with this idea from my friend mock, because it fucking Haunts Me:
vee ends up escaping at around the same time as canon (well -- two years later, since luz is sixteen when the major events of the story play out). and when vee sees camila coming in the house, she takes the shape of the first person she sees in photos.
toddler luz.
aka. the daughter that camila is reasonably certain has been dead for over a decade.
i'm just imagining camila like. having a shaky near-sobbing breakdown and scooping vee-luz up and calling a friend like, i need you to come over and tell me if i'm hallucinating or if i'm seeing a real ghost. because camila KNOWS that if her daughter was alive, she'd be sixteen now.
i THINK vee would fess up pretty fast after that. because she feels Horrifically Guilty, AND because she can't play a Miracle Baby without inviting questions from much scarier humans, And because camila seems both so kind and so upset that vee is hoping she can make a break for it if she has to.
it's common knowledge in the isles that the princess is human, even though belos isn't out as human himself. because belos has been using luz as an excuse to do some human-supremacist white-savior-trope "the titan brought her from Real civilization to save you from yourselves <3" bullshit
and i think that vee would probably tell camila that. i'm 50/50 on whether vee knows luz's name or not (she certainly wouldn't know the name 'noceda,' at least). but either way, i think that camila would be like. okay. i have to be practical. i can't get my hopes up like this. my daughter is dead and it would be insane of me to chase this fantasy.
.....but i Have to know.
and like. she ESPECIALLY fucking has to know if she's heard even a Fraction of what vee has been through. vee has probably characterized the princess as just as evil as the rest of the royal family. but camila knows that even IF that's true, upbringing has a big impact on someone's character, and if her daughter was raised by an evil fascist then..... someone has to help her. no matter how terrible she is.
so i just imagine like. camila managing to find her way into the boiling isles (how this happens is up in the air. i haven't figured out exact portal logistics), IMMEDIATELY outing herself as a human, and demanding to see the emperor. and being told that the emperor died very recently, but she can meet the empress instead.
and it's luz. and luz's public-facing persona is made of steel (albeit friendly and kind steel), but her private self is transparently fragile in ways that are Extremely Alarming, and camila is like.
okay.
what. the fuck. did that man do to you.
(there's a background fic here. for anyone looking for expansion on uh. what exactly that man did to her. yikes!)
#replies#this is another scenario that's worth ficcing in full but i'm not sure if i'll ever be well enough to do so#so you get the plot in my head. camila's like i'm 98% sure this is my daughter and 100% sure someone badly hurt her#extra bonus points if she clocks how generally ill luz seems and how heavily she's leaning on hunter both emotionally and physically#there's a FASCINATING dynamic that could happen here if like. vee has told camila that the golden guard is a special kind of evil#in line with the emperor. the princess is just passively ignorant but the golden guard Knows things and hasn't stepped in#camila surveying hunter like. i don't want to pass judgment yet. but i really can't tell if you're helping her#or if you're the one making her sick. MMMMM HORROR TERROR AWFULNESS YAY#anyway. those are my thoughts.#toh#princess luz au#camila noceda#luz noceda#vee noceda#long post
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I know I shouldn't feel guilty at the thought of writing and posting another fic when I have a great big WIP I haven't updated in a couple of years but my brain is being a dick about it.
#writing woes#fan fiction#a trauma happened while i was working on it#and i just never could get back to it#i've been poking at some other shorter fics#that i think will be really fun to write#and surely writing those is better#than writing nothing at all#but still i feel bad lol i hate it#writers block is a fucking asshole#but i want so badly to get back to writing
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reading well written joel miller fics is so funny in that they make me want to FUCKING KILL MYSELF
#every well written joel fic is so heart wrenching and upsetting and beautiful and i hate it.#can that man ever catch a break#the worst ones are the ones that start pre outbreak and then there’s an insanely devastating separation before reuniting far post outbreak#those fr make me want to die so badly. so badly.#will continue on reading them though#taal talks
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Stardew Valley - 8 - A Stain that Won’t Dissolve - Alex/Sebastian
Title: A Stain that Won’t Dissolve Rating: Explicit Pairing: Alex/Sebastian Tags: Hurt/comfort, aged-up characters (mid 20s), minor character death, angst, injury, grief, miscommunication, bullying, enemies to lovers, dubious consent, internalised homophobia, closeted character, past child abuse, dyslexia, antagonist farmer, unrequited love, pining, acceptance, top!Sebastian, bottom!Alex, power dynamics, happy ending.
Summary: Alex hates Sebastian – which is great because Sebastian more than returns the favour – and what starts out as revenge fantasy turns into unironic lust, which evolves into unrequited love. Alex gets a job, Sebastian marries the farmer, and both of them lose almost everything before finding each other again. A story of two mutual bullies who learn how to messily grow up.
A Stain that Won’t Dissolve (Alex/Sebastian) - Chapter 8 - Way Back
In which Alex walks around the mountain lake to Sebastian's house with apology cookies in hand, thinking on a conversation with Haley that opened his eyes a bit to some of his own behaviours.
#chapter update#fanfiction#fanfic#a stain that won't dissolve#thespectaclesofthor#stardew valley#sdv fic#sdv sebastian#sdv alex#sdv haley#sdv sebastian x alex#i want to eat some of those choccy chip cookies so badly#not gonna lie
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no bee noooo don't write about endgame stuff for your fiiiic you're not there yeeeet!!!
#im out here fighting demons (the urges) (and the fact that i need to write the stuff leading up to those parts)#i want to talk about it so badly but i CANT itll RUIN EVERYTHING......#is this how tom holland feels. i am a ticking bomb of information and im about to explode the moment someone looks at me#i love adhd. fighting for my fucking life to do something i genuinely want to do (write the fic) while being under attack (endgame thoughts)#busy.🐝
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favorite fic trope?
hahahahahhaaa…. Internal struggle! What they struggle with, you ask?
They struggle!
With the societal adjectives placed on them by a world where they are not the norm.
They struggle with the societal perspectives placed upon them, and how that contrasts to their own predefined notion that is in the end how they perceive themselves, and in turn interact with the world around them through a filter of consciousness that they eventually shatter. realizing eyeopeningly that the shackles that define who they are, need not be true. Fight against themselves for ever believing such a constricting notion that never defined them properly, and others who take them being out of one box as an opportunity to fit them into another. That is my favorite fic genre.
#@disillusioned by rainwhistler targetted#You….. made me realize I craved this so badly#ao3#quotes#fanfic#fanfiction#lgbtqia#so….. anyone have any fic recs?#I will actually read ANY FANDOM#and those who want to share their faves#please please please#:) hehe
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lila thoughts under the read more <3 🥀✨🌹🎸
lila getting with griffin / g reign and having their little thing in “secret” not only bc it’s what her parents did to each other to get back at the other for slights and arguments but also bc she wanted to not only get back at seven but also to be like “oo look at me i can pull griffin freaking reign i won teehee.” and then the clown catches real feelings for griffin and calls jazz near in tears bc she’s just like her mom 🥀✨🎸🤡 and using someone she loves to get back at someone who she loved may or may not have even loved (i think she did but loved more the idea ? it’s complicated!) but loved the IDEA of seven loving her? dear you know it everyone knows it you want to be loved so bad!!!!!! the sooner you admit that lila the sooner you’ll be much happier my love! so excited to see where things go for her ! and things for her and her beloved g!!!!!
(x) for the divider <3
#oc: lilia laurent#long tags bc lila brainrot I APOLOGIZE 🥀✨😭 (i need to rb that ask game i need to yell about these dears🌹❣️!!!)#baby girl you literally wrote to live and die in la / aka gibson girl by ethel bc you wanted griffin to HEAR IT and pique his interest like#AND YOU DIDNT THINK YOU WOULD FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM???? and it’s the song you auditioned with too?#and jazz was likely like UHH I SAW THIS COMING ! she’s literally lilas voice of reason soizjxxh#caroline catch lila calling halle too at like 3 am sosjjzhx in the bathroom of griffins trailer akzjjzjx she’s a hot mess !!!!!! truly!#she has a panic moment because she’s just like her mother and now has to face to consequences of her actions! yikes!#i think she owns up to it you know? god i want to write a fic of that so bad too AHH#i am still going to be gaming HARD for vic and her to be friends at the end of it all u know?#and some more lore that’s a tad unrelated but maybe has some insight into why she does what she does to cope with things?#her parents spent more time socializing with their friends and playing mind games traveling and the etc then being parents to her?#so she spent a lot of time in beautiful homes alone throwing parties as they did because she was bored and that’s what they did too?#for someone who didn’t want to be her aristocratic messy parents she’s scared she’s turned into them 🥀✨😖#she’s like a nepo baby u wouldn’t think was a nepo baby bc her parents almost never are seen with her outside of a fashion campaign or too#or a tabloid RUMORING they had a daughter (those hurt her more than she admits) it bites to have famous supermodels for parents 🥀😵💫#she wants friends and parental figures more badly than she cares to admit (she won’t akzjzjjz but! she does! really bad!)#this baby girl can fit SO many parental issues 🥀✨😌#(also aj she might yank griffin along to visit Flor and her grandma bc of that 🥀✨😖)#leg.txt#your not as much of a manipulative snake as you think you are lila ! you want to be loved !!!!! really bad!#ofc this all could change as the story develops and her arc unfolds but oh my god i love lila so much thats my hot mess express!#jazz being like ‘you aren’t going to like this you’ll block me for a months for this but u need to hear this.. ur a mess my dear’ SHES RIGH#(me hoping this isn’t too ooc GAHH 🥀✨😭)
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