#but i want to draw more xmen first

[bogfaery]

me and my gf if we were in fallout new vegas

[xxplastic-cubexx]

obligatory beach divorce doodling

bonus rough cover redraw of x-men #41 (1995) But Beach Divorce below cut

[assassin-artist]

Burning up

[oliviadrawsbts]

First time drawing 💙✨️ him ✨️💙

[frost-queen]

Tempting fate | Epilogue (Reader!Featherington x Colin Bridgerton)

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Summary: After the wedding and having a blissful relationship with Colin. You visit the parent's housholds once more with much love and a sweet son for them to smother. [series]

The morning glow left a warmness in the room. An arm draped over you in the bed. A soft tug at your side made you get pulled closer. So close you rolled over to face him. To face your husband; Colin Bridgerton. With a giddy smile you admired him in his sleep. Admiring every feature of his face. The way his eyes were shaped. His nose, the shape of his lips. You felt the urge to touch his face. To make it real that he was truly here with you. No matter how many times you would wake up next to him, it still felt like a dream.

One where you would wake up and not have him by your side. Colin hummed deeply in his sleep. -"Are you staring?" - he asked opening but one eye first to observe. -"Maybe?"- you responded as he fully opened his eyes. Meeting your smile with a chuckle. -"Perhaps it is because I am liking what I see."- you added with a chuckle. -"Good."- Colin breathed out, changing to lay on his back. You snuggled closer to him, laying your head on his chest. Drawing circles and lines up his chest to occupy yourself.

It made Colin lift his head a bit up, tilting your face upwards to him by your chin. -"You alright?"- he asked. Knowing you'd only mindlessly fiddle when you had something on your mind. -"It's nothing."- you replied laying your head back down. -"Tell me."- Colin answered wanting to ease whatever worries you had. You wrapped your arm around his body, leaning closer to him. -"Tell me this isn't a dream. Tell me I won't be waking up any second to an empty bed."- you explained. Colin smiled softly as you lifted your upper body up to face him.

"It is not."- he responded moving his palm to your cheek. -"This is very much real, Miss Bridgerton." - he spoke bringing a smile on your lips. To even reassure you more, he drew you closer. Pressing his lips to yours. Kissing them tenderly, fully, teasingly. It mad you hum satisfied underneath his breath. He slowly pulled away with a lovesick gaze. One he never seemed to grow tired off or loose. He wanted to kiss you again if it weren't for the cries that disrupted the moment. Both of you snorted loud at how good of a timing your child had.

Colin and you got out of bed. Dressed properly and both left the room to head for the nusery just a room away. There was already his nanny present, standing over the bed. -"He's been missing you miss."- she said politely with a curtsy. You went over to the bed, seeing your little boy of one and three months suddenly smile. His crying stopped when you picked him up. -"Hellow my darling."- you said soothingly, stroking the back of his head.

Colin came nearer as well, tickling his son. He started flapping with his hands out of excitement with a big smile. You helped dress your baby as Colin cleared up some lost toys. Well ready, the three of you went downstairs. The breakfast table already set. The smell of fresh baked bread as sweet as honey in the morning. With your son on your lap, you sat beside your husband. -"Mama would be thrilled to see us today."- you told him.

"So lunch with my mama and diner with yours?"- you said out loud to be certain of todays agenda. Colin hummed loud tickling his son a bit more. A servant entered the room holding a tray. He stopped by Colin's chair, presenting the tray. Colin quirked his eyebrow briefly up before collecting the letters. At the sight of two familiar pamphlets he wasn't sure how to react. Instead he showed the pair to you. -"Whistledown."- you called out as he nodded. Hesitantly you took one from him.

"I'm sure my sister has learned her lesson after the reveal with the queen. Now the entire ton knows who is behind the writing."- you reminded him. You laid the edition down to read. Her writing changed. It still had it's sharpness but with less accusations. Afterall everyone knew who the lady behind the papers was. It was at your sisters ball that she got uncovered by het majesty the queen herself. Her skeming unravelled and exposed fully to the ton.

Penelope had always found herself a wallflower. Now the entire ton knew of her. She had stepped into a light, she perhaps didn't want. It perhaps did have a few perks as for she needn't sneak around that much. Colin took your hand whilst reading his pamphlet. Needing it as a way of comfort. Knowing how much hurt that pen had struck amongst the two of you. All out of jealousy. Colin placed the edition down and shoved it out of the way.

You moved yours away as well, enjoying breakfast further. After breakfast you readied yourself to visit your mama's house. The carriage prepared. Both of you got in. Colin taking his son on his lap. The carriage wobbled over cobblestone. A feeling of homesick showing with each street getting closer. Despite the differences sometimes, you did miss your sisters from time to time. You even missed Robert and Albion. Exhaling soft, you hoped to arrive sooner than later.

The carriage arrived in the street as your heart beat faster. Faster with anticipation. The carriage came to a stop before the house. The footman opened the door as you got out. Colin with your son afterwards. He came standing beside you, giving your cheek a good kiss. Keeping one arm around your waist, he guided you inside. The door to the drawing room opened as the two of you walked in. Portia immediately let out a cry of joy at the sight of you. -"My daughter what a pleasure."- she said coming to hug you.

She then walked up to Colin to greet her grandson. -"Y/n"- your sisters and their husbands said. Tears already swelled up from the sight of them. Opening your arms, you welcomed them. Phillipa running with a loud squeal over to you. You nearly fell back when you caught her in your embrace. -"I've missed you so much."- she cried out, squeezing you to the bone. She finally let go when Albion had been tapping her shoulder.

Albion and Robert both hugged you at the same time. Prudence was holding her little girl with a smile. Unable to stop your lip from quivering you looked at her. -"Oh stop."- she said waving her hand down as she didn't want to cry for herself. You toughened up with a nod. You hugged her as well as Albion and Robert were trying to get your son's attention by waving at him. Colin happily gave his son to Portia. She started walking around with him, already telling him how good of a boy he was.

Holding your hand out, Colin took it. Coming to your side. Phillipa guided you to the sofa's where her little girl was playing on the ground. All of you went to sit down, full in conversation when Penelope came downstairs. -"Y/n."- she said at the door opening. Her eyes then gliding over to Colin. Colin swallowed nervously, looking away. -"How good to see you."- she spoke entering more. -"You look well."- you told her. Penelope went around the sofa to join.

Colin came sitting closer to you, taking your hand firm in his. Penelope's gaze fell on it. Making her swallow nervously before settling down. All of you conversated catching up with lost time. Mostly it went about the babies as each was curious how the other was doing. Colin and you staid for lunch as promised. -"I've read your newest edition."- you told Penelope to let her have some attention as well. -"Oh."- she said soft.

"It was admirable. Your writing is very good sister."- you complimented her. -"Thank you."- she replied shyly. -"I'm sure her efforts would attract a gentleman soon."- Portia pitched in. -"Perhaps an honorable writer as well?"- Phillipa added to the conversation. -"Perhaps."- Portia repeated softly.

After lunch you said your goodbye's. Holding your son, you took Colin's hand. No need for the carriage as it was just across the street. The staff welcoming you and leading you to the drawing room. -"Brother!"- Anthony called out with excitement. Colin went over to him for a hug. Kate went to greet you with her warmest smile. -"Are you well Y/n?"- she asked. -"Very."- you responded. Kate moved her finger to your son as he grabbed tight to it. -"Oh such a strong grip."- she laughed out. Hyacinth came running over with Gregory.

Circling around you. -"Can I hold him, can I? Oh please Y/n can I?"- she kept calling out desperate for it. -"Perhaps an old lady first?"- Violet entered the drawing room with a heartful smile. -"You are not old Lady Bridgerton."- Kate responded. Violet chuckled as you handed him over to her. -"Oh look how big you are becoming."- she said carrying him around. You followed Kate to the men, greeting Anthony as well. -"Are you staying for diner?"- Anthony asked.

"If you wouldn't mind of course."- you replied. -"Never."- he said with a smile. Violet sat down with your son on her lap. Gregory and Hyacinth sitting by her side to play with him. Colin and you squeezed yourself on a sofa. -"Is Benedict not around?"- you asked looking around. Anthony shook his head. -"Shame for I wanted to ask him to draw our sons painting for his second birthday."- you explained. -"We shall pass it on."- Kate replied with her hand on Anthony's knee.

Anthony stared at his brother with a giddy smile. He then tapped him hard on his knee. -"Look how happy you are."- he said with proudness. Colin and you shared a look before smiling all bashful. - "I have always seen it, the two of you."- Anthony went on. -"No you did not."- you laughed out. Kate quirked her eyebrow up to him. -"I did not."- he responded making Colin snort loud.

Exhaling soft, you looked back at Colin. -"We've come a long way from since we were children."- you spoke. -"It could have been sooner if you'd actually let me woo you."- he answered with a tap on your nose. - "Alright maybe that was partly my fault, but you youngman gave up."- you reminded him. -"I didn't think I had any chances left."- he replied.

"But the good news is you found each other now."- Kate stepped in before it would emerge into bickering. -"Indeed."- Anthony backed up receiving a bored scowl his wife. You smiled taking Colin's hand. You got frightened when Hyacinth let herself fall against you. -"I'm so lucky you married Colin."- she said cheerful. -"As am I."- Gregory interfered from Violet's side. -"Well I am lucky to have such a caring family."- you turned to look at everyone in the room. -"I couldn't be happier."

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[dominos-palast]

Lessons on flirting

Fandom: XMen

Pairing:   Kurt Wagner x fem!reader

Characters mentioned: Scott Summers, Jean Grey, Peter Maximoff

Used Pronouns: (she/her)

Warnings: none

Request: yes

Part: 1/3

A/N: I made an exception and did a fem!reader one since it was requested like that. I will eventually upload a gn!reader version

P.S.: I decided to split the request into 3 because I wanted to post something since it’s taking longer than promised :’)

Summary: Kurt has a crush on one of the best fighters in the institute, but doesn’t know how to approach the situation. Thank goodness that Peter and his friends are there to support him.

Word Count: 1k

“I did not get my ass whooped.” Scott walked between Jean and Kurt, trying to defend himself from Jean’s accusations.

“Of course not. How could you ever? We all know how strong the great Scott Summers is.” Scott would have felt flattered by such a response if it weren’t for the sarcasm behind her words.

“Yeah, yeah. Keep making fun of me. As if you had done it better,” he said eyeing the ice pack Jean pressed to her shoulder, only gaining a slight strong nudge on his bruised arm.

Kurt couldn’t help but snicker at their bickering. They had been on it since their last class. The topic had been self-defence. The catch: The use of powers was strictly prohibited. This type of class had become more frequent since the rumours of a new power suppressant circulating in the black market started. The professor wanted all students to be able to defend themselves, with and without powers.

“You sure can laugh,” Scott glanced at Kurt. “We aren’t allowed to use our powers, but you still can use your tail to fight.”

Kurt smiled proudly and swung his tail from side to side, mocking him even further.

“These classes are stupid. I have literal lasers for eyes. I can fry anyone even miles away from me. Why should I train in close combat if no one can get close to me anyway?” Scott let himself fall on the couch, resting his feet on the table in front of him. Jean already knew it was his frustration talking. They all had been lectured enough to understand why such classes were necessary.

Jean followed Scott’s lead and made herself comfortable beside him. Kurt leaned against the armrest of the couch.

“He indeed has an advantage, but I wasn’t expecting him to be that good.” She directed her eyes toward Kurt “You put up a pretty good fight against her, considering she is top of the class,” said Jean approvingly.

Kurt’s eyes suddenly lit up, and he turned toward them.

It was clear to him who she was talking about.

You hadn’t been in the institute for long but you managed to make a name for yourself right away. You hadn’t lost a spar in the self-defence class until now, making you one of the strongest fighters in the class.

“But how come she’s so strong? Does she have enhanced strength or something?” asked Scott raising an eyebrow.

“No. Her power is to transform drawings into solid objects,” Kurt responded.

Jean nodded and added, “I saw one of the spars she had with an older student. She pulled out a literal sword from the tattoo on her arm and beat his ass right in front of everyone. But do you know why she really is so strong?” Scott looked up at Jean’s questions with expectancy. “It’s because she is not a couch potato. Unlike you, Scott”

Scott threw a pillow at her, which she quickly stopped with her telekinetic powers.

The conversation went on with more complaints and remarks about the self-defence classes.

Kurt's mind drifted away, thinking of today’s class. More specifically the spar you had with him.

The first time he met you was in the self-defence class where he has been witness to your many wins. He has seen how graciously you can move and how powerful every single punch of yours is.

His admiration for you grew further and further from that day on. Not only because of your abilities but also because you remained humble and kind instead of letting your accomplishments get to your head. You were someone Kurt looked up to because you didn’t simply knock your opponent down. You gave hints and advice on what the correct stance is, how to throw a proper punch and so on. After every spar, you helped your opponent up and cheered them up like a football team’s coach would do. And you did exactly the same thing with Kurt after sparring with him.

He had lasted longer than the majority of the students you had gone against, but you still managed to make him eat dust. He lay on the ground as you approached to lend a hand. Kurt noticed your hand and was about to accept your help, but then hesitated. He was sure you would feel uncomfortable, considering Kurt’s unusual handshape. But to his surprise, you grabbed his hand and pulled him onto his feet. He felt his cheek burn when he noticed the short distance you had between each other, but you kept your grip on his hand. The words you said stuck to Kurt like glue: “That was amazing. Just as expected. We have to repeat this sometime soon”. That along with your beautiful, bright smile made his heart beat unusually fast.

“Earth to lover boy, are you listening?”

Kurt turned his head toward Scott and Jean. Both were staring at him with sneaky smiles on their faces.

“Entschuldigung?”, asked Kurt clearly confused.

Jean and Scott exchanged glances in amusement.

“You’ve been smiling like an idiot since we mentioned her”, Jean said raising her eyebrows.

Kurt felt his cheeks grow hotter. “Oh, I was thinking of- you know, class- I mean-”

“Dude, it’s so clear you have a crush on her. You drool every time she is near,” Scott said rolling his eyes.

“It’s not like-”

“You have a crush on her” Kurt yelped at the sudden presence behind him, teleporting onto the spot between Jean and Scott on the couch on reflex. “Like, totally obvious” Quicksilver took a long sip from his apple juice, only to look disgusted at it. “What’s the expiration date on this?”

“I didn’t- I didn’t realise.” Kurt looked worryingly at Peter. “Do you think she noticed? Oh no, what if I weirded her out?”

“Well, only one way to find out.”

Everyone stared at Peter expectantly as he sipped his juice with risen eyebrows.

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[alexsummerz]

Introduction : Shadows of the Past

here's the introduction for my fanfiction with my OC Asha in the xmen univers. its an oc x alex summers fic to become. the story takes place during the movie xmen first class at first ! sorry in advance if there's some mistakes english is not my first language. please share me your thoughts and well, please enjoy it ;)

Shadows of the Past.

The rain fell softly on the cobblestone streets, enveloping the city in a damp veil, accompanied by the glow of the streetlights lining the central road. The sounds of traffic blended with the clinking of cups and the animated conversations filling the small café. Here, in this quiet corner of the district, the night seemed frozen in tranquility.

A young woman sat at a secluded table in a dark corner, hidden from prying eyes. Her name was Asha, Asha Suryavanshi. A shadow among shadows. A ghost forged and constantly rebuilt with meticulous precautions every time she moved from one place to another. Blending into the crowd had almost become a gift; alongside the one she desperately tried to hide. She could never stay too long in the same place, and for the past few years, she had lived a quite turbulent life, balancing between escape and survival. A chess match against enemies she never saw, yet whose presence was undeniably real.

The news of the world no longer interested her. She was vaguely aware of what was happening around her; the Cold War, rising tensions between nations—but all of that was mere background noise compared to her own struggle. Her life had become a cycle of observing, disappearing .

As she nervously played with the tips of her gloved fingers, her cup of black coffee sat untouched, growing cold. Asha was already planning her next destination. It was only a matter of time before she was found again.

Then, suddenly, the door opened.

The bell above the entrance rang softly. Yet, to Asha, it was deafening. Instinctively, she tensed, her senses immediately alert—something was wrong.

Two men stepped inside, their confident and controlled movements immediately drawing attention. They weren’t here for a simple cup of tea and that was obvious from miles away.

The taller man walked with an air of natural authority, his piercing eyes scanning the room with precision. The other, more composed, carried himself with a calm aura.

But something felt off, and right now, Asha felt as if the words "WANTED" were written across her forehead.

These two were searching for someone.

And that someone was her.

She moved quickly, grabbing her bag in a hurried motion, heading towards the back exit—

"Hey, don’t leave so fast. We just got here," the taller one said, catching the chair she had just vacated, subtly gesturing for her to sit back down.

As she turned, locking eyes briefly with the second man, her breath hitched for a fraction of a second.

She felt something;a presence, foreign yet delicate, brushing against the edges of her mind.

Like there were two of them inside her head now.

A gentle intrusion, but an intrusion nonetheless.

"Get out of my head."

Her voice was calm, yet the threat in it was unmistakable.

The young man with striking blue eyes blinked, momentarily surprised by her reaction tilted his head slightly, and then offered her a polite smile.

"My apologies, Asha. Bad habit. Would you mind sitting with us?"

He pulled out the chair across from her and sat down, perfectly at ease, as if this were just a casual chat between old friends. The taller man followed, more reserved, but his watchful gaze remained fixed on her.

Asha was still reeling. Had she told him her name? No. Never. Were they here to take her back to where she had come from?

They didn’t have the same demeanor as the people she had spent years running from.

But then who were they?

And what did they want from her?

"I never told you my name. How—"

"We’re like you, my dear. I’m Charles," he said in a calm, almost soothing voice. "And this is my friend Erik. Please, sit. We mean you no harm."

She remained standing, hesitant, scrutinizing them both with confusion.

After a long moment of deliberation, she finally sat back down.

"What do you mean by ‘like me’?" she asked cautiously.

Charles smiled. "We are mutants, just like you. That’s how I knew your name. We were born with gifts; like you and your connection to the sun."

Hearing him say gift in the same sentence as sun felt like a slap.

A brutal reminder of a past she had buried under layers of lies and false identities.

Her jaw clenched.

How had they found her? Were they telling the truth?

How much did they know about her?

Could she trust them?

"You could have learned my name in a dozen different ways. Why should I believe you? There are people out there looking for me, people who wish me harm, and they know just as much about me. How do I know you’re not—"

Before she could finish, she felt a sudden shift.

The metal bracelet she wore; adorned with an amber gemstone; slowly slid off her wrist on its own, floating toward the hand of the man accompanying Charles.

Startled but unwilling to cause a scene, Asha immediately snatched the bracelet back, clasping it around her wrist.

"Stop that," she whispered harshly. "My mother gave me this. And I don’t want to attract attention."

Erik let out a small chuckle, crossing his arms.

"Relax. No one noticed."

Now, she had her proof.

Before her sat two mutants.

Two people who possessed abilities like her own; though she hesitated to call them ‘gifts’ the way Charles did.

No. To her, they were burdens.

But she was still confused.

She now knew who they were.

But what did they want from her?

"I don’t know what you expect from me, but I’m not interested," she stated coldly.

Charles didn’t seem surprised by her resistance.

"We’re not here to force anything on you, only to offer you a choice. A different path. One where you’re surrounded by others like yourself."

"I don’t need anything."

"Really?" Erik interjected, smirking. "You’re sitting alone in a café, hunted by ghosts. That’s not much of a life."

"Some people don’t have the luxury of simply moving silly objects or reading minds," she shot back, her tone sharp.

"Some of us are forced into a different kind of life because of what we are."

Charles met her gaze with quiet understanding before speaking again.

"We’re offering you a place where you don’t have to run anymore. Where you can be yourself."

She let out a short, bitter laugh. "A place? You mean a cage? I’ve heard this speech before. I don’t need to be saved."

"Asha," Charles said gently, "we are like you. We’re not humans trying to ‘save’ you. There is nothing to save. You are perfect as you are."

His words struck a nerve.

She had spent so long convincing herself that being alone was better. That it was safer.

But�� could she have been wrong?

Erik, observing her carefully, leaned forward.

"You can stay here if you wish, waiting for someone else to find you."

He paused.

"Or; you can come with us and see for yourself what the future might hold alongside others like you."

A heavy silence settled over them.

Then, after a long moment, Asha grabbed her bag and stood.

"Show me," she said. "And I’ll judge for myself."

Charles and Erik exchanged knowing glances, satisfied.

Without another word, they exited the café.

Asha followed, still uncertain.

Had she just made a terrible mistake?

Or, for the first time, had she finally made the right choice?

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end of the INTRO. how did u guys like it ? feel free to share ur feedbacks :p

[lavenderfieldsforvr]

okay so i had a dream about morph.

i was watching like a lost episode of tas (or movie? it was some sort of lost media with the tas cast) and morph was there and i was really excited. the xmen went to some kinda hotel for some reason, i guess they were on vacation. but weird shit started happening, they were attacked by an unknown villain(s) and so typical xmen stuff ensued. morph was more a background character, like how they are in the first two episodes of tas, but i was just happy they were there at all. i remember they did get taken hostage by the villain at one point, to be like "we'll kill your friend if you dont do what we want" blah blah. morph cant catch a break even in dreams i guess. but that scene only lasted a brief second.

the really interesting part is the end before i woke up, when magneto showed up and was like we need to evacuate the hotel (this was set in tas so im not sure why magneto is bossing them around but oh well) so the xmen all climb aboard the ship with him, and turns out they were on an island (i guess genosha? which would explain magneto) and they fly off. but see, wolverine was like trapped under a bunch of rubble at this point, i dont quite remember what happened but he was fighting and had an incident and the xmen left him for dead for some goddamn reason. so it cuts back to the hotel and wolverine claws his way out as he does, pretty much unscathed. but when he's wandering around he finds morph still there (playing darts for some reason, i guess they got bored) morph also got left behind, which confused and angered me in the dream, but i assume they probably stayed behind for wolverine.

wolverine goes up to them and he's like "wtf bub" and morph is like "yeah so we're stuck here i guess. wanna play darts?" and thats right around when i woke up. i remember forcing myself to stay half asleep another second because i wanted to hear what morph had to say. i also remember they were the clearest part of the dream despite not doing a whole lot, it was like they were colored brighter than everything else. they were in their human form like tas but they weren't wearing their jacket for whatever reason. it was fascinating, maybe ill draw something for it idk.

[ashestxr]

Get to know your mutuals: tag game

AAAAA thank you @wishchip106 for tagging me :]]

ive never done something like this so this was super fun hehehe

What's the origin of your blog title?

my name is ashe and i wanted a reason to sign my name with a star as the "a" 😀 but then i thought "ashestar" looked stupid so i added an x LMAO (and then only AFTER all that did i name my fursona star 😔)

OTP(s) + Shipname:

riddlebird/nygmobblepot has been my special interest for almost 3 years !! :]

but of course cherik has been very quickly been making its way up to being as special for me

Favourite colour:

green and purple !! (hmm i wonder why... 🤔) and is it too cheesy to say ive grown fond of orange now?? 😭

Favourite game:

i have a lot !! i mostly like story games so they can be difficult to play over and over but heres a few of them: a hat in time, the stanley parable, the portal games, any lego games, undertale and deltarune, and oneshot !!

and then of course theres also minecraft, the sims, and stardew valley that have easier replay value :]]

Song stuck in your head:

shes my collar by gorillaz !! (thank you lev for making me remember how much i love this song LMAO)

Weirdest habit/trait?

i pace all the time. anytime i have something i need to think about i will start pacing to get my thoughts going 😭 i can literally pace for hours at a time doing nothing else. its a huge time waster 😭😭

Hobbies:

reading, playing video games, dnd, uhhhh i mean i guess drawing and writing? oh and renpy as well even if i barely understand it

If you work, what's your profession?

im currently an assistant at a sewing shop !!

If you could have any job you wish, what would it be? Realistically?

god, is youtuber an option? its been something ive fantasized about since i was a kid but i dont have the self drive or passion to be able to do it tbh 😭 honestly, my dream job is something that pays well and doesnt involve talking to people often

Something you're good at:

id like to say writing !! even though i dont do it often ive always felt like it comes naturally to me (apart from being really slow at it) and ive had other people tell me the same. but apparently im really good at walking quietly as well !! im constantly scaring people cause they dont realize im in the same room 😭

Something you're bad at:

talking to people 😀 im getting better at doing it online, but irl? i will literally freeze up and stare at you if i dont know what to say 😭

Something you love:

lev, my wonderful platonic boyfriend 💚🧡 hehehe :]]

but also my cat, my dnd party, all of the fandoms ive been in (and the people ive met through them), uhhh idk theres lots of other things but i kinda just turned this into a people oriented answer LMAO

Something you could talk about for hours off the cuff:

literally anything ive ever been passionate about. ever. bring up an old special interest from my childhood? prepare for me to remember things in real time while im telling you about it. ask me about a story i came up with? i will yap your ear off for hours, and then some after that. i have way too many words for someone who has barely any friends LMAO

Something you hate:

blueberries 😠 (but more seriously, people who are rude for no reason or arent understanding of the more disabling aspects of my autism 😭im trying my hardest, okay??)

Something you collect:

jigsaw puzzles !! i have over a hundred :]

also random things relating to my special interests and hyperfixations but those arent as impressive

Something you forget:

everything 😀 i have adhd so my object permanence is GOD AWFUL and i barely remember my childhood 😭

What's your love language?

quality time !!!

Favourite movie/show:

oh boy... theres so many but starting with tv shows:

gotham, doctor who/torchwood, good omens, gravity falls, bojack horseman, and community !! (and probably a few others im forgetting...)

and then im actually not a huge fan of movies so the only ones i can think of off the top of my head are xmen first class/days of future past and scott pilgrim 😭

but since theres no section for more internet based stuff im also a huge fan of hermitcraft/life series, starkid musicals, the magnus archives, and generation loss :]]]

Favourite food:

shrimp !! but a big comfort food of mine is chicken and rice with sweet chili sauce

Favourite animal:

foxes, snakes, penguins, and cats !!!

What were you like as a child?

simultaneously very obnoxious and extremely shy (so basically the most typical undiagnosed autistic childhood ever LMAO)

Favourite subject at school?

english (big surprise there) but math was always super fun for me when i actually understood what was happening LMAO

Least favourite subject:

hmm.... history? but that might have to do with the fact that i was homeschooled so it was a super christianized version of it ://

What's your best character trait?

idk id like to say im pretty laid back. like if someone needs something from me ill go help or if someone im hanging out with wants to do something different i wont complain !! i just like being with the people i love :]

What's your worst character trait?

mmm everything i want to say are things that are caused by my audhd and it feels weird to say that for this question.. :// honestly, it might be a case of my best character trait also being my worst cause i have a hard time letting people know when im not alright with something because im a people pleaser

If you could change any detail of your life right now, what would it be?

i have been wanting to get my drivers license for over 2 years now and have made no progress 😀 honestly its one of the only things keeping me living with my parents but i still cant find the motivation to work seriously towards it

that and the fact that im so far apart from the love of my life :[[ but theres not much that can be done about that right now im afraid

If you could travel in time, who would you like to meet?

would it be dumb to say my younger self? cause i think it would be super healing for me if i was able to tell him that things get better :[

i dont have very many mutuals and i also dont know whos done this already so im just gonna tag these people and hope that its okay 😭 @monaetheworldsdestroyer @eriknocherikyes @osi-inn @ghostboy512 @alien--cookie @nyang-cheng @disasterhals

@autistic-billcipher (i know you were tagged in the post i was tagged in i just thought you would want to see this hehehe)

[jxthics]

Will you be doing any more Marvel/X-Men art in the future?

when the mood strikes or if i get commissioned! xmen was my first foray into comics, and it will always be my first love, i'm never leaving it for good. i haven't actively kept up with the comics in a long time, though, and i'm currently using what very little downtime i have to play some ff6. i'm not a hardcore "fandom" person, i just draw a lot of fanart - i don't think there's a source that i've ever been like, "okay, never drawing that again." i just pingpong around interests a lot, and i don't have a lot of free time to draw. (even if i have time after work, i have a bad shoulder/wrist, so i can't draw as much as i wanna.)

if you have a specific character you want to see me draw more of, please consider commissioning me! i reopen slots about every month or so, but even if my batch commissions aren't open, feel free to hit me up through dms or email - we could probably work something out regardless. 🤙 i also have a patreon where i take requests!

TLDR: yes, i just don't know when, consider paying me if you'd like it sooner

[sakura-cat-nightmare]

I created this blog over a year ago, but I never used it, but i decided that I'Il change that now, or at least that's my plan.

Some infos about me. You can call me Lizzi or Liz. I'm from Germany, which is sometimes really annoying. (My interests and obsession suffer as a result.. Finding K-pop albums here is a struggle, especially if you want something specific. And I'm not even starting with english movies in theaters)

I love to do creative things like DIYs and digital drawings. I also write Fanfictions (since 2020), but right now, only for myself. I plan to publish them soon [maybe]

Now about Fandoms, Ships, and all that stuff

Kpop

i'm in there since 2021, and I'll probably never get out :3. Generally, I'm a multistan, and I listen to very many groups and soloists, but I still have my Ults and favs.

Ult Groups:

BTS - Army since September 2021 (they brought me into kpop) and i will probably be posting about them regularly, haha

bias: Suga and Jhope

shippings: Sope <3, Namjin, Vminkook

Dreamcatcher - Insomnia since beginning 2022

bias: Jiu and Dami

shippings: Jiubin (Jiu × Dami), Suyeon

IU - Uaena since middle of 2023, but I started listening and loving her songs in 2022 (l also saw her live ♡ and she is so amazing)

Other Favs:

Gidle [Bias: Yuqi], Mamamoo [Bias: Solar, Moonbyul], Ateez [San, Seonghwa], Twice [Bias: Jihyo],Stray Kids [Bias: Chanbin], Itzy [Bias: Lia]

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Marvel

I watched my first MCU movie (Ironman 1) in 2020, and since then, it's an on and off relationship with this fanom. Usually, I will come back every other month or when a good movie/series comes out :D

Avengers

favs: Clint, Bucky, Nat, Yelena (same for the the actors)

shippings: Winterhawk <3

Xmen

favs: Logan, Wade, Yukio (she is so cute), Laura, (same for the the actors)

shippings: Poolverine <3

Gods/Others

favs: Loki, Lady Sif, Valkyrie, Thor,(same for the the actors)

shippings: Valkyrie/Sif, (some year ago also Thorki still love them but not as a ship)

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Football

[I'm German leave me alone l i will call it Football because it's Fußball here] liked football my whole life and when I saw a Bravertz edit it was the push I needed and now I am here haha

Fav Players: Julian Brandt, Marco Reus, Robert Lewandowski (maybe some others too, but they are more an on-off thing)

Fav Teams: BVB, FC Barcelona [honestly, I'm more a player person like the teams where the payers that I like play]

Shippings: Julian Brandt x nearly everyone (like for real I ship him with many ppl but i only write fics about Julian x Marco; Julian Robert; Julian x Marco x Robert [don't ask me why.. it just happened])

YouTube

First, i cant belive i FORGOT YOUTUBE???? IM SO DUMB LOL

Second I watch mostly minecraft Youtube, and do so since idk 2018? Yes I'm young. But i also watch other stuff lmao.

Fav Youtubers: Zombey, Maudado, Bastighg, Veni, Stegi, CastCrafter, Mahluna, Gnu, That Chief Guy, Clownpierce, Branzy, Reddoons, Squiddo.... (many more but these are my favs )

Shippings: Zomdado, VenixStegi, Clownzy, Zickzack (bastixveni), also kinda Bastiplatte but not really as a ship but they have a special place in my heart :)

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This blog will probably be really chaotic, but generally, I'll post about anything related to the fandoms just listed... and maybe other stuff I get obsessed with :)

[windsweptinred]

Shipper tag game

Thank you for the tag @marvagon, you glorious human 💖💖💖.

What ship were you completely obsessed with as a teenager, but now you don't care about anymore?

None. I may not be as passionate about them as I once was. But I still hold all my past ships near and dear to my heart. I'll even occasionally nip into their tags on A03 and have a dip into newer fics.

What ship would you consider your first one?

Daiken/Kensuke from Digimon 02. I remember watching it on Saturday morning and wondering if anyone else was seeing what I was seeing. That led me to discover Fanfiction.net. And the rest is history...

Your first fanfic was about which couple?

My very first full length fic was Corinthiel, posted here on Tumblr. My first fic posted on AO3 was Dreamling, and I wrote both last year. I am a very, very, very late comer to fanfic 😅. I'm honestly much more at home drawing fanart then writing. But will occasionally give into temptation, when an idea obbsessively hounds me to the point of insanity.

Do you remember the first couple you saw fan art of?

I genuinely can't. 😅 I remember it was probably on deviantart.

Have you ever gotten into ship discourse?

I try desperately to stay out of ship discourse. To me people's ships are their joy... And I've got no interest in being a theif of joy. If there's something I want to see more of in the fandom, like a rare pair I'm fond of, I just try and create content and hope someone else joins in (@bobbole loves you 💚🤍😅) . If it's not for me, I just keep scrolling on by.

Did you use to have any NOTP or have one currently?

Again, no. I've always been happy to pick and mix my ships. I have my favorites ofcourse. But I've never outright refused to dip my toe into any ship. Maybe if it ventured into an area I personally deemed problematic. But mostly, I'm happy to try anything once.

Who were the last couple in the last fanfic you read?

I'm currently reading Remy Lebeau x Logan fanfic from Xmen. 😅 What sent me in that direction, I do not know. But I've found some amazing new fics in and amongst revisiting some old favourites.

Currently, do you have any OTPs?

I can proudly say until recently I've never had an OTP. Being a multishipper makes that kind of hard. But I don't know, I may be in too deep with Corinthiel. I'm not sure I could picture Danny and the Second Corinthian with anyone else but each other now. (Curse you @ibrithir-was-here. See what you have wraught! 😆). Them and Charmes (Charon x Hermes) from Hades. Because why would you split up the professional associates like that?! (Again very much your fault @mashumaru 😆) , Damn, I guess I've got OTPs now. If there's an established, happy couple in canon, most of the time I'll respect that and leave them be. So I guess that kind of counts too.

Is there any couple that, to this day, that you are extremely mad about not getting into?

Again no. If the juggernaut ship of a fandom doesn't really tickle my fancy, I'll sometimes stare forlornly at it. And sigh like a sad bohemian poet. But that's all content envy and I know it. 😆

Is there any ship you used to dislike but now you think they're kind of interesting?

🤔 I didn't dislike it, but I never really ventured near Corintheus until I started shipping Corinthiel. That made me backtrack and consider Morpheus and the original Corinthian's relationship from an entirely different perspective.

Do you have any ship that, in the past, would have been considered normal but now you would be cancelled over?

No I don't think so. As far as know they're all still alive, well and for the most part, living in peace and harmony in their respective fandoms.

What is your favorite crack ship?

Bookend, Destiny and his Book. The old book and chain. Living their best, grumpy old married couple, life together. @jazzy-a 🤜🤛🤣.

What is the couple you read the most fanfics about?

Most recently was Dreamling. I'm a bit of fandom butterfly at the moment, fluttering between multiple fandoms, waiting for the next all consuming passion to strike me down. I read, and reread ANYTHING Corinthiel 😅. But of all time?..... I couldn't say. I revisit so many of my ships so often.

What do most of your ships have in common?

Two bastards in love will always be my favourite. I'd love to boldly claim it's all about two morally dubious rogues, being despicable in the kinkiest ways together. 😅 But I know it's more about two people, often misunderstood and maligned... Finding a deep sense of belonging with each other. But I'm an eclectic sort and I've got a lot ships that don't fit that category I still love dearly.

What do you absolutely hate in a ship?

Absolutely nothing outright. I'll sometimes go off a ship a little once it reaches that point where fanon locks in too tight around it. But I think that's a very me problem, as I crave variation/new experiences/ideas. I'll still love the ship, I'll just know that's just my time to move onto something new and come back and visit every so often.

I'm tagging @martybaker @thelostkelpie @missingrache @thirrith @zigzag-wanderer @lucienne-thee-librarian and @tickldpnk8 and anyone mentioned above. If you want to have a go. 😁

[xxplastic-cubexx]

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[manyothermusingsofmine]

And Pose || Drabble

Fandom: Xmen

Warnings: Characters talking about bigotry moments

Wordcount: 1931

Summary: There's a lot of ways to try and get your mind off things. For Nightcrawler and Gambit, their preferred distraction just happens to be the same. AN: Look I'm not a fitness kinda person but even I know this isn't proper spotting from what I've seen spotting to actually entail. -------------------------

Acrobatic routines, gymnastics and workouts helped get him out of his head, usually. Right now Kurt was doing a pull up set that, if he was honest, he didn't completely have his full focus and attention on. The repetition barely causing any needed strain to make him point his attention on something but the thoughts that lingered in his mind, a slight sigh of frustration escaping him drawing the attention of his friend.

"You alright there? You don't seem to be all in it today."

"Mh."

Red eyes flicked over to the blue mutant, as Gambit slowly lowered himself off the bar he was using to train his core; the two always keeping an eye out for each other during these sessions. And it was unlike Kurt to give such a short, numb answer- or be in such poor form. As his feet touched the floor, Gambit let go of the bar, turning to his friend.

"This isn't doing much for you, mon ami. If you actually want to get some work in, I think you're better off training your flexibility."

"Maybe..."

"What's on your mind?"

"A lot."

It said enough; he wasn't ready to talk about it. Lightly crossing his arms over his chest, Remy observed Kurt for a while.

"Well, Gambit will tell you this much, mon ami. You can either go through ten more sets of this and get nothing worthwhile done, or work on something that'll actually challenge you to focus. Your choice."

Kurt thought about it for a moment, eyes flicking away to the side. With a light sigh, he let go, easily landing on the thick mat below him and leaving to another that wasn't directly below any of the bars, but close enough to keep an eye on Gambit and have Gambit keep an eye on him. Starting a warm up first, he tried his best to focus. And thankfully, even the warm up stretches seemed to help more in clearing his mind.

"Did something happen on the run, this mornin?" Gambit asked, grabbing the bar above him and starting with pull ups himself, "because I saw you before you and Miranda went to get supplies, and you were fine."

"That obvious?"

"Know you long enough by now to know when something's up."

Kurt huffed ever so slightly, slowly building up his stretches until he felt comfortable dropping to the floor in a split, both of his legs on each side of him as he lowered the rest of himself as much as he could.

"Same nonsense, different day. You bring a duo like Miranda and me to the mall, and eventually you start hearing the whispers. Random guys wondering why she's hanging around me. Nothing I haven't heard before; at this point I almost wish they would come up with a new insult to call me instead of everything I've heard a million times before."

"So, something else must've happened, or this wouldn't be doing laps in your mind."

"Never thought I'd hear it in reverse."

"What do you mean?"

Pushing himself back up and folding his legs back together, Kurt stretched himself as far forward as he comfortably could, thinking for a moment how to explain the emotional pressure point he felt the whole day had been prodding at.

"I decided to take her to the little convenience store on third avenue."

"The one run by Monsieur Moray? Gargoyle looking fella?"

"Yeah. He seems to have gotten a new cashier, a lizard lady,” he wanted to say that that was good, as the owner had very much needed a few extra hands around the place, but he had a sinking feeling he knew where this was going. Gambit just looked at Kurt, halting his pull ups for a moment, "she thought I couldn't hear her when she asked him why I brought a regular human with me."

There was a hint, a mere tinge of annoyance to Kurt's voice, but it was enough to tell Remy that this had really pushed a nerve. Kurt pushed himself back up into a regular sitting position. His anger, while quiet, was no less boiling over; "Which, first of all, she isn't, thank you very much. And even if she was just a regular human, so what? Isn't that the whole point of what we're trying to do? How.... How does it help any of us if both mutants and humans are acting like we can't interact with each other, ever? That we're too fundamentally different to get along?"

Gambit didn't really react aside from the odd noise to indicate that he was still listening, fully understanding that Kurt just needed to get this off his chest.

"Besides, how many regular humans do you know with wine red hair and emerald green eyes?"

"Plenty of them dye their hair in wild colors and wear colored contacts for the fun of it. It don't make them mutant."

Kurt groaned in response; it was a logical answer and Remy was right about it, but it still hit him wrong; "I know that. I've been friends with regular humans before, Remy, including ones that dye their hair. If Miranda was a natural blonde dying her hair that shade of red, like she claims she is, the roots would start to show in no time."

"Claims she is? To whom?"

"Humans. Ones she doesn't want to reveal her being mutant to."

Silence fell between the two as they simultaneously decided to focus on their routines, with Gambit going back to his pull ups and Kurt slowly pushing himself up into a handstand, deciding he would try and see how long he could hold that for. It did require more focus than things had before, his mind quieting the bubbling anger in him as it was now more worried about keeping balance for as long as he could. After a few long moments, he let his feet touch the mat again, getting up and stretching.

"All I'm saying is," he guided his leg into a vertical split as he spoke, "things are hard enough without mutants gatekeeping who's mutant enough to be part of the club. She shouldn't have to come with disclaimers and peer reviewed degrees to prove she's a mutant; she shouldn't have to feel like she's not believed unless she shows how she vanishes from sight. And even if she was just a regular human; that should be fine too. That should be stellar, even. We should be getting along. That aside, I would love it if people trusted me to make my own decisions in who my friends are."

"Mh. Look, for what it's worth, mon ami.. You're right. Everything would be easier if everyone got along. 'S a shame that we don't. No one else gets to have a say in how you two feel about each other, either way."

As he arched his leg over, holding on with one of his hands and almost looking like one of the little dancers in a jewelry box, he considered Gambit's last words for a moment longer. How they felt? That had been a thing that lowkey sang around in his mind. Gambit didn't need to know about the shift, there, but when he really thought about it, what did they have? A few kisses, a shift in considering each other partners and... Not much more than that, really. It begged the question what either of them really wanted out of this, and he had been trying to figure out a way to talk to her about it. Without anyone else overhearing, preferably. But why? Why did he not want anyone to overhear if he told her he liked her? Was that not enough; did he have to come with a much heavier declaration than that, and would he scare her off if he did label his feelings as more intense than just liking her?

Seeing his own faint reflection in one of the tiled walls nearby, something in the back of his mind chimed in that these two feelings where more intertwined than that. He was worried about how she would react if he said he genuinely liked her. Because... what if she wanted to keep this where this was now? Casual, lowkey, without anyone knowing; so it would be easier to call it quits when the novelty of him wore off? His balance quivered and he couldn't correct it, fumbling out of his pose with a lot less grace than he had getting into it, landing back on both his feet and needing a few steps to the side before he felt like he had steadied himself, staring at the wall for a moment longer

What if, at some point, she wanted to be with someone who made hiding among non-mutants a lot easier? Someone less... obviously mutant. He flinched ever so slightly as the last two words weren't said by his own voice, but by the distant and cold tone of his mother. He turned back to Gambit.

"What's that even supposed to mean?"

"Exactly what it says on the tin. Whether it's the convenience store cashier or some random Joe trying to impress his friends that he could totally go over and talk to the pretty lady if he wanted to; neither of them have any say in whatever is happening between you and Miranda."

"Whatever is happening?" Kurt dryly repeated, with Gambit giving a slight smirk, "by that logic it's not up to you to dictate how we feel, either."

"Which I'm not doing, mon ami."

"I sure hope you're not."

He shook everything off, knowing fully well that if he left it with that weird stumble he would undermine his own sense of confidence. Lowering himself to the mat once more, he pushed himself up until all of his weight rested on his lower arms onto the mat, before slowly but surely curving his spine and holding his balance that way.

"Anyway, I do know one thing for sure, if you're looking to impress her you should show off that flexibility of yours more."

"I'm not doing this to impress anyone, Remy. I'll leave 'using acrobatics to woo people' to you, thank you very much."

"Who says I'm doing this just to impress women?"

"People, Remy, not just women; anyone really, who's willing to toss their eyes into the room when you're doing your pole dancing routine, where the door is always conveniently open just wide enough for curious eyes."

"Hey, that's-"

"Core and strength practice, ja, you've said that before and I'm not saying it doesn't take skill and strength. I'm saying that if you didn't want to show off, you'd actually close the door instead of making it convenient for, oh, I dunno, Shadow? To look in?"

"Merde!" and with that Gambit's concentration was now broken, slipping off the bar and onto the mat a little more brick like than he had intended, slightly putting his fists on his hips. He was going to say something, but there was a strange lingering emotional tension in the room that even he picked up on, and didn't feel like prodding at too much.

"... How about we stop talking about this for a bit?"

"Fine by me."

"Two more sets, and then maybe a sparring match? I think we could both use the distraction."

"... Agreed. Sure. Two more sets, then spar. And, Remy?" Gambit looked back to Kurt, halted just second before he had intended to leap back up on the bar, "Thank you. For listening."

"Of course, mon ami."

[puncertainty]

Hello!!!! Just wanted to say that I ADORE the poster you made with an American werewolf in London but it's Logan and he's Canadian and a mutant that Hugh Jackman thought was initially a Werewolf when he auditioned for the role on the first Xmen movie lmao, anyway I genuinely loved it, I love how you draw Logan SO MUCH and an American werewolf in London is one of my favorite movies ever, and Logan is my favorite Xmen so it was a crossover made in heaven, I hope that you enjoy the movie!!! And that hopefully it inspires you to draw more of a Canadian mutant in London lmao, anyway Love you and your art a lot!!! *Chefs kiss* 💖💖💖

(also there's a poster?? Of it?? Of the Canadian mutant in London?? If so are they still available?? Where can I buy it???)

HI!!! Omg thank you so much, i am honestly so in awe of all the love this drawing has gotten 😭❤️ALSO YES there is a poster available on my etsy, liked here!!! I’m so flattered you love it so much to have it physically aaaghhh <333333

I am hopefully going to watch the movie this week so perhaps there will be more werewolverine… I’m actually so nervous to draw & post any art now bc idek how to follow up after the poster LOL.…. i AM about halfway done with a little xmen comic, so I will be posting that soon it if it is of interest to you…

[supernatural-bias]

my hyperfixations — the year in review

january: gotham [ 6 / 10 ]

this was a pretty minor one, but i still had fun. began phasing out of the dc craze from the end of last year with this show, but that doesn't mean i still didn't enjoy it

february: gorillaz [ 9 / 10 ]

the beginning of the end,,, pretty much listened to nothing but them for two months straight after really doing a deep dive into the lore. pucks birthday month!!! created a six hour long playlist i still listen to today. wonderful

march: gorillaz [ 8 / 10 ]

the strong feelings for gorillaz continued. this interest goes dormant for a bit, even if i continue to listen to the music, but never completely goes away

april: the outsiders / umbrella academy [ 7 / 10 ]

a combination of these two. reread the outsiders about ten times, and watched the movie even more. also started a rewatch of tua in preparation for the new season that would come out later. cru's birthday month!

may: xmen / umbrella academy [ 7 / 10 ]

i remember going on a long camping trip and just spending the nights on the forest floor thinking about these two media's. plagued me constantly and at the same time. quinn's birth month

june: supernatural [ 10 / 10 ]

ohhhhh i did not know what i was getting myself into. no words to describe it other than fast, intense, and ever lasting. i especially appreciate this month more looking back at my first time watching. went on a class trip to europe and watched it non stop with friends. super fond memories involving this month and spn together. ezras birth month

july: supernatural [ 10 / 10]

wheeee the pattern continues!!! basically all i did this month was work and travel, so plenty of downtime to binge like. eight fucking seasons and rave about it on the internet of all places. constantly bombarded my friends with live reactions rip. very busy month with no time to think about anything but supernatural

august: supernatural [ 8 / 10 ]

this was when i finally finished the last few seasons, and started to attempt my rewatch. only got two seasons into the rewatch before peetering out of it due to school (urgh) but i talked about it non stop pretty much the entirety of the month. fun stuffs!

september: gorillaz [ 10 / 10 ]

drew murdoc for no reason one day, listened to one of the albums in full again just because, and then bam. i got stuck. this sort of starts up the pattern of no longer getting into new stuffs, but rather cycling through old ones

october: gorillaz / dsmp [ 8 / 10 ]

kept blasting gorillaz this month while trying to push down the fact that i was getting back into my oldest fandom ever. didn't want to admit to myself i was into mcyt at the time, but eventually gave up and just went for it. ten out of ten do recommend being cringe. it's very fun

november: dsmp [ 10 / 10 ]

full on minecraft brain. watching old lore. listening to old fan music. drawing block men. the works. not ré's birth month, but rather his resurgance and rebuild. poured way too much time into this old storyline. siiiiighs.

december: dsmp / supernatural [ 10 / 10]

decembers not completely over right now, but im halfway through, and it's been great. started up my spn rewatch again after visiting a con where i met actors, and still haven't been free'd of the minecraft youtuber grip. my yt watch time is so fucked

overall review: three completely new interests discovered this entire year, four characters created, fifteen new playlists made, a lot of time spent watching shows, and too many fics written