#but i think thats for you to decide not me

[slttygeto]

“will you still have a crush?”

pairing: husband! suguru x wife! reader.

genre: fluff.

note: smth very short thats been sitting in my drafts for a while and i decided to work on since my insomnia kicked in. enjoy.

suguru can feel you staring at him, which he finds quite hilarious.

you on the other hand? you were fuming. or at least trying to.

because you know the argument you just had with suguru wasn’t really an argument, and that you were probably being dramatic and absolutely—no, certainly needed to hear suguru laugh again —he laughed so hard that he had tears in his eyes and you could feel your face heating up.

god, he was so fucking attractive.

so the question was—do you have a crush on me?

suguru had responded with—we have been married for four years. which was obviously the wrong answer and your husband should’ve known that.

“okay so you hate me.”

“baby, I married you.”

“what if someone dared you to?” to which suguru grimaced at.

“I’m not 15.”

“oh but you wish you were.”

stepping closer to you, making sure that he can still see the pancakes from his spot just in case they burn, suguru bends down to your level. “what does that mean baby?”

you try your best to unaffected by the close proximity, this was your husband for fuck’s sake. but even years later, the brown of his eyes makes you feel weak in the knees.

“you’d be the age where you hadn’t met me yet.” you add with a roll to your eyes, crossing your arms over your puffed out chest.

it catches suguru off guard, but he is clearly enjoying the little show you were putting on. because a few moments later, he is resting his forehead on your shoulder and his entire body trembles.

“what— are you laughing?!”

your husband cradles your face in his hands, pulling away from your shoulder to kiss your lips while you jokingly push him away.

“i’m sorry, i’m sorry that was just so—“

“don’t talk to me! you don’t even take me seriously anymore!”

“I do! I just didn’t expect that kind of response.” he tries to reason with you, but to no avail.

and so now you were on the couch pouting, and he was sitting on the other side of the couch with a plate of pancakes.

“are you sure you don’t want some pancakes?”

“I wish I put poison in them.” you mutter under your breath, and suguru still thinks you’re the funniest person alive.

“a murderer announcing how they’re going to kill their target?” he teases, leaning closer to you while you pretend to stare anywhere but at his face.

“yeah and I would make sure no one finds your body.”

“how would you do that, baby?” you raise an eyebrow at him, and he mirrors your action, bringing his face closer to you. “I am kind of a big guy. wouldn’t that be a hassle to you?”

screw him for knowing how to make you fold.

“…I would have anger fueled strength.”

he gasps dramatically. “anger fueled?”

you nod. “because you hate me.”

“because I said I married you.”

“which was basically ignoring the question ‘do you have a crush on me?’ so yeah.”

“interesting.”

“to someone who’s full of disdain and hatred, yes it would be very interesting.”

the longer suguru stared at you, the more he effortlessly towered over you on the couch, the harder it was to keep the act going. his brown eyes stare deeply into your soul as he sets the plate down, turning to face you.

it’s silent at first, just his eyes staring at you and your face slowly warming up under his intense gaze.

“…what?” you finally break the silence, blinking repeatedly.

“four years down the road, and you still blink so much when you’re nervous.”

a habit no one noticed, not even your own mother. your eyes get watery when you’re nervous, they’re truly the mirror to your soul—

of course suguru would know that better than anyone else.

you sit there, lips parted in awe at his words and your face feeling like a furnace. if there was any person in the world who could make you feel like a teenager falling in love for the first time, it would be suguru.

“..sounds like you have a crush on me or something.” you mumble under your breath, trying your best not to crack under his gaze and he laughs, leaning in to press a kiss to the corner of your lips.

“maybe, who knows?”

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[cassie0queen]

(English isn't my first language so don't judge me ok)

I just had an idea what if this was a demon twins au where Danny runs away and everyone thinks he's dead but Danny is like the better twin but he loved Damian very much and Ra's was using this to make Danny obey his orders and the twins were super close and they had a really good relationship and Danny overhears Ra's talking about the battle to death between the twins and he decides he gonna let Damian be the heir and he finds the perfect opportunity to disappear when he's in a mission and the was an explosion and Danny is found by jazz somewhere in Chicago and decides this is her lil bro I'm thinking and everything continues as it was but Danny's parents accept him and like they send him with his sister to GU (BC she into psychology) so the GW wouldn't find him and he ends up moving schools there (and if you want add Danielle we're calling he Ellie BCS better BC why not is gonna be fun) and fast forward to 2 months in Gotham and somehow the bats don't realise there's other demon brat here and like things happen and both are into the same freaking thing like I'm talking about Danny joins art class bc he thinks Damien would do that and Damien learns more about space and science bc he thinks Danny would do that and like they both have the same clothing style? (Idk I think Danny would ware this clothes ) and like idk one of the bats come across Danny is wearing these clothes or something similar to what Damien had yesterday or a day before that and... BUT What if Bruce or Alfred was the one who finds out about Danny and like they think is a clone or something bc Damian didn't tell the truth about Danny bc shame/grief or guiltyness OR bc he saw the way Bruce talked about Jason when they thought he was dead? And imagine them confronting and Damian recognise Danny immediately and breaks down crying bc kid wasn't allowed to grief and if he was he was only alone at night in his bedroom because Ra's though Danny was a disgrace to the Al Gaul family and the bats finding out the whole story from Damian s perspectiv and like Danny's just living his life till F!KING BATMAN and robin (who kinda look like him or his twin but he ain't judging) breaks his freaking window and Ellie is laughing in the background bc batman is calling him son and wants him to go with him home (batsy is kidnapping kids from their homes (; ) and like jazz is coming home only to find this f!king furry bat cosplay dude (I'm scared to swear) want to kidnap her lil siblings and they start arguing and the bats weren't expecting to a redhead Young woman to be ready to fight batman and like robin trys to talk to Danny but his lil sister just doesn't allow him to speak and robin take off his mask and it shows Damian and everyone rameins silent Ellie is stunned thinking is other clone jazz knowing damn well thats Danny's twin bc sword and Danny's eyes well up just enough to make his eyes glossy and but he keeps a straight face and tells him to leave (he thinks Damian is still with the league of assassins) and Damian is heartbroken but HE ATTEMPTS to leaves but red hood quite literally lifts Danny up his shoulder and runs to the batcave with red robin giving instructions to what do to next and idk how but jazz and Ellie are coming along so yeyy (I know is bad but I barely had 20 hours of sleep in 3 days and I can't do basic math or spell something)

Lil Wayne here!!

[mia-can-yap-too]

I was going to enter and hesitantly send a thirst but then I got infected

I just want your thoughts, how do you think Suguru/any jjk character would reject reader(you). The causes in my head are to make me cry only so I’ll let you decide 😋

This is the first time ive gotten something like this (ily rome marry me pls) and i dont do angst often so i hope i got it right

warnings :- angst, mentions of death, somewhat canon compliant

Geto Suguru

he dismisses your affection as naivety

believes that youre only clinging to the ghost of who he used to be

"Don't look at me like I'm still the man you want me to be."

believes love is a weakness, and you're even weaker for wanting it, let alone with him

calls your feelings a 'liability'

makes sure you know how delusional he thinks you are

deep down inside, though, he thinks that if you confessed sooner, if you hadn't taken as much time, he could've loved you too

Gojo Satoru

he tries to deflect with sarcasm first, but would grow colder if you keeping pushing

"You don't love me, you just love the idea of me."

in reality, since he's burdened by so much power, he scared of losing people

he believes that letting people close is a death sentence for them

he sees rejecting you as a form of mercy

ignores you for a good couple weeks after

then goes back to 'normal'

maybe if he ignores your feelings, they'll stop existing, right?

Toji Fushiguro

in my mind, his first wife was the only one for him

he doesnt move on after her and probably wont catch feelings for others after

sure, he'll sleep around, but theyre nothing but placeholders to him

thats what you are to him too

if you confessed he would laugh in your face

"Oh, you want to fix me? Get in line. Then, get out the way."

directly tells you to find someone who'll give a fuck about your feelings

leaves abruptly, not interested in any further conversation

Nanami Kento

he believes that he cant offer the stability you deserve while living the jujutsu life

"My days are numbered. I refuse to let you waste yours on someone who already knows how it ends."

hes gentle but firm

he walks away quietly after, knowing its for the best but still being burdened by the decision

internally wishes you had met in a different life, where the world wasnt so unjust

Sukuna Ryomen

hes mocking and demeaning

"What made you think I was capable of something as pathetic as love?"

mocks your feelings mercilessly. no empathy, no hesitation.

says he doesnt care about anyone, least of all you

dismisses your feelings, says you're nothing to him

if you cry, he smirks. if you get angry, he'll laugh

he rejects nor just you, but also the concept of being cared for

[slutforwoo]

☆15. what the actual fuck☆

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you'd be lying if you said you weren't nervous to have yunho over again, even it was purely just to study. rushing to clean up the mess in the living room you do even hear when the doorbell rings. snapping out of it, you quickly make your way over to the door.

taking a moment to regain your composure, you finally open the door to reveal yunho waiting with food in hand.

"I got some pho on the way," he smiled as you moved to the side to invite him in.

"omg you're the best yuyu, you can put it on the table"you beamed as you closed the door and followed him into the living room, sitting around the coffee table.

you sat opposite each other, yunho pulling out the pho and his books and notebooks. setting it to the side while the two of you ate and just caught up a bit.

"I just can't wait for this year to be over man"you sighed, "like, im alost done with school so"

"must be nice, I have a long way to go"yunho said, seeming a bit bummed at the amount of school he had left.

"you got it though, your smart like yun, you're in the honor roll" you teased.

"ah, yes, I forgot, honestly," he laughed lightly, looking at the slight smirk on your face. "I would be a liar if I said this was with an insane amount of effort, but for me it isnt" he said, trying to hold back a laugh

"you lucky fuck" you say rolling your eyes before taking the last bite of your food and getting your books and things out to start studying.

after clearing the table you guys begin, going over the key things you might need come your class tommorow. it was genuinely a shame that break was over so soon.

you had been lucky you took a couple of days to pre shoot some content and videos. aw fuck did you lock the room? you couldn't remember. you excused yourself to "go to the bathroom" but in reality you went to make sure the room was locked before making your back into the living room, yunho deep into writing him notes.

"do you want anything to drink?"you ask walking past him into the small kitchen, opening up the fridge to see what you had. "I have, water, banana milk, fruit punch?" you question as you grab a banana milk for urself.

"banana milk" he called out, looking up to you digging into the fridge to grab another bottle before walking back over.

"you went a section ahead," you pouted as you handed him the drink, taking a look at his notebook.

"I promise you can just copy my notes and I'll give you the rundown," he smiled as you took his notebook to copy what he had written down and he took a moment to take in what you were wearing.

you had on a short-cropped tank top and your grey zip-up jacket. yunho always found it a bit odd that you would try to always wear jackets. along with sometimes adding long sleeves to cover your tattoos, you always want to hide. but sometimes he'd notice the makeup smudge on certain spots, but he never said anything. just out of pure respect.

It was getting hot in the apartment, you felt yourself start to sweat and you were having an internal debate on taking off your jacket. you heavily doubted that yunho knew what you do or watched your content. no way right? after the internal debate you decided to take it off but the doorbel rung.

"ah I think thats the mail gimme a second" you said excusing yourself and as you got up and started to walk away, you took of your jacket.

yunho's eyes going wide when he recognizes the familiar angel wing tattoo on your back. there was no fucking way? you're fucking cher??? the cam girl him and his 2 other friends obsess over??? who the fuck were the guys in the videos and streams then?? no fucking way.

you turn around from grabbing the mail to see yunho in his state of shock for just a split second before he fixes his face.

"is everything okay yun?" you question as you made your way back to the living room.

"u-uh yea, I just forgot I need to go um with uh san to get groceries for the house today. I'm sorry I have to go," he stuttered out as he gathered his things and rushed out of the apartment.

you stood there in shock, suddenly alone and confused as to why he made up a lie to leave so quickly. there's no way he recognized the tattoo on your back, right?

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[borathae]

aaaaaaand I can officially say that I've finished "Purple Rain" 🥺. it was a story that I enjoyed deeply and that also made me suffer jsjsjs, but thats how life is, isnt it?

omgmgm yaaay you finished it!! and you loved it!! heheheheh yaaay!!!

Sibiiii, I gotta start with the fact that I have noticed that several stories of yours (like this one) end with a smutty chapter, and I couldnt be happier with it. as a demisexual myself, I find your smut chapters truly fulfiling because they are sooo deep and emotional: a real soul-bonding experience, while at the same time, they add to the plot because its the way your characters communicate and love each other. plus, I think its a whole challenge to write smut, and you do it so amazingly that its just another proof of what a marvelous writer you are💜.

WOWOOWOWOW YAY!! gosh this is the biggest compliment <3 I'm so happy to hear that you just ✨get it✨ like, my smut isn't just there to be smut, it's there to tell a story and to show that my characters are IN LOVE!! 💜

however, the smut chapters are not the only ones that I enjoyed, but the story itself! like the angst was also sooooo chaotic jsjsjs, I got so frustated with some of your characters decisions (like Kook and Yoongi leaving oc, Tae and Jimin for 3 months 🕴️) that at some point I had to think "I need to calm down. Everything's fine. I'm an adult" like the meme JAJAJAJAJA.

fjadsfjasjf the angst was definitely chaotic ababahah also omfg the meme is so relatable hjfadsjf like, some of those decisions really were anger inducing LIKE HELLO COME BACK WTFFFF

I must say that I have had bad experiences with second chances, so I don't know if they are always a good choice, but for this story I think it was perfect because the characters didn't breakup because of a toxic relationship, but because of lack of communication (I mean yeah, at one point that can be toxic but you know what I mean jsjsjs), so it was nice to read a succesful "second chance" story ✨.

okay this is so real fajdsfj me too, I feel like second chances rarely go well 💀 BUT this is my pookie kookie and I needed them to get together again or ELSE 😡 also ohh!! I love that you said that heheh thank you so much for saying this!! 💜

in general, I cannot thank you enough for writing these wonderful stories. I discovered you by the Sanguis Duology a few years ago and I haven't stopped reading your works ever since because they are so addictive ejbsutsidl💖. I will keep giving you review of your works for as long as you decide to share them with us hoping that they can give back a percentage of the happiness your works have brought me 🥺.

You are so sweet and lovely and wonderful!! aaah!! thank you so much for saying this and I'm so happy to have you as my reader! Truly, thank you for being part of this lil blog and for leaving reviews and gosh!! I hope you can always be happy 💜

Hope you are having a good rest and I send you lots of hugs, @borathae ! ✨

heheheheh I'm sending you hugs back heheheheh 💜💜💜

“Two months on the road with Jungkook and his friends and you couldn’t be happier about your life. You spend your days laughing, dancing and rolling around the sheets with the boy of your dreams, all whilst visiting beautiful places. 

But your idyllic life soon changes, when Taehyung’s past catches up with him, putting not only him, but your entire gang in danger. Can the group get through his betrayal and if so can you outrun the danger before it is too late?”

Pairing: Jungkook x f.Reader, Yoongi x Jimin 

Genre: Biker Gang!AU, Road Trip!AU, Smut, Romance, Hurt and Comfort

Warnings: This story contains heavy themes such as portrayal of drug addicition & mental health issues. As well as violence and heartbreak & sexually explicit scenes. If you are sensitive to such topics, I advise you read with care.

Wordcount: 209.447

a/n: This story no joke, it means the world to me. Eight months of hard work and all of my blood, sweat and tears are in this story and I really hope you can feel how much it means to me! 💜

~ Part 2 of “The Cocktail Trilogy” ~

#01 - The Start of a Journey

#02 - Billiard & Jealousy

#03 - Apologies

#04 - Junkyards & Bike Rides

#05 - As Close As Possible

#06 - What is Love?

#07 - Friendship & Couple Discounts

#08 - Purple

#09 - 2010

#10 - Alleyways

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[callistocalavarni]

hey girlie! hope you're doing well<3 also, love the new blog theme♡

i read this post (https://www.tumblr.com/hrrtshape/782835465002926080/read-this-if-youre-confused-about-persistence-if?source=share) by hrrtshape recently...

do you think that our reality not changing 'instantly' depends upon whether we're fully committed to our consiousness/accept it as a fact or not? putting aside all the desperation, etc, after you're certain that you've shifted in your mind?

I just wanted to get your views on this because tbh I may or may not have understood her poetic prose ;(

thank youuuu!!!🫶🏼🎀 lots of love!!!!!

Hii, I hope this makes sense, it might sound like something everybody has said already but then again thats just the shifting community so who cares, also thanks !

Also this might not make any sense at all.. actually fuck the human language for not allowing me to communicate my abstract thoughts about reality and how time works….I wish I were telepathic.

Quantum mechanics tells us that particles can be in several places at once. If the particles can be in several places at once and we are made up of these particles we should be able to be in several places at once as well. This is were Hugh Everett proposed his many worlds theory, stating that wave functions never collapse. ( stay with me ) Collapse implies that the other states in super position disappear, so that only one position remains. This would be the idea that there is only one true reality, this one that you are experiencing, but with many more theories coming out about how reality works that notion becomes more distant.

The many worlds theory suggests that there is a third level of parallel realities you can experience by making certain choices. Now you can say his many-worlds theory was widely ignored for his time, and you would be correct, but recently it has caught attention of the physics community. I'm not saying that Everett was right about everything and that is theory is the "manifesto" of how we perceive reality but it can certainly be a jumping point of understanding.

Small changes in our thinking can lead to different outcomes. I've had certain realities relay what my mind has picked up, I've noticed that even though you think you are in a stagnant period relating to shifting your mind is still projecting what you are thinking onto the world. For example, many of my dreams are just jumbled non sense of what I do and think throughout my day. Same goes for realities I shift to, even though I haven't experienced certain situations it still shows up.

We don't know a lot about the mind, and (to an extant) we don't know why the mind tends to delay things; learning, developing mental blocks, etc.

Take a piece of paper, look at it fully and imagine that its your consciousness in its entirety. At the top of the paper, measure a centimeter then take your pencil and draw a line horizontally all the way across. See? Thats a sliver of the paper ( your consciousness ) Thats about all you are using. Only that tiny bit is what we are aware of at this moment.

Ever single human has a different way of being aware. Thats why so many people shift in different ways. Its the levels in which you think that make up what you are ware of.

For example, one persons way of shifting could be pacing around in their room daydreaming about their dr and thats how their mind understands shifting, thats how their mind knows when to shift. Another person could use the method between being awake and being asleep to shift and thats how their mind discerns this reality from another.

Our brain is stubborn, fulling accepting something as fact is one thing, being fully aware is another. Desperation or any of the such will not stop you from shifting.

Ok so, to dumb it down, there is no past, there is no future, the only true thing is what you experiencing now - and with the concept of shifting you can choose to experience anything you'd like. The essence of being where you are is deciding what you are aware of. Whenever I shift It feels like smooth, like your in the zone of flowing thoughts, it comes in this abstract state of awareness.

im done looking at this obsidian doc I have three months of homework i need to finish by june so this is all you are getting from me so sorry, ( i have no idea how emma does all that I have so much respect for her )

[spiritfoxx26]

Cube batch part 2! The finale~ note before i suck at hands so- i didn’t do hands and drew them how they’d be in my au hope you don’t mind

Top left, @jordidoesdrawing , very cute, i like the little flairs on the outfit and the chiped “ears” aren’t something i see often~ also very cute skirt

Top right, (and given to me via dm) @pinktrashgoblin i adore this little creature! They’re a bit simpler so i decided to use their ability here. I also gave them more paws than square hands it seemed cute. The eye flames are such a fun concept!!! (Definitely makes me want to know more about how abilities work but thats for a later time) great cube ^^

Bottom left @woahtriangle as always absolutely gorgeous design! I love how they’re just an actual cat! And fluffy! Would pet and or hug if they’d allow it I don’t think i got every detail but hopefully i did them justice still

Bottom middle @dj-inthehouse , very regal i like the him~ i can’t help but find a lot of intrigue in that Sun pendant though, feels important. Very pretty color scheme you have on them by the way

Bottom right @jjdrawstuff , you gave a sketch so i didn’t know what to do for color or anything like that so i just decided to have fun! Giving a sketch while making the background seem as though it were on paper. Even doing my watermark in the same style, hope that’s all alright with you

Hope you enjoy your cubes, they were all very well behaved and patient ^^

[justseedee]

My guesses for the ghouls in the next episode

( see this post for context)

First and foremost, I'm going to assume that Kaito, Romeo, Zenji, and Jiro are out since they already participated in an inter-house mission.

Second, it would make sense that they'll pick one ghoul from each house (excluding one). I believe the main (irl) purpose of inter-house missions is to pad out the characters that tend to get somewhat neglected in their regular missions.

So that's the logic I'm going with (^-^) with a sprinkling of wish-fulfillment

Frosthiem

My Guess: Luca

My Reasoning: The last Frosthiem episode was very Jin and Tohma-centered AND we even got some Kaito "backstory". We haven't had much other than surface-level interactions with Luca throughout the other episodes. Also, I'm super obsessed with this man's life and family and I just want to know wtf is up with them

Vagastrom

My Guess: Sho

My Reasoning: MAINLY because it seems like they're trying to spread out who we get paired up with in each mission and last time we were with Leo for most of it. And we got Alan's backstory in the Vaga episode and tidbits of him in the Frosthiem episode. Sho is still kind of a mystery in terms of alignment and he's also pretty flirty in a super chill teasing kind of way. Plus that thing Alan said about Leo knowing how to act in certain situations feels like it was a setup for something and I hope this is it lol (also Frosthiem/Vagastrom drama with him and Luca)

Sinostra

My Guess: Ritsu

My Reasoning: Same as the last one. Romeo was automatically out and we spent most of the last episode with Taiga soooo it makes sense I guess

Jabberwock

My Guess: Ren

Hotarubi

My Reasoning: Haru has been fucking everywhere it feels like. Genuinely it feels like he's one of the guys we know (or at least can infer) the most about. As much as I wish I could say Towa he's too much of a wild card to be put in a situation where his crush will have to be around a bunch of other guys. Especially if Ed is one of them. Like he straight up tried to poison Ren, possibly out of jealousy (look up Ren's Affinity lines if you don't know what I'm talking about) (and let's not forget the Ren/Sho one-sideded beef)

My Guess: Haku

My Reasoning: We got Subaru scraps last time and it ended with a cliffhanger, and honestly I doubt this is going to be the episode where they'll be like "Oh yeah BTW this is why he wanted those scissors 🤪". Plus why would they frame it like (yes I'm still on this shit) a dating show and not put one of the flirtiest ghouls in it?

Obscuary

My Guess: Ed

My Reasoning: I really really REALLY wanted to say one of the other two but this is starting to feel like a "season finale" episode and Ed just has too much insight to NOT show up and stir the pot. That and if there's going to be SIX ghouls i don't think that would be something Rui would want to do (for curse reasons). Then again the yearning in this episode would be insane if they do go with him. As for Lyca, I think he's still too oblivious to his feelings for MC for him to be a viable choice here v(•_•)v

Mortkraken

My Guess: This is the house that's getting left out.

My Reasoning: Yuri and Jiro cannot be separated for too long or else Jiro could die

Vagastrom and Jabberwock were sooooo hard for me for no reason other than me having to decide between who I WANTED to be there and who it would MAKE SENSE to be there. I think I made it work though.

Also, it occurred to me about halfway through how funny it would be if it was just all the Captains (sans Yuri, thats my call and I'm sticking to it) and it ended being like a pick your favorite house type of deal idk

[azonewithu]

I just like you american girls not giys. Youe gits are bast up mptons who are illiteratecand cant duel whitwnor black theyte too fuckn cowardly to attack. Thetes a frw girks i like what yiu like kne giyvwho exists. Well i am kind of special and beyond anyone but im not everyehere all the time. People get bored of people snd thats ok. But im an Arch girls get attached to me. Im more fun and they cum, and laugh and think a lot around me. So i know why. Better thsn you even why i have endkess female fans. Maybe thats why i keep my distance though. Its hard to decide whose best when i dint actually know anyone too well. So i just keep lovn a few of you i fonr know. Theres a lot of livable girls out there. But i never rule put soul mates exist. I thought i found one once. I think she knows im here. But i almost just wanna forget her sometimes. I hatevthese tv assholws pretending to be excited about shit thays just not exciting the way i am. The advertised good lufenis bulkshit thise people font fool me. But you kindnof seevyhat but youre not free Sabrina youre bery confined. Meaninf you cabt say shit aboit anything. But you cannyo ke i eont reoeat snything you ssy and if uou do ill just say theyre my words as usual. Illbtake the heat. Certain races of your people ate despused theceotkd over and they are really pathetic in nature. So we re going back to the way biden had things so we can prosper. Nobody wants to go anywhere near your nation til all tariffs are cut. Its notvtil people lose mpney til they realise everyones interests are importsnt. That guy just calling people losers ehen hes the biggest fucon liser on earth. The danagebis done thenis economy willnot recover much with half measures. This planetbis a scam not a civilization. Ooo the eunset ceremony in Kingston thsts fun to see ive sern it a dozen times or so. I used to have to go to Ki gston a lot. Snarter and nocer yhan most smerican towns. Bit with sn edge all then prisons arevthere. Luckily i only ever visited provincial joints. When i do the heaviest hits i fo t get caught. Oh thry know abput at keadt 10 pf them. Butbtheres hindredsvthey dont know about nor a few. I have morevenergy than your jen. Fat stupud lazy stkf centered assholes who adertise theyre grest butbinbreality theyre shit kicking monkeys who know fuck all about much.

i'm working late... 'cause i'm a singerrrrr

[bringbackavac]

buddie arguments pattern in one sentence:

eddie’s self–loathing self-blaming tendencies and buck’s insecurities (which are usually resurfaced by the current problem) cause them to clash with each other, with eddie being hot headed/confrontational and buck being defensive.

OFFENSE: when the fights get big, eddie’s the one who would raise his voice in frustration. sometimes by the need of having someone to blame. he’s not above using petty mean words, dripping with sarcasm and malice in the moment of heat, pointed straight at buck’s issues, to hurt where it hurts.

“because you’re exhausting! we all have our own problems, but somehow, we manage to suck it up. why can’t you?!” (lawsuit arc, 3x05) “i don’t know what you want from me, buck. forgive, forget, make you feel better about what you did.” ”when you decided to sue the department, to make cap the bad guy, did you ever stop for a minute to think what it could do to us?” (lawsuit arc, 3x06)

“wow, it really is always about you isn’t it?” “you got mad, so you acted out like you always do.” “[…] if you need to be pissed off at me, to make it easier for you? then be pissed off!” (eddie leaving, 8x09)

“[…] you’d make it all about you. the trial and tribulations of evan buckley, a tragedy in 97 acts.” (bobby’s death, 8x17)

even in smaller arguments, he’s never afraid to call buck out.

“you have a whole life ahead of you. so why don’t you take it as a win? stop feeling sorry for yourself.” (pulmonary embolism, 3x01)

“your actions, your choices, they impact the rest of us. thats what it means to be a part of a team.” (lawsuit arc, 3x06)

“you act like you’re expendable, but you’re wrong.” (shooting arc, 4x14)

he doesn’t realize the moment he gets carried away by his own anger, his mouth involuntarily spills the true root of his problem.

“i couldn’t even call you to bail me out of jail! […]” (lawsuit arc, 3x05)

“if you’re gonna make this about me having to choose between you, or my son, […]” (eddie leaving, 8x09)

DEFENSE: on the other hand, buck is the type who draws back to himself and stays bitter on his own. loves to suffer and stew on his own, and when confronted, would always, always, try to defend himself—often missing the actual point.

“you’re my problem. your comfort level. you’re not supposed to just walk in here like you’ve been here for years! it’s meant to be a ‘getting to know you’ period.” (eddie joins 118, 2x01)

“you’re supposed to be truthful to your lawyer. why are you so pissed at me?!” “why can’t you see my side of this?” “i didn’t realize that. maybe i could visit christopher, you know the lawsuit doesn’t prevent that.” (lawsuit arc, 3x05) ”i needed my job back! i miss being here, being part of a team. i never meant for anyone to get hurt.” (lawsuit arc, 3x06)

”i know! […] but i made a promise, […] to his fiancée.” (trail derailment, 3x18)

“c’mon! it’s a fun story! it shows the neighbourhood has character!” (eddie leaving, 8x09)

“[…] instead everyone has been tip-toeing behind my back, cause apparently i’m to fragile to handle the truth.” (bobby’s death, 8x17)

to prove something, a point, his point. loves adding petty things that he knows would hit the mark.

“so that’s how it’s gonna be now. you’re just gonna keep on ghosting me. cause, halloween is over, just so you know.” (lawsuit arc, 3x06)

“do i have to run everything by you now?” “this is my new best friend, blaze. […] don’t want him to think i’m abandoning him.” “he knows how to stay, unlike some people.” “yes eddie, i’ll move! you’re not the only one who can do that, you know?” *to the dog, knowing eddie is behind him* “[…] and don’t go running off your people anymore, okay? you have no idea how hard it is on them.” “i don’t need you either.” (eddie leaving, 8x09)

“and you! you’re moving back to texas, mm?! like its nothing! it doesn’t affect anybody else. it does!” (eddie leaving, 8x10)

“sorry i’m sad that bobby’s dead.” (bobby’s death, 8x17)

TLDR: when buddie fights, they have their own type of hurting each other, knowing each other too well that they know perfectly what words to use and which buttons to push for it to deliver most.

[screechingdefendorpuppy-blog]

Special delivery!

Abby x pregnant!reader - Abby goes out to get you both something to eat. You bored and tired of waiting for your baby to get here decide to play a small prank on your wife.

You lay in bed as you keep changing the channels of the tv that was in your delivery room. Abby had left over 20 mins ago to get both of you something to eat. Both of you not only tired but hungry from all the waiting. It has been 4 hrs since you got to the hospital for the delivery of your baby boy.

The contractions started the night before but it had taken a while for your water to break. Once it did break Abby grabbed your overnight bag and hers then ran out to the car placed them in the trunk of the car. Once that was done she ran back in to grab you and slowly guided you out of the house. You both kept pausing every now and then when a contraction hit you. She all the while was whispering encouragement and support in your ear.

Now you are in a hospital bed as comfortable as you are able to be. Bored out of your mind! You wished you could walk around but your nurse told you that you needed to rest because in a few hours you will need the energy to push your new born into the world.

You settle on a prank show thats more cringe than funny, but it was better than nothing. Watching for a bit an idea springs into your mind and a smile starts to bloom on your face. The second you make your decision you grab the button that calls the nurses station.

A few minutes later your nurse an elderly black woman walks in. “What do you need sugar?” She asks the moment she looks at you. A deep southern accent prevalent in her voice.

“Is it possible for me to get an extra blanket?” You ask.

“Of course, You cold sweetheart?” She starts to fuss over the blanket that covered your legs.

You bite your bottom lip as you say “Actually I-“

You tell her what you want to do. Mrs.Mamie smiles and says “Oh I can do you one better honey. I’ll be right back” and she goes out to get you something. The moment you see what she brings over you laugh and tell her that it’s perfect.

———————————

You hear the doorknob turn as Abby enters the room. You lay on your side and prepare for the performance of a life time.

“Baby, what took you so long?” You say in lieu of a greeting using the most broken small voice you could muster.

“Im sorry hun, but I’m here now.” She whispers back as she closes the door behind her gently.

“No baby, you missed it.” You whine as if you were about to start crying. At the sound she turns around looking confused.

“Missed what ba-“ she stops eyes widening and jaw dropping open. “No” she says as she keeps looking from you to the ‘bundle’ in your arms.

“No!” She says shout whispering as to not bother the baby.

“Yes.” You say as you try to keep yourself in character but a laugh was bubbling in your chest.

“Nuh huh!” She answers back as she hurriedly puts the pizza down trying to hurry to your side.

“You missed it.”

“No! Nuh huh. No way!” She keeps says as she bounds over and bends down to look at the baby. Only to find herself face to face with a doll.

“OH MY GOD I KNEW IT!” She says as she deflates in relief. She looks at you in disbelief, her hands over her cheeks. Still feeling a bit of shock from thinking that she had missed the birth of her son.

You however are just cackling at her “that was so worth it you should’ve seen your face!”

“I freaking knew it! I knew something was up! Like there is no way you expressed shipped him out that fast!” Abby says as she paces and laughs along with you. She grabs the baby doll from you and inspects it.

“Where did you even get this!?” She asks

You tell her that your nurse Mamie had gotten it for you the moment you had told her what you wanted to do. Just as you finish telling Abby this information Mamie comes in to check on you.

“ YOU!” Says Abby pointing at Mamie with the baby rag doll. All she gets as an answer is Mamies loud and joyful laughs.

“You have forfeited your slice of pizza!” Abby informs her as she continues to point at her with the doll in her hand.

“Please tell me you got her reaction on camera?” Mamie asks as she looks at you completely ignoring Abby.

You laugh “the phone is over there.” You tell her as you point over at the corner of your room.

All you hear is Abby groan and Mamie’s laugh as she walks over to grab it.

[hitorimaron]

(upgraded version)

Inspired by A Million Times We Will Fall Into A Thousand Pieces by @solitude-of-stars

Inspired by A Million Times We Will Fall Into A Thousand Pieces by @solitude-of-stars

[todoroklee]

Chat I'm TWEAKING.

Ong

Under the cut...(It's about tickles..)

Basically

I'm downstairs with my family and my dog is being silly. He's only a puppy so he's a bit...playful

So! I'm sitting on the couch and this stupid dog sticks his paw right in the crook of my neck me starts wiggling about. I fucking SQUEAL.

In front of my family FFS.

So I'm flustered as shit but it gets worse!

Then the silly prick starts FUCKING BURROWING into my side. I start giggling quietly and my mum is like, "ruby, is the dog really tickling you?"

I just say nothing.

IT GETS WORSE.

my mother then decides to be a loving mother and kiss my cheek, then she starts NIBBLING MY FUCKING NECK.

I can't laugh cause THATS EMBARRASSING but omfg- it tickled SO FUCKING BAD.

So I'm dying 🤠

I don't think anything has ever put me in a lee mood so fucking quickly in MY LIFE.

I just want some neck/everywhere tickles and for someone to compliment my smile and every giggle and sound that comes out of my mouth jbajdnauendjsbnds

@roseytheangel ....you definitely didn't see this...

[junonomenon]

I should be going to sleep but I got a fic idea and suddenly I've been up for an hour writing but OK hear me out. That amnesia "forgot they were dating and tries to hit on their s/o" trope but REVERSED.

Juno gets bonked and when he wakes up hes like hey stranger what's ur name... and nureyev thinks he's being cute and trying to ask what he should be calling them in front of the doctors etc. So he gives him a fake name. And obviously he's doing some gay ass hair petting shit and juno is like. So are you my boyfriend or what. Nureyev thinks hes being a little sarcastic and still asking about his current alias. He pretended they were married so he could be in the room with Juno so he's like ACTUALLY were married hope thats not a problem ;). And Juno is like REALLY?? and then nureyev realizes Juno was being serious and genuinely has no clue who he is. Juno is obviously really happy about it and nureyev is like well I don't want to make him cry so I guess we are married now until the concussion wears off

[ride-thedragon]

HOTD CHARACTERS AS ALBUMS:

Rhaenyra Targaryen as If I Can't Have Love, I Want Power by Halsey

What is, If I Can't Have Love, I Want Power?

It's an album by the singer Halsey that chronicles their relationship to motherhood, love, and ambition while contemplating the expectations placed while interacting with these things narritively.

So Rhaenyra

Well, yes. I think it best suits Rhaenyra throughout her entire narrative arc, not just seasons 1 and 2. It chronicles love with men and women, relationships to power, the place of women in society, and motherhood. Whole I contemplated SOS by SZA, which is still fitting to her psyche in relation to others in season 1, I think this captures all the elements of Rhaenyra. Lastly, when I did Alicent, I realised I'd much prefer you listen to the album and think of it in relation to the characters so this time. I'll give a small idea of the song, what I think it captures for Rhaenyra and tell you to go listen

Tracklist:

The Tradition

This song captures the fact that Rhaenyra is usurped and why. The justification of both her promiscuity and the tradition of the son inheriting is used to deny her claim to the throne. It tackles different relationships as well. Certain lines apply to Alicent, Daemon, Laena, Aegon, and Rhaenys for me. It ends like her , "it's as good as gone, " foreshadowing the fate of the house Targaryen after the dance.

Bells in Santa Fe

This song is said to sound like it's from the perspective of a dead child. While that can be your interpretation, I take this as Rhaenyra and Aegon III specifically.

Easier than Lying

One eye open, one eye close. I think this specifically is a song between Rhaenyra and Alicent. It communicates their falling out and culmination of it on Driftmark. And the falling out and hurt that occurs from episode 8 to 10.

Lilth

Daemon Targaryen, welcome to your tape. It's giving their Driftmark reunion in the best possible way. It's extremely self reflective but also reflects the issue with the partner.

Girl is a Gun

This speaks to her issue with others not reconciling their problems and the subsequent falling outs we keep seeing with Rhaenyra. To me it speaks to the line in episode ten with Corlys and Rhaneys talking about Rhaenyra. "The girl destroys everything she touches..."

You asked for this

This specifically speaks to Rhaenyra and her relationship as Heir to the Throne. I literally can't say anything else it's just perfect through that lens.

Darling

Rhaenyra and her children. I-

If you forsake everything else. Listen to this song like Rhaenyra is speaking to her children. No matter what, they are her ultimate loves.

1121

Hello again, Daemon Targaryen. I think this speaks to the less than conventional relationship they have rather well. By that, I mean his grooming of Rhaenyra that she compares every love to him. Nasty man.

honey

Seeing as we're here. Hello, Alicent Hightower.

I do think this is the definitive Rhaenicent song on the album and covers how they are defined in relation to each other no matter what.

Whispers

Ser Harwin was such a bad decision in the nest way for her to make. I think it covers all the rumours she faces perfectly, but I think this is the Ser Harwin song. "You don't want this." Episode 8 Rhaenyra, I'm so sorry I wasn't there for you.

I'm not a woman, I'm a god

Self reflection we see Rhaenyra have when she's alone is the most hurtful thing about her to me. She knows better, but she's the heir. It's a constant battle of entitlement of position and concequence of womanhood in Westeros.

The Lighthouse

I think this calls back to Daemon but also Laenor. Overall, it's a reflection of those two relationships and that concept of Rhaenyra consistently being punished and losing things in a brutal manner, how she could blame herself, and so on.

Ya'aburnee

Aegon III, and Alicent, I'm so sorry for the loss you felt when Aegon killed Rhaenyra. Alicent girl, what is going on with you? But this is the narrative of Rhaenyra's last moments, basically. The title translates to Bury Me.

Nightmare

Unrealistic expectations of Rhaenyra, welcome to your tape. I think it's lost that this woman was the named heir to the iron throne and while she did things well beyond that protection, it was never so out of bounds that she deserved everything that happened during the dance. Nothing she does deserves that.

Nightmare Reprise

Same song. Get a job, give her the nuance she deserves.

People disappear here

In the end, the conflict is boiled down, and all her intricacies are lost to history. She becomes a history figure that people like Stannis and Joffrey pick sides and people like Shireen, understand that the dance was just a huge lost to house Targaryen. That there were no victors.

Conclusion:

The rightful queen. I know that's right. But on a serious note, listen to the album. And have fun. Next up,

[riflehound]

not endo myself but these questions are cool and i want to talk about my system so weeeee here we go

🦴 - thatss a good question honestly... as far back as i remember? i know i discovered DID by watching some youtube videos at like 11 and relating to them, but didnt think much more of it until my diagnosis at 15

🪽 - around the time of my diagnosis, i realized i couldnt ignore it anymore, so instead decided to learn to function together

🪐 - uhhh i believe luci? or maybe lexa... luci is one of our gatekeepers, and lexa is the primary protector. they were the most active in communication when we first discovered the DID

🔭 - roughlyy around the time of first discovery?? we had a list of names in notes app, we later swapped to simplyplural around the time of diagnosis (it had just been released, i think?)

🕸️ - nonee, we dont intentionally create alters, but we do have TBMC trauma if that counts ?? like yes they were created kind of on purpose but not by us lol

🫀 - we do! i honestly dont know if any of it is intentionally built or not but uhh it is pretty large and only some of us can access it

🌙 - wedont create alters, but our new splits like looking at ID packs and stuff! we dont use bah blogs though hinestly im not sure what those are

🦇 - gonna use "created" to mean split here, we recently did split but the new split doesnt have a solid identity yet

🍂 - ithinkk ᏩᏯ was the first host?? at least to my knowledge

🌿 - usually ID packs or just searching around, sometimes we ask friends for suggestions

🐚 - none of us really? unless you count kylo, he types like a myspace teenager lol so "to" = 2 and "for" = 4 sometimes, and many "xD" "lolz" and similar. he only types like that sometimes though

🪶 - yes! some of us have accents we picked up from media or people we grew up around

🪦 - a former therapist, i think? we would occasionally join system discord servers before that point, though

🕸️ - i usuallyyy dont, i generally only tell people i consider very close! for general strangers or not close friends, ijust say i have a disorder that impacts my memory, since thats the most noticeable symptom i have... for close people though i generally just tell them that i have a DID diagnosis, most people have been very understanding

🕷️ - not reallyy?? unless you count alters cutting off people lol, but generally anyone we have told has been understanding :)

🔪 - yes! my 3 closest friends all know (one is also a system), as well as my boyfriend (he is plural as well, i remember when i first told him his reaction was "oh my god... me too" it was really funny since i had been genuinely nervous to tell him LOL)

plurality ask game !

targeted to endos , but anyone can use ! post made by an endo :)

— start .

🦴 : when did you first start feeling plural ?

🪽 : when did you finally accept your plurality ?

🪐 : who was the first alter your system found that wasn't the host ?

🔭 : when did you start keeping track of your alters ?

— creation .

🕸️ : how many of your headmates are created ?

🫀 : do you have a headspace ? if so , how much was built ?

🌙 : do you use bah blogs to help create alters ?

🦇 : who's your most recently created alter ?

— general .

🍂 : who was your first host ?

🌿 : how do you find the names of your alters ?

🐚 : how many of you have typing quirks ?

🪶 : do any of you have an accent ?

— friends .

🪦 : who was the first person to know about your plurality ?

🕸 : how do you tell new people about your plurality ?

🕷 : have you lost friends over your plurality ?

🔪 : are you out to people irl with your plurality ?