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Imagine if Dean and Cas go to get a marriage license and they get to the part where they're asked to confirm that neither of them is married to someone else and Cas pales because he's suddenly remembering that he's been married thrice and there's no proof of annulment or divorce of any.
#Dean (dramatically): “You've been married before?”#Cas: “Dean this is not the time.”#Registrar: (deeply uncomfortable)#I don't think it'd be a real problem this situation is just bananas funny#They have fake IDs#I'm guessing serial killer Dean Winchester isn't about to get this done#He would probably get a slightly misspelled fake ID#Like Weechester and say he gets mixed up with that one psycho on the news a lot#supernatural#dean winchester#castiel#destiel#destiel headcanon#Deancas
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Dancing to the radio! Successfully this time
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Ritual Self Torture Masterpost
#radioapple#hazbin hotel#hazbin alastor#hazbin lucifer#alastor#lucifer morningstar#art#drawing#doodle#ritual self torture#they are dancing to electro swing! I think it's canon(?) that alastor likes it but tell me if im wrong#on a fun note alastor is genuinely having fun here. unlike prev where they're both slightly tense and uncomfortable#ok ok i know I'm stalling the plot heavy parts of rituals...but i have commitment issues bear w me here😭😭😭
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it's still crazy to me that the friendsim team decided to go with 9 sweeps as ascension age. like really? 9? that's such an awkward number. you really picked nine when 10 is both an even, perfect number, AND is equivalent to a significant humans age starting adulthood (21)???
they had 10 = 21 as the PERFECT ascension age RIGHT THERE and still decided to go with nine for some godforsaken reason. i know this is the tiniest thing ever to complain about but oh my god it was right there. (and it would make certain friendsim sections. way less weird)
#like sure i imagine their reasoning was that they wanted it close to 18 or that they wanted to send 'teens' to emphasize the dystopia#but like. they also wrote sex scenes in friendsim. and despite 18 being Legal adulthood. imo it wouldve been cooler to NOT have teens there#(TO CLARIFY. IM NOT SAYING THE FRIENDSIM WRITERS ARE WEIRD FOR THIS OR ANYTHING. 18-19YROLDS DO IN FACT HAVE SEX)#(i just personally think. it would have been cooler and slightly less uncomfortable. for me personally)#although. there is thematic importance in the fact that everyone onplanet is teen or younger. that i do like#BUT STILL. ten was right there!#op#hsmeta
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Oh-ho blocked ear canal baby, the next following days are gunna be great-
#I literally can't hear a thing out of my right ear#It feels blocked and everytime I sneeze it feels like my right ear exploded#Thankfully I don't think it's infected#Infected ears are not a fucking joke that shit HURTS#I think it's just excess wax blocking it#RN it's just uncomfortable and slightly ringing which...not great#But I'll take it if it means it's not infected#Fingers crossed this either sorts itself out on it's own cuz apparently ears can do that#or it's a doctors trip woo-
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is it worth the risk?
#ong I did not mean for this to look so suggestive 😭 oh well#if you saw this posted yesterday no u didn't#(I fixed an error)#“I only like liper as friends but-” NO!! they should be getting uncomfortably close to kissing at least twice a week /lh#haven't found a skintone that I love yet for piper I think this is slightly too light#probably won't ever draw her hair consistently I just try to make it look fucked up. queen “cuts her own bangs” mclean#pjo hoo toa tsats#heroes of olympus#leo valdez#liper#percy jackson and the olympians#rick riordan#riordanverse#pjo fanart#digital art#bayearts#the lost trio#the lost hero#piper mclean
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I got these shoes from someone recently but thought they were way too plain looking, so I set out on a quest to customize them with some sharpies and charms and miscellaneous ribbon I had in my craft drawers. Mostly sky themed (clouds, rainbows, rain, stars, etc.) because that's my favorite aesthetic, but I had to include some cat imagery as well, of course lol.
#also honestly had NO IDEA that real converse have that star logo on the INSIDE not the outer part??? why the hell would you want it on the#inner portion where nobody can see it?? my entire life I always would have sworn it was on the outer facing portion..#I think these would be perfect IF they were just slightly taller (top part higher above ankles instead of just weird hard material digging#right into your ankle whenever you walk) and if they were actual good platforms. they're so short. It's good that 'chunky' shoes are gettin#more popular as they've always been my favorite Look ever since I had these shoes with roller skates that pop out of thebottom (not heelys.#but like. before those. it was two whole entire roller skate wheels like a normal pair of roller skates) and the bottoms were so tall and#clunky and it made my feet look giant (because it had.. entire wheels in the bottom pockets lol). so#I've alwatys been into the aesthetic but . still I find a lot of the 'brands jumping on trend' are too short of platforms#OR they're plafrorms with a raised back/heel/wedge which to me is not aesthetically good and also makes them exceptionally uncomfortable to#wear compared to just plain completely flat chunky platform bottoms. ANYWAY.. if these shoes had a 3 or 4 inch platform I think they'd be#cooler. however for what they are it's still fine! and I like them more now that they actually have some sort of anything to them and#aren't just plain white. The weird thing is that the material it's made out of (maybe some sort of leather or something) absorbs sharpie?#the color changes over time. You draw a mark and then leave it for a few days and it either fades into being barely there or has changed#colors. so I had to go back in and redo parts. ALSO the shoe chains are so funny because I did NOT have the right tools for them#I don't have the stuff to make bracelets or open and close the little rings. they're held onto the shoe with just safety pins and the actua#little rung things that hold the charms on half of them are like broken or the metal is just jam smushed together bent and warped hhbjhjhb#I actually like the back a lot where there's the irridecent star thing hot glued on there. it's cool and shiny. and the clouds#are sparkly on the main parts of the shoe though I'm not sure how well it shows up in pictures#ANYWAY... shoegs..... If I were rich this is one of the things I would definitely custom order from craftsman#why would I spend like thousands of dollars on plain ass shoes that are just expensive because they're a Luxury Brand when I could literall#like pay people to create me custom shoes to my exact specifications?? I could have like 5 inch flat platform boots with fur andclouds#and cat shaped holes in the bottom with LEDs in them with pom pom and charms and etc. etc. etc. Like as gaudy and excessively over#decorated as I want lol.. AND they could have skates in the bottom somehow!! ghjgbhjb#this on top of all the custom wizard costumes and period clothing I would order.. Like i LOVE customizing things. I love everything in my l#life being as particualr as possible and cultivating every experience I have to meticulously meet my own specific criteria as much#as is possible. If I had the money to I would never buy something from a store again. EVERYTHING I owned from furniture to clothing#would be either made by me - or mostly - comissioned from craftsmen. custom tiles for my floors. custom bed. custom table.#even like. custom toilet. custom sinks. etc. etc. ouGGH... but yeah.. anyway... shoes..
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Do you get alot of hate for the genre of fics you right? (Noncon)
I’ve started righting it myself and all I get in the comments and in my ask box are “they wouldn’t do this” “how are you okay with this?” “This doesn’t fit the character”.
Like- they’re not real?
Everything is tagged properly and I have plenty of trigger warnings at the beginning, it’s just getting annoying now tbh.
yknow surprisingly, i really don't! i had a whole bunch of people about a month or so back when a callout post was made about me, but other than that i've only had like one random comment on a post here or there, and i've never received a hate ask completely unprompted. not really sure why they don't flock to me, but i'm not complaining 🤷♀️
i'm sorry you've been getting shit though :( although it's rare for me, i know it absolutely fucking sucks to post something you're proud of and see someone diminish it just because they're so married to their idea that fiction=reality. just gotta block and move on :(
i hope you stick with writing, and that everyone being a dick to you backs off <3
#i think part of the reason i dont get much hate is bc i veryyy much so mind my business#there's a reason i pretty much only rb dubcon/noncon fics lmao#i know that my writings makes a lot of people very uncomfortable#and i really hate the idea of rbing smth and that person going to my blog and blocking me immediately#slightly irrational? yes#asks and answers
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Before I went to bed I saw the Youtube notif that TADC was going to Netflix and it INVADED my dreams so vividly I have not had such an episodic sequential serialized cohesive dream in months it was literally its own chapter its own short story
#I was Pomni it was literally Pomni POV#Caine had cooked up some sporty adventure and I was like Ummm...... no#So I found a glitch where I could hide in a technically out-of-bounds area#I had a theory that if I stayed super close to the ground I wouldn't be in the range of Caine's mod powers or whatever#Some random girl was w me I don't think she was important#Anyways I started thinking “This could hurt. When they leave#the map will not have to exist.”#I'd be crushed by the nonexistence of the area I'm in. When they come back I'll load in somewhere slightly different#and be stuck in the walls."#DIDN'T HAPPEN everything was OK#But at some point I was like man... sure is boring and scary. Sure wish my friends were here.#So I ended up finding them anyway LMAO#I told them what happened cuz they were obviously concerned and Caine got his feelings hurt???#Like. surprising moment of clarity. Everyone was shocked and uncomfortable.#Bro was like “I try so hard for U guys 🥺 I just don't get it. Why didn't you just tell me you wanted to stay home??”#Most everyone was like IDC UR OUR JAILER!! CRY ABT IT!! but me and Ragatha were coerced into pity...#Like yeah whatever. Sorry man. I'll be honest next time and not do things that could make me die. I think we were just caught off-guard.#Exchanging glances like “Wow... didn't know he could feel anything!” Like imagine if ur Furby just had an emotional outburst#and felt remorse abt it. WYD.#I think we held his hands or sum cuz all my dreams end like a Barbie movie#Episode ended and I was like Wow :) Great show#Sorta off-topic but the cafeteria today started playing very quiet carnival music for Hoco and I literally felt chills up my back cuz#I had been thinking abt Pommy all day...#I used to be enraptured by clown motif what happened#Did I throw it up#For the best...... for the best.
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everytime i find out someone has assumed i had a crush on them because i treat them with (normal) platonic affection i die a little inside. i fear people have unnormalized just being decent and kind a little *too* much
#it is a tiny bit worse when they take things i did to be nice or make them feel better in that way. please!!#i just want!! to make you feel a bit better about yourself !!!! not that !!!! stop !!!! no!!!!!!!!!!! shoo !!! away !!!!!!!!!!!#-> in people's defense. i dont really have those same shames when it comes to assuring your friends or family you love them.#so that probably makes things feel different.#which i still think is odd!!! love is universal!!!!#-> also. most romantic songs ive listened to dont end up interpreted romantically in my little head LMFAHFSHOO#so that could also be it#(crepe chronic addiction to telling people songs remind her of them backfires on her)#;; sorry guys! i have a joyfriend that i love more than the world! please have those thoughts go away! pretty please! ew !#LMADSGHDOASO#-> ALSO !!!!!!!! this was not meant negatively!!!!!!!!!!!! it just makes me uncomfortable when people assume. its not their fault entirely#just feels abit icky. and odd. for people to have assumptions like that without any basis#i have been in love a total of two times in my life. ido not think im the slightest bit in *LOVE* you when i speak to you twice a week#-> slightly offtopic im glad i dont have to worrya bout confessions anymore with the fact i make my sexuality & status fairly clear#id kill myself if another man talked to me like that#i have an extreme curse.#and making sure i have the lesbian flag on any of my belongings has largely saved me#(for the most part)#crepe rambles#((none of this applies to mylovely joyfriend. i loveyou very much and your interpretations are always perfect. hi#you can assume all you want because you know me and are not weird in any capacity about me. 💜 muchappprecation
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If you like mclennon you're going to absolutely lose your shit when you find out my best friend once asked me if I had to pee before I realized that I had to pee
#we spent an ungodly amount of time together as kids and this is the result#closer than sisters but in a weird slightly uncomfortable way that is understandably off putting to outsiders#i still love her though she's the absolute best#i think we're both just old enough to be self aware about how weird things can get between us sometimes lol#op#shitpost
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I don't know entirely how to explain this, but I think an important part of healing from religious trauma is learning about substance use disorders and shifting your views on drugs to neutral
#I'm not gonna act like I'm exempt from biases#I still get nervous drinking or being around people that are drunk#I still get paranoid using my medical marijuana#but I genuinely think viewing drugs as neutral is the first step (no pun intended) to recovering#The flavor of christianity I was raised with focused on joy. You were supposed to say you're joyful no matter what because ur alive#Anger. Sadness. Grief. Disgust. All of these were brought into the world when Adam and Eve fell from grace#Sex. Drugs. and Rock and Roll are seen as the epitome of hedonism and self-serving pleasure#Sex and Rock and Roll are talked about p often. Maybe not R&R specifically but the concept of secular music#We talk about purity culture and indoctrination and isolation and so on and so forth. But drugs are different. Drugs are Still Bad#When I say shift drugs to neutral sure I mean having a beer with the boys or smoking a lil pot to relax#but I also mean people doing heroin and cocaine and fentanyl and narcotics and opioids and#Drugs are a substance that alters your body or mind in some way. That's it. That's all there is to it. It's not good or bad it just is#They can cause harm. I know that. But so can literally anything#I'm learning about substance use disorder as part of my clinical psychology track but I was already a harm reduction activist before that#It's uncomfortable seeing the way people. even people in a psychopathology class. talk about addiction. it's not a disorder to them#it's a moral failure. A weak will. A slip up. A mistake that ruined their life and not a substance a person used to alter their situation#To help you get comfortable feeling joy again after leaving xtianity you have to view substances as neutral. You can't see your own pleasure#as a neutral one where you're simply changing your situation if it feels like things are good and bad. And if drugs aren't good or bad#then maybe you aren't either. maybe you just are#idk if that made sense I just got my flu and covid shot and I'm slightly feverish but yea. drugs! I like weed it's good be safe#ex christian#religious trauma
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Not sure if I'm sabotaging my relationship or not but I feel like I'm in the right ? Perhaps ?
#personal#basically we're long distance but I couldn't see him on a weekend because of unavoidable circumstance#we were going to go to his friends wedding but I couldn't make it.#but hes been sending me photos of my empty seat next to his at the venue#and telling me constantly that I would've loved it#so I took issue with it bc i wasnt enjoying that#and he's gone into panic mode and thinks I'm accusing him of being a 4D chess manipulator#and low-key he kind of is. Unconsciously I think but still manipulative.#he uses the whole 'woe is me' and 'I'm just a terrible useless creature pls pity me' bit way too often.#if we have a slightly uncomfortable conversation he will stop engaging with me and try to distract by telling me he loves me.#like literally 'so what do you think?' ... '[laughs nervously] I love you :'')...' imagine that being the only response he gives for an hour#so I've called him out on his difficulty with sincerity and he's just doubling down on the 'pls pity me' stuff and frankly...#i really don't like it#the wedding thing was kind of nothing but his reaction to it was telling#pulling out the whole 'I am horrified you'd think that' guilt-tripping nonsense#followed immediately by 'you overestimate my intelligence if you think im capable of that :'')' pity party.#just. not promising. not good vibes.#to elaborate on the wedding bit: I made the decision that I couldn't make it bc of a busy work week.#he assured me several times that it was okay if I couldn't make it but he stopped messaging for a day after I told him I couldn't#then sent me a photo of my empty seat with a crying emoji and telling me that he wishes I was there and that i would've really loved it#that's not a message sent with the intent to make me feel good is it?#idk reading this back it sounds like an overreaction from me but with the context of my experience with him this is not an isolated thing#it's kind of perpetually like this. then when called out on it he pulls out the love-bombing but doesn't address the actual issue.#idk. idk.#if anyone wants to engage with this post feel free. Any outsider perspective would be welcome.
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if there was a torchwood/spn crossover, jack would get shot in the head so much. i know he already dies a lot, but he’s going to die so many times during this crossover. keeps getting bullets unloaded into him. they stab him with silver and steel and copper and none of it keeps him down. he’s gonna get squirted with borax and that one’s not gonna kill him but it is going to ruin his coat, which is materially worse for him.
#also gwen cooper would wrestle dean to the ground and beat him half to death#ianto is going to get himself possessed. im not saying he doesn’t take every precaution he knows how to against it. im saying he does and it#doesnt work <3#i think sam and tosh could be friends :) (<- actually means they’re just both stuck in ‘make this conversation go as smoothly as i can by#masking so fucking hard. so that i can leave sooner’ mode.)#and i think owen would kiss dean on the mouth because it would make him so uncomfortable and owen can and will use his ability to be an#asshole without regret for the good of the team. especially if this moment is directly a result of like. Dean hitting on Tosh while she’s#clearly not into it. Owen is going to kiss that man at the risk of getting shot just like jack has 17 times in a row just so that he’ll#fuck off and leave tosh alone. and this will work because dean winchester will immediately malfunction upon being kissed by a man because#now he doesn’t know whether to direct his homophobic impulses at owen (<- unaffected by anything he could say.) or himself (<- guy who#believes being gay works like cooties.)#and in the background you can see jack sort of gently put his hand over toshiko’s and she releases a pen she was holding onto very tightly#and this is the part where you realize Oh She Was Going To Stab Dean In The Knee With That If He Didn’t Stop.#i also think Jack should get to kiss Crowley. i think they’d both be into it and it’d be funny. i think they should reference that they’ve#been off-and-on lovers for years actually. (gwen: you’ve been sleeping??? with the king of hell???? || Jack: see i don’t know why this is#surprising to you.) (ianto has been standing there with his mouth slightly open for a full minute. long enough for crowley to comment on it#and for owen to jokingly try to shut it for him. (cue short impromptu slap fight as ianto bats his hands away and then owen gets too into#defending the honor of his poor slapped away hands.) but anyway. <3 ianto you’re into guys you really need to come to terms with this at#some point sir. jack is *not* your exception this is an all day job.)
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🍬 for FLOAT!
🍬 candy: share a sweet or fluffy scene from your wip!
(For context, they just played a guessing game where River learned the names of some of the crew, but Aspen’s cutting her off)
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“I think that’s enough fun for the day. Go on, floater. What’s your name?”
She turns her head to look back over her shoulder at me. Part of me wonders if she is judging me, but most of me doesn’t care. I can’t let the opinion of one person who isn’t even signed on to the crew judge the way I run my ship. If she wants to hold something against me, she can do it from the Oasis once we get her there safely.
But without the time for an in-depth explanation, I just meet her gaze.
She must be satisfied with whatever she finds in that moment, because she turns back around to look out at the crowd. She sets her shoulders in a determined sort of posture, and ends the game.
“My name… is River.”
Cheers explode from my crew, and they surge forward towards the stairs. Blossom and Shadow and Dandy make it up onto the stairs. The ones who don’t make it up are jumping, and cheering, and stamping their feet, and slapping at the wood of the staircase to celebrate. They’re adorable, and I am so grateful that they’re here to give River a warm welcome.
“Brace yourself,” I tell her quietly.
I don’t know if she hears my warning before Blossom bends down and scoops her up to sit on his shoulder. Judging by the startled and shrieking sound she makes, I’m going to guess that she either didn’t hear me or hadn’t figured it out in time.
I watch Blossom parade her around, my crew forming a circle around them. River doesn’t seem to know what to do at first, but I eventually watch her smile grow. She starts reaching down to high five people, and claps along to the chant of her name once it starts up. Seeing them all happy makes me smile; I’m still enjoying the spectacle when Venus catches me eye from the outside of the crowd.
Even that quick look is enough to remind me she wants to know what’s going on. And I shouldn’t hide more than I have to from my crew.
#empyrisan#incandescently answered#float wip#float crew#my writing#my excerpt#slightly soured by Aspen being uncomfortable with even more secrets but I think this counts
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i'm stressed for the day the govt decides to make pronouns illegal, by which the law will actually be implemented as "if someone decides you don't look like the gender THEY think you are, you will be charged with a crime"
and how in some workplaces like mine, where people show their preferred pronouns in work emails, that'll result in many people with digital email trails that could get them arrested (which of course means trans people in the workplace get charged, people who look cis and use he/him and she/her in their emails to be supportive probably will just be told to stop putting it in their emails)
and like. i know i probably can't do anything, except maybe stay in the closet. i know the workplace is not guaranteed to fucking warn their employees to maybe remove the digital proof of their pronouns if there's a law at risk of existing soon. and i know people's gender identity is really personal and important to a lot of people, including cis people. But i kind of wish there was a widespread trend in these workplace situations of EVERY (or at least a majority) of cis people putting "they/them/their" in their email signatures. The cis people (particularly those who look very gender conforming) will be the ones in the least danger of being charged with a crime. They are at very low risk of being charged with a crime, so they're the perfect people to break the law by saying their preferred pronouns are "they/them" and then taking the law to court if such a law restricting preferred pronouns passes. And if a trans employee is charged with a crime, the cis employees all using they/them can say their trans coworker is only doing EXACTLY THE SAME THING ALL THESE CIS PEOPLE ARE (using a pronoun someone thinks doesn't align with the gender they're assumed to be), and then saying either ALL employees need to be charged with a crime (which can then go to court) or none of them should be. Yeah that would require solidarity... I know I can't convince a bunch of cis people to start putting "they" as a pronoun in their emails (or some other pronoun that would result in them breaking the same 'preferred pronoun' type of law like "ze/zim"). But god, I wish I could.
I think about this because in the last few years, my state tried to make a law against using preferred pronouns in schools and government jobs (you know... which likely won't charge any cis person using the pronouns that match their gender even though that's a preferred pronoun too). And now that my state govt is a majority republican, they'll probably try to pass it again. I worry about all my coworkers with massive email trails, because they were TOLD to tell people their preferred pronouns, because the workplace said it would respect them, but I doubt the workplace will Protect them if it's no longer legal. My workplace had the shittiest answer when I raised my concerns, they said "don't worry about it until it happens"... once it happens, a bunch of trans people will be breaking the law by existing, and they will not have had the chance to protect themselves in advance (and their workplace will have done nothing in advance to protect them - such as warn them not to leave proof of their preferred identity after X date, and promising the workplace won't consider any pronouns said before X date to be breaking the law as far as reporting goes).
#rant#us politics#..............................................................................................................................#i worry about all the people online too that share their preferred pronouns (here. twitter. bluesky. instagram) because again its a digital#trail. but i don't think the government can have as easy of a time making a law that effects what people say online#because people can claim 'oh i was lying/joking/didn't mean to write it' if its online#whereas laws affecting govt and public school employees are much easier for the govt to pass#and much easier for the govt to argue ARE preferred pronouns because there's many#formal documents of the employees gender labelled and the employee self identifying their gender and pronouns.#and the govt probably can eventually make laws effecting private workplaces. so that would probably be their next plan to attack#i am just so pissed my workplace said oh we're supportive! then fucking doesnt plan to protect any employees#or plan for any situations where suddenly employees are at risk for something they were encouraged to do their whole time at the job#i just think if straight cis people EN MASS used not-expected preferred pronouns then any such law would be much easier to be challenged#and it'd be at least slightly easier to protect trans people (who could point to cis people also breaking law and unpunished#and who could potentially lie and say they're just doing the same as all cis people - making a point in protest and thats not Genuinely t#their preferred pronoun)#also i say they/them just because then maybe cis people wont feel they have to misgender themselve s or be as uncomfortable as if#i was asking cis men to go by her/she and cis women to go by he/him#just because MOST people are called they when someone doesn't know them or their gender yet#but cis people who DID protest by going with more contrasting preferred pronouns#would likely be very effective as a protest move
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i think some of yall genuinely don't see jews as human or know how to treat us as such and it's extremely clear
#s.txt#will i keep posting this sentiment in slightly different phrasing for the rest of time?#probably at least until it stops being true#i have truly just reached a point where i don't feel like i can trust western gentiles to see us as people period#i don't have confidence that yall won't flip on a switch and declare me one of the bad ones#simply because i'm uncomfortable with people using a phrase originated by neo-nazis#or a million other things#i'm just so so tired#in my bones is this deep burning frustration and distrust and also fear#and i think i just have to live with that for the rest of my life. exhausting.
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