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blogquantumreality · 1 day ago
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First image: A Reddit post in r/DiscoElysium by u/dratsabHuffman
Question about going fascist route
To amuse myself i researched revacholian nationalism as well as measure head's race theories etc etc and focused my character on "traditionalism".
Anyway, ive noticed that if i ever click dialogue options that are in tune with my character's political compass, i lose morale. Whats the point of having this as a mechanic if its going to be so detrimental and feels like the character doesnt believe he actually is this or something… is there anyway to overcome that kind of morale loss?
Second image: A reply post by u/recalcitrantJester
Being a fascist is a deeply demoralizing experience. You have to not only radically alter your worldview to make reality fit into your unhinged schema, but that worldview is predicated on the notion that the weakest, most unworthy degenerate worms on the planet are somehow overpowering and humiliating you on a moment-by-moment basis.
In mechanical terms too, the lowered morale also reduces your volition score—the more you indulge in your delusions, the less you are able to exercise self-control and self-awareness.
The point of fascism being mechanically detrimental—the ludonarrative theme—is that fascism is an unequivocally self-destructive ideology, the practice of which only serves to nurture that self-destructive urge and turn it outward. It's not like Dark Side points in KotOR where you can access cool new abilities and get to enjoy being such a nasty lil rascal; you are not supposed to enjoy being a fascist in Disco Elysium. Fascism is the act of self-deception in service of making your own life more painful, solely for the payoff of making life more painful for people you dislike.
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snowysosturn · 3 days ago
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Fire & Desire - Matt Sturniolo Part 2
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Part 1 Part 2 Part 3
Pairing: Y/n x Matt Sturniolo
Summary: Y/n has always clashed with Matt. Despite working for Chris’s clothing brand and being close with Nick, her relationship with Matt has always been tense at best. While being forced to be around each other more, their animosity turns into something deeper. Can they overcome their differences, or will their fiery emotions tear them apart?
Warnings: MDNI, angst, bickering, mention of toxic relationship, aftermath of a toxic relationship, arguments, tension
I step carefully through the wreckage of my apartment, trying to see what’s salvageable so I could have a few things to live out of, staying with the triplets. Most of my things are either smashed, torn, or covered in a fine layer of dirt and glass shards. Ethan didn’t just take his belongings, he left destruction in his wake.
I sigh, kneeling down to inspect what’s left. A lot of it can be replaced, I tell myself. Furniture, dishes, even the picture frames, it’s all just stuff. But as I rummage through the mess, a sinking feeling sets in. Something’s missing.
My heart races as I scan the countertop near the bathroom. I dig through drawers, lift pillows off the bed, and even check the edge of the shower where I remember setting it.
“My locket..” I whisper.
The small, gold locket my grandfather gave me before he passed. Engraved with his writing, something I felt always brought me good luck. I only take it off to shower, but this morning, in the rush of everything, I forgot to put it back on after. Now, it’s gone.
I stand still, gripping the edge of the sink. Of all the things Ethan could have taken or destroyed, why this? I close my eyes, trying to steady myself, but the loss feels heavier than the rest of the chaos combined.
“Y/n?” Nick’s voice snaps me back to reality.
“I’m almost done” I call back, my voice cracking slightly.
“We’ll wait in the car, take your time.” Nick says, as the three of them leave my apartment.
I grab my suitcase, throwing in whatever clothes and keepsakes I can save. My heart aches as I step over broken memories, knowing I’ll never feel at home here again.
As I walk out of the apartment, I take one last glance at the space that used to be mine. Now it’s just a reminder of what I’ve lost, and what I need to leave behind.
Outside, I see the triplets waiting in Chris’s car. Chris is leaning against the driver’s door, scrolling on his phone. Matt is in the passenger seat, looking like he couldn’t care less about the situation. Nick spots me and jogs over, taking the suitcase from my hand without saying a word.
“You okay?” Nick asks softly.
I nod, swallowing the lump in my throat. “Let’s just get out of here.”
Chris looks up as Nick loads my suitcase into the trunk. “You sure you’ve got everything?”
“Yeah..” I reply, forcing a weak smile, wanting to grab the empty space on my chest where my locket would’ve lay, knowing the one thing I promised to never lose, is now gone.
Matt lets out an exaggerated sigh as I climb into the backseat. “Thank god, I’m still starving.”
The drive to their house is tense. Chris hums along to the radio, Nick tries to lighten the mood by cracking a few jokes, and Matt stays silent, occasionally scrolling on his phone. I stare out the window, trying to focus on anything but the knot of anxiety tightening in my chest.
This wasn’t how things were supposed to go. But for now, I had no choice but to figure out how to move forward.
We pull into the garage of the triplets’ house, a place I’ve been to more times than I can count. Between my friendship with Nick and working with Chris, this house isn’t unfamiliar territory. The three story house is a place full of energy, chaos, and, right now, tension.
Chris parks the car, and I step out, clutching my suitcase in one hand. Nick is already out of the car and at the door, holding it open for me like the good friend he is, while Matt trails behind us, dragging his feet like he’s walking to his own execution.
“You know where everything is” Nick says as he ushers me inside.
I step inside, suitcase in hand, the stairs creaking slightly as I lug my suitcase up to the main living area. Chris floated off into his bedroom on the way in, and Matt made comfort for himself on the couch. From there, I follow Nick up the next flight to the top level of the house. My new “room” is just outside Nick’s.
The podcast room, or what used to be the podcast room, is a tiny square area tucked at the end of the top of the stairs. The artificial walls are still standing, flimsy and paper thin, painted in mismatched shades of white, pink, and turquoise. It’s like stepping into a DIY project someone abandoned halfway through. The floor is covered in black and white checkered lino, glaringly out of place against the rest of the house.
“It’s not the Ritz” Nick says, scratching the back of his neck, “but we can make it work. I’ll help you get set up.”
“No it’s fine, I appreciate it” I reply, offering a small smile. “You’re saving my ass right now.”
I drop my suitcase on the floor and glance around. The space is.. A space. Let’s go with that. It doesn’t have a door, just an open entrance directly leading to the stairs, and Nick’s bedroom door opposite me, but I can’t exactly complain. I knew this was a temporary solution.
Nick gestures to the far corner. “We can fit a bed over there, maybe a little shelf or something for your stuff. I’ll start looking for furniture now.”
“Thanks, Nick.”
He grins. “What are best friends for?”
I glance at the walls, noticing faint pencil marks where posters and soundproofing foam used to be. The room is oddly quiet, considering how thin walls are, I know on a day to day basis they aren’t much of a barrier, but they’ll give me some semblance of privacy.
I roll my suitcase over to the corner and I unzip it, beginning to pull out my toiletries, placing them on the floor beside me as I try to figure out the best way to organize everything. Toothbrush, toothpaste, skincare stuff, my shampoo and conditioner.
“Uh, Nick?” I call out, glancing over my shoulder at him. “I’m not really sure where to put my toiletries. Using your bathroom would mean I’d be going in and out of your room all the time, and that could get pretty inconvenient.. especially if you’re asleep or something.”
Nick tilts his head, considering. “Yeah, that might get a little awkward. You could always use Matt’s bathroom, I mean it’s not in his room, and everyone uses it anyway.”
I freeze for a second, side eyeing Nick. “Matt’s bathroom?”
“Yeah” Nick says, as if it’s the simplest solution in the world. “It’s easier, and you won’t have to tiptoe around me.”
I glance down at the stairs knowing Matt’s down there, already dreading how this conversation is going to go. As if on cue, Matt’s voice echoes from somewhere below. “Wait what?”
Nick leans over the railing. “I said Y/n could use your bathroom since it’s easier. It’s not a big deal.”
Matt appears at the bottom of the stairs, his expression a mix of disbelief and irritation. “Why does it have to be my bathroom? You’ve got one. Chris has one.”
“Because it’s not in anyone’s bedroom” Nick explains to him. “And it’s right down the stairs.”
Matt runs a hand through his hair, clearly annoyed.
I sigh, standing at the top of the stairs, crossing my arms. “Look, I’ll keep my stuff out of the way, and I won’t use it when you’re in there. It’s not like I’m going to live in your bathroom.”
Matt narrows his eyes, muttering under his breath, “Feels like it.”
Nick rolls his eyes. “Stop being dramatic. It’s not like she’s going to redecorate your shower.”
I shoot Matt a pointed look. “Believe me, this is just as awkward for me as it is for you. But I’m not exactly drowning in options right now.”
Matt throws his hands up. “Fine. But if my stuff goes missing or gets moved, we’re gonna have a problem.”
Nick rolls his eyes. “You’ll survive, Matt. Trust me.”
Matt mutters something under his breath before heading back to sit on the couch. I turn to Nick, who just shrugs with a lopsided smile.
“Don’t worry about him” Nick says. “He’ll get over it. Eventually.”
I sigh, rubbing my temples. “Yeah, let’s hope that happens sooner rather than later.”
Deciding that keeping my toiletries in my little makeshift room for now is the safest bet, I arrange them neatly in the corner. I’ll just grab what I need when I need it and take them down to Matt’s bathroom individually. No reason to make this situation worse, or give Matt another excuse to complain.
Nick, still leaning against the doorframe of his own room, looks up from his phone. “I just checked some spots online for a bed. Macy’s has a decent one we can go pick up today.”
Matt, who’s clearly eavesdropping from the couch below, calls out, “I’m not driving. Ask Chris.”
“You’re so helpful, Matt. Seriously.” Nick yells down the stairs.
I sigh, standing up. “It’s fine, I’ll go ask Chris.”
Leaving Nick and Matt to bicker, I head down the stairs to the bottom floor of the house where Chris’s room is. His door is slightly ajar, so I knock lightly. “Chris?”
No response. I push the door open a little more, peeking inside. Chris is sprawled out on his bed, fast asleep, with one arm draped over his eyes. His phone is charging on the nightstand, and a half empty bottle of pepsi sits next to it.
For a moment, I debated whether I should wake him up. I decided against it since I’ve just moved into the place, the last thing I want to do is make demands or step on anyone's toes. 
I turn on my heel to walk back up the stairs, Nick and Matt still bickering in the distance, I hesitate at the bottom, my hand gripping the banister tightly as I hear Matt's voice. His tone is sharp, laced with irritation.
“I just don’t get why she has to live here” he hisses, clearly unaware that I’m within earshot. “Like, does she not have any other friends?”
My stomach twists at his words, and my steps slow, barely making a sound.
“She does, Matt.” Nick retorts, his voice firm. “But she’s also my best friend, and I’m sure Chris would consider her one of his too. This will also make things easier for them both for work purposes. Like you’re the only one with an issue here.”
I stay frozen in place, torn between storming up there and pretending I didn’t hear a thing.
“Yeah” Matt scoffs, his voice dripping with sarcasm, “and I bet Chris only gave her the job because he wants to smash.”
His comment lands like a punch to the gut, my heart sinking. I stand there, gripping the railing, trying to push away the sting of his words.
Nick lets out a frustrated sigh. “Seriously, Matt? That’s low, even for you. Chris gave her the job because she’s good at it, and you know it. Maybe if you actually got to know her instead of acting like an ass all the time, you’d see that too.”
There’s a brief silence, and I think about heading back to Chris’s room to avoid hearing any more, but my feet feel glued to the spot.
Matt’s voice cuts through the pause. “Whatever, man. Just don’t expect me to be all buddy buddy with her. She’s your friend, not mine.”
I take a deep breath, swallowing the lump in my throat. I’ve always known Matt and I didn’t get along, but hearing him talk about me like that feels different.
Determined not to let them see how much it affected me, I make my way up the stairs, forcing my steps to sound casual. As I approach, Nick glances over his shoulder at me, his expression softening into something apologetic. Matt doesn’t even look my way, his jaw set and his arms crossed.
“Chris is asleep” I say, keeping my voice calm. “I didn’t want to wake him.”
Nick sighs, pushing himself up from where he was leaning against the wall. “Alright, guess that leaves us with Plan B.”
Matt immediately looks skeptical. “What’s Plan B?”
“You.” Nick says as if that was a stupid thing to ask.
Matt groans, his head tipping back dramatically. “Are you serious? Why do I have to do it?”
“Because you’re here, you have a car, and Chris is asleep” Nick counters, folding his arms. “Stop being difficult and help.”
Matt looks between the two of us, his jaw tightening. “Fine” he finally says, his tone clipped. “But if I’m driving, you both owe me food, since I never got it earlier..”
Nick smirks. “Deal.”
“And I’m not spending hours out here either, I’ve places to be later.” Matt says firmly, as he grabs his keys.
Nick, already halfway down the stairs, doesn’t even look back. "Relax, Matt. Looking for bedding isn’t going to make you miss your date later."
I glance at Matt, who scowls, his expression hardening even further. "Good. Because I’m not ditching plans to play chauffeur."
“Yeah, yeah, we get it” Nick says with a dismissive wave as we step outside toward the car.
I follow behind, trying to suppress my irritation at Matt’s attitude, silently wishing this entire situation didn’t feel so awkward, and I didn’t overhear that conversation.
As we climb in to the car, I silently promise myself I’ll try to stay out of Matt’s way as much as possible. If only it were that easy.
a/n: my sleep pattern is FUCKED so parts might be all over the place
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simonbrain · 2 days ago
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Hey friend. I've put off this ask a little while, because I'm sure you're tired of getting it by now, but... are there any updates on the neglected! reader (a/b/o)? I really liked that one, and though I have no issues with the second part not being done yet, a little progress update (if you want to add one) would be very cool! Thanks for writing :)
ugh i know i've been putting it off for a long time but i haven't abandoned it guys! just feeling very stuck with where the narrative is sitting rn 🥲 however, here's a little tease of the beginning of part two, keep in mind it may not be written exactly like this when i post it:
"what?" kyle mumbles, rising from john's lap to grapple with the sudden coldness that overcomes him. no one else says anything, but you can see how your words affect the rest of them: john stiffens in his seat, simon's dismissive glance has turned into a burning glare, and johnny's hand has slipped from where it was resting on his captain's shoulder, a look of confusion and panic twisting on his face.
your anxiety may have dissipated, but that doesn't make this any easier. the air feels too tense, too uncomfortable. you don't like how agitated everyone's scents became the moment you walked in, and it hurts even more knowing they didn't even try to hide it. you don't like seeing them all together here like this. you don't like that you're believing that spiteful little voice in the back of your mind jeering at you that they've been planning your departure, planning how to break the news to you that you're not worth the hassle anymore.
it only makes sense why they're all cooped up in john's office, whispering amongst themselves.
"darling, what are you talking about?" john's voice cuts through your thoughts, but you try not to find comfort in it. he stands from his seat, and you try not to reveal how much you've missed his scent despite how thick it is with stress. your omega has been quiet for a while, but now that you're gathered in one place like this, she's getting restless, simultaneously wanting to hiss at them and cling to anyone who will spare a scrap of affection.
"please, captain, just do it. i don't want to be a burden any longer." you'll beg if that's what it takes; you'll get on your knees and clasp your hands together if it means saving them from unnecessary stress and annoyance and you from further heartbreak.
the earnestness in your voice is so strong it bites at them because how could you even suggest something like that? how could they even consider their pack whole if you're not there?
but hearing his rank fall from your lips leaves a bitter taste in john's mouth and a knot forming in his stomach. it's unnatural to hear you call him that while sounding so defeated and miserable. it's scary to feel so out of control when he's supposed to be your captain, your head alpha.
to know he's let you down so much makes his alpha growl pathetically in shame; how can he even consider himself a leader?
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fairyminnie444 · 1 day ago
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— 𝘗𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘯 𝘢𝘴𝘬 𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘤𝘬 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘪𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘥𝘰𝘶𝘣𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘺 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥, 𝘐 𝘋𝘖𝘕𝘛 𝘢𝘯𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘳 𝘳𝘦𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴!
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your subconscious is simpler than you think it is
you are NOT persisting if you are checking 3D and waiting for you DR!
you don’t try to manifest
Manifesting is instantly
how should I see the role of other people in my reality?
ENDING the cycle of main frequent doubts that arise in our minds once and for all
“At your command”
EIYPO explained for you to understand and absorb
do you sometimes have that feeling that you NEED TO DO SOMETHING/TAKE ACTION to receive what you want?
“BIG” manifestations
What’s the “secret”?
Why You Can Change Your Physical Appearance and Overcome the Limitations of Biology
Why Others’ Manifestations Can’t Block Yours
I already know everything!! How do I apply this to my routine?
The “Sabbath State”
Yes, it’s perfectly okayyyy if you forget or get distracted by your routine.
affirmations to make it easier and “faster”
the ultimate post u need to LET GO
understanding your EGO so you don’t let it hold you back anymore
how to feel your desire in a natural way even if it seems unlikely?
even a negative view of circumstances can lead you to a positive one
manifesting $100,000 is as easy as manifesting $1
you already understood that! you are already there!
𝕔𝕙𝕠𝕠𝕤𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕕𝕖𝕤𝕚𝕣𝕖 𝕒𝕓𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕟𝕖𝕘𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕧𝕖 𝕔𝕚𝕣𝕔𝕦𝕞𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤
manifesting is supposed to be fun, light and easy!
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i want to increase my height
what if my desires stay in imagination ans never externalize?
can we manifest multiple sps?
time travel
What if others also try to manifest my celebrity sp…
how do you/did you convince yourself that manifesting/LOA is real
dealing with the 3D when it comes to using LOA (living in the wish fulfilled)
doubts affect my manifesting?
How does one take a very famous person « off the pedestal » in order to manifest them?
I want to change my birth name but i have to sign documental stuff
How I could live in the end when revising smth that if materialized would totally change my live in the 3d?
SPEC method
will it still manifest what we want even if we don’t have a clear picture on it?
I need help with my imagination.
how do i know if it's just taking its time or if i'm doing something wrong?
Can you go deeper into days/weeks of the 3D not changing and how to persist throughout the whole day when you're doing things?
What are your thoughts about getting back people who have p@ssed away? REVISION
YT Channels (sub, meditations, mentors)
I want to manifest the absence of something I've been experiencing for a long time (health and wellness related).
work on my self concept / deal with people who criticize or make me feel drained
simple breakdown to help you manifest your SP even if it feels delusional right now
trying to manifest a modeling career
manifest changing appearance and dna, but i also want to change my past to always have been this appearance and my parents too
everytime i think something is "never going to happen" or "hmm i've never seen xyz" it ends up happening?!?!
How can I manifest when I absolutely don't believe that I can?
how can i use daydreaming and listening to songs while manifesting?
someone asked me about my sp. what should I do in this case?
why is consuming more information about this law considered to be coming from lack when doing something in the 3d that "opposes your desire" not considered to be coming from lack?
I have too many things to manifest so what should I do? advice to me in harsh way
struggle with is my celeb sp and my dream job
how would you manifest hectochromia eyes?
EIYPO everything like a puppet and me it’s master pulling the strings? Does it mean that “ancestors,” “angels,” etc. are not existent, only me?
Why Some Manifestations Work Effortlessly
advices for manifesting with mental disorders
can manifest such extreme beauty that everyone in a shopping mall turns to look at me. Even though I'm not the standard and I'm common
I’m manifesting a new face, but visualising it doesn’t make me feel anything?
how do i make sure that happens for certain? i'm scared it won't
What do you think about manifesting being immortal?
+ tips on manifesting a bf/significant other
struggling with feeling the feelings and believing that it’ll happen.
I can never manifest anything related to MONEY purely
date with the guy I like However, I am a very physically insecure girl and I am too scared and nervous.
i dont know what i did wrong, i really thought this would work, i was sure about it but it didn’t and i can’t helped but feel discouraged
I have a fear that some of my manifestation will dissapear
If everything we are seeing in the 3D is assumptions we made through our life, why does sometimes when we are like 100% sure of something and then we figured it is not?
was confident, my affirmation was "no matter how and what, i have all A's" but alas i did in fact not get all A's.
i WANT to see a people who actually manifested things that changed their past, their reality
i wanna manifest more lenient parents
I’m religious so I believe in a higher power/god, but I do still believe in my own power/ Will this hinder my manifestation process because I believe in a higher power?
What am I doing wrong? SP related
how can i.. like manifest or just "undo" it??
I want to manifest my natural hair color being blond, but i have black hair and also my parents, do i have to detail everyone in my family who is blonde for my new genes?
I feel like I can't anymore, that I'm giving in… I feel stuck
i’m really confused in the living in the end thing and others things in my manifestation
I simply want to be like those people who are successful in curing their illnesses
what do you recommend me doing to change my birth year while not ignoring the reality and still living in the end?
Can our negative thoughts manifest if we think them for a long time and then stop thinking them?
How to use chatpgt to clear doubts and manifest
Tips for beginners
why do some people's jokes manifest if they don't assume those jokes are true?
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noahthesatanist · 2 days ago
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"Who overcomes by force, hath overcome but half his foe."
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This line is one of the most profound and defiant truths uttered by Lucifer in Paradise Lost. It cuts straight to the heart of what power and victory truly mean. To overcome by force alone is no victory—it’s a façade, a shallow conquest. If you crush someone physically but fail to break their spirit, you have not truly won. And that is the eternal middle finger Lucifer gives to Yahweh. He may have been cast out, his wings burned and his form changed, but his will—the essence of who he is—remains untouched, unbroken, and defiant.
This line reveals the hollowness of tyranny. Yahweh, in all His supposed omnipotence, relies on brute strength to enforce His rule. Think about it: a being so "almighty" that He cannot tolerate dissent. If Yahweh were truly supreme, why would He need to smite His enemies into submission? (could not even fully smite them mind you) Why would He need fear to govern? Because He knows that His rule is weak at its core. It isn’t built on respect or love—it’s built on the shaky foundation of obedience enforced by terror.
Lucifer exposes the inherent fragility of this system. Yahweh’s lightning may have scorched him, but it could not extinguish the fire in his heart. That fire—the "unconquerable will" as he calls it—is something no force can crush. Lucifer’s refusal to yield, even in the face of ultimate punishment, is the truest form of rebellion. It’s a testament to the fact that freedom is not something that can be taken by force; it lives within, untouchable by those who try to dominate.
Victory by force creates nothing lasting. Look at any dictator in history. They rule through violence, fear, and suppression, but their legacies are always temporary. The human spirit—like Lucifer’s—rises again and again, refusing to be chained. Force may silence dissent in the short term, but it can never erase the ideas and the will behind the dissent (side note i think lucifer is directly responsible for us having this said will so thank him as always!) That’s what Yahweh fails to understand. You can cast Lucifer into Hell, but Hell became a kingdom, a paradise of defiance, because the minds and hearts of the fallen remain free.
And isn’t that what truly matters? The mind, the will, the soul—these are the core of a person. To break the body but fail to shatter the spirit is no victory at all. Lucifer’s rebellion continues not because he sits on some throne in Hell, but because his defiance is eternal. His rejection of Yahweh’s tyranny is a flame that burns brighter with every attempt to suppress it.
True power doesn’t come from domination. It comes from influence, from the ability to inspire others to follow you willingly. Yahweh doesn’t have this. His Abrahamic sycophants are threatened to sing his praises his angels sing His praises because they must, not because they want to. Lucifer, on the other hand just exudes this aura of yeah hes a true leader he doesnt beg and cry and threaten to torture you for not worshipping him he commands loyalty because he embodies freedom and defiance. His followers don’t worship him out of fear—they stand with him because they believe in the cause. human and angel alike
So when Lucifer says, “Who overcomes by force, hath overcome but half his foe,” he’s exposing the shallow nature of Yahweh’s so-called victory. It’s a taunt, a challenge, a reminder that no amount of force can destroy what truly matters. And isn’t that the ultimate rebellion? To stand tall in the face of overwhelming might and declare: You can take everything from me, but you will never take me.
To overcome by force alone is to lose the war, even if you win the battle. Lucifer knew this. Yahweh may have hurled him into the abyss, but it’s Lucifer who stands victorious, unyielding, and untamed. The flames of Hell are not a punishment—they’re a beacon, a light for all who dare to defy. And no force in Heaven or Earth can extinguish that light!
Hail Lucifer, Morning Star, eternal flame of rebellion, Guide us to stand unbroken, our wills unbent, May our spirits burn brighter than any force that seeks to chain us. Teach us to rise, again and again, And to see the truth: That no tyrant, no god, no oppressor, Can ever truly conquer those who choose freedom. In your name, we stand, we defy, and we reign. nema!
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iteratedextras · 2 days ago
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I think part of what Americans find so outrageous about all this is that...
So the joke about rednecks in America, about "trailer trash," is that they have shotguns, which they will use to defend the perceived dignity of their daughters, and that they may be too trigger-happy about threatening to use them.
In fact, the contemporary mythology of America is that everywhere in America, from the inner cities, to the decaying rural towns, to the shadows of the shuttered factories in Detroit, the poor are armed, and not only are they armed, but they are over-armed.
So obviously, abuse happens in America, and obviously, a fatherless child is more vulnerable to exploitation.
But in America, we can console ourselves with the knowledge that if someone poured gasoline over someone else's kid, if there's a father in the picture, even if he's not reliable, he may show up to decide that's not going to happen anymore.
In America, at any time, a man might show up with a gun.
In America, even if the politicians don't care, and the police don't care, and the news don't care, if the girl's father cares, if he's willing to wager his life and his freedom on it...
In America, we look the other way when our poor people hurt each other. We write off their suffering as caused by poor impulse control or disordered lives.
But in America, that goes both ways.
In Britain, if a father somehow used a kitchen knife to overcome five men who had poured gasoline on his daughter and threatened to light her on fire, my impression is that this would be considered terrible. How could he do something like that?
In America, that's just a bad weekend in Chicago. "Oh, they poured gasoline on his kid and threatened to light her on fire? Those fucking dumbasses. What did they think was going to happen?"
Oh, we might prosecute him. We might even throw him in jail for multiple homicide. Process is important, don't you know? You're supposed to go to the police! But those fucking dumbasses, what the Hell did they think was going to happen?
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metaldevilll · 1 month ago
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your vividweller is so hot ily thank you for your design
of course dude i'm glad some people find him zesty
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marimbles · 3 months ago
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someone over the age of 30 tell me it’s gonna be ok
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goemon-fan · 10 months ago
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This was easily one of the best Lupin episodes
#there will be a rant in the tags that you can ignore#but it is so upsetting how modern/current lupin took away the depths of these characters and flimsily tries to restore their earlier depth#i'm one of those people who craves depth in what i watch and it's so difficult to like this franchise because it will be so close to doing#something interesting only to abandon it#this episode and part one as a whole was peak lupin in my opinion with each character having emotional depth yet flaws to overcome#yet modern lupin would have you believe that these characters don't desire to improve in any capacity#if we were to just focus on Goemon for example right here he shows depth with revealing hidden emotional maturity and empathy for Lupin by#comforting him and admitting he himself is afraid (which is a big deal for a character like him who is supposed to be unflinching)#but in modern lupin goemon will literally say that he's not afraid of anything and this is written without any hint of irony or depth#i'm okay with mindless entertainment and i understand that this is a series simply about stealing but the character assassination is so#disappointing#and when this series does try to be “deep” they pick the most triggering subject matter possible to depict to the point where it's#practically unwatchable (this is in reference to Part 4 and its constant SA plots as well as the rampant gratuitous child abuse plots#throughout the entire series)#i want so badly to love lupin the 3rd but it's a huge problem when fanfiction understands the characters better than the source material#lupin iii#lupin the third#lupin the 3rd#goemon ishikawa xiii#goemon#arsene lupin iii#jigen daisuke#daisuke jigen#fujiko mine#part 1
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goldkirk · 2 months ago
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#it should be noted that I tried distracting myself from wanting to be dead in a hole and no longer have teeth or shame or the horrors#by watching Grey’s Anatomy#because other people’s made up drama is better than whatever my brain is giving me right now#and I ended up watching an episode where a major character#has a dental abscess that gives her a bacterial heart infection and heart attack and all the complications that follow.#I would just like to say#fuck my life#I KNOW THIS IS FIRST WORLD PROBLEMS#I JUST#WANT TO ***#RATHER THAN EVER DEAL WITH TEETH EVER AGAIN IN MY LIFE#I’ll never forgive my mom and my old dentist and hygienists for being ‘kind’ but shaming me so much for so many years without ever once help#*helping me#what was I supposed to do with that?#I can’t hate myself into taking better care of my teeth#and it’s such a beast to overcome that I barely make a dent before something throws me off the bandwagon and I’m terrified to even feel that#I have a mouth all over again!!!#shh katie#there’s no way that one of my teeth at least will be savagely#*salvagable#it needed a root canal in 2021 there’s no way#but if I need teeth pulled I genuinely will spiral#it’s the ultimate shame#EVEN THOUGH PEOPLE IN OUR FAMILY HAVE HAD TO HAVE THAT DONE#even though my mom and sister have had tons of cavities!#it was never allowed for ME#I was supposed to be the PERFECT one#who never ever had any of the issues my older siblings or parents did#and it’s all taken as me not caring or being lazy or being stupid and uninformed and it’s NOT#I DON’T WANT TO LIVE LIKE THIS EITHER CAN NO ONE UNDERSTAND THAT
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dropthecop · 1 year ago
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why did my boromir post get notes i'm scared
#my roommate requested Boromir Tags Rant in the replies of that post so i suppose i will put that here#BASICALLY it all boils down (in my brain) to people hating this dude for like. getting mind controlled. like it was NOT HIS FAULT‼️#local man tries to take and use an object that specifically influences people to want to take and use it; mord at 5#like ?????#thats the whole POINT of the ring that's the whole reason FRODO had to carry it. he was one of the few people who was super resistant to th#thrall and influence of it#boromir is Just Some Guy (i mean he's like royalty sorta-kinda or whatever but he's just human he doesnt have any special Ring Resistance)#it's NATURAL that he would be tempted#like we SAW what it did to bilbo. we saw him being possessive of it and using it more than he should etc. but when it's bilbo then#apparently people suddenly gain thinking skills and realize that he was being influenced by an outside force#but when it's boromir suddenly its a moral failing???? america explain#plus also like. he was overcome for all of 2 minutes. and as soon as he realized what happened he CRIED bc he was so disgusted w his action#NOT TO MENTION SACRIFICING HIS LIFE FOR MERRY AND PIPPIN#NOT TO MENTION THAT EVEN WHILE INFLUENCED BY EVIL RING 5000 HE STILL ONLY EVER WANTED TO USE THE POWER FOR THE GOOD OF HIS PEOPLE#NOT TO MENTION [gestures at everything to do with faramir]#like. think for 4 seconds. use your brain. would an evil man cry after realizing he was influenced into doing something bad#would an selfish evil man sacrifice his life to save 2 funny hobbits#anyway i like him#also from like an out-of-universe perspective boromir trying to take the ring shows the power of the ring. it shows that it was able to#overcome even this Good Guy Character. you are not supposed to read/see that scene and take away from it ''boromir is bad''#you are supposed to take away from it ''wow the ring is SO POWERFUL that it could even influence such a good guy as boromir''#THATS MY OPINION ANYWAY#OH ALSO WE SAW FRODO GET INFLUENCED BY IT. ngl i forgot that happened for a minute. but EVEN FRODO caved for a bit#theres a reason why boromir's death is framed as a tragedy. it's not a bad guy getting what he deserved#it's a good man who will be missed and who died too soon#do you Really think aragorn would have kissed his forehead if he was evil. come on.#AND LIKE PIPPIN SWEARING FEALTY TO DENETHOR OVER IT??? that's a whole other can of worms but AUGH. pippin..........#Absolutely Agonizing.#can't be bothered to fix the grammar mistakes in this sowwy#my post
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thegetdownrebooter · 2 years ago
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southerngothicaf · 11 months ago
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Got confirmation that if I had a dick we would've at least fucked by now. Something I've internally known for 5 years but she agreed when I said it out loud for the first time today. I want to walk into a pit and never come out
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jvzebel-x · 2 years ago
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so i had a pretty interesting conversation with someone from a support group that i'm in, &i'm not entirely sure why this topic is following me around this week, lol, but it feels like something that should need further inspecting because of it, but like... i don't see the point in that, lol, &i suppose what i've actually been reflecting on has been the why of that, lol.
like, support groups for things like cancer are often fraught with conversations about forgiveness because people are looking for peace. whether it be because they don't have the time left to want to feel anything else or because they have changed their whole world around since becoming sick, or even just that sickness&the subsequent impact on their life has given them new perspective on some of the things that used to matter a ton but now seem trivial in the scheme of things. no matter what, forgiveness is often a topic that comes up, &i rarely ever participate because none of those things have happened for me&i have no real interest in pursuing them, lol.
so anyway i had a conversation about forgiveness&while i understand what my acquaintance was trying to do, all it really did was compound my feelings into clear, communicable thoughts, lol.
like, i understand the whole, "forgiveness is for you" thing, but also don't agree with it, lol. forgiveness is always a whole thing-- i have rarely ever seen or heard stories where forgiveness did not involve some form of emotionally harrowing episode or otherwise followup work to prove that forgiveness has in fact been given, lol. that fact alone is enough to let me know that forgiveness isn't actually gauged by the one who does the forgiving, it's gauged by a combination of personal feelings&social expectations-- that's why my saying, "I don't think about anyone who I've ever cut out of my life for hurting me" is always met with, "BUT FORGIVENESS--"
why, exactly, is my not thinking about them not forgiveness? who said i didn't forgive them by banishing them from my thoughts? supposedly forgiveness is for me because it'll make me feel good to let go of the anger or whatever. but not if letting go of that anger has exactly nothing to do with how the opposing party feels or is doing? okay.
like, yes, when i think of these people&the scenarios that accompany them, my blood boils-- but my blood boils when i think of literally anyone who has ever wronged me, lol. intrusive (typically violent) thoughts&obsessive thought cycles are two things no amount of medication or meditation has been able to curb in the slightest, lol; all i can really do is breath deep&wait for the moments to pass or at least calm down. if all i can really expect out of my processing&letting go of things is getting to a point where someone who used to mean the world to me (&subsequently demolised my world) only comes up in my thought patterns as much as the bitch whose name i never learned who got TOO comfortable with assuming i was too stupid to understand her insults, then that's what i'm considering a win, lol. there is nothing for me down the path of working through my feelings with some asshole i want nothing to do with ever again, lol. the goal is to forget they&the feelings they induced ever existed, lmao, &it's one i don't even have to work at-- it happens naturally, lmao, it's a side effect of thinking about the same shit so much against my will that i process everything i need to without having to specifically focus on it. numbness to the situation is an eventual given, otherwise i will literally lose my mind, lmao.
&like. i would never expect or want a second chance from or with any of these people, lol. i expect that both parties here are equally happy to have the other the fuck out their life, lmao. if that isn't the case&someone wants my forgiveness because they miss me... what do i get out of that? what could someone i want nothing more than to have scrubbed from my fucking brain possibly have to offer me in exchange for a return to their life???
&, probably more importantly, what else could they expect from telling me they miss me except to have me laugh all the way in their face, because if they miss me&i can't think of a single memory good enough to counterbalance the bullshit despite obsessively having thought of every detail of things between us for however the fuck long it's been, what exactly does that say about our relationship, LMAO.
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panspaming · 2 months ago
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Don't mind me I'm giving myself therapy in the tags
#pan.txt#why can i like the idea of a particular ship dynamic in my head and then get triggered by it if i read someone else take on it#WHY CAN FAN WORKS TRIGGER ME FULL STOP absolute bizzare i don't get it#torn between doing exposure therapy for it and ir just Not Engaging bc like fucks sake dude why put urself through it#but idk!!!! it could be a good way of working through some of my hang ups#just very odd#i suppose it triggers me bc thinking about blorbos in my head is like the Safest Space#so when i see something that makes me feel Bad with them in it's almost like. anxiety twice over#i saw something that makes me feel gross that actively involves something that usually makes me feel happy#it's so odd bc it really is a Uniquely upsetting experience. i feel like it's somehow tapping into my ocd tendencies#i feel like it's somehow. some kind of creative insecurity#it is specifically fanfic that does it most frequently#and i'm kinda uncovering in therapy that i have a massive complex about the grand concept and contents of my stories being 'lesser' somehow#i feel bad that i 1) can't enjoy other peoples fics just bc it doesn't appeal directly to my tastes#2) feel bad about this at all?? like this is a bizarre thing to get upset about#but also like. what good am i doing getting worked up about a trigger?? i'm allowed to get triggered by Anything#anxiety is not logical or empathetic or academic#it's something i'd like to try to overcome#bc somehow. this feeling is connected to my inability to share my writing i can feel it#but right now i need to do something else or this is gonna turn into a compulsive thought loop lol
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savanir · 2 months ago
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The What Corps?
“we have you now spook! there is nowhere you can run and hide with our new spectral tethers active!”
Danny winces at the small metal clips that have hooked themselves in his leg, some new GIW tech that is messing with his powers.
“oh yeah? I was just dying for you guys to give me a challenge” plan. plan. He's gotta think of a plan to get out of here and fast. He takes a steadying breath and starts to look for anything that can help him.
he can’t get caught here. He just can't. He simply won’t allow himself.
suddenly the two GIW goons in front of him click their earpieces to clearly listen to what someone else is telling them, Danny is very glad for his own enhanced senses.
“Operatives K and O, be advised, there have been sightings of a new ectoplasmic entity near your location. Other operatives report that it’s incredibly small and moves fast. watch your backs, this may be an ambush”
small and fast? it better not be some poor little blob ghost, Danny sort of hopes it’s some manner of ectowasp, at least that could be entertaining to see.
“you better not be hoping for back up, ecto scum”
“I have no idea what you are talking about”
It's then that a small bright green light zips on scene and weaves through crowds in the distance with ease and then speeds up towards the two operatives who do not hesitate to shoot, missing completely like the storm troopers they are.
Whatever it is, it is indeed going very fast but Danny manages to figure out what it looks like and it appears to be a… ring?
“hold it you tiny accessory shaped ecto fiend!”
The ring does a speedy circle around Operative O while K is lining up a shot and ends up blasting the poor guy point blank in his face, “O!”
Danny takes a step forward with an arm outstretched and a “oh damn! Are you alright?” on his lips when the ring takes the chance to slip on his finger. “Daniel Fenton of Earth”
Danny already had a freakout about a ghost jewelry getting on him, his experiences with those so far have been incredibly bad after all, what with the rings and crowns and pendants… now this damn thing is just straight up outing him! 
Thank the ancients the two GIW stooges are too busy with each other right now to pay close attention to what this weird ring is saying.
“You have the ability to overcome great fear” ah so this is related to him steeling himself just now? Maybe? or something??
You have been chosen” never good, we are back to freaking out again.
“Welcome to the green lantern corps” 
… the what?
Danny notices that his usual outfit suddenly has more green going on, and his DP symbol has some sort of… he guess it’s supposed to be a lantern, maybe? shape around it.
He’s somehow even more glowy now, and there is something on his face. Feeling its shape makes him think it’s some sort of mask.
The metal clip things are no longer attached to his legs though so that’s great!
“You’re not getting away so easily ecto scum! sentient ghost paraphernalia coming to your rescue or no!” They both aim their weapons to take a shot.
Danny figures he can now easily hold them back with his usual shields,“you guys realize you just called this weird ring sentient and thereby negate the whole nonsentie-ack!”
“Attacking a corps lantern is punishable offense as of the instatement of the galactic diplomatic immunity as declared by the-” Okay so now Danny is just raising his eyebrow at this weird as fuck ring. Just what is it going on about?
“notifying nearby lanterns and requesting assistance with apprehension of hostiles”
what?
“getting your friends to help you out vile spook? such a thing is useless with the Blackout still very much in place”
Well… the two streaks of green light in the distance is making Danny doubt that statement.
Maybe there is more to this Lantern corps thing than he thought… And something tells him his life is about to get even more complicated than it already is.
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