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back to the shadows 🌑
inspired by the storm by pierre auguste cot, shri’iia and astarion running away from the sun bc he’s a vampire and she has sunlight sensitivity.
please zoom in to see the details! 🥹🫶
#astarion ancunin#astarion x tav#astarionmance#bg3 tav#drow tav#baldur’s gate 3#bg3#hag romance.#mine.#oc: shri’iia.#this is finally done….OMG …the amount of grief this has given me is insane…#I redid the bg 4 times bc I was trying something new but it didn’t work out the way I wanted to sigh#this wip has been sitting in my folders for so long it’s actually one of the first wips I made of them and im very glad I decided to hold#it off until now bc idt I would’ve delivered it the way I wanted to before#but I rlly like how this turned out!! 🥹🥹🥹 her armour is so ridiculous I love it#also love how she’s serving face and he’s like. burning lmfaooo#but who SAID I don’t finish my hag romance drawings!!!!!!! who said that!!!!!
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^ face of someone (me) who just finished the arcane finale
#GOODNIGHT I NEED TO PROCESS#im STRUCK#there r tears rolling down my cheeks fuck this damn show😭😭 (affectionate. this is the peak of all media ever)#okay yall arcane spoilers#arcane#arcane s2#that ending was honestly SO well done#the WHOLE finale#and all the rest lmao#but fucking GOD#the cycle....and the way each character was considered within..just- SO GOOD#and ekko......#and JAYCE oml yall better take back all the shit tbh he's genuinely become such an intriguing character throughout s2#and going to admit. i did Not care abt him in s1 sry😞#but the s2 arc has been captivating from the start and jayce is NO exception#also viktor's eyes im so glad we got to see them again. ohhh the irony of grief and relief mean SO much to me#his eyes. mean sm to Me. doomed scientist yaoi i lov e u#and mel.....omg not much to say regarding initial thoughts. im afraid haha. buuut i wanted to learn more about her link to the black rose#LOVED ambessa. her characterisation was so brilliantly captivating that i dont think i ever rlly hated her lmao#and jinxx omfg im sick. i love her so much. oh fucking hell ep7 killed me actually. im dead.#the sisters r so close all throughout the show and i loved the little direct confirmation of this like i actually started crying then#and VI oh my goddddd vi. could write a thesis on her. the visual rep of the lessening of her guilt after jinx. with singing. with acceptanc#oh fml im going a little insane i love this show so much#and VANDERRR and the beast and FUCK how even at the end he covered jinx.#i love how the show covered her end. it feels like a sigh of relief. the final breath. u end up hoping the best for her.#OH MAN THE MUSIC STARTED AND I STARTED CRYING SO HARD.#this is s1 ep3 all over again#oh and HOLY SHIT we got lesbian sex im ECSTATIC. thannk u fortiche for the whole show but yeah. especially. uhm. this.#okay im loggin off now i need to clock out and sleep. process my thoughts and then word vomit tmr.#nyx talks shit
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I wish my brain had the capacity to actually analyze frankenstein characters cause they're sooooo interesting and i adore them and i would LOVE to write an analysis on some of them
but most of what goes on in my brain all day is literally just victor and henry kissing, i wish i was joking
#me uhhh me thinking about henrys character ouugghhhhhh#he wanted a liberal education☹️☹️☹️☹️#he was interested in language☹️☹️☹️☹️#his father didn't want him to pursue language he wanted him to be a merchant☹️☹️☹️😧#HE MADE LITTLE PLAYS AND STORIES AND HAD HIM AND VICTOR AND ELIZABETH ACT THEM OUT WITH HIM LIKE☹️☹️☹️#sorry im rlly fixated on henry#sigh#i adore everything about henry#except for him wanting to help the colonization of india in the 1831 version#pls dont do that bbg#hes a flawed character and i LOVE that about him but i tend to look at characters im fixated on with rose colored glasses#i wish i didn't💔
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funny how this fic started off as an "unserious" idea (not cracky, more so i didn't take it that seriously, it was basically so i could rotate certain characters from my head into a google doc), i didn't expect to care abt it as much as i do now like i have a basic chapter layout for half of the set chapter count, specific scenes prewritten, a planning doc with around five pages thus far, the basics (title, summary, etc), random scenes for it spinning around in my head, and a bit of chapter one and three pages of chapter four written 😭
and i started properly thinking stuff for and working on this fic like...two days ago
it was not supposed to be This Serious hfjkdhf
#(this reminds me of how unserious i initially took picking petals but then it turned into All That lmaoo)#literally shoved some of my fav reboot rarepairs in this lmao#i think the reason why i havent made more progress with the chapter prewriting is bc college is kicking my ass i hardly get free time 😭#and also there arent any transcripts for s2 of the reboot :(#had to do psychology and mental health research for one of the characters for a hc and although i wanna incorporate it im hesitant#bc i dont wanna fuck it up somehow. but also im doing more research in case i think of another idea for them#i might go for it tho. we'll see. if i do its gonna further the angst bc some Baggage goes with it but stuff will wrap up too#so far whenever i think abt them i use that sort of lens anyway#so either i do it fully or aspects are implied via connective factors like environmental surroundings#either way it will involve that specific idea i have thought up to some degree#anyway im halfway thru s2 and taking notes for the fic while watching (i was planning on watching first then rewatching while outlining-#-buuut im too pumped lmao i see scenes and go 'oh imagine if i change it up a little in the fic' etc etc and then i just gotta jot it down)#the elimination order is tearing my hair out tho bc i love the cast but s2's elimination order was Not It i def gotta change that#ugh so much planning 😭 it was NOT this difficult with picking petals#(could be bc tdpi is my fav cast to write for)#sigh. lets see how it goes! and if I'll even publish this anytime soon lmao#kit writes#kit stuff#noahtally-famous#(....also dw ygs i know i rlly gotta finish agtsta's next chapter too-)
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:333333 im just finishing up a teeny tiny rewrite of my old teen toru fic so i can repost it tmrw………… feeling excited
#feels like its been a while since i wrote smth#s… sigh………#BUTTT i feel like a lot of my followers probably havent read this one ??? esp since i took it out of my masterlist a while ago#and :((((( i am . so so fond of this fic#the shoujo manga vibes …….#wahhhh i love them#and i rlly do love writing for teen toru wven though i vastly prefer adult gojo#anyway !!!!! im excited. might post a little snippet but it feels kinda silly when its a repost :’3#hope u r all doing well dash <33#ari noises ✩
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I want to b excited for the new ulqui art but. That is Not What he Looks Like.
#Sigh. I get one crumb and I’m not even grateful 🤦#Tbf they also made aizen look weird like what is even up w that who is that 😭#Imagine being so picky about a character that you can enjoy drawings of them done by#Their original creator exclusively#.. couldn’t be me I’m not a weirdo .#Srry I know everyone’s hyped unfortunately o have to be rlly freakin annoying about one guy#Who’s not even in this stupid ass anime. Peace and love ✌️#text
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i’ve never had a ship make me reread a whole series but here i am, kokonui in my head, rereading tokyo revengers
#i rlly only am rereading to better understand their dynamic#and their relationship w each other#but this has never happened honestly#so#that’s how ill they make me#also i find that the dynamics between characters in tokrev r rlly intricate#i wanna better understand them all so i can depict them as accurately y as possible#sigh#tokyo revengers#tokyo rev#love them#😿#bowl taps
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Lmk doodle page that turned into a dragonfruit doodle page. I love them sm.
#lego monkie kid#dragonfruit shipping#mei lmk#red son#red son lmk#hope u guys know i do a big dramatic sigj before starting all the mandatory tags or whatever#i roll my eyes and sigh like someones dissapointed dad#i think these two r so cute tho. they jusg make each other worse lmao😭#everything is a competition between them. everything.#idk i started lmk w s3 and seeing them bond over the samadhi fire like chemically altered my brainwaves.#everything abt lmk did that to me tbh#like this show sees my absolute lack of a father figure and is like 'yeah.. yeah i think we're going to exploit that'#every time sweet calls mk kid or buddy or smth i just wanna dieeeeeeeeee aaaaa and pigsy? dont get me fucking started#WHEN HE CALLS MK SON???? GODSDDDDDHDKAH asbhddggfejehsbananshsduf u rh#AND MACAQUE???? OH MY GOD THATS IT THATS IT IM RETIRINGGG#he may have done horrible things i dont rlly care i wish that six eared monkey was my dad#what a fucking sentence. anyways. toddles. bye. goodnight. idfk love you
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siddex moments compilation (part 1, 0:36s)
#sids shirt says I LOVE SUBSTITUTING BUTTER FOR COCONUT OIL#also sorry for putting serj there. it had to be done.#but anyways#ive been working on this for FOREVER (mainly the painted part)#so im glad im finally done... oh siddex. i think about them so much#i rlly need to draw more art of them in the 70s au#but anyways. ANYWAYS#sighs dreamily while drawing a heart around the word siddex in my diary#rlm#art#gorilla interrupted#red letter media#dex#sid#siddex#fanart
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One of the topic choices for a big final essay I have to write by Monday is comparing how Alexandra Kollontai and Frantz Fanon depict the role of women in revolution and I’m like yayyyy nobody will escape my criticism yayyy!!!
#a dying colonialism is a hugely important work but ofc you’ll be reading it and going ‘okay but how did the women FEEL about that’#designation of private vs public is def going to be. hugely important here#in terms of where women are allowed and expected to exist#like you have kollontai writing as if private life has been completely abolished#the home itself abolished#worker homogeneity and the duty to the state translating as a complete dissolution of the private sphere#whereas fanon is concerned w maintaining aspects of algerian culture that limit or narrow women’s public visibility#the juggling of preserving the home and private life as the natural realm of women with socialist revolution#it’s really interesting.#either way women aren’t really granted a described interiority#w kollontai it’s bc the private dimension of the self has ceased to exist#w fanon it’s bc that interiority is deemed something inappropriate to make visible#*sigh*#maybe we just let the women talk#and not the ones literally born to the bourgeois class *cough cough*#edit: I think fanon does grant some interiority but it’s conspicuously only ever granted in the context of the revolution#he positions the algerian woman’s body as THEY setting for the revolution and describes the anxieties and grim determination associated w#this#while simultaneously affirming the idea that algerian women have no choice in this#that they are *required* to meet impossible standards specifically as revolutionary action#he grants them the dimension of martyr but presents no alternative path#his criticisms of the violence of colonialism on algerian women’s bodies are ofc all poignant and precisely deconstructed#but still there’s no reality where algerian women don’t have to suffer#it’s so. meaty. rlly love digging into it.
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so miss chloe, do your faves have a favorite place to put their hands while they’re intimate with you? 🤭 would loveee for you to tell all about it hehe
ooooo gray my love i ADORE this spicy lil q hehee ໒꒰ྀི∩˃ ᵕ ˂∩꒱ྀི১ hmmm reo looooves my legs/hips sm so he’s always squeezing my thighs or my hips whilst getting hot & heavy :3 & when he’s bein gentle with me he leaves tender kisses on my hipbones as he travels downward & downward &…yk ૮꒰ྀི ∩៸៸៸∩ ꒱ྀིა
kenyū on the other hand is always so gentle with his touches no matter what & adores my hands ໒꒰ྀིㅅ´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა his soft lips leaving a lil trail on my fingers first, then my palms, then my wrists before putting them above my head for the sweetest of embraces, our lips just centimeters apart as they finally meet after many minutes of pining & cute teasing ꒰ ˃̶̤́ ꒳ ˂̶̤̀ ꒱
& ofc yk kaeya…handsy, handsy, HANDSY!! (੭ु ›ω‹ )੭ु⁾⁾♡ EVERYWHERE!! there isn’t a section of skin that he hasn’t explored BUT his favorite place to rest his hands is (ofc bc he’s so CHEEKY) my ass hehe he just immediately grabs my butt & will NOT let go…whether we’re at home, in his office or at the dawn winery i swear!! its always the first place his hands go to & STAY ૮꒰ྀི ´∩∩` ꒱ྀིა he’s so lucky he’s so charming or else i’d be so annoyed UGH!!
ooo shinya is a v quiet, reserved man & prefers privacy (*ᴗˬᴗ) & is v deliberate of how he handles me (esp bc work at the mwbsp can be so dangerous & stressful) his go to place is the small of my back & i swear you’d think there was magnets under my shirt the way his hands just gravitate towards the perfect spot <33 he’s always so nervous that his hands are too calloused so his touches are faint at first, but after a moment he just pulls me right into him with a palm so perfectly placed on my back ໒꒰ྀི´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა
ooooo gray the way i am in full YEARNING MODE!!! pls i am weepy thinkin ab this ໒꒰ྀིஇ﹏இ`꒱ྀི১ ty so SO MUCH for this lil selfship q my love!! i’ll be by soon w a cutie lil spicy question soon >:3 hehee ily SO MUCH!! <33
#⋆°˖➴ p.o. box!#( ˘ ³˘)♡moots!#GRAY!! THE HAMSTERS IN MY BRAIN ARE RUNNING ON THEIR WHEELS!! IM GETTING FIC IDEAS!!!!#its been so long since i’ve RLLY thought ab my selfship lore & this just relit that firework 10 FOLD!! ٩(*´ ∇ `)۶#im giggling & kicking my feet thinkin ab all of them…..sigh they’re just so in love w me ໒꒰ྀི∩˃ ᵕ ˂∩꒱ྀི১ hehee!!#i hope i answered this q okay!! i had to stop my mind/fingers from goin overboard!!!! i adore this q & YOU sm!!!#⸜❤︎⸝ gray!#₊˚ෆ chloyū#₊˚ෆ chloreo#₊˚ෆ chlogami#₊˚ෆ kaechlo
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caught up finallyyyy. that shit was FIRE
#ninjago spoilers#im loving the overarching plot even if some of the moment to moment stuff is losing me#in particular the dialogue felt rlly clunky to me a lot of the time w characters justttt. expositing at every chance#but i rlly like sora and arins arcs so far. really really good#arin is maybeeeee leaning a little too Evilllllll for my tastes BUT i do think it makes sense at least#finalllyyyy a good fucking corruption arc#found the kinda... prodigy sora on the stage at the end alone very powerful#it nice to see them growing at different rates and the conflict it might cause#still not sure what wfs deal is yet but i did rlly like her relationship w roby. super cute. they matched each others freak#i miss jayyyyy still but nice that its being built up to#hopefully it pays off nicely bc the 2 secs of it we got to see was... umm. not the bestttt#altho interesting to see now that jays been shattered.#also i assume it just went back to the administration? seemed that ras was done w it#i wonder if jay wld be able to find anything out abt itself if thats the case.....?#i mean youd assume it tried already. butttt u cld say maybe it was under the agency as jay gordon which wld have come up w nothing#UM ANYWAY i do rlly like where the story is going it feels rlly cool and different to have everything developing over time like this#compared to the more contained seasons from before#also just saying. if i was lloyd id straight up kill myself#rlly funny imagining llpyd getting back to the monastery and sighing and replacing kais photo w arins#yes yes. very good. zane saying cringe made my jaw drop#actually ill say i do hate how they r writing zane. but thats been an issue for forever now so wtfeverrrr
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somebody make that guy old
#zelda blog bc i’m talking abt link . what a lovely idea . being older . don’t u think ur guys desrve to get older#everybody rlly . i kinda need to imagine wayyy post game zelda’s with crows feet and smile lines and greying hair#and generally being fatter and happier and . doesn’t everyone deserve this#sighs serene . getting older . what a privilege for some of them#m
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Why is it so hard to write in-depth things abt characters. Like come on let me get my thoughts out there
#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ★#I can't pull out my phone half the time when I think of smth#and most of the time I'm going to BED or SHOWERING#I'll pull up my notes later and then just NOTHING#AND THEN I COMPLETELY FORGET AND IK I FORGOT A RLLY GOOD THING AND THEN IT MAKES ME MAD#like man 😿😿#at least let me remember them like#like I want to deeply analyze a character that I either love or just want to get a better understanding of-#-if I don't rlly pay attention to said character and then write paragraphs of my thoughts and post it#LET ME APPRECIATE THEM MORE AND SHARE MY THOUGHTSSSSS PLSSSSSSS#LET ME WORD THEM PLEASE#I BEG#sigh....... going to do chores now 🫶🫶❗#I'll be back :33
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A tiktok comment from 2022 basically summed up how I feel about you're welcome vs blue
"Blue trusts the audience to have common sense and know that SA is bad, while You're Welcome has to spell it out"
#i like both songs by the way#but heathers is a dark comedy. its satire.#its why i dont like when people sum it up as blue being from k&r's perspectives while yw is from veronicas#its just not really true#blue is making fun of guys that will pressure and harass and guilt trip girls into sex by saying they have blue balls#which is a very real thing lol#while i love that youre welcome adds veronicas perspective into it#her verses are my favorite of the songs#and it still keeps the comedy#it also doesnt really stay true to the satircal core of the musical and movie#it also kicks out duke and mac which is. sigh#it makes those two more malicious i think than they actuallt are. they didnt WANT v to be raped#they wanged themselves NOT to be raped#and thags the difference#its a deeply interesting character flaw of theirs that is often overlooked#the self preservation. the commentary on how girls will often throw each other under the bus to save themselves#oh also a lot of pieple will say that blue makes fun of rape and yw doesnt but i think its the oppisite tbh? not that either of them rlly d#but blue is making fun of the guys specifically. yw doesnt rlly do that it moreso makes fun of the situation (daterape) itself#do i think duke and mac shouldve opened the door for ronnie? yes obviously.#is it in character that they didnt? also yes#anyways. lol#heathers#do not take my word fkr this tho this is my interpretation and i am just a sad teen girl
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Story Ideas that I need to elabroate eventually
Blonde Knight One: a lady knight swore loyalty to the crown, but after finding how vile and twisted her kingdom was, she swears loyalty to a tricksy witch and becomes her knight. The story follows the adventures of her and two magicians: a transgender sorcerer (she/her) called Adam (short for Adamite) who is very very cheesy and has a boosted ego, and her equally chaotic counterpart, a black trans bard called Eve who is way too flamboyant. The separated may be prime examples of magic casting, but together, they are so unhinged the knight's job is usually to keep them from getting them expelles from whatever kingdom they have a mission on. Based on random ideas from my daily life that somehow fit together, and Vibes.
Venera and [unnamed]: Venera is a russian lved in paranormal adventures with this nonbinary guy (clove motif) that has a more open and dumbass personality than him. They are a great contrast, but they work well together. Based on a design challenge.
The Chosen One: Victor is a chosen one hero from a prophecy in a fantasy world; he knows what his duty is, and hed be happy to comply, if there wasnt so much paperwork. Victor is supposed to slay The Dragon, but each time he gets close, he has to sign so much stuff and get so many appointments before getting close to actually killing it that hes in that for ages. Gabriel, on a fairly distant country, is a magician (he has his diplome) that uses his time helping passerbys and prophecy heroes that criss his path. He is quite poor and had a hard time paying for his magic scholarship, unlike his friend Toriel, a way wealthier magician. One day, Victor stumbles upon the bar where Gabriel usually hangs out, and after they meet, the three of them go in a mission to try and slay the dragon that has been terrorizing their kingdom for ages.
New one: Two freed slaves, a guard dog and a guy who was forced to do sex services, go on a journey together and the Romantic finds out he is actually a chosen one. And can fuel the power of The Seven Deadly Sins, that are the basis of the magic system on this world. Neither the guard dog nor the romantic have pleasant personalities, but now they'll have to save the world ^v^
#oc ideas#story ideas#my wips#ocs tag#my ocs#The Oc Masterpost#i have to add them there#but just to save and compilate#i promised myself id let them go but i love these so much#btw feel free to ask me stuff about them#i may never talk a thing about there BUT#i have so much lore#you can tell i have my favorite tropes#sex ment tw#implied noncon#the new one doesn't have much thought behind it because its literally 1 day old in my mind but i rlly like The Vibes#*sighs* uh#i will have to go through my wips to see which will become ufos and which will be deleted and which will be continued#AND remake the oc masterpost that is outdated#anyways i love these stories in particuar#i am very fond of them#specially the venera one#they have designs even#oh yea gabriel and toriel too#this chosen hero one is made with my friend :)
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