#but i refuse to acknowledge that reality
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lotus-pear · 4 months ago
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rewatched madoka magica again today bc i fucking hate myself and to absolutely no one’s surprise i went through all five stages of grief in a single evening
#let’s talk about sayaka miki for a second#genuinely the fact that her whole character is centered around tragedy almost to a shakespearean extent#she’s selfless and brave and values her justice and righteousness above all. calls herself an ally of justice#in fact i think it’s rather intriguing how her whole character is centered around “justice”#her story being a more twisted retelling of the original little mermaid#how she is initially portrayed as a very heroic and confident character even before becoming a magical girl. always shielding madoka#selling her soul to heal the boy she loved out of a selfless desire to see him well again#her being absolutely distraught abt being robbed of her humanity and betrayed by kyubey#she combats this harrowing realization by immersing herself in her duties not caring that she is slowly deteriorating in the process#becoming numb with pain and fighting recklessly and psychotically trying to drown out the pain#finally coming to the sickening conclusion that humanity doesn’t deserve her saving and she succumbs to a fate of her making#last words being “i was so stupid” which trumps her previous statement of “there’s no way i’d regret this”#ALSO? the fact that her costume and weapon are symbolic of a knight. she rly portrays this hero of justice who will protect and defend ☹️#i think abt the fact that homura said that sayaka’s wish was so selfless it was only a matter of time before she died#sayaka being the example of what happens to magical girls who go through the entire cycle and eventually become witches is so sad to me#genuinely just like. sick and twisted#very very fucked up.#characters who have their own misconstrued interpretation of “justice” or who are centered around justice in general.#you will always be dear to me.#sayaka reminds me a lot of akechi in some ways ngl#harboring an almost idealized vision of justice but it slowly rots and festers and corrupts their hearts the more immersed w it they become#actually losing their sanity when they fight bc of how much pain they’re in but refuse to acknowledge it until they break#refusing any help and wallowing in misery despite having ppl who love them and want to save them#last words are those expressing regret for being such a fool. for being ignoring#being used by yhe main villain as a stepping stone towards their true goal. they were merely a pawn#also doomed in every version of their reality. always doomed by the narrative no matter what choices they make#i have a type i fear#HAHAHAH ALSO the fact that they’re both dressed so regally compared to everyone else in their respective series#meant to portray them in a virtuous and princely light. only made more apparent by the sword being their weapon of choice#i’m gonna shut up now but they’re soo eerily similar its unnerving tbh 💀
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gayferrari · 1 month ago
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Fred HOW are you gonna make up for this. Make them kiss on camera at least
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gingerswagfreckles · 4 months ago
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People will literally read your post about atheism, say they agree with you but that being fully 100% atheist and not agnostic IS a Christian thing, and then block you when you say no that is not true at all and is the polar opposite of my point.
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priceofreedom · 1 year ago
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funny how everyone seemed to adore Zack until he started having more screentime...
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pink-toonss · 3 months ago
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Hm
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evangelineshifts · 3 months ago
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I shifted on my first try
That time i woke up with a man in my bed in the middle of the fucking night when I was 14
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surging-eyes-seeing-through · 6 months ago
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Do you think what you're experiencing right now is similar to what Kristoph went through after his murder? the paranoia, the delusions, etc.
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"...Paranoia? Delusions? What are you talking about?"
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wonder-worker · 1 year ago
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"Although [Richard III] himself seems to have not been aware of this until it was too late, it was the duke himself who destroyed his brother [Edward IV's] polity in the name of preserving it."
-Rosemary Horrox, Richard III: A Study of Service
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news4dzhozhar · 11 months ago
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How deranged does the US look to the rest of the world to be proudly welcoming an indicted war criminal to address Congress?
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danieldrivesfast · 4 months ago
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Unfortunately for all of you, I'm not dead. My resolution is to not engage with stupidity, because there is no changing people who are inherently stupid since stupid clings to stupid, and that rules out a lot of the internet. If you're not stupid, and typically I try not to follow those who are, I wish you happiness and fulfillment. If you are stupid, rot. 🩷
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bandsanitizer · 11 months ago
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wait… luke and zayn collab?? would be cool??
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fantasmadelaciudad · 6 months ago
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AND ANOTHER THING. saying that the latinos who voted for trump aren’t “real latinos” overlooks the fact that a lot of latinos (ESPECIALLY 2nd gen and immigrants. undocumented or not) are conservative.
this doesn’t make them less latino. being latino does not mean being progressive, or liberal, or socialist or etc. it just means you’re from latinamerica.
denying them their identity doesn’t make them exempt from anything. it just ignores the issues in our community of colorism, classism, queerphobia, and xenophobia. just because you’re latino (just because you’re not white) does not mean you’re not complicit. it doesn’t absolve you of anything.
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suosage · 7 months ago
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always always always that stubbornly kept hope that like. not even the hope that his parents would change or understand him, but the hope to understand them and their reasons better. in order to. forgive
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yusuke-of-valla · 8 months ago
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Oh right ok since Koromaru's link episode said he wanted to stick with Minato after everything ended I wondered if like, that would been in BBB he'd stick with the Arisatos and not Ken and if so
Who gets the dog in the divorce?*
*Naoto running off to do detective stuff
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morakh · 10 months ago
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Don’t read the papers, make the paper.
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hrrtshape · 1 month ago
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   i have it, i have it, i have it… so where is it?
there’s a thing that happens. a delusion, a performance, a cosmic joke that you’re in on until you realise you’re the punchline. you manifest something, no, you inhabit it, you embody it, you crawl inside its skin and zip yourself up. i have x. i own x. x is already in my hands. you say it until it isn’t a wish anymore, just a fact waiting to be noticed. and then. nothing.
the universe, god, the simulation, whoever’s supposed to be writing this cheque, has put you on hold. customer service music is playing. you are nowhere near x, your hands are empty, your environment bleak and x-less. you are spiritually rich and physically destitute, the manifestational equivalent of an aristocrat whose assets are frozen.
and you sit there, stunned. because it worked last time. and the time before that. and the time before that. like magic, like clockwork, like a law as immutable as gravity. you have received things you shouldn’t have received. things you had no way of getting. things that should have been out of reach but weren’t, because you knew how to want them properly. so why not now? why this, why you, why the delay?
      so , here’s how you get x
you ignore the absence of x. you treat x like an inevitability, like a train already hurtling down the tracks towards you. not like a possibility. not like a wish. an inevitability. you do not beg the train to come; you stand at the station as if it’s already rounding the bend. you prepare. you make space. you act as if.
this is not the delusion of a fool. this is the precision of an architect. the greats have always known this, athletes, actors, politicians, emperors. success is an air, a posture, a scent worn like cologne. you can smell it on people before they have it. and if you wear it long enough, the universe catches on.
you speak in possession, not longing. you train your mind to recoil at the word "want" like it’s poison. wanting affirms lack. you do not want, you have. you are.
but what about reality? what about facts? what about the brutalist architecture of circumstance, the stone and steel of what is?
what about it? reality is not static. it is pliant, malleable, a thing to be strong-armed and shaped. the first step in changing reality is refusing to bow to it.
so you do not acknowledge the empty space where x should be. you treat it like a chair already filled, a bank account already bursting, a future already decided. you hold the pose, you speak in the tense of the having, you ignore the absence until it has no choice but to become presence.
confidence + assumption = success. it has never been more complicated than that. the world has always belonged to those who assume it should.
  so assume. and let the world catch up.
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