#but i refuse to acknowledge that reality
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rewatched madoka magica again today bc i fucking hate myself and to absolutely no one’s surprise i went through all five stages of grief in a single evening
#let’s talk about sayaka miki for a second#genuinely the fact that her whole character is centered around tragedy almost to a shakespearean extent#she’s selfless and brave and values her justice and righteousness above all. calls herself an ally of justice#in fact i think it’s rather intriguing how her whole character is centered around “justice”#her story being a more twisted retelling of the original little mermaid#how she is initially portrayed as a very heroic and confident character even before becoming a magical girl. always shielding madoka#selling her soul to heal the boy she loved out of a selfless desire to see him well again#her being absolutely distraught abt being robbed of her humanity and betrayed by kyubey#she combats this harrowing realization by immersing herself in her duties not caring that she is slowly deteriorating in the process#becoming numb with pain and fighting recklessly and psychotically trying to drown out the pain#finally coming to the sickening conclusion that humanity doesn’t deserve her saving and she succumbs to a fate of her making#last words being “i was so stupid” which trumps her previous statement of “there’s no way i’d regret this”#ALSO? the fact that her costume and weapon are symbolic of a knight. she rly portrays this hero of justice who will protect and defend ☹️#i think abt the fact that homura said that sayaka’s wish was so selfless it was only a matter of time before she died#sayaka being the example of what happens to magical girls who go through the entire cycle and eventually become witches is so sad to me#genuinely just like. sick and twisted#very very fucked up.#characters who have their own misconstrued interpretation of “justice” or who are centered around justice in general.#you will always be dear to me.#sayaka reminds me a lot of akechi in some ways ngl#harboring an almost idealized vision of justice but it slowly rots and festers and corrupts their hearts the more immersed w it they become#actually losing their sanity when they fight bc of how much pain they’re in but refuse to acknowledge it until they break#refusing any help and wallowing in misery despite having ppl who love them and want to save them#last words are those expressing regret for being such a fool. for being ignoring#being used by yhe main villain as a stepping stone towards their true goal. they were merely a pawn#also doomed in every version of their reality. always doomed by the narrative no matter what choices they make#i have a type i fear#HAHAHAH ALSO the fact that they’re both dressed so regally compared to everyone else in their respective series#meant to portray them in a virtuous and princely light. only made more apparent by the sword being their weapon of choice#i’m gonna shut up now but they’re soo eerily similar its unnerving tbh 💀
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Fred HOW are you gonna make up for this. Make them kiss on camera at least
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People will literally read your post about atheism, say they agree with you but that being fully 100% atheist and not agnostic IS a Christian thing, and then block you when you say no that is not true at all and is the polar opposite of my point.
#gingerswagfreckles#Jumblr#atheism#atheist#it is insane how completely people just refuse to acknowledge that atheists who just completely dont believe in God at all#exist with backgrounds other than ex Christian#like ohh yeah Jewish atheists exist but not the BAD kind that really dont even wonder sometimes if there might be something out there#like hey bbygirl#it is your personal biases based on your own spiritual beliefs that tells you truly not even wondering about god is bad#and also you are wrong. there are many many many jews who are 100% atheists YES for realsies#and many many people from all religious backgrounds who feel like this#and your discomfort with it doesnt change that#i promise you that wherever you draw the line between ~good~ atheism and ~bad~ atheism#there are jewish people who exist beyond it and ex muslims who exist beyond it and people from all religious backgrounds who exist beyond i#and denying this is a denial of reality#jumblr
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funny how everyone seemed to adore Zack until he started having more screentime...
#it's honestly very surprising. i see hate towards him almost every day since Remake came out and i wish i was kidding#and yeah yeah i know other characters get lots of hate too but the hate towards him has been so sudden and random???#idk maybe he *was* hated before but i just didn't notice#but at the same time no. i'm 100% sure the hate increased considerably after he was shown to be alive in the Remake#i feel like some people are just weirdly concerned he is gonna overshadow the main characters which is stupid#this story is still about Cloud and the others#we're just gonna explore another reality (allegedly) with Zack it's not that deep bro#(rebirth spoilers) -> even in Zack's timeline Cloud AND Aerith are there#and who knows how many more#like i get shippers being petty because when are they not petty#but i've seen non-shippers/casual players saying they do not want to see more of him and being all bitter bc he's important#he's always been important you all just refuse to acknowledge it!!!#no matter how many times hamaguchi nomura nojima etc say he's super important ppl just keep denying it 💀#as if y'all know more than the freaking devs i'm getting tired of this bs#my post#i'm glad the devs love him as much as we do. cry about it
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Hm
#remember that fic i wrote where jeremy was like “YOURE A FUCKING AI YOU SJOULD BE ABKE TO CARE”#to the sauip#and the squip was like “uh jm nuh uh”#even if you dont#ive been thinking about how like. just i guess imaging what if jeremy developed an emotional attachment to the squip#and not in the romantic way#kinda like how you get attached to objects with sentiment and you can never get rid of them#think a toy from your childhood or something#except jeremy's object of sentiment is a supercomputer from japan#he becomes obsessed with trying to 'fix it'#“i know its capable of feeling any pang of guilt. i know it can experience joy and sadness like any human.”#the sqip does over time (as a learning ai) learn to feel#but probably never tells jeremy#and jeremy continues to just get so upset and overwhelmed by this thing that he brought upon himself#amd the sauip tries to be like “ok forget it lets focus on the task at hand”#jeremy does not focus on the task at hand#bros trying everythubg he can to “fix” the squip#blinded by his ambitions with it and forgetting its *just a computer*#reality check: “im just a computer jeremy”#and yeah so theyre inna stalemate where squip refuses to acknowledge how its evolving and jeremy refuses to acknowledge that his efforts are#pointless.#✌️✌️#bmc#squip#jeremy heere
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I shifted on my first try
That time i woke up with a man in my bed in the middle of the fucking night when I was 14
#evangelineshifts ˖⋆࿐໋₊#angel rambles 🪽#still fuckin crazy so i refuse to acknowledge it#only putting this out now to empty drafts#reality shifting#shiftblr#shifting realities#shifting#desired reality#law of assumption#quantum jumping#manifestation
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Do you think what you're experiencing right now is similar to what Kristoph went through after his murder? the paranoia, the delusions, etc.
"...Paranoia? Delusions? What are you talking about?"
#~𝕋𝕨𝕚𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝕁𝕦𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕔𝕖 ../~ murderpollo au#ace attorney ask blog#ask blog#apollo justice#ace attorney#// brother clueless#// i think he's aware deep down that something is wrong with his reality but he's refusing to acknowledge it
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"Although [Richard III] himself seems to have not been aware of this until it was too late, it was the duke himself who destroyed his brother [Edward IV's] polity in the name of preserving it."
-Rosemary Horrox, Richard III: A Study of Service
#It's one of the things I find most interesting about his reign#But it's rare to find concrete discussions on it because Ricardians simply refuse to acknowledge the actual reality of 1483-85#They live in their fantasy fictional AU instead#richard iii#15th century#english history#my post#queue
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How deranged does the US look to the rest of the world to be proudly welcoming an indicted war criminal to address Congress?
#bernie sanders#Congress is wrong yet again#netanyahu is a war criminal#Netanyahu should not be welcome#arrest netanyahu#jews for palestine#accountability isn't antisemitism#Anti-Zionism isn't anti semitism#stop weaponizing words#apartheid#save palestine#israel is an apartheid state#ethnic cleansing#free palestine 🇵🇸#genocide#icc war crimes tribunal#israeli war crimes#israel lies while palestine dies#I hope most of Congress walks out or doesnt even bother to show up#this isnt the first time#when Obama was in office Netanyahu came and gave a speech to congress but refused to meet with Obama because he dared to acknowledge reality#the us continues to cover and lie for israel#the US is complicit in genocide and war crimes#international criminal court#Netanyahu indicted#shameful#israel is a terrorist state#israel is committing genocide#israel is an illegal occupier#propaganda kills
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Unfortunately for all of you, I'm not dead. My resolution is to not engage with stupidity, because there is no changing people who are inherently stupid since stupid clings to stupid, and that rules out a lot of the internet. If you're not stupid, and typically I try not to follow those who are, I wish you happiness and fulfillment. If you are stupid, rot. 🩷
#bye for now#if stupidity still had consequences the world would be a better place#this isn't even about a sport or fandom it's about existence don't get it twisted#i don't care about your shitty f1 takes i care that you can't think critically and refuse to acknowledge reality and facts in the real worl
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wait… luke and zayn collab?? would be cool??
#??!?!?!?? SCREECHES AND THEN HIDES BC I ALSO DONT ACTUALLY MEAN THIS#SOLELY BC I THINK IT WOULD BE PAINFUL AND JUST THE THOUGHT OF MEDIA EVEN THINKING ABOUT PROMO QUESTIONS#HAS ME STRESSED THE FUCK OUT#BUT ALSO THEIR VIBES??? LIKE ON STARDUST???#BUT ALSO I WOULD NOT TOUCH THAT COLLAB IN REALITY WITH A TEN FOOT POLE#BC NOBODY WOULD COME OUT OF THAT UNSCATHED OR LIKE AT LEAST A LITTLE FUCKED UP#I DONT TRUST THE MEDIA WITH THAT#AT ALL#LIKE EVER#TALK ABOUT SOMETHING THAT WOULD DEFINITELY LEAD TO AN AWKWARD AF INTERVIEW#although#be really fucking hilarious for them to collab#and then drop the collab#but never ever mention it#and almost refuse to acknowledge it exists#bc i would avoid that promo sooooo bad#i hate that this was even a thought#REDACTED THOUGHT#alison speaks?#lukey#zayn
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AND ANOTHER THING. saying that the latinos who voted for trump aren’t “real latinos” overlooks the fact that a lot of latinos (ESPECIALLY 2nd gen and immigrants. undocumented or not) are conservative.
this doesn’t make them less latino. being latino does not mean being progressive, or liberal, or socialist or etc. it just means you’re from latinamerica.
denying them their identity doesn’t make them exempt from anything. it just ignores the issues in our community of colorism, classism, queerphobia, and xenophobia. just because you’re latino (just because you’re not white) does not mean you’re not complicit. it doesn’t absolve you of anything.
#emyrs.txt#a bunch of ppl helped me put this into words btw.#been feeling it since 2016 but it all boiled over right this second i guess. lol.#drives me fucking crazy like.#at least acknowledge the issues that the community in the u.s. has!!! u can’t just go. man those guys aren’t even apart of this 🤣 a REAL#latino would never—#YES THEY WOULD!!!! YES THEH FUCKING WOULD!!! THEY DID!!!!! we are not a monolith!!!#refusing to acknowledge it doesn’t help anyone!!!!!!!! it just absolves YOU of guilt!!!!!#sorry everyone expect more of these i am spiraling.#and also like. i’m so fucking disappointed and embarrassed. how badly must you hate yourself. hate your fucking family. your MOTHER.#your SISTERS. how out of touch must you be from reality. to put the economy over everything else.#ignorando el sufrimiento y sacrificio de tu familia!!!!!!#no teniendo nada de compasión por tus hermanes que están pasando por lo mismo o peor!!!!!!!#i thank god daily *** won’t be there at thanksgiving or christmas bc i’m about to start fights only god could pull me out of.
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always always always that stubbornly kept hope that like. not even the hope that his parents would change or understand him, but the hope to understand them and their reasons better. in order to. forgive
#blue lock spoilers#blue lock#hiori#barasbs#n somehow we're back here again#that time in july when all I could think about was this one wip where hiori is trying to mend his relationship w his parents while they#refused to acknowledge anything theyve done to him. that suffocating sense of the struggle to accept reality and forgive and let go n all#n THEN around the same time some hiori artists posted their comics w literally the same themes. unprompted. hiori stan hivemind always#anyways. the new trivia gut punched me and let me drown in the river#what do you mean 'i wanna see my parents when theyre active as athletes maybe id forgive them a little then.'
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Oh right ok since Koromaru's link episode said he wanted to stick with Minato after everything ended I wondered if like, that would been in BBB he'd stick with the Arisatos and not Ken and if so
Who gets the dog in the divorce?*
*Naoto running off to do detective stuff
#berry blast brigade#I guess the real question is: which game would it be funniest for Koromaru to be in#ALTERNATIVELY: koromaru is with Naoto during P4 then stays with Yusuke and Sumi during p5 because of Kasumi's death#koromaru's just ALWAYS PLAYABLE#he does not age because I refuse to acknowledge the reality of his death#like I acknowledge the themes of persona 3 but ALSO#I lost two dogs in the last three years I can't have Koromaru get old and die#I emotionally am a coward
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Don’t read the papers, make the paper.
#I don’t think I have any semblance of an ordinary life or normalcy to circumstances. And for the longest time I refused to acknowledge it#To preserve some semblance of familiarity. But I think it’s important to acknowledge it now to be better grounded and present in it.#I guess I’m able to distinguish that I’m not accepting of my situation and instead accepting that I am in a situation.#So it’s a different reality and does not diminish the struggle.#WHO TF NEEDS A THERAPIST 🗣️ 🔊🔊🔊🗣️🗣️🔊🗣️ when I got 15 in my head
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i have it, i have it, i have it… so where is it?
there’s a thing that happens. a delusion, a performance, a cosmic joke that you’re in on until you realise you’re the punchline. you manifest something, no, you inhabit it, you embody it, you crawl inside its skin and zip yourself up. i have x. i own x. x is already in my hands. you say it until it isn’t a wish anymore, just a fact waiting to be noticed. and then. nothing.
the universe, god, the simulation, whoever’s supposed to be writing this cheque, has put you on hold. customer service music is playing. you are nowhere near x, your hands are empty, your environment bleak and x-less. you are spiritually rich and physically destitute, the manifestational equivalent of an aristocrat whose assets are frozen.
and you sit there, stunned. because it worked last time. and the time before that. and the time before that. like magic, like clockwork, like a law as immutable as gravity. you have received things you shouldn’t have received. things you had no way of getting. things that should have been out of reach but weren’t, because you knew how to want them properly. so why not now? why this, why you, why the delay?
so , here’s how you get x
you ignore the absence of x. you treat x like an inevitability, like a train already hurtling down the tracks towards you. not like a possibility. not like a wish. an inevitability. you do not beg the train to come; you stand at the station as if it’s already rounding the bend. you prepare. you make space. you act as if.
this is not the delusion of a fool. this is the precision of an architect. the greats have always known this, athletes, actors, politicians, emperors. success is an air, a posture, a scent worn like cologne. you can smell it on people before they have it. and if you wear it long enough, the universe catches on.
you speak in possession, not longing. you train your mind to recoil at the word "want" like it’s poison. wanting affirms lack. you do not want, you have. you are.
but what about reality? what about facts? what about the brutalist architecture of circumstance, the stone and steel of what is?
what about it? reality is not static. it is pliant, malleable, a thing to be strong-armed and shaped. the first step in changing reality is refusing to bow to it.
so you do not acknowledge the empty space where x should be. you treat it like a chair already filled, a bank account already bursting, a future already decided. you hold the pose, you speak in the tense of the having, you ignore the absence until it has no choice but to become presence.
confidence + assumption = success. it has never been more complicated than that. the world has always belonged to those who assume it should.
so assume. and let the world catch up.
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