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tossing picks and drumsticks to the audience post-show
(also kirk pantsing lars, but who’s here for that? 😉)
#why are they standing like this??#this is wildly unnecessary boys#i am so tempted to gif part of it in slow motion#when lars bends down hehe#but i must restrain myself#metallica#kirk hammett#lars ulrich#klars#video
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inspired by this post
i know the books are lighthearted children's stories but gods i would love a grown up version of the pevensie siblings' experience with narnia.
it's a fairytale the way c.s lewis wrote it, and i adore his story (though i have some gripes with it as well), but if you put yourself in their shoes ? it's traumatizing.
being ripped away from england, thrust into this other world and told you're meant to save it from a great evil as a child. lucy was (almost) kidnapped, edmund was manipulated, drugged and nearly killed. they all fought a war that should not have been theirs. then they grew up in this world, separated completely from all the people they ever knew in england. and then that is ripped away.
a year later, finally starting to adjust to living in england again, being children again, they are once again called to narnia. they are happy, at first. but then reality hits. their dear cair paravel has become ruins. everyone they knew and loved in narnia are gone. they no longer recognize this narnia, and the new narnians do not recognize them. they only know the legends.
#i could keep going#but i must restrain myself#i'd like to keep it coherent#narnia#chronicles of narnia#edmund pevensie#lucy pevensie#susan pevensie#peter pevensie
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Just so I don’t disappoint anyone: the prologue will be uploaded as soon as I can get to my computer in the morning tomorrow. I’m lagging behind most people’s timezones, but I estimate around 8:30 or 9 AM tomorrow, PST. Feel free to throw me sad puppy eyes if I’m late!
#im almost tempted to post it tonight to not make people wait#but i must restrain myself#also yes the first chapter will be posted this saturday#then we continue our weekly updates#i speak
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the accolade ( the...the cat-olade...)
#mine#original#i cannot even begin to explain the anguish. the torment. this drawing has brought me#and i STILL dont like it. i simply cant work on it any longer i cant i cant. i must be rid of it#eating drywall as we speak#you want to know how many weeks ive worked on this. THREE. ALMOST.#you want to know how long my other cat drawings take me ?? 3 days absolute MAX#anyway. begon foul creature etc#i havent left extremely long tags for a long while hello everyone good lord there are many of you#we are going stratford this weekend very exciting#its going to be a little chilly and i want to take my new coat with me but issue its not chilly right now so i cant wear it onto the train#i do not think. i can. stuff it into my suitcase i dont think that will happen#i am sure i will figure it out#also. no longer vegan . eggs have won me over. egg egg egg.#im having to restrain myself SO hard from buying more wool i want a shawl i want a shawl#i want more cute DRESSES why are nice comfy dresses 10000£#i look on vinted and its like dresses for popping your pussy in like not. the vibe im going for thank u#anyway. im going to eat crackers now
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Timelapse of my ihnmaims art here
(So sorry for reposting AGAIN. Apparently I got a glitch that made my post invincible, even I couldn’t see it, and I CAN’T stand it lmaooo)
Audio from cojone66 on TikTok (which was edited from Red Sex - Vessel cause it fits for my one minute vid lol.
Sorry that the quality is sloppy, I have to make it smaller so the cropping doesn’t look weird.
Also, thank you everyone for your compliments over my art, I’ve never been happier. Thank you!🥰
#if this gets taken down again I’m gonna fart#I was about to type the doomed yaoi tag again but I restrained myself#my art#art#artwork#digital art#artists on tumblr#ihnmaims#i have no mouth and i must scream#ihnmaims fanart#ted ihnmaims#am ihnmaims#ihnmaims am#allied mastercomputer#c_r_yeet
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Now you can buy both barbie dolls and make them kiss
#Trigun#Tristamp#Trigun Stampede#Vashwood#This was legit my first though because that's just who I am#I restrained myself#But I must share
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Farewell to an amazing show. Owl House will always have a place in my heart for the deep worldbuilding and attention to detail of even the smallest background characters
Anyways I made this in like four or five hours which is a bit shorter than usual so I’m proud of myself lol
#the owl house#owl house#luz noceda#edalyn clawthorne#eda clawthorne#king clawthorne#okay now I must restrain myself from rewatching it over and over until I can’t stand it lol
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Chapter 16 / 20 "Interlude III: Feng Xin"
Fair Warning, this one is purely indulgent emotional whump of the highest order lmao. Like, I feel like a mean person for even writing this. (Also whoa I almost forgot it was Saturday lol)
#tgcf#heaven official's blessing#tgcf fic#tgcf fanart#my fic#feng xin#every character must feel my wrath#this literally exists only bc I physically could not restrain myself from following up on that conversation thread in the gambler's den.
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Wow all these people must really like kabru's hair! ^_^
#the alpha is awakening#wake yo ass up cuz its time to go beast mode👹#i need him#PLLEAAASEEEEE#PLEAAAASSEEE JUST ONE CHANCE#so many things to say and yet i must restrain myself......#blanked out a speech bubble cuz i felt it was kinda spoilery????? idk#just in case#im normal#kabru#dungeon meshi#kabru of utaya#nooo dont grip his hair nooooooo such a shameee ohhhhhh nooooooo#👹#RAAAAAAAGGHHHHHHHHH#im nromal
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You accidentally blocking your own posts to avoid hades spoilers feels very "Trust no one, not even yourself"
LMAAAAOOO HAHAHAHA yes
I really don't want to see the redesigns of everyone just yet ESPECIALLY THAN AND ZAG I want to see them myself when I play the game I want to look at them on my switch with my own two eyeballs
#Asks#I saw hypnos and was like WOW OKAY I WILL NOW CLOSE MY EYES TOO#I don't wanna see anyone else#I got too excited#I must restrain myself
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People say that Ghost is Soap's self control, his retrain. The impulse control to Johnny's chaotic energy.
Some might even go as far as to say he's the the mind behind Soap's more careful choices-
It's funny and Ghost laughs at it. Not in their faces, of course, but privately. Jokes about it with Soap, made it an inside joke between them.
Because... It's completely wrong. Completely wrong. But not extremely wrong, his Johnny is chaos incarnate, sometimes he does need a hand to pull him out of the crazed fog his brain gets after setting off the most beautiful of explosions. Or to guide him back after rage clouds his senses.
But that's about it.
In reality Soap is constantly holding himself back, with dangerous smiles and tempting words. He hardly ever shows his true colors or motives. Cunning, like a fox.
It's all about appearences
And what people, in their... Closed up minds don't see yet is that- It's not Soap McTavish that needs restrain (he still bites) or a hand on his shoulder-
But Simon Riley.
The Ghost, who looks calm collected in it's all imposing figure is nothing but a weapon at ready for Johnny to use.
One moment he'll be still, immobile, listening. Waiting, always waiting. Patient-
In the next one, after a simple look from Soap and a soft command. He's butchering the battlefield like he was born -made- for it.
Finishing everything in record time and going back to him, drenched in blood, stance at attention.
Johnny let's the most animalistic side of Simon come out. Let's Ghost take over with no judgement, only swiping the blood from his face with the same gentle caress you would use on a wild wolf. Love coloring his eyes in dark shadows.
It reminds Simon of the depths of the ocean. Dangerous, deadly magnetic and so so beautiful. John smiles up at him and he can't contain himself but to kiss his knuckles. Worshipping.
Because the truth is:
Soap disregards his orders with a roll of his eyes
Ghost waits patiently for them with admiration
And the reality is that: Johnny is the mind to Simon's heart.
The thoughts to his actions.
#this came out a little wonky but i dunno how to better articulate this#TLDR GHOST ISN'T SOAPS IMPULSE CONTROL#soap doesn't need someone to hold him back#ghost however would dessimate an entire city if soap asked him#a frown on his brow and ghost is sharpening his knifes ready to kill#TLDR SOAP IS GHOST'S SELF RESTRAIN CUS GHOST IS INSANE#they're both sick in the head <3#anyways i could spend the entire day talking about Simon's devotion to Johnny#and Johnny's obsession with Simon#but alas i must restrain myself or i will be locked aways 😔#manyrambles#cod#call of duty#cod mw2#call of duty modern warfare 2#simon ghost riley#john soap mctavish#call of duty ghost#call of duty soap#ghost/soap#ghostsoap#soap/ghost#soapghost#ghoap#if there are typos.... i wrote this on my phone and I'll cringe at them after posting
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#honkai star rail a/b/o#honkai star rail x reader#another voting thing I must restrain myself from voting on but I am so curious#Dr. Ratio and Dan Heng aren't on here because they have the least amount of posts so sorry to those who think they're the best#jing yuan x reader#blade x reader#welt x reader#luocha x reader
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no matter what happens they can never take this from me
#hotd critical tw#♢ ooc. ⊱ ❝ 𝘖𝘩 𝘯𝘰 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘔𝘢𝘳𝘪. ❞#notice how it says in HER thrall#i said I wouldn’t rant anymore so I won’t but I just 💀#I just#I hate how they’ve victimized her to demonize d.aemon#he’s done plenty you don’t have to fucking do that especially when it comes to the woman who#was actually his partner in a lot of things lol like b&c is a prime example#that’s all I’ll say I must restrain myself for my mental health I do not have the capacity to type out all my thoughts tonight
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art fight attack for @tropinano 🎪
#character sheet#art fight#art fight 2023#team werewolf#team werewolves#my art#I am so incapable of only doing a sketch for art fight#it was so hard to restrain myself to not render this so I HALF rendered it#I must put my whole ass into everything I do#or ill DIE
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got pretty sad hearing about the chuck news but then found & read the full dave meltzer quote, which was just him confirming that what excalibur said on tv was real/true with some examples of wrestlers that were told similar things and came back and one that didnt.
from how everyone was reacting i thought there were, like, additional developments that made the situation a lot more doomer. its the same situation ("not out of the question, but dont count on it").
though im glad that (according to fightful) thats hes been training to be a producer/coach lately. i hope his energy continues to be passed down
#talkzon#i get worked more from fans than wrestlers themselves. i hate this btw LMAO#must i restrain myself to looking at fans who only engage with statistics 😭im so impressionable#became The Amateur Medical Googler for a bit to assuage my woes and was like oh okay thats what he got going on. i see. i understand.#advancements in medical have made things less dire but nothing is certain. bones are crazy btw#going back to being normal and feeling normal and having a normal amount of average woe
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You wanna talk about your atla au? Go right ahead
yes omg thank you I love you <3
I won't lore dump or anything, but Hatchetfield remains basically as it is in canon, a small town on a small island, located in central Earth Kingdom. It has a majority of Earth Kingdom and Water Tribe heritage, with only a few families from the Fire Nation. The story would mostly focus on a friendship (or pre slash, if you want) between Max and Richie.
Max is an earthbender. He's the best earthbender in Hatchetfield Highschool, a champion at their Earth Rumble-style duels and 2 v 2s. He gets an offer for a scholarship in a larger town on the mainland, but there's one condition. He'd be playing not in an earthbending match, but in Pro Bending (which is the more dominant sport) meaning he'd be facing off against a firebender.
Max is afraid of fire.
So, he finds the least threatening (and only) firebender in the school, Richie.
They train together, in a place that's sort of a truce between them. Richie finds out Max, despite not being a metalbender, is pretty good at seismic sensing. He's also quick to pick up and integrate firebending techniques into his own bending. Max finds out that Richie is actually a very competent bender, though he prefers using it as an artform rather than for offence/defence, something Max learns to appreciate.
They end up becoming friends. Richie's tutoring pays off, and Max earns a scholarship off the island, everyone's very happy.
Except for Max's dad.
Max's dad is a firebender. In fact, he's the reason Max even has a fear of fire in first place, as he uses it to physically abuse him. And while he needs Max to stay on top of the social hierarchy, to be the best earthbender (yes, he looks down on earthbending) in the school, he does not want him leaving the island. He confronts Max about his scholarship, the fight turns physical. But Max uses the techniques Richie taught him, gets the upper hand and eventually subdues him.
Everyone lives happily ever after etc. etc.
#atla/npmd#atla au#nerdy prudes must die#richie lipschitz#max jägerman#thanks for the ask!#love you <3#i have more details but I will restrain myself#i would tell you anything with the slightest provocation#nerdy prudes must bend
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