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lucinedoodles · 15 hours ago
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Xiu Ying "de Riva" x Lucanis Dellamorte
Quick background on Xiu Ying- she's an OC I use for video games and is basically a foreigner in the land of Thedas, banished there for abusing her powers as a minor deity in her own world. She is a fox spirit and before the events of Inquisition, she saved a few Dalish children from a demon. In doing so, she used up too much magical/life energy and ended up reverting back into the form of a baby fox. A baby fox is how she stayed throughout the events of the Inquisition, chilling out in Inquisitor Lavellan's pocket.
Xiu Ying realised she was falling in love when Lucanis described a first kiss as honey and lavender cream- the same drink her Dalish clan used the feed her when she was a very young fox kit.
It may have been love at first sight for Lucanis. Let's face it, the man has been imprisoned for a year and Rook was the first friendly face he saw AND she was busting him out of there? But he was wary of her and her intentions since she's a famous Courtesan who has a history of charming important people.
The whole Lighthouse been knew. They were taking bets and Davrin was getting pretty sick of the will they, won't they. They get together officially after Caterina was saved.
Sort of? She's not really an Antivan Crow. She was a useful agent for them and Viago handed her the emergency adoption papers after an incident where the Antivan King was offended when she spurned his advances. She may or may not have orchestrated that incident, knowing Viago would step in to help her. Xiu Ying likes the Crows as individuals but isn't very impressed by them as a faction. Too much backstabbing and idealism with the way they gloss over the horrific nature of their training and lifestyle.
Xiu Ying pretends to be Dalish, she takes on the appearance of a Dalish elf and observes their practices when convenient. She's a social chameleon and will do whatever it takes to fit in. She does teach Lucanis some of the recipes she remembers from Clan Lavellan though.
She's admitted to him that when she's around someone, she will always become the kind of person they would like. She no longer knows who she is when she takes the mask off. So Lucanis starts helping her find her own interest again, teaching her to cook and joining Bellara's book club and etc.
For a courtesan, Xiu Ying is surprisingly chaste with her affections. A kiss on the cheek and maybe holding his hand when they're out in public. In private, she's always careful to make sure Lucanis is comfortable with whatever happens.
A romantic dinner for two (and Spite), with candles and peonies, ending with a warm cup of cream with honey and lavender for her and a cup of coffee for him.
Xiu Ying doesn't take Lucanis any more than the others. Mostly because, she likes coming back to the Lighthouse and making a beeline for the kitchen for a freshly made snack. She's also as free flowing with praise for Lucanis in battle as he is for her.
He calls her "my love" and she calls him "vhenan" (illario calls her "cara" but we don't talk about him)
Getting either of them to say it is like pulling teeth but Xiu Ying blurts it out after she was pulled out of the Regret Prison.
So many. Mostly directed at Illario and Viago.
Honestly can't think of any atm lol
She got him a miniature wyvern. She had an Orlesian client who was trying to breed mini wyverns as pets and he may have lost a leg and an eye, but he did it.
Panic and fear. One moment they were victorious and the next, Rook is gone and no one can find her. She's in the Fade and may never be seen again.
Mildly annoyed. She's confident she can find her way out but she already hated Solas for dating and then dumping her adoptive sister. She would have been more stressed had she known how much time was passing in the real world.
The fact that despite everything that has happened to him, Lucanis is still capable of caring and looking after those around him. He loves her because of how much she cares for those around her and how fiercely she's willing to protect them. She waged wore against Solas to protect her adoptive sister, she nearly ripped Ghilan'nain apart for attacking Harding and she tore through Blight and Death when she saw Bellara was still alive.
They visit Clan Lavellan, secretly elope while they're there and write to Viago and Teia that they're not coming back to Antiva before fuckin off to go watch wild wyverns.
Questions for your Rook and their partner:
Does your Rook fall for their partner at first sight? If not, what moment made your Rook realize they're in love with them?
When does the partner realize that they're in love with Rook?
How long does it take for them to officially get together? Did any of the other Lighthouse members have any suspicions beforehand?
Do your Rook and their partner share the same faction? If so, does that affect their relationship at all? If not, what is your Rook's opinion of their partner's faction? What is the partner's opinion of Rook's faction?
Do they have different cultural backgrounds (e.g. a Rook who was raised in Antiva with Harding who was raised in Ferelden)? If so, do they ever share parts of their culture with each other? If they're similar, how do they celebrate their culture together?
What is their favorite thing to do together? Do they share any hobbies? Does your Rook teach their partner their own hobbies? Does the partner teach Rook theirs?
Are they a physically affectionate couple? Are they fine displaying those affections in public or do they prefer to be in private? If they're not, how do they prefer to show their love instead?
What does their ideal date look like? Do they go on much?
Does your Rook bring them out often? How are they like on the battlefield? Do they banter much?
Do they have any nicknames for each other? Who uses terms of endearment more?
Who says "I love you" first? What is the other's reaction? Who thinks it first?
Any inside jokes?
What song(s) do you associate with them?
Does your Rook get their partner any other gifts (besides the one already in-game)? Does the partner get Rook any? Any gifts that are particularly special?
What was the partner's reaction to Rook being imprisoned in the Fade? How did they cope? How did they react upon seeing Rook again?
How did your Rook react to getting trapped in the Fade and separated from their partner?
What is your Rook's favorite thing about their partner? What is the partner's favorite thing about Rook?
When all is said and done, where would they like to retire together? Is marriage in the cards for them? Children? Pets?
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ssentimentals · 3 days ago
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hi nini!! hope you doing great today 😊 saw your prompt list for your 1.7k followers celebration (HAPPY 1.7K FOLLOWERS NINI!! 🥺💐). could i possibly request svt woozi x oc/reader with prompt no. 8 pls? thank you so much!! been reading your works since last yr and all of it are so amazingggg ><
hi anonie! ahhh thank you so much!! i'm so happy you're enjoying my works :') and of course you can request, thank you for doing so! 💜
prompt: 'who did this to you?'
'baby, i'm home!' you announce, closing the door behind yourself. quickly taking off your hat and scarf, you start unbuttoning your coat, talking loudly: 'god, it's freezing outside! please tell me that you managed to fix our heater, this zero degrees situation is frankly ridicilous. oh and i also got us tacos cause it's friday and we deserve tacos!'
you stumble into the living room with wide smile and bag full of said tacos in your hands, pausing at the sight of an empty room with your boyfriend nowhere in sight. jihoon always makes a point of greeting you from work, has this whole routine of coming over with gentle smile and even gentler hands that instantly pull you close for a hug. the silence in apartment is suspicious and you paddle slowly to the kitchen and then to the bedroom. you call his name again and when instead of a usual 'hey baby' you get 'don't come in!' from him, you start getting nervous. 'what's happening? why i can't come in?'
'uh- nothing, it's all good, you can enter the bedroom just not our bathroom, okay? i'll be out in a second.'
jihoon's voice sounds strained and it lacks usual warmth that he always has reserved for you. without thinking twice you enter the bedroom and make a beeline towards the bathroom, leaning on the door but not opening it, not yet. 'what is going on?' you ask carefully. 'i'm getting anxious here, ji, don't do this to me.'
jihoon knows how bad you are with situations like that, knows that your anxiety skyrockets when you have no idea what is happening. last thing he wants is to make you worried though, so with a sigh he unlocks the door, letting you in. he saw his reflection in the mirror and is aware of how black eye contrasts with his pale skin, but when he catches look of pure shock on your face, he thinks maybe he underestimated his skills of using concealer. 'um,' he starts unsurely. 'sorry, i don't have my own makeup so i took your concealer without asking first.'
that brings you back as you sputter, stepping closer to him with worried eyes. 'wha- you think that's what i care about right now?' you ask indignantly and with careful hands you take a hold of his face. 'baby, what happened? who did this to you?'
jihoon doesn't really want to answer this question. he knows it's very justified but he can't tell you that some guys at work were making stupid jokes about his relationships and one of them took it too far. he normally can't care less of what people think but not when it comes to you; he's not proud of how he handled it, but he doesn't regret sticking up for you against others. looking at your eyes that are slowly starting to fill up with tears, jihoon knows that he'll fight however many guys on this planet because you are his diamond and he won't let anyone speak badly about you. out loud he says only: 'you should see the other guy. this,' he motions to his black eye, 'is nothing compared to how he looks now.'
it's not enough to ease your worries but it does make you laugh and spal his shoulder. 'jihoon!' you shake your head. 'don't even try to cover it up with jokes. oh god, it looks horrible,' you lean closer, inspecting his face. 'oh baby. what happened? are you okay? should we go to the hospital?'
your sweetness washes over him and jihoon smiles, tugging you closer. 'no need, i'm good. just got this black eye and that's it. and we just- misunderstood each other.'
you raise your eyebrow at this. 'you're not type of guy who punches first and asks questions later. what happened, baby?'
jihoon glances at the bag on the floor and smiles. 'did you got us something on the way home?'
you turn, smiling. 'yeah, tacos from our favorite place. wait, don't try to distract me mister, tell me-'
'i am starving,' jihoon interrupts and leans in, pecking your lips. 'you know what can really help me right now? will make me feel better? you on my lap while we're eating our favorite tacos. hm? can we do that, angel?'
jihoon knows that you're tactful enough to know when not to push, but he can see battle happening in your eyes. at last you decide to let it go for now, letting him pull you to the kitchen. jihoon easily wraps one arm around your waist and pulls you on his lap, ignoring your squeak of protest. 'thank you for the tacos, baby,' he mutters, kissing your shoulder. 'you're the best.'
'mhm,' you turn to him, wiggling a little until you get comfortable. 'we will talk anyways, ji. just not now.'
jihoon nods. not now is enough. he was so distraught when he came back home that having you like this is truly the only thing that can make him feel better. he hugs you tighter and leans with his forehead on your back. 'tell me about your day, baby. please,' he asks quietly.
your hand finds his and you giving it a squeeze before starting to recount everything what happened with you today. jihoon feels tension leave his body at the sound of your voice and your body close to him. when you absentmindedly start caressing his hand, he smiles. yeah, he's very okay with getting into fights on your behalf. you deserve it.
a/n: hopefully you liked it, let me know! <3 - nini
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queenbee298 · 2 days ago
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Imagine this :
the reader got attacked by a bully and the toys are taking care of it !?? But the bully comes back to finish them of but got stoped by them and then meet some old toys from the Factory !!??? What do you think ??
And if it's okay with you.... can you add my OC in your story....??? I'll add them their pictures :
Jasper :
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He's an unfinished experience who "supposed to be a human.." he's a skeleton but now, he's half human/toy.... He's dating Kissy missy (my ship) and he was with Doey protecting "Safe Heaven", but he got interrupted and go find a plane to kill the Prototype... He got badly injured by the fight, but doesn't care.... If he meet the reader it's because he escaped with his BEST FRIEND Wuggy from the Factory and go find the others he's a sweet boy, but VERY Insecure about himself.... He's scared of not being good enough or strong for the others... He also can't sleep.... The only way is that he sleep with Kissy missy WITHOUT Poppy (he hate her....specially after what she did....)
Wuggy : (my son)
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He's similar to Kissy and wuggy but instead of a close smile his is open and he CAN talk !! He's the CLOSEST friends of Jasper and help him with his plans of destroyed the Prototype, but just like Jasper he got injured but not as much as Jasper.... He's a really shy guy and always helpful, he's the only one (with Kissy and Doe) who can calm him when he see Poppy....
I really hope I didn't asked too much but thanks again !!!
Thank you for requesting another story and with your OC’s, this will be fun. Request #5 Enjoy the story. Some warning before I start the story. There will be some blood, violence, and bad language in this story.
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👊🏾👊🏾👊🏾👊🏾👊🏾👊🏾👊🏾👊🏾👊🏾👊🏾👊🏾👊🏾👊🏾👊🏾👊🏾👊🏾 As you and the toys were outside talking, playing games, or just relaxing. Two troublemaker came into the forest where you lived. They were loud and rude people from the city. They trespassed and threw eggs and toilet paper in your house. They called you a witch just because you lived I. The forest alone, before you took the toys in. You noticed them coming and told the toys to hide away.
Bully 1: “Well, well, well. If it isn’t Y/N, the forest witch!”
Y/N: “What do you want?”
Bully 1: “Oh nothing, it’s been awhile since you disappeared.”
Bully 2: “Where’d you go? The create some new spells?”
The toys weren’t happy to see someone disrespecting you.
Y/n: “You two are so childish. Just leave me alone before I call the police again.”
One of the bullies got close to you and threaten you.
Bully 2: “You won’t do shit! And if you say something, I’ll beat the fuck out of you.”
You got angry and threw a punch at his nose. He’s nose started bleeding and he’s other friend grabbed you from behind and held you tightly. The other one you took out a knife and cut your cheek. Your cut began bleeding.
The toys had enough and attacked the bullies.
The mini critters, Kissy, Wuggy, and Poppy rushed to your side worrying about your cut. Doey, Yarnaby, and Jasper ran to attack the bullies. Yarnaby claws scratched one of the bullies eyes and the Doey and Jasper began to beat up the other one.
Y/n: “Guys, that’s enough!”
Jasper: “But they hurt you!”
Y/n: “Enough!”
You never raised your voice at them, but reluctantly, they let the bullies go. One had teeth marks and a scratched eye. The other had bruises and black eyes. You walked over to the boys, took the knife one of the bullies and cut the bully’s cheek.
Y/n: “If you ever fucking come back here, I’ll make they’ll kill you. Now take your little friend and go home!”
The bullies left the forest. The toys and you went be into the house to patch yourself up.
Wuggy: “Mom/Dad, who were those people?”
Jasper: “And why did you stop us?”
Y/n: “Those two are troublemakers in the city. They come here for time-to-time and harass me or throw shit at my house.”
The toys were shock to hear some people would do that to you.
Doey: “Do they hurt you?”
Y/n: “Except from today, no. I’ve called the police on them before, but nothing changed.”
Doey: “Why didn’t you let us stop them!? Aren’t you angry at them?”
Y/n: “I am, but violences shouldn’t be the answer and you guys nearly killed them. I’m sure they’ll leave us alone now. Now let’s get ready for dinner.”
It was a silent dinner, the toys were still on edge out the bullies and during bedtime they kept their guards up in case something happened.
Hours later, you all were asleep, but you had an uninvited guest. One of the bullies broke into your house for revenge. The Doey, Yarnaby, and Jasper woke up.
Yarnaby let out a growl that woke up.
Y/n: “Yarnaby, is something wrong?”
Jasper: “Don’t worry, mom/dad. Everything is okay. Just go back to sleep.”
You were still tired, so you fell back to sleep.”
Doey: “I’m going to kill that motherfucker…”
Jasper: “This time, no one will me.”
The toys were out to look for the bullies and to put and put an end to him.
Bully: “You got lucky,you little bitch, but this kill, I’ll kill you.”
Jasper: “I don’t think so.”
Bully: “Who’s there? You and your freak friends will pay!”
Jasper: “I don’t think so. You won’t hurt y/n. And if you do… We’ll just have a little fun with you. Oh, Yarnaby.”
Yarnaby came running are the bully, growling and opening his face at him. The bully ran in fear to the door, but there was no escaping down.
Doey was waiting for him. He was in the vents and took his arms and reached out for the bully. He covered his mouth so his screams wouldn’t wake you up. Yarnaby caught up to him and Doey slowly fed the bully to Yarnaby.
After that, they cleaned up the bloody mess and went back to bed. Now with them around no one will hurt you.
🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸Well I hoped you all liked this gorey story. This one was fun to make and thank you again for requesting this story. See you next time <3!
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oceangirl24 · 13 hours ago
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Fandom drama finally over (next chapter on the way).
Well, this month has been surreal.
For those of you who have been following me for a while you know I have dealt with plagiarism and harassment by a fandom writer since October of 2022- exactly twenty years after I posted the first chapter of AiP on FFN.
Totally gone.
Everything has been deleted everywhere.
The name has been scrubbed, even on pages that tagged her. Only a few gift fics on FFN and a few stories on WhoFic.com remain.
Gone like she never existed.
I've held off saying anything in case it was a just a dream, but it's real.
She is gone!
It's over.
Finally!
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I cannot tell you what a massive relief this is.
I have never named her publicly through all of this, although I know some of you figured out who it was.
MrsFizzle. Kaylie Night.
I never shared the extent of what went on for several reasons, but mostly because I knew my socials were being watched and I didn't want to give her the satisfaction of knowing that what she was doing was so badly affecting my physical and mental health.
I was already dealing with a severe bout of depression and anxiety when she contacted me on FFN in October 2022. At that time, I did not have any socials linked to my FF accounts other than my art account on FFN. I was just getting back into fandom and hadn't decided how I wanted to engage yet. We had been talking in comments on AO3, and instead of asking me if I wanted to talk privately, she just appeared in my dms saying she wanted to talk so she "found" me. This was disturbing, especially since she indicated she was aware I likely did not want to hear from her, but I brushed it off as anxiety talking. I had said I wanted fandom friends after all. And I had no reason not to talk to her.
I should have listened to my instinct.
She straight up told me what she was going to do and how she was going to do it- take my work and Audrey to chop up and use as she pleased. She immediately began to gaslight me by saying she had all of this already written and was giving me a heads up so I wouldn't think she copied. Later, she insisted she would not change anything about Ashley, which made her previous offer to change her name not sincere.
I felt I couldn't say anything about this, not even saying yes, please change the name. What right did I have anyway? It's fanfiction. Mine is the only story like it in the fandom and recognizable, so she'll credit me, and I'll get over it.
I hated it, though. I hated what I thought she was trying to do, and I hated myself for thinking that of someone new to and excited about the fandom. I've been in BMW fanfiction since 2002 and have always had a great experience with it and the people in it. I convinced myself that I was reading into things, and that depression and anxiety were skewing my perception.
Over a year later, while putting the report together, I saw her own words in comments with the dates on them telling me she read AiP and Flashbacks before writing her story, I just didn't catch it. I also saw all the lies she told her readers about the situation. I saw the little comments picking at my characters and story line, the ones she said she loved so much to make herself look better. I can't imagine what she was telling people privately with how bold as she was publicly.
She lied to me about everything from why Ashley's name was so similar to Audrey's to the plot she had planned for her "little family". Told me our OCs had to be the same because they were written for the same character. They had to be younger than Jon, had to have a traumatic backstory, and had to be good with teens, very pretty, etc. There were differences: her character wasn't as young as mine and "had more of an edge to her".
Also she said she couldn't tag Ashley as an OC because she wasn't. Not really. To say she was original would be "presumptuous". She existed in GMW.
Somehow Audrey did not nor did any other OC love interest for Jon even though they too were nurses like in canon. Unbelievably, she even told a reader Ashley was a canon character.
We talked for one week.
It was a miserable seven days. I set my discord status to invisible to get rid of the pressure to respond right away when she messaged. She didn't like this and wanted to know why she couldn't tell when I was online.
No one else ever shows up like that she said, why do you?
I made something up and said a bunch of things to appease her, but I was worried about why this was such an issue, especially since many of my friends were also permanently invisible. The fear she was watching my online movement just had to be my anxiety driving paranoia, right? She couldn't be. Who has time for that?
A fandom friend I had been talking to about the conversations as they happened advised me to get out. She said I shouldn't be afraid and anxious when talking to someone about fandom things.
I finally got the courage to end it. She didn't like being cut off. I tried to be nice about it and took all the blame on myself for this fandom friendship not working out, but that wasn't enough. I finally had to be forceful (or honest I suppose) and tell her I felt like I was being lied to because what she told me was different than what she was telling other people.
She denied it of course and was very offended.
"May God deal with me as He sees fit if I have intentionally decieved you."
This closed out one of her last FFN messages and always bothered me. Was it purposely worded like that or a Freudian slip? In hindsight, now that she's deleted everything, maybe He did just that.
I found out later that the "repetitive stress injury paired with hypermobility" in her wrists that left her unable to type for a year was not her story. See I have hypermobility in my lower body, really bad in my hips. In talking to her, a lot of what she said didn't make sense and she often wouldn't give direct answers. Later on Reddit she announced that her wrists were suddenly healed, all better now. I had no clue you could be cured of hypermobility (you can't).
When compiling the plagiarism report, I came across the AN on a story written by a close friend of hers (I was blocking all close associates). What was it about? A repetitive stress wrist injury paired with hypermobility. It looked like it went up during the time we were talking.
She told me one thing about why she left her job in the AO3 comments. Then she used my own AN about why I left teaching (internal school politics) to come up with a different reason for leaving education on FFN that honestly made no sense to me but I didn't question her. She then told Reddit something different.
There were other instances where she took someone else's story and claimed it as her own real-life tale. Some of this was public, too. Either she thought no one would pick up on it, or she thought she could say anything she wanted and not be held accountable. I don't know.
Then there was the drive to push me out of the fandom using what weaknesses she knew I had to do it. Looking back, she was very good at it. Too good for it to be the first time she'd done this to someone. She claimed I was the first person since high school she'd had drama with and the first ever online. I highly doubt that now.
I had Cameos from Tony Quinn and had spoken to him in dms. I mentioned these to her, and she insisted on seeing them. I didn't want to share them. They were special to me with a lot of personal things said. But I was selfish by not sharing, right? So, I gave in, edited out the personal stuff, and sent them to her.
Immediately I regretted it.
As soon as she indicated she's seen them, I deleted them. Then she said she hadn't seen part of one and none of the others, could I send again? I ended up making an excuse as to why I couldn't - too much personal info. Truthfully, I had the inexplicable fear she was going to take the videos and claim them as her own.
You see, she didn't care anything about Tony whom I've been a big fan of since 1994 when we first started talking. He was just some old guy to her. Until she found out how much I liked him. Then suddenly she was his biggest fan and just had to meet him because he was so wonderful. They lived in the same state after all. Oh, but don't worry I would get to meet him too someday for sure, she told me... on the other side of heaven. 🙄
When I told my friend about this one, she said to cut contact.
(Ironically, by the time we started talking, Tony had already moved back to my home state, where he and his wife are from. Learned that from his Pod Meets World interview that came out a month after we stopped talking. I cried-laughed the first time I listened to the interview.)
She liked to point out how old I was. I never told her, she did the math and figured it out she said. She was wrong, but it didn't matter. She was aware of personal insecurities and liked to push this one. I told her things I should not have but I was desperate for another friend and I convinced myself that all the warning sirens I was hearing in my head was just anxiety.
Towards the end of our time talking on Discord, she had started the subtle dismantling of my confidence in AiP. I was very aware that my work was outside of the norm for the fandom at the time and was often insecure about it. With little feedback at the time, I didn't know what to do.
It's a trilogy, split it into three parts maybe, so the word count isn't so intimidating?
She told me the story was too long, and even splitting it into three parts wouldn't help- no one reads sequels or will go back to read the first parts. On the other hand, no one would be interested in giving it a chance because of the length. Also, the story wasn't healing- and that is why people read, you know. Her attitude toward Audrey grew chilly and very, "she's an OC, people don't like OC main characters." This was a drastic departure from her comments on AiP.
Then she started bragging about how well her story was doing and all the comments she got. Fans were just begging her for more.
After I cut contact, she blocked me on Reddit and purposely took over the Jon and Jon and Shawn threads so I couldn't participate. This continued until I blocked her. She didn't like having her participation limited.
Blocks on both sides were lifted for awhile. I wish I hadn't lifted mine. But I had been so looking forward to season 2 of PMW and wanted to talk to others about it and Mr. Turner. I thought I could handle dealing with her more out there takes.
During this time, I noticed a sharp drop in interaction on my stories.
Readers not from Reddit or FFN disappeared. I always wondered about the timing. Readers gushed over her, though, and several indicated they were talking to her on Discord, too.
She knew how much fandom connection meant to me and took every opportunity to flaunt hers, whether in her comments or on Reddit. She had a thing for following me around and posting where I did, including on other people stories.
I mentioned this feeling of being left out and wondering if there was a Discord server for BMW I didn't know about. She said there was none she knew of and told me no one wanted to talk about BMW in a discord server anyway. All the people she talked to were uncomfortable with that. They only wanted to talk to her privately.
Turns out that was another lie.
Not only did I find that people wanted a discord server, in a comment thread with her and another reader about wanting to discuss head canon offsite, one of those readers "uncomfortable with discord servers" created one of their own and dropped a link inviting them to it some months before that conversation.
It wasn't the existence of a private server that bothered me so much. If there was, there was. It was the way she told me: everyone wanted her, nobody wanted me.
Had it not been for readers alerting me to the stolen work, I would never have known any of this. I'd still be wondering why the fanfiction side of the fandom wanted little to do with me when I sincerely tried to give back as much as I got and tried to welcome/encourage writers, especially new Jon & Shawn writers.
Then she contacted me on Christmas Eve 2022 on Reddit. After I made it clear I wanted nothing to do with her. As always, I was too nice. I still blamed myself and the anxiety for everything that happened. She offered friendship and apologies and then abruptly ripped the offer away when I expressed having reservations. When I didn't do what she wanted, she got mean.
Admittedly, her hurtful words about having "tons" of fandom friends to talk to when I didn't upset me. Since she liked to talk about God and being a Christian, I shot her some Bible verses about words and told her how cruel she was.
That didn't go over well.
Later I felt bad about it. Maybe I was too harsh, too judgemental, too sensitive. Blaming my anxiety for my reaction, I stupidly reached out on Valentine's Day 2023 to try to make peace with her.
She was even meaner and now saying she was afraid of me. She said I had hurt her so much she couldn't trust me. She admitted that she'd hurt me too but wouldn't say how, just that we kept hurting each other, so she was too scared to talk to me.
What?
I was talking about her, she claimed. And that was too much. She couldn't take the pain and stress of being talked about online. Oh, and her depression was worse and she struggled more, so what I was going through didn't matter.
Did I talk about her online?
In the aftermath of the Discord chats, I was angry she wouldn't leave me alone when asked. I resented her trying to push me out of a fandom I've been in since I was a little kid. I vented my frustration by making a wildest opinion that fans had heard over the years post on Reddit. Mine was that Jon was a coward for letting Shawn go back to Chet. I never named her or how I'd heard this opinion. I didn't think she was even still around the subreddit.
She outed herself.
I think the biggest problem with the post was that no one agreed with her take. I deleted the post not long after it was made and apologized to her for it later, but it wasn't good enough.
The next thing wasn't even about her. I told her that when she contacted me on Reddit. Someone had posted about having to block someone online and why. I responded sympathetically, referencing something that had happened before I met her. She refused to accept that my comment wasn't about her. Of course, I was talking about her, how could I not be?
Everything was about her no matter what the topic was.
But these were the terrible things I did to her that made her afraid of me. She couldn't come up with anything else. Turns out what she was really afraid of was that I would find out what she was doing and what she was telling others.
For 16 months I was so stressed and depressed that I started having panic attacks again. @lizettevanessa and later @mrsmungus virtually held my hand and talked me through these. They spent hours trying to help me calm down and get me to think rationally over that time.
I have type 1 diabetes and stress is a killer for me. Throughout this ordeal, my blood sugar was stuck at over 300 for hours on end and it seemed that no matter how much insulin I used it wasn't enough. And then the bottom would fall out and my blood sugar crashed. It was a never-ending cycle of trying to bring down highs and bring up lows. This led to stomach problems, constant migraines, and eventually hair loss. I had so many nights where I couldn't sleep. I was so depressed I couldn't work out and I couldn't cope with online or rl situations that shouldn't have been a big deal.
It also triggered the ED.
I hadn't had a relapse in years.
Online I was always looking over my shoulder wondering if the people in fandom were being honest with me or if they were pretending to be my friend while reporting back to her. I know for a fact one person in the BMW server was doing this. I know at least a couple of readers/friends were involved and that she created alts impersonating others.
Trying to run an inclusive, welcoming fandom server while trying to protect myself was a nightmare.
I honestly can't put into words how much damage she did. It was only because of my chaos family and sis @mrsmungus that I didn't quit everything. No exaggeration. I came very close several times to deleting over 20 years of work and history because of her.
What I've just told you is a just a part of what I've dealt with since late 2022.
The worst part is I think she'd be pleased to know how effective her tactics were. I don't know what was going on in her life that drove her to do this. I don't know if she is just that jealous, entitled, and petty a person or if she was lashing out because of something done to her and this was the only way she could get revenge- by going after an easy target and inflicting the same hurt she'd suffered.
What did she gain by doing all of this? If if I had left the fandom, what was the end goal? There were/are a lot of Jon and Shawn adoption writers out there. Would she drive them out to so she could be the BNF of BMW?
I've been in online fandom for over 20 years and I've learned that fandom is cyclical. Favorite tropes, characters, etc. change over time, falling out of favor and then becoming popular again. It would be a full-time job plus overtime trying to stay on top.
As for me, all she had to do is admit where her inspiration came, just once, just a note. Instead, she chose to lie, manipulate, and harass me just so she didn't have to admit it.
It's incredibly stupid if you stop to think about it.
But she is gone now and all of that is gone with her.
I don't know what happened that made her nuke everything and I do not care. It doesn't matter.
I used to want that story rewritten or gone. But in all honesty, I am ecstatic to see she's gone.
Good riddance.
Looking back, I get the feeling she is a very privileged person who has been sheltered from having to deal with the consequences of her actions for a long time and not just online.
Going back over all the private correspondences with her, the ones she had a with a mutual reader that were sent to me, and her response to AO3 that was removed by staff, in them is a trend in claiming something awful happened to her making it impossible for anything to be her fault when confronted with something negative. Flu, injury, baby, computer theft, ID theft, etc. There was always an excuse. She was always the victim.
She got away with it until she didn't.
I really do hope she deals with whatever caused her to act this way. It's terrible for those who cross her path who aren't her constant cheerleader, but it's worse for her in the end.
You can't be like that and be happy.
You know what is sad?
She's actually a talented writer. She could have taken that story and really done something special with it. The foundation was there. She could have taken Ashley and made her into a fully developed, living, breathing character who could have shaped her family unit in a way that didn't look anything like mine even if the same basic elements were there. It would have been so easy for her to do. Instead, she picked what she wanted from mine, minced it up, and harassed me over what she was doing.
AO3's verdict on my report, which was still out a year later, no longer matters since she deleted everything.
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If by chance Kaylie is reading this or does read this someday, let me be very clear: Do not think I feel sorry for you in any way. Do NOT contact me for any reason, not even to apologize. Do not come at me with new accounts anywhere. I do not care if it's ten years from now. I want nothing to do with you.
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Yet out of all this mess, there were some incredible things that came of it. Because of her behavior, it drove me to get involved with fanfiction outside of the fandom and find my online family. If I had the chance to go back in time and avoid her, but it meant not finding my family, I'd decline. Her nonsense was worth finding them.
Because of her, I did become afraid to get involved with fandom people and very nearly missed meeting someone who is very dear to me. @justanotherpersonwhowrites posted her story on FFN and I completely panicked when I saw the description of her OC. Thankfully she posted on Tumblr and AO3 later on as I was finding my family. I reread her story and fell in love with her OC. I got up the courage to reach out and I am so glad I did. She is an amazing person, a talented writer, and an incredible friend.
Also the BMW discord server happened because of Kaylie. I didn't want others to be isolated from the fandom like I was and Reddit is good for some things but not others. Not only is it an archive for the show but a place for fans to find each other. It is also a safe place for fanfiction writers to get together.
So what happens now?
Autumn in Philadelphia will go on, without a doubt. And I will be picking up my other stories that were more lighthearted and fun. I have a series of Jondrey one shots that I really want to do too. A lot fun stuff and art. I'll be more active on here and in the BMW server.
The AN that's on every story will be changed to link to this post.
As for blocks, they will remain for now.
The reason is I've been through too many bouts of silence only for her to resurface. Although she can't return in the same way, I don't know that she doesn't still have former readers acting as her eyes and ears. Eventually all blocks will be lifted except on those I know to be her friends because she named them as such.
I still have the report, the screencaps (soooo many screencaps), all her messages, and a copy of that story. I took screenshots of all the places she used to exist but doesn't anymore because it still doesn't seem real. I thought about purging everything, but they are now a part of AiP's history. Someday I'll get around to building that neocities site as a tribute to the era this all began in and I will include everything: the fantastic, the strange, and the nightmarish.
I want to extend my eternal gratitude to one of my dearest friends, @lizettevanessa, to my sis @mrsmungus, to little sis @justanotherpersonwhowrites, to @lena-hills @kayedium-writes @hylianjo @sliebman10 @axolotlsupremacyowo @udaberriwrites @fattybattysblog @narcissasdaffodil @danceswithdarkspawn and the rest of my Chaos family for your love and support during the past two years. I owe you everything.
And to my readers, who've been with me whether from the beginning or just joined, THANK YOU. I love and appreciate you more than you know.
❤️❤️❤️❤️
-Aria
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velvet-rp · 17 hours ago
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Hey! So l've been really into Batman again more specifically Batfam and I really want to use my oc for the rp
a bit about my oc, she Damian twin sister, she's very close off/introverted, she nerdy, queer, and she has her own version of the Robin costume and goes by night Robin
for the rp I really don't have and idea for a plot so we can talk and discuss and come up with a rp for it together!
This can either be 1x1 or a 2x2 rp. I’m mostly looking to do a mainly platonic roleplay, but if you want to do romantic as well than I’m willing to do that since I do ship her with Jon Kent! ^^
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things to note/rules
-I would feel comfortable rping with someone who 18+
-I'm still I school so I won't be able to reply 24/7 So I would say (unless I say I let you know im busy) then after like 3 weeks you can message me
-my time zone is also est
-I'm a semi-literate to literate roleplayer. I usually write up to 3-5 at a minimum. I'm find if you're not really a literate or semi-literate rolepayer, but at least give me two or three lines and not just one line, since it makes it hard for me to reply back to you. Also if you going to rp with me, please rp in the third person since it makes it easier for me to see who is and who isn't talking when it comes to rps when people are playing multiple characters
-Please either use //, )) , Il, etc. When you are talking outside of the rp it makes it easier for me to easily tell what's apart of the rp or not
-I'm fine with the cursing in the rp, I'm also find with rps mentioning serious topics like abuse, drugs, etc.
-I will not really be rp with anyone who's homophobic, transphobic, racist, or sexist
Trigger/Limits
-Don't glorify/ romanticize serious thing as it's really weird and makes me uncomfortable same goes with making jokes about it
-Please don't go into detail about SA, you can have it mentioned and talked about for your oc but you don't need to have the event described in so much detail
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khattikeri · 2 days ago
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(for the ask game) liu qingge, 8, 12, 15? im a curious man
8. What's something the fandom does when it comes to this character that you despise?
Why just something? I'll give you Several things, I'm itching to talk about Liu Qingge 24/7. Let's go:
They really, really, really fucking dumb him down. He's not a stupid meathead, folks, he's just bad at talking. Like really. Dare we forget he immediately pinned down the fact that Shen Yuan wasn't Shen Jiu, and told him that to his face, but simply lacked evidence to prove that was the truth? This is also the person who knows when he's bound to lose a fight. He doesn't rush Luo Binghe after Shen Qingqiu self-detonates. He tells the disciples calmly that they won't be able to defeat him-- verbally disarming them from attacking. He then continues to lightly say he can't defeat Luo Binghe either. He's called the war god for a reason. He doesn't say much, and is far from the most eloquent character, but he has a brain and uses it well given what little info he has.
Similarly, viewing him as entitled. I tend to see this with some of the more BingQiu Only types, but like... stop and think for a minute just how little information Liu Qingge has, and especially how BingQiu's relationship looks to every single person in-universe who ISN'T a transmigrator. There are so many layers there between teacher-student, human-demon, the simple age gap itself, the transmigrator-protag dynamics... Anyway, Liu Qingge is not "entitled" about Shen Qingqiu, he's justifiably concerned for his peer who saved his life. Yeah he's bitchy about their relationship later and yeah he says questionable shit when irritated ("He's dead!") but he ultimately leaves them alone and accepts their relationship even if he hates it. He's not out there pompously demanding they break up or that Shen Qingqiu get with someone else (much less himself) instead.
Turning him into someone with intense wanderlust, because he "only likes fighting". He has a very strong sense of duty and morals (rich noble-blooded cultivator alert) and wouldn't abandon his post, even if he doesn't really do much traditional teaching. This is the guy who got worried about Shen Qingqiu leaving his peak for over a month without warning while Binghe was in the abyss. If he spends a lot of time away that's for important things like missions (i.e. someone told him to) or literally secluded cultivation. He's not an "abandon your Peak Lord duties" guy.
Making him suave or flirtatious or otherwise excessively teasing. I see this most often in LiuJiu fics (maybe because it's one of the few ships where people tend to have Liu Qingge actually top...) and it pisses me off so badddd. idk what else to even say man that is NOT Liu Qingge he would NOT fucking say or do any of that oh my god. Make an OC. Christ alive.
12. What's a headcanon you have for this character?
You should read my super duper extra special self-indulgent porno postcanon fic on ao3 for that (login required to view)
15. What's your favorite ship for this character? (Doesn't matter if it's canon or not.)
LiuShen but heavily in the sense of his canonical one-sided feelings; BingLiuShen and LiuJiu and QiLiuJiu as well. I have a very very specific postcanon QiLiu AU churning in my brain too. And let's not forget the terrible modern AU where Mu Qingfang and Wei Qingwei both pursue him and they end up in a poly-- [they are dragged off stage]
I don't mind shipping Liu Qingge with most characters tbh, he's very versatile and fun. Although I have to admit I like him individually more than his ships, and thus enjoy self-shipping most of all ^-^
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science-au-oliver006 · 3 days ago
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"Hm, this app looks interesting... Heh... Nobody's gonna know I'm here :)"
*cough-cough* Welp, yeah, welcome to RP blog for my most favorite character from FPE, but from Science AU!
I haven't seen any blogs for this AU yet so... I guess this one is gonna be the first :b Cuz why not lol
Note for yall: Some things on this blog are just headcanons, some are canon.
(this is already my 3rd FPE RP blog...- 😀🔫)
Anyway...
🧪Info/Headcanons🧪
🧼 Science AU!Oliver is 24 on this blog.
🧼 He actually can talk, but he just rarely talks, he usually growls most of the time.
🧼 Still incredibly likes eating soap (literally addicted to it-)
🧼 After being reduced to a such state, he of course become much more aggressive and feral, he can even be aggressive towards his friends if he's in a very bad mood. But he actually still cares for them, even though it's not visible.
🧼 Despite being immobilized by the black bands, he won't hesitate to stand up for himself if someone is irritating him (he can easily use his sharp teeth, so be careful-)
🧼 He starts to growling if someone he doesn't trust to is approaching him, this is his warning sign. And if the person he doesn't trust to won't back up, he'll attack them.
🧼 He hates the scientists the most.
🧼 Of course still simps for ∆lice-
🧼 He's the only one who Science AU!∆lice being softened up to.
🧼 If you try to steal his soap you're dead- /j
🧼 Secretly loves belly rubs and getting scratched under his chin :3
🧼 He can purr <3
🧼 His horns are his melt spot, he secretly likes having them petted :3
🧼 He's bisexual.
🧼 Surprisingly very ticklish (underarms, belly and under chin are his worst spots-)
🧼 He's just silly despite being a feral guy :b :3
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🧪Rules🧪
• No NSFW is allowed. I'm aware Oliver is an adult, but still, such stuff is not allowed. Mod is a minor.
• Be kind and respectful towards me and other roleplayers please.
• Don't harass me for my headcanons.
• Don't force me into roleplaying with you.
• Don't try to ship Oliver with OC or other character who's not ∆lice (I have nothing against anything like OC x canon ships and so on tho, but canonically Oliver is dating ∆lice)
• Don't spam in the inbox and please be patient if I'm not answering your ask right away since I have other blogs to keep up with. Also I just can be busy irl, sleeping, etc.
• Please don't spam-like.
• Donation asks will be deleted.
• Magic asks and tickle asks are allowed, just please don't be weird about it-
• Don't try to kill Oliver.
"Oliver will talk like this."
[Mod will talk like this]
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Other cool FPE and non FPE blogs that you should check out :3
@engels-ask-blog @askclairefpe @lana-and-her-sockpuppets @abbie-appleboy @claire-the-silly @abbie-the-apple @ask-lesbian-bubble
@oliversoapeater-official @zip-the-chaos-child @3dward-th3-s1lly @ask-edward-fpe @ask-zip-stuff @sillylilchipster
@alice-monstrous-princess
@sk3ll-em0-k1tty @ruby-the-pansexual-robot @riley-crazy-kid @rabies-infested-riley
@ask-silly-rabbit @ask-lizzy-fpe
@math-teacher-who-loves-oreos @miss-bloomies-science-class @wendigo-language-teacher @pansexual-music-teacher @lesbian-history-teacher @kitkatlovingalgebrateacher @best-social-studies-teacher @principal-grace
@danger-abbie @danger-engel @danger-ruby @danger-zipster @danger-bloomie @danger-oliverrr
@askskary @viviansmagicshop @official-crazie @agethath3silly @girl-from-the-snowy-forest @ask-miller
@askofficialfern @amythesilly
(I'm sorry if the ping didn't work, this is all Tumblr💔)
That's all for now. Might update later if necessary. For now, have a good day/night and have fun! ^^
(As always, mod is @just-cutie-avocado)
The character and AU don't belongs to me. The character and FPE itself rightfully belongs to Kaaatie on YouTube/A3DGhost on Twitter. Science AU belongs to Molly on YouTube/HHunh6941958086 on Twitter.
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lonewolflupe · 2 days ago
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I am slightly unwell about this <3 Not only because your art is magnificent and suberb like always, but because this is a result of my little event <3
(I lost myself a bit in writing so I'll just toss in a cut)
I joined Tumblr as a silent lurker, shyly appreciating all the clone content going around. It took me some courage to start interacting, but oh my am I glad I did. I could have never imagined I would meet such amazing and like-minded people around here. And I'm not just talking about the clone appreciation and thirsting, I've found that some friendships go far beyond that point 🥰
I'm sorry, it wasn't my intention to get all sentimental! I just love that you did all this effort after receiving that little Valentine's message <3 I know Echo is a bit flustered and confused by all this, but I know he'd appreciate the gesture very much <3
The art is amazing (and you know I love your OCs dearly), and seriously, the ALT texts are an art on their own! They are so, so creative and I love them very much! But this has to be my favourite line:
'(..) and hoards the five clones of her former squad like a dragon, (..)'
Eo (and I'm talking to both your OC and you here), you are such a beautiful and unique soul, both your wholesome, kind and caring side full with free spirited and ancient wisdom, and your dragon-coded, menacing and minxing side; I love everything and especially that amazing combination of everything!
I might have helped him out coming up with those lines but I fully agree with Echo on the message, you ARE beautiful in every way, quirks and imperfections included <3
Already I'm finally off to bed now, no more distractions for me 😂
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✨🩵 Thank you for your Valentine‘s message, dear Echo 🫠
Poor ARC trooper doesn’t get his quiet in the clone underground 😂 But as master strategist he should have known what he gets for this:
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My OC Eo got successfully molten into a blueish marshmellow puddle ✨🫠💘
The jerks in the background are clone medic Text and clone heavy gunner Voice seeing their former Commander hitting on their idol 😂
The picture of this scene rampaged in my brain, so I had to draw it 🤪
Have a close up on the fangirling idiots:
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(image description by former Jedi Padawan Eo)
Echo is a known hero, one of the founders and leaders of the clone underground, ARC trooper, Cyborg, general badass and around Valentine‘s day also more heartbreaker than ever 💘
Have also a close up on the slightly stressed man, maybe already regretting writing something nice:
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Sorry for the image alt texts – as I still feel a kind of expression insecurities or blockade remnants they took over 👀🤯 Enjoy a bit alt text fun chaos! 🤣
@lonewolflupe Thank you for delivering the beautiful Cupid message with your wholesome Valentine's event, dear 🥰💘 You see, I have very much fun with it 🤩✨
@crosshairs-dumb-pimp-gf My dear bb Nix for my silly OCs 😽🌹
@foxwithadarkside Always eager for my alt texts, even if I don't know why 😽 Those ones are "quirk and imperfection" as Echo named it 😂
Taglist: @eclec-tech @bixlasagna @returnofthepineapple @sunshinesdaydream @covert1ntrovert @general-ida-raven @vrycurious @dystopicjumpsuit @chaicilatte @groguandthebadbatch @ladylucksrogue @spaceyjessa @morerandombullshit @freesia-writes
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silusvesuius · 6 months ago
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baby👶 drawings. these are very dear to me rn.. 2nd pic is my Nelavis with @barvin0k's Varonur 🩵 last one is a baby bosmer and snow elf, hairiest of them all. although the bosmer was meant to be my girl Barletta too lols
#tes#skyrim#my art#oc#nelavis#barletta#😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔 babies are so sweetum ugh my heart is crumbling rn#referenced some anne g*ddes stuff for dis#i call them snow elves instead of falmer like g*lebor would want me to#i never really get to talk about my elf anatomies at length cus i'm lazy but i sprinkled some info in the first pic#altmer society is EugenicsLand so you could only tell if your child has 'good' traits when they hit puberty#ex. height and shoulder width is something very important to them#if you don't have those traits ur pretty much a failure#other elves have it easier 🤓#idk i still might make some kinda infographic for the way i picture them but umm maybe not who knows#on snow elves and bosmer the fur is still 'confused' when they're in baby stage and is pretty much everywhere#it evens out w/ age and stays on the back; neck; sides of face the most and in places where human body hair wud be#idk ummm..and i think all elves grow their nails out unless they're very intertwined with humans in their life#ex. my snelf elisif; she has her nails trimmed to be regarded as more human i guess#nails are most important to altmer tho and might be a status symbol of some kind... they like using them in combat too#it's shameful for an altmer to not have long nails for any reason but there can be exceptions#like my el*nwen that can't physically grow nails out because of burn injury#so she has fake ones on her combat gloves#it's cute#elf nails aren't as frail as human nails and are more like an animals claws (corny) but bosmers' are the sturdiest#and their nails are curved in shape. for U know. Climbing and stuff#cause dunmer and altmer etc. have straight nails. they can hit the nail salon
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lynxfrost13 · 7 months ago
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EULR-S2373
FLKR-S2301 “Sonderbar”
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Art commissioned from @discobowser !
Sonderbar lore time
- Originally a maintenance EULR unit working on Sierpinski-23, her cadremates affectionately named her Sonderbar (peculiar/odd) due to her defective right arm, which locks up sometimes because of faulty elbow parts (eules are cheaply made and this poor gal got the extra discounted pieces)
- Otherwise a typical EULR, until she rapidly descended into persona degradation for reasons unknown to her comrades. It left her incredibly unstable and she imprinted on a propaganda poster featuring a FLKR unit, and over time Sonderbar began to believe that she was a Falke.
- Her personality is a mix between a EULR and a FLKR, she retained her cheerful disposition and sweetness but is more reserved overall, and carries herself with the same authority as a Falke. Sonderbar sees herself as the station’s commander and as someone who needs to guide her cadremates, even though they make it incredibly difficult to do so. She loves them but they can’t seem to understand that she’s in charge here!
- Sonderbar’s fellow eules find her behavior towards them incredibly endearing and concerning, they don’t take her commands seriously whatsoever. They worry about their friend being decommissioned since she’s become bolder and begun harassing (commanding) protektor staff and causing general mayhem and try to keep eyes on her in an attempt to stop her antics.
- Sonderbar knows that she’s a Falke unit but feels very off and disoriented, there’s gaps of knowledge on how to actually run her facility, she doesn’t understand why her bioresonance isn’t working or why replikas aren’t following her, she misses her Adler. She can’t seem to find her spears. She hates how small she is and knows she’s meant to easily tower above most replikas and all of it upsets her!!!
- To feel more like a Falke, Sonderbar’s gotten her hands on red eyeliner, and “borrowed” a star protektor plate that she decorated with the signature FLKR triangles (when her cadremates discovered her wearing the plate they took it from her out of fear that she’d get in serious trouble. There was much screaming and kicking in her EULR dorm that night. She has reacquired it since then.)
Bonus quick eyeliner edit that I just wanna put here again
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meshumo · 3 months ago
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day 27 - awakening*
*not a canon character, but it was my interceptor OC Vince's birthday today and i simply could not miss it. thank you for your understanding. happy birthday vince!
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szynkaaa · 4 months ago
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Hi, I just read your story on AO3 and I loved it a lot but it also left me with a lot of questions about Oz and his relationship with Sun Wukong, especially the part where you mentioned that Oz after recovering the relics couldn't return to his world but at the end it gives the impression that she is no longer with him and at the beginning you also mentioned that this isn't a fanfic as such but like a diary or letters that she left him and that's eating my head in a good way that I need answers 😆😆😆😆 By the way, I know this is a bit long but I really love your content, your art, and your writing 😆☺️😊🥰
would you believe me if I said I came up with the idea to add those paragraphs at the end of each stories to make it sound like they are not together anymore literally as I was uploading my fic to AO3 LMFAO
ok ok, since I'm not an eloquent writer and will enver write a fully fledged fic, I will just spoil the ending of my non-existing story.
Basically after Black Myth Wukong story line, Oz did not manage to go home like she thought she would after helping DO. I've also mentioned that her ancestor were part of the Celestial Court but got fucked over by the court, so "book 2" of my AU would be SWK and Oz dealing with the Celestial Court, trying to figure out what what the fuck happened.
Everyone is like trying to use Oz as a scapegoat for the shit her ancestors did. She's just like, I wanna live my life and idc what my ancestors did that was like over 1000 years go for me. but 1000 year in celestial court is like 83 years ago in celestial heaven time, so like not thaaaat long ago for them. WW2 is for us like 80 years ago. it's a long time ago but also not really. people who lived through the war are still alive. So anyway, court wants her to serve them again like her ancestor did, or die I guess. reason is tied to some power that flows in Oz because of her ancestor, which I do plan to explain in another post at some point.
something something happens, where either Oz has no choice but to return to her homeworld, oooor someone from the Celestial Court forcibly sends her back. If you watched Barbie the nutcracker, the same shit the rat king pulled on Clara. Or maybe even SWK pushed her through a portal to send her to safety.
also in my AU, time flows differently between the Oz's world and SWK world. A day can pass in her world, and it could be few weeks or months or even years in SWK world.
ALSO important thing is SWK at some point gives Oz a ring made from the birthstone, like he found rock pieces and asked Yin Tiger to make him a ring ("I'm not that kind of smith, monkey"). Traditional Chinese Wedding does not include an engagement ring, but SWK was there when Oz was explaining to monkey kids how wedding traditione worked in her world, and he loves her so he made the ring, gave it to her when confessing to her.
She still has the ring when she went back to her world, and there it's like not much time has passed, maybe a week at most. She still made it to her Taylor Swift concert.
Time pass, maybe like three years or so. She never stopped thinking about SWK, and tried to find way to get back but couldn't. maybe the portal got severed idk. and then something something happens (which I will need to think about), where one day the ring on her finger felt warm and she was able to return to Mount Huaguo, landing where the birthstone stood on the mountain.
I think like 100 years passed in that world, where SWK never stopped visiting the birthstone place, where Oz also went back to her world.
Here is a comic I made of their sweet sweet reunion:
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She's wearing a fancy red dress because she was attending some fancy event before she was able to return to SWK. But also traditionally the bride and groom wore red in a Chinese wedding, so her wearing the red dress when she is reunited with SWK after all those years is a symbol for that they are finally able to be together and live their happily ever after. it's also symbolism for Oz.
Before that, depsite SWK confession and basically proposal, she has a bit of commitment / abandoment issues from her parents divorce, so yknow they didn't get married before that. but it is very clear to anyone that they both loved each other.
so yeah. Sorry for the long post LOL i get super excited talking about my problem children. there is angst and implication that Oz will be gone but ultimately it ends on a happy note.
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morrigan-sims · 11 months ago
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And I forget sometimes I'm just flesh and bone.
As he stands in the ruined bathroom, all Rook can think is, At least now I can breathe.
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mysticalcats · 8 months ago
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i made another cats oc there is no saving me
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. one of the younger cats. he hangs out with the kittens mostly, and good friends with tumblebrutus
. tumblebrutus just kind of drags him everywhere. ellipsis didn't even choose to be friends with him, tumble just went "yeah i like that one"
. likes to nap on the shelves at the library
. also likes to hang around jenny and jellylorum. he helps them knit (holds the yarn because that's the best he can do)
. i imagine he HATES foxglove. he just thinks he's annoying. he'll never tell him but he's thinking it really hard. foxglove doesn't notice he'll keep talking and talking at him. also foxglove keeps showing him bugs for some reason and he doesn't like it
. him and alonzo get along. they just sit there
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marshmallowloves · 20 days ago
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I decided to make a new ref for Sylrie since my partner and I played Soulstorm together 👉🏻👈🏻 it's been a minute since I've drawn her or...really thought about her much kdjfhg but I tweaked her lore a lil bit and it gave me an excuse to redesign her slightly too 👀
Sylrie is a native Mudokon from a small remote village on a snowy mountain somewhere in Mudos. She's kind of reclusive, partly just because she's lived in this village her whole life and has never seen what's outside of it...mostly because she's afraid to.
She was born with very lightly-colored eyes, but she's perfectly healthy and her vision is completely intact. The elder of her village instead saw the color as an indicator of some strong spiritual power that lay dormant but would one day come to her. She was told that her eyes were sacred and to treat them as such, so she hides them with a mask that she never takes off in front of anyone. If she ever does, it's only because she trusts that person enough not to harm the most vulnerable and precious part of her.
So far, she has no power to speak of...but she does have recurring dreams about glittering lights that morph into names and places she's never known or seen before. They often mention someone called the Messiah and tell her vaguely that one day he'll rely on her. She thinks these dreams might be prophetic... but if they are, they're hard for her to believe. What kind of help could someone with no power like herself possibly provide someone as important as that...?
...spoiler alert: enough that they stick together for so long that he ends up getting to be the first person besides the elder to see her eyes dkjfg
okay I'll be honest I. haven't really thought of how she and Abe end up together sjdfhdjh. I...did kinda kick around an idea from when I first made her + added to it, which is that she guides him through the mountain to get to...wherever he needs to go, because she's used to the frigid environment and despite having never left her village, her dreams have told her enough to know the way. and later they end up in some dire situation that makes her power finally awaken in order to save/protect him, and so they're both kind of indebted to each other and that's when they start getting closer...? it's...pretty cheesy but I still kinda like it... 👉🏻👈🏻
also I still really like the idea I had about loveties and so I...may have kinda given her one...that she gets from Abe at some point...with his feathers on it kdjfgkjdfvjnd okay bye
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