#but i just want it to stay compelling
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in the end idc too much whether the show makes g.houlcy a thing. all i really care about is that they keep the dynamic interesting and unique. i just don't want them to make it boring. i want it to be undefinable. i want it to be something compelling above all else. i want them to be important to one another. like sure in my dreams i want them to be together. but i'd much rather them have a dynamic that is just so interesting (which it is!!! rn!!) it sort of transcends all of that? romance and that something else can absolutely co-exist. but if i have to choose....i want the latter.
#.ooc ( dani is an asshole )#and for everything else i have my own imagination lmfao#i think s1 is well written enough that i can see the writers pulling off going romance w/o it being boring#but i just want it to stay compelling#to have a connection and dynamic that is so close it could be romance#but also so deep and rich that it could be/is friendship but is also just smth....deeper than that?#i saw someone compare them to jack/liz in 30rock and like. i Get That comparison lmfao#it's not about comparing those characters but just the depth of their relationship w/each other that is just#on another level#....#but also i want them to fuck nasty ya get me?#sdlkfjals baCK TO WORK
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Insane over how much emphasis is put on Kouyou protecting / shielding Kyouka from the light both symbolically and visually, with Kouyou literally shadowing Kyouka with her robes as soon as she gets near her.
#I just think Kouyou was REALLY convinced Kyouka would have died if she stayed in the light and cared about her enough to want to save her#It really speaks of a person who's view of the world has been utterly distorted by traumas and it's very compelling to explore#kyōka izumi#kōyō ozaki#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd s2#bsdrewatch2023
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frustrating levels of discourse continue happening on twt ugh https://x.com/lara_e_brown/status/1839303817256645101
Lol yeah, I've honestly just given up on reading takes like that because once you've seen one, you've seen 'em all.
It's an extremely shallow reading, using things like "pale", which you can in fact be while having a darker complexion, with both examples relating less to a physical appearance and more to his aspect in the moment (his face is "white" because he's scared; he's "pale and effeminate" because he's in a wan and weakened state). And I say "both" because you tend to come up with faaaar fewer examples of the text relating Heathcliff as pale than... not.
I also find it funny that this user uses Heathcliff marrying Isabella as an example of why he MUST be white, when Heathcliff and Isabella literally run away together because nobody wants them to be together, PARTICULARLY her brother, and this rips the Linton family asunder. Almost as if.......... it was............... breaking a taboo......................
Like, yeah! 18th century Yorkshire wouldn't have accepted that marriage. And if there's one thing we know about Heathcliff—if it's not accepted, he's not gonna do it.
One of the entire points of his character is that he lives against law and taboo and societal norms (while at the same time being deeply aware of the fact that his existence doesn't gel with them). In that thread, that user references the Byronic hero, with the name drawing from Lord Byron and his own literary fascinations. Byron was obsessed with taboo, lived to break them (most famously the taboo of sleeping with people of the same sex, and probably the taboo of incest as well... COME TO MY TED TALK TO DISCUSS HOW THAT COULD RELATE TO HEATHCLIFF, ALSO). One of the reasons why more recent scholarship (and I don't even mean super recent) surrounding Wuthering Heights has come to terms with the interpretation of Heathcliff as a man of color is that he does embody the taboo even more.
And obviously... some taboos (the incest one) exist for a reason. But the book also seems interested in questioning how much we really gain by treating someone (someone like Heathcliff) as other and wrong simply for existing. Again, we go into the cycle of abuse.
I also find it rather belittling of people to refer to general 18th and 19th century values when discussing how people "would have" seen Heathcliff, or interpreted the text. Because, for one thing—yeah! A lot of contemporary readers did not in fact Get It. Perhaps in part because they did have the biases that people like that user seem to believe would have prevented the author from exploring Heathcliff as a man of color.
... But if Emily Bronte thought exactly as the detractors of her novel (who condemned it as wicked and aberrant) did, she never would have written the book, I think. Who's to say, though? It's difficult for EITHER side to make leaps about what Emily knew or thought, because she is someone who didn't live very long, has been portrayed as an eccentric (and perhaps even maligned by Elizabeth Gaskell's portrayal of her) and definitely had something of an offbeat upbringing. We just don't have much directly from HER. So it's a bit rich to me to make assumptions about the kind of limited worldview she may have had on topics like race, when we really do not have a lot of definitive information about her worldview, but DO know that the book she wrote, which some theorize to be about a man of color, REALLY upset some conventional readers.
Like... why would you contextualize that book within a purely conventional reading when the entire reason why Wuthering Heights matters is that it defies convention?
I do shy away from using the word "canonical" to describe Heathcliff's race, because while I know what people mean when they say it (and I'm sure I've said it at some point) it's just a word choice that people like that user will latch on to. Like I've said before, there is no way to prove with 100% certainty Heathcliff's race either way. Which isn't to say that you have to do so to state that he's a man of color. It's just the kind of pedantic strategy people will use in threads like these.
And I'll notice, too, that she omits Nelly's line wherein she speculates that Heathcliff's mother could be Chinese or Indian. I mean, what's her take on that specificity combined with the lascar speculation? No mention of Liverpool relating to people... not... from America or Spain...?
I do worry sometimes that people see someone's major concentration (say, if someone has a BA in English or something, which for the record I don't) and go "Damn, that's end-all, be-all" A) it's not, there's more to research than getting a degree B) you could also use literal wikipedia footnotes to kickstart your own deeper dive into this, there are tons of people who've made careers discussing books like WH debating the issue C) having a degree of any level never kicks your bias.
To go back to my own degree... I knew old art historians who saw nothing gay at all in Michelangelo's work. You can know a lot about a lot, and it doesn't mean you have an open mind.
I think anyone can read WH, do some research about the era and Emily, and drawn their own conclusions. And you are just going to have to make your conclusions based on your own assessment. There is no smoking gun here, and there never will be because the smoking gun would be a living Emily Bronte willingly telling you what she meant.
And I didn't read Heathcliff as a person of color from the jump, for the record. I was thirteen when I read that book for the first time; I'm white; I picked that book in the context of it being a Great English Classic, and as far as I knew, those were all about white people. Because... that's what you were taught about WH at the time, at least where I was.
But when I was first introduced to that interpretation some time later, it was a literal "OH!" moment. Because like... yeah. There isn't a smoking gun for Dorian Gray's sexuality (and yes, we know a lot more about Oscar Wilde than we do about Emily Bronte; but the absence of knowledge of Emily's interests and attitudes doesn't mean we can assume she DIDN'T have an interest in writing Heathcliff as a person of color) but The Picture of Dorian Gray makes way more sense when you interpret his queerness for what it is. Wuthering Heights makes way more sense when you interpret Heathcliff's race for what it is.
#wuthering heights#people want this freaky-ass book to be as conventional as possible#they want pride and prejudice but with eyeliner and dying#and i do have to raise an eyebrow at the constant references to the byronic hero when people make the heathcliff is white argument#bc it feels as if they're divorced from the fact that byron wouldn't have been far off from emily#he died when she was a small child but he wasn't this distant figure#and the byronic hero wasn't this super solidified type as it is now#heathcliff obviously would be part of what solidified the type as it is today versus adhering to it#and i think that when we simply think of the byronic hero as the suffering loner type versus what BYRON was#we simplify it into being moody and tormented versus being OUTSIDE OF SOCIETY#which is the thing i think people of the era associated LORD BYRON with#like yeah moody tortured mad bad dangerous to know but also a very compelling figure who was too taboo-breaking to be allowed to stay#anyway that's just about the use of byronic hero to justify a white heathcliff intepretation
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he’s gonna mess up sometimes
lyrics: little light one - flor
#centaurworld#the nowhere king#I’m a baby that song always makes me feel a sort of way#it’s just gentle#anyway I think exploring ways tnwk could have had more agency and growth in learning how to love and what that means#vs tg being a stagnant but neat contrast in staying stuck in being selfish and cruel in pursuit of his own wants#would have been more compelling. imo!#yes im very invested in this eldritch elk creature forming bonds with his little goopy calves#the nowhere babies are dear to me#I tell myself I’m helping contribute some biodiversity to this fandoms ecosystem lmao#I love flor’s music sm btw#xandraws
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I’m sorry... it wasn’t me. Are you sure?
SMALLVILLE — 1.15 / 2.04 / 4.17 ↳ dark!Clexana ‘expressing certain desires’ to each other 👀
#this was originally just gonna be a textpost about how I think it'd be fun and sexy to ship the dark versions of these three with each other#but then I started actually thinking about it and realized that each of them literally had a scene where they tried to seduce the other two#(or in clex's case as close to 'seduce' as they could get in the early 2000s)#(like their 'desires' might not be explicitly romantic but 'run away with me' and 'rule the world with me' are both pretty freakin' gay lol)#anyway I instantly felt compelled by the giffing gods to stay up till 5am last night making this#like I'm sorry but the throuple energy here is INSANE#if every side of a love triangle isn't this obsessed with each other then I don't want it#smallville#smallvilleedit#svedit#lana lang#clark kent#lex luthor#clexana#clana#lexana#clex#sv 1x15#sv 2x04#sv 4x17#my gifs#(and to be clear when I say 'dark versions' I don't necessarily mean 'evil'... maybe 'shadow selves' is a better term for it)#(because they're all manifestations of the things each character tries to repress... they both are and aren't 'really' them)#anyway agents of shield knew what tf was up when they had fitzsimmons' shadow selves make out onscreen. that shit RULED
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guys I’m in the trenches. One of these days I have to go make a really long in-depth detailed post about trito and kinoga’s dynamic because it drives me insane and I need to lay it all out. the specifics of it. I have so many thoughts
#posting this here only so that the idea can hang above my head like the sword of damocles#al speaks#I just have so much to say and I figured since I post art here and other general character writing here it only seems fitting#i dont knoww I spend so much time ruminating on why theyre so compelling to me#it’s about the magnetism. its about wanting to come together whether they like it or not#situations thats cjanged them irreversibly and all they feel like they can do is hold ont to each other#its about the paralysis of it. almost feeling trapped within one another because they’re all each other has#having to break out of the years of just wanting and missing#the tension of knowing/concluding that the other was gone with the undeniable force that is the Wanting#just wanting to see and be. nothing more. just to know that the other is okay#the whole PROJECTION THING WITH THEM! FUCK!!!!!#trito feeling sorry that all he can do is drag kinoga along in his wanting#and kinoga just feeling agonized at seeing trito so distraught. Of course they will be there for him#and both feeling lile their core ‘character traits’ weighing them down when it used to be a source of pride and self#if kinoga had just stayed in the domes nothing would have changed. they would still just be friends#the whole thing about the event that tore them apart stitching them closer together#trito#kinoga#tritonoga#theyre so. theyre so !!!!!!!!!!#the fact that they will stay in this paralysis until they decide they have to more forward and look for the others#and above all else. they love each other so much. thank you for your time#splatoon#my ocs#splatoon ocs
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Something something Bruce love Gotham because it's his home, jason loves Gotham because it's in his soul, Duke loves Gotham because it's his family, Steph loves Gotham on purpose
#the void screams#duke thomas#bruce wayne#jason todd#stephanie brown#each member of the batfam having a complicated relationship with gotham is something that can be so personal-#but yeah bruce loves gotham because this is where his family has always lived. leaving would mean leaving them behind.#he loves gotham because it's the only home he's ever known#i don't know what fucked up tether there is between gotham and jason. compells me though.#even when he leaves he can't stay away along. gotham's in his head. in his soul. it's where he's alive and it's where his life is drained#the people of gotham are duke's family and he wants to protect them the way they've always tried to protect him#the city is the people and duke knows these people. he's one of them. he's seen what they go through to survive because#he goes through it too. he loves gotham because it's his whole world. his family. and he'll protect that family#until he dies.#steph though? steph grew up here and hated it. hated the city. resented the people. resented the heroes.#and still every fibre of her being goes into loving this city. into hoping for it.#on purpose. she's going to love this city on purpose. even when it hurts. even when she'd rather die.#even when the whole CITY turns against her. time and again. because she's already decided.#she's going to love gotham. even if gotham never loves her back.#don't mind me i am just rambling nonsensically. i am right though by the way. it doesn't make sense but it's Correct
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Could Johnnyboy fans tell me about the ship’s appeal (apart from they’re besties and cute together) because I really want get into the ship but it just doesn’t click for me
#evie rambles#the only johnnyboy that I’m super compelled by is#doomed tragic yaoi johnnyboy#as in there was no way both of them would’ve ever made it even though they do love each other#i love the idea of johnny seeing ponyboy as just this good and pure-hearted person who gives him hope for the world#he knows ponyboy is gold even though pony can’t see it himself#but the only fate for boys like johnny is to stay in their small towns and die a meaningless forgettable death#while pony would obviously go far in life go to better places become someone ‘more’#this can either go as johnny dying but even tho he thought his death would be insignificant. it has such an effect on pony#because that’s *his* johnny#and while ponyboy goes to all these big places and becomes someone bigger and more. he holds onto johnny forever.#OR#they just break up because johnny knows he canters escape tulsa#he knows he’ll only ever bring ponyboy down ans he can’t let that#so he lets ponyboy go.#and they go their seperate paths.#but healthy go the distance johnnyboy has never really appealed to me idk#i want it to tho
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Also i find her naive desperation (cant find the right words for it) to see her adventuring crew as sworn friends wholl go thru hell together even tho shes the newest addition soooo telling. Shes had trouble making friends her whole life she was really hoping! And even the ones who left are willing to go to hell for her n the crew so its not like its not true. Its just not like how it is in her mangas. I think theres a good chance she n namari become like closer after the end of the series.
#dungeon meshi spoilers#So much of her behaviors can be traced back to having difficulty interacting w her peers and instead turning to manga to figure things out#kinda funny how both she n laios are like. Otaku nerds of a sort#Maybe even she and shuro now that shes gotten over how angry the fact his proposal wouldve made falin leave her but that deep down she knew#her feelings werent justified bc falin can make her own decisions but she wants to believe… its not like that and hes scum thats gonna hurt#Falin to justify her anger and make it something more rational (just like what she did w laios) that shes just protecting her and has her#Best interests at heart but i think they both just mutually kind of dont like each other#not for particularly deep reasons after this they just dont vibe#Theyre both more similar than theyd like to admit as ppl who who difficulty getting along w others havent really made many close friends.#tendency for tunnel vision tje touden siblings compelling them to go into the fray and stay at things they arent particularly good at#despite their discomfort for dirty things/confrontation respectively#But i think pointing this out would jsut annoy them both#Putting up a dignified front to hide their loser tendencies (what normal ppl call being a fully realized human being)#At the end stepping up to the roles of their parents (court magician and taking an earnest shot at being the leader of his clan)#the list just goes on and on and on
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Did Bill not come to terms with his feelings for Dipper until he was forced to in Confessing It, or was it earlier in the series (even if he would never admit it)? Sorry if this is sorta implied, I’m not amazing with subtext. Rereading atm and I was curious lol
Actually, Bill (sort of) came to terms with having fallen for Dipper well before Dipper got his feelings sorted.
It's in Faking It chapter 15:
[Bill] glances up at Dipper. “You…. are the single worst thing that has ever happened to me. And I don’t say that lightly, you got no idea how old I am."
#answers#Bill still had a lot of struggling to do after that#But if you're looking for him accepting his feelings *this* was the moment#When Bill realized he'd fallen pretty far even though he couldn't make himself say or think the proper word yet#His thoughts on the matter are addressed in more detail in Chapter 9 of Hating It#Dipper liked Bill. Even when he was trapped and nearly powerless and in a shitty situation - Dip *still* respected and lusted after him#Not after position or power or wanting him to be different. Even knowing he wasn't remotely human!! He just wanted *Bill*.#And it goes BOTH ways#Dipper was most of the way there too but also trying REALLY HARD not to care about a demon at that point#Then a minute or so later Bill's cheering up attempt did the rest of the work#Dipper had stayed so strong. Fighting against this horrible yet compelling demonic force. No feelings here no sir it's a bad idea#And in the one moment he got weak. When he teared up. Bill got awkward and tried to perk *him* up#Both hilarious and relatable AND a moment where Dipper realized Bill actually in his own way cared about him#These idiots were never going to be able to resist someone who could see them at a truly low point and like them anyway#Confessing It is basically: Them Trying To Actually Talk: The Fic#They both already knew how the other felt#But actually Communicating about it like a functional couple was hard#All the very kinky smuts are canon btw#I like my absurd smut to have character development#And believe it or not#Amazingly they communicate well when both of them have the same fun goal in mind
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Sometimes I want to look up content for certain ships, and then I remember I like rare ships.
#i'm not counting sastiel bc while the other ship that shall not be named pops up i can still technically find sastiel on different platforms#I'm talking about saileenstiel#deancassie#megileen - (meg master/eileen leahy )#or ruby/lily baker#i haven't searched for interwebs (peter and ned) but for a long while i had to be my own source#also i try to like popular ships but i cling onto the rarepairs instead unfortunately#i'm my own worst enemy#i mean meg and eileen never met yet i had the idea of meg somehow escaping crowley - and staying off of everyone's radar needing to recover#and one day hearing eileen's screams and despite her instinct to avoid hellhounds - castiel got in her head and she felt the need to help#only to discover this woman being dragged into hell of course knew the winchesters#and she wanted to find her way back to castiel as much as eileen wanted safety with the winchesters#so on their mission together - being hunted together - they get closer than they probably should've#closer than they ever thought they would#and it's strangely a really compelling ship to me okay#same story with ruby/lily just a thought that inspired it that carried me through#which i don't want to expand on right now#i just have too many thoughts and they always land on me creating things
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im too slow to finish this for this solstice so have a snippet of wip ft. terence and bahamut talking
"Each time I return," the dragon wondered, pressing against Terence's pilgrim kiss, "I am astonished to find another that burns so. I should know better. There is always light."
There—the crack at last. Quicker and cleaner than he had expected. Kinder, also. Gently, Terence felt for the fracture inside himself. He pried it apart, breaking it in truth, and folded those ancient eyes within his heart, placing them beside Dion's strained, precious smiles.
No one will look here, he promised. No one has ever thought to.
“It will be a cruel work.” The proud creature did not flinch from the truth, though there was pain in it. He and Dion were well suited to each other, after all. “Do not say you did not know.”
“I've always known.” He ran a hand over the dragon's skin.
“I wonder if you will believe that, at the end."
#working title is 'lemme talk to the bitch' lmao#I was on a long drive listening to the ost (to sail forbidden seas)#and the image of terence running the length of a cliff and leaping to get the drop on bahamut flying just below him popped into my head#STAY IN HIS BLIND SPOT TERENCE#but yeah the thought of dion actually trying to hide terence from bahamut is compelling to me#this very mythological notion of 'you don't want the gods to notice you'#Dion was so 'lucky' and look at his life#meanwhile bahamut is like pls i just wanna bless him a little bit. he's so good and mortals are so frail#and Terence is TURN ON YOUR LOCATION I JUST WANNA TALK#there are two wolves inside of you one wants to use the phrase pilgrim kiss and the other is crying bc Bahamut Doesn't Have Hands#whatever he's touching a saint#he does believe it at the end. he doesn't go back on it. I'd Tell Them Put Me Back In It. sir terence is The blorbo of 2023.#writing tag
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i could so easily make a fnaf animatic to tragic fact from rtc. But i am lazy
#like i have a vision but i cant execute it right either#it would start at “then of course they closed the mine”#and have a sequence of several old fazbear locations all being closed and stuff#“the smart ones all packed up and went why stay if you cant pay the rent” -> smth w mike and the fnaf 6 fire#“a greeter at the mega shopping mall” the yellow rabbit. or glitchtrap. maybe it flickers between them#and then for “its a fact its a fact just another tragic fact” it would be the mci missing posters#up to “we will never leave this town-” and then on the “-at all” beat it switches to sb missing posters#and Thats when the actual sb era stuff that i gaf about would start#maybe ill make it if the power of the animatic gods compels me someday#Also i was planning on making an animatic of the missing children incident and the bite of 83 to fall fair suite (from rtc)#cam.txt#lowk wanna make a whole outline of the first thing now. if anybody wants to know what else i was imagining for it lmk so i have an excuse t
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thinking about the theory/essay i wanted to write about the inevitability of change re: leveling up in isat compared to the stagnancy of sasasap (despite the presence of a leveling system) pre-isat release. it aged both very well and not at all
#drop#i do think it's funny that i predicted the loops being a result of siffrin wishing to stay with their friends pre release#i had sooo many thoughts about that. it made sasasap a lot more tragic in my eyes and i wish I'd drawn or written something about it#honestly#it's hard to really explain why i love sasasap so much because as much as i love how isat recontextualizes it#i like sasasap as a standalone game first and foremost. and that's something you can only really do when you don't have the context of isat#even if isat never came out i think sasasap would still be a phenomenal game on its own#we never get explicitly told why siffrin is looping but like... the ambiguity i think makes it compelling in its own right#it was only so vague because Adrienne didn't want to reveal all her cards i know. but even unintentionally it... really worked out i think#because it comes across as less of a hinting towards the truth and more of an implicit canon#i just have a lot of feelings about sasasap idk. i love that game. I'll never be able to see it in the same way i did pre isat release#but i still find value in how i perceived it. and isat lived up to all of my expectations and i'm glad :]#Wow this veered completely off topic from the original post. whatever we ball
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side effect of going to bed early is that it's 8:15pm rn and im like well i can't do anything the night is over!
#past 2 days ive been in bed by 11. yes that's 3 hours from now but i have some things i gotta do to get ready for tomorrow#and i need time to do nothing. akldfad#cancelling my xiv sub til i finish this fic so i'll stop logging in just to do pvp and then staying for 2 hours#akldsfjds do you think that would work....#IN MY DEFENSE my first pvp was really bad i had to do it again#i need a text post tag#i was supposed to read also...i do really like he who drowned the world. like it's good and i want to know what happens#but also i dont feel super compelled to pick it back up when i put it down T^T
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rethinking how long effie and noah should be pining for/possible secret relationship to make it make sense even though I'm simultaneously like "yeah noah does die at the end because it is canon" and "actually no he doesn't because if he did then it kind of fucks him over and it's mean that he ends up just getting to die when he probably could have been rehabilitated / deserves a second chance at life like a rescue dog"
#vayne deserves to die full stop motherfucker murdered two of his brothers and would probably murdered larsa given the chance. rot#hes a compelling character but theres only so much one royal family member can do before im like#holy shit you are actually so far removed from what the people want#that said. the relationship between him and effie is important in my mind and i think there should be some spice to his characterization#to ME at least. and noah just deserves happiness hes very cute teehee (ignoring his dozens of crimes done in the name of the empire)#that last tag was a joke i very much know that he did everything under orders but that doesnt erase his crimes#we stay winning!! <- f/os keep getting killed off#sorry for rambling teehee#val.txt
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