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biggest-gaudiest-patronuses · 10 days ago

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real talk having the 2nd worst new years eve yet 🤢🤢🤢 (throat infection, twisted neck, banged-about-foot, ego AND the rest o' me all bruised like misjuggled peaches 🍑🍑🍑)

im bent outa shape and suspectin the universe owes me 8 buck if anyone wannsa chip in

#yes the 🍑🍑🍑was just an excuse to shove ass emojis in your face i'm only (occasionally. allegedly) human #now ask me about my FIRST worst new year eve. it involves wizards and portals and elaborate lies i make up on the spot #SAD REAL TALK <STARTS>:#also made the mistake of reaching out to my mom post-xmas #like what kind of c-ptsd NOOB does that. what kinda chronic holiday trauma survivor NOVICE??? embarrassing #THE SEDUCTIVE FALSE HOPE OF NOSTALGIA WILL LURE YOU IN EVERY TIME #'oh but maybe they won't disappoint me. but maybe they won't rip my heart out this time'#sweetheart that's your dear sweet inner child's yearning for what never was or will be. BEAT IT BACK WITH A STICK!#SAD REAL TALK <ENDS>#....back to that part where i talked about being bent out of shape #if anyone w/ metalwork skills wants ta take a blowtorch & hammer & tongs & have at... I'm open to experimentation is all im sayin #in lieu of that i would also welcome someone buying me a sandwich. i am. so sore.#(metaphysically sore but also the other more urgent im-at-my-daily-NSAIDs-limit kinda sore)#(hence: sanwimch)#...i got so sleepy writing this i started imagining the astonishing hedonism #of stroking a freshly grilled cheese-dripping sandwhich across my body like a loofah #the soothingness of the gooey warm near liquid cheese. the vaguely spongelike quality of toasted sourdough slice.#look i didn't imagine it on PURPOSE it just came to me like a vision like a threat #like one of those weird mens locker room ads where the sportsball is watermelon??? u know the one #where there's nudity & food & homoerotica & hot steaming showers in the background and STILL the overall effect is more offputting than sex #look i have a throat infection. i can barely swallow. i'm sipping chocolate milk to survive and i'm NOT EVEN ENJOYING IT. each drop is agon #(opposite side of the Tantalus spectrum but i'm suffering more than he has in 3.5 thousand years)#i'm dehydrated. barely conscious. electrolytes are circling down the drain. doctors should be incubating me w/ capri sun straws right now.#I GET A PASS ON THESE TAGS #i don't know what i wrote! and i don't stand by it! and you can't make me read em!!!

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featherfangart · 1 year ago

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The Lightning

Wolfwood lives. I said so. Here's part one of the AU.

Part TWO

#trigun #vashwood #nicholas d. wolfwood #vash the stampede #trigun maximum #wolfwood lives au #las!art #hi i'm las and i'm drawing a doujin i guess #this time we're grayscale mostly #because I want to tell the story without spending a week on just one page #gonna be hard because i love colours #but i hope it won't disappoint you ;;#i just want to see the bois happy together okay #trimax setting with some aspects of tristamp

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youchangedmedestiel · 6 months ago

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Chapter 1 and 2 are kinda written already. So as a little teasing, may I present you THE Cas and Dean involved in that Summer AU fic:

And here's a little snippet:

“Sam! Sammy!” He calls and then he reaches the side with the view on the beach. He spots Sam at the back of the open veranda, playing cards with Jo and Ash. “Sam, Jo, Ash! Let’s get ready to go to the beach.” Dean suggests as his eyes finally scan the room. There’s Chuck, Amara and Gabriel there, so Dean smiles at them. Then his eyes end on the other guy sitting with them. “Hi.” He greets quietly. He doesn’t even know if he heard him because he doesn’t answer, he just smiles back and Dean thinks he never saw something as beautiful as this.

“Dean? You comin’?” Sam calls out. His little brother walked past him and he didn't even realize it until now.

“Huh - yeah!” He says, turning away and following his little brother.

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stormyoceans · 2 months ago

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i have to be honest im not quite sure how i feel about this show but THIS KISS???????? A+++++ 1000000/10 NO NOTES

#THE LIGHTS!!!!!!!!!!!!#i know this is a pretty common trope but it looks so beautiful here!!!!!!!!#also seeing singto and tae kissing is such an experience #on another note im sorry idk how i feel about this yet anon ;;;;;;;#im having some mixed feelings but also i've breezed through the first 4 episodes which is definitely a good sign?#i hope it won't disappoint you ;;;;;;;;#monica watches paint with love #paint with love #singto prachaya #tae darvid

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lenievi · 1 year ago

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Stargate SG-1 is so good. I love it so much 🥺

#might spam you over the week. i think i'll use it to get a distance from snw for a while #i mean i'll watch the kirk-uhura episode on friday but maybe kirk will disappoint me and since the episode after is the xover #i might just... wait until the season is finished or something #(i mean i don't think kirk will disappoint me since the bits in the trailers sounded good... but you never know lol)#it's not that season 2 is bad but i want less spock and i don't think that's happening any time soon #hopefully he won't really have a big role in uhura's episode but then again they might finally introduce him and uhura and the lute who even #knows #which is obviously what i have wanted ever since the announcement but me and spock have a complicated relationship atm lol #i should forget about spock #i hope the transporter scene with kirk and la'an is happening #i hope that kirk's smile when he beams aboard is aimed at la'an #even if that was the only scene they'd share in that episode i'd be content #but the trailer could lie to me #even though so far the trailers actually delivered what was 'promised'#in s1 they felt more misleading but this time what i thought was happening in the trailers happened in the show so far #anyway #stargate is good :D #leni's nonsense

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seraphiism · 1 year ago

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use xkit and hide your follower count. those two people who unfollowed you just now? not personal. one deactivated their account, the other has had a shift in interests. your fic flopped? got less notes than anticipated? that's alright. you did great. it was amazing and i see the work and effort you poured into it. i guarantee someone in the world loved it and shared it with their friend. please keep in mind that numbers and statistics do not define the worth or quality of your art or writing.

#this is not to discredit or invalidate anyone! it's obviously easier said than done #and entirely understandable to get upset/disheartened abt lack of reception #it really is disappointing but it's also easy to get swept away in the mindset that maybe it's bc #of your writing or maybe you just wrote a shitty fic or no one likes your work #tumblr is very unpredictable tbh and you never know what will get a lot of notes and what won't #recently i've just been like. oh tht fic absolutely flopped but i had a lot of fun writing it & i'm happy w how it turned out #so i hope those who read it enjoy it as much as i do!#it's not an easy mindset to adapt and i still sometimes get discouraged #a lot of ppl say to write and create for yourself and while that’s not always easy to remember it’s smth good to keep in mind #.: kay talks

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sirenium · 1 year ago

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I made these because I hate the censoring of innocent people. Free to use with credit.

[Pt: I made these because I hate the censoring of innocent people. Free to use with credit. End pt]

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[banner ID: 'Our existence isn't inappropriate.' In black fraktur text. The text is at an angle, sitting on a stretch of the trans flag, which is also at an angle (though it is different from the angle of the text). The rest of the background is black. End ID]

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[Banner ID: 'Learn who your users are: you're censoring them.' In black fraktur text. The trans flag is featured in a stretch that takes up most of the screen, but in the top and bottom of the banner a black background can be seen. End ID]

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Banner ID: 'End the censorship of trans people!' In white fraktur text. On both ends of the banner, a strip of the trans flag is seen behind the transgender symbol. The rest of the background is black. End ID]

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Now that that's out of the way...

[pt: Now that that's out of the way... end PT]

[Banner ID: There's no DNI for this post. However, there's nothing stopping me from blocking you if you're a weirdo or an asshole. End ID]

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thanatika · 21 days ago

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low-coherency rambling in the tags

#the thing about IPL is that‚ at least as far as i see it‚ they've essentially been propagating and encouraging an auteur myth regarding him #which is nothing new or unique to them; i think that people (audiences) naturally want to ascribe some Great Man Theory to everything #it's hard to conceptualize the fact that almost anything that comes from a ''studio'' will be the product of collaboration #people naturally want to personify things and attach a human face to what they like #and studios (whether game or whatever else) will indulge this by generally seeming to pick one or maybe two people (often men)#to essentially be the main ''face'' or ''spokesperson'' for the product. it's branding.#and it has an effect even if people obviously are aware that someone isnt the ONLY person who's hands touch a work #i see it in the way people take this very personal parasocial tone in how they talk about the creators they like #which is just a subset of the problem of parasociality in general but in this case i mean how they basically put these people on a pedestal #because they seem them as singularly responsible for creating Thing They Liked because of the aforementioned spokesmanship #i've seen it in how people talk about (and talk to) j sawyer and chris avellone as if they're singularly responsible for fallout #anthony burch and borderlands 2. christian linke and arcane #robert kurvitz and disco elysium (but to be very clear im not saying that makes cutting him out of his own intellectual property acceptable #fucking i don't know.... jeff kaplan and overwatch lmao #and very much with dybowski and pathologic. like the kind of memes i saw people make about him and the personal way they'd refer to him #BUT that pretty much all stopped after 2021 or so at least in the fandom spaces i saw #because i suppose people realized that whether those rumors and allegations were true or not that they did not really know this person #no matter how much they liked ''his'' game. and that he might not be a good person at all.#which is good. i think people should take that kind of ambivalence by default instead of getting parasocially attached to anyone #especially to one lead figure out of an entire studio #and then winding up distraught and disappointed when it turns out their fave did something bad #like be distraught for victims sure. but don't tell yourself you understand this person because their fiction spoke to you #and you won't wind up feeling personally betrayed.#i'm rambling big time but basically i hope people start taking this view more #because among other things. putting these people on pedestals and singling them out as auteurs gives them social power #which allows some of them to engage in the awful behavior that leaves fans feeling betrayed in the first place #and i hope that studios and creators stop leaning into it too #if it really is true that dybowski is barely involved with the IP anymore then IPL should say that.#don't prop him up as the face just because he's the one everyone knows #maybe they think it'll get backlash if anyone but him is said to be writing the game because of how much they leaned into him as the auteur

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starlightxsvt · 4 months ago

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OMG ANOTHER AMAZING WONWOO FIC COMING.

I loved bloodily safe that was all my toxic kinks in one fic it's now my favorite oneshot ever I need a whole series of it and now you're making another wonwoo masterpiece I LOVE YOU. toxic badboy real piece of shit wonwoo is my favorite wonwoo god that was so hot I read it only one special times because it's so hot.

I HAVEN'T EVEN WRITTEN HALF OF IT BUT THANKS FOR CALLING IT AMAZING lol

Bloodily Safe was really that fic, I agree with you, Wonwoo was insane there, literally and figuratively. He won't be quite like that in the upcoming fic, he'll be more like a teasing bad boy who loves to get on your nerves and is very very bad for your heart.

I will try my best to make it ✨spicy✨ for y'all, wink wonk

#seriously the response for the teaser was overwhelming #thank you guys i hope i won't disappoint #replied #sl: asks

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bunnightwing · 9 months ago

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7, 8, 15 with dazai and/or ranpo!

Hi hello 🤗

Dazai

7. What's something the fandom does when it comes to this character that you like?

I love love love all the disability headcanons. This man has chronic pain! This man has partial blindnes! He needs to use crutches after the whole elevator thing! He just treats himself worse than how airport staff treats luggages, there's no way there won't be any repercussions of that. And I love that the fandom explores this <3

8. What's something the fandom does when it comes to this character that you despise?

There are so many horrible interpretations of dazai that I couldn't even count them... But one of the major things that bothers me is the excessive physical abuse situation people imagine he was in with Mori. I just think it does a disservice to both the characters

There's also how horribly people misinterpret his relationship with oda... But that's for another time

15. What's your favorite ship for this character? (Doesn't matter if it's canon or not.)

It's soukoku. I am a very vocal advocate for kunikidazai I know, but my favourite is undoubtedly soukoku. I have so many ships for him though, he just has/has the potential for really good chemistry with a lot of characters

Ranpo

7. What's something the fandom does when it comes to this character that you like?

Aroace headcanons

8. What's something the fandom does when it comes to this character that you despise?

When they infantilise him or when they insist he's a selfish and manipulative character that's secretly evil

15. What's your favorite ship for this character? (Doesn't matter if it's canon or not.)

Okay so. I love ranpoe okay I really do BUT it's souheki/ranzai for me. Like queerplatonic souheki owns my soul fr

I'm also a big fan of kunichuuranzai

#i hope my answers won't disappoint you

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cxpperhead · 1 year ago

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Those cute cheekbones? Wrong. That's where his venom glands are located.

#!shitposting #Seriously though his cheekbones are fine #But that's also where the venom glands are and they're very potent #Hello hello people not going to be around much for the next week or so #Working EVERY day until next Friday and they're all 8+ hour shifts so doing 50+ hours #So I won't have the time or energy to write much again :I #Good news I've got a week off soon so should finally get something done #I'm just so tired these days with fatigue on top of everything else and when I do have time I've either got chores to do and brain is wiped #negativity tw #negativity cw #It will all be okay though! 😤#Hope you're all having a great week people ahsfgs love you all and sorry to disappoint again

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dramashii · 2 years ago

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Literally this whole week I was just waiting for Saturday to come so I can watch King The Land and See You in My 19th life.

#everyday is just a countdown #king the land #see you in my 19th life #i hope they won't disappoint #one day more to go #kdrama #k:just thoughts

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cerbreus · 5 months ago

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#every day things get easier and things feel a little bit better than the day before #I feel like i'm thru the worst of it thankfully. over the biggest hurdle of 'feeling bad and sad and everything reminding me of him'#which is good!#i was prepared for the sadness and disappointment that came with the heartbreak #it also came with a general feeling of... oddness? feeling very off kilter?#it's like when you get used to a certain food at a store you grocery shop and it's just one of your staples #and one day you show up and find out it's been discontinued. it's not like you won't find something else.#but there's just kind of that absence and a familiarity you're missing?#many many thoughts lately about things.#a lot changes when you no longer have that 'person who you always wanna tell all the little things'#there's just a certain kind of closeness that i let a partner have with me. and it leaves a bit of a gap behind when it's gone.#it's like one of those tidal caves that's only open under certain right conditions.#everythings gotta line up just right for that to be explored. and now i'm just waiting for the tide to finish coming back in to cover it up #til everything is just right again to try and explore that with somebody.#hoping somebody someday just. wants a very passionate and committed guy who really likes gasmasks rocks roadtrips and being outside #im an imperfect simple man who loves and cares very deeply. i got learning n growing to do but that part will never change #personal stuff

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evermoredeluxe · 1 year ago

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The thing is that's not guarantee, personally I love Tom Hiddleston, we all know the fandom loves the backflip legend Taylor Lautner, we were in good terms with Joe Jonas until he snapped but I dislike him and Harry for non Taylor reasons, I'm indiferent to Joe I think it was a very human breakup. It all depends on how it ends and how he handles is if it's just a "schedules made it hard" situation he will be remembeted fondly if he does something horrible or goes crazy like Calvin on social media he will get dragged.

personally i think it funny to make fun of exes in general regardless of my feelings towards them. and im not gonna police anyone unless it goes as far as harassment or directly saying shit to them or stuff like that.

#im eh towards TH like taylor lautner feel same as you about joe (singer)#i don't hate harry but i have other thoughts on him that won't be welcomed #(will say i was hoping that taylor does NOT get back with him and she didn't! lol)#as for YB i don't despise him and i get that he had/has his own mental struggles but i feel disappointed #because he expected taylor to change (even helped her by giving her the space to do so)#and when she asked him to work on himself he backed out and was unavailable #when you're someone's other-half you have to realize that everything you say/do directly affects them so you have to be considerate of them #and it's a lot more complicated than this but i think this is enough for tags #anonymous #replies

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dramaism · 2 years ago

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weekends are basically non-existent for me at this point

#I'm still not sure about king the land because i don't see their chemistry at all? i like them both separately but don't see them together #hope first 2 eps will change my mind also I'm in for the comedy #as for the see you in my 19th life I'm actually so excited i love fantasy and i love both actors i hope it won't disappoint #and of course the revenant!!!! great great synopsis i hope it'll be good #jey talks

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a-yaos-little-murder-beans · 1 year ago

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Concerning the news about a Japanese MDZS Manga drawn in black-white, I am glad that my hyper-focus-fixation-thingy continues to get fed well.

I hope it will not disappoint.

#that was an unexpected news #I hope it won't disappoint #you never know #but more jiggy #more nhs #more mdzs #Japan being out there taking my money #more versions I need to cosplay #mdzs #mdzs manga #mo dao zu shi #akikos shitpost #I stay sceptical until the first few chapters

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