#but i guess because of this i kin abed

[fujobritta]

weird storytime and an abed analysis (abednalysis ?)

in s1e17, physical education, abed says that he didnt mind changing for other people because hes comfortable with who he is . a season later, in s2e19, critical film studies, he says instead that he doesnt like change . and now i realize what he really meant when he said that he didnt mind changing .

when i was younger, around 11-12, i would pretend to be other people online . more than five different separate identities in one discord server . because i wanted people to like me more . i made these alt accounts and assigned each one a personality, a different typing style, a reason for joining, a region, and a timezone . and for the most part, they were people who were nicer and just generally likeable . because im not someone who is any of those things . i am not a nice person . i dont even think im a good person . and god i am not likeable . at all .

so i played these characters . most of them only being active for short periods . i would have full back and forth conversations with these alt accounts to sell it . i had these weird insane elaborate plans . a 16 year old former drug user, lives in manitoba, somewhat parental . 13, california, liked minecraft and drawing -- completely different artstyle (and different software) too . etc .

i would let these accounts bake (make them and then not use them) so that it didnt seem suspicious with a brand new account joining the server . then i would spend a week making the account and forming a character to go with it, sometimes asking people to help me out . it was so fucking crazy . i was insane . might still be .

…yeah i probably still am .

i was such a better person on those different accounts . because i didnt know how to change on the inside, i just started over and over again . different account, new me . like i was experimenting with who i really wanted to be like . formulating the perfect person to act like when i finally decided that i wanted to become a better person .

i gave up eventually obviously . im not a tween anymore . i was a really weird tween . obviously . but i think about it a lot .

honestly i only went back to being myself because it was comfortable . i felt better being a fucking douche . and i still am a douche . im not a good person . i dont think ill ever be a "good person" . what the hell is a good person, anyways . all i know is that im fine with myself like this . even as much as i not-so-secretly hate myself, and deny it out of fear of seeming like an "edgy attention seeking loser" .

its not that abed doesnt mind change, he just doesnt mind changing the persona . he doesnt mind changing the person showing on the outside . a separate identity . but ultimately, he wouldnt ever fundamentally change as a person . because hes fine with who he is, even if other people might not like him for that . and i want to be like him . i want to be someone who is fine with who they are, even if that someone is a socially inept ass who learned tenth grade math at age ten but cant figure out when their own face is making a smile or not .

[orchideous-nox]

what are some problematic opinions you have??

I really don't think any of my opinions are problematic? Idk, I guess I'll let the people be the judge of that. I want to preface that these are how I feel personally and I would never try to enforce my opinions on others. Ship who you want to ship, love who you want to love. If you disagree with any of my opinions then that's fine but please don't try and convince me to "see your reasoning", these are opinions I'm pretty set on.

I don't particularly multiship, not because I have no sense of fun but because I genuinely can't understand how people ship Barty with Sirius or Narcissa with Lily or Evan with James etc. It makes so sense and no amount of reasoning will ever convince me that anybody other than Evan can stand Barty to a degree that they want to fuck him. He's so annoying and I mean that with all the love in the world as an Evan kin. I think Sirius needs Remus to mellow him out. Lily and Narcissa is just a no from me. Period.

I think sometimes the fandom forgets that relationships can be platonic. Friends exist, not every character needs to fuck all of their best friends because they understand each other so deeply. Yes, they have great chemistry...as friends. Platonically. Do you want to fuck your best friend? .......actually you're on tumblr and a marauders fan so who knows

People are so desperate in this fandom for others to talk about the girls more but then when people do post about them there is like no interaction. From experience, the boys get more hits, more kudos, more notes etc. I write about Rosekiller expecting not much attention, I'm not in it to get popular otherwise I would stick to Jegulus and Wolfstar rather than my precious murder husbands. But whenever I post about the girls the comments are dryyyyy and it's not fun. I love getting comments and replies so I can interact with others and talk about headcanons. It feels like as soon as I post about the girls people forget that they were encouraging more of that content in the first place.

Fanon and canon are blurring and not in a fun way. There are certain headcanons that people take from fanon or even from specific popular fics and start stretching canon to fit the fanon and then get angry when people don't stick to it. Saying a character is canonically a certain way because of implications in the canon can be really harmful.

I don't particularly care for OCs in fics. I read these stories for the characters I like and if an OC has like a massive chunk of a chapter on their own or even whole chapters or whole fics I will likely skip or even DNF because that's just not what I'm here for. Like I don't care.

If a character isn't attractive in this fandom, people don't care. Just because someone doesn't have rippling abs and perfect skin, it doesn't mean you can write them off as being bad. People can be hot and fat, ugly and fat, ugly and skinny, ugly and a good or interesting person!!! As a plus size person, I have spent my whole life looking at media portrayals saying that I am not worth attention until I am skinny, only then can I be attractive, and this fandom can be just as guilty sometimes (I'm looking at you people who make Snape hot to justify liking him, and making Peter have no personality besides being fat).

People are way to eager to interact with content they don't like to tell them they don't like it. Look up what an algorithm is, hun, I'm begging you. (this isn't controversial unless you are one of those people who does that)

Okay, hopefully I've not lost anyone along the way. Like I said, don't try and convince me I'm "wrong" in the comments, these are opinions and cannot be factually incorrect < 3

[jaymesyourplaything]

Dump recently just confirmed they still stalked your blogs to see if you were "still being stupid" until you blocked them. Weird how they cry about being "violated" by your mental disorder then proceed to give you room in their head rent free.

Can't wait until they start claiming you're the bad guy for cutting someone like that off. Not gonna bring up their claims of Ver "lovebombing" them.

- Do they all have their own group chat? Funny how that works. Always with the high school cliques~ 🖤

Hi I'd like to move out of their fucking head.

They also were upset I blocked them, but this is exactly why I block people who block me. It's ignorant to continue to look at something if it's oh so upsetting. The first time they unblocked me to continue rambling, I blocked them. I'm so glad Jay also blocked them when they realized they were still slinking around.

Lovebombing, as if John himself doesn't go "stop talking ab me" then "thanks for the support" then "you make me uncomfortable" just because Jay said John made her uncomfortable. "sherlock is so bipolar" if we're using that as an insult and descriptor, well...

Mental and toxic, the lot of them. The way they're having a giggle because Jay literally worried about their own friends talking to a toxic person, "that sounds like blurry/jim". Wow. Crazy, that, someone being concerned. Also doesn't sound like me at all. I would have told them to slur and move on. Someone being worried about a friend? DOES sound like Jay. Doesn't sound like me at all. I don't do that back and forth shit man, I get too tired of it, of them. I stopped talking to John MONTHS ago. I wouldn't have warned him against shit. He made his decisions.

Sorry for answering this for Jay, I have a lot of energy. She won't like my answers, she logged off earlier because I kept interjecting. Fuck John, fuck safetard, and I hope Dump comes to their senses because the way they're blindly believing John just- well. New victim. ect ect. lol

Although, if anyone ever requires a response from Kin (me), just ask for it. Or go to my main @folkinpunk or blurry I guess. @myeyesblurry I don't care

[carphoegras]

I don’t ship most of these myself , but your rant/ramble posts on Les Mis ships are funny so I genuinely wanted your opinion on these 👁

1. Enjoltaire

2. Valvert

3. Enjonine

4. Marisette (or whatever Marius x Cosette was called)

5. Javonine (Javert and…Eponine 😭)

6. Marionine (A name a just guessed for Marius x Eponine because I wasn’t bothered to look it up)

7. and uhhh.. Granjonine (I think that was the name)

well hello darling! i live to entertain lol lets get into it i might have to put this under a cut because i think its obvious i have a rambling issue

Enjoltaire : a classic for good reason. they seemed really base level to me at first because i watched the movie first, but once i read the brick and really saw their dynamic i fell for them HARD. for me the beauty of this pairing is really rooted in the substance of their individual characters as opposed to like a romantic relationship. idk its so difficult for me to verbalize why i love them so much i think i just love the idea of finding common ground despite difficulties. enjolras and grantaire mirror each other in such a beautiful way that i feel the musical/movie couldn't really capture without demoting it to a puppy love grantaire/mean enjolras dynamic idk i have such an issue with some portrayals of them because i feel like they create a victim/abuser situation where there wasn't one but that's like a whole post within itself anyway i feel like im getting incoherent i love exr with every fiber of my fucking being just read the brick if you don't get it ok the movie and musical just dont do it justice and for the love of god avoid the fics written in 2012/2013 after the movie hype its all wRONGGGG (i love you george blagden but you created a twink grantaire movement) (they pull each others pigtails okay its a mutual obsession) (enjolras why don't you just ignore him baby? glutton for punishment my dear we all know if you hated him you wouldn't let him hang around) (anyway) i should make a seperate post about my exr feelings bc i could talk ab them for hours

2. Valvert: okay this is where i feel like i can be unpopular with the fandom. i fucking hate this ship. like physically, spiritually, all that. its one of those that i kinda lose respect for the person bc its literally a cop/prisoner thing. its not enemies to lovers. its not a hate love thing. javert's a fucking cop. valjean is his victim. the whole idea of people romanticizing this makes me feel so insanely icky and i think the point of the story has just gone RIGHT over some folks' heads please take a step back and think about it. neolib behavior sorry not sorry

3. Enjonine: enjolras is gay. just like, straight up in the brick enjolras is a gay man. this ship is spawned from straight girls who saw aaron tveit and use eponine as their not like other girls posterchild. just a whole bunch of hetero nonsense. same behavior as the joseph quinn enj x reader bs. honey thats a homosexual man and can we please stop reducing eponine to needing a boyfriend she needs a stable home and a goddamn therapist fucking hell

4. Marisette: okay. i LOVE THEM. i'm a cosette stan myself, and i'm a huge fan of a gooey love at first sight situation. they contrast my love for exr in the sense that they're a very easy love. their parts in the book literally make me SWOOOOOON i can put aside my beef with marius as a combeferre kin to appreciate how sweet they are

5. Javonine??: im sorry wh aht. did the snape x hermione shippers leak into the lm fandom or am i being fucking punked im not discussing this its obvious why this is wrong please tell me its obvious y'all are NASTY

6. Marionine: eh. eh. i mean, like i said with enjonine eponine's problems are not gonna be solved with a dude. i'm really not opposed to them, persay, its just that eponine's love for marius is so incredibly dependent and rooted more in her personal trauma than actual love, so i feel a little weird with them sometimes. sometimes it just gives anti cosette vibes (cough cough bc of the bullshit love triangle angle that the musical markets cough cough) so i tread very carefully with them

7. Granjonine: again what in the damn hell. i'm not dignifying this shit they could be besties but for the love of god george blagden did a number on the straight girls. STOP PROJECTING ONTO EPONINE IM GONNA LOSE MY FUCKING MIND LEAVE HER ALONE

thanks for the ask lovely, i do love rambling even though these ships are baffling lmaoooo

[aprofessionalwithoutstandards]

do snioer

First impression: I have Always liked Sniper especially from a gameplay perspective, that's always been my go-to fps playstyle and I just rlly clicked with him as soon as I tried him.

Impression now: My feelings on him have mostly stayed the same? I guess I've just gotten more and more personal about him as time has gone on and this blog has become what it's become. I also used to be unable to imagine him having sex but like That has DEFINITELY changed lmaoooo (kind of because I like Really really as the kids say Kin him now so like. that affects that lmao)

Favorite moment: All three times he does the happyfeet thing

Idea for a story: I literally have five thousand Sniper story ideas happening at all times within my mind. Currently writing one where he's a vampire hunter it owns

Unpopular opinion: Sniper pulls and he's still weird as shit. Sniper characterizations are always like Oh well he's "shy" so therefore he's never had any sex ever or Burgeoning Action Hero Sex God With Thirteen Abs swinging his dick around at everything. I think he can pull and still be a weird freak Because I LIKE HIM ur gonna get TWO unpopular opinions: There is literally no reason to write Sniper tf2 as being "not really Australian"/"actually from New Zealand" if you're not weird about people who were adopted. Every time someone says "great post op but he's actually from N-" on my kangaroo queen post an angel DIES

Favorite relationship: Throuple with both Demo and Medic don't make me choose

Favorite headcanon: Dad who goes fishing (transgender)

[silvernyxchariot]

Apparently, Alhaitham's favorite food is steak, and honestly, same, boi. Just some meat grilled up a little bit with minimal salt and spices, and his lazy ass is ready to eat; no extra work necessary. It's probably the reason he has a six-pack rack of abs.

Someone on tiktok once said, "Alhaitham acts like a cat (feisty and independent), but he would love like a dog (loyal and protective)." As an Alhaitham kin, these things haunt my thoughts to this day. Take these as you will.

[Captions: Guess what Alhaitham's favorite gift is? Correct answer = Steak, Source: HoyoLab app.]

Also, I saw this lil capcut template,

and thought it was cute enough to use. Also², get to know me a little better?

My (#1) Main: Ayato

I started out as a Noelle/Yun Jin main for a while because I didn't play much. It wasn't until I seriously started building Ayato (c2) that I got deeper into the game. On that note, Ayatoast, you were supposed to be chosen the one. My first C6 5☆. He is now C4 from C2. I know it's only day 2-3, so I have time to grind, but damn. I used over 200 wishes this banner.

Fav Element: Hydro

I thought it would be Electro tbh, but Hydro is more versatile.

Region: Sumeru

Complain all you want about how large or boring the desert is. All I see is free primos. 💅 Also³, my husband and his first husband live there.

Me: No face reveal. Sowwy. 😋

But have a partial picture of my hand holding my cat's chin.

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The fact that there's a star in the center of the temp. is so on theme with my (partial) JoJo's username.

[fictionkinfessions]

https://www.tumblr.com/fictionkinfessions/713200823185850368/also-to-go-with-that-last-ask-if-your-psychotic

This will be my last response to you ab this

1.

I do curate my experience there are just some things 100% unavoidable in some fandoms. Blocking tags isn't going to be a cure all fix all for everything. Some things are just so deeply ingrained into fandoms that you just can't avoid them without leaving the fandom space entirely which 90% of kinnies don't want to do.

Just because you're also mentally ill and have been able to separate yourself from fandom doesn't mean everyone can do that. Some of us are unable to entirely and that isn't something people can just fix magically. Especially those of us without access to proper medication.

2.

I'm once again stating, yes, you ARE being ableist. Like it or not, just because you- anon can make that separation easily doesn't mean everyone else can! And I'm so sorry to tell you this, but they don't have to? People are allowed to be upset and hurt by what people do in fandom spaces, especially regarding shipping. The characters might be fictional to everyone else, but again that's still who they were at one point. And for people who have DID/OSDD, psychotic disorders, etc, it can be very upsetting seeing that content and that's okay? I'm not saying sure go harass people over it, but people are 100% allowed to be upset and vent about it especially here or on their own blogs. Once again, not everyone has that ability to separate these things.

Those of us with DID/OSDD can be even further affected because some of us literally ARE the characters people talk about. It can be very hard to differentiate especially adding in dissociation and other traumas on top of it all.

I myself am an introject and I get severely uncomfortable when people say things about me that are untrue. It's very easy for traumatized people (especially those who have been bullied) to internalize things people say about them. And once again, especially VILLAIN KINS. I 100% curate my experience. I block users, tags, and make sure I don't follow anyone who posts content that makes me uncomfortable and sometimes it still slips through anyway! And guess what! It's still extremely upsetting!

You can't just claim "well people should curate better!" as a defense for people having ships that kinnies of those characters find uncomfortable. They're allowed to be uncomfortable. How would you feel if someone shipped a picture of you with a picture of someone else then told you that you just need to curate your experience better? You'd feel pretty shitty. That's what you're telling people anon.

Yes we are all fictional characters. But we are also kinnies and still experience emotion tied to that. Stop being ableist towards people like me who can't control the way they feel about fandoms treatment of them. Suggesting we just get over it and do better by just blocking some tags is really gross.

=

[constantstateofpain]

for the character list thing I wanna see you do Jay!!

EHEHEHEHE

favorite thing about them:

idk even as a kid i loved him 😭😭

i think i just really kin him. but we’re not going into that.

he’s just always so fun on screen, i love seeing him a little dumbass <3

least favorite thing about them:

skybound …

okay imma be fr. i loved skybound as a kid and still have so much fun watching it during rewatches.

however!!

JAY HAD TO STOP OH MY GOD. like nya said no!! like jay, ilysm but a no is a no!!

also like i love skybound but god i could rant ab that too 😭😭

favorite line:

god he has so many good lines. hmmm i think that one interaction with cole in s5 is so funny.

“why’d you touch the scary painting, JAY”

“because i didn’t know it would do that, COLE”

or like that one in s7 “lefty, righty, nice to meet you. DO BETTER-“

there’s way more but these are the ones that come to mind right away.

brOTP:

him with zane or him with nya!! jay and zane, they’re just so silly when they’re on screen together i love them!! him and nya took bc really they’re both techs and ngl it was a missed opportunity not having them bond over their love of inventing. ik they had to fade out his tech thing bc they were too many of them on the team but shh idc!!

OTP:

bruise!! idk they’ve always given off couple vibes to me. like an old married couple who gets divorced every week but still ends up back together. i love their interactions. i also think mudshock is cool, although in a very specific circumstance. like jay is dating cole and nya but latter two aren’t dating each other. i just don’t know, cole x nya just didn’t do it for me. also i just hc cole as gay so-

anyway-

nOTP:

i think im okay with any ship as long as like they’re not like problematic yk? ( jay x lloyd, something inc3st, etc).

like if you give a ship and they have little interaction, i’ll be like “okayy, can i have an explanation of your vision” and that’s pretty much it.

random headcanon:

he fidgets a lot but he also chews on things. LIKE ALL THE TIME.

he asked lloyd if he could borrow a pencil once while he was working on a blueprint for smth and well … lloyd had funeral for the pencil afterwards 🫡

unpopular opinion:

god idk?? i don’t know a whole ab what opinions are popular ab him LMAO. uhmm. guess i’ll give another hc then?

jay is absolutely trans masc (he/they/zap)

they want to dress more fem bc it seems so fun but they’re worried ab dysphoria and passing. nya is his number one hype man 😎

song i associate with them:

yes, that is three songs, your point is? the first two are purely off of vibes. ik odoriko has smth to do with dancing so yk. i’ll have to look up an english translation later. yeah the second is also just really off of vibes and the last one gives skybound angst 😔

i have entire playlist for him, i could go on and ON.

favorite picture of them:

such a silly guy

[oatmealdaydreams]

Get rekt, cause I actually did research and listened to/read about others' experiences! And guess what? I learned many things bout systems. And I wanted to share some things I learned.

[continue under the cut]

There are many different types of alters and each have their role in the system

Each system is different

Prosecutors only do what they know how to do (they aren't inherently evil, to my understanding)

systems can have up to 100 alters, according to current research

All alters are valid! All hosts are valid! Everyone in your system is valid!!

Alters and such are their own person/being (they can have different pronouns, names, personalities, likes/dislikes, ages, values, views, morals, etc.)

Introjects are basically like real or fictional characters/people who are integrated into the system as an alter (I think?)

Figments exist and are different from alters (they're not fully-formed alters, I think?? Still doing research on that one)

There are fictive introjects (the ones who are based on the fictional) & there are factive introjects (the ones who are based on the real/irl)

Factive introjects can be family or friends that provide comfort of sorts (or even can be a prosecutor and be based on your ab*ser or something to like that)

Fictive introjects can start as the original fictional character but then can become their own person outside of that (if that makes sense?) (Same goes for factives, I think)

Introjects are as valid as everyone else! Factives aren't "copycats" of real people (to my understanding). Same for fictives but in regards to fictional people/characters. They're their own people/person!!

Introjects are commonly put into the system because they serve an important role for that system

Fictive introjects aren't always characters the host kins or likes (mostly whoever the system needs for coping reasons)

Being a system is like having multiple souls in one body (to my understanding so far)

There are child alters, animal alters, introjects, protectors, prosecutors, caretakers, the memory-holder ones, etc.

People commonly name their system (which is very neat and cool)

Representation is very bad in mass media and most medias in general

They're not evil or killers because they're a system (like no duh, they're literally just people)

Repeat after me: prosecutors aren't evil or villainous people. They can learn and improve (to my understanding of what some systems have said)

Support for systems is much more common online, and even then it can be hard to find

I have literally never met a "bad" system, and I interact with systems most days of the week because of the different communities I'm a part of. They're literally just people.

It's always helpful to ask who's fronting

Take note of things about the different people in the system to help you remember who has what pronouns or likes certain things, or who is called what (names), etc.

Make note of boundaries. Different alters/hosts/systems have different boundaries. Respect them.

It's a coping mechanism (right?) which usually forms after complex trauma that usually happened/happens in childhood (I think??)

It usually develops between the ages of 9 to 10 cause that's when the personality develops (most systems don't know they're systems for a while, though) [had to correct this, sorry about that]

Hosts can change. An alter can become a host if need be.

>>Small Edit<<

Instrusive thoughts are common, I'm pretty sure, in regards to being a system

some systems can be homicidal, whether it's instrusive thoughts or not. (I read some of the tags/reblogs on the original post and learned more things!)

It's Dissociative for a reason - not everyone will be put together all the time

Not all systems have every alter be "fully-formed"; there are whisps of consciousness and stuff like that

Identity can get muddled

Gender and sexuality won't always be definite/constant and may change sometimes (I think that's what the reblog said?)

There are more things, but that's all I can recall off the top of my head. I am not a system, so if I'm wrong about any of this, please let me know! I don't want to spread any misinformation.

A final note: all systems deserve support and love. Cause no duh.

Stay safe y'all <3

people have got to get normaler about systems

[watamote-moved]

omg (waves in funtime foxy kinnie) do you have thoughts abt the movie coming up... because i have thoughts (those thoughts r that i probably kin kim)

i do forever and ever . my fave actor is going to be in it (take a wild guess who it is) ive literally waited for this since i was like 11 yrs old, i heard its gonna be like almost 3 hrs long, im just crazy excited forever and ever . apparently its not gonna be like game canon but idgaf, i bet somehow theyre gonna be like "bbbbbbbut actually it is canon 🤓☝️" (as they always do) i hope movie vanessa is autistic forever, ive seen a lot of ppl theorizing ab it but im just waiting to see the movie 😭

who is this guy i didnt mean to press this. oh well, have this

[miiilowo]

🧠

[question - do you kin anyone?]

yes and no. hard to relate to anyone thats a fnaf character. micheal is pretty fuckin close though. gender as HELL. i used to be a Big Asshole (like genuine bully lmao- among. other things) and ended up fucking up reallllll bad and now im all better and awesome so in that sense? yeah. guess micheal applies. i want to be him. yknow, aside from the whole getting my organs torn out thing. also tend to chew gum a shitton i guess that kinda applies

OUTSIDE OF FNAF THOUGH???????????? damien lavey. monster prom. god he is so fucking. god. GOD ive never related to a character more hes just me but exaggerated because he IS a character and all and im a living breathing person but if i were to explain every little single reason why we'd be here all fuckin day. diagnosed him w adhd <- dude trust me. hes transmasc coded without being transmasc does this make any sense i dont give a shit ab MP anymore but this stupid bitch literally infests my brain

ask game link

[davidhatter]

Getting Into Knives || Hatfish

baenxietydad​:

“아, 그렇구나.” Mu-yeol said, quietly, like he wasn’t quite aware he said it. He didn’t bother correcting the mistake and translating because all it meant was ‘ah, I see.’ Filler. Not important.

There was obviously more to it– be it homesickness, family obligations, a really bad breakup in whatever city that he came home to get over and just never left again, but Mu-yeol could respect that he was private man.

He seemed very uncomfortable talking about himself which was odd. Most people loved it. Mu-yeol wouldn’t say he did either. It was easy to talk about his son, his family, his past, Korea, fairy stuff, music, and Korean history and language, but less easy to talk about his now.

He set the bowl of oysters aside and got another pot of water ready to steam the finished mandu, waiting for both pots to begin to boil.

“That’s more or less why I don’t think I can just say ‘fuck it’ and go home. At least not until Nam-min doesn’t need me anymore. He only has me, no other parent. That’s probably my fault — or, it absolutely is. I was selfish and didn’t Promise again. Oh, that’s what pixies call marriage, or our version of it anyway. If you’re widowed you’re expected to either Promise again, or, live with other widowed pixies of a similar age to bring up your children together. It’s seen as very selfish to live alone with your one child. But.” Mu-yeol chuckled mirthlessly. “I would have been lonelier than ever if I did that.”

“Because,” Mu-yeol explained, emptying the water front he bowl the tteok was soaking in before setting it down on the counter. “If I married an English speaking pixie, do you honestly think my son would have grown up speaking Korean? No. We would’ve spoken English at home to not alienate someone else and my son would’ve lost his best connection to me, and me to him. I kind of purposely made raising him harder on myself but I’m glad I did. His Korean is great.” It could be better like Tae’s. And Mu-yeol regretted not teaching him Daegu satoori, but he could communicate well and as his father he was proud.

Mu-yeol huffed a laugh through his nose. “I’ll let it slide a bit now, but when he was younger and still sometimes now, if he answers me in English I’d be like— 그게 뭐였어? 나는 영어를 못해요 (geuge mwoyeoss-eo? naneun yeong-eoleul moshaeyo)… which is huh, what’s that? I don’t speak English. It’d make him so mad but I think he appreciates it now. It was incredibly hard to give him his language and culture alone, but being friends with the Moons helped.”

Hatter was once again very jolted to learn these sorts of things. He...guessed they made sense? In a way, but they also did not. Why on Earth would anyone put themselves in a marriage simply to have another parent on board? That seemed like a poor reason to get married, as well as miserable if that person didn’t even end up liking either of them. The other thing, the living with other widowed fairies, seemed like a better option but still odd. Maybe this was just because he didn’t like the concept of living with strangers.

The whole English-speaking vs. Korean-speaking was also quite a trip for him. Again, he thought just marrying someone for no reason than to have someone there was absolutely barking, but alright. Say it wasn’t. Say you agreed to marry someone to raise a kid together, no other reason behind it. With that out of the way, Hatter still couldn’t understand how someone thought not meeting their partner halfway wasn’t agreeable. Why would English get majority rule instead of equal parts, if the argument was to not want to alienate the kid? Especially when Mr. Bae was right, it would have alienated him to his own kin. 

Then again, given England’s history...

Still. It seemed ridiculous. People often were when it came to their kids. But this wouldn’t have even been the hypothetical marriage partner’s kid-!

He said nothing, feeling like he had nothing of value to add since his head was sort of spinning having to think about all of that as not only a concept, but as something Mr. Bae’d had to actually live through.

Instead he finished packing and sealing the dough he had been given, the bowl of stuffing gone. The first few were a tad wonky, his progression obvious in how they had improved where they sat.

He frowned at them then turned, gesturing to get Mr. Bae’s approval. Or disapproval. Either one.

[luminous-shifting-vibes]

actual fucking quotes from the shiftblr coffeehouse discord server

out of context of course, what do you take me for? a sane person?

"they made lightning mcqueen hot"

"inch resting"

"Nix: Cars (2006) several people are typing..."

"im evaporating"

"enjoy precipitation"

"tow mater is more attractive than lightning mcqueen/hj"

"lightning mcqueen looks like he would call me a slur"

"why did I come back to a discussion regarding the attractiveness of vehicles"

"lark is the braincell of shiftblr tbh"

"you all need some grass in your life"

"me over here simping for block men and now literal cars"

"didn't nick wilde commit fraud canonically"

"i have no strong opinions on whether or not nick wilde is attractive"

"I AM AROMANTIC AND I AM NOT IMMUNE TO NICK WILDE"

"I am bisexual and I. Am not into Nick Wilde based on a simple fact he looks like he will drink all my pepsi and call me names"

"What is shiftbkr but not a bunch of simps"

"cries in Bianca Monroe"

"listen i have a folder called gayass

it is mostly pictures of kyoka jiro and virgil sanders"

"Nick Wilde x Reader where he steals your car 📷 carjacker to lovers AU 📷"

"he says "mama i like to step on keyboard""

"MY MOM JUST WALKED IN AND I HAD TO TELL HER I WAS LOOKING AT LIGHTING MC QUEEN HUMAN FANART"

"crab walks away"

""Y/N..." Nick whispered into your ear. "Your car...is a Honda Civic, right?" You looked up at Nick with a baffled expression. "Nick, my beloved? Whatever are you talking about?" "Just asking..." He said as he let you out of his embrace. "Hey, wanna see a magic trick, babe?" Your eyes sparkled. "Really, Nick? Of course!" Nick smiled. "Ok, close your eyes!" You giggled and closed your eyes, waiting for Nick to tell you to open up. Instead, you heard the loud rumble of a car starting up, and you open your eyes. Nick has stolen your car, and he has driven off into the sunset..."

"did y'all know his name used to be canonically Montgomery--he changed it to lightning mcqueen to get rid of his past"

"That is my exit number"

"cars trauma arc"

"wait do y'all know about car jesus" "as if jesus wasn't a ford focus in the bible"

"oh yall do not want to know about the trauma in my cars dr lmao"

"Dewit tau style babey make Lightning McQueen outlive everyone and stalk their reincarnations"

"Do they baptize other cars in like gasoline then"

"there is a pope car in the cars universe which means car jesus died for cars sins"

"NOT THE BOOMER MEMES"

"-lays facedown on the floor while caramelldansen plays-"

"like im serious how many of you guys endorse me falling face down on my floor" (NOT THE SAME PERSON AS PREVIOUS QUOTE)

"I will be Tall and no one can stop me"

"is a soft floor?"

"stop I thought faceplant meant like a succulent in the shape of a face instead of falling onto your noggin for a solid 10 seconds"

"Touch some grass??? What about eating grass"

"what if for every employee of the month i just printed out really horrible boomer memes"

"what ab smoking grass /j"

"Can the grassdirt smoothie be a special in the cafe"

"PLEASE IM ROLLING ON THE FLOOR REWRITINH THE DECLARATION OF INDEPENDENCE WHIKE SPEEDRUNINT MINECRAFT"

"you have to get good dirt from like the middle of a pennsylvanian forest for it to taste good though"

"I ate a four leaf clover as a kid cause i thought it would make me lucky"

"guys how do i see the mee6 leaderboard"

"I used to think i was half dragon and I ate plants out of sidewalk cracks"

"i think i punched someone"

"my parents told me to stop doing that so I looked at them and ate a flower"

"I ate grass when I was 9 bc I read warrior cats and thought I was a medicine cat ....................."

"bees are just spicy flies"

"I had a mental breakdown when I was three cause I didn’t know how to turn off a phone"

"My mom drank a bee once"

"when I was a baby I kinned ink sans."

"bro who here find the yellow hat man from curious george fine as heck 📷📷📷"

"mY LUNGSSSSSS"

"no one topping Him"

"I like em big"

"I think Moto Moto has no game like move over hunky boy I could beat you 1v1 Roblox Arsenal 📷📷📷"

"If you didnt have a crush on springtrap, jeff the killer, or Underfell/Gaster/Error sans don't talk to me /j"

"LOOK THEY'RE BOTH DILFS WITH ABS THAT WOULD FIGHT GOD"

"ZORO IS BANNED"

"Guys please help I found my old fnaf fanart from when I was 8 I'm in literal tears"

"OH NO BOT MY FIFTH GRADE HAMILTON PHASE"

"The worst attraction ive ever had has to be Sombra Overwatch"

"My family is like "save all ur art so I can sell it when you're famous" I literally could not sell this if I tried"

"screaming puppet"

"I just remembered Ive drawn overwatch/hamilton crossover fanart"

"my hermit crabs ate each other again"

"we're cannibals ????"

"having me here is a curse you have inflicted on yourselves and I for one am glad for it <3" "scitters around like a crab in anticipation"

"CARB DAY"

"WE NEED TO HAVE A WATCH OARTY"

"hey y'all ill be right back i have to throw away a crab carcass"

"if I watch cars I'm going to start laughing in the middle of it nonstop just because the word cars is funny and also cars are funny like how do you move silly little metal box with rubber circles"

"Lark asleep post catboy pitbul"

"Mwista Wowldwide! Nya!" "hermit crab 2: electric boogaloo"

"Is that why your name is chaos"

"manifest the crab power!!"

"cool dex fact: i can't read 📷"

"sighs adds to worship these entities list"

"with a knife <3"

"yeah and if he betrays me I could probably throw him across the atlantic ocean"

"give me his eyes"

"my good citizen i am a- wait no im nonbinary nvm"

"it worked on a fish idk what to tell you"

"what is gender??? Is that a board game?? If so can I be apples to apples that one's my favorite"

"CHUTES AND LADDERS"

"anyways actually my gender is Candyland"

"Oh god romes the destroyer of friendships/j"

"i am a simple gay i see math i run in the opposite direction survival instincts 101"

"math my beloathed"

"algebra makes me want to rip open a bag of swedish fish and swallow them whole"

"cackles in they're au characters and this will be very fun"

"pog !!!! me too ksajgks one of my drs is a sanders sides au"

"Is that bipper"

"tumblr sexyman"

"Good because he’ll fuck u up if u hurt a child"

"I want a wing-suit"

"looks like a bean would poison someone"

"my hermit crabs are cannibals what can i say"

"sonic the hedgehog kinnie"

"get yourself a man who is capable of the most ungodly actions but won't do them because of their morality owo"

"tell him he can steal my wallet"

"eyes"

"idk about y'all but I need blueberry sweet tea to live"

"y'know the red souls from soul eater i really want to eat those"

"but like only respectable crimes like stealing from elon musk"

"You can go cultbashing with he!"

"He acts like a flamboyant gay man, but if a flamboyant gay man was straight."

"Simp Satan 📷"

"definitely arson"

"They look like they enjoy lemon squares and other lemon desserts"

"Satan is all-powerful but he spends most of his time building honeymoon locations because he is convinced that the protag loves him"

"bc shes the reincarnation of his dead wife or something i guess"

annd here's a quote from our very own dream (@shiftingwastaken) that sums this post up:

"shiftblr but context makes it worse"

[danwhobrowses]

One Piece Chapter 1023 - Initial Thoughts

15 Minutes is on the clock

Onigashima reaches the mainland and the fights continue on. Including the Wings of the King vs the Disasters of the Beast

Without further ado, let's get into it

Spoilers for Chapter 1023, Support the Official Release too

Vivi cover page is nice, proper Disney Princess action with Karoo being jealous birb again, but now I have worries because last we heard something went down with Alabasta...all those post-Reverie questions

Back to where we left off with the boys being back in town

Miyagi can you not ominously foreshadow Zoro's future pain please?

Kawamatsu's here to save Zoro from interference, and Hyou's telling the Yakuza not to get in the way of this fight

Marco though is a pensive Pineapple, taking a good long look at King as he recalls Whitebeard telling him about King's race living on the Red Line before the world nobles, Void Century and before stuff

Mention of Gods does fuel one of my old post fan theories, but also fuels that the WG kicked King's race out of the Red Line

Izo though out here saving Marco from being an easy target, tbh Marineford did show he was prone to a surprise attack

Asking Izo if they believe in God though in a raid that may lead to their deaths is kinda irreverent right now though huh?

Queen back to hyping themselves up though

Hm? Is there a limitation to Sanji's raid suit? Sanji's saying he feels weird

Zoro wasting no time to banter with it though, saving Sanji from King as Sanji returns the favour with Queen

Queen does make a valid point though, as much as Sanji expresses that he is unenhanced by Germa he can also set himself on fire, I do wonder if it is just part of that enhancement in there that he expresses as his 'fiery hot passion'

Lunarian though, that must be King's species' name: moon people again I bet which feeds my fan theories

Also since we mentioned Germa again what happened to them? Jimbei made it out after all and I wanna see me some alive and well Baeju

I would issue doubt on Queen's claim that their enhancements are beyond Vegapunk's, given how little we know of Vegapunk after all

King's got a special sword too, it can change its edge to be teethy which he used to ensnare Zoro's swords

Wado saves Zoro's face from eating King's spiked fist though

King does make a fair point though, traditional weapons are romanticized but a fight's about getting every advantage you can, Zoro at least respects that since King never claimed to be a Swordsman, while also reminding King that he could be a feral bastard too

Kinda gave me mini Mr. 1 fight vibes there

Oh here we go, potential Zoro lineage time

Kawamatsu and Hyou muse over how Zoro was like Ushimaru when he was young, even down to his style (though that could be more Shimotsuki Koushiro's doing since he's Zoro's master)

Also Ushimaru was Ryuma's direct descendant, which means that 1. Ryuma banged, 2. Swordsmanship runs in the blood and 3. Ryuma banged

Also Ryuma also had the one eye, and it does seem pretty mythical that a swordsman of similar skill and stature returns Shusui back to Wano (even though this should mean that Shusui would be Zoro's birthright and he was kinda forced into relinquishing it)

Also worth reminding that Kozaburo was Kuina's grandpa so there may only be loose relations if Zoro is a Shimotsuki too, we don't exactly know how Kozaburo and Ushimaru are related if it's by blood or clan, plus I still wonder about Tashigi

Over to Jack vs Inu though, and Jack's hybrid form is just...weird

I did not need to see an Elephant head with abs you know Oda!

Both are pretty tired, as Jack mocks Inu saying he has forgiven Zou for the Raizo stuff, since he already destroyed most of it

Inu though with the shoulder toss, reminding Jack that they had to make these sacrifices to get to here

But we're getting the epic speech, and the hole in the roof caused by Ashura's sacrifice is changing Inu back into Su Long

Same thing is happening with Neko, turning Su Long in front of Carrot and Wanda (who I guess are covering from the moon) as he stares down Perospero

And I'm glad Neko's pointing out that Pedro's sacrifice is valid. I truthfully always felt a bit iffy about people saying that Carrot's desire to avenge Pedro was ill-found because 'Pedro killed himself'. Had Pedro not sacrificed himself then Brook and Chopper would've been dead by candy and Big Mom would've obliterated the rest on the ship

Raizo and Megaforehead though prelude with the mention of maturity, that everyone - even the Akazaya - needed time to mature into who they wanted to be

Down to the surface though and the Heart Pirates are on high alert/panic, they think Kaido's here

But it's Momo, and he looks magnificent

Shinobu's aged him up to 28, the age he'd be had he not been leapt through time, but now she's upset he looks like Kaido

There's new fire in Momo's eyes though, the return ascent begins!

Can you feel that? It feels like the last stretch before the ultimate battle of Wano

Sanji and Zoro vs King and Queen hopefully will remain a tag bout, but I am curious as to King's abilities and what's affecting Sanji in terms of the raid suit. It's not bad to have a limitation but this is the first we've heard of it after seeing him use it 4 times. I don't hate Zoro being a Shimotsuki, though I do feel like we could've built to this, plus we're still lacking in the how.

One wonders what role Marco will now play, and whether Tiny Tiny Chopper is due to recover. We haven't heard from the others for a bit, nor CP0 nor Yamato. Our Pineapple does have unfinished business with Edward Weevil tbf so he could make it out, Izo may be a variable in that, they've yet to learn of Kiku's fate.

Also we never did see who that mystery person was did we? Still could be Hiyori

Marco's musing about gods does feel like we're gonna get more about King, and more lore of the world that Robin will love to soak up like a sponge, Oda have been leaving these seeds since Skypeia, and where there are Gods, there are Devils.

We are however getting major death flags from the minks, one last turn to Su Long to enable their efforts. I like how Ashura's sacrifice is not in vain because of this though, it makes me wonder if there's a slither of hope for Kin and Kiku. If anything though the minks will die from exhaustion rather than being defeated, Su Long eats away at you after all, it's probably gonna be traumatizing for Carrot a little but I hope we see some resolve out of her more like when she was in Zou and WCI, I still want her for Nakama.

And then the final coup de grace, giant dragon Momo, it's one hell of a panel and it means we're bringing Luffy back into the fight. But the extent of Momo's ripening is only in body remember, in mind he's still young. But now we have the setup for the final fight between Luffy and Kaido, I'll expect in that time we'll have to try and finish off everything else with the Akazaya, reconvening the Straw Hats, King, Queen, Big Mom, Kid, Law, Killer, Hawkins, Apoo and Drake.

Act's not over yet, less than 15 minutes until Onigashima Falls.

[bigdudette]

Kinlist

I originally posted this a while ago but decided to edit it cause I changed, and it was inaccurate. This isn’t in a particular order btw. 

 Maki Harukawa -  Maki has always been the most relatable character to me. Her entite arc always hit a bit too close to home. I have grown a lot as a person, but can’t help it but relate to her still. I always found her whole thing with kids relatable as well. I “hate” kids, or at least sorta. I guess I more so hate the idea of them? But I still usually end up taking care of them. 

Toko Fukawa -  I am indeed an INFP so her whole bit about fantasizing I found relatable. Also her viewing the world through a grimy and pessimistic lense is quite similar to me. Then there’s the part ab her being a writer

Mona Megistus - It’s not just cause I’m into astrology, I swear. I always found her relatable but after seeing her mirage andd all that jazz, I felt so much stronger ab her. The bit about her always being broke - not cause she didn’t earn any money but because of her expensive habits hit me right in the gut.

Fischl - Again, I’m an INFP who writes fan fiction. I constantly live inside my own fantasies. Idk what else to say. Also can we talk ab when she randomly breaks character? Cause I loved tht

Diane Nguyen - Another writer, who is shocked? She doesn’t write a lot of fiction but I relate to that part of her as well. All though with Diane, it’s mostly about her state of mind and mental health. 

Jinx - Oh Boy, here comes the abandonement issues. She is one of the ones I’m a bit insecure ab kinning. When I say I’m a Jinx kinnie it’s not cause I’m so quirky that i relate to a murderer. I think the way her untreated anxiety and abandonment issues turned into something much much worse. This one hurt me to type out fellas

Reko Yabusame - Once again, the thing with kids comes up. I like taking care of people weaker than me, a lot like Reko. It’s not a power thing, but more like a “that could’ve been me” thing, cause I know what it’s like to feel powerless. I also gotta say her interest in music also speaks to me. She’s up there with my highest kins. 

Robin Buckley - She likes boobies, I like boobies. No, but seriously, I always found her relatable but after s4 I consider her a kin. Idk how to go into depth here, it just is what it is. I can say that I have the tendency to not be able to shut up once I star yip yapping away, so there’s that. 

Tsukimi Kurashita - One of my lesser known kins, but doesn’t mean I kin her any less. Another Infp to add to the list while we’re at it. I may not be obsessed with Jellyfish but I do have obsessions and ambitions. How she acts in public, her awkwardness, everything.

Marceline - Music is one of my passions as well as writing. I am such a sensitive person but that can be hard to show in a healthy manner. Music has helped me so much in that regard. I also am into pink girls who are into science.

Lapis Lazuli - The trauma of it all! The isolating yourself because you don’t know how else to cope part! I just want to see her happy because everything about her is painfully relatable. 

Catra -  Soooo again, we have abandoment issues. She’s also in love with her childhood best friend. She also copes with being super destructive having no regard for how that may affect those around her or even herself, as multiple of the characters above.

Rue Bennett - Again with the very destructive coping mechanisms. How she acts. I’m not an addict but my own behaviour has led me to living quite the similar life to her. 

[fictionkinfessions]

More ask games!

Anonymous sent: probably new ask game? dunno if anyone’s done this before but i wanna do it myself: compare yourself from your canon/source to you now hey i’m dainsleif, a certified little guy(tm) it’s funny how i’ve gone from being emo and god hating to a little inch tall lad :3 -dainsleif (genshin impact), #⏳🍨🫖

#canon heights

Anonymous sent: ask game for video game kins/fictives specifically: what's your source(s) and what's types of games do you like to play now? i'm from a bunch of different games, from stuff like dd:adds to firewatch to TF2, and i also love a wide variety of games (usually indie stuff), but currently i really love both fast paced and violent stuff, like ULTRAKILL (and TF2 :P), and anything with a fishing minigame, like stardew valley (…and ULTRAKILL LOL) special shout out to visual novels tho 🫶 love me a good VN every once in a while heh

#canon vidyas

Anonymous sent: starting an ask game! what's something you never got the chance to enjoy as your kintype? for me it's both eating/cold temps so I guess ice cream. that's pretty cool! -Igneous 🔥📘 starting an ask game! what's something you never got the chance to enjoy as your kintype? for me it's both eating/cold temps so I guess ice cream. that's pretty cool! -Igneous 🔥📘

#missed foods

Anonymous asked: Uhhh new ask game because honestly why not :) In the same vein of the canon songs game a little while ago, what are some general ambient sounds that remind you of your kins? I personally just found this sci-fi computer-beeping ASMR thing, and it makes me feel at home, you know? I'm just a silly lil singing computer :) -Fukase (#👁❌️🔴)

#canon sounds

Anonymous asked: hey, how about an obscurekin based ask game? canon… err…. obscure canon/s? mpc, do you have a better askgame name maybe? obscure canons (unofficial name): an obscure kin/fictive/etc of yours, basically! obscure in any sort of sense; from obscure as in "people know about this media and its very popular but ive met little to no people who are fictives/kin/etc from this media" to obscure as in "nobody knows about this media and barely anyone knows it exists"! personally, im sort of a mix between the two. i'll go first— hi, im AB from try to fall asleep! im a mental assistance robot created by dr rick norberg and assigned to help the player character, john herrin, to fall asleep in order for him to heal from his brain damage!!! fun, right? my media has been incomplete for a few years(?) now, though, which is disappointing. i do hope john healed someday.

#obscanons

Current Ask Games

[open for fictotypes and system members and those it's applicable for!]

Anonymous asked: I know pride month is almost over but I’m still curious to ask for anyone who wants to answer or remembers: What was it like being LGBT+ in your canon/past life? Like was the setting (whether it was a town, country or the world you live in) accepting of it or was it a challenge to be who you were?

#lgbt mems

Anonymous asked: whats ur most boring canon mine is carla jean moss from NCFOM & its like. i lived in a shitty trailer, worked at walmart, and then got murdered at 19. riveting. 10/10 past life.

#canon bores

Anonymous asked: can we bring back kin jobs? that game was awesome. hi my name is danny fenton and i work at a circus. i promise i wasn’t mind controlled into it this time you guys #👻🪐💫

#canon jobs

Anonymous asked: canon lookalikes (or a better name if you have one i guess): who is someone, likely from another media, who bares resemblance to you(r kin/fictive/c-link/etc.) appearance-wise? maybe also trait-wise if you'd like to add that

#canon lookalikes

EDIT Two more games!

Aonymous asked :new kin game perhaps? pick a source you kin from (or have alters from! wanna include my plurals in this one) and then count how many dollars you'll have based on the number of kins (or alters) you have, this can include non-canon characters and ocs that are tied to sources just so more people can participate, and you can count multiple timelines or kinning the same character in different aus. i'm proposing the name #dollarkins for this idea, and I'll start first!

going with hlvrai, i kin 11 characters in a canon compliant sense, and with aus... [cringes as i look have to count them all] I've got about 25 dollars in total..... i can get myself a 3 month essenital playstation plus subscription with that......

#dollarcanons

Anonymous asked: hi!! i am starting an ask game cause it seems fun! name your main kintype/ID, and then a non-media interest you have currently!! for example: Yugi Muto from Yu-Gi-Oh is really into roller coasters and theme parks these days!! they are so cool!! :D ! #🃏🌠👾

#canon interests